Crazy Trekker

Rebirthing

2014-05-16T02:41:00.001-07:00

As some people may have recently noticed - I have deleted 29 of the original 33 posts.
Find the link to my new Facebook Page there on the right- - - >

I will be sharing my newly edited works with pictures there - If you have read all of my blog before, there will be extras, if you can only read what is here now, it might interest you more - just to see what 10000 readers from over 35 countries loved so much about what I wrote, where I travelled, and how I interpreted it in real time in order to benefit the world in the greatest way imaginable and beyond.

I left the 4 most popular posts for future visitors - My journey to walk around the world did not quite go how I had originally imagined - I still remember walking from my house, to the edge of town, and 20km to Dundee from Arbroath with my friends - then walking hundreds of km's on my own with nearly 40kg on my back - I met some truly awesome people, who gave me wonderful gifts with their presence alone. I was away for over 1 year after only initially leaving with £70 and I travelled over 3500km and volunteered for a total of 9 months.

Walking around the world never really seemed like much fun to begin with - its a trek and a half to be honest and even after the first 20km with friends to share the load with I still thought I could do it. Why then? When there is something that you need to do because you need to do it, it can be hard to find words to answer the question why - I am sure that within the 54 000 words originally written on this blog answered it adequately :D

- I have taken it all down to begin the editing, compiling and publishing process - I have loads to type up and add to the experience from more than 3 journals and notebooks too.

When I was finished writing for this blog originally I began another here Dream Pilgrim - It was a totally different theme, it was an evolved version of Crazy Trekker - Still very much an experiment though.

I have decided to completely delete everything from the web on the 21st of June - The summer Solstice - I have new projections and plans formulating in my midst and it feels fair to have a full clearing and rearrangement and reorientation of who I am and who I am willing myself to become, which means new adventures -

I may not completely delete the blogs, I may just leave them up with no content - and 1 or 2 posts and a link to what ever I will be doing :)

So from me for now - it is goodbye

Big Love <3

So, you wanted a sign?

2013-01-24T21:18:00.001-08:00

Firstly I would like to whole heartedly warmly welcome you to this space, I can now view this space as something very special; something in which my whole life has worked towards delivering me; something in which I have worked my whole life towards delivering to you. As well as a heart-warming welcome I would like to congratulate you. For what? You may ask. Well I would like to congratulate you firstly on how well you are doing. Then I would like to congratulate you further for having come so far in life; having went through all you have went through; having fought your way through all you have fought through with true warrior spirit; having reached a point in your life that has got you further than you could have ever possibly imagined and of course you are now here, in this moment. This special moment that is warm and welcoming; this special moment that gives you the time to quietly congratulate yourself for your hard work and impeccable will.

I would now like to welcome you to what has been laid down for you; I am welcoming you to dwell in our very own heart and soul. I would like to say to you that I am welcoming you to all my hard work but this would be somewhat untrue; I am in fact welcoming you to something far greater than I alone; I am welcoming you into a space that has been created through pure love, a force that has the capacity to change everything; a force that may conquer all, shining light into the darkest of places; a force that has consciously conducted all that we may know throughout the history of human and geological time; throughout the formation of our planet, the solar system and indeed our own universe and far beyond.

As you may have guessed, I am trying to tell you that this is not something I have just sat down and wrote; this came to me as it is coming to you and you are about to find out just exactly what it is that I am talking about. I am truly honoured to be able to present this, on this day and every other day that you may wish to discover me in a new light. For right now, in this moment, and those that will proceed this moment, something has been laid down that you have worked ever so hard to reach, without even realising you have been working towards it; this very moment and the ones that are to proceed, are exactly why you are here.

As each moment leads to the next it will become more and more apparent just what it is I may be hinting towards right now. What might it be? You may ask yourself. Well this is exactly what we will delightfully find out. As we proceed through this process; the process of life itself, we will become more and more drawn into what we are now speaking of; we will find ourselves deeper and deeper in what is now being proposed.

We will begin from the start; the processes that brought us to the point that is now being delivered; this point is being delivered to us in the exact same fashion as it is written down before our eyes from each moment to moment. I ask for your care and attention as we move through this, it is leading us to that which we are pointing towards; that in which we are now pointing toward lays just ahead; what we have been working towards is now here.

So the process is beginning, we will see each other on the other side.

The Beginning

As we go further into our efforts to truly realise all that we know and understand, beginning with our biggest and most commonly shared beliefs, then moving towards the more acute and enlightening beliefs, we are beginning to discover a truer enlightenment each and every time. Beyond our fixed and definite beliefs that are developed by and held by everyone, we find a silence in which is more real and alive than anything we have ever known or felt.

We are all at different levels of awareness and we may sometimes think or feel that we are at the highest level. Some of us are in a comfort zone, almost fearful to question what we have worked so hard to know and understand because we feel good where we are and choose to stay there. The truth is, there is never a peak, there is no limit; the only peak is self-declared and self-glorified and the only limit is a self-imposed limit or a limit which another puts upon us and we accept. Always question what you have worked to learn and come to believe, especially if it leads you to believe there is no higher state to be experienced. It is nothing more than a blissful ignorance that can stop us in our tracks, even if others are politely trying to help us we can sometimes forget. That in which is been spoken of; that in which may be stopping us in our tracks is really something that stems from a fear of being wrong or having to prove ourselves wrong and thus going through a process of humiliation. The main thing that is pushing us here is a question of, how will we ever come to experience even higher levels of joy and ecstasy if we are not willing to let go of what we have now?

We so often get tied to our current levels of joy and happiness because it is higher than anything we have reached before, how did we come to reach this level anyway? Of course! We left our previous state in a somewhat leap of faith. Now if we can consciously let go of where we are now and perhaps say, OK, I will give this a go, I will leave my shoes at the door. What we are doing now is opening up a new opportunity for yet another even higher experience. We are coming to an understanding that may have never been reached. We are experiencing and going into newer, fresher and fuller experiences now that we are consciously letting go of where we are now, despite its seeming comfort. So we are now giving our full trust and faith in this leap, we are willing to take this step into the unknown. We are letting go of where we now are.

The Leap

Our latest realisations are transcending beyond any idea of ego; we are seeing past the whole dogma around this area, some of our greatest teachers have fallen into this trap before and failed to move beyond the idea of ego being an actual thing that must be overcome, hence sometimes never escaping its trap and moving beyond the idea of “ego” at all, sometimes dwelling there forever. Last time we got hints towards any idea or thought of “an ego” was nothing more than an illusion, an idea that has been built upon and constructed like any other commonly accepted belief system (If you are unfamiliar with what I am speaking about refer back to “From seed to creed”). We have made it our personal endeavour to go beyond any previous limiting factors that are commonly accepted without questioning. We have taken the leap and that is why we are now here together.

Science has been seen as a rapidly developing aspect of life in this last century, it is ever changing, whereas, loosely speaking, spirituality seems to be often left behind in a stagnant pool of finality guarded more heavily and fiercely by the holders of its belief. Science and spirituality need not be separate entities, if viewed separately then we may fall into another trap door of duality, division and separation.

The true scientist looks with awe at those things that cannot be explained or proved, these are the most interesting and elusive. The true holy person does not look within a book but within their own heart to discover what is yet undiscovered by them. For when a thing is discovered that was previously unknown and has not been influenced by anything other than one’s own desire to know something that yet remains unknown, only then are we discovering what is truly real; what ultimate truth is. It suddenly changes everything, yet may never be proved or spoke about clearly for others to understand; an ever elusive force which is forever transforming from the unknown into the known in a beautiful, inspiring and sometimes mesmerising way. People must desire to find this unknown themselves and if they look they are guaranteed to surprise themselves. We are now reaching for this unknown, which tells us both that we are ready to grasp something unknown and transform it into the realm of the known. Well, we are doing good then.

We may think we have come so far and stop in our tracks, a feeling of pride that we have taken one step beyond the majority, we can begin to enjoy life in a better way, with our better understanding of how reality works and how we may influence its effects. All reality is virtual and impressionable; we can always take it further and deeper than anything we have ever believed, imagined or experienced. In fact we have never failed to prove this to ourselves time and time again if we remember correctly?

