DEAR IRIN

Gloomy Sky at Mount Fuji

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Wed, 07 May 2014 11:15:00 +0000

It's a pine forest at Mount Fuji.
The sky was clear at first and full of shine then it became cloudy, we almost get light rain...
Unfortunately, we couldn't reach Step 5 at Mount Fuji due to traffic at the weekend.
Well, it's not my point. I promise to write often and update my last trip. Since I already share my trips on my tumblr, I decided to make "Story of the Picture" from the photo that taken from my trip.

So this is the story...
Lately I realize, I almost lost my "me" side. Like the
I used to write and sketch often before.
I like to write a story since elementary school back then, I write detective story, family story and love story and poem sometimes. Until my Senior high school time, I made a novel called Journey to the Past and I still revised them during my College years.
Last year, before I got a job I also still write a short story about A Couple Friend : Hiara and Fabian.
Somehow, I still write but I think I lost my inspiration. Most of the time I don't know what to write.
Well, I miss the old me, when it's easy to write a poem in a beautiful language, or just write a story about something that I like.

I also realize, I became far from my dream become designer. I rarely sketch, I also lack of inspiration. Though now I still regularly design my own cloth.

I become a person with less leisure time. Most of my free day I used for rest and do some exercise so my body can be fit.

But I lost my inspiration, I lost my reason to write and sketch. Like those gloomy sky that full of cloud that block the sunshine. This now "thingy" blocked me from "My Old Me". I can't say I don't like what I've done right now. I'm happy, I travel more, I learn and I work to something that at least my other passion. But just, there's an empty room that I need to fill out.

Hopefully I can fill it the soonest.
Stay cheers and move forward.

Irin

Hello 2014

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Mon, 05 May 2014 06:59:00 +0000

So long time...
Now I have a project to be more active post something.
Since I've been busy with my thesis 3 years ago, I rarely update my blog and tumblr.
I already start to be more update on tumblr by sharing my trip stories last year.
So far, last year I had three trips, Japan, HongKong and Ujung Kulon.
I was enjoying that trip and I'll update it to this Blog soon with different kind of point of view.
The soonest I could write it :)

Cheers,
Irin

The First Voyage is Over

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Wed, 13 Mar 2013 08:34:00 +0000

So this is the story about how the first man left :

It almost 4 years without any big problem.
He said sorry and shed a tears. The way he sorried, the way he shed a tear it's the sweetest goodbye.
I was just speechless when he explained why.
He said may be we were too cool with our relationship that's why finally we had a big gap.

Silence in my heart.
I just accept it without calculated how deep my heart will broke.
Yes, he who the first initiate this break up thing but...
If I want to I might be push him.. but I didn't..
I can't.. my heart can even speak a word..
I have no faith to make us stay still

Like I always said to my heart, that he's not strong enough for me
Yeah, I always have a doubt for him
I even pray to God, I mention break up things if he wasn't good enough for me
So this might be an answer of my prayer.

And it just ended yesterday.
Hopefully today I'll be stronger than yesterday.
It hurts, I won't fool my self with saying it's okay.
It hurts enough, but I know everything's going to be okay.
Because I believe that this is the best for us.
I believe this is an answer to my prayer to God.
The voyage is over, we both weren't strong enough to continue this voyage. At least it was wonderful voyage. And now I pulled up at the port waiting for another voyage.

I can't wait to see my heart healing, it will take time but sure it won't be long. Amen.

PS :
I don't like when people buzzing around and pity on me...
I really need someone say "May be he's not for you. You'll find another great voyage"

Touching Conversation in FAITH (Korean Drama)

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Sat, 17 Nov 2012 16:41:00 +0000

Lately, I've been finished watching "Faith". It's Korean Drama. Yeah I know to some people they're too cheesy, in other hand for others they're so lovable.

I don't casually watching historical drama, I don't find any interest of it but its the exception for now. Because the only one Korean actor that I adore so much, Lee Min Ho took a role in this kind of Historical Drama named "Faith".

I'm not saying that this drama was great. It's just so-so to me. But, you know that so-so drama or cheesy drama or whatever they mocked at Korean Drama, they always give me some lessons.

Enough talking, these are the part that nudge me so much. When Lee Min Ho got angry to his Woman because his woman hide that she has been poisoned by antagonist role.

