Crazy Cat Lady

Gotta Toughen Up!

2010-10-19T15:26:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine used the term "heart armor" when I told her I was taking the rescue job. My armor needs some work - one of my favorite dogs is being adopted and I am so sad about it!
He came home with me for a few nights and we both completely fell in love with the one-eyed Shih-Tzu pooch. What a snuggly, cuddly ball of fluff! I've never been much for the smaller dogs (I always thought they were kind of wussified) but this little guy made me think differently. What personality! He loves being around people! He never barked, he didn't chase the cats around (I think he was a little scared of the them) and he cuddled whenever he could with both of us - naps with us on the couch and he took over the middle of the bed at night!
It's a good thing that he's going to have a forever home, I know, but I am going to miss him! We both missed him the day after he left the house after a visit! I'm happy we were able to spoil him with lots of hugs and kisses... hopefully his new owner will do the same!

updates all around

2010-09-12T05:07:00.001-07:00

The new job has kept me very busy so I haven't had a chance to post anything about it until now (Thank you cats for waking me up a little early this morning). I can't get over how nice it is to be genuinely EXCITED to go to work everyday. It's 3 miles away from the house so I have been traffic-free since I left SBT which also adds appeal to the job. My days are spent cleaning, scooping, pooping, walking, medicating and feeding many cats and dogs. There is a lot of physical activity which sometimes leaves me sore, but I also find it refreshing. A desk job just started to make me feel so stagnant and stiff. I know my body will get used to picking up puppies and litter pans eventually - I'm going to be buff :) When I'm not running around, I'm able to sit with the animals and just give them LOVE. Head scratches and belly rubs for all! Many of the animals have been through some terrible stuff in their lives and these calm, soothing moments really bring value to their lives. I am ecstatic to be able to show them that they can all be loved, no matter what. So so far, the job is just what I wanted it to be!

As far as the No Shampoo thing goes, I'm still no 'pooing it and I'm not looking back! Everything is leveling out now and my hair just feels natural and shiny and healthy. I don't really use the baking soda or apple cider vinegar anymore - just water and a comb in the shower. It still amazes me how nice my hair looks and feels! It doesn't smell bad or look terrible (B confirmed it for me).

Let's see if I can get in another hour of sleep before I go to work today. The job is great, but it's rainy and EVERYONE would much rather stay in bed on a rainy day.

No 'Poo 3 and Last 2 Days at this Job

2010-08-26T04:55:00.001-07:00

It's been a week since I used traditional shampoo to wash my hair. An update so far...
Today I massaged a diluted solution of baking soda and water (1 teaspoon bs to 1 cup of water) to my roots to combat any oil and I sprayed diluted apple cider vinegar (about 50/50) on my ends to help with dryness. My hair feels just as it did when I used traditional shampoo!!! It's so weird how this is all working out.
Also, today is my second to last day at this job before I move onto the animal shelter on September 1st. It is going to be SO NICE to get out of Baltimore City. Woo Hoo!

No 'Poo 2

2010-08-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

This AM, I used a diluted solution of water and apple cider vinegar to condition and detangle my hair. It worked amazingly well! I think I probably should have rinsed my hair for a little bit longer because I do notice a very slight vinegar smell... Super slight. I think I only notice it because I'm the only one aware of the chemical beauty experiments going on in my bath tub... Other than that, my hair feels GREAT!

No 'Poo

2010-08-23T09:49:00.000-07:00

I have had gray hairs since I was 13-14 and I've been dying my hair since then to cover them up. (I did take a break for a little bit, but I gave that up after a few months because I'm not too fond of the grays at this age. When I'm older, I'll let them show). ANYWAY, I was noticing that the dye fades so damn quickly even though I use a color-shield type shampoo and conditioner. I end up having to re-dye my hair every 2 1/2 - 3 weeks!
I had talked to a friend's wife at a party a few weeks ago and she mentioned she's stopped using shampoo for environmental reasons and it's worked out great for her. I researched some more on this whole "No 'Poo" movement and I've jumped on board. From what I understand, using shampoo and deodorant on a daily basis forces our bodies to create MORE oil and MORE sweat to make up for the stuff getting washed/absorbed away. I will say that this little cat lady WILL NOT be giving up deodorant anytime soon but this whole No Shampoo thing is working out pretty darn well so far. It's day 5 and my hair doesn't feel greasy and it doesn't smell weird or anything like that. It's easier to brush and style AND it dries a lot faster after I'm out of the shower. I can use baking soda when I do feel the need to wash some of the oils away and apple cider vinegar is said to have great clarifying properties...I'll have to try that stuff later this week.
It's funny, the boyfriend goes away on a business trip for the next ten days and swears he's going to come back to me, and my single, huge dreadlock... What a hippie : ). We"ll see what happens with this whole experiment.