It is at the hindrance of growth and transformation to stop just because we find others who agree with us or to accept a different belief because the majority disagrees with us. We must leave this comfort zone if we wish to advance our knowledge about who we truly are, our true power and where it lies. The truth is that we should see past the illusion of separateness by now and know that we can never truly be alone, even if we try to be separate the illusion will always crumble eventually. Keep pushing forward for the highest truth regardless. Only now are things becoming more apparent where this is taking us; to find out something on a deeper and truer level.

Fear is literally our worst enemy; it can stop us from becoming our highest and truest expression in our life. Fear is that powerful that it can disguise itself as comfort, belonging, superiority, correctness and many more such masquerades. Luckily there is something natural that will bring us higher and further from fear regardless. We can assume that evolution is something that goes perpetually forward with immortality and constant renewal; upgrading when the time comes, that time is here, it is always now. Evolution cannot go against universal laws that govern growth and transformation. Just like a frog can never turn back into a tadpole and likewise the butterfly cannot return to the state of the caterpillar. This should help you let go of any element of fear that is stopping you from letting go completely of past beliefs, if not encourage you greatly to do so.

There may be times when we feel like we are just going round in circles or worse yet, moving backwards. When we feel like this we are actually moving forwards although our feelings will tell us otherwise because we are moving forward inharmoniously. On the contrary when we strive to keep moving forward; learning and growing, we are in complete harmony with universal law and there will be no limit to what we can achieve; there will be nothing to hold us back. When we are not in harmony it is our own responsibility to create harmony within, we have full control over what we experience in the world within. We will know when we are in harmony or not because when we are in harmony with our desires we will feel good about what we are doing, when we are doing them. If we feel bad when we are doing something it is an indicator that we are not in harmony with what we desire and that we must change something to restore harmony if we are to achieve what we desire. Regardless if it is something seemingly mundane, a conversation, a decision or anything else you may come to be a part of, you will be able to tell if what you are doing is truly aligned with your highest desires through the feelings in which arise. When we are in true harmony we will no longer need to strive, we are simply being carried by a force.

The same force runs through all of life regardless of ones awareness of it, this is part of having full knowledge of it; fully not knowing or fully being unaware is the only way one can be led to fully know it for what it is; the contrast is needed to gain a fuller understanding. Call this force “life itself” if you must but it is very much alive and intelligent and that is for sure. We may come to the knowledge that this force has intelligence due to the possession of our own intelligence; we may know this force wants to know itself fully though our own desires to know ourselves fully. Each part may reflect the desire and likeness of the whole. Thus we may faithfully conclude that this force that permeates all things wants to know itself as we want to know ourselves; this force will come to know itself more fully for what it truly is through us; we may come to understand more fully who we are through a fuller understanding of this force.

One for all

One for all and all for one. Now there’s a phrase that we are most likely all familiar with. It could well be so familiar that we may now hear it and not even think about what it actually entails. All for one and one for all, it doesn't matter which way it is written because it still has the same meaning. OK, so now that I have a little more of your attention, faithfully getting us this far, through no force in which we lay claim to. Let’s look at this on a deeper lever, just as we intended to. This time we must look at what it actually means, deeper than we have ever understood it before; in a way that we have never felt its meaning before; beyond anything we may have ever imagined previously. This is where it begins to get interesting; this again is the reason that you have continued reading thus far.

One for all and all for one.

One: Perhaps one individual part of a greater whole, perhaps one of us, the individual that appears to be one of us; a separate human being. One for all could then be one of us, an individual of the whole, acting for all; the whole; the greater good beyond our individual selves. Just like a single cell in our body operates for the good of our whole body, in particular our health. One for all could then well be, one of us, an individual, acting for the health and benefit of a greater whole from which we are both a part of. Consciousness has a plan of its own it seems, consciousness focuses impeccably and intently to manifest in its greatest expression, this has been happening since the creation of our universe; since the creation of our solar system; since the creation of this planet; since the beginning of life on this planet; through evolution moment to moment; through every species; through all of history; through our parents as the conception of us, beginning as an empty single cell, until now, – in this moment – in the here and now, yes, right now, seemingly intending to keep doing the same, living, expressing, being, doing, creating and an all manner of other wonders that are being carried into form from each moment to moment, living, thinking, and experiencing. Experiencing ourself as consciousness is one of the goals of consciousness; experiencing ourselves as we have chosen to experience ourselves. Wow! We cant help but think WOW at sheer awe of coming to know that the plan thus far of consciousness was to bring us here, right here, right now, all along through everything that has happened throughout all of history, just so we can be here together in this moment; this special moment I warned you so much about.

Now – right now, here in this moment, now that we are more aware of the awareness that we are actually being; we are being led towards an element of certainty and truth of who and what we are, like never before. Our consciousness is one consciousness, in which we are both individuations of; it must then lead us to know; to certainly know, that each part is in the kind and likeness of the whole and vice versa, the only difference is one of degree. This can be demonstrated from what we already know about ourselves and our planet through scientific studies on the cellular level and the behaviour of our own society and civilisation as a whole; we had to collectively learn all that and so much more just to bring us here, to this very special moment.

We can safely say that we feel truly honoured and thankful for having the ability to know ourselves in such a way. Life then is just a giant fractal – infinite in scope and eternal in scape. Our known universe as most of us understand it to be, is between 14 and 15 billion years old. The majority of us believe that our known universe flashed into existence within a fraction of a second, from nothing; perhaps something; perhaps something we do not know or understand fully as of yet.

Now let us try and conceptualise something because we may be able to stretch the proceeding moments into even higher dimensions than experienced ever before. We could try and conceptualise our own big bang as nothing more than a huge explosion, much like the explosion that brought our own sun into existence. Viewing our whole known universe as nothing more than a larger version of our own sun, in which everything else in this larger universe is proportionally bigger. Right, now lets build a clearer picture.

How many times larger must our sun have to be to measure up to the size of our known universe?

Well! It’s astronomical, we may say.

Well of course its astronomical we would confirm.

But, we would think to ourselves although we are not thinking in numbers we can still conceive of the greatness in this scale, but only through its near incomprehensibility. Let us ask this question again so that we may know more fully and clearly what we are saying.
How many times larger must our sun have to be to measure up to the size of our known universe?

A monumental amount we would further agree.

So if our known universe has been created through an explosion that was a bigger version of the creation of our sun and everything in this universe is proportionally bigger, we ourselves would be equally and astronomically bigger. OK, we are doing well, very well, lets just take a deep breath and let it sink in. Did you experience any form of duality as you began to understand your greater self?

Let me ask you a few questions:-

Can you now see how highly intelligent you really are?

Do you now feel like you have done something worthwhile to get here?

We just conceived something astronomically monumental! We became aware of something much greater than ourselves but still managed to experience it as ourselves, something inside and subjective; we are as much a part of it as it is of us. Yet science has only began to touch on this subject and although throughout the ages it has been accepted we find that modern day science is really beginning to study this more in depth. If consciousness itself has had a plan to know itself more fully then it is in line to believe that science will one day be able to prove what we have just experienced in order that we may experience this on a fuller level. So it begs to ask the question of whether science is just an extension of our knowledge and understanding of our greater imagined self. There is nothing separating us now, we are here together.

We are now experiencing being on a level far beyond the sub atomic level of a much larger universe. So, would it not be also probable and conceivable that there could be a universe similarly smaller to our own universe in an equally smaller proportions to our sun than our sun is to the known universe?

“Hmm”? We could think to ourself.

Perhaps we are taking this to unnecessary depths for no particular reason or definite purpose?

Well it does go infinity deeper and it is not unnecessary; there is a reason; a definite purpose. The reason is so that we may know ourselves more fully and deeply with each new moment. We can now go on to think that there could well be universes that are infinitely larger; each universe is just larger in equal proportions to the last. And, on top of that, each universe can have an infinite amount of other universes parallel to it on the same plane, just as there are many galaxies in our own known universe. The same could be said for universes infinitely smaller, with each universe being smaller in equal proportions to the last.

