the other side of me

Mother of Simisimi

2012-09-01T16:24:00.002+08:00

Partner from high school till today .

been kicking each other ass since that .

love plenty .

all time chill pill .

Have a happy working live babe !

*hugs

EID

2012-08-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN .

harap-harap mana dosa yang saya buat dengan awak di ampunkan
mana yang terlebih di halalkan

semoga Syawal buat kita semua lebih bahagia
:3

Happy Eid Mubarak , ikhlas dari kami rumah merah !

raya , in advance

2012-08-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

Jom , siapa nak raya ?
aku ada planning after raya. siapa nak join bagitau aku, aku kan hebat . HAHA
okay, merapu, orang tengah bukak puasa, aku tengah makan hati.
No sepatutnya tak payah pun makan hati tu semua, sebab aku je yang bangang,
ni lah masalahnya perempuan, bila datang bulan , dia tends to talk rubbish, overreact , think more than she should and eat a little less, good eyy , boley diet.

SHIT, i hate you, i hate PMS , i hate the fact , i hate this stupid feeling , most of all, i really hate myself.
btw, please go and fuck yourself . and i really meant it .

sincerely '
me Salwa aka Hawa Izzati , who currently under mood swing
because of this stupid PMS
okay bye ..... :')

note

2012-08-11T18:25:00.001+08:00

stupid me......... :(

Hello

2012-08-03T08:48:00.001+08:00

Salam and hye everyone .

its been a very long time since my last update. How's life holding you guys ?

Hope everything is fine and we still manage to perform our fasting . HIHI

okay , today is the day of my final exam results which is Alhamdullilah , good for me . Not a DL , but still 3 pointer and above. couldn't disclose it here because i'm embarrassed . hihi okay gatai sangat ni !

Alhamdulliah and Congratulation to the DL student ,

* Umi Salmah

*Aida Ashiqin

* Shamsul Idham

* and to whom else that i did not know but a DL student ...

We did our best, and we get as what we're worked for.

Have a blessed Ramadhan Everyone . :D

footnote

2012-05-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

i look at them , i see us , they laugh exactly like we used to laugh
they shout , scream, curse at each other the way we did.the way they talk , argue and everything
remind me of how we used to be .and to tell the truth , i miss you .u're my buddy . and u will always be .its sad that times did changed us .i'm ego , so do you ,i just hope u're doing great ,
and i'm trying harder each day too to let myself be happy . i do hope , you will never ever forget about us , tho we're not the same as before. i hate myself for relying on you too much. bye

faces !

2012-05-22T11:24:00.004+08:00

Ada masa kau akan jadik baik sangattttt .

ada masa kau akan jadik terpengaruh dgn chenta

ada masa semua macam himpit kau

ada masa semuanya maam perfectly perfect

kadand-kadang rasa macam kena tembak straight to your chest

berada di persimpangan dilema

pening di langgar todakkk ? ? todakk ?!

marah sampai semuanya berapi

eh , dah habis belajaq ?

malu sampai kena pakai topeng ?

mask untuk kecantikan ?

menikussss ?

terawang-awangan ?

rasa bersalah , macam takmau di kenali ?

basically , that life is all about . there will be ups and downs , you will have to face this and those . however , no matter what , that is all that made who you are today

cheers for ME :B

it was yesterday that i love

2012-05-17T15:03:00.000+08:00

it was yesterday that was full of fun
, full of memories , full of exaggeration , and full of blast i must say !

what yesterday i'm referring to ? its yesterday , 16th of may 2012 , the day i will always treasure for the rest of my life . its my convocation day you punks !

okay siapa eksaited nak tengok gambar i convo ? hhahhaha . i dah lah terpaksa pakai baju yang terbawak secara tak sengaja sbab ibu i cakap i can't wear the one that i bought at Kelantan because it was wayy too big for my 'small' body . ceh .

oh , despite of hafta wore the baju that i wear to classes , tapi i still so happy and thrilled for the whole day , i got to hugs my lovelies , got to see the faces i missed the most , gotta to smell the Arau's bau and gotta travel across the roads without jammed like in KB for sure . oh gosh , i loved everything about Arau !

okay nah . i served you people with my photos of zee convo day !

