Critically Addictive

times trying.

2011-10-27T02:40:00.003+08:00

next week is my Convocation day for my Diploma.
where i will be wearing robes and holding scroll (after waking up super early in the morning (like usual, duh), be in line and clap clap clap until its my turn to take the scroll and go back down and continue clap clap clap etc.) and jumping dancing yay here and there with le friends.

theoretically, convocations is the time when we celebrate and officially receive our recognition in education (blah blah blah) after trying so hard to finally finish Diploma/Degree/(insertwhateverelsehere). Yes, it's totally logical. many people would be like having the best days of their lives at that day.

but here is what i feel: nothing much.
i don't know what's the hype. to me it's just a convocation. call me boring. but i may not realise it yet, not that i never will, but by that time, convocation was already over for a long time. i thought to myself too, i should be celebrating the yayness like others too since i didn't slack much and really work hard for it. yah it wasn't as easy, because i wanted more. not just to pass the thing and grad. i wanted it to be excellent. i achieve that minimally, but maybe wasn't enough to make me appreciate the convocation.

but its safe to say if i regret it later on for not having fun now, i still have another chance at least for my degree. so.. duh. :p

sometimes we don't realise what we already have, what we already achieve. we won't realise it now, but in a few years, we would look back and think "Oh i was better, i was actually doing good.". Treasure what we have now and keep doing things that would make us better.

and that is what i was trying to say. i haven't get the feeling yet, but i would go and enjoy it when the time comes, maybe that day itself then only i'll realise how fun it's going to be, right? yay me. ;)

NAH. i'm not overthinking stuff. you see, i just finished and assignment. there's another one and i'm just taking a break. since i'm taking a break for a while only, tumblr wasn't an option right? so here i am writing a novel for you. oh, the people who posted convocation photos on facebook helps in making this post happen too. i would also like to thank my grandmother, parents, family, sisters and brother and *insert emotional dramatic speech here* #ehtibatiba

advanced.

2011-09-22T23:46:00.001+08:00

ada satu sebab kenapa permulaan semester baru ni = nightmare.

Mathematics.
Calculus.
ye. nama subject semua org tahu. tak kira course apa pun. pasti tahu Calculus itu ape.

sem ni = Further Calculus for Engineers.

last time buat Maths/Calculus related subject masa sem 4. that is early 2010. May 2010 la to be precise. so dah lebih kurang setahun 4 bulan tak sentuh?

masuk kelas memang lecturer ajar expecting student semua dah tahu lah kan basic2 sume.
gila basic kejadah ape semua tak ingat.
dan2 die terus masuk advanced. ajar terus menerus.

semua theorem rules and series baru tetiba masuk.
1 kelas muka sume stone je. yada yada.

tapi lecturer awesomely sporting and supporting hehe.
so i hope we're all going to get back the mathematical rhythm.
tp memang kene practice habis la to get the momentum back. semua bende basic pon macam boleh lupa. blur habis.
klau nak betul2 hebat, math ni memang xleh tinggal, walaupun cuti sem, leisurely buat pun macam orait. tapi sapa yg semangat sangat tu? haha.

kalau tak boleh buat, menari aje pun boleh.

past times trying.

2011-09-19T02:40:00.001+08:00

hi.
i've been wanting to update for so long, but it just wouldn't happen when the time came.
i'm not suitable to be a blogger but there are times i want to say stuff too.

I'm currently entering my 2nd week of Degree in UiTM Shah Alam.
I have to say i'm not motivated and the inspirations just not getting in me.
is it just because the 4 months break causes this? but i don't think so. this already started from my final year in Diploma.

but im #JustSayin.
i'm not going emotional or anything.
This blog should be the place where i look back during those days where im at the peak of motivation right? yeah that is the reason this blog exist. it creates a setting stone for me.

well, i'll just go with the flow at the moment and see what's up. :)

elsewhere, i'm doing great and living a very joyful life with friends and family. ;)
maybe i shouldn't think too much right? nanti tak pasal2 tumbuh uban sini sana. hehe.

drive you nuts.

2011-05-14T04:35:00.003+08:00

hmm let's see last post.. oh 10 days ago. good good. quite up to date. for someone like me yeah.
u see i don't have much what u call it, life? like something not ordinary, the unusual things people do, just the same old same ol'.

well yes i have updates, short2 ones, but that is what the site with only 140 characters updates is for. Twitter duh.talk about twitter. u know, when i first signed up, i was like, there's nobody around much, so hey i could use this to spill my rants and ravings or watevs with no one caring heyyy coooool! :D because there's too many ppl already on facebook so i kinda get this feeling u know, when i say this, i'm showing off. when i say that, i'm an attention seeker, something2 like that?
DISLIKE.

yes sometimes i want to express my feelings but that doesn't work if people say too much stuff about u, and to the honesty, even if my mind says ,

"Nah i don't care what others think, i'll just do my stuff."

my heart says,

" U CARE IDIOT DONT SAY TOO MUCH ON SOCIAL NETWORKS! "

ok no that is a bit excessive. anyway the point is, now there's increasing number on Twitter too. could i be just me for that "being expressive" part while being honest? Yeah i think so. Moving On!

wait woah is that my ramblings there? hey bloggers, is this how u do it? writing spontaneously every day to entertain ur followers? suddenly boleh penuh 1 page. ho i see! Moving On! *klau nak cte pasal tu plak, i may have another entry for this. =.="*

Well the real, like real reason i thinking of writing is,
i was going back home at 2am, driving from futsal, and i feel so relax, driving around, you know, slowly, peacefully, no care in the world except the road duh.

THE END

......

ok of course not. yet. =.="

i was thinking of stuff and when i was thinking, i went like ;

"Hey, why don't i blog about this? dah lama pon tak update kan."

p/s : oh is that what u bloggers think everytime something came around, ok good. still hanging with this. Moving!

i love driving. while i say that. i'm not a fast fiver or something. driving doesn't mean u have to have good skills, going fast, 200km/h and u feel so excited u want to show off to someone and brag, "HEY I'M AN AWESOME DRIVER WOHOO!"

u know when there's some activity u do, u feel so relax, mind at ease, thinking about stuff, and there's no single hate coming into it? no of course not lying on the bed, sleeping, that's literally relaxing. too relaxing. anyway, driving is one of that for me. idk it's just me. bila drive je, especially malam la. i feel so relax, nothing is on my way, and i just want to do it all day. :) well of course that stops bila dah tiba destination. bummer. =.="

so to keep that relaxing feeling, i love to drive slowly. well of course bila ada kereta kat belakang i give way or something2, i still being considerate lah as a driver bukan lah sehabis makan angin gituewww.

likewise to "Kalau boleh bawak laju, mesti boleh bawak perlahan.", so "Kalau boleh bawak perlahan, mesti boleh bawak laju."

some people think driving is something of a pride. because all the people make it that way. comparing ur driving skills blablabla. bila dah brag2, kita pon macam nak show off ini itu. no not me. when there's anything about driving, i will just go yeah watever.

here's what my father said few days after i got my licensed,

"Driving ada persamaan dengan sports, Kalau bola, tackle orang, injured. tak sengaja pun. nak kejar bola je, bukan saja2 nak tendang kaki org lain. it bound to happen. because it is what it is.

so to compare with driving, accident happens. kalau kita tak langgar orang, orang akan langgar kita. sebab tu dipanggil kemalangan, tak disengajakan."

my advice is, be careful. no, don't misinterpret. if ur still reading this, is because u have the brain to not misinterpret. of course that doesn't mean we should all join forces and drive at 20km/h for safety purpose duh. nak kene pukul? it's just that when driving, don't be selfish. don't think about pride. think about safety first. kalau tengah car pooling and ronda2 ramai2 tu lagi lah bukan main nak tunjuk skill kan?

so the point of me blogging this is ;

1. some people love driving fast. that's them. they enjoy it. yeah cool, but i'm just one of them who feel driving is relaxing so i prefer slow driving. not too slow, duh.

2. accidents bound to happen. semua takdir. pasal kematian, sah2 dah ditulis awal kita mati macam mana. pasal kemalangan, i don't know. dah tertulis? i think can be avoided, no? like kalau mati memang dah tertulis, tapi kemalangan, tak mati, cedera parah or something, merana hidup semua, is that written? hmmmm.