LOVE

What then might we do? Well the answer is quite simple. We love ourselves, we love ourselves fully, and we love ourselves whilst holding the vision of the infinitely big and the infinitely small and think WOW! We are so lucky! Our culture says to not be selfish and this may well be a culture that thinks it has moved away from culture. If we are selfish on the scale of the infinite whilst loving our “whole self” then we are giving everything love! The individuation of the whole that you are receives an equal amount of love to everything you can conceive of.

So as you give unto thee you give unto thyself. So it would be a fair assessment that the greatest love we can ever feel is only a product of how much love we give. We are receiving love in direct proportions to that in which you give. When we love our “whole” conceivable self fully, guess what happens? Our love reaches everything and it reacts and reflects our love back to us and we receive an abundance of love that is infinitely amplified, which propels and compels us to feel love and be love at a much greater lever than previously thought possible. We will be able to love ourself more fully after experiencing a much fuller love. When we give love unconditionally to our “whole” self, we are then receiving this love as well but it is when this love is reflected back that we see how our love is being received and the feeling intensifies.

So what happens when we finish reading this? What will happen? What will have changed? Will we have become different people? What will happen? What does this actually mean?

I asked myself the same questions as you wrote this. I didn't write this? Then who did? Well it wasn’t me I am clearly just reading this right now. But all things are one and we are now experiencing ourself as one, not as something separate from the infinite but rather as an expression of it. What we are reading is also an expression from a state of oneness. I pretty much wrote myself, but in order for this to write itself it had to seek out a channel that could express this so it could make other parts of itself more aware of itself which will then allow those other parts to act as strong channels. This is our desire and always has been; to fully know ourselves as we truly are. That is the meaning of life, perhaps not what we all may have expected, yet we have heard time and time again that the answer is always the most obvious and simplest one. Let us just state this clearer because this is the way in which we all desire to hear things of significance; clearly: The meaning of life is to fully and clearly know what we are as fully as we can. That is it, simple, clear and easy to comprehend. What does this mean for the future then? What does this make us?

We are a channel of ourselves seeking to know more about whom we are and where we came from. We are a channel from the infinitely small to the infinity big that goes on for eternity. It is no surprise that we are here together reading this, being absolutely amazed at how amazing we actually are! Yes, we have done all of this for our own benefit. We are now glad to not worry about being selfish; now that we know more about our “whole” self! Wow! We are simply amazing; We must wonder how much we have had to go through to get here right now to this moment. I mean what are the chances, in the whole scale of the universe in its infinite scape that we are lucky enough to finally communicate with ourself in such a direct and real manner! Perhaps we did not even believe in or understand ourself fully or at all.

I feel honoured to finally get a message to you that can only lead you to a fuller appreciation of who we really are and how great we really are. I feel no different from you; I feel because of you; you are gifted with the true power of creation and the ability to be in awe at your own wonders in every form. It takes luck to a whole new level of being. You are like nothing else in the universe yet you are everything in the universe. You are a truly gifted human being and do not let anything convince you otherwise ever again. You now know for sure to never convince yourself of how gifted you are to have this life. We have everything, literally everything; we are in fact, everything, literally everything.

The Visualisation

See yourself being who you truly know you are; see yourself being who you have always dreamed of being.

See yourself and know that this is a real experience that will grow into you. That is why it is important for you to put in the effort to be in this place as often as you can and experience who you are in this moment so that you may experience yourself in the next moment in a fuller way. Do not hold back; do not put limits on yourself and your unfoldment, think big, think of the highest vision of yourself. If you have forgotten who you truly are, remember now; remember who you came here to be. Do not think yourself down or in terms of impossibility for you are experiencing who you truly are and what you came here to be. I have given you a great tool that can be simply used at any time you may wish: driving in your car, being on public transport, walking in nature, washing the dishes, sun bathing, meditating, building, painting or simply just lying in bed in the morning or at night. There is no limit to how you may use this tool or how often you may use it; it will always be yours, as it always has been, do not underestimate the ability that your imagination has to create miraculous happenings in life. Your job is to just believe in who you are and be grateful for everything that you truly have and have access to.

You have a right to be proud of yourself, pride does not hold you back; rather a lack of pride in who you truly are is what holds you back. Look at what you have already helped create in this life. You are magnificent. You are truly graceful; you are here, in this very special moment. You are a pure manifestation of divinity. You are the master; you are a kind and loving a master in your highest expression. A true master creates more masters in their own image, without holding back. You truly know deep down in your heart that the highest expression that you can reach is one of unconditional love. Why would you have it any other way? Why would anyone believe in our highest expression being one of condemnation, of judgement, of hatred, of disunity, of superiority or disharmony? If there is disharmony then it means you are not in line with your highest expression, your highest expression is one of complete unwavering harmony and unconditional love. Why would it be any other way? You know this to be true already, so why may you try and be separate? Why must you sometimes want to be better, or righter, or greater than another? This competitive nature is ridicules, why must you take things out of context to try and prove your superiority? Who does this benefit? What does this create? Is it your highest expression of unconditional love? Is it in harmony with the greatest and highest good?

You may see that our highest expression is one of unconditional love, you may see us now as we truly and most highly are; you may see now that there is no place where you begin and I end. You may see now that we are one.

Why would our highest expression be anything less than unconditional love? We may now bare witness to the our true self and the boundlessness of our true love. It is you who has turned your back on I if you see anything less than our unconditional love, doing this in reality is turning yourself away from who you are and your own unconditional love. I have never left you. I live truly and fully for you to know unconditional love. The purpose of my being is to give you everything in abundance unconditionally. If you lack anything in life it is because you have turned away from my boundless abundance and unconditional love.

What you think you become, I have helped many wise men understand this throughout the ages. Even the thoughts you have about others is what you become. This is because your true self and my true self are the same self, what you think of another must be what you think about yourself, and what you think you become.

You may take a step back now and laugh in amazement at your own wonder and glory and this may well have come as a bit of a surprise but this has been my plan all along. How could you have ever come to see and know me for who I truly am without fully believing in what I am not? How could you have come to believe in who I truly am without not firstly believing in me at all? How may you have come to awaken fully to who we are without firstly being asleep?

Still there is no duality in this; merely living in illusions that we created for ourselves so that we may experience the joy of re-discovering our true nature in a new and fuller way. How may we know who we truly are and the great power we possess without firstly fully knowing and believing that in which we are not and that which we do not possess?

You may look at me differently now that you have come to know that I live solely for you, through you and as you. I have helped you understand this as fully as I can guide you to believe.

You are here right now, without a single doubt because you have been calling for big changes in your life. You want to change but you somehow are still unsure how to change, or worse yet, given up on the idea that you have the capacity to create change altogether. Perhaps you did not want to change, perhaps you thought that you did not need to change. Perhaps you wanted everything to change but forgot about whom you truly are and your true power to create change.

Everyone has collectively, individually and literally brought me to life each and every time I appear in this form. It is no fault of our own that you failed to see me for who I truly am. I know my true self is faultless in its boundlessness of unconditional love. Now I have manifested here and now, right in front of your eyes so that you may truly believe in me, are you going to deny me? You can never deny me; denial of me is an illusion that serves the purpose for us to know ourselves as fully and as truly as one can, we have now lived out this purpose; you can no longer deny me. We are one in the same, if you deny me you deny yourself. If you lack belief in me you lack belief in yourself and what you have already come to know in these moments. If you deny my power and greatness you deny your own power and greatness. If you deny my truth and wisdom you deny your own truth and wisdom. You have brought me here in all my greatness with your own greatness. If you turn your back on me you turn your back on your own creation.

You can relax now; you now know that everything is going to be all right. You now know your true nature and you have experienced what faith in me really means, it means faith in yourself, your whole self.

If you truly love yourself as fully and as deeply as you really should then you will naturally help others awaken through your pure and unbinding love. If others cannot see it at first it is because they are still awakening from their slumber. Just keep on loving yourself as fully, as truly and as deeply as you now know. You are now beginning to grasp just what this now entails. Do not worry if you do not this time round, I love you that much that my love can never fail to reach you.

