Daily Event & Motivation

Enemy Inside Me

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Sun, 13 Feb 2011 14:08:00 +0000

Too many activities have made me busy and distract my mind to only think about college and work. It is tough when I realize that almost all of my life I have spent my time for school and work. I have nothing to pursue my dream now, but I feel so lucky in several occasions. One occasion I was worried about book cost for study, another one about transportation cost. Luckily, my friend lent his book (thanks to mricky), and I've also got free-ride on the way to campus or going back home (thanks to marlen and yunita). They have become bless for me. And recently, some of my friends are complaining about their lecturer supervisor in guiding thesis subject. They told me that their lecturer supervisor are not giving feedback, hard to meet, or even don't care with them. It is vice versa with me. My lecturer supervisor asks my progress regularly and complained that I am too slow among his students. I'm grateful that he pushes me to consistently make progress and give me hint to study more.

As a human, I do have biggest challenge in my life, and I guess it is the same with you. My biggest challenge is how I can knock out myself. I often feel I'm not in the mood to write my thesis. Fortunately my lecturer supervisor has pushed me. But important part that I should remember is there might be no other people who could motivate you on other occasion. It is only you, the key to make changes.

- Have you ever in diet program but you cannot stand to eat a lot of food?
- Have you ever thought that you should study for the exam but instead you close your book and prefer playing game?
- Have you ever considered moving forward but instead you live in the past?
- Have you ever drowned in the sadness and fear won’t let you go?

Well I do.. for all the questions I remark, my answers are yes, I have.. what about you?

To achieve our goal is not as easy as flipping over our palm. There is price that we should pay. Often we feel pain, disappointed, humiliated, underestimated, sad, etc. before we get happiness and sweet result. If negotiation cannot reach consensus of peacefulness, then war is needed. Try to knock out enemies inside you and do something right. Suffer feeling will not make you die, it only make you stronger if you can past it.

Break The Limit

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Sun, 05 Sep 2010 14:20:00 +0000

Sometimes I give up on chasing one of my dreams. Often I think that I don't have talent to make it real. It seems impossible for me so I only try a little just for fun. But when I found this fact, I did feel ashamed. Let's take a look these real stories.

First, He Ah Lee. She was born with a lobster claw syndrome. She only has four fingers but she can play piano as well as normal people or even better. She considers her weakness as special gift from God. Her first piano teacher said that don’t act as disabled people, but play as normal one. She practices piano about 5-10 hours/day for 5 years.

Second, Jessica Cox. She has no arms. She can write, type, drive a car, brush her hair and talk on her phone simply using her feet. She flies planes and she can type 25 words a minute.

Third, Andrea Bocelli. Born with poor eyesight, he became totally blind at the age of twelve following a soccer accident. When he wants something, he has to do it. He said, "Whatever happens in life, however sad or terrible, there are still thousands of reasons to go on living this life fully."

Now, think about your limitation. What would you do to break your limit?

Take a look this video and see our similarity with the player in this video. Pay attention to what the player and the coach say.

From their stories, we can learn to keep our spirit and never give up. Never pity ourselves and turn negative mind into the positive one. Never see boundaries in yourself or it will bind you as limitation to do many great things that you haven't imagined before.

Let's make our dreams come true by breaking the limit.

References:
http://jarpus.blogspot.com/2009/08/four-finger-pianist.html
http://www.oddee.com/item_96763.aspx
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andrea_Bocelli
http://www.youtube.com

Anger Management

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Fri, 11 Jun 2010 17:39:00 +0000

There was a moment when I was feeling down, there was no one around, only me... caught in the emptiness. I'd just lost something precious and most important thing in my life. It was my relationship with my best friend. I never knew how precious my friend was until the relationship was broken. What is your precious one?

I used to be a hotheaded person. It's already in my blood, lust of anger that told you, "Don't make me angry, you wouldn't like me when I'm angry." When I was getting angry, I used to hurt my best friend with my body language and sometimes sharp sentences just because small thing. It didn't hurt outside but it did.. hurt inside. It might not be physical, but it wounded my best friend heart. If I look back to the past, I feel so fool and ruin everything good when I'm angry. Have you ever experienced moment like me?