Maaf

2012-04-27T07:30:00.000+08:00

Dear hincik kancil terchenta ,

I'm sorry i've made you badly injured . mintak maaf sebab langgar dinding rumah sewaktu memandu awak . awak kereta yang baik , cuma saya yang sekarang bawak kereta serupa tahi kucing miaw miaw . saya harap awak tak putus asa dengan saya . awaklah harta satu-satunya yang saya ada mak saya bagi . jadi , saya berikrar untuk mengecat awak semula dengan sedaya upaya saya .

sobsobsob ,

Tuan yang serba salah .

tak payah tajuk2 tu semua , buang masa !

2012-04-14T19:15:00.001+08:00

#np : so baby tell me , would you still be here when i wake up , even with no make up ?

currently , i'm being alone in the home . Umi out for window shopping or sort of , Ain and Aida pun tetiba nak keluaq , tak faham tau . HAHA . Tinggal sensorang dekat rumah mulalah rasa tak tau nak buat apa .

eh . anyway . nak cerita , ini kan first time aku menyewa bersama kawan-kawan , maka ia kadang-kadang terasa sangat pelik , kadang-kadang sangat seronok , tapi yang paling banyak , sangat stress , bebudak rumah ni , ya ampun , belajarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr memanjang .

*anim kalau baca ni , sila tolong selamatkan aku , depa semua pagi ptg siang malam baca buku buat latihan , tudia takut kot tengok . almaklumlah , awak kan tahu itew cemana ? nak pegang buku tu rasa dia macam nak basuh punggung baby beyak je ? eh, memang ada kena mengena pun Wa . -.-'
pokoknya sekarang , awak datanglah naik belon selamatkan iteww , itew harapkan awak sorang jew tau tau tau . kita tunggu awak datang , muah muah . :*

okay sambung balik , kat mana kita tadi . tak kemana ? ouh bagus tu . haha . sebenarnya nak bagitau , bila kau duduk menyewa , kau kena lah rajin memasak , rajin mengemas , rajin menyuci , biarpun ia kadang2 bukan tugasan kau seorang . ouh termasuk jugak lah membeli belah barangan dapur !

pendo tu cantikkk . hikhikhik

ha , aku beli beras , kau hadoooo ?

malas nak betulkan . maaf kalau teleng

ni kami ewah makcik2 beli brg umah dkt tesco gedung pilihan . ihiks !

lani mesti rasa tak dak point pun benda aku nak cerita ni kan . haha
k bai !

a bit

2012-03-28T02:08:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum .

okay tau dah semua orang nak bagitahu that i looked chubbier each day since study dekat Kelantan kan . okay actually aku pun tak tahu kenapa , tho semuanya memang salah aku sebab asyik makan tak ingat dunia tak tengok jam pukul berapa . jangan ingat aku happy sgt dekat sini , cuma jauh dari masalah , nothing to be worried , so jadilah badan membulat .

jangan risau semua orang , aku akan paksa diri untuk selim melim balik as always sebelum kita convo nanti . aku nak nampak cun melecuns meletops on that day .

anyhow , aku still sedih sebab dapat tahu yang Maybe , Bebe and Jannah , may not going sebab their parent not available at that time . aku sangat lah berdukacita , sebab i really wish to have everyone i love on that day . tapi kalau dah takde rezeki nak buat cemana kan . Yang penting ada buah hati pengarang jantung , BM114 datang . i mich each of you guys deeply ! muahckss !

please say that you miss me too . :')

kbye !