3. drive safely. YOU NEVER KNOW. anything can happen. don't underestimate. for instance, maybe u never felt sleepy before in ur entire life while driving, but one day u may, so stay cautious!

4. don't complain! sometimes Allah S.W.T just wants to protect us! kalau ada tetiba tersangkut kat mana2, delay, it maybe to avoid u from bad incident! like if u weren't late by 5 minutes because of the delay, u would be the one u see in the side of the street, a crashed car.

5. always starts your driving with,

a) Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
b) 2 Kalimah Syahadat.
c) Ayat Kursi. Malaikat akan turun dari langit and jaga kita, atas arahan Allah S.W.T. not one, not two, many of them. (refer to no.4)
d) Bismillahi Tawakkaltu Huwa Haula Wala Quwwata Illa Billahi. doa keluar rumah.

well that's done. PEH bila ada idea SIKIT, hambik boleh tahan panjang.
thank you for reading your welcome have a nice day papai visit the blog and see me update every whenever k bye. :)

THE END

p/s : for real this time woohooo!

in the middle.

2011-05-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

items,stuff
we want things that we can't have.
we have things that we don't want.

sound, scene
we want to see, hear things we are unable to.
we don't want to see, hear things we should.

expectations
we expect good things to happen to us. when it does happen, we're happy.
and when it doesn't, we curse, sad, and demanded more.

relationship
we want to be with a person but the person doesn't want us.
another person wants to be with us, but we don't want to be with them.

the thoughts:

often in life these stuff happens to us. by experience, people will get matured, and learn to protect their feelings, their needs, and not demand things. when everything starts to fall into pieces, we start to question life.
of course we may be satisfied with what we have.
but wanting a little bit more is an aim, and not a selfish demand.
it's wrong too, if u think ur comfortable with ur current condition and not making the effort to keep nor to make it better. we can always improve ourselves. right?

do u want to be the middle person who just go with the flow, or someone who always want to be better?

p/s : this is just a thought, nothing emotional about it.

contest blog paling wonderful

2011-04-30T17:08:00.000+08:00

ok saya telah di-tag oleh Nana.
ni first time masuk contest blog. bukan apa, cara di-tag yg sangat eklusif. sbb tu mcm err. masuk je lah alang2. bahahaha. :p

"hihik. acap, bangga tak sorang je lelaki yang nana tag? wakakaka. :P"

ok shhhhhh. :pp

Syarat-syarat penyertaan:

Jadi follower DHIA'S BLOG.
Blogger perempuan atau lelaki pon boleh join.
Blog yang dikira 'WONDERFUL' tak kesah lah cantik ke, comel ke, smart ke, hensem ke, macho ke, pendek cerita, yang berjaya menambat hati aku gitu,..cewahh,..HANYA 1 BLOG TERPILIH SEBAGAI PEMENANG,...
Buat satu entry pasal contest & DHIA'S BLOG. Tempek banner contest sekali.
Tag kepada 5 orang blogger and make sure mereka tahu mengenai contest ini.
Letak banner contest di sidebar blog anda dan link-kan terus ke entry ni.
Setelah selesai, tinggal kan link entry anda mengenai contest ni di comment entry ini. Saya akan check setiap link yang sudah ditinggalkan.
Bermula 15 April 2011 sehingga 15 May 2011. Lama kan kan??gunakan masa yang banyak ni untuk hias blog korang supaya jadi Wonderful! okay??

1. dah

2. lelaki.

3. 1 je?? peratus saya menang 0.001% la jugak ? :p

4. oo kene promote sekali la ni? people boleh follow Dhia @ http://borntobealover.blogspot.com. comey lote. :p

5. alamak ok.

Ja [ kene ada geng sorang laki. :P]

Ratna. asal active kene. asal active. :p

Nqya J. glamor gitu.

Nad. :D

Suraya H. bajet glamor gak ah. :p

fuh sekejapan dah abes tag. nampak beno nipunye. :p

6. hooookay.

7. oraitt

8. okayyy lagi.

sekian. :D

wonder sleep.

2011-04-30T03:35:00.000+08:00

bila time study, x cuti, terhegeh2 nak tido je tau.
bila kene buat assignment, kerja, tido tu lagi penting.
xcukup tido rasa macam arhhhhhh.
xcukup tido.

tapi bila cuti, bukan main lagi xnak tido.
ye la banyak sgt bende best nak buat. enjoy habis la kan.
tido tu jadi merugikan masa pulak.
juga xcukup tido.

habis tu bila nak cukupkan tido? =.="

many years has it been. the least i would know is using our brain is more tiring than using our physical body.
sebab tu mengantuk je. tapi sekali on fb, twit, etc2, hoh active bagai pulak.
sleep is important. but scientifically, sleeping less is better than sleeping, like they said, 8 hours or so. that's actually too long for us. 4 hours is actually enough. depending on our age and our biological clock.
but do we really do 4 hours? OF COURSE NOT DUHH!

i tried doing 4 hours. my biological clock was about hmmm. i would say... if i sleep at 2am, example, i would wake up at around 6.30am. THAT is WITHOUT alarm. i will wake up myself and felt refreshed like heck. that's a bit more than 4 hours but that's how it is. BUT do i wake up instantly? OF COURSE NOT DUHH! i would say "watteheck it's too early! gimmme more!" eventhough im refreshed as heck. *of course subuh dulu, tp tido blik*
that is how in turn, when i wake up later, i will feel dizzy, tired, and feels shit as heck.
but if don't sleep, just wake up instantly, by 10am at most, i will feel sleepy as heck. now that sucks too. since usually, that is the time for classes etc.

in case ur reading this feeling so daym professional, i'm relating to students, not 8-5pm workers. now THAT is different story.

well actually i read about this sleep stuff that is why i get to train a lil bit, but not yet efficiently and not as motivated yet. i don't know when i'll make it up for myself, but i did start a lil bit.

check this e-book out. it's easy to understand and i think it's a good read.

e-book link : rapidshare. it;s only around 1.92mb

i love reading. motivational, factual, and stuff. not really the twilight-kinda stuff. blergh..
if u have any recommendations, do share. :)

no walk in the park.

2011-04-27T03:28:00.000+08:00

say hi.
to the ~~*duh*~~ new template.
i actually wasn't happy with the previous template. plus, it's starting to get messy.
so last2 since dah free2 ni. cari template baru sekejap, and tadaaaa.

kenapa dah free? haaa. tu kita nak highlight tu. haaa.
di kala bulan tenang di mata, di kala siang cahaya memancar, di *xpayah nak dramatik sangat*

i've finished my diploma in UiTM.
it took 3 years. normally we would say
"oh sekejap je. pejam celik celik pejam, habis dah pun."
well yes. boleh la jugak cakap macam tu.
but my honest feeling is that it was a long, long process.
terasa oh lama. maybe because it's not a walk in the park. in the 3 years, we only have less than 2 months of holidays, twice a year, the others is work work work, study study study, books books booooooo.
so yeah. i'm grateful the first episode of my university life is over.
yup, the end of one chapter is only the beginning of another. it never stops.
hoping for better chapters to come. holla. be good to me please. :D

3 years studying in Penang, it's THE memories. :)

so now i have at least 4 months of holiday until degree in September. gotta use the time wisely.
speaking of which, it's 3am and i'm not sleeping early, no. that's not gonna change. :p

i'll only update when i want to update. but i'm more addicted to tumblr now. check it out!
http://criticallyaddictive.tumblr.com

ohmytower.

2011-04-13T06:05:00.003+08:00

there's one week left before final.
one week left before i officially graduate from diploma.
Alhamdulillah setakat ni smooth je semester ni.
and i sure can't wait to finish everything now.
i'm feeling super productive atm. semua bende yg berfaedah nak buat.
i know cuti 4 bulan nanti mesti rindu nk jd productive. kat rumah mesti enjoy je lebih.
but then again. klau kerja xde lah enjoy sgt kan. :)

tengok2.
dalam dedua plane tu ade passengers.
cube bayangkan kte yang kene langgar tu.
mesti omgmoment habis.
cuak kan fuh.

in addition.