Since I lost my best friend, I had set aside time to think. I didn't want this moment happen for the second time. I pray to be a better person then I found a way to manage my anger. Whenever I've gotten angry, I drink water a lot (cold water would be better), I keep the distance with the others, not much talking, and find some place to be alone. I don't want someone get hurt because of my anger. If I angry to the person I know, my heart will say, "If you love him/her, don't be angry. You don't wanna lose him/her right?" And I always keep in mind that never let the sun goes down before your anger fade away. If I tired controlling my anger, I will release the heat through sleeping. And when I wake up, I've already forgotten those anger feeling. Well, this work for me.

It's not always me who get angry. Sometimes I have to deal with other person who gets angry. Tips to face angry person are be patient, keep calm, act in manner way, talk tenderly, and understand what the problem is. If the problem can not be identified, keep the distance from that person.

Anger is not always negative. If someone stealing or doing criminal things and you're angry to that criminal action, it means that your conscience is still working. In that case, what makes anger become right or wrong is how you react to anger feeling. Commonly, anger is manifest in negatives way. Control the anger and get back your joy.

Other quotes that I remember to overcome my anger:
"When you are angry, count till 10 before you start talking"

My Story: School Again

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Thu, 17 Dec 2009 14:53:00 +0000

OMG... I've just realized that I only have one posting in this blog over year 2009 :(

Today, I would like to share about my life. It's about questions in my mind after 2 years graduated with bachelor degree in computer science. What do I want? What is my destiny? Life had been felt so flat and no passion if I did the same things every day. No challenge, nothing to pursue, what a boring life if I stuck in the satisfaction of life. I'd rather say, I'm not satisfied with what I have achieved now. I have to gain knowledge just like many heroes in video games raising up their level skills (I love playing dotA :D). So, I decided going to school again.

Education is not cheap at present. Higher level of education means higher fee. I would like to enroll in business school, but the fee is about 20 times my monthly salary [*shocked*T_T]. I looked at my savings, oow... it's not enough... I couldn't afford it.

Somehow, God made a way that I was not thinking before. In the beginning of this year, I had been offered jobs as an outsource programmer. It took some effort by sacrificing my vacation time. After worked 8 hours a day, I worked again until midnight. Sunday, holiday, or any vacation day, I spent it in front of my computer. Tired... but happy after I received the payment :)

With the savings increase and financial plan, I can say proudly that I could afford money for business school fee. This is one of my pride where I can see some people are funded by their parents while I'm not. I'm funded by God, my big boss :D Of course God's hand wouldn't reach me if I was lazy and not pleased. Now, it's already one month I've been busy with my study at business school.

I have principle which I learned from Ciputra (an entrepreneur in Indonesia) that if we work hard and do the right things, God will open the way. [In Bahasa Indonesia: jika kita bekerja keras dan berbuat benar, Tuhan pasti buka jalan]

Through this writing, I want to thank Defendy and Sera. You have become extension of the hand of God. Thank you.

Sense of Happiness

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Tue, 12 May 2009 01:56:00 +0000

Today before the dawn, I woke up because of sneezing. I couldn't sleep again so I turned on my laptop and connected to the internet. "You've got 2 new messages", who's sending me emails? I was surprised, it is an old friend of mine. I replied her email and not long after that she replied my email. She hadn't slept too. In this early morning, we had some little chat.

My friend is a nurse and working at the hospital now. I haven't seen her for a long time. It seems both of us had changed a lot.

In our chat, I told her that lately I felt boring with my work, my routine, my life. I felt lack in spirit. And then she asked me, "Why do you bored with your work?" I couldn't tell her why do I feel that way. She added her sentences, "Once I felt bored with my work, my friend gave me good advice. When you feel bore, try to remember what is your purpose to work? the reason you want to wake up early in the morning? and for who?... In my heart I replied, I work and come earlier in the morning not only just for myself but to see my patients shining faces after I help them fulfill their needs. I work to make people happy."