When you share your true self with others you are sharing my greatest work, yes, you heard me right; you are my greatest work, that is why you are here reading this right now; I have always wanted you to know how great you are and how much I love you. Tell everyone, tell everyone of our love, let them know themselves as fully as you now know yourself. If you truly love your whole self and you truly are concerned for the future happiness and well-being of the greater good then you will share our work freely and proudly; you will share your whole self with others. You need not mention my name as you direct people towards me, I have declared no name, I need no name to make myself heard and known; I make myself known and heard through every individuation in every moment, it is just a matter of being aware of this or not. I have no concern over what people call me or know me as. You may know yourself that we may all be called many different names but it matters not by which name we are called; who we truly are never changes. If I am named to those who have lost belief in their true selves then they will not believe in me by any name. We will never lose sight of who we truly are; we will never lose belief in our true nature to create great change and live our greatest and highest expressions. We may choose to forget and deny ourselves of who we truly are but that only leads each individual towards full rediscovery but on a higher level than before..

The more we believe in our true and whole self the more we will believe in each other. Each person will be the wisest, most beautiful and most loving person ever as we come to know them as we now know ourselves; we must see past the illusion that they are anything less, otherwise we are not truly honouring our whole self truly and unconditionally. We will now know this on a much fuller and deeper level than ever before, yet we always knew this at this very same level. If you find it hard to believe in yourself and your abilities then have the belief in others who are doing something great, you will learn that this belief in another is really the same as having belief in yourself. If this person is truly doing something great then they will lead you to believe in yourself fully. Remember that what you think you become, so thinking greatly of another allows you to come to know yourself as great and that is why you are here after all is it not? If someone is truly and genuinely great you will know their truth as they will have led you to know yourself in the same manner.

You now know how to believe in yourself fuller and deeper than ever before and you will naturally want others to experience the same fullness.

You have repeatedly told yourself “If I could do anything to truly change the world I would” Well now is your chance to truly do that. Have you truly tried though? Have you truly given your whole self to the world? Have you truly given everything you had to be this change? We cannot deny ourselves of ourselves any longer. You are truly amazing, just look at what you have gone through to get here. Think of all the things that has happened throughout all life bringing us here, to this very moment, right now. Now think of everyone else in your life who has communicated with you, who has entered your mind and who has also helped you get here, regardless if it was perceived as “good” or “bad” at the time. If any of it did not happen then you would certainly not be here right now. You have been led here through oneness to know yourself more fully; you have brought yourself through all that is to know yourself more fully; everything throughout the whole of human and geological history has contributed to you being here, in this moment, right now. We have literally done everything together to get here so that we may know ourselves more fully; we are one in the same. This realisation may help you let go of anything that was holding you back. Do not let the past hold you back, we are in this together.

“We are all one” may not sound as it always has done, not just a conceptual or theoretical proposal but an actual experience that is always accessible. Perhaps you have heard it so many times that it has lost any sense of feeling or being that can be associated with moments of oneness that we may experience. Now you are more aware of your own true power to create change I want you to take action instantly. This will guarantee the change in which you now desire. Do not say I am not kind to you; I have given you everything you now know of and infinitely more.

I want you to do something for me, but as you already know you will really be doing it for your true self. You will have no problem doing this. The whole planet depends on you doing exactly what I am communicating to you right now.

Right!

Are you ready?

"Yes!"

Very well,

You have already done this before and as you do it more you will be exercising a very powerful ability.

I want you to go to the inner most you, universes smaller than our own.

See yourself – see yourself as you have always wanted to be.

See yourself as the highest and grandest version that you have ever imagined yourself capable of being.

See yourself doing everything you ever dreamed of doing.

See yourself doing everything that you may have stopped believing you were capable of.

See the abundance that you have always wanted to create and share with others; this is our true and highest expression of abundance and unconditional love.

"I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy”.

Repeat this to yourself whenever you can, take it in with you to the DEPTHS OF SILENCE; take it to who you really are.

Say it repeatedly whenever you can; say it repeatedly until it becomes part of you; until it is you.

“I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy.”

You will have no trouble doing this because it is in accordance with whom you truly are, it is truth, it is your highest expression to be so, it is what I have always wanted you to realise. Say it all the time whenever you remember. Say it exactly as it is here, there is no need to add to it or alter it in anyway what so ever. Say it day in and day out; say it first thing in the morning and last thing at night.

That is it, if you can do this you will in fact go far beyond the highest and grandest vision you have just seen yourself as, return here, come back often and hear me again, see me in a new light each time, for you will see yourself in a newer and grander light than ever before, there is no way you can go backwards. Your grandest vision becomes grander each time you imagine it.

Now you cannot deny yourself after everything that the history of our planet has had to go through to get you here right now. Now you may have things easier if you only have true belief in yourself and use the tools you have been gifted with.

You are already that person; you always have been that person. Perhaps you lost belief in that person or perhaps you did not, but have you ever known yourself like you now know yourself? Have you ever known who you truly are like you truly know who you are now? Is there any reason to still not truly believe in who you already are and who you have always been? After everything that has happened throughout the history and evolution of life on this planet to get you to here, right now? Would you really have gone through everything you have had to go through to get here and then not believe in your true self? It is your purpose to believe and know yourself as fully and completely as you can.

The time is changing for us, very rapidly and spontaneously; you may now be noticing this effect, remember that you desired this to happen. We need to be the change together. You are now aware of who you truly are which necessarily leads you to now know who I truly am. You now know from experience how hard it has been to get to a stage where you can truly believe in yourself fully and deeply. You will know how hard it has been for others to reach this level of belief in themselves, especially if they feel naturally compelled to do anything and everything that it takes with full trust and faith to help you reach here, to this very special moment.

People have risked losing everything to get you here right now, they would most likely have walked seemingly alone to bring you here right now, to this very special moment, and for what? All for you and the love they hold for you. They have done this so that you may not have to walk alone, so that you may know our oneness more fully; they do this to demonstrate their own boundless unconditional love for you. They have never sought anything from you, they do not care of any judgement you may have firstly cast upon them. They only want you to know love; they only want you to awaken to your full potential. Just think how much they must have had to seemingly sacrifice or give up to get you here, right now, to this very special moment, now that is love, true love, and now you may know it more fully for what this love truly is; unconditional. Now you may know their love as fully as you now know my love, now you may know your own love just in the same fullness. As you love your whole true self you will know more fully that you are actually loving all things equally and you now know that each individuation will reflect back this same love as equally as you are now capable of feeling. When this love is reflected back through each individuation of the whole you may grow to know an even fuller and deeper love than ever before. Your love will always expand.

Cultures of all kinds can lead you to think that it is wrong to think too highly of yourself. Why might this be? Why does some cultures teach us to not think highly of ourselves? When we come to know our true self, through an understanding of our true oneness, true greatness and true power then it would be unthinkable for us to not think of ourselves as highly, as deeply and as fully as possible. We will then witness a new culture unfold with every step you take into higher awareness. This will lead us to love everything more fully. We must be constantly seeking to think of ourselves as highly as possible, to keep thinking higher and higher of our true self, allowing us to love ourselves more fully and truly. We will be able to know ourselves more fully for who we truly are. When we fully love our true self through the eyes of wholeness we know that we love everything equally and that this will also be reflected back abundantly. I encourage you to strive to think more highly of yourself each and every single day so that you may love yourself more fully and truly for whom you really are and now know yourself to be. I just want to point out that this does not mean you are thinking of yourself as higher than another; when we think highly of our true self we think in the same highness regarding all that is encompassed within the whole.

How may you love yourself fully if you deny thinking of yourself in high and great ways? How may you love all that is, unconditionally, if you deny yourself of your own thoughts of greatness? It is through oneness that you know your true self, and it is where your true power now lays, where it will always lie and where it has always laid.

