Confessions of a Badboy in Japan

Why do Niggaz like fried chicken? (3/11/11)

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Sun, 04 Mar 2012 12:30:00 +0000

with jaws agape they gorged themselves until they were full ...full of shit

A lot...I mean A LOT of you are wondering...

"how the FUCK did he find THAT picture of me?"

How I found it isn't as important as when.
3/11/11

Trying to educate the ignorant ... utterly pointless...but I'll try!!

rac·ism [rey-siz-uhm]
noun
1.
a belief or doctrine
that inherent differences among the various human races determine cultural or individual achievement..

Some folks seemed kinda slow on the uptake but the comparisons with the Katrina and Haiti disasters which often depicted blacks and how out of control they were (or were implied to be) hit me right away. Besides the "No looting" headlines being false..

Step 1 Go!!!

Step 3 Go!!

Step 2

See...that only took 3 steps!! Your almost there!!

ig·no·rant [ig-ner-uhnt]
adjective
2.
lacking knowledge or information as to a particular subject or fact: ignorant of human behavior

I was among the ignorant. I had expected the Japanese media to be
the biggest of the "spin doctors" I was wrong. For that I apologize.

It was the Western media that perpetuated an impossible myth.
As if they..without food or water for their family could fight the
urge to survive. Because that's what it was. As they dined at posh
restaurants in New York and London and "admired" the stoic behavior
and probably themselves for writing kind words about the Japanese .
Did it dawn on them between moments of blind unchecked reporting that
it made no sense? I mean literally...no food or water...and that washed out shops goods are scattered everywhere..."but I'm Japanese so I'll just die and let my family starve cuz that's what we Japanese do"<<<<Did they REALLY fucking think that? Cuz that's some irrational scary fuckin' stupidity right there.

No. Not wanting to die is a universal human instinct shared by all. If there ever was a race that put honor over life they would be extinct.

As I wrote this piece I believed Jack Cafferty must have a daughter working in Japan or something but he just dug a hole in Japan's ass on my previous posts topic so it's worse than ignorance. It's poor reporting by a person who works for the biggest news organization in the world

re·al·i·ty [ree-al-i-tee]

4.
real things, facts, or events taken as a whole;

This is reality

I'm not sure what the guys agenda is but he seems intent on countering a false claim by the worlds media. Beyond that I don't know.

It's just a good gathering of a snapshot of a people and their human acts under stress.

This is Japan. Not some imaginary planet in some fucking comic book. Real people that were enveloped in tragedy and suffering and had to do what they had to just to survive. Accept it. Get over it (message to all you mindless fucking drones who think shit that really makes no sense when given just a little bit of thought). Your ignorance and Racism (yeah it's called that even if it's a positive groundless bias based on ethnicity)..it helps no one.

This is what a "Blue" person looks like
Her name is Amy Chavez and she writes for the Japan Times. She's a loon. Batshit crazy.

She saw my post and edited her own J Times column to "no mass looting" from "No looting" after I mailed her. I was kinda blown because I could see her visit via my tracker. Just like the big boy's this little weirdo pulls shit straight out of her ass and they let it get published.

Peter Dyloco is a "Red Wine" or whatever color that is used to describe parasites and trolls. He writes for Japan Today and has his own shit site

He wrote one of the most bizzare columns I have ever read which is here.

These are just 2 of the people that have come to Japan and made it a worse place to live. They have no perspective and no writing skills. The folks on my blogroll are better writers than these 2 fucking dipshits.

I expect both of these fuckups to write some stuff about the 1 year anniversary and it will be light on facts and heavy on bullshit if not flat out lies and twisted facts.

The Days of un-bias reporting are long gone. I dunno if there ever was a time when the just reported and left their own bullshit out of it. If I had to take a pick though it would be the guy below. 106 straight weeks of being #1. His reruns beat other networks live broadcasts. You don't like him? You all watch him more than you watch anyone else. You don't like me? You sure visit a lot. 260,000 hits and climbing..(thank you for your visit by the way ;) ) I got a "Bill O'Reilly bullshit filter" and then I just enjoy watching a guy say whatever the fuck he wants and he apologizes when he's wrong and calls "bullshit" when he sees it.

The guy below is my spiritual guide. If your scratching your head about a post title that appears racist and ignorant "hint"while claiming to admire a man many Blacks consider toxic then you haven't been reading me long. (and you really missed the point of the post title) This is the 3rd time I have posted it (the vid).

Watching a respected Journalist get fucking owned by a man marginalized by everyone but his own followers
One of the best 2:39 seconds you will ever spend if you like the "truth".

On March 11th you don't need to say a prayer for the people of Tohoku. You need to pray for yourself. You need to stop being fake and plastic and superficial and fucking average. I know people who drove all night to go to the area and help only to be turned away because they created a new logistical problem... how stupid can you be? how self absorbed and unaware to not realize that lots of trucks and equipment needed those roads not your cripple brained ass. A pure exercise in self satisfaction .
I got 2,000 +hits on a post in which I linked to an animal rescue organization and 4 people clicked it...4. The :5 second clip of a girl in a bikini got more than that in the 1st 20 minutes after it was posted. This is a nice fucked up world we live in. Try and make it better would ya?

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When March 11th comes I'm gonna remember it for being the day that Twitter died and any sense of belief in the Mass media be it regional or international died too

The "Original" No looting Mythbusters.

Part 1

Part 2

Part of the
J∙Festa – March 2012 Theme

Japan going down the toilet

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Thu, 01 Mar 2012 06:27:00 +0000

I was unaware that Nagoya was Nanjing/Nanking's "Sister City" until the mayor of Nagoya said the

Nanking Massacre never happened.

If you have lived in Japan

for a few years you know that anytime the words "Ishihara" and "agrees" appear next to each other.... you just gotta read because he is just one of the most amazingly unapologetic racist ignorant assholes in the political world...around the world....I mean the ENTIRE FUCKING PLANET .

He called the hentai manga freaks a buncha genetic retards and for that I love him forever

but like a crazy Uncle that once gave you a $20.00 bill when you were 10 and you really like him for that..you sometimes gotta pretend you don't see him coming...just walk away....the dude is out of his fucking mind.

Let's keep it as simple....as can be done

This was the Generall who was there and in charge

Concerning atrocities in Nanking, Matsui wrote in his war journal about rapes (20 December) and looting (29 December) and wrote it was very much regrettable that these behaviours destroyed the reputation of the Imperial Japanese Army. He also mentioned "a number of abominable incidents within the past 50 days"

Iwane Matsui began to comprehend the full extent of the rape, murder, and looting in the city, he grew increasingly dismayed. He reportedly told one of his civilian aides: "I now realize that we have unknowingly wrought a most grievous effect on this city. When I think of the feelings and sentiments of many of my Chinese friends who have fled from Nanking and of the future of the two countries, I cannot but feel depressed. I am very lonely and can never get in a mood to rejoice about this victory." He even let a tinge of regret flavor the statement he released to the press that morning: "I personally feel sorry for the tragedies to the people, but the Army must continue unless China repents. Now, in the winter, the season gives time to reflect. I offer my sympathy, with deep emotion, to a million innocent people." On New Year's Day, Matsui was still upset about the behavior of the Japanese soldiers at Nanking. Over a toast he confided to a Japanese diplomat: "My men have done something very wrong and extremely regrettable."[71]

He knew then, that the relations between the 2 countries would never be the same. War is War but what he saw was more. The worst side of humanity on an epic scale and it was gonna make everything after different and he knew it. THAT'S.....how fucked up it was. He was right. The Chinese look on with anger as world leaders gather annually to mourn the loss of the victims of Hiroshima. Civilians were killed in that shameful moment. It's effectiveness in preventing millions of other deaths is not in debate and Japan rightfully uses the event to prevent another one like it happening again

. The "Never again shall we..." is a repeated theme. I have been there at the annual Ceremony.

The Chinese feel slighted that an even larger event with more horrific human on human violence against a large civilian population that was encircled and trapped with the true Chinese combatants goes under the radar and is in fact denied. There is no "Never again shall we...." for them. This eats away at them. Japan is not getting this...they apparently never will...and it takes away some of their credibility not just with the Chinese but with every country that has ever had to swallow the bitter pill of shame and move on hopefully having learned something.

Having the Mayor of the sister city of Nanking telling the Chinese his personal opinion fueled by academic ignorance and social shame is a fucking embarrassment. I live here. I wanna drink the Kool aid sometimes...just a sip but man...fuck. Japan DOES NOT need to be fucking with China right now. For what? THIS topic? The Mayor? I'm fucking blown away. It's 2012......

The Sword Killing.....The race to 100!!!

n 1937, the Osaka Mainichi Shimbun and its sister newspaper the Tokyo Nichi Nichi Shimbun covered a "contest" between two Japanese officers, Toshiaki Mukai (向井敏明?) and Tsuyoshi Noda (野田毅?), in which the two men were described as vying with one another to be the first to kill 100 people with a sword. The competition supposedly took place en route to Nanking, directly prior to the infamous "Nanking Massacre", and was covered in four articles, from November 30 to December 13, 1937, the two last being translated in the Japan Advertiser.

Both officers supposedly surpassed their goal during the heat of battle, making it impossible to determine which officer had actually won the contest. Therefore (according to the journalists Asami Kazuo and Suzuki Jiro, writing in the Tokyo Nichi-Nichi Shimbun of December 13), they decided to begin another contest, with the aim being 150 kills.[6] The Nichi Nichi headline of the story of December 13 read "'Incredible Record' [in the Contest to] Behead 100 People—Mukai 106 – 105 Noda—Both 2nd Lieutenants Go Into Extra Innings".

Even a Japanese court (one of the families of the thrill killers sued for defamation )

On August 23, 2005, Tokyo District CourtJudge Akio Doi dismissed the suit on the grounds that "[the contest] did occur, and was not fabricated by the media".[15][16] The judge stated that, although the original newspaper article included "false elements", the officers admitted that they had raced to kill 100 people and "it is difficult to say it was fiction."[15]

When Hatoyama was elected he indicated a review of relations with America and a reaching out to China. I told my student this was nuts...not long after...this happened.

I had told her that Japan was grossly underestimating the anger of China....that they are instilling into a growing nationalistic youth btw.
( how do you think the Chinese media is spinning this to the youth?...stoke those flames boys!!)

As Hatoyama pivoted towards China they (China) stepped right around them (Japan) and walked down the Red Carpet while jaws across Japan dropped. The missed timed ill conceived Geo-political pivot and a thorn named "Nanking" plus a very annoyed Obama admin made this happen.

A country with poor Human rights, No freedom of press or Religion as we view it... was given the highest form of welcome by the United States. Made no sense to the Japanese.

That is the fucking problem.
It should have been a clear that it was a rebuke by both nations
(for different reasons)
to a Japan that continues to stick to insulting denials and ignorant comments and living by it's own rules.

Put this in Europe and attach the word Holocaust denier to it and you'd have a fucking shit storm but the Germans have physically knelt in apology for their war time atrocities....and they have moved on with the rest of Europe and the World. So long as morons like the one pictured below continue to pick at a scab and re open wounds they are just ensuring what the general who was there and ashamed of what he saw said at the time, stays true:

"When I think of the feelings and sentiments of many of my Chinese friends who have fled from Nanking and of the future of the two countries, I cannot but feel depressed"
General Iwane Matsui

The General of Forces at the time v.s. a Politician who wasn't even born yet...

Dude...shut the fuck up

On 20 February 2012, while serving as the Japanese representative of Nagoya, Mayor Takashi Kawamura made denialist statements about the Nanjing Massacre while receiving an official Chinese delegation from Nanjing.[2] The incident led to the suspension of all official exchange between the two cities of Nagoya and Nanjing on 21 February.[3]

Nice job dipshit Mayor

"Beijing aims to ease anti-Japan sentiment among the Chinese public by having Hatoyama visit Nanjing and express a sense of regret about the Sino-Japanese War", the paper reported.[25]

That move.....never happened.
It should have, even if only for future relations and the proverbial beginning of the "time to move on now"..
Was it 300,000? 150,000? It doesn't matter. Mass rape and looting and slaughter of civilians took place. It was war. They acted like animals. All Armies have done it on some scale. Admit it..visit and move on.

Japan is really it's own worst enemy sometimes. The ignorance at the highest levels is just a spectacle of the bizzaro.

Mayor of the sister city?....telling a group of Official Chinese delegates from Nanking that the sacking and pillaging of Nanking never happened? That you Mr dipshit Mayor THINK that... is sad...you got to be a mayor...sadder....not smart enough to save that shit for a group of friends at a bar or fellow morons at a private gathering because saying it anywhere else will obviously bring nothing good....saddest.

As if Japan could afford this kinda crap.

Mayor Takashi Kawamura....

would you shut THE FUCK UP...please.

Yeah...I mailed his dumb ass

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Other "History Posts" about Japan.

Luckiest city ever (saved by a cloud)

Japan...war is HELL

How NOT to Troll.