Kingdom Tower.
dulu Petronas Tower kire tinggi kan?
klau main bungee jump kat Kingdom Tower mesti best kan?
tak pun macam kat genting tu, Solero Shot turun bawah. feewitttt.

on a serious note. semua ni dah tertulis pun akan berlaku. rilek sudah. :) *refer to tall buildings*

p/s : tried posterous, wordpress. semua macam tak memberangsangkan je. last2 blogger jugak. :/

general mindset.

2011-04-10T14:47:00.000+08:00

today, as usual, i checked my email. biasanya npk mcm tak important, tak kenal, agk2 spam, mark as read je.
tp ade satu ni mcm menarik perhatian lak. tajuk die general mindset.
bukak2. 1st line die "Kalau nak income bulan-bulan sampai USD 1,000 sehingga all the way up to USD 20,000... kena sedar bahawa:"

hooo. memang interested lah kan.
nk cite cm susah. let me just share it here. permohonan share diluluskan. :)

this article is generally about starting an internet business. but the message is awesome and i can't bare not to share it. eventhough pasal internet bisnes, tapi it can be generally used jugak for all cases. pasal study ke, kerja ke. klau ade mindset macam ni mmg power sangat.

ok.

Focus!

"
-General Mindset Before Starting-

Sebelum saya mula bercakap tentang benda pelik-pelik pasal cara nak kaya dan sebagainya, tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sekalian perlulah memberikan perhatian pada mindset tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sekalian terlebih dahulu.

Kalau nak income bulan-bulan sampai USD 1,000 sehingga all the way up to USD 20,000... kena sedar bahawa:

[+] Korang kena kerja keras. Ini bukan MLM atau Meniaga Larut Malam cari orang join terus masuk duit. Itu perniagaan orang-orang yang tak faham hukum! Kita buat perniagaan betul. Konsep perniagaan betul ni... kalau nak berjaya kenalah samada, 1) Kerja Keras atau 2) Upah orang kerja untuk kita. Tapi walaupun mengupah, kita masih lagi kena kerja keras. Senang cerita kalau malas kerja keras, jangan buat internet marketing lah. Pergi balik kampung tanam sayur.

[+] Korang kena tumpu pada 'value' atau 'nilai'. Ramai mangkuk ayun tak ada akal nampak 'duit' atau 'money' sahaja. Orang macam ini hanya dapat kejayaan short-term. Bulan pertama dia buat RM 50,000. Tapi lepas itu orang dah tak percaya pada dia. Tapi kalau buat perniagaan kita lupakan dulu aspek duit, sekurang-kurangnya selama tiga bulan kita hanya fokus pada menggembirakan pelanggan kita dan jaga hati mereka. Selepas beberapa ketika, lebih ramai orang akan ambil dan beli dari kita. Pahala pun dapat. Duit bertambah banyak.

[+] Jangan jadi orang yang tahu ambil order saja. Order sebulan dia ambil 50. Tapi tak boleh deliver. Jadilah orang yang hanya ambil order sebulan 10 tapi boleh deliver dan puaskan hati pelanggan.

[+] Kita kena cipta dan tulis banyak article dan content berkualiti tinggi. Add value to the world. Bukan tulis artikel cincai sebab nak dapat SEO yang tinggi.

[+] Bina satu Action Plan atau Game Plan and stick with it. Jangan hari ni buat projek guna action plan lain, esok ubah sebab action plan mula-mula tak datangkan hasil atau tak cukup bagus (kononnyalah padahal tak buat pun lagi dah cakap tak bagus). Give at least 3 months per system sebelum korang kata system itu tak bagus dan mengarut.

[+] Kalau boleh jangan buat kerja sorang-sorang. Cari seorang partner yang boleh dipercayai. Internet Marketing jadi susah bila buat solo. Waktu buat solo inilah macam-macam benda mengarut boleh jadi. Lompat sistem itu ini. Buat itu ini yang tak ada kaitan dengan IM. Tapi bila partnership / tag-team, kita akan ada 'think tank' walaupun hanya berdua. Ada discussion dan itu memelihara kita daripada buat keputusan mengarut yang terburu-buru. Performance juga boleh meningkat sehingga 300% sebab dua otak yang buat kerja dan berfikir ada keyakinan bila bekerja berdua. Selain itu ada pressur dan tekanan untuk buat kerja baik dan tidak mengecewakan partner masing-masing. Sedangkan satu otak yang bekerja sendiri mungkin paling tinggi performance pun hanya 75%. Itu orang yang rajin. Average guy yang buat kerja sendiri maximum performance dalam 40% jer sebab baki 60% tu banyak habis untuk check email dan Facebook.

[+] Guna tools yang ada betul-betul. Macam SEnuke dan XRumer. Memang tangan gatal selalu untuk spam sana sini. Tapi jangan buat macam itu. Sebab itu saya lebih rekomen free method yang efektif dari entah apa-apa tools.

[+] Jangan galak beli tools baru. Tools bukan penentu kejayaan. Allah SWT penentu kejayaan. Tools paling advanced di muka Bumi pun tapi kalau Allah SWT tak izinkan... tak akan berjaya juga.

[+] JANGAN SESEKALI LEBIHKAN PERNIAGAAN KORANG DARIPADA AGAMA. Kalau tengah buat Internet Marketing, tiba-tiba dengar azan. Tinggalkan Internet Marketing (IM) dan pergi masjid berjemaah. Walaupun waktu itu tengah deal dengan client bernilai USD 20,000... solat jemaah adalah jauh berjuta-juta kali ganda tidak ternilainya lebih penting daripada habuk kertas berharga USD 20,000. Kalau client itu tak sanggup nak menunggu korang solat 15 minit... cakap pada dia: "Piss off... you are not suitable to be my customer."

[+] Bila kita buat bisnes, client kita adalah manusia biasa. Tapi bila kita solat jemaah, CLIENT KITA ADALAH ALLAH SWT. Siapa yang membayar lebih baik? Client SEO yang bayar USD 20,000 atau client Maha Kuasa yang menciptakan kita dan menjanjikan Syurga untuk kita kalau kita bekerja untuk Dia SWT?

[+] Dr. Aidh Abdullah Al-Qarni berkata... "JAGALAH ALLAH, ALLAH MENJAGAMU." Kalau kita tidak menjaga Allah SWT, maka Allah SWT berlepas tangan pada kita dan membiarkan kita dalam pelukan dunia. Waktu itu kita mungkin berjaya... mungkin gagal. Tapi Allah SWT jauh daripada kita. Kalau jadi apa-apa pada kita... PADA SIAPA NAK MINTA TOLONG?

[+] Manusia ini, ramai backstabbers. Tapi Allah SWT tak akan aniaya dan backstab kita. Apabila diberi pilihan antara Allah SWT dan manusia, pilih Allah SWT. Mungkin korang akan berjumpa situasi dimana partner korang sendiri complaint cakap: "Ko sikit-sikit jemaah.. sikit-sikit jemaah. Tapi kerja lambat! Tak guna jaga jemaah kalau kerja lembab macam ini." Kalau korang hadapi situasi macam ini, cakap pada kawan korang: "Minta maaflah, tapi aku rasa kita memang tak sesuai bekerjasama." Putuskan partnership dan cari orang lain.

[+] Kalau rasa susah partner dengan manusia, partner dengan Allah SWT. Senang dan habis cerita. Kalau ada keperluan... mohon pada Allah SWT. Kalau ada masalah... mengadu pada Allah SWT. Kita manusia, memang dijadikan lemah. Jangan perasan kuat dan best seolah-olah Allah SWT tak ada pun kita boleh berjaya. Jangan jadi macam itu.

[+] Jaga amalan Islam dengan baik melebihi korang menjaga diri korang sendiri. Antara yang disyorkan:

o Surah Al-Waqiah setiap malam.
o Surah Al-Mulk setiap malam.
o Surah Yaasin setiap pagi.
o Qiyamullail (dapat 2 rakaat Tahajjud dan 1 rakaat Witir pun dah cukup).
o Istighfar 100x setiap hari.
o Zikir atau tasbih apa-apa yang korang suka 100x hingga 500x setiap hari.
o Selawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad SAW setiap hari 100x sehingga 313x atau 500x.
o Solat Dhuha 2 rakaat atau 4 rakaat (nak tambah lagi bagus) setiap pagi kalau mampu.