Man : Am I still that far away? That you don't feel the need to tell me these things? Am I still that far from you?

Woman : I knew you'd get mad.

Man : Do you still not know why I get mad?

Woman : If I told you, you'll run over there again and listen to them. Last time you did...(very rude things). This time, what would you have to do? Because of me, you've had to lower your head several times and be locked up. You're not someone who should be doing things like that.

Man : So, is that why... You're so far away?

Woman : (silent for sometimes) Wait! Don't turn around. Just listen. I'll ask one thing. Should I... Not go? Can I stay? Can't I?

Man : Even after being poisoned, how can you say that?

Woman : Then I'll ask you this way. The remaining days, day by day. I'm going to love you the way I want. Can you forget, once I'm gone? You must not live recklessly or sleep all the time. Don't be like that, and just forget it all, okay?

Man : Forget you?

Woman : Promise me you will

They're arguing to protect each other. The man get angry cause he's worry that much to his woman. And the woman, try to hide her pain to protect his man of doing reckless and rude thing.

Since, it just a script I don't know if that kind of love is really exist in reality. Until know I just believe something romantic is just on movie. I like romantic things, cheesy things but when it comes to me, it never suits me well. I even make laugh my boyfriend when he tried to tease me with compliment.

How about you? Does that kind of love exist? Are romantic things really exist?

And once more, this drama taught me, that whatever will be happen tomorrow or in the future. As a person, we shouldn't give up to try the best, to live to the fullest. Because we really never know what will happen tomorrow... So just doing your best so you never regret about yesterday.

Ahh... Nice to see Lee Min Ho in the last seen. So Manly with his bare beard.
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#2 Hiara and Fabian : Hidden Gratitude

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Fri, 02 Nov 2012 07:55:00 +0000

Di meja meeting, divisi media planner sedang berkumpul dan menikmati makan siang. Rapat untuk internal mengenai budget tahunan baru saja selesai. Hiara beranjak disusul oleh Fabian disebelahnya, dengan sengaja Fabi menyenggol Ara,”eh, sengaja.” Kata Fabi riang seraya tertawa senang. Hiara mengerutkan keningnya lalu berjalan mengejar Fabi dan menginjak kakinya,”ehh disengajain banget.”

Fabi tersenyum,”childish banget sih ngga’ mau ngalah.”

“Lah, siapa yang mulai duluan.”Ara tak mau kalah.

Vina dari belakang memerhatikan anak buahnya,”lama-lama gue kawinin juga lu berdua. Jail-jailan mulu. Buka pintu ruangan aja sampe ngantri nih.”

Fabi dan Hia spontan menoleh ke belakang. Keduanya lalu berkata “amit-amit” secara serempak dan mengetuk pintu ruangan bergantian dengan mengetuk kepala mereka masing-masing.

“Eh malah sibuk ngetok pintu, itu jarinya dipake buat buka pintu.” Komentar Vina yang makin gemas dengan dua anak buahnya itu.

Fabian tersenyum lalu buru-buru menempelkan jarinya pada sensor jari. Pintu terbuka dan antrian pun masuk ke dalam ruangan menuju meja masing-masing. Hiara bersantai di kubiknya tanpa mengerjakan apa-apa, hanya mendengarkan musik dari ITunes-nya dan membaca majalah-majalah yang rutin dikirim dari media house.

Kepala Fabi tiba-tiba muncul dari kubik sebelah,”Ra.”

“Ah lo ngagetin aja….” Hiara terkaget lalu mengelus-elus dadanya,”Kenapa?”

“Eh, temen main gue dari kecil lagi ngerayain hamil anak pertamanya. Gue diundang makan-makan gitu. Ngga’ rame-rame sih. Enaknya gue bawa apaan ya?” tanya Fabi.

“Apa ya? Beli barang buat anaknya juga masih terlalu awal ya, eh berapa bulan hamilnya?” Hiara menanya balik.

“Baru dua bulanan gitu, bawa makanan apa ya?”

“Apa ya? Iya kali bawa buah aja buat dimakan rame-rame lagi sama bawa bunga.”

“Bunga? Bunga apa?”

“Apa ya yang buat kehamilan? Hehe gue gatau… kalo buat persahabatan yang bagus mawar kuning. Hehe lo tanya sama florist aja ntar bagusnya bunga apa….”

