The Lightworker

Emotions

2015-11-11T07:20:00.002-08:00

I have always been the type to not wear my heart on my sleeve. I would usually keep mum on things especially when it concerns emotions. However, my female bestfriend and I recently had a talk. I learned a lot of life lessons from her too, and that is to feel everything deeply.

"Don't downplay your emotions. Life is full of mediocre things, love shouldn't be one of them."

Aye. Take the complete plunge. Feel your way into your emotions :) Nuff said.

Health

2015-11-03T23:37:00.001-08:00

I spent almost a week confined in the hospital because of Dengue Hemorrhagic Fever and had to be transfused 4 bags of blood in order to get my system up and running.

I have always assumed myself to be optimally healthy, that is -- very healthy to the point wherein I am invisible to any form of sickness and disease. However, that just turned out to be quite a challenge. A month ago, I suffered from Hand, Foot and Mouth disease. And now, this one on Dengue Fever.

I don't know how my body was able to handle such sicknesses but fortunately, my health went back to normal and I am now as fit as a horse, back to my old healthy and happy self!

My lifestyle before isn't something to be tolerated though. I sleep at around 3-4 am in the morning and sometimes, would eat my meals during the most unholy hours. Yeah, I didn't really know how to take care of my health.

Now, I follow a strict habit of waking up early in the morning around 8am then hitting the sack at around 10pm. I have to comply with my 4-6 meals per day policy in order to regain back my health and the weight I have lost from staying up late at night and being at the hospital.

All in all, it was worth it! I feel better and healthier now and I have learned my lesson the hard way. It's a matter of putting a lot of value on your health and even if you can't see the damage your lifestyle has caused on your body, sooner or later you're going to feel the after effects of these damage once everything has compounded and made a bigger effect on your system!

Health is wealth indeed and it is only when you are kissing the door of death will you realize how important health is, above all things.

Dreams

2015-10-18T09:37:00.002-07:00

My last vivid dream was more on my teeth falling out of my mouth. That was months ago. And if I have to probe deeper, I can also remember a lot of painful dreams a year ago, when I was trying to heal myself from a difficult experience.

Dreams have been a subtle topic for me, mainly because I couldn't really interpret it nor have I got any clue as to what they mean in real life. Well, until now.

I dreamed about this guy I haven't seen yet in person, but it felt really real like all my senses are in haywire. It was something intimate and uncommon, not the usual blur of colors and hazy circumstances I dream at night.

The dream left me mixed emotions when I woke up. Lol. And yeah, it felt really good.

The Most Powerful Prayer

2015-10-14T08:49:00.004-07:00

The most powerful prayer is the one that already claims as if the things we ask for is already done. Therefore, when you ask for something, say thanks in advance. The one prayer that works is not a prayer of supplication, but a prayer that is full of gratitude, joy and appreciation.

During the short time this week, I meditated and tried to face my inner demons. I released all pent-up frustrations and disappointments I experienced in the past, including the people who wronged me. Time to move on Erica! There are way better joys and things ahead.

I really want to thank myself for this release. I feel much better now. I am once again ready to reach out my helping hands to people but this time with a positive and intuitive mindset knowing that whatever path that is laid out in front of me, I am protected from those who's intentions aren't entirely pure and genuine.

I am overflowing with love and joy because of this. There's only love, joy, inner peace and abundance in all areas of my life from this day onwards :)

What Happens When Your Timeline Changes

2015-10-08T10:30:00.001-07:00

I always have known that like attracts like and that you tend to meet people who are also vibrating in the same frequency and energy as you are -- at a certain point in your life. It is the rule of the universe, an irrefutable cosmic reaction why we meet certain people and experience events and opportunities in our lives. I'm getting more Paolo Coelho by the moment (lol).

I have created a timeline for myself -- my goals, my aspirations, the people and things I want to attract. But, what happens when something unexpected comes along, something that is out to likely destroy the timeline I have created for myself? The reaction is kinda unnerving.

My goal is to go back to Thailand, establish my life there, work my way to the top of my career, create a firm foothold in my finances, find someone there who'll be my lifetime partner, get married and have kids and a happy family.

However, something came along... events, circumstances, people, opportunities... Things which I have never predicted nor prepared for from the beginning. Should I accept or negate? Destroy my original timeline and create a new one? Or should I just flow and be an "unconscious" creator of my life? Being not in control sucks, and I am a person who wants control even in the tiniest detail.