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Wed, 29 Feb 2012 03:23:00 +0000

Attention...Angry little people of the world!!

It is not MY fault that my average days are more interesting than the most outstanding days of your lives.

Please get over that. Your among a large group.

You might end up getting an internet slap across your pathetic porn surfing ass.

Ultra simple Investigation

(took a whopping minute and a half..)

Step 1

let the comment through. Why not?

Step 2

Who is this?

Step 3

Why you mad? What brought you to my shores?

Oh....

Oooooh!!!

The old "looking for nasty shit" path. People walk that path everyday but they are not stupid enough to leave a trail to themselves by commenting like a fucking jealous dipshit.

"Japanese girls fucks gaijins"

No points for originality of search term but you clearly got some fantasies. Do I smell a wanna be ALT or a former one that couldn't even get pussy over here? I think it's the latter.

This is the actual pic (below) that was downloaded.

I added his cool hotmail handle because it is so ironic.

How you gonna "spark" anyone monkeypimp...with your little dick in one hand and a tissue in the other?

Your a FAIL. Go FAIL someplace else.

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Hit an outlet Mall yesterday to "help" ...if something so fun can be called that?...someone pick out a bikini.

That went well but the trip to the lingerie shop was very bad/uncomfortable.

They had a "White Day" sign which said something like:
"Hey guys why not get your girl something special"

I was the only guy there and as often happens in Japan the Women were very very annoyed. For such a hentai society they really get upset at the strangest of things. Half the girls in the Mall had skirts so short I could almost see their asses but don't enter the pantie shop?

Whatever..

What's the point..in chasing demons?

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Mon, 27 Feb 2012 07:38:00 +0000

Updated Title:

Japan...it should scare the fuck outta you.

The cops at least

He went to Tokyo Metropolitan Police headquarters late Saturday and told an officer, "I am Makoto Hirata and I'm here to turn myself in," only to be dismissed by the official as a fake, Japanese media revealed yesterday.

Hirata, who was sporting longer hair, had not undergone any plastic surgery, according to the Asahi Shimbun, but the officer in question thought the fugitive looked too different from his wanted poster, which has adorned rail stations and police stations since 1995.

Hirata persisted with his claims but the officer told him to go to Marunouchi Police Station, around half a mile away, Mainichi Shimbun reported yesterday.

Oh...oh yeah. Japan does NOT have software to age potential suspects. He is essentially what a software program would predict him to be... gravity pull, age lines.

If your not afraid of J-cops you should be. Not because they will fuck with you but because they are so fucking inept they would never catch your or your loved ones killer unless they confessed. It's that fucking bad.

Japan is not like Western countries and that's a good and bad kinda thing.

If you think pedophiles or criminally insane psychopaths should be monitored for life then it's a "bad" place.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9X_7huft6E&feature=related

Japan's leading Criminal psychologist says the guy above is:

"insane" a "sexual deviant" and a socio sexual psychopath.

The Government changed his name for him though he's not a minor

He's as free as a fucking bird and wrote 19 books about killing and eating a girl in France and is a cult celebrity.

The guy below was deemed a Psychopath who should be locked up forever. But the law is the law and everyone shrugs their shoulders with a big "Shoganai". They did that for this guy too.

THAT didn't go too good.

I think the Evil you can't see is scarier than the one you can. In that sense, I've never lived in a more dangerous place than Japan.

He's grinning cuz he said he'd kill and he did. They hid his identity to "protect" his future and he raped and killed 2 sisters after killing his mother just a few years before.

I wrote about their incompetence once before...at least

This culture of not getting involved works to the criminal elements advantage. Ichihashi wasn't caught because of stellar police work. No. That was a media frenzy that the cops rode like a wave. The progress in that case had been almost zero despite it being a conversation among high level members of the British and Japanese Gov.

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A very "edited" version of the original post.

Evil in Japan (You should be scared) was the original posts title.

EVIL

the kind that scares scary people

A Process focused Serial Killing Necrosadist.
He is a very rare sub set

Translate and read

He stabbed a girl.

He hammered 2 girls...one to death.

He killed, cut the head off of, cut the tongue out of (souvenir), gouged the eyes out of, masturbated on and drank the blood of an 11 year old boy that he lured up to a hill under the ruse of seeing a turtle(s).

He then hid the head, washed it, carried it around in a plastic bag and talked with it ,wrote a rambling challenge and threat of future violence and stuffed it in the mouth of the head and displayed it at the entrance of a School.

He expected he would be hanged after he was caught. It musta seemed natural to believe that. He himself surely never believed that the system would ever allow him to roam among us "vegetables" freely again.

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It is fascinating to me how few people, outside of criminologists, seem to realize that this man may be the only 20 something (prime of life), un-treated, under-observed and un-incarcerated "known" sociopathic psycho sexual Necrosadist Serial Killer in the world. He was once held. But a legal system that was unprepared for the sudden wave of crime from the youth population and a strong value on 2nd chances has facilitated a perfect storm of sorts.

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He derives sexual pleasure from killing.
Follow me now.....

He ejaculated on a torso after sawing the boys head off. It's what stimulates him. It is no different from any other sexual preference.

Certain people were rightfully up in arms morally when heterosexual people suggested that they were deviant and they could change. That's ridiculous.
It is in the genetic make up. Their sexuality is not a modifiable element of their character.

Sexual predators have the highest recidivism rate by far. They are returned to jail for sexual crimes at an astonishing rate. Pedophiles have been proof of the absolute failure of the penal system to rehabilitate them. You cannot rehabilitate someones sexual preferences away.

"The secret internal Justice Ministry documents Hitotsubashi claims to have seen show, however, that at least some of the experts who examined him were less sanguine. They admitted that Shonen A’s aggressive symptoms were under better control, but added that the root cause of his pathology had not been eliminated. “In other words,” Hitotsubashi writes, “A’s sexual sadism has not been cured.” Citing documents recording A’s interview with psychiatrists, Hitotsubashi, quoted by Shukan Shincho, traces the young man’s sexual awakening. It is a grim, sad one."

“The first time I had an erection,” he reportedly told his doctors, “was in grade five, when we dissected a frog. In first year junior high school I masturbated while imagining myself gorging on entrails.”

“Sexual perversions like [Shonen A's],” says Teizukayama Gakuin professor emeritus Susumu Oda, “are unlikely to be cured in a matter of six or seven years.”

If the young man’s fantasies have not been tamed, and if they result in another crime, “who,” demands Shukan Shincho, “will take responsibility?”

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Click to read

Click on the image of the map below. The red flag is where he works and lives (Same town/city). The line is how far to the Mt. where pieces of the girl were found.

Click to view

Last image of Hiraoka before abduction

STORY

I have mentioned her before but allow me to give a bit of background.

Her father and grandfather provided materials to build planes and mini submarines using their factory during World War 2. The factory and runway and submarine/ship port were repeatedly targeted and bombed in 1945. She proudly proclaimed the fact that her "family had made goods that helped Japanese soldiers kill their enemies including Americans".

It was she that said "Thank God they dropped the Atomic Bomb".

She is a gem. I'm a prouder than proud American and she is a proud and intelligent Nihonjin . Her proclamation of having been indirectly connected to the killings of my country men was a test in her mind to see my mettle.

She knew of me before I knew her. My unique experience was fascinating to her. She knew my criminal history better than anyone because of her occupation. She originally did a trial lesson to get the real story about this...How had I gotten off?

She expresses no tatemae and drops names like bombs. Her father and her met and shook hands with former very powerful Prime Minister Nakasone. Who invited people who had shown extraordinary support during the war to visit him and he gave a very nationalistic speech and shook each old mans hand personally. Her father blurted out "I voted for you" and Mr. Nakasone said "Thank You". She said her father was so nervous he couldn't think of anything else to say.

"A contemporary of Brian Mulroney, Ronald Reagan, Helmut Kohl, François Mitterrand, Margaret Thatcher, and Mikhail Gorbachev, he is best known for pushing through the privatization of state-owned companies, and for helping to revitalize Japanese nationalism during and after his term as prime minister. "

She has golfed bi-annually with a group that includes former Foreign Minister Maehar* . And her work at the Ministry of Justice has given rise to many conversations of the type most English conversation classes do not touch.

And here we go....

In January we had a conversation about the person this post was written about. She was raging about hikikomori's (she thinks Japanese young men are spineless he/she's, metro sexual mommy boys who are damaging Japans future.) and the terrible influence violence has particularly when depicting young girls as the victims...on society, especially young minds. She was livid. I mentioned that the child offender laws were also too lax and sighted our man of the hour (THIS is where this whole story for me began apparently... I sparked a thought) and his continuing danger to society...by my and most clinical Psychologists estimation.

She was familiar but apparently not as much as me?? I asked her if she had seen his picture? She said she had not. I showed her my J.H. School pic and she mentioned that it was illegal under the law to have it.

**few moments of uncomfortable silence**

Then she asked where I had gotten it and I said off the internet.

I clearly remember feeling uncomfortable that a person of her social standing and occupational position within the Ministry of Justice had just looked at me breaking the law. I felt a kinda Homer like.."Doh!!"

About 2 weeks ago we talked about him again and this time it was questions about how America would handle it? I said someone would be putting his face on the net in the name of personal and public safety or. Tabloids would be for profit, stalking him hoping to catch his next crime and the cops would be worried about looking stupid so if for no other reason than to cover their ass they'd "leak" info.

She asked: "What about his rights"?

I said: "He hammered 2 little girls...one to death, and then he decapitated a younger handicapped boy and used it as a prop by displaying it at the entrance of a school for special needs students and threatened to kill 3 of us "vegetables" per week until he was caught.....when does a person lose his rights? when do our rights become slightly more than his? At what point do you get rewarded for being a good member of society by being given protection from the bad members? Would you feel comfortable if he lived next to your grandchildren?

I could see a light flick on....that last one was a personal question and the answer was clearly NO!

Our class spurred me to do that new post about him last week.

I saw her yesterday

What she said gave me comfort for a few moments and then I got increasingly uncomfortable.

Our Q&A session paraphrasing of course

Q.) Is he where I asked you? K*re city in Hiroshim*?

A.) Yes. He has a car now but he can walk to work it's so close.

Q.) Did you send that picture?

A.) I don't like computers. Isn't he scary looking..his eyes?

Q.) Is someone you know following my blog?

A.) Oh,I have never mentioned you. I don't discuss my things with coworkers.

Q.) Is he related at all to the Shiman* case?

A.) I think so.

***discomfort grows tremendously***

Q.) Why didn't they arrest him?

A.) The police botched everything from the beginning and missed crucial evidence? There was a delay in questioning based on jurisdictional confusion. Shiman*? Hiroshim*" Kur* cit* Ministry of Justic* liason? Who takes the lead? Shiman* was accused (privately) of making up the magically appearing shoe. M.o.J people always believed they simply missed it. They did not question the neighbors as much as thought...infact some of the neighbors went to the media who very tatemae'ly inserted the polic* as the sources. So as to not insult them by appearing to make them look foolish. The traffic camera's were checked way too late and there were some that were not functioning properly. The questioning of him was not done properly in the M.o.J's opinion. Detectives from Hiroshim* questioned him at Kur* City'* station and did not share details with Shiman* quickly...if ever...not entirely and the reason seems to be men having a pissing contest.

Kur* cit* was not told of his move there:

circa 2006

living and working under an assumed name, his new identity buttressed by a fictitious birthplace and fictitious school records. His neighbors and colleagues have no idea who he really is. He lives in an apartment with a roommate who is a Justice Ministry official. He walks to work every morning, arriving at 8 a.m. at the factory where he is employed as a welder, having learned the trade at the reformatory. He is described as a serious worker. When his workday ends at 5 p.m.

They basically were kept in the dark themselves and have been upset that a boy from the Kanto area was dropped in the Chugoku area without prior consultation and that Kob* city should be paying for constant monitoring of him (which they are apparently not doing). Kur* feels like they are holding Kob*'s dirty laundry. He was advised to not live in the Kanto area to protect his new identity but that is not how the locals feel. They feel it's a richer city dumping it's problem..conveniently elsewhere. Kur* is scared to even go near him and requests support from the Gov and M.O.J .

I removed the new photos of him because my blog was almost taken down the last time but I can share them by mail if you like. I have 1 that was taken last August. Besides the M.O.J and folks related to them nobody has these. The one I posted b4 was picked up by some

He enjoyed watching himself on the news when he was 14 and famously taunted the authorities. He is no doubt following himself on the net and probably fell on this site before.

He once engaged in a conversation on 2chan with a person. He was pretending to be inquiring about his own where abouts but the person (his former classmate) got suspicious and asked about a seemingly innocuous point. Apparently it was related to the classmates sister falling off a slide and being hurt enough to get stitches. Well only 3 people were there. The boy, his sister, and ********. When the questioner inquired about how odd it was he would remember a particular point the person making the fake inquiries was gone. That threads OP was 100% convinced that he had been chatting with his former elementary school classmate turned killer..