Fabian mengangguk,”oh, arti mawar kuning friendship?”

Hiara mengangguk, lalu kembali membaca majalahnya. Fabi pun kembali menatap layar komputernya dan siap-siap searching kado tepat untuk teman dekatnya.

Oh arti mawar kuning itu persahabatan, jadi mawar kuning yang gue terima tiap Flower’s Day di kampus dulu artinya itu… Siapa ya?

Jantung Hia berdegup kencang. Ia merasa keceplosan kali ini, ia berusaha bersikap santai dan tenang. Ia menepikan majalah yang ia baca lalu ia mencoba fokus pada lembaran excel di depan matanya. Namun nihil, pikirannya melayang kemana-mana, tangannya sedikit bergetar. Buru-buru ia beranjak dari kursi dan berjalan setengah berlari keluar ruangan menuju toilet.

Fabi yang sibuk browsing terkaget dengan suara hentakan kursi saat Hiara beranjak. Ia menoleh ke meja Hiara dan memperhatikan sahabatnya yang berjalan cepat menuju toilet. I long for your back since I first saw you in the front of University. Your back seems nice to lean on. If only I had a chance to lean on you. Ia menghela nafas lalu kembali membuka slide proposalnya untuk dibaca ulang sebelum ia kirim pada client.

***

Kenapa jantung ini masih berdebar kencang? Swear to heaven, dia ngga bakal tau apapun tentang pengirim mawar kuning itu. Hiara menatap wajahnya dicermin, ia kesal sejadi-jadinya dengan kebodohannya. Why this butterfly feeling didn’t stop yet? I swear that I am happy now, I'm heavenly glad with Banyu. I swear he’s enough to me. But can’t just this annoying feeling go away from me?

Ia menarik nafas dalam-dalam menghembuskannya perlahan lalu membasuh wajahnya dengan air. Setelah gemetar tangannya hilang dan jantungnya kembali normal, ia berjalan keluar dari toilet dan masuk ke ruangan kerjanya lalu duduk dengan tenang di kubiknya.

Kepala Fabian kembali muncul tiba-tiba dikubiknya,”Ara.”

Hiara kembali terkejut,”Aihh ni bocah. Sumpah ya, pengen bikin gue jantungan apa?”

“Lah, kenapa lo jadi kagetan banget deh?” Fabian mengerutkan keningnya.

Secara cepat tanggap Hiara membual,”lagi sensitif, mau dapet kaya’nya”

“Sejak kapan lo mau dapet jadi jantungan?” tanya Fabian usil.

“Gue bilang sensitif, lo ngedoain gue jantungan beneran, yak?” Hiara kesal lalu menjambak rambut Fabian.

“Ahh, udah sih, salah sendiri sensitif,” Fabi membela diri lalu memukul-mukul kecil tangan Hiara yang masih menjambak rambutnya hingga Hiara melepaskan tangannya dari rambutnya.

“Nape?”

“Eh, gue tadi googling, katanya ada beberapa bunga yang bisa bikin pusing sama sakit buat bumil, terus ada yang nyaranin kasih tanaman aja sebagai simbol pertumbuhan anaknya. Menurut lo taneman apa ya?”

“Apa yak? Kaktus? Tanaman empon-empon aja apa?” jawab Hiara jail.

Fabian menoyor kepala sahabatnya itu, "yang serius dong, masa empon-empon. Yang keren dikit… eh kalo apa itu yang buat aroma relaksasi-relaksasi?”

“Lavender?”

“Nah, itu khan keren. Itu aja kali ya?”

Kali ini balik Hiara yang memukul kepala Fabian dengan pensil,”itu taneman pengusir nyamuk, lagian umur hidupnya sebentar. Tante gue pernah punya dirumahnya.”

“Ooh… ya khan gue ngga tau.”

“Mawar ajalah. Pusing-pusing amat yak.”

“Iya kali ya, yang warna apa ya?” Fabian akhirnya menyetujui usul Hiara.

“Putih mungkin ya, khan buat pure love buat anaknya?” Hiara melirik Fabian.

“Setuju!” Fabian senang sudah menemukan jawaban untuk kado untuk temannya.

“Bayar fee ide ya.” Sahut Hiara.

“Heh, belom kelar tapi masalahnya. Gue beli dimana bibit sama pot-potnya?”