Her words awaken my spirit. Her words are important things I had forgotten. It is sense of happiness when I'm helping other people.

My Story: Between The Past and The Future

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Mon, 29 Dec 2008 19:21:00 +0000

Another year has passed. The end of the year has always been special as it serves as the time to look back at my ups and downs throughout the year; to evaluate what has happened that changed the direction of my life.

2008, a colorful year for me. Why do I say that? What's the difference between 2008 and all the previous ones? In 2008 I wrote my first blog :)

Before 2008, my world reflected no light, was completely dark, and sorrow filled my days. I was not able to face the reality. Some things drove me insane. It was even hard for me to sleep; the only thing I could do was just cyring until my eyes look like those of panda's. I couldn't stand it; I felt like I didn't want to continue living... until Ms.Bless prayed for me, Mr.Mario Teguh talked on TV, my friends stood by me, and the best part was that God gave me strength and taught me to be a better person. He never gives temptations that are tougher than what we can deal with. I read this quote from my friend Cho, "What does not defeat you only makes you stronger."

Although it happened before 2008, it has become a burden for my present. Everyday I pray and struggle to make peace with my past. One book I read said that, "Your past does not define your future." Have you ever heard someone said, "I can't believe it, there's no way (s)he can do that!" Well, in reality, someone good can turn bad and vice versa. It all depends on your choices at the present times to make your future days better.
Happy New Year 2009!

Editor: Angel

My Story: Rules in Teaching

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Thu, 20 Nov 2008 02:56:00 +0000

As a supervisor, I have responsibility to ensure our operational unit runs thoroughly. Start from preparation, realization, evaluation, until plan for the next term, me and other eleven supervisors form as one team. Each of us have 7 or 8 subordinates and they are our responsibilities too.

On October 24, 2008, one of my subordinates was sick. I couldn't find substitute to replace her as a programming instructor for that day. So, I became acting instructor for that day only. I entered one class room of computer laboratory. There was another instructor already inside the room. He is my subordinate partner. It's been a long time since I was an instructor too. He started teaching and I started observing.

Ten minutes after my partner started teaching, several students were entering the class room. "Hey! why did they late?", I said in my heart. They were not only late for ten minutes but there were 3 students who were also late above 30 minutes. After looked them took a seat, I warned them to follow our study rules. We have some rules but I will write down 2 rules here. First, if the student late after 30 minutes, the student may stay learning but he/she will be counted absent. Second, if the student doesn't wear laboratory coat, he/she is not allowed to enter the class room of computer laboratory. I had warned them by sending messages to their computer.

Apparently, there were 2 students who didn't bring lab coat. When I knew that, there were 2 dogs began barking in my heart. Bellow is the dialog between these 2 dogs.

First dog said, "Pitying them, they only don't bring lab coat. Besides, lab coat is not important. Think! why does the student need to wear lab coat in computer laboratory? Is it for protect them from computer radiation? What a useless rule."

The Second dog said, "You must stand on the rule, don't let them break the rule."

First dog said, "If you don't break the rule, they will miss their programming lesson for today. They've already paid and they have right to get what they've paid. Pitying them if they left behind because you don't let them stay and learn."

Second dog said, "It is their fault if they don't bring lab coat. Rules are made to make them discipline and have responsibilities."

First dog said, "If you don't let them stay, you will be hated by them."

Second dog said, "Choose, do you wanna be loved because your tollerance for breaking the rule or hated because your righteousness."

Finally, the second dog won and made me acting based on the rule. After that, I thought I was cruel and I felt so sad. I was wondering why do I felt that way while I was doing the right thing. I talked to my friend, and she said, "It's ok Ru. Just like a mother teaches her child, she will feel sad when she gives punishment to her child because her child doing something wrong. But her mother do that because she want her child grow up as a good person." My friend's words made my heart relieved.