***Being familiar with police procedure...my longtime readers will remember me mentioning that I was arrested in 4 cities in a short period for fighting and one police station never knew about the other. It was my 1st problem as far as all of them were concerned. Sharing of information is not a strong point even within the same prefecture and this girls killing straddled 2, Hiroshim* and Shiman* prefectures. Japanese cops (probably everywhere..Hawaii 4 sure) are very arrogant and territorial. It was a very wise choice....if on purpose...leaving the body in the next prefecture.. not your own, because it exploits a natural weakness within the system itself***

I'll finish with this.
Ask yourself...what are the odds?

of a person who does this:

"After trying to choke him with his hands he became frustrated and kicked and beat his head. He then wrapped a string around the neck and kneeled on Jun's back and pulled the string. He spent the night imagining what the face looked like, he returned the next day and cut off the head with a hand saw and ejaculated afterwards. "It was easier than he though" he said.

then telling psychiatrists this:

living 2 hours from this

"The torso which appeared to have had it's contents pulled out,was found Sunday about 80 meters from the point where the head was found Friday, while the thigh bone, which had little flesh, was discovered Saturday alongside a mountain road leading to where the head was found,the head showed signs of assault

Investigators also said the head bore marks of manual strangulation. They believe Hiraoka was strangled and then dismembered with a sharp knife."

Occam's Razor.

Japan forum Nazis

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Fri, 24 Feb 2012 05:56:00 +0000

Suck my ball sack!!

It's been a while since I surfed any forums. Nothing has changed

Show me a Japan forum and I'll show you a place I'm banned from

I screen shotted the above comment because I knew it would never last more than a couple hours.

Moderator Team?

That's special. Do you get patches or t-shirts or something?

It wasn't a typo? An extra touch of the "O" key from too much coffee or maybe they are from a non English speaking country or English is their second language?...no? Folks are increasingly using "loosing" instead of "losing"?

Really?

You injected yourself into a topic that was just about the Vita. You had to point out a typo? Could you "direct mail" that and not fucking spam a good thread?...then you think it's about a spelling phenomena that "we are increasingly seeing"? ...who is "we"? Do you guys discuss this shit at tweet ups? Occam's Razor. Simplest explanation......would be your just a fucking asshole.

Maybe I can get some love over there?

*pointing at friendly looking site*

Apparently not :(

Teaching Teachers in Japan

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Sun, 19 Feb 2012 10:32:00 +0000

Greatest commercial ever made. No dialogue. None needed.

2 hours ago I had 5 people in my classroom 3 representatives from the largest surviving chain School in Japan and 2 people from a T.V. network ...those 2 are actually subcontractors.

It started in July when I was having my annual Summer beach BBQ.

While swimming I became concerned about a guy with a big camera (the network cameras are about as big as they were 20 years ago....every electronic thingy has gotten smaller except those?) He was interviewing little girls in swimsuits and I didn't know who he was. This is Japan...red flags jumped up. As I began to exit the water an adult student approached me and said it was a cable T.V. station and they wanted to highlight my School.....they never spoke with me and I was doing many things at once so I just ignored them.

Around H*lloween I was asked if they could video my display and I said sure. They came while some little kids were crying and refusing to go in so when I never saw the vid on T.V. I assumed they had deemed it "over the top" Smoke machines...severed heads...I got how it might look bad

Would this be in the promo?

He had red LED lights in his eyes and at night it made everyone creeped out. If you could ignore this you still had to get through the entrance and it was too much for lots of kids and adults.

The T.V. commercial? ...I chalked that up as a non starter from the beginning so..no biggie.

Then comes Christm*s and my display was filmed again and I wrote in a post about how it was gonna be on T.V. like the previous year...they came and filmed the even better display but.....was never on T.V.?

THAT confused me a little but....man I'm busy.

Turns out, there has been a plan since July to do a "profile" of my School in which they were going to introduce my events and me with an aim at ....promoting themselves.

The fuck?

Apparently they wanted me to be a "Teacher's Instructor"

At the last moment, which for me was the first moment of full understanding of what was going on they said they wanted me to work for them. I was told by the Canadian girl that they were aware of my students consistent record of outstanding achievement.

That's translated into something like "Over the past 2 years we've noted a significant amount of intermediate to advanced level students departing our School and joining yours".

My mind wandered as she spoke.

I remembered holding McDonald's "Scratch and Win" campaign tickets (Olympics etc) under a microscope and using a directed, distanced halogen lamp and winning every time. (using a copy machine worked too).

I remembered building "Home theater's" run via P.C. for friends for fun when it was hard to do and no one had coined the term HTPC

I remembered connecting Laptops to use as an "Audio Diagnostics" tool or as the receiver in my cars when no one around me was doing it.

I remember figuring out how to use my *pad as an integral part of teaching when it was not yet being used to do so (there were no apps anyway). Everyone who knows me has adopted almost everything I do as a Teacher.

I have worked so hard for so long I was unaware at how large the gap had become.

Others tried to ignore it but in a tough economy where every idea is a potential for staying outta the red...I have become an option. They could not ignore my success and their failure.

Mistakes.
#1
Nobody...even the foreign staff ever contacted me to explain anything. We are in the "Communication" business and between us there was none.

#2
One young Japanese male in a suit asked the Canadian if I dressed in the classroom like in the photos downstairs?
I looked at him and asked: "Do you speak English?"
He said: "Yes"

I proceeded to ignore him.

#3
I said that I can teach WHAT to teach but I cannot teach HOW to teach.
My style is predicated on the assumption that they may never like me but they may come to respect me...possibly now...perhaps in the future...or maybe never. Their successful measurable ability in using the language and the confidence in themselves to do so when they need to or when they want to is my only goal.

#4
I do not speak Japanese other than
"Shuchu shinasai" and "Sonkei Kudasai"

#5
Whoever came up with this idea was apparently not in the room because the ones from the School in attendance did not seem to want to be. Some bean counter estimated that their losses being my profit was a fixable thing. It was a bad estimation in thought and execution.

I refused their offers. The 2nd was double the 1st but included travel money. I said even if the money was O.K. which it was not, I do not have the time. I was desperately trying to remain calm because the guy who I was not liking was moping and pushing his pen across a paper waiting to leave. I wanted to say:
"Hey dickhead....your here because your a worker bee drone and I'm a fucking machine. Your bosses wanna piece of my action despite everything in them not wanting to do this...it's about money....which you probably have little of you little fucking momma's boy"

I bit my tongue but wanted to slap him really bad. I realized today that I go from "O.K." to "Almost punching folks" in just a few moments. The Canadian chick made me ....she was kinda a walking symbol of why they had to try and come to me.

You

You come here as an ambassador of your culture and teacher of your language and they know and expect that. That it has come to this level of necessity is not a happy thing for some who recall the glory days but they are realists. As you sit with them at a drinking party trying to practice your Japanese language or as they.. in a very tatemae way indulge your writing Kanji on napkins and showing off...does it not occur to you how they see that?

You don't get treated like a professional because you don't act like a professional.

I am proof that you have FAILED to really understand the culture. They understand when folks are "mailing it in" and you insult them to think they don't see it that way. There is a reason why you are here and it isn't to absorb their culture and assimilate. If you spend more time on yourself than on preparing for and doing things related to the intro of your culture and language...your fucking job... your wrong. Your a FAIL. YOU are the weakest link in the fragile chain.

Them

You treat your workers like shit. The foreigners tasked with over seeing their fellow foreigners are socially inadequate losers who make their underlings miserable and spiteful and the main goal of teaching and inspiring gets lost in a haze of post work alcohol and borderline depression. You cut corners and try to fuck your workers at every turn. You get what you pay for.

Me
I'm just gonna keep doing what I do the way I always do. When Schools with famous spokes people, cute characters, rigid structured curriculum and constant cycles of advertising,training come and try to recruit you ...you gotta assume your doing something right.

The student (Yesterday)

She will sit for the test at Toda* University. I was reminded by her...how our words set deep.

2 years ago when the topic of her "Goal" came up. I told her....after she relayed how nervous she was...that she should look at it another way.

When your an adult you will develop complicated relationships and it can effect your mobility in life. You could lose chances because someone doesn't like you and you'll never even know you had a chance. Life is tough. You better be tougher. This test is a numerical score. If you put in the effort that is equal to or better than the score you will get in. If you even slightly mess around you'll lose. But you have complete control for one of the last times in your life...enjoy that...trust me, it gets more as life goes on.

If you win it's your claim...rightly so. If you lose it's your shame...rightly so. No one is gonna get in your way except you...so don't. Get the fuck outta your own way and study like a machine. Put your head down,blinders on and focus.

(She got the notice for permission to sit for the test last Thursday)

Yesterday I said:

You told a lot of folks your gonna go for this...you worried about coming up short? What if you fail?

She said:
"You told me before.."Go Big or Go home!"...I don't wanna go home so I'm going to go big!!"

I got chills down my spine.

I'm so fucking proud.

Is there a better job than being a teacher?

I submit there is not.

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United Airlines hates pets

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Fri, 17 Feb 2012 13:06:00 +0000

A new United Airlines fee set to take effect next month would dramatically increase the cost of shipping a pet home from Japan and surrounding areas to the United States -- to as much as $3,900 for large animals -- and may especially affect members of the military transferred under orders.

I fly Business class from Japan to Hawaii...always... and I have never paid near this. They are going from about $250.00 dollars to more than the price of the most expensive seats for a one way flight for pets......

$3,900.00 dollars.....from 250ish??? Are you fucking high?

I get that everyone has to absorb some "damage" but a % increase like that? Man...C'mon

The military among others surely will be (as noted) the most adversely effected. Nice thanks for the troops.

People who know this site know I'm a BIG time animal lover and this story irks me deeply. It's a fucking scam. A way for them to squeeze some money out of folks with no option....except to leave the pets behind.

And that'll happen.

I'm gonna spare the venom which will turn folks off...just this time so you can remember that there is a "line"...sometimes it's crossed and sometimes folks lose their minds and jump way over it. This would be an example of the latter. Push them back over. It ain't right.

Please use Facebook for something good and tell them they are off their rockers...lost their fucking minds

United Airlines Facebook

What is a "Charisma man" in Japan?

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Thu, 16 Feb 2012 05:46:00 +0000

Cuz..um.....I think I killed one ;)

Alternate Working Title

False Playa Hatin'

You didn't see that coming?

THAT'S ....the fucking problem

Rewind......(3 months)

So..."he's" switching from Football, (American football) talk...good... I'm not into it..I'm trying to not be rude but my team is such shit this year that they make my week fucking miserable...every fucking week. So he's getting it and switches into some chat about the girls. He was ...I dunno? forgetting who I was?

I had told him before that secrets are for keeping and that means I don't wanna hear any and I'm not telling any. We had this conversation. I know we did.

He starts doing what I assume was bragging and giving me all the details ...the who,when and where's......I'm fucking baffled and hoping he never gets me involved with his shit cuz I ain't fucking playing around with my policy.

Fast forward to last Saturday

I'm sitting at a table with him and his girlfriend...not the girl he was banging in his stories...the "official" one. About to be engaged.....I'm not drinking but they are and I'm starting to get an odd vibe from her. She looks at me while he goes to the toilet and just looks....like she's sizing me up. She had heard the rumors about me and my violence and never liked me. I didn't give a fuck. She knows gossip and nothing more. If her man is a "Brad Pitt" than I'm the dude from the Twilight flick that's got all the ladies masturbating on the sofa. She couldn't have this if she paid for it.

But I digress....(often to flatter myself)

After he returns she tosses out a bomb...I mean...he can't even sit before she drops it...

She asks:

"Did you guys finish your little project on Sunday?"

I mean ka fucking boooooom!!!

I knew that if she was asking she already knew.

The question was.....is Chris gonna be a part of the lie?

I looked over at him and he was already trying to speak for me....

adding insult onto insult. I interrupted him and said (paraphrasing of course)

Are you fucking crazy? What is it about ME that ever made YOU think I'd be your fucking stooge? You sit there months ago spouting off about some hot pussy you got and the whole time I know you got her (motioning to the girl....who I wish had the mind to video this)

If you would lie to the girl that your supposed to be getting ready to Marry than what do you think I can expect from you? Your fucking her....you tell your hopes and dreams and shit to her and you lie.....to HER. I should expect more? You think I'm fucking stupid? You must. And you've been using me as an excuse for how long? I should fucking knock you out. I don't even fucking like her (pointing at his girlfriend again)

You disrespected ME motherfucker. YOU disrespected ME!

I should beat you down like a fucking dog. Your a mutt!

Fuck you (pointing at his girlfriend...for sizing me up)....and FUCK YOU!!

(pointing at him).

I was now standing in a semi quiet Chinese restaurant. I tossed 5,000 yen and told em' to have a happy fucking life.

Oddz n' Endz

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He and I had a conversation about how I had NOT vouched for another fucking "Charisma guy" and the reasons why. He had said he woulda vouched because he wouldn't know all the details so he wouldn't wanna damage something so he'd lie in support and hope it turned out well. I told him then that it's not about the "Them" it's about the "Me".