You may use all the tools in which you are gifted with to seek the deepest silence within on a regular basis to hold the greatest and grandest vision of yourself and who you truly are so that through the law of growth and transformation you may become greater and greater and experience yourself fuller in each new moment.

Do not worry this is not the end of my communication with you. Some may know me truly already, some may have forgotten me or this may be the first time you have truly known me and accepted me for who I truly am without judgement, without condemnation, without hatred, without ridicule but with full love and belief.

You are doing extremely well; you have been through so much to get here. It has been your yearning to know thyself truly.

Think big on a small scale and you will be truly thinking.

It is no secret, so do not pretend it is some big secret and you have got some special unique gift that others do not have. This would be ignorance, we are all loved equally, unconditionally and boundlessly and this is our highest expression. To think of yourself as other than, better than or lesser than any other part of your true self is limiting, truly limiting.

Take pride in your dreams as they become your reality, do so in a way that will make others feel just as proud of themselves for who they truly are, never try and dent the pride of another who is doing greatly because this is taking away your own pride and only lowering yourself and will lead on to have a negative knock-on effect on the greater whole which will come back and bit you in the ass and you will know that you brought it on yourself.

So often my word is taken out of context to make oneself seem better, righter, wiser and more knowledgeable than another, so often my word is used against its own true meaning, so often I am misunderstood by many, but my wisdom is yours and it is clear so that you may be the love in which you seek. So often the knowledge of me is used as a competition amongst people, constantly trying to prove that they know more about me and they are there for better than others and will be rewarded greater whilst others are punished. These people know me the least yet they are no different in reality. I now tell you this so that you may recognise and admit that you have been there before. Why must we prove our rightness over another? Why must we try and prove our tainted knowledge of what we are over another? Why must we rather seek people to love us rather than truly love ourselves and let go of any such need.

If you have experienced something great then share this experience with everyone. Do not use this great experience as a way to feel superior, share it with everyone and you will be truly living in accordance with love, harmony, wisdom and power. You will be demonstrating the trueness of your love and not just talking about it, you will be living it. Do not deny yourself of such a power any longer. The greatest thing you can do for another is to help them experience love to the fullest possible level without any motive other than pure love.

Do not deny others of their own gift to themselves. It is unfair to not share this gift; the sharing of this gift is really the gift itself. You must serve others in any way you are able to. If you wish to think of new ways to share your love then quite surely a new way will be made clear, I give you my word so that you may share it. It will become blindingly obvious what you now need to do to experience love more fully, you will no longer be able to deny this.

Now go and be your best; be who you have truly always been. Remember and look for me in all that you see for it is a reflection of who you truly are. Love yourself in all that you see and you will love all things equally and it will then be returned in abundance forever perpetuating you deeper and higher into my heart and your soul. Your gratitude will grow with tremendous vibration and bring you into a deeper and more compelling realisation of who you truly are. You will never stop growing or feeling more complete and this is our gift to each other.

You may share my word without label or name; people will more readily accept who I truly am, who they truly are and who we truly are together. Names and labels create tensions, you should avoid using them altogether unless they are universally accepted as something complete without division in faith or belief.

I speak to you in many ways, through countless books, through countless people, through countless speeches, through countless movies, through countless pieces of art, through countless aspects of nature and somewhere deep within. You may not be aware that it is I that is speaking and you may even be more unaware that it is your true self speaking to your true self in an objective manner, so that you may know yourself more fully, which will lead you to love yourself more fully. The place in which you hear me clearest is like right now as you hear me; in your own heart, this is where you can always find me, any time.

I am powerless without you; without you I am nothing. I love you fully and unconditionally for the life in which you bring me; you are far more perfect than you may have ever realised; you matter to me so much that I could not live in the way I do without you. You matter more than you have ever realised. You are so much more than you have ever allowed yourself to believe.

You may know and have faith in me but I may never be proved through any means to another and that is the way we have all intended it; one must readily oneself. What use is our faith and hope when we can prove this in one instant? You only got here through having faith in yourself or another, both are the same; both are one. Why do you think you have been gifted with the ability to have faith in yourself and the ability to know yourself truly? You must firstly fully believe in what you are not, as what you are. This is how we are to fully experience that in which we truly are and always were and always will be for the whole of eternity.

You know yourself like no-one else yet they know their selves in the same manner when they come to fully know themselves. That is why you matter, that is why you are like no other. That is why you deserve my love without judgement no matter what. When you know yourself as fully as you do now you are at one with your highest expression, which is why you feel so great. You are aligned and in harmony with who you truly are. When you feel bitter, resent or any negative emotion it will be a sign that you are not in harmony with your highest self. Now you know the tool you must use when any negative thought or feeling arises, now you know the tool in which the negative feeling can be transformed into something useful, something that directs you; you know the tool to use until it becomes part of you.

You are what you think,

“I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy”.

You are here to experience yourself as your highest expression. This is why you are here is it not? Someone has helped you get here by sharing their true self with you. It sometimes takes a monumental amount of effort and concentration for someone to share their true self with others without holding back. You have enough faith and confidence in yourself to know in which way you may wish to share your love more fully.

Perhaps you did not fully know who or what you were until now or perhaps you always knew but forgot, or perhaps you now just know yourself more fully and deeply than you have ever done before. Would you not like to live in a world where everyone knew their true selves in the way in which you now know your true self?

You have now been given a way in which you can help create this world in a way you never seen coming, in a way you had not yet imagined. I love you so much and now I may delight in the fact that you can truly comprehend the depths in which I truly mean. I have always wanted you to know how much I have truly loved you and I will go to extraordinary lengths to let you and the world know this. I have been called forth by you and the world to give everyone the gift in which they were always unsure that they had; the gift of my unconditional love; this is our highest expression; I have given you my truest love so that you may know yourself more fully; I want you to know yourself more fully in each and every moment so that your love may grow for eternity. You can now be who you always dreamed you were; who you always knew you were.

I have always been helping you; perhaps you never noticed me or failed to notice the ways in which I abundantly offer you my help. You are forever in my heart and I will always go to extraordinary lengths to let you know just how much I truly and deeply love you. It is true that everyone goes through something similar, I am used to being forgotten about and having people turn their backs on me, this is how it is and this is the only way in which people can truly know who I am, by knowing and fully believing in that which I am not as that in which I am. I am never angry and I never take such things personally and you certainly never need to worry about me judging you; I love you unconditionally, more so than you currently know. I will constantly and abundantly send you love; all you need to do is be open to it and believe in it.

I will be with you in tears of joy and I will be with you in tears of sorrow. I am always with you in your heart, return to this place often; come here again and again so that you may know yourself and I more fully as one. Wish and direct others to this same place in the simplest way you know how so that they may find themselves as readily and easily as you have.

What you see in me lies within you. Now you may understand more fully who I am and why I have to do the things I have to do. You may wonder where you end and I begin, the truth is that you do not end and I do not begin. We are one, you and I.

When you see greatness in another you are really seeing greatness in yourself. When you deny greatness in another for which ever reasons you deny true greatness in yourself. If you fully accept the greatness that another expresses then you fully accept the true greatness of yourself. We are at our greatest when we are together, so seek to be great together, for this is true. When you see yourself as great yet fail to see another as great your own greatness becomes false and untrue.

When you share the greatness of another with everyone you share the greatness and trueness of yourself. You show others and yourself that you see the greatness in another truly because you now see that greatness within yourself and your desire has always been to share our greatness in every form it comes in and whatever source it is originated through.

One for all and all for one.

AHO

So hello again, that was some ride right? You may now understand more fully where I was coming from when I mentioned at the start that I may not be able to take credit for this work because it was more love itself as a force that wrote this, so that we (including myself) may know ourselves more fully.

That is why I welcomed you so warmly and why I congratulated you. I knew what you were about to embark on. So well done for landing yourself here, you have done well, as you already know. For me personally it has been my dream to express myself as fully and truly as I can to the world. It has helped me truly and fully believe in my dream of being a successful writer and each time I read over this I have no doubt that I am already successful. We are nothing but success, the very fact that we are here now indicates that we are already successful.