“Itu sih derita lo, ngapa gue pusing-pusing,”

“Fee-nya gue beliin bunga deh, khan si Banyu ngga’ pernah ngasih lo bunga tuh… Lo sukanya bunga apa?”

“Bunga deposito fix,” sahut Hiara asal.

“Dasar mata duitan, seriusan nih? Penawaran cuma sekali,”kata Fabi.

“Apa yak?" Hiara menggaruk-garuk kepalanya I like Baby's Breath, but I want it from Banyu. "Apa aja yang penting ikhlas."

"Tapi temenin gue beli bunganya, deal yah?" Fabi tersenyum jahil.

Hiara langsung melotot,"Sorry, gue ngga semurah itu. Kalo mau ngerayu gue, pake bunga deposito yg tinggi dan fix." Ia lalu tersenyum jahil.

"Ah payah lo." Fabi kembali duduk ke bangkunya sambil meracau.

Hiara kembali dengan tenang membaca majalah. Jantungnya kembali berdetak normal. Ia larut dalam cerita pendek yang disajikan dalam majalah tersebut bersama suara lagu dari playlist santainya hingga handphonenya bergetar di saku blazer. Buru-buru ia meletakkan majalah dan mengecilkan suara musik lalu mengangkat telepon dengan sumringah begitu melihat nama "Banyu" tertera.

"Hai, aku lagi santai kok. Nanti pulang cepet kaya'nya. Mau jemput? Ooooh, hahahaha aku lupa. Iya-iya. Nyo, beliin bunga dong... Si Fabi aja mau beliin aku bunga."

"Bohong," sahut Fabi dengan keras seraya mendekat ke arah handphone Hiara.

Hiara melotot sambil memukul-mukul Fabian dengan majalah,"Ahh kamu mah. Masa temen aku aja beli kamu ga mau beliin. Pelit."

"Ga usah beliin Bay, manja tuh cewek lo," Fabian kembali berkomentar usil.

Kali ini Hiara mencubit perut Fabian lalu menyingkir dari mejanya. Sementara Fabi tersenyum miris melihat kelakuan sahabatnya.

It hurts to look you both happy together while I'm around but meaningless. Don't send her any flowers before I sent her one. Let me be the one who sent her flowers.

Fabian memalingkan wajahnya dari Hiara yang sedang asyik berbincang dengan Banyu melalui teleponnya pada timeline twitternya. Ia mendapat banyak respons dari pertanyaannya tentang florist yang recommended di Jakarta, komplit beserta nomer toko dan alamatnya. Kali ini ia ikut beranjak dari bangkunya bersama dengan handphone dan beberapa nomer toko bunga yang ia dapatkan dari twitter. Ia mencolek jahil pinggang Hiara ketika berjalan melewatinya keluar menuju tangga kantor.

"Ahh kamu mah, nanti malem beliin ya." Rengek manja Hiara, namun matanya terus menatap punggung Fabian hingga punggung itu menghilang dibalik pintu ruangan."Okay, we'll see what kind of surprise you've been working for me. Yap. See you, tonight. Bye."

***

Hiara turun dari motor Banyu di lobby apartmentnya. Ia lalu melambaikan tangannya. Banyu membalas lambaian tangannya lalu pergi. Ia berjalan masuk ke dalam lobby langsung menuju lift.

Tiba-tiba seorang resepsionis memanggilnya,"Ibu Hiara ya? Lantai 12 kamar 1208?"

Hiara menoleh lalu mengangguk dan tersenyum," Ya, ada apa?"

"Ada kiriman bunga untuk Ibu, sebentar ikut saya." Jelas si resepsionis seraya berjalan menuju ruangan di balik meja resepsionis.

Hiara mengerutkan keningnya. Bunga dari siapa pikirnya. Ia berjalan mengikuti si resepsionis itu. Resepsionis tersebut mengambil bouquet bunga dari lemari pendingin lalu menyerahkan bouquet mawar yang besar itu pada Hiara.

Hiara tersenyum kikuk pada resepsionis melihat satu bouquet mawar putih yang kurang lebih berdiameter 30 cm," Makasih ya Mbak. Dateng jam berapa bunganya? Ada keterangaan pengirimnya ngga?"