Adios

2010-08-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

Apparently the owners have been trying to sell this location for a few months now and found buyers about a week before I put in my resignation notice. I guess I was going to be "sold" with this store.

When I told them I was leaving, I was asked if there was anything they could do to keep me here. Now what if I had said, "yes" and stayed here? I would have found out a week later that this store was going to be sold and I'd have the fun of dealing with the transition from one set of owners to the next set. I think if I had been told that the store was sold (after I agreed to NOT quit), I would have let some not-so-nice things slip from my lips and I probably would have lost a reference of 5 years. I know that all is fair in the business world, but sometimes it's really, really shitty. There are 3 individuals in this store that have put a lot of blood, sweat and tears into making this store AND the other two stores successful for the past 5 years... to be sold off so abruptly, is definitely a slap in the face. I'm thankful that I made the decision to leave when I did. I hope for the sake of the one co-worker/friend I leave behind that this store succeeds with the new owners.

Right now, it's a mess in here. Cashflow has always been an issue, but right now we are on hold with so many damn vendors, it's ridiculous (and embarrassing). I'm thankful my paycheck cleared into my account this AM and cross my fingers that my final check will do the same.

I think the plan eventually is for the other 2 stores to be sold off... This store was the only one that seemed to make any profit. Sell this store and use the money from the sale to make the other stores look more profitable, thus more expensive. I'm sure they'll deny it, but I've realized how sneaky the two can be. There's lies flying all around this place (I find out more and more as the days tick by). Good for them. I hope they enjoy their big wad of cash. I just hope the other employees in the other stores are ready to look for new jobs and accept this era as a complete waste of time.

3 weeks

2010-08-11T11:23:00.000-07:00

So after 7 or so years in the graphic design/ print industry, I've decided to step out and work for a local animal rescue and hospice starting September 1st. I realized that I needed to do something else... something that excites me and leaves me feeling good at the end of the work day.
I've hit the point where I can't stand the city and its residents any more. The smell, the sights, the traffic, EVERYTHING in the city has started to bother me. I need to get out of here so I can once again appreciate Charm City and its potential to be a beautiful place.
People come in and spend so much energy worrying about their signs and projects - I want to shout at them "This is NOT IMPORTANT! There are so many other things in life and the world you should be worrying about!" I recognize the fact that it's always been like this and these people have to/like to worry about this stuff. I've just lost interest and I personally don't care about this field anymore. It's not satisfying for me. I could elaborate on things that piss me off regarding this particular organization, but really, it's not worth it. Why burn bridges? I stuck around here for more than five years and tolerated things as long as possible. I'm just going to another place to grin and bear it somewhere else... where it's more worthwhile - at least in my eyes. No place is perfect... As much as we wish it were. I will miss the people I've worked with here though... Hopefully we all stay in touch!
I have lost the passion I once had for this job and I am ready to apply it to something (and some little furry beings) that can really benefit from my hard work and dedication. I honestly could give a flying sh_t. :)
It's going to be messy, stinky and sad at times, but I can't wait! I am so excited to make a living while helping animals (it helps that it's less than 3 miles from my home too). It has always been a love of mine and I'm thankful that I've been given this opportunity to break out into the animal welfare field. I've been instructed by a friend to wear my "heart armor" because I'm going to see some "sad puddins"... Loss of an animal is never easy, but knowing that you are key in keeping them comfortable and happy in their last few months/days/hours of their lives must feel amazing!
I did the proper thing and gave 3 weeks notice... Let me just say, This is the LONGEST three weeks I have experienced EVER! I'll be sure to post updates once I start this new job...

Itty Bitty Kitty Committee

2010-06-30T09:03:00.000-07:00

There's a blog that I religiously follow everyday called the "Itty Bitty Kitty Committee" http://www.theittybittykittycommittee.com/
A very nice lady named Laurie in Washington fosters litters of kittens for the local shelter. She has a great photographic eye so the pictures of her little furry friends are AMAZING. Please take some time to visit this website - it will brighten ANYONE'S day! It's a bit bittersweet when the kittens move on to their "forever homes"... but there will always be more to come. I can't wait to see what the next batch of kittens are like!
Feel free to donate to the Humane Society as well!