My Story: Gokana Extra Hot Ramen Challenge

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 19:06:00 +0000

Wednesday, 29 Oct 08. I went to Gokana Resto and took eating challenge.

The challenge is:
whoever could eating extra hot ramen in only 20 minutes will get a voucher of free one package menu.

I heard this challenge from some of my friends who had taken it already. They said it's not hot. They even told me that it's easy to win the challenge. I love eating ramen but I don't like spicy food because I had experienced terrible stomachache several times. My friends assured me it's not hot. Since I love trying something new, I dare myself to try the challenge acompanied by other of my friends who want to try the challenge for the first time too.

We had ordered super extra hot ramen and cold ocha drink. We waited about 10-15 minutes and.. Wow! big bowl of ramen had arrived. When it arrived, some waiters hit a drum: dung dung dung dung! while saying: Ganbatte! Ganbatte!

Hmmm... I could smell chilli flavor. I ate it then...
.O.M.G!!! My tongue is burning T_T
I almost got choked when the sauce past through my throat.
Cold ocha drink had saved me..
I thought I couldn't win the challenge because it red sauce is full in big bowl.
When I thought of that, my friends already finished in 10 minutes.
What kinda tongue do they have -.-!
"Look at them", I said in my heart. "If they can do it, I can do it too."
I threw away "I can not" words from my mind, and change it into "Yes, I can." I pushed myself eating sauce that only left in my big bowl.

Finally after 17 minutes, I've made it!! How happy I am, I have won one package beef menu. For some people, that challenge maybe easy to win. But for me, it's hard to be done. Ever cross in my mind, just give up, don't push yourself. When I changed my mind, I chose to be a winner. I realize it's all because power of mind and strong will.

Never give up in anything, if someone can do it either do you :)

My Story: Give Thanks

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Sun, 28 Sep 2008 19:54:00 +0000

When I walked, I saw people with their BMW car then I asked to God,
"Why am I not one of them?"
When I saw people can buy expensive house with price about 1 billion rupiah, I'm questioning the same thing to God,
"Why am I not one of them?"
When I looked my friends after graduate working in various companies with appealing salary,
but I engaged with seven years contract, I'm asking again,
"Why am I not one of them?"

When I asked, God kept silence until He showed me what I've never been thinking of before.

Yesterday, I went shopping with me friends. We went to ITC Mango Two, one of complete shopping center in crowded city Jakarta. We went by public vehicles for we don't have any private vehicle; Maybe someday we will have it :P

Along the way, I saw many beggars and homeless persons. When I saw them, I thought of something. I had never asked God why I am not one of them.

When I saw them who don't have legs, I thanked God for the two legs I have.
When I saw homeless persons who slept under the bridge, I thanked God for a little room I can rent monthly.
When I saw them who jobless, I thanked God I don't have to search a job for seven years... hahaha...

Then I remember this quote (if you see a glass not full filled with water):
"Instead of looking half of glass empty, try to look half of glass filled."

Wall-e : Save The Tree, Save The Earth

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 03:14:00 +0000

Have you watched Wall-e movie? If you haven’t then don’t continue reading my blog. Watch the movie first is recommended.

I’ve just watched Wall-e movie. It’s exciting for it contains messages to all of us.

I won’t tell the story here. I just want to write down the messages so we realize our role as mankind.

First, take care of your environment if you still want to live on earth. In Wall-e movie, we can see blocks of garbage which are as high as a skyscraper until no human can live again because earth is contaminated.

Second, save the tree! It is one of our life sources. Reduces tree is one issue of global warming.

Third, oh human please… don’t be lazy because automation. If you lazy, you will get fat and even can’t walk.

Fourth, learn to love will form a new hope and a great spirit. Try to love our earth start from now, from our self, and the earth will give us back in return.

Fifth, you don't know how precious what you have now until you lose it someday.

The Art of Speaking (Part 4)

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Tue, 26 Aug 2008 02:16:00 +0000

You learn nothing when you are speaking, but if you want to learn, you must do it by listening. Ask questions that people love to answer it, everything about them, their great achievement, etc. Remember, someone who have toothache is only thinking about him/hersefl rather than tsunami which killed million people in some region of the world.