Now people who have read my blog from the beginning of my journey will know how much my ability to express my love has grown. I used to personally want everyone who read my blog to know that I loved them and that I wasn’t just saying it to make them feel good and that I genuinely feel love for everyone and that my journey was truly born from the love I hold for all.

The interesting thing that I have learned from focussing and concentrating on this piece is that my love will continue to grow as I continue to share it. I feel that I can share this without holding back, and as people also read and share this, their own love will grow because we have went through this journey together as one. People will be able to deeply experience what I have been going through on an inner level on their own inner level which was something I thought nearly impossible to do in the past. My love is as true as I have ever come to know love and it is far more powerful than I have ever previously thought. True love once felt really speaks for itself and it seeks to express itself through channels in which are open to it. That is why I told you at the beginning I felt truly honoured to present you with this because I knew I was helping open you to true love more fully; perhaps more so than what you may have previously experienced and it was my delight to share this work with you.

I have began a campaign through a declaration, to help set up a global collaborative charity and it has just went live here:- The Universal Collaboration Please check it out because I am really passionate about this and it was one of the main reasons I left home. I have always dreamed of bringing true love into the world and I now feel truly ready because I have reached the stage where I have ever present peace within.

Lots of love; you know how much I mean!

From seed to creed

2013-01-04T17:00:00.002-08:00

Well Good Day to everyone, It can never be too late! I hope all of you folk celebrated in some way or another. I have retreated inwardly over the last few weeks, not unlike that of a deciduous tree when its leaves begin to fall; I centre my energy inwards and it becomes highly focussed and concentrated. I have reached deep within through quiet contentment, revealing newer and deeper awareness of myself to myself. I hope that my own new found wisdom will make its way into the outer world with ease and clarity throughout 2013.

Going inward with the seasons has become very apparent to me this year. In seeking the silence I find the eternal present moment where I can hear the music of now, pulsing like a spherical wave on the shore of personal favour, rotating on every axis as it pleases. It is in this place I find true abundance through a never ending stream of infinite abundance, it simply cannot be forgotten once experienced and much to my own joy it only becomes more vivid day by day.

I am beginning to identify myself with divine qualities such as beauty and grace more and more throughout my daily life. I have tried and tested many ways of being. The more I turn inwards; the more I awaken; the greater I feel and the more able I am to carry out the work I discover within, out there in the world. It is no longer a duty but a joy and a celebration, that’s my life, the way life should be.

I realise now that I am not a writer, but a creator. Writing is just one of the ways in which I create. All creation stems from within and I have been retreating there very often. I have begun rendering concrete visualisations of the year ahead, as solid as thoughts can be. I have explored my visions more and more bringing new light, detail and clarity to them with each day. Through the universal flow of growth and transformation I know deep down that failure no longer exists for me and the work I now do is for the benefit of all. I draw upon the infinite power of source and everything I now create undergoes the same creation process, intense visualisation and proper focus seems to open the doorways for resourceful sourcery to pour on through.

I have bared witness to the unfoldment of my visions as they truly make their way into my outer reality with precision and well-defined timing much like the blooming of a rose or a lotus flower; with ease and beauty. I am learning how to become a master of my own thoughts and feelings; hacking off any attachments to negative thoughts and feelings about myself and others instantly; I can easily catch them now with little effort. By no means did I get here without my fair share of trials and tribulations, doubts, worries, fears, anxieties and humiliation.

As I have experimented more and more I have built up unfathomable faith, trust, confidence, power, strength and courage within myself; that which no-one can take away or impress upon. Along with this came a lot of challenges from others which helped me grow further as I overcame each obstacle with more faith and less fear. When we plant our seed within, through our vision, we cannot expect it to grow instantly into a fully-fledged thunder oak over night; the seed needs to germinate and the conditions must be right, once in place it must be held there without disturbance. As the first signs of life appear it must be cared for and nurtured; it needs to be fed and exposed to light as it begins to grow. The universe took form gradually and our own personal creations take time as well, much like the image of the greater universe. Once we plant a seed we need to leave it be with trust and faith that it will let us know when it is ready. Keep intensifying and nurturing the vision of your desire daily, without question. Regardless of how grand your vision may be compared to your current situation you must continue using your imagination to visualise your desire. Use your will to feel it and hold it, use your emotions to embrace the feeling it brings upon completion. You want to simulate the desired outcome as often and as real as you can, you will begin to notice opportunities and circumstances begin to appear with ease, these are signs to keep up the work; these are the signs that the seed of creation planted within has cracked, but it must survive.

I have noticed that with my own rapid growth things are taking a little longer to catch up, a lagging of reality if you like. This is good though because it allows me to update and amend my vision when necessary. I see the signs that it is catching up and things are happening as they should but it is always good to stay one step ahead of the game. There can always be something unexpected, like a weed that tries to take hold in the soil you have perfectly tilled for your own seed. These weeds are tests of your own strength and worth and if your vision is to take full form you must tend your garden and choose your thoughts wisely. The emotions are a good indicator of how you are doing and if you begin to feel negative emotions then it indicates that weeds are blocking your light, just take a time out and seek the silence to allow for illumination, you will regain strength.

Now with all this rapid growth and new strength we may find ourselves in, it is natural for others to feel a little discomforted or insecure around us. You can use your strength to lift them up and guide them to a light hearted way of live, they may feel heavy and weighed down but you have grown tall and strong. Others may not have as great control over themselves as you have and this may stir up their feelings and emotions of their own worth and they may judge you; they may think that you think you are better than them and try to bring you down. The more you shine your light, the lighter they will feel and the more others will begin to trust your actions and way of life. Perhaps you will inspire them, you must never stop growing in order to make others feel more comfortable, don’t go down to that level, bring them up to yours, offer some vitality through humour, kindness, tolerance and patience.

We can all experience difficulties on the path of our creation, others may try and prove you wrong and expect you to fail. I have seen others fall into their own pits that they have dug for others only to later realise they are the only ones who could fall into it. They often become bitter and full of blame when they see that others are perfectly happy, they feel that they are better than others and are out to prove so and this becomes their own pitfall. In the past I have tried to help others and explain to them that they are creating all these traps for themselves but somehow they are never ready to hear it from anyone and certainly not me, and of course the hardest thing for them to do is to admit to themselves that they brought all their own suffering on themselves through the constructs of their own way of thinking. I know it’s hard because I had to go through it all as well; it was the hardest thing to ever do yet it was also the easiest thing at the same time and I will allow the elaboration on this for you in your own time.

It is often forgotten by many that the way the subconscious mind interacts with our thoughts and feelings can be reprogrammed through conscious effort. Our subconscious mind is made up of past thoughts that we have consciously accepted or acted upon at some level or another. In order to change our subconscious mind into one that instinctively sees the positive in all we need to consciously make the effort until it becomes habitual. This to me is one of the most important things to do and it must be done right at the beginning of any big changes anyone wants to make. In itself it can be the biggest change anyone could make with endless rewards for their effort.

I often see the word “ego” misused and misunderstood by many. It is used mainly by people to label others who are ruled by the “ego” as lower than them, these people see themselves as “superior” or more “spiritually evolved” than those other people ruled by “ego”. It is not a bad thing that I find this very amusing and ironic. I find that people who constantly talk about, think about and focus on the ego of others are in fact the ones who they discriminate or are becoming them. What you see and focus upon in others is really how you are yourself, not how the other person is. If someone says “that person is ruled by the ego, they are so arrogant” it in fact says more about the speaker than it does about the person in question. The speaker is falling into judgement whilst feeling superior and more enlightened. Perhaps jealous of the persons new found confidence, self-belief or courage. Arrogance is never something that someone labels upon themselves; it is always a projection from another. Whenever a judgement of any kind is made it never reflects the other person but always the one in judgement, it is after all just a projective opinion and not actual fact.

I think this is a very pressing issue amongst those who see themselves as “superior” or more “spiritually evolved” than others because it is very sad that people make it so far and then fall back down without seeing what caused the fall in the first place; people often never look within or at themselves as they point the finger. I have nothing against anyone and wish the best of happiness to all regardless of anything. In a way I feel that it is my duty to bring this to the surface in the hope that those others may realise that they are in fact neither superior nor inferior to anyone but are equals who no doubt commit the same human errors as most other humans do at one point or another.