"Sekitar maghrib jam 6 gitu, tidak ada kartu ucapan juga, kalau saya tidak salah ingat nama toko bunganya Language of Romance, tapi saya lupa alamatnya dimaana."

Hiara tersenyum, "thanks ya," ia berjalan menuju lift sambil menatap bouquet tersebut. Ia memerhatikan dengan sama bouquet tersebut. Is it Banyu? Apa dari Fabian? Dia bilang mau beliin bunga. Nope. Si Pedit itu mana mungkin ngirimin gue bunga. Atau Banyu? Why did he send it to apartment instead of give it by himself?

Walaupun masih terheran-heran Hiara tampak menikmati bouquet tersebut, ia tersenyum seraya menghirup aroma bouquet tersebut, wajahnya pun berseri-seri. Tiba-tiba suara telepon dari handphone Hiara membuyarkan keheningan di lift. Hiara hanya tersenyum tak enak pada yang lain karena kedua tangannya tidak sanggup merogoh tasnya untuk mengambil handphone tersebut. Sementara handphone Hiara berbunyi sepanjang perjalanan menuju lantainya, ia memperhatikan angka lantai yang bergerak lambat sekali. Ia gelisah dan sedikit kesal karena disaat ingin cepat justru banyak sekali orang naik turun lift sebelum lantainya. Hingga akhirnya sampai juga ia dilantai yang dituju, ia bernafas lega dan buru-buru keluar dengan semangat. Setengah berlari ia menuju apartmentnya dan mengetuk pintu dengan sikunya,"Atrikaaaa. It's me! Go hurry open the door!"

Suara pintu terbuka, ia disambut dengan omelan,"santai na..." Belum selesai omelan teman satu apartmentnya, Hiara buru-buru masuk lalu merebahkan barang-barang yang ada ditangannya di atas sofa. Lalu mengeluarkan seluruh isi satchel-nya. Handphonenya sudah berhenti berdering, ada 3 miss called dari Banyu.

"Dari siape? Dateng-dateng nyelonong terus senyum-senyum sendiri," tanya Atrika.

Hiara dengan wajah riang hanya mengangkat bahunya,"I need to confirm it first, wait yah" begitu teleponnya terhubung pada Banyu ia langsung menyapa dengan nada riang," Hai!"

"Got my surprised?" Tanya Banyu.

"Yup, hehe thanks ya." Jawab Hiara seraya tersipu malu.

"Aku pikir, kamu bakal ngga' suka sama warnanya."

"Nggak kok, aku suka, thanks Hon," sahut Hiara lagi.

"Besok-besok ngga' usah alasan ngga ada kaca sebadan ya buat ngecek baju kamu kebalik atau engga'," lanjut Banyu.

"Hah!" Hiara mulai bingung, ia buru-buru memandang ke sekitarnya lalu menuju kamarnya.

"Iya, kemaren aku ke bengkelnya Hans, nemu itu. Aku langsung aja inget kamu butuh kaca sebadan. Dua kali khan kamu pake baju kebalik.

Hiara terperanjat menemukan sebuah kaca antik sebadan berwarna coklat tua. Ia lalu menepuk jidatnya. Dengan nada lemah ia menjawab," ngga masalah kok warnanya coklat tua. Makasi ya. Eh aku pipis dulu yah. Kebelet. Bye" Hiara buru-buru mematikan handphonenya. Ia melihat led BBnya menyala, ada BBM masuk dari Fabian.

F : Maunya gue beliin bunga mawar kuning, tapi abis. Jadinya putih. Abisnya tadi murah banget gue beli taneman buat temen gue yang hamil itu. Daripada ngeluarin receh, gue beli aja sebouquet mawar putih buat temen gue yg ga pernah dikasi bunga sama cowoknya :))

H: ngasih tapi songong

F : Hahaha, gue ngga tau lo suka bunga apa selain bunga bank, jadi gue beliin itu aja.

H : Anyway, thanks.

F : Thank you for you too

H : Me? Why

F: For the idea

H : Ah, itu mah kecil kali

F : Hmm, yaudah, itu hadiah ulang taun deh, dari pertama kali kita temenan sampe sekarang.