When you are listening, make eyes contact. People will feel you pay attention to what they are talking about if you keep eyes contact, they also will be feel respected.

For Larry King, body language is just like verbal language. Body language is natural part of conversation and communication. If it happened naturally, body language will become effective form of communication. If it just pretended, it will look like its original -> fake. Act natural and speak from your heart.

Book Reference :
"How to Talk to Anyone, Anytime, Anywhere : The Secrets of Good Communication" by Larry King, Bill Gilbert

My Story: Read The Manual

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Fri, 08 Aug 2008 01:19:00 +0000

Saturday night, July 19, 2008, me and my friends hang out for a dinner. We went by a cab. Fortunately, there was mini TV in that cab. Shortly, my friend turn on the TV. I saw several buttons on that TV, then I tried to switch the channel by pressing all buttons. Without knowing what button function that I pressed, I had had change TV mode into DVD player mode. We didn’t know what button should we pressed to change back the mode. We tried turning off and on. However, all we could get just sound without display. “Sir, do you know how to display this TV?”, ask one of my friends to the cab driver. The cab driver gave us instruction while he was driving, but it didn’t work. Finally, we arrived at the destination without watching TV. “Sorry my friends, because of me you couldn’t watching TV in that cab ^_^;”

In this life, we have leaning to try new things. What we had done could bring neutral, positive, or negative effect. It can not be undo for time is always move forward. Often we act first without deep thinking. Just like my story above, I act first without knowing how to operate the TV exactly. Luckily caused effect is not big. Imagine if you act like the story above in leading a company, of course the company won’t hold out longer.

If you are a driver who carry a lot of passengers in your car, read the map so you won’t lost in the middle of road. If you are a leader who has to lead a lot of people, you will have to know the way of being a great leader before you lead or you’re going to lose your followers.

“Read the manual first, then find ‘How to…’ words.

Faringitis

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Fri, 18 Jul 2008 02:27:00 +0000

Whoaa... i've just realized that i haven't wrote almost 1 month.

3 weeks ago i've got sorethroat. It cause me couldn't speak, fever, and made my body loosing strength. Every time i went home after worked, i felt so tired.

So, i went to the doctor and got medicine plus vitamin. Well, it did work for the sorethroat, but its effect still left. When i took a deep breath or drank cold water or talk too much, i was coughing. I went to the doctor again for the second times.

Until i post this, i still take medicine. Left three for today, hope this is my last day i eat drugs :)

My Story : Scholarship and Work

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 02:12:00 +0000

When I was in General Middle School, I was depressed thinking whether I was capable of studying to the higher level or not. That time, my friends started talking about well known universities, both public and private. They also took courses so they could graduate with the best results and be accepted in their favourite universities.

Day by day had passed by with the thought of accomplishing my vision and dream of becoming successful. My dream was not unttainable; I only wanted to be a game programmer simply because I liked playing games.

By the time I was in the last semester of school, my brother hadn’t finished his study at a university. My father's job as a salesman was not enough to pay for both our university fees. That thing made me thinking really hard, 'How could I make some money? Do I need to just find a job and not continue my study?'. I lost direction. It was out of my capabilities; I could only pray. “Be it unto me as Your wish” was my pray.

Unpredictably, my father was told that a private university which was well known for its IT courses was offering scholarships for new students. Starting by completing documents including school grade average, entry test grade, medical check-up, as well as sitting an interview with the head of its HRD and the principal of the university, I finally managed to score the scholarship. Thank God for helping me complete all the requirements which were printed on the register form.

I then signed a contract with the head of the university. In the contract, written was that I had to work for the university for the duration of my study as well as right after I graduate for about 7 years, which was twice the length of my study. I thanked God because I could continue my study and also got a job at the same time. This event made me stand alone. A few months after I started working, I could pay my rent and buy my needs.

“Thank You Lord, because of You my life has changed. You have opened unpredictable ways for me and carried out my deepest desire, that I don’t even realize it.”