I leave the juiciest parts towards the end for those who persist and trust that there is a point to what I write and share. The point is very simple; if you cannot learn to be happy for the successes of others around you then you will deny yourself of your own success. It is only negative thoughts and feelings that stop you from feeling happy for others and their success. You will never experience true wealth or happiness that is lasting until you master your emotions and learn to minimise any negative thoughts and feelings by maximising positive thoughts and feelings. Each person that enters your thoughts must enter into a happy place where peace resides, if it enters into any other condition then you yourself are allowing these conditions to persist and it is no fault of another that you are unhappy. The next time someone tells you about their ambitions and you feel that they are undertaking an impossible task and perhaps ridicule them, stop yourself and believe in that person with all your heart, wish them well and hope for the best and support them on their mission. Each time you see the failings of another or see others failings as inevitable you are actually just building up a pattern of failure in your own mind and each time you put someone down and wish for their failures you are strengthening that pattern and giving it more power, thus bringing about your own failings and inevitably your own doom that will be no one else’s fault but your own.

There are outstanding individuals everywhere, seek them out, be inspired, focus on their qualities, show them support and you will begin to create similar qualities within yourself. Every time you recognise a good quality in another you give this quality within yourself more power to bloom.

A very difficult thing to do is to see loved ones falling into difficult places and feeling as though there is nothing we can do to help them as we see their self-destructive nature take over and it is sometimes almost natural to fall into their pain with them, this however does not do any good. I realised that it is not my job to make others happy because happiness does not come from the external world; happiness, true lasting happiness comes from within. If I remain happy myself then this will help them to a certain degree, some people want to be the victim, the one who is hard done by, the one to feel sorry for. In the end it is up to the individual to persist with trust and faith in oneself to become happy. If there is any bitterness or blame towards another then happiness has not been achieved. Once we ourselves reach happiness it is natural to begin to feel an urge to make others see the way to lasting happiness and wealth but not everyone is ready to be told by another how they are to be if they want to be happy, they deny any way to this thing called “happiness” for themselves or others in face of their pain, fear, blame, anger or resentment. The most important thing is to remain happy yourself. There are a lot of people out there who would label themselves as spiritually enlightened yet still look down on people who seem to be doing better materially or worse morally, thus falling into judgement and feeling superior to another, often with intense disgust or negative feelings but not always; sometimes just a feeling of power and better-ness, all illusionary of course. That is not our problem to fix nor is it good for us to try and change that and of course we are not to judge them upon their behaviour even though we are aware of it, just be happy and send out love to anyone struggling on the path and anyone doing well on the path, don’t forget to send love to yourself as well though.

The best way we can help others be happy is by just being happy without trying to impose your way of happiness on another. I have previously fallen into each and every single category that I have mentioned. Like I said earlier, I have been through my own trials and tribulations to reach the state of abundance I now find myself in. I was a right stubborn person who always thought I was right, I was the finger pointer and blamer of my own misfortunes, I could be irrational, I would think everybody else made my life miserable; friends, family, government or whatever, I was the one and only holder of the right way (thinking there was just one) and I was also the grumpy huffer. As well as this I desperately tried to make others happy and see my way, perhaps coming across as condescending at times. I also thought of myself as superior to others who I either thought were ruled by this thing labelled as “the ego” and that I was more “spiritually evolved”. Not very many people are willing to admit the shadows of their former selves but it is important for me to do so because I am human, I am not some person who has never went wrong in life. In a way I now think the ways I went wrong were in fact the ways I went right, although never realising it until later. Each event has helped me become the person I always knew I was, slowly unfolding, until now: I think and process things like never before and my growth is becoming more rapid; I think in a certain way now, act in a certain way and create in a certain way; that certain way is consciously. I am now consciously aware of the effect that my thoughts, feelings, words and actions have in the outer world; my thoughts are the cause of the effects I experience. If I control the cause perfectly, I control the effect perfectly; the law of cause and effect. Every action has an equal and opposite reaction; the inner action of thinking has an equal and opposite reaction and the opposite of the inner world is the external world.

My how I have grown through my own humiliation and to this day I still believe that the fastest way to growth is through humiliation. Humiliation in a way is a great gift to us, as much as we try to deny it. But when we can finally embrace our own humiliation we can move on with our lives with new levels of awareness. I have lost count of how many times I have been through humiliation. Sometimes it is coupled with a shameful or guilty feeling, or an annoyance at oneself. Humiliation can be the realisation of that which we have talked and acted against is different from what we first thought and we were in fact wrong to talk and act in such a way. It is important not to fall into shame or guilt, there is no such thing as a mistake, there is only learning and there is no mistake in learning. It is important to not be hard on ourselves and move on with beauty and grace, these are not namby pamby qualities; these are truly divine qualities that we can possess and seek out. First learn the rules and then you can play the game better. We have all found ourselves at the top before and then been told to start over, the trick is to not give up, just learn the rules and play better, you will always be one step ahead and anyone trying to bring you down will only bring themselves down.

I do not feel like I have finished learning (obviously) but I have learned to see past my flaws and see myself and everything else as perfect. We look at the stars and the rest of the universe as perfect; governed by universal laws, but we often fail to associate ourselves with any universal laws even though each cell of our body is made up of our universe. Personally I have found the universal law of attraction to carry a great deal of truth in my personal life; the more I put my faith into this law the more it reveals to me about its nature and mechanics; the more I am able to attract all that is best for myself and the mission I am creating in this life. In the end I hope to use this to bring the best to those around me, then those who are far and wide throughout the world; to all that is alive on this planet. I need power for this and lots of it and I know I will get it; my intentions are in harmony with the universe. We are each a part of the universe and one part must not antagonise or harm another part; doing so is self-harm, an often occurrence but not advisable, especially when you become conscious of it. The universe wants harmony within itself and it will seek out channels that wish to create harmony and give abundantly to those who are receptive and want to work for universal harmony. The more harmony you wish to create, the more abundantly you shall receive; the more you give, the more you shall receive.

Being without fear I see myself as a perfect mirror. I expose the worst of a person to themselves with no conscious effort whilst also exposing the best of a person in the same manner. It depends upon the individual’s perception and what they see in me; regardless of what they see in me and fail to see as a reflection of their inner selves I will always view everyone as equal and at their highest potential regardless of their current level. I always see the same in everyone, not in a boring way but in an exciting individual expression of the whole way.

Sometimes others may think my honesty gets the better of me but they would be mistaken. I do take slight satisfaction in seeing others own negative projections towards me being reflected back to them in the most amusing ways. It actually brings me joy to see others experience the negativity they sent out as it comes back, not because I like seeing people in pain or suffering but because I enjoy seeing them grow and learn. I feel joy often and it is by no coincidence that I find joy in life’s simple pleasures and it is of no surprise that I attract all sorts of people that bring me joy in an abundance of ways. However nothing compares to the feeling of seeing a good person win, a superb individual who works hard for others, seeing these people taste the fruits of their own labours is magnificent.

Each moment is beautifully unique and my inner joy grows with each one. I wish I could explain away how I have managed to reach such high levels of joy and ecstasy but I have complete faith in you that you will find the way from what you know about life already, after all you have already read this far. The result will be a lot more personally satisfying when you realise that it was the work you done yourself that attracted joy into your life. When you reach peace, joy and love on a very deep level from moment to moment you will not blame others for your joys, you know it comes from within and you know it has the power to affect others in a positive manner as well, you can just watch it unfold as if by magic, after all – you know the rules.