How do you react when these things threaten to destroy your personal timeline? I need a sign from the heavens.

My Daily Habit

2015-05-29T09:34:00.000-07:00

I have a very hectic schedule but I still manage to remain optimistic and happy 24/7. I guess having a positive daily habit contributes to my pleasant mood. Lol. Well, here goes.

1. PRAYER. Upon waking up, I say a prayer of thanks for another day me and my loved ones were given lives in this world. I thank God for the abundance He has bestowed to me and my family in terms of love, joy, money and health. Yes, I recite my prayers while smiling and feeling deeply grateful for everything. Lol

2. UPDATES. I check my ipad for updates and emails. Lol. It is that important to me. Usually, I scan my emails first, then my social media accounts (Instagram and Twitter).. Not really that much of a fan of Facebook nowadays.

3. GAMES. I play CSI on my ipad (this has recently become my favorite game). Lol

4. COFFEE. I go out of bed smiling and I'm off to make myself a cup of coffee.

5. MEDITATION. This is very important to me. I couldn't live a day without meditation. In fact, it has become my happy pill especially with all the busy tasks I am commonly confronted everyday. Usually I meditate for 11-15 minutes in the morning, and in the evening (if I have time), I also meditate to the same length and duration.

My meditation consists of Trypnaural Mind Ascension beats which I downloaded a long time ago on the Internet. It is a really nice song which increases the body's energy vibrations, giving me a very positive boost in the morning. Sometimes when I am meditating to the music, I feel like I have superpowers (lol) and that I am floating out of my body into the wide and infinite space of the universe.

I use meditation as a form of creative visualization. It is during this positive time that I envision all my desires. I celebrate them and claim them as though they have already happened. I think this is a very powerful tool in the manifestations of the things that I want in life.

6. LIST OF DESIRES. I list down all my wants, goals and dreams in a paper. This is to make sure I don't forget them, plus, I use this as a tool to attract all the things I want in life. (It is very effective along with meditation).

7. LIST OF TO-DO's. Last but not the least, I list down all the tasks that need to be done during the day. I use this as a way of making sure I don't clutter up my thoughts while working.

So... that's it! This is me every day! :)

Celebrating Grandpa's 93rd Birthday

2015-05-24T08:31:00.000-07:00

Today was a great day for me and my family to celebrate my grandpa's birthday. He actually turned 93 just this Wednesday but unfortunately, all of us were busy so we decided to celebrate the occasion only today.

We went to Dumangas which is like, one of the towns with great seafood restos. The place isn't really that picturesque lol but the food is delicious and great for family dinners.

My grandpa is already old but he is still very strong. And when I say strong, I actually mean it. He still has a very sharp memory, a very active lifestyle, and a healthy body. I really admire him when it comes to his health, memory and money-making skills.

As the family's patriarch, my grandpa still runs the home and he has a major "say" in our decisions. Being his youngest grandchild, I was always told I was the favorite. Lol. And yeah maybe... That's why there's so much love for him from my heart even if we both fight sometimes. Lol. But well, here goes our pics of today's event. (Front cam not that clear but I get to capture some moments :p )

Much love! :)

I'm Back To Blogging!

2015-05-22T12:12:00.001-07:00

Gosh. It's been 3 years since I last posted in this blog and it feels so exhilarating! Finally, I am back to my healthy therapy :) Blogging makes me feel so comfortable and happy that I can release my thoughts and pent-up stress through writing (which is my greatest love).

It's actually 3 am in my watch now but I am still awake after editing the pages, icons and headers in this blog and all I can say is... I have done great so far! In the past, I don't have any talent for designing stuffs (maybe I'm not that creative). But now, well.... my ears are doing a wild clap from the header I just created with the angel icon. See see? :)

The picture about pretty sums up my mood now. Lol. But anyway, I probably have to sleep now and get some rest from today's activities. Till then!

Finally, I'm Feelin A Lil Bit Of Christmas!

2012-12-14T09:32:00.000-08:00

I hurt my leg today because I wore my Barbie heels for more than 8 hours straight. Aw. All for just witnessing the opening of lights at my previous Alma Mater.

Went with a couple of good friends, feasted and spent most of my cash piggin out on almost anything I saw in food stalls and most of all, hurt my neck after posing too much in front of the camera! Lol

The event's great! We all had fun :)