Private Laptop and Barking Dogs

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 01:54:00 +0000

Nowadays, most of us working at the office using computer. Hard to imagine working without computer. We input some data into computer then computer process it and the output maybe result in screen display, loud speaker, or print out. We also can store data in computer memory. If we don’t use the data in computer, we can erase and send it to recycle bin. Computer is great, isn’t it? Bad news is if your computer attacked by virus. It will make your computer work unproperly. Different from that, if you input invalid data, it will result in error output.

Here is the concept. Computer work just like our mind. Mind is just like a laptop with big memory. You can bring it anywhere you go. Along the road, you are saving information in it. People that you met. Object that you see, hear. Good or bad is become input of your mind.

As a human, naturally we act based on things that dominate our mind. Maybe this explain why rape happened after men watch porn, murder happened because young teenager see lots of movie with violent content inside. That’s why we must discipline and know what we invest in heart and mind. Remember GIGO principle, “Garbage In Garbage Out”. No matter you are adult or just a kid, your heart and mind like bank account too. You can only withdrawal what you have saving. The problem is, “What have you saved in that account ?”

There is story about a girl who lives in Alaska. Half part of her want to do right thing, half again want to be rebel. One day, she went to meet a priest and explain dilemma that she facing on. She said it just like there are 2 dogs barking and fighting inside her, one good and the other evil. She felt its pull strength all day long. Each dog try to control her. Finally, the priest ask, “Which dog is stronger?” She thought for a while then answered, “I think the one which I feed the most.”

“Your heart radiate your life”

Book reference :

Habitudes: The Art of Self Leadership by Dr. Tim Elmore

Get Up Even When You Can’t

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 02:02:00 +0000

Problem always present every day. Pressure, depressed, miserable, unhappy, dejected, anxious, confused, those are feelings that coloring life within problem. Life without problem isn’t life at all. Problem presents to grow us. Problem and its difficulties are lessons we have to face in order to up grade class in the school of life.

Never pity yourself above any tragedy in your life. Never compare yourself with someone’s fortunate. But look, there’s still many people unlucky than you. He who knows everything never give you problem more than your strength. If you face on problem, try to motivate yourself just like you motivate other people. I know this is hard, especially if emotions controll logic. Place your position outside the problem and look deeply that problem from other people point of view, then give advice to yourself. Besides, you also can ask advice from people close to you. One more thing, if you feel that problem larger than your strength, hand over that problem to the Almighty and believe, there is power in the pray of the righteous.

The Art of Speaking (Part 3)

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Sat, 14 Jun 2008 03:18:00 +0000

Question “yes/no” is an enemy of warm conversation. That question resulting answer only one or two words. Example :

Do you think this hot weather is annoying ?
Is America going to recession ?
Will England become world football champion this year ?

Conversation could be stop if you ask those questions. Instead, try :

This hot weather makes me think, is there any caution that relate this with global warming ? What do you think ?
Economy in America is unstable because of war, inflation, oil price up, House Owning Credit. You think, how many possibility America going to be recession ?
Lots of great football player come from England. What do you think England opportunity this year ?

The second way asking will raise long wide answer and automatically create better conversation.

You Have The Power to Create Love : Bless The World With One Thing

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Fri, 13 Jun 2008 00:42:00 +0000

Bless The World With One Thing

Someday, a bird, a squirrel, a fish, and an eel come together. They decided to start a new school. Normally, a bird persist start flying school. But squirrel disputed for its will establish straight climbing course. And the fish, it want swimming high school.

This hot debate looked like going to be on and on until the eel propose a compromize : “Why don’t we let all of this include in our curriculum?” And so the school officially opened, all student follow all course that available.

Bird looked amazing when flying but failure in swimming. It didn’t take a long time, its wings broken because free style and chest style. Finally bird got C in flying class, and F in swimming.

Squirrel jumped from the highest tree and shouting “Superman!” It didn’t work. Squirrel had broken its bone when trying to fly.