I don't have a red thumb after all!

2010-06-16T10:10:00.000-07:00

Here are some shots from the Summer so far...
Poor Haley thought she was going to be able to accompany us to the picnic at Boordy Vineyards... Little does she know that she was much more comfortable in the air conditioned house with her 2 sisters.

I'm so proud of myself because this year I started some flowers and vines from seed and the plants are ACTUALLY thriving on the back balcony!!!

Summertime Fun - Past, Present and Future

2010-06-14T10:48:00.000-07:00

My cousin's wedding went by without a hitch! Everyone seemed to have a wonderful time (even with the heat and humidity) and family squabbles seemed to not be the top priority on everyone's mind. There was only one snarky comment after the ceremony that was muttered, but I think it was ignored because it was a damn wedding for goodness sake! No need for fighting and bickering!

On Saturday, Billy, Jeff and I went to Billy's sister's house (Darcy) to surprise his father for his 69th birthday. What made this such a surprise was the fact that we would NEVER normally be out in her neck of the woods. Billy and Jeff are very close but they don't often hang out with their sister much so needless to say, Billy's dad was FLOORED when he saw the 3 of us at the house munchin down on deviled eggs and veggies. We all ate our fair share of crab, hamburgers and birthday cake. Hopefully we'll all get to go back because everyone had a really good time.

At the bottom of the hill in Darcy's backyard, there was a pier with a boat (owned by Darcy and her boyfriend). After stuffing my face and falling into a complete food coma, I walked down to the dock and sat down for a little bit while my food digested. Sitting at the pier was so peaceful, calm and beautiful. I started to think of how me and my 2 cousins (the older boys) would spend hours on the dock at the marina catching catfish with hotdog bait and we would explore the boatyard. My parents, my aunt and uncle and grandparents all co-owned a boat at the time and they would sit on the boat and do "adult" things... like drink and gossip and stuff. When I was thinking of those good times, I started to tear up a bit because I know nothing like that will happen again. I don't know what went on with them in the past, but now they can hardly be in the same room with each other. Why were they all able to tolerate each other at the docks? Were they pretending to get along for the sake of us kids? We used to vacation together to OC every year, but that stopped when my mom and her brother/my uncle fought during those trips. Where did all of the squabbles come from? I am completely baffled by it all!!!!

I think the only thing I can do now is work to make sure my cousins, my sister and I don't repeat this history. While our personalities are sooo different, what matters most is that when we ignore what cliques we're part of and set aside our differences... We are the next generation and it would be a shame to see all of us turn out like our parents did.

manic Summer ranting

2010-05-26T09:52:00.001-07:00

I can't wait! The next few months are sure to bring lots of fun!

My cousin Ben is marrying his long-time girlfriend next weekend and Billy and I are so excited for the wedding. There's some family bullshit that I'm sure is going to threaten the happy times, but I'm not going to let it get to me. SERIOUSLY. Both sides of the family need to give it a rest for a day and CELEBRATE the once in a lifetime event!

We have a few Phish concerts to go to and while they aren't my favorite band, the whole festival-type atmosphere is a blast! Sunshine, warm weather and live music - a perfect Summer combination.

After Phish, to the Riviera Maya we go July 12-July 19. I CAN'T WAIT! Blue water, white sand and all-inclusive STUFF. Snorkeling, hiking around Mayan ruins, 100% relaxation...yay! I'll be sure to put up plenty of pictures when we get back.

I've picked up casual running over the past few months (around the neighborhood and on the treadmill at the gym) I love the way it makes me feel and look. It's a great way for me to work out the day's frustration and stress. Bonus points for the bikini-ready body I'll have :)

Summertime, here I come!

the Winter funk has hit

2010-02-17T13:03:00.000-08:00

I can't take this weather anymore!
I'm tired of the cold, the wind, the snow, the ice!
I'm in a big ol' funk right now and nothing can help me.
I'm trying to look at vacation spots to make me feel better, but that's not turning my mood around. I take drugs for this, but everything seems hopeless in February every year.
I miss the sun!
I'm not in the mood to see anyone or do anything...
I wish I had someone who could relate.
I can't wait for Spring to arrive.

Facts About Poop

2010-02-12T11:18:00.001-08:00

Puppy-Cam

2010-01-20T16:14:00.001-08:00

I love these little guys! This is the second litter to broadcast (Team B)
Online video chat by Ustream

Sqeeeee!