Kelantan

2012-03-25T19:27:00.002+08:00

np : ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan , tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

hai hai hai . *waving secara excited

semua pun tahu kan rasanya aku sekarang sudah bergelar pelajar ijazah bla bla bla boring .

aku cuma nak bagitau , kat sini lain sgt dgn Arau . ini kan city campus . diorang panggil kampus Kota . heww . tak awesome lansung . jadi haruslah ada jammed setiap hari , mat rempit , polis trafik yada yada .

mall adalah agak bersepah di sini . even tutti fruitti pun ada dua kedai kot kat sini . coolbog bersepah .

maka setiap hujung minggu ataupun bukan hujung minggu , haruslah berjalan menikmati Kota Bahru .

kat sini aku duduk dgn Umi Salmah , Aida and Ain . pergi mana pun mesty berempat . haha . ouh lupa classmate aku ada seorang ni sgtlah annoying tapi sgt comel . dia ada satu trademark which is apa2 pun mesty dia akan cakap *emheem* ish , cemana tah nak cerita betapa annoyingnya benda tu . nak rakam macam tak senonoh . Umi cakap gaya dia macam Wan Afiq , adalah sikit kot . nanti bila2 aku tngkap gmbar tunjuk kat korang bertapa hampehnya dia ni dgn *emhemm* dia tu . So sekarang ni , kalau dkt rumah kami berempat akan asyik guna ja *emhemm* dia tu . okay dah . anyway , aku nak tunjuk gmbar apa aktiviti aku sepanjang aku dekat Kelantan ni .

I Am

2012-03-03T10:34:00.002+08:00

I am gonna be a Kelantanese in few more hours .

Dear Allah ,
make me stronger there , let my future to shine even brighter there ,
make me a better person there ,
make me remember You more ,
Ameen .

semoga semuanya berjalan dengan baik . doakan saya tenang untuk 2 tahun mendatang di UiTM Kota Bahru .
can't wait to be a BBA (Hons) Finance student this Monday . pray for me people .

:D

FUHHHHHHHHHH ! *berhabuk

2012-02-24T00:40:00.003+08:00

eh terasa macam baru dua hari lepas membelog , tapi bila tengok last entry punya date , amboii , beberapa bulan yang lalu .

i'm now currently spending probably my very last time at Arau . settling all the clearance thingy , be with Anim and her family , meet up with my lovelies at uni . haih , so much sweet-sour memories here . how can i forget this place when my heart belongs here . okay . please jgn emosi,control cantik !

Arau , datang kali ni , rasa macam panas gila ! , no i mean panas gilos gilos . tak tahu lah macam mana Anim nak bertahan lagi 2 tahun dekat Arau . huihhh ! be strong na baby girl . :B

jom nak cerita perjalanan suka duka buat clearance .

ini muka me and Fatin lepas sekor2 kena bayar denda dekat library . guess what , me have to pay RM68.80 .
*urut2 dada

this is faces of enjoying koew tiaw rebus for the very last time :')

ini muka menyampah penat menapak Uitm . ini tgh tunggu cop kat Kewangan

yeay , Fatin dah siap . *seriously , macam gambaq pengantin . hewhew

yeay . done with every check point . and matrix card dah di tebuk tanda bukan student diploma lagi .
*sob sob sob

gonna miss em so very deeply much !

eh , gedik kejap !

mesty lah di akhir setiap journey harus di tamatkan dgn makanan . meheheheh
*happyFatkid in the house

ini adalah buah hati tiada pengganti . Happy belated Birthday . be strong in Arau for another 2 years . we definitely gonna catch up whenever there's free time . pinky promise . :') i love you long time !

P/s : untuk siapa yang belum buat clearance , ianya amat mencabar . HAHA :B please be prepared mentally and physically dgn cuaca dekat Arau .

red wed !

2011-12-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

ziz entry will be all about me baby's wedding .hehehe.

gambar lansung tyidak mengikut turutan

harap maaf !

P/S : caption under each picture .

i love you :)

kitorang adalah kawan baik waktu high school :)

on the way from Kuala Kangsar to Taiping.

while waiting for me madre and padre to come :P

dalam bilik pengantin , merah u'olls !

Ini adalah me baby . Ekin . dia asyik garu perut kami everytime tgkap gmbaq , meluat !

who's sleeping all the way from KK-Taiping-Beruas ? *me

me giving last ucapan kat Ekin , HAHAH . bodoh !

siapa dapat detect mana Eisya dalam pic ni mmg hebat , HAHA

eisya muka mintak penampar . anyone ?

wif my parent ( couple with green ) HAHHA . Reza muka penat nau !

anyway , congratulation baby , semoga bahagia ke anak cucu . jaga suami , jaga diri , jaga rumah tangga .
hihihhii :D

random!