And the fish? It hardly breathed when it tried to climb or fly. Until it had brain damage and even not the best swimmer at last semester.

Guess who’s the best in the class ?

The eel. It did everything half way. In climbing, it did wiggle up. In swimming, it did wiggle in watter. In flying, it did snap. So it got C in all of its courses and become the best in the class.

Life isn’t about trying to be an expert in everything. Life is becoming an expert in one thing and tribute it to the world. You must find one thing which you can do best, then you are one step closer to the fun, happy, and peaceful life. What is one thing that you can do for the world ?

Book Reference :
You Have The Power to Create Love by Bo Sanchez

You Have The Power to Create Love : Discover Yourself

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 00:43:00 +0000

Discover Yourself

In lots of party, you will find general ritual at karaoke place. First, someone is persuaded to sing for his group. This person first will refuse hardly as if he will be elected as a president candidate. He will point out another person who can sing better. But, if for some reasons people could persuade him no more, you will see this person go home sadly and maybe he’s going to hang himself.

But let’s say that ritual continue and people keep insist him singing. This singer nominee now will refuse with humor and shy (inviting them to more insist him). He says something stupid like “I don’t wanna sing, because if I sing I’m gonna be a star.”

When the singer took microphone, he will said “I’m ready, play the song!” After he sang, everyone will praise him and ask him to sing again (no matter his voice made everyone has short experience of earthquake). His audience will say, “There should be a producer who sees you, you can be famous! Your voice as great as David Archuleta.”

Let’s focus on one thing of this ritual, it’s all about “found” by producer and become famous. In this life, believe that found by someone is not as important as you find yourself. You will find beauty, noble, extraordinary, miracle which is You!

“Popularity is when people like you. Happiness is when you like yourself.”

Book Reference :

You Have The Power to Create Love by Bo Sanchez

The 21 Indispensable Qualities of a Leader (Part 1 : Character)

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 01:12:00 +0000

Character : Be Part of a Rock.

As a founder, pilot, business leader, Bill Lear hold more than 150 patent rights, including automatic pilot, car radio, etc. In 1950, Lear saw potency to establish small jet company. He needed several years to make his dream come true. In 1963, his first Lear Jet was launched. Lear succeed at that moment and soon he had sold lots of Lear Jet plane.

Not long after that moment, two planes had been crashed misteriously. His heart really broken. On that moment, 55 Lear Jet planes had been bought for personal needs, and Lear soon sent messages to all planes owner not to fly their planes until he and his team could find what possibility of two planes crashed. The thought that might be lost more lives was more important to him than bad name that might he get.

While he had been investigating accident that happened to his two planes, Lear found potential cause, but couldn’t proove that technical problem on the land. There’s only one way to found out is he diagnose the problem exactly. He should try it by himself in the air.

That proccess really dangerous, but that was he done. While he was flying his jet plane, he almost loose control. Thankfully, he made it and safe. He had found its deformed. Then he developed new supply to solve the problem and set it on another 55 planes, so dangerous dissapeared.

Forbiding his planes fly had made him lose a lot of money. And it also grew seeds of doubt in his potential buyers. As consequence, he needed two years to build again his business. However, Lear never regret his decision. It requires character to keep integrity.

What everybody should know about character ?

Character is more than words.
Talent is a gift, but character is a choice.
Character bring success to others.
A leader could not pass his character boundary.

Book Reference :

The 21 Indispensable Qualities of a Leader by John C. Maxwell

The Art of Speaking (Part 2)

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Mon, 09 Jun 2008 00:54:00 +0000

Most of us usually shy or nurveous when talking to them whom we haven’t met before. Especially first time we speak in front of public. To remove this feeling, keep in mind that people you are talking to are as shy as you. Remember, people you are talking to will enjoy their conversation if they know you enjoy it too. Try to make them feel comfortable doing conversation. If you can dismiss your worried, you will be a good speaker.