[+] Akhir kata, ingatlah. Rezeki bukan milik Google atau sesiapa pun. SEO atau ilmu yang advanced bukan penentu kejayaan dalam internet marketing. Semuanya atas Allah SWT. Mohon pada Allah SWT kalau nak berjaya. Dia SWT akan berikan.

"

since i got the permission to share, if korang rasa nk share, share la jugak. boleh je kot insyaAllah. hehehe.

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into the night.

2011-04-05T02:10:00.002+08:00

the week should be super hectic for me.

yes it should be.

but i've been pretty lagging in terms of performance in managing my time.

procrastinate.

unproductive.

but i should regain my momentum soon.

i should.

should.

the month is the final month for my diploma.

oo ms. motivaton.

come to me.

we need to catch ur papa.

mr. future.

but yes i should cut down on my sleep schedule.

on the other note.

iTunes have been my best friend lately.

kill a lil bit of my time.
i have many lists of songs. so for this game i chose the most mainstream song that most people would know. :)

mini quizgame!

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Blog yours.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Sorry, Blame it on Me - Akon.

i'm always at fault is it?? =.="

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Just The Way You Are - Boyce Avenue.

whoa. kinda perfect answer! seriously didn't alter anything! this is a cover of Bruno by Boyce.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Leaving on A Jetplane - Glee Cast.

i feel like leaving on a jetplane? blergh. another cover song.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu - Aizat.

mampu ape?!? =.="

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Ku Katakan Dengan Indah - Peterpan.

gila mamat ni. tanya motto. indah mende??

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Little Wonders - Rob Thomas.

yeah maybe i'm quite secretive. a song from the movie Meet the Robinson. highly recommended.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

With You - Chris Brown.

trust me i thought this song has been long gone from my music list. =.=" i think my parents is with you. wtf??

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

I Like It - Enrique Iglesias ft Pitbull.

amboih. pikir ape nih?!

WHAT IS 2+2?

Someday - Nickelback.

i will answer it. someday. trust me. i will.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Ketika Ini - Estranged.

"Sedih mulanya, jikalau kamu tiada lagi di sisi." ;) ayat pertama lirik

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

The Crow & The Butterfly - Shinedown.

awesome rock song heck yeahh! but the person i like ain't no crow and/or butterfly!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Bintang Di Surga - Peterpan.

wah. i wanna see that. hopefully. :)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

What Goes Around Comes Around - Justin Timberlake.

what does that mean? if i do the best now in the future i will do great too? heck yeah!

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Aku Sindarela - Amylea.

OST from Sindarella? but that's not important. what's important is WHY WOULD I THINK I'M A CINDERELLA WHEN I SEE THE PERSON I LIKE!??!??

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Fix You - Coldplay.
yeah maybe if i'm out of place they are the one who fix me.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Without You - Hinder.
does that mean..... forever alone? T^T

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Apologize - One Republic.
i say sorry (refer to 1st question) and ppl say sorry. who's actually at fault? =.="

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Erti Hari Ini - Aizat Amdan.
song from his latest album. what's today is my hobby? doesn't make sense.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Where Is The Love - Black Eyed Peas.
why. is this another sign of mr. forever alone? T^T

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Broken - Seether & Amy Lee.
broken heart? wah so emo. but so suitable for the answer wah why not much wat te ef answers wan.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

This Is Me - Camp Rock.
i will die rocking like myself? huhhhh

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

Susun Silang Kata - Aizat Amdan.

wahh menyesal nye main susun2 kata2. waitwhat?

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

Kerna Kamu - Faizal Tahir.
but but. the song isn't funny. =="

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Hot N Cold - Katy Perry.
she make me cry or hot/cold makes me cry? =="

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Long Road To Ruin - Foo Fighters.
yeah the songs are surprisingly not out of place. i really didnt alter anything. it's a long road to ruin. so maybe i will get married but it's not going to be easy? pfft.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

Ridin' Solo - Jason Derulo.
riding solo in the middle of the night ka? ==" not really but it depends. lol.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

End of Me - Marion Raven
WHYY WHYYY SO FOREVER ALONE-ER WHYYYY

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
my guardian angel? fufufufufufu. but actually my past time person do love this song very much. waitwattheheckk!?? the question fits!

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

When I Look At You - Miley Cyrus.
sape you?

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Into The Night - Santana & Chad Kroeger.
i was thinking what should i put as title. didn't realise the last question is this. hey it fits! will do. :D

now that's done.

back to work, me!

*that does took some time. =="*

hey2. if u do this and put it in ur blog, do link back to me. i wanna see it. :D

Anugerah Bintang Popular Berita Harian 2010

2011-04-03T11:35:00.007+08:00

taken from : http://suffer.frenzyfm.my/2011/01/senarai-calon-anugerah-bintang-popular.html
more information : http://suffer.frenzyfm.my/2011/01/senarai-calon-anugerah-bintang-popular.html

I edited the post, before this is prediction post. now includes the results. the ones i edited will be in this colour. others, unedited. no. i don't. cheat. hehehe.

this indicates i perfectly predicted it, Bold.

this indicates i barely wrong but still got it right, Italic.

totally wrong. what have i done. =.="

bukan nak copy-paste tayang kat blog dakkk.
just nak highlight who i think i want (or will) (maybe) win for each category. :D

the one in bold is the one i think could win.
the one in italic is the one i think may also win if not the bold.

Calon-Calonnya :

PENYANYI LELAKI POPULAR.
1. Aizat
2. Anuar Zain
3. Black
4. Faizal Tahir [Winner]
5. Shahir

1st time tengok list ni. adus. semua best kot! but who will the people be most willing to vote? semua baru naik dgn album2 and lagu2 baru. Anuar Zain mungkin terlambat sket for this sbb i think the major reason ppl will vote for him is Sedetik Lebih but by that time, yg lain dah gain enough votes kot? tough one.

PENYANYI WANITA POPULAR
1. Adira
2. Ana Raffali
3. Alyah
4. Stacy
5. Yuna [Winner]

Despite the latest achievement by Ana Raffali, i think she's not going to take it. even before AJL, people are already rooting for the one i bold-ed.

ARTIS DUO/BERKUMPULAN POPULAR
1. Ana Raffali/Sohaimi Mior Hassan/Altimet
2. Azlan & Typewriter
3. Bunkface
4. Meet Uncle Hussain
5. 6ixth Sense [Winner]

Jangan segan2. eh wahh. if it were up to me. Meet Uncle Hussain has been awesoming all over the place last year, despite Lan leaving the group. but dont underrestimate 6ixth Sense pny strong fanbase.

PENYANYI NASYID POPULAR
1. Hijjaz
2. Inteam
3. Mirwana
4. Rabbani [Winner]
5. Raihan

ni susah sket sbb susah jarang jugak naik nama category ni. hmmmm

PELAKON TV LELAKI POPULAR
1. Aaron Aziz
2. Ady Putra
3. Fizz Fairuz
4. Remy Ishak [Winner]
5. Shaheizy Sam

har har. i'm going for si sempit. ho lah.

PELAKON TV WANITA POPULAR
1. Fasha Sandha [Winner]
2. Lisa Surihani
3. Noorkhiriah
4. Scha Alyahya
5. Tiz Zaqyah

the one i bold will win the whole thing. yes.

ARTIS BARU LELAKI POPULAR
1. Daus
2. Maulana
3. Shahir [Winner]
4. Sharnaaz Ahmad
5. Shahz Jaszle

alahh. ni taktau lah. :/ but based on popularity. bold.

ARTIS BARU WANITA POPULAR
1. Adira
2. Ana Raffali [Winner]
3. Mizz Nina
4. Murul Elfira Roy
5. Nur Syuhaida @ Dottie

will the AJL results in her getting? idk. but Mizz Nina seems more popular for this.