I lay with them...but I don't lie to them. What's the point? Never seen the point?

So we..."he" and I...had this very conversation yet here we were.

#1 If you wanna keep a secret SHUT YOUR FUCKING PIE HOLE!!!

#2 Use your fucking head....please.

If you will lie to the person closest to you it is natural to surmise that everyone below that level of intimacy will get a lower level of honesty and respect. Does this not dawn on folks? Is everyone fucking stupid or something?

I never cared if Bill Clinton was getting his dick sucked by every girl in the White House..but don't point at the fucking camera an address me ("American People") and lie. He lied to his wife and humiliated her as she trashed the "other woman" only to look like a fool later. THAT'S what happens when you support a liar. You become one. I can post this video of a former American president......a good one...is amazing. WHAT the fuck was he thinking? He stained himself, embarrassed his family and gave his enemies ammunition for fucking ever.

(Bill and Hillary are my parents first names ...BTW)

This post is not about the "morality" of cheating.

Judge ye not....lest ye be judged
(I know that)

Just keep your secrets. And don't ever...EVER disrespect another by assuming they will be party to your games.

Celebrating Valentines Day in Japan

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Sun, 12 Feb 2012 09:43:00 +0000

Alternate Working Title:

I'ma steal your woman bro!!

Step #1 Thoughtful preparation.

For the massage For the bath

Can't just drop by a drugstore round here. There is a serious lack of good bubble bath powder. Japanese don't use bubble baths as much....apparently? Anywayz...these 2 were ordered from the internet and arrived after 2 days.

Aside from these 2 things everything else is "fresh" so day of event shopping required :)

She wanted cheesecake...

She getz a tha cheezecake!!!

She wanted Chinese in the cartons like the American dramas...it's not common in this prefecture

She getz a tha Chineze in tha cartonz like a in tha t.v. a dramaz in a the Americaz!!

It was really freakin good!

Red roses.

For tearing up :)

I can assure you that at the very moment this pic was taken...she was feeling pretty damn special :)

I'm a Man.
Today I felt like a really fucking good one :)

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Ladies.
If your not being treated like a Goddess on Valentines day...your getting shafted.

Men.
If your not making your Goddesses feel like Goddesses on Valentine's Day....of all days.. then....your leaving a gap for someone like me to reach through and snatch what you apparently don't deserve.

In Japan girls give guys stuff and it was so.
Authentic 100% Gym ready gear.
Special order.

Happy Valentines Day from Japan

Q&A's

How long was the massage?

It was about 45 minutes. Full body/Sports massage/Lomi lomi. I once had a license.

Why the fuck is The Jackson 5 playing in the BG?

The song just b4 was an Al Green joint and Barry White followed this but I got stuck with it and had to decide to wait which woulda been wack and obviously "produced" or just go with it...she didn't even notice.

What happened after the massage?

A 2 hours she will never forget....ever.....she is surely sleeping right now.

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Submitted to J-Festa's "Valentine's Day in Japan"

Suicide in Japan ( 4 Norichan)

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Tue, 07 Feb 2012 15:55:00 +0000

We were all like this once weren't we?

How did life bring us here?

Me and Nori.

I sat on a stool
She laid on a table
A sheet covered her body. She was naked. There was a beautiful silk piece of cloth covering her face.
She was 29.
I wondered if she ever imagined in her wildest dreams that some American was gonna be the guardian of her body? I certainly never imagined it but there I was...and she was there too. How had life made this moment? I wonder if hard core atheists have ever experienced something that made no sense but seemed absolutely right. Correct.I was supposed to be there beside her. This was one of the reasons I was born.

She had one sister who was talking to the police and doctors I presume and somebody had to be with Nori at all times until her body was released. She asked me to sit with her sister. I was honored. I sat for maybe an hour?

People walked by outside but it was mostly quiet. I imagined all the things in both of our lives that had led to this moment. Me. Watching over her. She couldn't speak English and only ever said "Hello" or something like that. She was not mean or unwelcoming but she seemed to be a bit "calmly manic"...that will only make sense to people who have taken Zoloft or Prozac and the like. I could tell she was on something like I had been. Her mother was very good to me and she had died about 6 months previous.

The Dr. Had asked if the oldest daughter would approve of surgery for her mother but she refused. The probability of surviving the operation was 50/50 and without it she could live for 1...maybe 2 more years. We'll never know.

The Dr. then asked Nori the next day and Nori approved it even though it was not her legal right to give permission..... and the Dr. knew that.

The older sister was unaware of the surgery until the call that her mother had died during complications that arose during the surgery....the surgery which she thought she had prevented. She was furious at the hospital and her little sister who was very fragile before and was now ....we'll you can imagine or you cannot.

Over the next 3 months Nori tried to commit suicide a few times. She always called her sister and her sister always came back in time to call an ambulance to have her stomach pumped. This day however her sister was having none of little sis's games so she ignored the threat and waited about 15 minutes before rushing home to find her sister in a warm bath with slit wrists.

She died or lost consciousness just seconds after big sis got back. It was too late.

As I sat there watching over her I felt sure this was not the outcome she had wanted. Her sister was supposed to rescue her and show that she still cares. Nori needed that as proof because her failure about her mother had made her lose all confidence in being loved by the one real family member she had left.

It was as they say...a "cry for help". People who really wanna die just do it and don't tell anyone. Others wish they could but deep inside they wanna live...really "live" and want love. The "rescue" is love...a tangible moment...a kinda proof.

On that day Nori estimated wrong and her sister was actually overwhelmed with work and would have been home about 30 minutes later than usual. Plus she was calling her sisters bluff. A "bad idea" colliding head on with "bad timing".

Nori knew it woulda destroyed her sister to make her think for the rest of her life......If I had just gone home right away my sister would still be alive I suppose that thought haunts her mind every time she has an extra second on her hands. I understand true guilt. Big sis does too. Nori loved her sis. She craved overt acts of love to compensate for her own guilt. Dying was not the goal. Living was.

I looked at her on the cold steel table (it was November) and said:

"Boy...you fucked this up didn't you?....
you can't get this back stupid....look what you did to your sister"

People who have read this site know I have a lot of guilt about some heavy stuff and I know how Nori musta felt but she went to that well once too many times. A lot of folks who commit suicide believe that someone is gonna rescue them at the last second. The hand of God....or a caring big sister. You only get one mistake in that game though.

She died around 5:30 pm and her body was released around 9 p.m. I helped hold the stretcher and carried her into the family Tatami/shrine room. I remember not realizing how high the threshold was and I prayed not to stumble. The big sister was calling family in the city as a Monk? prepared a kinda portable/instant funeral "kit". I don't know how he coulda brought the body in without me holding the otherside? And now he's setting up plastic this and fake that in a hurry and Nori is on the floor......

It's just a few hours ago that she was in the bathtub and now she's back home in a few hours and they are giving her a ceremony. The whole thing threw me for a loop. I could not believe what was happening and how fast it was happening....holy shit. The epic speed of this would throw any westerner off immediately. No autopsy? No police inquiry before the body is released? The one guy with his "insta monk" gig? That's it?

Big culture gap. I thought as it went on that clever bad folks could work this flimsy system with ease. It was frightening how fast it all went.

Nobody mentions Nori anymore. It's like she never existed sans a pic and traditional stuff. She is an embarrassment apparently? The Japanese more than some cultures while claiming Suicide to be honorable in an odd "Bushido" like code of pride actually treat it like leprosy in many ways.

Nori was a person. A woman. A little girl with all the dreams little girls have. She smiled and cried and laughed and lied. She loved and hated. She was great and terrible. She was human.

I knew as we sat in that room that we both didn't wanna be there. I was gonna stand up and move on to fuck up again and help folks too. She?....she was all done. Just like that. She got scolded and carried into her own home for the last time by me.

All the times she entered that home ....she never coulda imagined that the last time in would be like this.

Life is a trip. A very sad one sometimes.

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On average
100 people commit suicide in Japan everyday.

TOKYO —

The National Police Agency said Tuesday that the number of suicides in Japan in 2011 surpassed 30,000 for the 14th year in a row.

Last year, 30,513 people took their own lives, which was 1,177 fewer than in 2010. Of the total, 20,867 were men and 9,646 were women, the NPA said.
May saw the highest number at 3,367. The NPA said the three disaster-hit prefectures of Iwate, Miyagi and Fukushima actually saw a decline in the number of people who took their own lives, compared to 2010.

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Epilogue

Big Sis sued the hospital and they denied responsibility and dragged it out and started attacking Nori in legal documents so the sister gave up.

Just before I was rejoined by the Dr's and big sis and the "insta monk" a group of Dr's strode by casually laughing it up very loud and obnoxious considering the part of the hospital we were in. Were it not for it being "Nori's time" I woulda fucking smashed their faces off the floor. Cold hearted fucks. I have specific instructions to those who might have a duty to me to not let those people near me dead or alive.

I always knew the real damage of a suicide is to those left behind. Now I know that.
Big sis is a shell. Everyday another hell. If they ever meet up...Nori owes her a big...BIG fucking apology.

I got a Pantie fetish (Ya think?)

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Sun, 05 Feb 2012 11:10:00 +0000

So yeah...

My name is Chris...

And I have a pantie fetish...

Dear Diary,

Today I couldn't control myself and I took another pic of another girl wearing panties. I know I'm a sinner and I hope baby Jesus doesn't hate me too much.

When did this start?

Is it Reeeeally just me or do all guys wanna write their names on girls asses?

It's a Quid pro Quo...They get the satisfaction and I get to admire the ultimateness (made the word up...so what) of their awesome asses. Breasts are not so big a deal since girls rarely get orgasms by them ...except once or twice but even then they can't compare to the orgasms given by tongue to the part of them wrapped in panties.

Breasts are foreplay. I think deep passionate kissing is more fun than playing with breasts and less fun than going down on a woman. Actually passionately kissing with a good kisser in heat is pretty fucking awesome so I won't...I withdraw that comparison.....but boobs.....meh.

I don't like t-backs. I wanna see the pantie line of nice french cut bikini style panties just barely noticeable under a girls jeans. ...

I never much liked porn because they are naked.....completely......damn...just throw the fucking Christmas presents under the tree without wrapping em' for fucks sake!!

I love lingerie shops but many women seem to feel I'm invading their turf? Wtf? I get dizzy looking at all the colors and styles and .....oh...it's just so...mmmmmm....panties...

Japanese women
seem particularly uncomfortable with my being in pantie heaven.
If I was by myself I'd get it ... but I'm always with a chick saying something like:

"Oooh OOOO ho ho ho wo!!...THESE would loook AWESOME on You!!!

Maybe my excitement makes them uncomfortable?
I do get a little bit of the kid in a candy storeish vibe...I guess I could tone it down just a bit.

Naaaaah...fuck that!!

Today I squeezed the mannequin's ass at the shop...I think I'll full on mount it next time ;)

End of Part I

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Beginning of Part II

The

2012 Super Bowl Commercials

For those who don't know, the Super Bowl Commercials are the most expensive ad time on American broadcast T.V. played infront of viewing audiences of 100 million for about 3.5 million U.S. dollars per :30 seconds.

Enjoy :)

The "Dog strikes back" 2012 Volkswagen Super Bowl add (a part II to last years classic)

The "Force" 2011 Volkswagen Super Bowl add (you need to see it to "get" the vid above )

Motley Crue!!! in the hizzouse!!!

Career Builder .com chimps

Toyota Camry very cool

Chevy v.s. Ford

Comic book fans rejoice....you epic is coming!! (I'll be checking this out to btw!!)

The e-trade baby

Coke v.s. Pepsi

Doritos (I'm a cat lover but the Godfather/Mob twist is cool)

Twilight fans should dig this

Funny Acura NSX w Seinfeld/Leno

Hyundai The Cheetah

Budweiser Eternal Optimism

Halftime in America ft Clint Eastwood. (Man I love that guy and this commercial)

Japan SUCKS....if ya let it. (Livin like a BOSS)

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Mon, 30 Jan 2012 05:42:00 +0000

Alternate working title:

Dude..WTF ?.....Your a BOSS!!

Fun in Japan...in January

Click the "X" to "fullscreen" the vid
This video includes:
1 - One of the best ever SNL skits.
2 Bungee jumps (from yesterday)
1 cool rocket sled (didn't show ride..just the uber cool rotation b4 launch)
1 aiight tower shooter (kinda cool/lame/would suck if it was the only ride)
The last 2 minutes is the full original skit. You really should see a classic Saturday Night Live sketch

So yeah....Japan....

Yeah...it can suck pretty hard..but..

You could say that about ANYWHERE.

You get out of this life...exactly what you put in.

Japan can suck big time but most of the expats that bitch left home thinking their shitty boring life would be enhanced in Japan...

only to discover it was never about WHERE they were... it's always been about WHO they are.