To open conversation with someone new, you can use unlimited topics. But if you already knew them, you might look some topics. Try to look around you and find relevant topic. Maybe about nowadays event like football, politic, entertainment, or other which is rich of information. Or.. if you are in the party with great setting you’ll find something to talk. Just look around you and let it flow.

The Art of Speaking (Part 1)

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Sat, 07 Jun 2008 00:27:00 +0000

Talk is like playing playstation, drive a car, or cooking. More often you do it, more skilled you become. But first, you need to know the basic.

For some people, talk is a nature gift. But aren’t they who have it also need to develop it? Change their talent to be an expert? Luciano Pavarotti was born with a beautiful voice, but he still has to learn singing. Larry King, one of the most wanted and exclusive public speaker in America had passing through a lot of event where talking is not easy as now. I will tell you Larry King’s key of public speaking from the book I’ve read.

You need to be honest when talking to other people. Put peoples position who listening to you in your position. If they know your condition, they will understand you and it will make you more confidence. Make them part in your experience.

You must have willing to talk. Focuss on your mind and practice your talk. To be a public speaker you need to give attention and open to other people. It doesn’t mean you talk about yourself all the time or tell your private secret. Treat other people as you want other people treat you.

Forgiveness

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Thu, 05 Jun 2008 00:27:00 +0000

Once upon a time, there’s a child who stand in front of wood fence. His father said, “Son, never nail that fence because it’s already look great.” Yet, the child didn’t listen to his father. That wood fence has been nailed several times until his father saw and stopped him. His father then revoke the nails and showed him what happened to the fence. His father said, “Son, look what you have done. This wood fence now has a lot of hole. Even if you try to mend it, still it will left a mark.”

Same as human heart, when it hurt or dissapointed, it will left a hole although event that triggering those feelings had past. How good we try to mend a broken heart, still the marks will left inside. That’s why, you may never hurt someone’s heart.

If you ever had experience family, friends, lover, or working partner betrayed, disloyal, dishonest, etc., that thing must be stay in mind and scratch the pain in your heart. Feels so hurt when you’ve been dissapointed by someone especially someone that you love the most. If you are in that position, forgive him/her. To forgive someone is not easy. Pain in your heart same as physical pain, need medicine to cure it. Forgiveness is the medicine for broken heart. When you imagine someone who has dissapointed or hurt your heart, forgive him/her every time you feel the pain. As long as the pain still felt, that long you have to take the medicine. Don’t be afraid to take the medicine, this medicine has no side effect. Only the brave one who has great love dare to take the medicine.

My Story : 17th Birthday

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 02:40:00 +0000

November 22^nd, 2001, I was sitting in front of my computer playing games when my father and mother got home from the hospital. Quit playing the games, I came up to them quickly and asked, “What did the doctor say?”. They told me she had a tumor and would undergo a surgery the next day. I was shocked. I kept silent that day.

November 23^rd, 2001, I was sitting in the waiting room with my father and grandmother while my mother was undergoing the surgery. I was nurveous and worried about my mother. I kept on praying and praying… I prayed, “God, today is my birthday.. I don’t want any gifts. I only wish You would save my mother. I love her so much. I can’t lose her now. Please…”. After 2 hours, a doctor came out of the surgery room. The doctor said, “She’s okay now.” Thank God, the surgery was successful. I felt so happy. Thanks to the doctors at Mitra Keluarga Hospital in Bekasi, God bless you all. My mother’s life was a wonderful gift from God for my 17^th birthday.

Lift Your Fear

noreply@blogger.com (rulyna) — Mon, 02 Jun 2008 01:14:00 +0000

Day by day, always rise new problem. Whether it's family conflict, finance problem, school, friends, etc. These problems could be a burden in your mind and feeling every time. When you want to do something, you may feel fear for stepping in wrong way or making wrong decision. At the time when the problem couldn't be solved, we would be affraid of consequences that might be happened later.

If you have fear because of what's in your mind, try to reflect these words :

"Peace is fear that pray"

Human is weak. Feel the fear won't solve any problems. Hand over problem that you can't handle to God. He will give His hand pleasantly :)