ARTIS KOMEDI LELAKI POPULAR
1. Along
2. Angah
3. Johan
4. Nabil
5. Zizan [Winner]

i would say yang paling menyerlah for a long time now is Jozan. but wait seminit. dah seperate laa pulak. so who's gonna take it? mungkin dedua tak sempat dapat. =.="

ARTIS KOMEDI PEREMPUAN POPULAR
1. Didie Alias
2. Kenchana Dewi
3. Noorkhiriah [Winner]
4. Raja Azura
5. Sharifah Shahirah

emmmmm.

PELAKON FILEM LELAKI POPULAR
1. Aaron Aziz
2. Bront Palarae
3. Remy Ishak
4. Shaheizy Sam [Winner]
5. Syamsul Yusof

antara dua kot. :/

PELAKON FILEM WANITA POPULAR
1. Diana Danielle
2. Lisa Surihani [Winner]
3. Liyana Jasmay
4. Maya Karin
5. Scha Alyahya

being biased? i dont think so. Lisa Surihani is clearly the most favourite to win it all. according to her strong fanbase.

PENGACARA TV LELAKI POPULAR
1. Ally Iskandar
2. Awal Ashaari
3. Aznil Nawawi [Winner]
4. Jimmy Shanley
5. Zizan

yahhh. yg paling best kat sini yang italic kot. tp maybe yg bold lebih popular for this no?

PENGACARA TV WANITA POPULAR
1. Cheryl Samad
2. Fara Fauzana [Winner]
3. Nurul Syuhada
4. Raja Azura
5. Sharifah Shahirah

i think she finally gonna take it this time..... ntah le.

PENYAMPAI RADIO LELAKI POPULAR
1. Aznil Nawawi
2. Faizal Ismail [Winner]
3. Halim Othman
4. Kieran
5. Salih Yaakob

rasanya da bertahun die pegang category ni kan.

PENYAMPAI RADIO WANITA POPULAR
1. Abby Fana
2. Fara Fauzana [Winner]
3. Linda Onn
4. Raja Azura
5. Sharifah Aleya

Anugerah Pencapaian Sepanjang Hayat
Dato' Rosnani Jamil

Anugerah Artis Mobile Popular
6ixth Sense

Bintang Paling Popular
Shaheizy Sam (126,168 votes)

yg ni pon sama.

ehhh. scroll pny scroll. vote pny vote. tetiba dah habis rupanya category.

so dah clear kot dari tadi sape i think who will win Anugerah Bintang Popular? kalau Lisa Surihani   tak menang, then the one to win it would have a very, very underrated fanbase. peh!

the result suprised me. the finat result i mean. i like Sam too! but never thought the fans can help that much with the votings! grats Adnan Sempit! :D

that's a wrap! agk2 berapa banyak prediction yg btol? hmmmm. :)
p/s : yg italic pon kira ok! klau bold tak menang. haha.

final prediction result:

6    7     4

6 absolute correct. 7 slightly, and 4 totally wrong. ok la tu. xde la hancus mana kan. majority btol. :p

underrated radio-friendly songs.

2011-04-03T02:22:00.006+08:00

i love listening to music.

the above statement is wtf because like duh? who doesn't right?
the difference with one person and another is by how much they listen. how deep will they go. what type of music suits them.

as for me. i don't dig much. underground songs doesn't work much for me. i like Rock genre the most. R&B and POP songs are short term pleasure to me. when it get a little bit overplayed, it gets boring. the power of instrument is important to me. real basic instrument such as piano, guitar, drums is enough. no need editing or party-like sounds here and there. that's why Rock wins my vote. but in the end, it comes down to personal interest. i am very, very universal. wide interest i tell u. but the very least i listen to is hard metal and punk rock. with few exceptions of course.

i'm not as enthusiastic listener. i wont dig something deeply. i listen to what is on air on the radio, or what is top on the charts. something that comes to me, not something i search. but there's exception. one that is rarely or never even heard of on the radio, but i love it. i think they're underrated. i listed some of them as a recommendation. u should make urs too, on what u think is underrated songs ppl should listen to. :)

list arranged randomly by no order.

1. Mayfield Four - Eden

this song by no means, is not as radio-friendly as it is heard. but the chorus is, and i'm definitely putting this on the list. Sang by Myles Kennedy of Alter Bridge, this old song is somewhat powerful yet never heard of by current listeners, especially the new ones. from the previous band of Kennedy, Mayfield Four taken from their 2nd album, Second Skin. If u don't realise, this is the person who currently sings on tour with Slash, who's famous on radio for their song Back From Cali.

2. Rihanna - Cry

nobody who listens to current music does not know her. but not everybody knows this song. taken from the infamous album Good Girl Gone Bad, Cry is a bonus track only available in UK. i think this is one good song, better than any of the the "Gone Bad" current singles. She lost it, to me. She really has gone bad. pfft.

3. New Heights - Peaches

this is one hellofa underrated song. i know nothing about the band. but two things i do know, it's from a movie soundtrack *lazy to search for the movie title* and it's not on the radio. a must in this list.

4. Yohanna - Is It True

found the song from the songs list on karaokeparty. heard it and fell for it. never heard of it hear or ever but youtube. won 2nd place in eurovision 2009. some kind of AJL here. jiwang much? nah. told ya im universal.

5. The Script - I'm Yours

only have live video link from utube. copyright claim or wateva. but this is a must listen song. not your usual jason mraz' catchy im yours, but much much slower and different. rose to fame with their hit song Breakeven, I'm Yours didnt even make it as consideration for the radio.

6. Estranged - Tarikh Tutup

the only recommendation i have for local songs. i love the band, i dig their songs. i love this one with no exception. never made it to the radio particularly because it's not the kind of songs suitable for the radio because it's not mainstream. but i somehow think it's commercial for... commercials or something. Deep meaningful song about children kidnapping. i think the music instrumentation is absolutely amazing.

7. Daughtry - What Have We Become

another song not only failed to make it into the radio, but also failed to make it into the main album of Leave This Town. a b-track that is worth listening to. the power of his vocal is clearly heard during the chorus. i dig his music too. they're awesome. while you're at it, try listening to his Used To from his first album if u haven't. good stuff.

8. David Cook - I Did It For You

another musician i dig. when i said i dig, that means i listen to almost the entire song made by the singer/band, from the album to even the bonus tracks. He is one of my favourite idol winner and worth holding that title. this is one of the most commercial yet unheard on the radio.

9. Alter Bridge - Watch Over You

last but not least. my all-time favourite band. This is one of their most mainstream songs that didn't even hit Malaysian radio. i think u would love it. much underrated song. Kennedy made it twice to this list because i think he's so underrated as a singer/musician. Slash totally able to see that. as much underrated as i say they are, just recently they received the most powerful recognition from the guitar fans by winning the best solo of all time in their music, "Blackbird". http://www.musicradar.com/guitarist/what-is-the-greatest-guitar-solo-of-all-time-vote-now-385353

i didnt took much time listing them since i've been hearing them for a long time. these are MY list and if u don't agree to it, then u should just make one. in the end, it's all about personal interest. :)

why do i?

2011-04-02T03:12:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh.