I can rail on Japan with the best of em' but that's because this is where I live. I never get confused that I can't hit the eject button anytime I choose. When the "+"'s no longer out number the "-"'s then I'll hit the button but until then I'ma stay here and get paid.

What to do on a cold January day in Japan..?.....go jump off a fucking ledge!!...spin in circles and just enjoy. No waiting in lines no fighting parking. The "off" season in Japan is my "On" season.

Japan will never be Hawaii and I gave up making that dumb comparison long ago. I will go back home when I'm ready. Meanwhile I'll be having more fun in Japan than most Japanophiles at a Cosplay convention.

It is what I make it...Life I mean. I forgot that a few times and blamed my stresses on my location when it has always been up in my head. I got a tight grip now. If I can not just survive but thrive financially and emotionally in a place where I don't speak the language and my personality is the "Anti-Christ" to Japan's "Tatemae" ...man...I can make it anywhere.

Living in Japan.....LIKE A BOSS!!

Reach tha Beach (dieting in Japan)

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Fri, 27 Jan 2012 12:58:00 +0000

Project:
"Reach tha Beach v3"

Has now begun..

1. No sugar. None. As much as humanly possible it must be eliminated.

2. Minimal carbs. Breads and complex carbs are a huge no no. The "Atkinsish" part must continue until me pee reaks which is a sign that my body is consuming my fat for energy because I do not have enough fuel via intake. Calories must stay very high though.

3. No breakfast. 2 big meals a day and nothing after 9pm.

4. Weight training in my "uber-ghetto" hijacked spot. A 2day off cycle per muscle group

5. This app absolutely pwns...It PWNS!!!!! She is a robot and I have a 6 pack thanks to 5 minutes everyday with her. 5 minutes. I still feel pain everyday from this crazy chicks routine.

Reach the beach v2 was good. Most of the foreigners around here have beer guts growing on their beer guts. Not me. No booze...daily 5 minutes = waistline of a fucking girl.

On a side note...I was SO FUCKING tired from swimming I could barely pose. I swam all day and man...I was dead...in a awesome way :) I'm fucking freezing now....Japan has 4 seasons....fucking yay :(

I went to the beach this past Monday.
..January = beach too!! Freezing or not it's where I feel good.
As I indulged in my last piece of bread til next September this beach cat came a calling to tax my ass for cruising his beach.

This burger is fucking sexy!!!

I paid my taxes to beach cat :)

Gotta....reach....tha' beach!!!!!

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People who followed the School blog knew "Ikura" because I followed his life as a "Boss cat" Chibi was my girl from Hawaii and Ikura was the son I never had.
I once saw him jump into a river to attack another cat named Ponchan who was a fucking mini panther that was 2x the size of Ikura and had kicked Ikura's ass 2 moths earlier. Ikura flipped with Ponchan into the river then jumped in to finish him. Cats hate water. Ikura hated Ponchan more.

I made an adult student wait while I watched him take back his throne. I made a post for him on my other site after seeing that. He was a very impressive cat with a fighting spirit that I will not forget.

He's Ikura.....and he kicked ass. See you on the otherside.

"Knowing" (A Blessing and a Curse)

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Fri, 20 Jan 2012 13:50:00 +0000

The birth of this blog was to tell 3 true stories. 2 of those stories cannot be told on this site but I will figure out a way to tell them and protect my freedom. 1...the other 1....is so fucked up that even I have trouble believing it and explaining it.I actually cannot.

I have said it before . There is a limit to what the average person can be expected to believe.

and that's my problem...

I think THAT thought doesn't really ever cross most peoples minds until they have an experience so far beyond the norm that the "truth" suddenly becomes something you can't mention because it will totally discredit you. Forget as a professional I just mean as a human that is to be taken seriously.

The Blessing:

When I was 13 I had an "experience" that lasted several minutes. It included physical contact with me and other items, hearing and visual observation. Trying to explain this with details is too much still.. but I will say......and this may seem odd unless you "felt" what I describe.

Did you watch the t.v. on Sept 11th 2001? I did after the 1st twin tower was struck but before the second one was. I remember watching the first tower on fire on CNN live and as they were covering the event... I watched something come into screen and hit the 2nd tower...for just a split second my eyes and brain were not communicating. I saw it...but for a couple seconds I thought it was a movie or something because it was just ...it defied belief. For just a couple seconds I was dumbfounded....speechless....HOly SHIT!! kinda feeling.

When I was 13 I had THAT for several minutes. One by one event after event pushed me into a mental spot so overwhelming I was frozen in terror. I was seeing hearing and feeling it but something in my brain was just not getting the message...it was WAY TOO much to process. When my brain "re-booted" it started telling my body to RUN!!! But it wouldn't move. Mind and body were not in tune or even connected for the last 30 seconds as the final event unfolded infront of me and a Rottweiler/Timberwolf mix dog I had named "Foots" who started yelping a death moan (never heard it before or since from a dog...pure terror) and urinating on itself while watching what I was watching.

I ran in the snow with no shoes for over a 1/4 to1/2 mile and I had my fathers pants on which I held up with one hand while holding his jacket closed with the other while running. I ran straight into a restaurant where they were having an Anniversary dinner.

When I met my step-father in Hawaii in 2003 and had the only beer with him that I have ever had and probably ever will... I asked him one question. Of all the things that have happened in a very eventful life and at a meeting which was in memory of my mother who I lost to Cancer......(she had always wanted us to try and be civil) I only asked him this question:

Did that night really happen?
(He doesn't know what happened because I never told him)
but he said I really did run a long long way in the snow with no shoes wearing his clothes and I ran into the restaurant while they ate. Looked like "I saw a ghost". He noted/reminded me that the room I never ever entered again was occupied by my mothers brother, my uncle Fred (I actually grabbed the room right after him because it had it's own entrance). He had suddenly departed while waiting for his new house to be finished and asked that his sister, my mother, bring his things to him that he had left behind. He never returned to that house and I never saw him again. He died at 39. I wonder if he have a common topic? Why did he leave so suddenly without anything? He never came back and lived with an ex girlfriend he hated instead of that room.
I think he experienced what I did and took off.

I'll never know...I do know that if I was an adult and not a kid I woulda never have gone near that house...not even look at it. He was an adult...he could run.

I realized that all there is is not all that we see. There is apparently more. Someone in the ancient past saw what I did and the things I did and described it as "Hell" or "Hades". They were just putting words and images on something difficult to describe or understand. I'm fairly articulate but even in these times I cannot explain what I saw.

I don't even see a point anymore. No one would believe me and even if they did what does THAT mean? They still won't understand because I was there and I don't understand. It's possible to be written off as a loon and there is no plus that I can see.

If I had a choice to go back and not experience that night I wouldn't change it. It made me the "Supreme" me. I am extreme. I tolerate zero bullshit and do everything I do 100% and it's absolutely related to that night. I suppose that the folks who lie and scum their way through life have a surprise waiting for them. I will not be surprised. I have already seen/been warned or whatever but I won't be blindsided if it goes bad. My way seems to me to be the best way of avoiding it. I can't explain it. It's just that way.

The Curse

(See: The Blessing)

The single most formative moment of my life is the one that I cannot share. Even on a blog communicating with strangers I am unable to just "release". I have told maybe 3 people the entire story in my entire life and that included a tenured Professor (my last and final attempt) and they all couldn't get their heads around it. I finally realized how it must look to them. How can you believe what you don't even understand? How can I expect that from others?

I studied theology looking for an answer and came away totally disillusioned with organized religion...all of them in their current forms. Man THAT was a mistake. Faith is a funny thing because if you start asking questions you start losing it...Faith...that's why there is a "Sheppard/Leader" and their "Flock". Ask the average Christian what "The Christ" means and they won't know...it's not Jesus's last name yo!

Science? Science IS another religion. The Big Bang theory requires that you believe that everything came from nothing in a time span that violates and smashes physics.Einstein's theory that nothing can travel faster than the speed of light makes little sense and is being disproved as we sit today which really helps the Big Bang because the old Physics joke is "Nothing travels faster than the speed of light" Get it? Nothing....as in if there was nothing it doesn't violate the theory except when it's suddenly not nothing then the rule applies.... Fine......O.K..... But requiring empirical data from religion while wrapping theory around theory to patch other theories is not intellectually inspiring.

I can give you this message: (if you remember nothing but this it will have been worth it to have been here)

There are two options as far as I can figure,

A) I saw the place very angry bad people go and they are not happy forever I guess? It is possible to extrapolate that there is an "anti" everything including matter itself. If the place I saw and the folks who occupy it have an opposite then maybe there is a place where good people go?

or

B) What I saw is it. That's it. You are enjoying "Heaven" right now and you have had it backwards the whole time. You are at the best place now. All the choices are yours. Happiness is yours to grab or refuse. Having kids living life being a good human is the "game" and your playing it now and then that's it. Break time is over and the suffering begins. I have never seen anything like Heaven. I have almost died and never saw anything remotely wonderful or peaceful. Folks who have been resuscitated have described similar experiences to those that can be duplicated by stimulating a certain region in the brain. I'm not saying anything except I've never been witness to a good and happy place.

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There is more to the world than you can see.
Please trust me on this. I swear on the soul of my Mother this is a true story that I alluded to. For about 5 minutes or so at the age of 13 I saw somethings that cannot be explained . I know what it's like to know something so bizzare you have to keep it secret from everyone you know....I've been doing it for about 20 years.

Violence Anger and Broken Hearts

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Sat, 14 Jan 2012 11:07:00 +0000

Shine a light....

"Marley wasn’t singing about how peace could come easily to the World but rather how hell on Earth comes too easily to too many. "

– Mikal Gilmore, Rolling Stone Magazine [33]

Is violence ALWAYS bad?

Really?
Do you have children? A family? If they were under duress, attack or in a situation that threatened their life...would you just do nothing? I think you fool yourself .....

So, NOW we are on the slippery slope together. I'll hold your hand...don't worry..I always walk this path. I know it well.

She was 9. She had a terminal disease. Her mother died of the same disease and after losing her mother her family tried to have a party. a neighbor who felt slighted... decided to open a Facebook account to take revenge. ( revenge for not being invited to a party...a party being thrown to brighten the lives of a family that had lost a member and were going to lose another soon....you can't make this petty miserable shit up and the people who act in this sick fucking play called "life")

The little girl was still alive and the neighbor poster a picture of her deceased mom in Deaths embrace and a skull and bones under the little girls pic.

They drove a truck towing a coffin infront of the girls house as well.
This IS a true story...I know it's hard to believe.

"When asked by a reporter from Detroit television station WJBK why she posted the photos, Jennifer Petkov said it was for "personal satisfaction" and because it upset the child's grandmother. At the time, the two were locked in a longstanding feud that Kathleen's grandmother said involved Petkov's being upset because she believed her children weren't invited to a birthday party the grandmother threw. "

You won't slip...it's a slippery slope but...I'm holding your hand....keep walking.

I watched the video above and almost broke down.
I was 9 once.
I was smart for 9 but not "I know my life will be very short" type smart.
Losing her mother and watching an un welcomed storm surround her because of adults musta been hard. A child's view of the world is pure. Makes the pain set deeper that's why we develop complexes and issues as a result of childhood events. She had to go through a kind of hell with very clear and pure kids glasses...she could see it all however much her father and family tried.... she had to know the efforts being made to shield her and that must have made her feel guilty even though she did nothing to bring this bizzare set of events about.

Did she witness the coffin towed and parked infront of her house? I fucking hope not but she probably did. "Is that for Mommy or is it waiting for me?" mighta run through her mind....as I type this shit I gotta remind myself it's all true...every sad fucked up detail.

I'm not even holding your hand anymore.....it's not a slope after all....you can stand fine on your own....anger can do that.

You, your children and their children's children will never know a world that doesn't have these kind of people... people like Jennifer Petrov. You have to be realistic and look at human history and be honest with yourself. You don't have to like it. You shouldn't. But pretending it's anything other than true does nothing but allow it to continue and spread.

The husband must be in a hell. He lost his wife and now the daughter they had together. Both of them were disrespected in death and prior to it. I'd go all "fuck the World" and kill that bitch and her husband. If I had any way of making a difference using my skill set I would:

1. Trawl local Gay and Lesbian bars. The possibility of finding a person with a character set for the job would most likely be found here. It has to be a woman. The "Butch" of a lesbian couple is the one with a dominant "Manish" personality. People on the "fringe" are usually around here regardless of sexual orientation but it needs to be a woman so..Gay bar...bar.

If my stereotypes or generalizations offend you then fuck off. It's true. Keep shrugging your shoulders and turning the other cheek while fuckups abuse kids. Your simpleton way of seeing the world is half the fucking problem.

2. Offer $2,000 to punch a person. (10,000 can get someone killed so $2,000 would be a fucking big payday for 5 minutes work) Explain who it is. The "mark" and the story is well known in the area. Some folks would probably offer to do it for 1/2 price. I'm not joking...

3. Teach the punch. the person must be right handed. And they have to hit the person between the eyes with brass knuckles. It will shatter the orbital and crush the nose and push the upper teeth out by the roots.