H :Hahaha, cuma bunga nih? (•͡˘˛˘ •͡")

F : Udh sukur dikasih

H : Haahaha, thank you. And I mean it, that was my first bouquet of flower

F : De nada

Hiara lalu melempar handphone dan mawar putih tersebut dan memperhatikan kaca antik barunya. Warna coklat tua memang merusak dominasi warna putih di furniture kamarnya. Tapi ia menyukai cermin antik tersebut.

Kenapa hati gue ngga se-riang pas dapet bunga dari Fabi ya? Nope, it just ehmm it just happy because that the first bouquet of my life. Sadly it wasn't from Banyu.

Wajah Hiara tidak seriang sebelumnya, ia merasa ada yang salah dengan dirinya. Ia beranjak dan mendekati cermin antik tersebut. Ia perhatikan lekuk ukirannya yang cantik perlahan-lahan ia menatap wajahnya di cermin. Air mata perlahan keluar di kedua sudut matanya.

***

Banyu sedang menulis di BBnya, wajahnya tampak serius. Bunga mawar kuningnya ngga habis, justru gue tanya ke lima toko yang masih ada mawar putih sebanyak itu. That's my gratitude for accompany me conquer everything together for this eight years. I hope you'll believe someday we're fated to be together.

Ia menatap layar handphonenya lama sekali, hingga akhirnya ia memencet tombol backspace. Satu persatu huruf itu terhapus lalu ia kembali mengetik "De nada"

Hello, Long Time No See

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Sun, 13 May 2012 15:04:00 +0000

Hello "Dear Irin",
Almost a year I didn't touch you... So sad :(
I already graduated last November, and i also already got a job since March.
What else? I have a new room, smaller and more expensive but in the center of Jakarta.
I'm happy... no not just happy.. I'm glad... I'm grateful... I'm blessed...

I'm planning to make another short story, in Indonesian may be.
But i don't know how long it takes, since I already have a job :D

#1 Hiara and Fabian : A Joke

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Sun, 05 Jun 2011 15:16:00 +0000

Malam ini, suasana kantor sudah sepi. Beberapa lampu ruangan sudah mati. Hanya lampu di kubik Hiara dan Fabi yang masih menyala. Mereka berdua masih berkutat dengan layar komputer flat didepan mata mereka. Deadline presentasi mereka jam sembilan pagi dengan klien besar pertama yang mereka tangani berdua.

Fabian dan Hiara, mereka teman dekat sejak lama. Duet cerdas. Sejak kuliah selalu satu kelas, satu UKM, satu himpunan mahasiswa, satu dosen pembimbing, satu sidang kompre, satu sidang skripsi, wisuda bersama, hingga satu kantor dan kini mereka berdua tergabung dalam satu tim untuk menangani klien utama untuk advertising agency tempat mereka bekerja. They’re partner in crime. Yang satu cantik menarik tapi tomboi dan yang satu lagi tampan tapi cacat mental.

Hiara menghela nafas, ia lalu menarik mundur kursinya dari meja komputer dan meregangkan badannya. Ia memutar kursi dan beranjak menuju kaca. Hamparan pencakar langit di depan matanya. City light membuatnya tersenyum senang.

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“Cape ya!” Fabi ikut menarik mundur kursinya.

Hia tersenyum,”mau gue bikinin kopi ga?”

“Boleh… bagian Lo udah kelar belum?”

“Done! Bentar ya gue bikin kopi dulu abis itu kita diskusiin lagi.” Hiara berjalan menuju pantry kecil di lantainya. Hiara membuat dua cangkir kopi hitam dengan air panas dari dispenser. Ia kembali berjalan hati-hati menuju kubiknya.

“Gue juga udah, gue share ke folder lo ya,” kata Fabi seraya beranjak dan menarik kursinya ke kubik Hiara. Lalu mereka duduk berdua menyeruput kopi buatan Hiara seraya menatap layar komputer.

“Keknya acara ini ga cocok, rate-nya biasa aja. Sempet tinggi emang tapi kaya’nya bukan karena acaranya. Di minggu-minggu pertama doang acara ini melambung. Pas gue cek, bintang tamunya band yang dari Korea itu. Timing-nya pas, sama konser band Korea itu makanya penontonya banyak,” Hiara memulai diskusi.

“Hmm.. terus penggantinya?” tanya Fabian.