*xpernah2 start post dgn ucapan salam yg formal. ni bukti pernah buat ni, bukti.*

saya suka statistik.
statistik suka saya ke tak saya tak tahu.
tapi saya suka tengok nombor.
the level of change. the difference. klau bukan sbb statistic. xjugak interesting nk tgk perubahan satu2 benda tu.
contoh paling mudah. blog la derrrrr.

see :

tgk tgk.
ni statistic blog ni.
addictive sgt kan? T^T
the blog doesnt live to its name.
but wattaheck. i kinda thought about making the blog an awesome one when i first started it, thus the *konon2* eye-catching name.
but as time past, xproductive pon. even last few months pn terpk maybe nk active btol2. but i finally came to a conclusion that ;

it's not me.

it's not me,
who self-claim a secretive person.
boring.
bad story teller.
lazy.

not me, to take the initiative to write like other blogger.
if i see my dashboard. peh. active gak diorang ni. boleh la jugak hari2 post.
sbb they like it they want it they feel like doing it. it has become natural for them.
me, on the other hand, has lost the true purpose of me making this blog, and terpengaruh dgn blog popularity.
sket je terpengaruh. xbyk pon. u don't see me trying too hard right? :p
blogging is not natural for me. if i must say, tweeting is the most natural thing i post on the website now. i say what i want to say, i write what i want to write. didnt hold back much. facebook? no comment. blogging, on the other hand, mcm self assignment pulak. typing many words to tell one story. *sekarang dah biasa 140 character je lol* kene susun ayat. kene susun paragraph. klau boleh nk gamba. ha dah xnatural. :p

yg sebenarnye nk citer, sbb tu la last update 1 feb pehh!
busy xbusy sgt la dgn studies. klau btul nk, ade je masa bukan xde cett.
cetengok cetengok graph atas td. january blog ni agk active sbb tu paling tinggi graph kat jan. pastu jatuh langsung sbb feb dgn mac tak update langsung. feb, 1st day je update. pastu no no. what happen? vacation honeymoon eh?
yg agk interesting, walaupun xupdate, followers ciput je, and i myself didnt go to this blog often, still dlm 2 bulan tu ade gak above 100 views.
sape2 la korang yg dtg usha blog kosong ni?? =.="
apehal2 terima kasih la ye.
dan lagi satu. sy mmg suka konon2 taktau nk update ape. tp skali update hah rajin xrajin la jugak nak suruh org bace panjang2 ha fadan muka. fuufufufufu.

ok2 the point is. i just want to go back to why i blog. kata xnk xnatural blablabla tp why still do?

1. this is the place we type our past. what we did. sometimes we never remember some very happiest or even sad moments in our lives. i want to have one place i could go to seek my past. what i've become. how did i progress. we could see can we?

2. friends. simple. friends. semua bende pn influence kawan. minat tu lain cite. tp biasanya. klau ada kawan buat ni. kita pon nak buat jugak. natural lah kan. normal gle. so this is one of the "duh" obvious reason.

3. dulu. konon2 nak power up english skill. sbb tu blog. klau kat skolah practice lg english. masuk uni dah kurang2 dah self practice. klau kata essay tu, time exam je on the spot. tak practice pape pon nk buat essay. so using written english could brush up my skill. xpayah kot nk cite kenapa nak increase english skill? o.O

4. sekosong kosong blog pon. dalam setahun ade la jugak 8 org akn tny ble nk update. slalunye klau ade org tny. sumpah aku akan start pk psl update. tetibe nk update. mcm terasa nk fulfill request sambil lewa org. took it seriously pulak? hmmm.

5. twitter is my most private space. blog is the next in the list. if i want to gain some attention. dah lama blog ni di huru hara kan kat facebook. sangat attention seeking site tu. sbb tu xsuke update sgt kat situ. kat fb tak advertise blog ni. safe! kat twitter org2 rapat je ade. so automatically for now *kecuali yg dah lama tau blog ni* org2 yg rapat2 je tau blog ni. so xkisah sgt nk bercerita ceritun kat sini kan. :) kenapa xprivate terus blog? sbb it would be pointless altogether. baik buat diari sndiri deh.

lima sebab cukup lah. ~~ke nak lagi 12?~~
ok. dah lama xblog. tabiat saya tak hilang lagi. sekali buat satu bende. nak detail aje. lecturer pn pening nak marking assignment. awesome sgt length postnya. :p
tp bagus la. filter. kre klau someone xbace this. yes this sentence. yes ->THIS<- . ni ni. klau ade org xbce ni. maybe die xbace langsung sbb mls la kn. panjang na. klau anda bace NI. this sentence. ayat ni. patah perkataan ni. terima kasih. walaupun post kat blog2 ni mainly utk myself. tp ade jugak yg kisah nk bace post sepanjang alam ni. ;) tp2.sbb post2 panjang2. baru lah critically addictive kan? :D

oh. sape blur. padan muka. ~~malas nk layan~~. :p

some quote i would like to share. in which, i agree. :)

p/s : last post 1st february. this post 2nd april. next post 3rd june? :p

a message to the unheard.

2011-02-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

A letter to my malaysian friends in egypt.

" Dear friends,

i didn't take much notice when u guys said your internet connection is going to be blocked and cut off.
i didn't know u guys will really be blocked from communicating either.
just few days ago, i found people posting topics and stuff about egypts.

i thought it was something minor. so i still didn't take much notice.
until i saw more and more and more ppl posting about it on fb.
i've since been giving a whole lot of attention to the issue.
and it was actually a serious one. =="

just saying. i hope you guys are safe. reading the news scared me much.
u guys maybe all fine, healthy, calm and well,

but since i didn't heard anything from u guys, i kinda got nervous.
and this message goes to all malaysian there as well.

be safe. take care.

yours sincerely,
your nervous friend in malaysia. "

a war-like situation doesn't really came in mind, never did, never about to.
especially, when it directly affects the people i know, the people i'm related to.
hearing one malaysian got shot and another got raped is enough to convince me the situation is really bad.

NO. i don't get ahead of my thoughts. i don't think u guys will ever be in danger.
i kept praying u guys are fine and in good health.
it's just a matter of time until u guys showing up on facebook right?
:)

Much related posts :

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Krisis mesir, nasib rakyat kita

why question?

2011-01-26T02:30:00.001+08:00

"the wind blows heavily currently,

its 2am and i already felt lightheaded.
but my mind said it's still early.
so i decided to do This. :)"

the topic today is about Questions.

i have one problem with questions.
not the never-ending questions written on papers, waiting for our ~~ijustwanttosolveitgodplshelp~~ answers,
not the questions given to us.
not that kind of questions.
it's the questions we ask, the on-the-spot kind.

i'm sure most of us have experienced this ;

" Lecturer : Okay, do u have any questions?

Students : ........................................................... "

yes, kita sume penah alami situasi ni kan?
so, how exactly usually u react?
look at ur classmates, ur friends?
pandang kiri pandang kanan depan belakang?
everytime there is low in response, lecturers, teachers, would go

" Macam mana awak nak paham kalau awak tak tanya? "

rasa macam nak cakap kuat2 kat lecturer tu.

" I FEEEEEEEEL YOUUU Sir/Madam/Prof/Puan/Cik/Cikgu/Wateva! But but but but, there really is no questions popping out of my head at the moment!!"

dan2 kadang2 tu lecturer pon dah annoyed and tensen camne takde org nk soal ape2, since die expect to answer many! i feel you!
but they have to understand too, if we haven't practiced something hands-on ourselves, we would never know what we don't know??

okay i categorised it into 3 types ;

Type 1 : hi my name is watever and my glass is totally empty from top to bottom.

this type of people, they ask questions. lots. lots of em. sikit2 tanya, sikit2 tanya. others tgk je die tny.
NO! i have nothing againts this kind of people! they are really helpful most of the time! diorang tukang tny, yg lain tukang dgr and kongsi. win-win?

Type 2 : hi my name is whichever and my glass is already half filled.

this type of people is the listeners, but sometimes, they ask too. i might be categorised in this type SOMETIMES. but most of the time, im type 3, which issssss.....
Type 3 : hi im bored can we finish the class quick? im thinking of just revising later... err.. glass? what glass???

hah yg ni mmg nak kene pukul pny org. hahaha.
most of the time, i would go to the class, with nothing in my head about the subject, and just listen, write notes, and keep listening while also daydreaming. This type is AWESOMELY BAD. u gain nothing much at class - time wasted, and is not productive. but hey, this is just WHAT WE ARE. betul kan? :)
word of wisdom for this type should beeeeeeee....

" Remember what you heard, When you are not Listening! "

haha. ntah. :p

so the conclusion is, when ppl ask us to ask questions, we now not struggling to find some answers, but we are struggling, hurting our brain to actually find a question.
~~what. the. heck.~~
~~right?~~

So. which type are you? :D

i have no problems with teachers who likes to ask the students to ask, nor i dont have any problems with students who likes to ask, this is only a personal matter, sometimes it makes me feels useless not to actually have a question to ask. so.... :p

the epitome of time.

2011-01-19T02:52:00.000+08:00

pergh kan tajuk.
~~skejapgilababeng~~ lama tu pk. bajet kan? :p

hi people.
i am currently in my 3rd week of the semester.
my current progress for this semester is...
i would assume...
only 2%.

why?

timetable. stop and stare.