2011-12-16T23:09:00.001+08:00

today me went fer shopping with only one eye since i got ketumbit again !

pilih brg mcm orgtua , tengok dekat2 :(

ni adik paling last , yes F2 tpi tinggi pada kami :(

zee most annoying cuzzen !

and me , wearing spec at first , tapi cm bodo ja masuk pasaraya pakai spec :P

note : somehow sila jgn jadi Fashion Police critic my dress code , main pakai ja , sebab takdak mood lansung . HUHUHU :(

today !

2011-12-05T22:03:00.001+08:00

what happened today

first , i went for a job seeking with my lovely cuzzy
bheheh , apply bnyak tmpat .
harap2 ada lah yang melekat .
lemaih dok rumah lama2 .
nak duit ni . hihihi :)

second , a day from hell
ada sikit salah faham .
tapi malas nak sembng lebat .
jemu dah . biaq pi lah apa nak jadi pun !

bheheh , thank god i've him by my side
dok cheer me up pla hotak apa pun tak tau
u're a lovely ehem2 syg . ehhh !
hihihi

:)

btw , coolblog tpg , tak sesedap coolblog arau
bebai minum . kbye !

wedding playlist

2011-12-05T03:14:00.001+08:00

kalau aku kahwin

playlist lagu wajib aku nak main adalah seperti berikut

have i told you lately -rod stewart
kaulah segalanya - ruth sahanaya
one and only - adele
sedetik lebih - anuar zain
keabadian cinta - anuar zain
marry me - train
give me everything - neyo/pitbull
a thousand years - christina perry
janji - akim
it girl - jason derulo
kiss me - sixpence none the richer
tear us apart - nadhira
all my life - k-ci/jojo
this i promise you - nsync
my boo - usher/alisha keys
i will always love you - whitney houston
how do i live - le ann rimes
i dont want to miss a thing - aerosmith

dan bnyak lagi sebenarnya , tapi setakat ni , ini adalah yg paling wajib.

okay future husband ?

hihihihi #miang

entitled

2011-11-28T21:28:00.001+08:00

dear you .

a part of me felt so lucky i met you

but another half of me wished i never knew you .

we had a great time all night long

but screwed up the next morning .

shit , i miss you so much

and i really hope we get to see each other soon

coz you're the only thing that i can't resist

you've been my only exception since before .

sincerely , Me&Myself :')

; hitam kuning hitam kuning'

2011-11-17T22:36:00.001+08:00

when it comes to football ,
everyone goin nuts .
tambah kalau team negara main . kann ?

lately , team bola kita seriously undergo a lot of improvement
yeah man , thats what malaysian have waited fer so long after zaman mokhtar dahari dulu

btw , now its SEA games season.
and we just won against Indonesia @Garuda (by the time i wrote this entry )
yeahhh . syukur . Alhamdullilah
game paling err , klakar . full of drama
and paling best timeline tweet full of updates
seronok ! KFCM really performed !

anyway .
tigers , u really did a great job !
just so you guys know ,
malaysian soo proud with you !!

#tweet paling kelakar dekat twitter : majikan 1- bibik 0 , bibik tahun depan takde cuti raya .
hahahaha :)

we love you tigers !

kesian

2011-11-16T15:50:00.001+08:00

dekat rumah kita ,
ada seekor kucing sesat ,
entah siapa punya .
sebelum ni , kita tak amik pot pun pasai kucin tu

ehh , harus lah ,
geli weyhh dgn kucing! nak pegang jangan harap lah
itu pasal buat dek je

tapi kan , pagi tadi
bangun tido , tengok dia tgah lepak atas meja ,
dok jilat2 badan dia .

macam pelik ja .
sebagai inspektor gadget yang hegeh nak ambik tahu everything ,
haruslah tengok dekat2 .