4. Instruct them to hold a city map guide opened up in their left hand and hide their right hand up behind their head like they are scratching their head in confusion...approach the "mark" and with the final stride plant their left foot about 1 1/2 ft from the person which would seem normal for a person asking for directions....as they plant the foot they swing their right hand out and down in a hammer motion...a "hammer fist" and pound the woman in the middle of the face and then bolt.

I know bitches (men and women) just like her and they don't care about anything except themselves. They don't get it. Your condemnation falls on deaf ears ....why can't you see that?...they lack affect and your imagination or hope that they will be shamed or this will follow them around and haunt them forever...that....that will NOT happen. You "hope" that because that's all you can do...all you'd think of doing unless this bizzare nightmare happened to you and your child.....then maybe your allergy to violence would be magically if only temporarily cured.

I held your hand at first...then you stood on your own...the anger did that...now I let you go...to slide back down..you may never need to steady yourself on this slope...but it's not so slippery..if you have children it's not a slope to slide down at all...it's a hill...a hill you will run down face first to confront the threat and protect what you love.

A beautiful little girl who lost her mother and then watched some adults fuck up like we often do died today. The world would be better if her tormenter had died today instead

That bitch should at least be getting her mouth wired shut right about now.

Shine a light?
Yeah.....I just did.

Karma.....**waits**

I'm an English Teacher

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Tue, 10 Jan 2012 07:17:00 +0000

Oh..

oh wait..

You thought I was..

A fucking clown?

It was one of those "what the fuuuck happened to my life" moments.

I'm on my hands and knees trying to get some 3 year old girl to stop crying

The mother said "she's uncomfortable around foreigners"

I'm thinking...

What foreigners? There are hardly any around...is there some Warsaw style "Gaijin ghetto" in my area I didn't notice? Do we have a street like the Chinese "Chinatowns" back home? Where the fuck is this 3 year old getting this from?

Maybe Mommy is a backwoods ignorant closet racist...a closet with a screen door..

But I digress.

This little girl was on her 3rd class of the terror song Head and Shoulders (you know the rest) and she was turning a nightmare class into a thing that needs a word more severe than "nightmare". Whatever word that is...THAT's what the class was like...for everyone. Holy shit I wanted to die for a couple hours till they all just left me....a shivering traumatized young adult who just sold his fucking soul.

I don't allow kids younger than 6 in my school and that day on my hands and knees pleading with a terrorized 3 year old with an ignorant mother is why. I have a student who's mother brought her 4 year old to the school parties and I guess she was feeling "in" so she asked today if her prince could study with his sister....who is 9!!!! has already done phonics and is writing a weekly diary in English for homework...I reminded her of the huge level gap and she uttered some vomit about just wanting her son to feel "comfortable"

Comfortable?

Buy him some candy...stuff him in a warm blanket ...that will be "comfortable"

My students reach the evaluation markers at a younger age than all other schools. Nobody around here is even in my fucking universe. I just went from hanging a crucified zombie and infuriating my neighbors (thrilling/terrifying my students) to doing a semi-pro level Christmas display. And all the while I'm teaching the fucking lights out.

THIS is what happens when a kid that's too young bumps into one of my acts of terrorism/cultural exchange ;) Yeah...that's a severed head dangling over a red light and smoke machine....poor kid is probably STILL having nightmares :) This is in the entrance to the school...can't get around going around the severed head dripping fake blood and a fake spinal cord hanging out of it. NOT for the 3 year olds obviously.

And mommy wants me to make "jr" to feel "comfortable"?

I laughed as I turned my back on her to teach her daughter's class which is rock solid. Come back in 2 years and show me some fucking respect...and we can talk...and then maybe...

Badboy's 1st Birthday

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Thu, 05 Jan 2012 05:57:00 +0000

Born a year ago. This blog.

Go to fucking Burger king if you want it done "your way".

you don't take the pickles off the buuuuurgeeeer!!

I'm not interested in your fucking thoughts if your not interested in mine. The scarface clip is a message to some and they know who they are...and they probably watch it to see what I'm saying to them. so they won't comment but the message in the message is clear. It always is...sadly some good folks are too busy to get the message. They skim quickly....miss a lot. Defeats the purpose and the effort but hey....it's the internet...fuck it.

If you allowed the clip to conclude then I wasn't talking to you...NOW I'm talking to you.

Thanks for your support.

Alternate working title:

My "Ghetto CrunchyRoll"

(yeah yeah...wordpress users go on and laugh it up)

Crunchy numbers

The Los Angeles County Men’s Central Jail ("MCJ") holds 6,750 people. This blog was viewed about 218,000 times in 2011. If there were a riot at The Los Angeles County Men’s Central Jail and every inmate was killed , it would take about 32 riots with 100% fatalities to reach 218,000!!.

Great job!!

In 2011, there were 113 new posts, growing the total archive of this blog to 113 posts. There were lotsa animated gifs and videos uploaded and you had to open multiple accounts to support the bandwidth. That sucked but you did a great job!! Keep it up!!

The busiest day of the year was March 23rd with 4,820 views. The most popular post that day was Post Earthquake looting in Japan.

How did they find you?

Always Leaving things Unfinishe 3,902 times

Japan Blog list 1,066 times

A Foreign Salaryman in Tokyo 983 times

Loco in Yokohama 545 times

What fucked up search terms did they use?

You got 4264 comment and responses
You...you fucking MADMAN!!! You rule! Pat yourself on the back Mr. Badass!!

Your top guns...(your best commenters)
who all fucking rule were:

Kathryn - 118

Corrine - 92

Salaryman - 84

Sarahf - 83

reesan - 69

As you can see...the numbers don't add up? Why? Because your a loud mouthed opinionated asshole that rubs folks the wrong way..even so there are 20 people with more than 20 comments...good job!!!
Say thank you to everyone....

Thank you everyone!!

Most popular post (by monkey spanking Japanophiles/Pedo's etc..)

The pedo's loved this. They don't comment...cuz...well...they're pedos.
But they visited this post 15,033 times

You attracted them but gave them nothing...

Good job!!!!

Most commented on post. (the REAL "most popular")

Some folks left some comments (138) but never came back?
You outted some pedo apologists....

Good Job!!!

Most controversial post

You had to delete more comments on this post because some Japanophiles couldn't spell "Fuck you" correctly through their haze of hate and anger towards you. You still got 103 total comments though.

Good job!!

Happiest post

If you ever did 8-25 for killing some dumb ass
THIS would be a good job for you after your release. Strapping harnesses on folks and shoving them away from their fears

Could be a......Good Job!!!

Saddest post

You gave her love for 18 years.
She gave it right back.

Good Job!!...to both of ya!!

My favorite gif (expressed my point perfectly)
From this post

Aaaaah BOOM!!!

You did a hell of a job in 2011. You told countless people to go fuck themselves and thank you to others. You responded to every comment on every post. Your a demi-God. Crunchyroll is unable to crunch the "Badass" points cuz there are too many. Crunchyroll apologizes and hopes it can improve it's software and come up with an appropriate algorithm to account for your motherfucking awesomeness.

You should keep talking straight and tell people to fuck off when you like because it worked well in 2011.

Keep up the good work!!

Your fucking awesome!!

Goooooood Job !!

Ghetto Crunchyroll grovels at your feet waiting for a sign of approval.

2012 is yours for the taking... take her from behind, stick your tongue in her ear as you pound your unit into her and call her filthy names... because she LOVES that.

2012 is gonna go into the bedroom and wait for you... Mr. Awesome!!

2012 Glad I'm here. (pour out a little liquor)

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Mon, 02 Jan 2012 14:18:00 +0000

Someone Saved My Life Tonight by Elton John on Grooveshark

The sign said "DANGER" for a reason.

I hadn't noted it on the way in.
I noted no one was in the river but they were watching the Dam's massive spillover because of the recent heavy rains. The sound near the dam was deafening.

I surf. I have been so close to death that I had to release my last breath to see/feel which way the bubbles rose. The bright sand on the bottom can be confused with the sunlight above the water and some surfers have.... with an adrenaline rush swam the opposite way. After spinning in what is called the "washing machine" which is the hydro chaos under sets of big waves...you get disoriented and confused so trying to calm down and release your last breath (bubbles) is how you don't die. The bubbles ALWAYS go up once you have stopped spinning...follow them and live. Swim to the shiny false sun (the sand) and you die. It's counter intuitive. Let go of your last breath so you don't drown from lack of air. It's hard to control yourself.

I built a confidence about surviving in water and confused myself via stupidity because that was the ocean.
A swollen river is not anything like the ocean.

I took this video before almost losing my life. You can compare this spot to regular in the vid below it. I also say that swimming would be suicide. I said that out loud and still walked up CLOSER to the Dam and jumped in.

Some are lost or disinterested but you outta listen. Guns,Drugs, Violence. I've talked about some of it and am waiting to mention more but this day scared me so bad I couldn't touch the topic for 6 months. I felt something slip away on this day. The charmed life the Angel on my shoulder has now left the building and I feel like I'm on my own.

I made it to 2012 was such a fluke that i went back to pour out some liquor on the stone that seperated me from death.

I had to.

I shouldn't be here.

To make a longish story less so...

I jumped in with my eye on a big stone and thought I'd swim straight back.. I knew right away that I had misjudged everything...completely.
I got to the first stone and was swiftly sucked behind it fine...go with it...but it spun me 3 times and I was suddenly on the wrong side of the fastest flowing part.

I could go along the left wall which was like steps but because the wall was sheer the water was really moving fast so I opted to swim across and towards the dam (backwards) I figured that for every foot across I'd be swept 2ft down.

Bad..BAD math. I was moving 1 foot across and 6ft down river every 2 seconds. I was in a hyper adrenaline mode for the longest sustained period of my life.

About 5 seconds had passed since I first jumped in the water and my mind was slowing everything down but the damn river would not stop. I realized I might not make it before I hit the rapids and died and almost yelped but the girl couldn't help me and I didn't wanna make a noise before I died. I felt sorry that I had made her become a witness to a bizzare display of stupidity. She was gonna remember this forever...FUCK!

People say they think of the most mundane things when they assume they are gonna die. I swear as God looks down on me alive now that I was just imagining her wondering if I had commited suicide infront of her? It woulda been an obvious question. For all the fighting I've done to live.... my life would end with people thinking I had killed myself. In front of a girl. A heartless weak minded asshole that intentionally offed himself to traumatize some girl......

What a fucking trip!!

As my mind is collapsing under the weight of my stupidity I decided I'm going down fighting. The survival instinct and adrenaline is allowing me just a chance at hitting the 1st of the 3 rocks in the pic below. ...I'm not gonna make it...

Day of flood

Today

The water was being pinched by those rocks and was thus accelerating. I remembered a friend Gene LeBlanc who had drowned in a similar fashion as I was about to.

I reached the edge of that first rock which had a flat pedestal facing the water and for a second... I thought I could get on it and hold onto it but the water ...was moving faaaast around the stones edge and it was in an instant that I was spun backwards while trying to hold on realizing I was about to hit the white water....fucking backwards......I did this to myself...

I did this to myself....

That's what I was thinking when my butt hit a stone under the water and I spun around a foot away from a stone just out of the water with no big flat surface accelerating the water. I got my right arm over it and tried to climb out.

The girl was yelling from a distance and couldn't see me and I wanted to let her know I was O.K.

When I had reached for the big rock and got yanked around it she realized that I was in deep deep shit.

My legs were like stones. The adrenaline rush had been so great to power my leg kicks while swimming...I simply couldn't stand. I had nothing left.

I eventually got up on shaky legs and took the video with a holy shit vibe running through my body. Everytime I cheated death before it had felt different. It felt great to be alive. Like I was given a chance or my brains and guts had seen me through.

Not this time.

I felt dread. It was a fluke.

The girl I was with had checked the net after this episode and was horrified to learn that 3 University boys all around 23years old had all drown after drinking and one friend falling in and the other 2 trying to save him the year before. One boy's body was never found. Going back years she found more stories of why that sign was up there. Some Americans from the base had died over the years.

I have never lived more than a few miles if not a few yards from the ocean in my life. Ever. I have always been comfortable in water and imagined myself to be able to estimate danger levels. A swollen river is a beast with monstrous relentless forces. It is nothing like the ocean.

It's wet. That's where the similarities end.

I was so freaked that I started typing the post the day it happened and then I felt something wrong and stopped. I felt like I was bragging about something I hadn't done. I didn't save myself and implying otherwise was mocking something. It's hard to express even now.

Today I went out and poured some sake' on the stone that saved me. 6 months later and thinking about the moment that almost ended this one and all future moments. Respect. To who? I dunno? For what? Not sure? I wanna say for being alive but I'm scared to type it. Don't talk about luck unless you wanna lose it. So I'm just telling a story. It took a little over 10 seconds from going into the river to getting out.

I payed respects to _______ and now type this. I know I shouldn't be here. Seeing 2012 was apparently not in the cards for a few seconds. I can't explain how I changed that bad hand I dealt to myself. You can go from showing off to dead real quick.