2010-01-13T11:56:00.000-08:00

http://www.theittybittykittycommittee.com/
It's been a little bit of a dull, dragging day at work and these little kittehs have helped brighten my day! A foster home for kittens! Squeeeeeeeeeeee and eeeeeeeeeee!

Almost 100%

2010-01-11T09:49:00.000-08:00

Uuter seems to be on the mend...
She even crawled up and sat with me while I was watching TV this weekend.
Last week, she was too weak to even attempt such a thing!
She is really "Mommy's little cub" as Billy calls her.
Thank goodness she's doing a lot better!!!!!!!!!

hooray (?) for now

2010-01-05T12:54:00.000-08:00

More about Uuter…

I was extremely distraught yesterday because I couldn’t get her to eat ANYTHING (which apparently is pretty common for cats when they feel icky). As last resort, I started to put little finger-fulls of food in her mouth so she could have some sort of nutrition. After research, (thank you, interwebs!) I found out that many people have dealt with an anorexic feline and they suggested assisted-feeding with a syringe. I mushed up her prescription food with some warm water, pulled some into a syringe (we had one in the house from a previous cat calamity) and dribbled some into her mouth. After a couple sessions of this, she seemed much, much better. She even gobbled down a cat treat (or 3).

The test results FINALLY came back today and the vet told me she was suffering from a bacterial infection. She’s on Amoxicillin and the doctor will be checking on her progress in 2 days. Billy just called and said she used the box for a #2 which is promising since she has not been um, “producing” the past few days.

I don’t want to get too far ahead of myself, but I am so happy that my “friend” seems to be on the mend. She’s much more lively and looks to be more comfortable… Fingers crossed!

My furball

2010-01-04T09:41:00.000-08:00

My companion, friend and partner in crime of ten years has fallen very ill during the past few days. My orange, fluffy cat, Uuter, became very lethargic a few days after Christmas. She was taken to the vet on Saturday and currently I'm awaiting results on blood, urine and thyroid tests. The wait is excruciating - I have to keep myself from dialing the vet every 15 minutes to see if the results are back. I've made a huge pot of chicken soup to keep myself busy even though I can't even eat myself, I'm so upset by this. I was planning on leaving work early today, but I felt that I couldn't leave her alone in her condition so I took the day off. I hope my employer understands...
She's always been there for me, standing or running to greet me when I come home from work. Wrestling with the new kitten... Protective (to a fault perhaps) and loyal in every way possible... Snuggling on my shoulder when I fall alseep... Accepting Billy into her inner circle of trust...
Uuter is such a strong little thing, I hope she pulls through this. She's made impressions on everyone she's met, they may not be all good, but at least she's a spirited little furball. This strong will and bitchiness is what I'm counting on to help her push through this illness, whatever it may be.
I'm lost right now... I just need the vet to call so we know what we're facing.

Like now, would be nice...

Deviantart

2009-12-22T05:07:00.000-08:00

I finally started a Deviant Art page, but I have yet to have enough time to dig through all of my files... I've uploaded what I was able to find easily, but there will be plenty more to come.
http://jlhcrawford.deviantart.com/

Hello Kitty Rims

2009-12-11T08:42:00.000-08:00

These rims are the coolest things ever. If I had an extra $900, I would most definitely be purchasing these Hello Kitty rims for my little Versa. So adorably understated (not neon pink) and awesome! They would have to be accompanied with the Hello Kitty tailpipe I keep seeing around too!

Uuter and Rogie Perogie

2009-12-09T11:40:00.000-08:00

A favorite picture of the new kitten trying
to get on Uuter's good side (the older cat).
Head on the tail... So precious!!!

R...r...r....

2009-12-08T12:28:00.000-08:00

I was at the restaurant (owned by very sweet and nice Koreans)
that's next door to my workplace and I found this sign.
If you say the word "tortirinni" out loud, you will most definitely giggle...
I guarantee it!
The employees at the place are so adorable and kind to me every time I'm over there. This sign just makes me smile even more when I think of the place!

Bored... need some cuteness

2009-12-08T07:41:00.000-08:00

What a blah Tuesday... Needed some cute little fuzzies to brighten my day!!!
A pug, kangaroo, and some hamsters to bring some "oooohs" and "ahhhhs".