haaa , hambik kau .
dia tgh jilat luka , berlubang kottt
ini betoi punya besaq lubang dia .
bulat , dalam . geliiiiii !

makanya,
sebagai seorng yang kaya dgn sifat kasih syg ,#mati
terus masuk rumah amik minyak gamat .
tuang dekat luka tu , tu pun tak pgg kucing tu
jgn harap lah nak pgg .
hahahhahaah !

ni mesty dia bergaduh semalam ,
dgn kucin siapa tah
dah la besar .
dasar kucing pendatang pembuat kacau !

ehh , siap kau eh kucin pendatang .
kau datang lagi , aku tembak kau !

#cerita dekat org tu , haram takde reaction .
menyampah tau ! grrrrr -.-'

hell you FAT !

2011-11-14T23:53:00.001+08:00

okay ,
who's gettin fatter this holiday ?
yes raise your hand please .
okay me , and me , and me again !

not a good sign izzit ?
shitto !
macam kena pam time cuti
so how ?

i wish all the bad-fat in my body disappear !
*puufff*
yeah yeah keep on dreamin wawa .
nothings gonna happened LOL !
plus , im gettin bigger and chubbier , and not pretty , and not macho , and not handsome , and not tall , okay stop it ,
you're getting annoying !

i wish you guys could feel how depressed i am
okay bye !

cukup ini sebagai bukti ?
-.-.

SPM fever

2011-11-13T23:32:00.001+08:00

good luck on SPM lil bro and cuzzy !
sila jawab dgn penuh khusyuk ,
mula dgn bismillah
i know u both can do it :D
you guys work hard on this , make sure it worth it !
chaiyok chaiyokk !

meet Nad :)

meet achik :)

all the best !
me love you guys ,
hikhikhik

' bulu kaki

2011-11-11T21:19:00.001+08:00

first of all
the tittle is soo not have any type of relation with my entry
saja ja taip camtuh ,
tak tau nak buat tajuk apa ,
HIKHIKHIK

btw , wanna know what my dream are ?
i seriously wannabe the type of girl who will catch every eye ,
i wish i was thinner , taller , prettier ,
not to say that i wasn't be grateful for what i have now ,
but arghh , you know girls ,
never satisfied on anything .
please count on me on that statement , HAHHA

just so u know
i oftenly spent most of my time in front of mirror just to find what should i wear .
but ended up not to wear anything fancy .
maybe i'm just not that type of girl

ya , who know me will know how i behave .
i always speaks loud even when there's a big sign of 'quit please'
hahaha , like i care , aku artis , hahah
i cursed even more , mak babi , anak babi , nenek babi , semua keluar
maaf mak mak mentua .
saya takde quality jadi calon mennatu sopan .
hahahahah

but seriously i have a disease , a major disease that couldn't be cure
i'm a type of girl who constantly make stupid mistake under pressure .
i cant think clearly upon a very stressful circumstances
i keep dragging myself into problems that couldn't be fixed .
till now , i have bunch of unsolved problems , HAHA
cliche much !

i wish i was calmer type of person ,
i wish my brain can function well even though my heart beats like crazy .

; secreto

2011-11-10T02:58:00.000+08:00

this is written special to someone ,

you know who HAHA

okay , let just make it super simple ,

i'm only yours if you were able to say yes for below matters

boleh terima baik buruk aku ?
boleh jgn judge aku semalam dgn hari ni *metafora ,tolong fahm
boleh handle aku through my good and my bad ?
boleh jgn janji dgn aku mcm2 yg kau tak mampu buat ?
boleh jgn buat aku nagis too often ?
boleh buat aku rasa cam selamat dgn kau?
if kau nak tinggal aku sila bagi short noticed , aku tak suka surprise yg menyedihkan , HAHA

if yes , then it willbe yes on my behalf too

hikhikhik, this is surprising ,

super surprising , but why dont we just give it a try

hahahah .

okay ?

#fine aku pulak stresss hah !

aku rasa ayat aku pun tunggang terbalik hah , but who cares . kau faham kan , HAHAHAH