“Gue masukin ke acara lain. Pas tadi gue liat profil acara-acara, di acara yang ini,” seraya menunjuk satu bagian yang highlight pink,” dia mulai masukin unsur-unsur K-Pop diacaranya. Review drama seri, musik, sampe beberapa gossip artis-artis Korea. Jadi menurut gue kalo porsinya ditambah lebih bagus. Kalo bisa sebelum dan sesudah Korean session-nya.”

“Get it. Bagian gue keknya ga ada perubahan. Poin-poin utamanya masih sama kaya’ yang tadi siang kita bahas sama Mba Vina. Brand ambassador udah cocok sama event udah pas.”

“So now we can get some rests…” Hiara tersenyum.

“At least, lima jam dari sekarang. Mba Vina minta rapat lagi jam tujuh.”

“Lo balik?”

“Nope! Gue tidur ajalah di mushola. Gue ada baju di loker.”

“Haha… eh sekarang jam berapa sih?” tanya Hiara.

“Jam satu lebih sepuluh,” jawab Fabian seraya melepas jam tangannya lalu beranjak menuju kamar mandi,” gue ke toilet dulu ya mau nyegerin muka.”

Hiara mengangguk, ia lalu menyimpan file presentasi dan file data dalam satu folder di desktop dan menyimpannya ke dalam flash disk. Ia tersenyum melihat kalender, ia merapihkan semua barang-barang yang ada di meja kerjanya. Note, pensil, spidol, stabilo, netbook dan kotak make-upnya dimasukkan ke dalam tas. Hia melepas blazernya, meletakkannya di atas tasnya.

“Mau balik?” tanya Fabi.

Hiara mengangguk, ia membungkuk ke bawah meja kerjanya seraya mematikan terminal listriknya dan melepas beberapa charger dari terminal lalu dimasukkan ke dalam laci.“Lo, seriusan ngga’ balik?”

Fabi menyalakan Itunes-nya,”ngga’, lagi males, hehe.” Ia memutar lagu Adele.

Make you feel my love. Hiara terdiam sebentar lalu bertanya,”suka lagu ini? Dalem ya?”

“Hah?” Fabian menggaruk-garuk kepalanya,”dari temen, buat pengantar tidur aja biar gue ngantuk hehe.”

“Payah, Lo!” Hiara menghabiskan sisa kopi dicangkirnya,”Bi….”

“Apa?”

“I used to love you before….”

Fabi kaget, spontan ia menoleh ke arah Hiara. Hiara menatapnya lekat-lekat dan mengangguk,”Yea, I used to before…. Before my boyfriend now…. You know, so tired to wait for nothing. You’re so close to me but I can’t reach you…. Every girl around me always falls in love with you. Even you don’t, but still you never see me more than just a friend. But now, I’m glad… I love him.”

Fabi masih diam kaget, tidak percaya. Ia tidak tahu harus merespon apa. Hiara lanjut berbicara,”Like this song, it was so painful…. But, I grown up.” Hiara tersenyum lalu membawa tas dan blazernya mendekati Fabi. Ia menatap Fabi lekat-lekat.

“Gue… gue ga tau apa-apa… gue ga tau mesti ngomong apa.” Fabi salah tingkah.

Hiara tersenyum,”Gotcha!” lalu ia berteriak,”Surprise!”

Tiba-tiba semua lampu kantor menyala terang. Dan segerombolan orang datang dari arah belakang Fabi dan membawa sebuah tart seraya menyanyikan lagu ulang tahun. Fabi menoleh ke arah belakang lalu kembali menatap Hiara. Ia masih bingung.

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Hiara tersenyum jahil lalu ikut menyanyikan lagu ulang tahun untuk Fabi,”tiup lilinnya dong!”

Fabi masih shock dengan kata-kata Hiara. Lalu semua orang menyuruhnya untuk make a wish dan meniup lilin. Fabi menurut, berdoa lalu meniup lilinnya.

Semua orang bertepuk tangan, Edith lalu memberikan pisau cake pada Fabi. Fabi menerimanya dengan lunglai, ia masih menatap Hiara untuk memastikan apa yang ia katakana benar atau salah.

“Potong kuenya potong kuenya sekarang juga sekarang juga,” semua menyanyikan lagu ini termasuk Hiara yang juga masih menatap Fabi. Hiara berbisik,”it was just a joke!”