Dear Sir,

2009-12-03T07:22:00.000-08:00

Dear Mr. Unitas,

I am a 28-year-old, professional, Korean-American woman who feels she has been discriminated against by a traffic safety officer. T his is after 12 years of working/commuting in Baltimore City, without incident.

I regret to inform you that I had a very unpleasant experience with Officer Wilkens, a crossing guard/traffic enforcement officer on the afternoon of December 2, 2009 at 12:45PM at the intersection of Baltimore Street and Calvert Street. I was told that you would be able to help me and address my concerns regarding this matter.

I was walking westbound on Baltimore Street (on the right side) and was crossing over Calvert Street to continue walking westbound on Baltimore Street. While I was in the middle of the intersection, the crosswalk light changed from the white "WALK" icon to the flashing red “STOP” icon. As this happened and while I was in the middle of the intersection, the traffic officer at that intersection pointed directly at me and yelled "Don't you understand?! That means stop walking!!!" I believed that she was telling me to hasten my pace to get out of the intersection, but as I continued to walk, she again yelled and whistled at me, telling me to stop where I was. Other people walking within the same walkway continued on while I was stopped by Officer Wilkens. She ordered me stop (alone) in the middle of the intersection, in the street, while the traffic facing me (moving eastbound on Baltimore Street) made left turns on red, and crossed my path (some cars swerved to avoid hitting me). As I stood in the middle of the street, the flashing red "STOP" hand changed to a solid red "STOP" hand. She motioned for the traffic on Calvert Street to proceed and I scrambled to get out of the intersection and out of the way of traffic approaching from Calvert Street.

I left the intersection feeling that being made to stand in the middle of the intersection was not only very dangerous but extremely humiliating as the whistling/yelling caught attention of people passing by. I finished my quick dash to the bank and when I crossed through that intersection again, I politely asked the officer (verbatim), “Excuse me Officer, Doesn’t a flashing red signal, while a person is in the middle of a crosswalk, serve as warning sign to finish crossing? I didn’t think it meant for that person to stop in the middle of the intersection. Please let me know if I’m wrong.” The traffic guard told me very rudely, “Don’t you tell me how to do my job!” I told her that I was asking for future reference – maybe my knowledge was wrong and she could clarify/correct me. She again said I was "telling her how to do her job" and that I "didn’t know what I was talking about". I reiterate the fact that I was polite and calm the entire time I spoke with her – no accusations, no pointing fingers. I, myself was willing to accept the blame for any traffic signal ignorance! (I cross the same intersection every day usually en route to my company’s bank and I did not want to commit this type of faux pas again.)

Matters were aggravated when she muttered a racial slur under her breath while I stood there (something along the lines of ‘chink.’) This gave me no choice but to ask for her name, which she readily declared as "Officer Wilkens". She then started joking with a passerby about me “not understanding things” while I was standing right next to her.

I was adopted from Korea when I was 11 months old by a Caucasian couple. While I (sadly) do not speak my native language, Korean, I have excelled in subjects such as English and Literature throughout my elementary, middle, high school and college "career". It is very offensive to me that Officer Wilkens felt that she could be so rude and disrespectful to me today. I'm not sure if she believed that I did not understand what she was saying or if she was under the impression that what she was saying was acceptable. While I am used to the occasional joke, chuckle or inappropriate comment regarding my race, this is the most blatant act of racism I have ever witnessed towards me!

I have been in and around Baltimore City all of my life and this situation changed how I view this great city. As we struggle to control crime and attract tourism, I worry about how situations like mine may affect people visiting from other towns, states, and countries. I am saddened very much by these events. On a daily basis, I work with the Baltimore City Police Department, the Department of General Services, the Planning Department and other factions of the city without incident. I have had very good experiences with all of Baltimore City’s personnel, but this situation has very much soured my view of the city.

Police officers are trained "To Protect and To Serve," but I don't feel like I was protected while standing in the middle of a busy intersection in lunch-hour traffic. I don't feel that anything positive was accomplished by me being publicly ridiculed in front of others while trying to cross the street.

I apologize for the lengthy complaint, but I do not want anyone else to have to experience such a negative event. I am incredibly hurt and angry about this situation. I would appreciate immediate feedback from you.

Thank you very much for your time and you assistance with this matter.

funny stuff for a slow Friday

2009-11-20T12:31:00.000-08:00

Most of this stuff is common knowledge,
but what a cute little article.
Actually, the whole website is pretty cute too!
Happy Friday to all!
http://theoatmeal.com/c omics/cat_know