Real quick...like 10 seconds..ish

I took this vid a few minutes after I almost died.

My legs were still shaking. That's not a waterfall in the background.....that's the dam. The relief channel is absolutely overflowing and there was a TON....serious tonnage of water whisking me to my death...lotta water....moving quick...I jumped in right near the dam like a fucking moron. My stupidity.....almost boundless :(

Dedicated to Gene.

He's the one smiling from the right. We were close. He lived on the edge and we got along real real good. He's been gone a long time but I didn't get unlucky with a river like he did.

I don't know what I got or what he got.

The difference between still being here and being gone seems hard to grasp. I get why some grab onto religion. I don't. But I can get how it might seem like answers or something?

I got none. I just got a story. Glad I'm here to tell it.

Someone Saved My Life Tonight by Elton John on Grooveshark

"You almost had your hooks in me didn't you dear
You nearly had me roped and tied
Altar bound, hypnotized
Sweet freedom whispered in my ear"

How to deal with Cyberstalking in Japan

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Fri, 30 Dec 2011 07:16:00 +0000

Atlantis by Donovan on Grooveshark

Don't say a word,
just listen!
Got me a plan to break your mind outta prison....

Starbucks:

I went there for the first time with a girl I picked up on Waikiki beach.
It was the Kahala Mall we were at.
I went on later to become a Iced Chai latte/Thai Iced tea junkie....but this story was WAY before that.

She ordered a _____ and I passed. We sit down and she gets this annoyed look on her face and says "This isn't a___!!" I said..it's Starbucks...must be their version? She insists that she knows coffee and knows Starbucks and what she has is not what she ordered.

A mixup?

No.

She approaches the counter in a huff.

(I was honestly thinking..."THIS chick is WAY too high maintenance for me")

She tells the barista or whatever he was...part time worker is about what he was.
She tells him that her coffee was wrong.
He insisted "it was not."
(normally I'd slip into "caveman" mode and start giving off clear signs for him to tone it down but SHE...she was fully in control...no caveman needed.)

I was intrigued now because I thought he's just gonna make it right but he was apparently insulted by her implication.....that he didn't know what the fuck he was doing. So she demands to know how he made it?
I noted his boss busily splitting his mind between this problem and another customer to the side.

The boy spits out with authority the step by step process by which to make a _____ and she says "THAT's NOT how you make a ____!!!!"
"I wanna speak to somebody"

The boss who had been half monitoring this thing jumps...physically next to the boy still arguing with the girl I was with and tells him he was reciting how to make a _____ and not a _____.

He tells the kid to go in the back and wait while the boss profusely apologizes and reaches under the counter to pull out some free drink coupons and gives her a bunch...worth a lot....and eyes the scene wondering how many people over heard that this guy has been making their coffee wrong for about...oh...I dunna? Since he started working there?

I turned around thinking the same thing while a buncha morons sipped on expensive coffee. Apparently oblivious to what they were really drinking...in name anyway.

I happened to be...by chance...with someone who knew about coffee and went to Starbucks because she liked it....not because holding a Starbucks cup or pretending to read a famous novel at their place is fashionable.

I was outta my element and she was not. I realized that a lot of the people who seem in their element are not either. They just look like it.

Picasso:

A lot of folks would spend a fortune for this.

I once saw a display of some of his works and noticed some folks studying every detail and nodding knowingly. What the fuck they were thinking I can only imagine?
I gave it a try but it made me dizzy and annoyed because I absolutely saw a financial investment and NOTHING more.
While feeling a bit annoyed with myself I recalled the Starbucks episode and estimated that a great number of these folks were standing in front of a Picasso and nodding knowingly because they thought it made them look smart. I would bet that Pablo would be amused by some of the things people surmise by their detailed observation about what message he was trying to convey. That would be the 10% that tried. The other 90% were somewhere between "clueless" and "maybe standing here for 5 minutes will up my IQ by 5pts?"

I'm sure many of the folks went to Starbucks after the Picasso showing and felt very intelligent and refined....while maybe sipping on what they ordered....or maybe it was something different?

Violence:

I know something about this.

When it should be used.

How doing so will damage me and the person who stimulated this event.

I have been to court for threats of and acts of violence. The latter has caused me to lose my freedom. Those are the rules. I made my bed at those times and I had to sleep in it. I can take my medicine or admit my mistakes with ease. It gives others one less weapon against me. Implying that I don't know or can't control myself. No. I thought about and chose to do what I did with the expectations of having to be held accountable...if that were the case.

I gave and have stories so stick around.

Meanwhile....

If your being harassed you do not need to close up shop or retreat into a cave. You have rights and things that are there to protect you.

Step 1.

Download and install Statcounter it's free up to 500 hits and then you just reset it. You can take screenshots of visitors who are harassing you.

This person downloaded the ONLY pic of a student that was on this site. Lotsa pictures of me to be found but he chose that one? I saved it. The green is where they came from. The black is where they went and the blue is where they exited. The i.p. is the # you need to note.

Even if someone hides behind a proxy they can be found with the help of the I.S.P. You might never get to know who it is but they will.

Step 2.

Copy the i.p # and go to whois and paste it in. You'll need to look for an abuse reporting mail address or something like that but all providers have a mail address to report harassment by it's users. If only to cover their own ass they will keep a record of the complaint..that's at the least.

Now you have begun to fight back.

Don't do or say things to people that you don't wan't read aloud in court. I am careful to veil myself with a thin layer of "deniability" so I can't go after anyone in anyway more than once. Some people have no sense. Use that against them and record their acts and forward it to the relevant authorities.

Use search engines for more. There are a lot of things you can do to fight back against unseen and unknown people.

Osama Bin Laden had no Internet. He was given recorded DVDs of things because even his most knowledgeable techies knew that him using the net would be doom. You are NEVER really anonymous on the net. Unless some uber spy is throwing away his sim card everyday. We are not on an episode of "24" here folks.

Enjoy your New Years and relax. If someone does not listen when asked nicely to stop. You can and should begin the process of exercising your rights.

I prefer the beatdown but it's nice to have lotsa tools at your disposal.

When it comes to confrontation. I know what I'm talking about. Best move is to turn and face your tormenter in whatever form available. Trust me. THIS...I know about.

Best of Badboy in Japan 2011

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Sun, 25 Dec 2011 11:37:00 +0000

Prettiest uppercut ever!

Japan Blogging
1st ~~round~~ year Knockout

Time to look back on a year filled with the Good the Bad and the Ugly.

The Good:

That post which is page #1 nestled snuggly with the big boys is a great source of pride. Or is the 1st one? Anyway...

Take ANY group of people...throw a disaster that is beyond their Governments ability to cope with and your gonna have folks rightfully in some cases...do what they gotta do to survive. I'd smash windows to get food and water for my family and so would you. Some folks just flat out took advantage of the chaos. Every society has it's unscrupulous members. I could understand Japanese media trying to put a good face on a bad situation but I wasn't prepared for the world's media and their racism.

rac·ism [rey-siz-uhm]
noun
1.
a belief or doctrine that inherent differences among the various human races determine cultural or individual achievement,

Sure. The opinions were ridiculously positive but they were racist.

Jack..JACK!!

Feel any ...ANY responsibility to fact check stuff? The day before your piece another was written, by a Japanese journalist who was witnessing otherwise. The "Why" is another topic but whether it was happening was not in question not to the locals. You did not help anyone by implying something other than the truth.

You should at least cloak your bias. Your employer is no better than Fox or anyone else.

If reporting the news with supportive facts is still the standard....you and media from all sides failed miserably.

My comment with links to JAPANESE written articles about disaster related crimes (looting) were deleted by CNN moderators. It was simply worded and polite so that it would get posted but it didn't. That's a major name working for one of the biggest names using the words "No looting". The Huffington Post, The N.Y. Times, The U.K. Telegraph and the Japan Times all changer the titles to "little" or other words besides "No" when it became apparent that Japanese folks were human after all. CNN never did.

People go on about China and North Korea and other state run media that skews and doesn't jibe with reality. Look at this whole thing again......same fucking thing.

Don't believe everything you read no matter who is saying it. I knew that. I discovered that 1st hand. I get a lot of hits from University I.P.'s related to the search term "No looting in Japan". My posts are not emotional but factual. The ability of any group of people to endure chaos is with limit. Haiti and Katrina were predominantly black in skin color......hello...anyone?

Looked like Whitey was throwing the Yellow man a cookie at the Black man's expense. Or all the former J nut hugging fan boys and girls go on to careers at major media outlets around the world?? I dunno?

Ignorance and racism are never o.k. Even if it feels like it's benefiting you this time....it might not the next so reject it EVERYTIME!!

The Bad:

Not much to be honest...

Oh wait....

I mounted and fucked a dirty troll in the ass. It helped that his brother is famous or at least VERY well known. I sent a mail to his bro asking why his bro was acting stupid and it all stopped soon after.

I know some good bloggers who have given up or gone deeper underground to avoid such people. I wait for them :)

I am not anonymous so it gives me an advantage. If you post on more than one site and have ever pissed anyone off you can be outed. Don't say anything to anyone that you wouldn't say to their face. Good rule to live by. I always have.

I'm gathering troll droppings as we speak for another round of my nuts in their mouth.

Bring it on bitches and bitchettes

The Ugly:

Watching some sites and folks lose themselves. (not the site pictured...I could give a fuck about that one)

Caroline Josephine? You lost me RIGHT THERE. That chick looks like the guy that plays Freddy Krueger before the make-up goes on. She dates a guy that looks like he's missing a gene and no one has ever told her (apparently) that she's skinny and ugly and terribly uninteresting. I can't stay away from the camera myself but I never got confused about what's going on. She thinks she's a model and everyone around her is cheering her on like her hair might fall out again if anyone tells her how ridiculous she looks.

I was a frequent commenter on your site which was outstanding and I expected some love in return. I got next to none unless I mentioned you. How often does D.J. Caroline comment on your site? You couldn't see that coming? She's the role model for every ugly ass foreigner that had to come to Japan to get fucked and her B.F. still looks like fucking road kill.... even by J Girls standards. WTF did you think a broad like that was gonna do for your site? I don't think for a second you never thought "this bitch is trippin" while you took pics of her.

I put heart and soul into comments on your site and you had a solid core of thick skinned opinionated commenters...the envy of all J bloggers.

You were reaching for the all elusive ring.

"Trying to appeal to everyone is appealing to no one"

Amanda and Caroline ,the fucking grown man that wears a Japanese schoolboys jacket (Gakuraman) (?) and those fucks are one way scuz bags. Amanda didn't even have the courtesy to let me know her stupid Verity/JSkool anonablogger crap was dead. Get away from em'...their stink is rubbing off on you. I read you. I felt you. What the fuck is going on up in that head of yours? If someone saw your site for the first time today they might not know your one of if not the best writer in Japan. Especially if they don't read archives.

If you got kicked in the head and lost your memory...then I get it....otherwise I think your trippin.

And Finally... 2011.

Chopped and screwed....just for you!!

I didn't auto-start the fucking thing so click it please.

Highlights include:

2 "Flex Luther" poses.

1 Bungee jump

1 Cliff jump (forgot to close my legs and SMASHED my nut sack)

1 Sexual assault (huh?)

1 little girl being traumatized and refusing to enter the school.

1 little boy being scared outta his fucking mind.....and he PAID me :)

1 vid of a Hawaiian girl

and much much more!!!!

The 2 sides of me battling....losing control.....but I'm under control?.....the collapsing.. ..The edit will be lost on most but I fucking nailed it timing wise.

And "P.S." Finally...

Just a couple screensavers that are off the fucking geekscale

ODDZ n ENDZ

If you were offended by ANYTHING in this post than I'm glad. I suppose you have enough "Yay, good for you" posts to comment on as it is.

My J-Idols (Merry Christmas and stuff)

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Thu, 15 Dec 2011 05:22:00 +0000

I saw some great asses in 2011 and some let me take pics of their sweetness and others let me scribble on em' too!! I am blessed. I forget that sometimes...but I am blessed.

Thank you ladies.

Pour Some Sugar On Me by Def Leppard on Grooveshark

Every woman pictured below was later licked to orgasm and then fucked until they were barely conscious.

That is why they put up with my bullshit. Giving good orgasms will get you a lot in life when it comes to women. It is apparently too rare....lucky me ;)

Newest girl wishing you a Merry Christmas ;)

Another girl hoping for the best and
sending out her thoughts and prayers

Next 2 pics with my favorite jokester :)
I really thought there was some candy down there...
It turned out to be MUCH sweeter than candy ;)

This girl (3pics) has the most epic ass ever. The iphone camera can't compete with a normal one

Another girl..
Accidentally lost the ass pic that goes with the up
crotch shot :( She posed next to my new portable stove but the granny pants just don't do it (her ass)
justice.

THIS girl is shy and would not be happy about this post. Lucky she's gone and gotten married ;)

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UPDATE:

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Instead of another post Ima just add party oddz n' endz below.