~~mejatimah~~ timetable for 6th semester

~~i said stare.~~ ~~not observe/study/examine/watever.~~
so the point is.
since monday is lab, which means bukan stiap mggu ade that session.
so seminggu 3 hari je kelas.
4 different subjects, 4 different lecturers.
the maximum number i have seen them in a week each is ; 2.

the less the meeting, the less the assignments, the less number of topics to learn, the less time i need to use for education.

Nope. i'm saying only this 3 weeks, after this, especially after the chinese new year holiday, things will get difficult. mentally? not as ready, but oh well.

and that is why u still see me online often, facebook/twitter/blog/email/wateva.

no need to go nerd all the way right? or do i really have to? but maybe i wont. heh. :)

Fast Facts :
1. i'm more comfortable writing in english nowadays. klau rojak tu pon sbb nk cover je. ~~shit~~.
2. i love stats. i love numbers. the first thing i will do tomorrow is look at how many people have visited this post. :p
3. i love smilies. they show my expressions in words. but i have limited my smilies from
:) :D :P x) xD xP 8)
to
:) :D :P .
4. if u don't use hashtags (#) on at least, weekly basis, u need to be more active on this site. xfacebook
5. this site is awesome so awesome very awesomest. well i just truly like it hoho. osm
6. if you have read the post up til here, special thanks to you, for taking time reading this ramblings. :)
7. and my life is not as interesting, therefore, blogging is not as addictive anymore. but i may have plans with the internet business. fufufufufu.
:)

8. i haven't found true love. but i may have found the signs of it. but it's not up to me. it's all up to fate. i'm just saying, everyone experience this right? :)

There's a world out there that we should see.

2011-01-15T05:20:00.003+08:00

"Here we go, come with me,
There's a world out there that we should see,
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer"

Flooding in Australia

Link : http://news.nationalpost.com/2011/01/04/natural-disaster-australia-struggling-to-deal-with-flooding/

Mudslides and Floods in Brazil

Link : http://www.collegenews.com/index.php?/article/brazil_suffers_worst_natural_disaster_8543997541/

i don't need to explain more, u could just click at the link if u're interested.

what i'm pointing out is the natural disasters that occurred in this year, which has only turned 15 days old.

i might say here in Malaysia, the weather is a bit disturbing, particularly when it's sunny and another minute it's raining.
but i never complain. that's is how it's supposed to be, that is how the law of nature works.
and i am grateful that we don't have to face the natural disasters as bad as other countries.

i'm living peacefully, thankfully.

all i can do is to pray for the other countries, other parts of the world. :)

on the other note,
for those of you who will/wants/wateva continuing degree or even just finished spm.
Shell's scholarship application closing date is tomorrow, 16th January.
if you didn't know beforehand and still wants to apply, do so. time is limited, but it's not over.

Good luck. :)

more info : Shell Malaysia Scholarships

reckless.

2011-01-13T17:57:00.000+08:00

"some things are old.
but most things, especially the important ones, never gets old.

:)"

The message below is more important to be heard.

Abu Hurairah r.a katanya: Ketika diturunkan ayat: مَنْ يَعْمَلْ سُوءًا يُجْزَ بِهِ Yang bermaksud: Sesiapa yang melakukan kejahatan, nescaya akan diberi pembalasan dengan kejahatan itu. Orang-orang Islam merasa amat sedih tetapi kemudiannya Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: Sederhanalah dan jangan terlalu berlebih-lebihan serta berusahalah melakukan yang benar. Setiap musibah yang menimpa orang-orang muslim adalah suatu pelebur kesalahan biarpun hanya sekadar tercucuk duri. [HR Muslim: no 4671]

Lihat. Walau hanya tercucuk duri sekalipun, ia dikira sebagai kafarah dosa kita; meleburkan karat-karat dosa yang berlumuran dalam diri kita. Inikan lagi dengan dugaan, ujian, musibah dan kesusahan yang sedikit Allah timpakan kepada kita. Kerna itu, bersabarlah duhai hati...

itu tanda kasih sayangNya.
semakin diuji, semakin sayang Dia kepadamu.
hanya Dia yang tahu apa terbaik buatmu. ya, hanya Dia.
oleh itu, yakinlah.
yakin, yakin dan terus letakkan keyakinanmu itu kepadaNya. sepenuhnya.
Dia tidak akan sekali-kali menzalimi hambaNya. tidak akan, walau sekali.

lalu, bersangka baiklah kepadaNya.
pasti ada hikmah yg tersirat. pasti ada sesuatu yg berharga untukmu.
yakinlah.

bersangka baiklah kepadaNya.
usahamu bukan sia-sia.
jatuhmu bukan sia-sia.
gagalmu bukan sia-sia.
sakitmu bukan sia-sia.
deritamu bukan sia-sia.
dukamu bukan sia-sia.
susahmu bukan sia-sia.
bila kau tahu semuanya itu dariNya.
Tuhan yang menciptakan; kesenangan dan kesukaran, kebahagiaan dan kesedihan.

bersangka baiklah kepadaNya.
air matamu bukan sia-sia.
lelahmu bukan sia-sia.
peritmu bukan sia-sia.
letihmu bukan sia-sia.
penatmu bukan sia-sia.
bila kau lakukan sesuatu itu hanya keranaNya.

Dari Abu Hurairah ra., ia berkata : Nabi saw. bersabda : "Allah Ta'ala berfirman : "Aku menurut sangkaan hambaKu kepadaKu, dan Aku bersamanya apabila ia ingat kepadaKu. Jika ia ingat kepadaKu dalam dirinya maka Aku mengingatnya dalam diriKu. Jika ia ingat kepadaKu dalam kelompok orang-orang yang lebih baik dari kelompok mereka. Jika ia mendekat kepadaKu sejengkal maka Aku mendekat kepadanya sehasta. jika ia mendekat kepadaKu sehasta maka Aku mendekat kepadanya sedepa. Jika ia datang kepadaKu dengan berjalan maka Aku datang kepadanya dengan berlari-lari kecil". [HR Bukhari]

happy. not.

2011-01-13T02:47:00.001+08:00

" saya nak tu.
saya nak ni.
saya nak semua.
saya tak nak tu.
saya tak nak yang tu juga.
semua saya tak nak. "

Dear world,

we are not happy.
we certainly are not.
i am not happy.
i am certainly not.
when we don't get something that we've always wanted.
when we don't achieve our target.
when we are so close to grab something, but slip it in the end.
when we felt like we could do it, or get it, just to lose it, like it's never meant for us.

in the end, we lose hope.
we think we can't do it, and end up "hoping for the best".
in truth, we gave up, our action speaks louder than words. inside, we think it's not possible, but will "try". because going all out is not in ourselves anymore.

nope. this is not just about me.
we all feel the same thing once in a while.
you are a good person if u have never experienced this.
either u are too ~~stupid~~ kind and ignorant,
or u just too nice to feel thing such as this.

we have our priorities, each and everyone of us.
for most of us, we would one day end up saying,
"no, this is not me. this is not for me. this is not what i want."
we will never be satisfied.

all we need to do is think. people.
but that is what people don't do.
they let it passed by our minds.
saying "nah, it's ok."
that's not what our hearts says.
sometimes, minds Wants to listen to the heart, but we ourselves blocks it.

be grateful, people.
if u have something u think precious enough for you, why the heck you chose to let it go?
if u have something u've always wanted, why the heck you chose to give it up?
selfish, arrogant, stubborn, and stupid.

sincerely,
he-who-wrote-this-as-note-to-self-and-for-others.

picture source : osm

" sometimes, i feel like standing below the bright light,
where everyone could see.
most of the time though, i feel like standing in the dark,
where nobody would see.
i is unhappy. "

i'm innocent.

2011-01-09T01:31:00.003+08:00

me(middle) : potpetpotpet.

Usually, at this time of day and hour, i would be in Penang, most probably sitting in front of the laptop, watching movies, playing games, or maybe just came back from outing with my friends?
But today is different. much different. i'm in Subang, which is home. I'm back only for the weekend for the first time in 2 1/2 years, a.k.a 6 semesters doing my diploma. Usually i would only be back for long holidays.