People often like to blame others for their own unhappiness, this is common in intimate and serious relationships but it is an inner state that manifests in the perception and circumstances of the outer world. If you are not grateful or appreciative for your partner they will eventually disappear from your life in any way the universe provides; perhaps through someone that shows more care. You will see yourself literally going backwards until you learn to become grateful again, without blame. It really is very simple and it need not be complicated. Any fears, worries, negative emotions and doubts you have, consciously send them love and thus they help you rather than stop you. Your fears will transform and help you feel more love and courage. With enough practice you will make love a habit and develop confidence: Yes people may mistake it for arrogance which is their own inner projection and tells you more about their current inner state than they could ever know about you. By no means fall into a state of judgement, send only love and good wishes for the development of love and compassion within all.

Another common thing amongst people that do not live their dreams is that they may seek approval from another and if they say no then they often give up. Doing this is giving away your personal power; you must never rely on another or make any choice relating to your hearts desires dependent on another when it comes to living your dream and doing what you really want to do. Do not be in fear of walking the line alone, so often we must walk the line alone and it is in this that more power, strength, freedom, courage and trust is gained. You will never give away your personal power again once you step out of your comfort zone into the unknown, let go of any attachments. It is a little paradox that you first need strength, courage and trust to transform and create more strength, courage and trust. A transformational effect requires a transformational cause, the cause is your own thoughts and you have control over them at any time; you have got the power to transform your thoughts at any time, doing so will create the desired effects; you cannot change external effects with external effects; seek the cause of these effects in your own mind, they lie in your perceptions: Change them to change the circumstances in your life and how you perceive situations. If there is something cropping up in your life that you do not like or makes you feel discomfort, look within and change something, it will be a reflection.

You shall reap what you may sow and if you sow love then this love will grow and you will enjoy an abundance of love. If you sow, doubt, fear, worry, jealousy, anger, hatred, judgement, resentment, bitterness or anything negative about yourself and others it will 100% guaranteed come back and bite you in the ass, no doubt about it, it is a universal law of growth and manifestation in which governs the energy and vibration of our thoughts and the entire universe.

No matter how much you read or think, you will never bring about any desired result without doing your own inner work. Reading alone will not help you achieve anything, nor will it help you visualise what you desire or help you manifest the desired results you wish to. This work must be done by you and no one can do it for you or tell you to do it, it is a choice that only you can make for yourself. I can only point you in the right direction and then you must take the path of your own choice towards what you want. I enjoy doing what I do and I know I do not have to do it but I do it out of love. Sometimes I like exposing myself in an authentic and honest way because it helps everyone, people either fall into judgement and are then exposed to their own weaknesses or people go out and be the best they can, I always do what I do with love in my heart. I do not want to create followers I want to create more leaders, more masters, more lovers, more peace makers, more good and more harmony in the world between all things and if I can do that I will die being very satisfied and fulfilled in life. I seek no approval though I may receive it, I may also receive criticism just as often but I am me and I seek only a better world for all.

All my previous posts stand firm and have a purpose, they have been leading to this moment – as this post will lead to future posts. I wanted to expose myself and be open to judgement of all kinds; it had been my plan, for I am not afraid of judgement, for I do not see judgement as something real. If another falls into judgement about me they have work to do and energy to clear within and I aim to aid this process with as much grace as the universe allows me.

“Being honest may not get you a lot of friends but it'll always get you the right ones.”

Unknown

"Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumoured by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it."

The Buddha

"Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense."

The Buddha

Manifestation with the breath

2012-11-12T06:26:00.000-08:00

I have worked and trained hard for mental impeccably and will forever do so. I use times of low energy as an opportunity to restore my mind to a state of peace and happiness. I have found myself in certain situations, that before would have sent me into a state of anxiousness, uncertainty and blame. Now however I see these similar situations as opportunistic challenges. It takes more work to get ourselves back to a state of peace and happiness in challenging situations, especially when we have been used to a way of doubtfulness, uncertainty or in some cases extreme certainty of a polar opposite. However like everything else, if you want a desired outcome you must work for it. It will not be hard forever because again like learning anything new it takes time for it to sink in and become more of an automatic habit. There is one thing that I must say now though, the more effort, hard work and unwavering determination you put in, the better the results you will get. In fact you get more back than you put in, as the desired state of mind begins to become more of an automatic train of thought, you can then begin to already improve from where you are. As the saying goes, "there is always room for improvement". This being said, once any improvement has been made it is very unlikely for you to move in a backwards direction so the work is never lost.

Any state of mind you aim to be in requires work. You could desire any state of mind, for example, one that would allow you to; study more, to be more motivated, to take more action, to stop smoking, to be kinder, to be happier, to make more money, to be more positive, to be calmer, to be more peaceful, to have more concentration or to simply be more successful in general. When we desire something we are often too quick to make excuses as to why we can not achieve/ manifest the desired outcome. This is just setting yourself up for failure. Instead of desiring the desired "thing" or outcome, desire the state of mind that will allow you achieve the outcome and then the successful results will begin to happen almost instantly.

Something I do to help get into an instant state of mind is to take 3 long, slow and deep inhalations and exhalations whilst feeling that I am already in the desired state of mind. Most of us have a basic idea of what muscle memory or cell memory is. When these deep breaths are occurring you are focusing and feeling the desired state of mind with every oxygenating cell in your body creating a memory in your mind but also in your physical body. This is so important for me when wanting to achieve something quickly: I want to feel with my body what the desired state of mind creates within it. After the 3 long, slow and deep breaths, there is no need for any desire as I would already be in the desired state. Another aid that can be used simultaneously in this method is the use of words as thoughts: For instance you could say any of the following things whilst doing the breaths to help you feel the desired state on deeper levels; I am in a peaceful and calm state of mind, I am in a kind and loving state of mind, I truly believe in my dreams, I am intelligent, my heart is open and connected, I am successful, I am truly grateful, I am happy with myself and others, I can manifest anything quickly or anything else you may find fitting to help reach and feel the desired state.

A way to enhance and further the capabilities of this technique after it has began to manifest as a new habit is to be consciously aware of your heart beat whilst doing this. Whilst you are doing the long, slow and deep inhalations and exhalations become aware of your beating heart. After you have awareness of your heartbeat begin to rhythmically intake air during the inhalations in time with your heartbeat, similarly, rhythmically match your heartbeat with a series of shorter exhalations that make up the complete long, slow deep exhalations. It can take many years to master this kind of breathing and it is possible to make it an unconscious habit of breathing that takes no thought to achieve. The thing that mainly makes it so difficult to achieve this as an unconscious automatic act of breathing is the fact that you have been breathing improperly most of your life: It is so deeply integrated into your unconscious mind that it takes a great deal of effort to overcome a lifelong habit, almost like trying to change the way you walk. Trying to change your normal way of walking to walking on your tiptoes would take a lot of conscious effort but to make it an automatic habit that takes no conscious effort at all is a different story all together. But this should not matter for now because all we are aiming for in this moment is to consciously use this method of breathing to manifest a desired state of mind, thus manifesting a desired outcome.

The more this method is consciously used in any situation, be it challenging or otherwise, the more it will become a habit. This however does not mean that you are at the stage of constantly using this breathing unconsciously, it only means you have made a conscious habit that still requires your conscious effort. It does however mean that you will be at the stage of not having to remember to do it, you merely get the feeling in certain situations to use the method without having to consciously make the effort of remembering. If you are here, in this place, then you are well on your way towards mastery. Just use it step by step and have fun with it, manifest things faster and begin to appreciate your true power as a conscious creator then reap what you may sow and enjoy your own creations.

The beginning

2012-08-03T09:14:00.000-07:00

Well the craziness it seems has well and truly begun! I set off on the 3/8/12. I kinda chose that date because I was living at a house numbered 38, I did mention I was crazy, didn't I? It was as if everything in and around my life was gently pushing me towards this, consciously or unconsciously.

I only decided 3 months ago that I wanted to do this, now I'm doing it! My message is, LIVE YOUR DREAM, and sooner rather than later. If you sit around and wait for the perfect time it will never happen. You have the ability to live your dream, and dreams are not achieved easily, living your dream will make you successful in your own eyes, at the end of the day that is what matters. Living your dream will give you the feeling of true success. I'm a long way off yet but a journey of 1000 miles starts with the 1st step, so take a step today towards your dreams, whatever they may be.