This is a 29lb bird. It says "Hormone Free" on the side?? Yeah right.

Did they feed this monster baby turkeys for food? It is too big for the biggest tray

The Ham...typicaly Japaneseish is worth over 20,000yen. It was a gift cuz I'd never pay that. The other normal priced ham besides the brown sugar one on the left was already passed to another person that owns a restaurant so she can prepare that however she likes. The Japanese one will be "Nama" and the other 2 meets will go in the smoker. Man that Turkey is fucking huge!! I cooked a 28lb b4 but the 1 extra pound makes this just about too big for the smoker....

mini update:

O.K.,
besides enjoying sex with women only...I'm otherwise totally gay. (sorry to offend any Gay readers) ...look at that "Santa Chair". I made that outta a Coleman fold-up camping chair covered with a really nice kotatsu cover and threw lights and garland on it. My stereotyping is over.....but seriously....I'd be a good Gay...besides the sex with men part....otherwise.....I bleed rainbows ;)

200,000 hits in less than a year.

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Sun, 04 Dec 2011 06:16:00 +0000

SO...
Here Comes The Boom by P O D on Grooveshark

On 1/11/11 I made my first post .

3 months later...to the day...they had an epic fucking disaster. My site has seismic after effects.

Poor taste? oooooh....eeeew...yeah yeaaaah fuck your momma's ass!

Anywayz...

The Goal:

Build a Blog.

The Plan:

Do it right.

Just short of 11 months later I'm happy to be sitting on 200,000 hits and 3,948 comment and responses. The second # is much more important to me because anyone with even slight SEO skills can get traffic driven to their site. Getting people to engage in the topic is much much harder.

You know that look some people get when your talking to them that tells you they are already thinking about what they wanna say next instead of listening to the end of your thought?

Twitter reminds me of those people. Who the fuck cares what you just ate or where you ate it? How much of "You" do you really think other people wanna know about? It boggles the fucking mind. Twitter is symbolic of the infinitely short attention span and self centered ness of a great majority of folks. I got clinical A.D.H.D but even I don't think anyone wants multiple updates per day of my fucking life.

I..don't.....FUCKING CARE...what you ate!!!!

It's ALL about the Blogroll.

I have added and deleted so many blogs I can't even remember. I can vouch that everyone on my roll will engage you. They are all interesting and honest. If they grow too stale they get dropped. There are no exceptions except a couple exceptions (love that sentence...sounds like an insurance company's fine print). Ghost and GEG are too interesting to lose a connect with so....they stay. The rest are pretty active. Stuff to say. Shit to share.

Now it gets to the point where the site can go "zombie" and run off of fumes from search engine or image search hits. The #'s begin to become irrelevant except the comment count which is THE temperature gauge for a blog IMO.

I gotta give a shout out to Japan blog list. That simple site has delivered A LOT of people my way. Corrine's site is a fucking monster deliverer of people too! Actually the biggest funnel to my site by more than double to the 2nd most which is JBl mentioned first. (I should edit and put Corrine first but let it sit as a reminder of my A.D.H.D) I have 16 unpublished bombshell type posts that might never get published until I'm ready to end this. If anyone is waiting...they are already written. ;)

1974 times a person hit the "comment" button on my site and 1974 times I replied. I actually have deleted about 150 troll comments...at least but to the people who are part of that 1974 I give thanks.

Thank You!! :)

And to all the haters and trolls..

Oddz N' Endz

I gotta give a big thanks to all the folks who left well wishes in the previous post. I know some can't empathize but they do sympathize and the few minutes it took to pass on either one was greatly appreciated and noted. A kinda respect in my book and it will be returned should it ever be needed. Thanks!

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The auto starting vids will come to a halt after this post. I did it as an experiment using auto and non auto starting vids in the same post and less than 10% of visitors click the vids regardless of how critical it may be to the message trying to be conveyed. Sad but true. The attention span is that short. Oh well...can't have everything.

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I'll be getting all "Holiday Seasonish" next few posts ;)

For my Hawaiian Girl

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Fri, 25 Nov 2011 13:06:00 +0000

Isn't She Lovely by Stevie Wonder on Grooveshark

"Isn't she pretty
Truly the angel's best
Boy, I'm so happy
( I ) have been heaven blessed..."

At around 2:45pm Thursday November 24th
my life became a little less bright.

So...I was about to get my 1 phone call from jail. It was a Friday afternoon and Monday was a holiday so I was gonna do 3 nights in a drunk tank with varying levels of scary messed up drunks who were safer than meth heads on a forced "crash" detox.

One friend might be able to pay the 500 dollars but...maybe not? Another couldn't bail me out but he had my keys so he could feed my cats.

I couldn't risk Chibi going hungry so I called my neighbor. A lot of folks woulda risked it and figured a cat could go without. She coulda. And people who say they never woulda chanced it ( making a cat go hungry ) have obviously never been next to a meth head on a come down so they can't even talk. I had done it before and chose to do it again because if that bail had not come through I woulda killed Andrew when I got out and Chibi woulda been a little lighter and I'd be guilt ridden for life.

I'm not a normal person in case some folks haven't figured that out. I don't build bonds unless they can carry the weight of me and my baggage and that is very very rare. I bonded with Chibi.

She used to chase paper balls like dogs chase balls and return them again and again. Some cats do that a bit...get bored and then move on but Chibi was game all night. I would throw it...she'd fetch it.. and return it to me until my arm got sore. I'd talk to her like a Daddy talks to a newborn and she'd roll around on her back everytime and whatever chick was with me at the time would be going through varying degrees of "WTF????"" .

If Chibi didn't like em' or visa versa...they were good as gone.

Whattaya think of this one Chibi?..no?

She's been on deaths door for about 3 years and she kept pulling out miracles. She had liquid drained from both lungs everyday for 3 months. She defied the odds for years. The Vet could buy a new Explorer with what I dropped for her and the Dr mentioned that once too many times which I took to mean I outta just give up cuz she's a cat and it's getting expensive and no one would blame me if.....

What do I have...STUPID written all over my fucking head? I'd by that Dr a Summer cottage if he could fix her. Money? I don't have human kids...she IS my kid! Even the Vet forgot that.

I took her outta this very entrance and down the steps and into my life so many years ago. She has made me feel good, needed, special and brought countless smiles and laughter into my life. I'd give everything I own and happily live on a beach...a smiling bum if we could just go back...

I'm 17ish..she's 1ish

Just one nice day...like before. Young and healthy. I never could throw that paper ball enough times to make her tired but I'd like to try.....one more time.

THIS song has been playing in my head endlessly? I never even knew it's real title until this post. Is another song more appropriate to express how I feel?...hell yeah! But THIS is the one in my head so it goes in the post. They sound like angels (The Beach Boys) and they surfed and loved the beach and probably Hawaii.....so it is the song that takes her away..

Well its been building up inside of me
For oh I don't know how long
I don't know why
But I keep thinking
Something's bound to go wrong

But she looks in my eyes
And makes me realize
And she says "Don't worry baby"
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Everything will turn out alright

Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby
Don't worry baby

...

Women's Abuse in Japan (wait till 5:15pm)

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Mon, 21 Nov 2011 11:58:00 +0000

If you just gotta smack a hoe..

your gonna have to wait...

until after 5:15...

but only until November 20th

"The hotline is currently open on weekdays from 8 a.m. until 5:15 p.m. It is being extended until Nov 20 to include Saturdays from 10 a.m. until 5 p.m."

How often do you see a woman with a black eye here in Japan?

Not too often right? Cuz Japanese men don't abuse their women!!! (um.......)

The chances of seeing an abuse victims scars are about as likely as seeing a handicapped person out in public at a shopping mall. The reason both are rare are not because they are themselves rare but because Japan has a unique way of a kinda subtle victimization of victims....if that makes sense?

Update:
"this post hits home hard.

My daughter is wheelchair-bound. The struggles I have had to keep her in the regular schooling system, when the school board, backed up by the relevant (??!) local governmental offices tried their very best to eliminate her from visibility, from the group, the system...

I have lectured around the country. I have written about it, and have used the media. But there is only so much one man can do. I think I have made a small difference, but it is not enough. "
My recent post where all my journeys end

Been here long enough to know that most folks don't talk much about or take out in public handicapped family members. There is a kinda shame that societies around the world heap onto victims or those less genetically endowed (by medical standards) and in Japan it's particularly harsh.

I've heard the excuses which are the same more or less ...as in other countries but again...Japan is pretty fucked up socially and structurally when it comes to supporting victims. And whether it's the absence of ramps for wheelchair users or institutional agency to help with certain things...it adds up to a country that is woefully behind most others.

I read this article and laughed...not because it's funny but because it's drop dead serious. Someone somewhere thinks it's a good idea to extend the hours of a "Women's Abuse Hotline". I'm realizing that it's not a 24hr thing for the first time??

Most men in Japan get home late and most abuse would take place in the evening. If your in need of support after business hours then your shit outta luck. Sure...call the cops and then let some Ojisan try to rationalize the husbands act as stress related or too much Sake. Getting a sympathetic ear or some good advice might occur with the cops and it might not at all.

I had to read this 3 times before beginning this post because I was convinced that I must be miss reading this. It's too fucked up to believe that most internet shopping sites I use have tech/purchase support that is open later than a Government run Women's abuse shelter hotline.

Japan.....

Every time I think I'm getting a grip on the place I realize I have no fucking clue.

Stupid Gaijin go home!!.

noreply@blogger.com (Chris) — Thu, 17 Nov 2011 13:48:00 +0000

Button pushers.

Check yourself. Or be checked.
Fucking idiot Gaijin...
Outnumber cockroaches in Japan by 2 to 1

(if you stopped the vid before it finished then get the fuck outta here. These posts are designed a certain way, it's not for you to choose and then comment anyway. Move the fuck on. You will not get the connection to the title the video and the main topic anyway so go on and beat it.....go on now...fuck off! If you watched the vid then please continue...)

*Update* I stopped the auto play because the vid at the bottom was not getting played which means the top one was getting stopped by 95% of folks b4 it was finished. Go play on Facebook if you want 30 second communications...or if that's too long go play on Twitter. This ain't the place for you

Louis Farrakhan

Did you listen?
One of the most respected News Anchors in T.V. history being absolutely schooled by a man that has been marginalized by the media and often totally discredited. He's one of my idols. His core message was always directed at Blacks but Whites,Jews and everyone else cherry picked him to try and remove the credibility of the messenger (him) and thus discredit his message
(stand the fuck up and be a better god damn human being)

(From "Irie")

"We had this discussion in my Japanese class a few days ago, and this is the way a Chinese girl explained the problem: When an accident is happening and you try to help out, you risk to be accused of the accident itself and can be put into jail or in another way punished for what happened or happens. This is some sort of flaw of the law system or something, which in turn makes people not help eachother out because they can actually get in trouble for it. So it is not neccesarily 100% a question of conscience, since, as Kamo said, this kind of reaction is 'understandable' and encouraged. It makes the decision a bit more difficult if you can face terrible consequences for trying to be a good person... And it makes it easier when the only "punishment" is becoming a local hero."

First..
Hope your NOT an English teacher because you should be FUCKING PREPARING your lessons!! I know your in Japan because I saw the tracker and you said your in Japanese class...why? You don't need it. It's for you. Don't even try to tell yourself anything else. NONE of your students could sit in classes with like aged kids in my school because they could never keep up. Your a fuck up. There are 1000's more just like you in Japan. Go home and study Japanese. Fuckin bitch.

Second..(kinda like the "First..")
That vid had a 2 year old girl bleeding to death on the street. Can you not see with your own eyes? Do you need some help? Should I explain your duty as a human to try and help a fellow human without regard to some fucking law? You need that? You expect a Chinese person to not be somewhat bias when rationalizing an embarrassing and shameful event that directly reflects on their culture? Were you really expecting an impartial evaluation of a problem with only 1 correct answer? Your a fucking dummy. Like tons of other expats in Japan your so self absorbed you cannot even think straight. Your a fucking embarrassment. Don't you dare spread that fucked up D.N.A of yours and make this world any worse.

You need a fucking beating. I have given many and received a few. It would do you some good cuz your not seeing things correctly. You do what's right because that's what your instinct tells you and compels you to do. You don't need to consider anything else. What the fuck are you going to do in life? Your already deeply flawed. I have met murderers with more sense than you. They would probably be better contributors to society than you will be but the same false morally driven society that locked them up and discredit people like Mr Farrakhan puts them in jail while dipshits like you roam free doing much more damage to the world than a killer ever could.

I have fallen from grace 2 times in life and I still look down on you. You are terribly terribly fucked up. Go back to where ever the fuck it is you came from and stop using others for yourself. Go look in a mirror. Are you so far gone you cannot see your own fucked up self? Spare me any bullshit about this being about the Chinese girl. Your choice of passing that fucked up position is more telling about you than that Chinese girl.

Strictly 4 My N.I.G.G.A.Z. by 2Pac on Grooveshark