Why? Let's just consider this, a Business Trip. :)
and since i have so many free time currently, plus the semester have only started, there is not much workload for me.

I finish my "Business" on the morning, i hangout with my family/friends on the evening. this four days is gonna be awesome. Worth my ticks travelling from penang to subang. :D

me : eh? camera tgh nk tangkap?

i've been introduced to a very, very addictive group game (suitable for parties,small events,etc). the last time my friends and i played Charade for the first time. i guess most of us already know the game. The game i was talking about is the Mafia game. Search!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mafia_(party_game)

http://www.ehow.com/how_2204894_save-boring-party.html

it's critically addictive as the blog itself! definitely a hyper game! but u've got to have many people, at least 7 or 8? it's fun! :) beware : u're gonna by hyper and noisy. main dekat tempat yg orang xkisah kalau bising2 okeh? hahaha.

simple guideline to playing the game :
1) use cards to assign role, (eg; Joker - Mafia, King - Doctor, Ace - Spy, Numbers - Villagers) Your role is a secret!
2) ada 2 masa berlainan, Day, and Night, first we start with Night, during the night, everyone closes their eyes. xboleh bukak! the host, who doesn't have any role but to monitor the game, will ask the roleplayers, one by one, to open their eyes.
3) when the host calls for the mafia, he/she opens their eyes, and choose who he/she wants to kill. and they then close ur eyes for the other role to be played.
4) next the host calls for the doctor, he/she will choose anyone, including himself, who he wants to save by predicting who would the mafia kills.
5) the next would be the spy, teka sape mafia.
6) then comes the Day. sume org open their eyes. and start gaduh, bincang, etc. the villlagers role is to assist in finding the mafia. klau salah teka, the person must leave the game, and the game continues.
7) the game ends if all the mafia is arrested, or klau the mafia manage to ~~tipu~~ convince sume org and win the whole game. :D

camtu lah jugak game die! susah nak terangkan by words! preferably , just click on the links above, u may or still not understand, kene main dulu! haha. :D
if you're gonna try it, have fun! :D

p/s : this post is only about this mafia game. :) when someone accuse u as the mafia, the normal line : "I'm innocent!" ;)

me: readyyyy. ":)"

every new thing.

2011-01-01T07:21:00.001+08:00

Wassap holla voila vala vida! ~~amboih?~~

for my loyal ~~lah konon~~ readers, the changes for this blog is obvious and totally differs from the previous. Even the title has changed, it was A Thousand Trees, inspired by Stereophonic's song by the same name. I changed it to the name of the blog itself. Ideally, i don't need a title that differs from the blogname, because it already fits.

the blog layout is still under minor construction, but for now, this is good enough, i guess? :)

Finally, the archive area has gained another year! since 2010 has officially goes into it, behold, 2011!

Overall, through observation from other social network sites, i've seen mixed feelings about 2010, most of them, yep most, thinks that 2010 is a bit gloomy compared to years before, everyone especially the same batch as mine said 2010 was kinda down, and would want to put everything behind for 2011.
For me, i kinda agree, since this is not the best year for me too, in terms of performance alone. But, in terms of gaining experience, fun,sad, and others, it's one of the most exciting, powerful experiences i've gained in any years. :)

No, like any other year, i don't make the start of the year of as a time for me to change, to be better, since to me, you've just got to be better every single day and time. But i do think it's good, it's a platform, for some people, they need this platform, they need a date, so that finally they can put everything behind, that's the power of our mentality.

As u may predict, i tend to update more often this year, more than any other year, will it work? i dont know. i think i said the same thing too last year. but it did work. ~~NOT!~~ if u compare 2009 and 2010. PFFFT. :p

putting everything into account, i do hope this year is going to be a better, awesomer than previous years. This is the year i will end my diploma LIKE FINALLEHHHH! and enter the degree.
there is still so much thing needs to be decided, so much work and stuff to do, it will take time. but i only hope for the best. :)

Happy New Year 2011 everyone. Have a blast. Put every negative thing behind us as experience, as lesson, and fix it to be more positive for this new year. *thumbs up*.

My diploma housemates, with the exception of 2 people. :)

past tense.

2010-12-31T07:16:00.003+08:00

me: "ha warning okeh. long post alert okeh. nak baca, baca lah okeh. okeh. ha okeh...."

yup. that's me. haha.
i think it's the time of the year.
when someone like me got back to sites such as this.
selalunya takde nak update2 blog.
before ni sebulan sekali je.

i have few reasons to update my blog.
one of the main reason is, for myself. i'm not as dramatic to develop interesting stories or experience. but i know that i will in the future, look back at my post. look back at the past me. reminisce on what has happen, what i learned, what i experienced, where i go or what i've been through.
more important is, how did i progress, how did i manage myself from the past til now. what was the element that sparks or sorrows my life. what was there, and what was not. was i happier or am i getting gloomier.

things are not as easy to express in words. most of the time, i had the words in mind. but when im here to blog about it, to write about it, they just vanish. the words i had gone missing. it's too troublesome to grab it back. nor it's easy to just let go. if i want to , i can, so being busy doesn't really make a reason why i didnt post anything. for what's worth, it's not important. to anyone. :)

well another few reasons was to prepare my english for whats to come. haha. yeap. i wasn't try to act smart, rather this is the place i practice my basic english. funny? maybe. :)
since i have friends who still blogs now and then, it's a gud thing too for me to blog. so that they can keep track of what im doing. normal la kan?

as much as i am not that dramatic to produce interesting stories or experiences in my life, especially putting all of them in words, or even pictures(which i suck at, getting a picture of me), i am not sentimental enough to produce sad stories here, like some other do. :)

i don't know how this post is relevant to u, but i guess it's important to know a lil bit bout my blog.

Aaaaaand. the reason why i sometimes hesitate to blog, is because, when i want to write about something, i thought it's going to be a long, long post. betul2 boleh buat karangan sudah. that's why some of my previous post sume pendek2 je. go skim through my past2 posts. u'll see the huge difference. :p example? this post. isn't it long enough? pfft.

ok. if u didn't read the whole thing. it's fine. but few important points here :

1. it's normal, end of the year, times like this, i would blog, long long post. panjang2 pny. so expect the next few post to be long(if any). but i will get back to shorten it. hehe.
2. next semester is my last semester for diploma before i continue to degree. if i ever go online, i would think of blogging first. prior to any other social network sites. yep, im ditching the twitter and fb and any other sites (not as a whole), but priotize more on blogging.(if any). so u can expect to find me here, posting unbelievable exciting stories that amazingly fits what u're always searching for in the human world, in this critically addictive site.(wont happen)
3. i try to stay cheerful, but sometimes i fail at pretending to be. but that doesn't mean im a gloomy person, im more annoying and cheerful as ever. trust me. i would rather spend my life having fun than caring for something i shudn't. (may emphasize more on the next post)(if any).

voi-la! :D

Interesting..

2010-12-10T20:02:00.001+08:00

i found this quiz very interesting, the questions, and the results as well. u should try it. :)

"1. Open this website : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2. Take the Personality Quiz (it's VERY short and easy, really)

3. Copy Paste the result to Blogger, Facebook, Wherever."

My result:

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i dont know, maybe i agree? hehe. :)

sleep.

2010-10-04T02:08:00.000+08:00

there's no question.
we all love to sleep.
it's not just about "we have to".
it's just we really love to.

even at times sleeping is not necessary.
times when we could do our work instead of sleeping.
times we could do something more worthy of our short pathetic life minutes.
we just want to get some sleep.

i don't do naps anymore.
i sleep all the way. afternoon or evening or night or whenever.
no napping, just sleeping.
cos sleep takes a lot of our time.

so my point of this post is.
i'm a university student.
most of you are a university student too.
and i see a lot of u doing ur works, assignments, studying.
while im out here SLEEPING.

sleep is good, but not when we sacrifice our time to complete our works.
people who have works shouldn't be sleeping too much.
but i just happen to sleep a lot. more than any other semesters i've gone through.

and i tend to procrastinate on my work. =.="
and then i do everything at last minute.
it's 2am and i'm doing my assignments.
now i can't really sleep anymore.

darn it.