Fabi mengangguk lalu memotong kuenya,” Makasih ya semuanya, rela nunggu tengah malem buat ngasih surprise buat gue. First cake-nya buat…,” Fabi menatap ke sekelilingnya mencari siapa orang yang pantas untuk first cake-nya,” buat Ara aja deh, makasi ya Ara, udah jadi partner yang keren dari kuliah sampe kerja.”

Hiara tersenyum lalu menerima potongan kuenya dan mengucapkan,”thanks.”

Fabi memotong-motong kuenya untuk dibagikan ke semua orang yang ada di kantor lalu membagikannya satu persatu.

“Eh sori ya, gue mesti balik dulu nih…. Almost 2 AM, anyway, makasi ya semuanya, Fabian, selamat tambah tua ya…” kata Hiara.

“Yah kok balik sih?” tanya Edith.

“Iya, ngga’ seru lo!” sahut Fabi singkat.

“Dih, I should back!” kali ini Hiara benar-benar mengangkat tas dan blazernya untuk pulang.

“Ati-ati ya, Jeng!” kata Fayya seraya bercepika-cepiki dengan Hiara. Hiara lanjut bercepika-cepiki dengan yang lainnya lalu keluar dari ruangan itu.

Fabi menatap Hiara yang pergi. But, I still in love with you. From the first time we met…. I have no enough courage to tell you…. I wish it not just a joke. Every stupid things I did just to get your attention. How pity I am?

“Ara, jangan lupa besok jam tujuh pagi!” Fabi mengingatkan.

Hiara menoleh ke belakang lalu menganggung dan tersenyum. Ia berjalan menuju lift. Ia masuk ke dalam lift lalu menahan pintu lift-nya berharap ada yang mencegahnya pulang.

It wasn’t a joke. How pathetic I am? I still have those butterfly feelings with you. Since, we became so close, in one class, one organization, and now one office. Since you’re acting like a crazy child to me. But having Banyu is more than enough. But at least, I confessed it to you. Since now on, I can feel freer.

Hingga akhirnya pintu lift itu tertutup, tak ada seorang pun yang ada. Hiara menghembuskan nafas dengan berat. Ia lalu tersenyum, ikhlas.

***

Hey my little brother

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Tue, 10 May 2011 03:16:00 +0000

It should be hard living just two of you there...
I'm sorry.. I try to done it fast as I can
So you two, aren't bothering about how to struggle with a little money there

Hey my little brother,
I know you act like you never care... but you're so sensitive inside
I'm going away from you and Mom to get the best for our family...
To get what's our family deserve..
Don't bother about how you and mom live tomorrow... how your college tomorrow..
It's my job...
You just need to be serious in school
Be a best as you can do and me too here
Be patient ya... I'm not smart as you, I need more little time again..

I Love You, Mom and Fikri and also Echa

Looklet Hijab Set

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Tue, 12 Apr 2011 06:28:00 +0000

It is some sets that I've made with hijab :

checkout my looklet ID : irintsukino

Today's Pray

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Fri, 08 Apr 2011 17:55:00 +0000

Dear Allah, please stays close with us. give us Your direction. We are nothing without You.

Give us Your light when we're blinded in the dark, and send us the dark when we're blinded by the sunlight.

Amiin

Martabak Manis 2011

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Mon, 04 Apr 2011 02:02:00 +0000

The theme of Martabak Manis in this year is Island of Paraadise .

What is Martabak Manis? Martabak Manis is a gathering of a Management Communication big family.. for students.. alumnus.. lecture..

Last weekend, we first gathered in Pangdam then went to Lebak Tjawene together by bus.

These are our pictures, especially Mankom 2007 pictures from Yulvi's camera :

DAY 1 :

the people of 2007 who's coming that night

the people of 2007's girls who's stay in cottage

some of 2007's girls and 2008's girls

at the yard

Lecture's performance by Pak ilham and Pak Kunto, they performed Iwa K's song "Bebas". Pak Ilham is our best rapper ;p.

Bibilintik's performance

The 2008 Dancer *sorry I forgot the name :

Firstly the three of them sang "Lady Marmalade" and wow.. they sang gracefully and then they dance :

DAY 2 :

Morning beauty class by Astrid and Legia

our room

Morning photo session :)

after breakfast

THE COUPLE :

Strida and Alvin... Alvin sang Korean's song for Strida, and she recorded it :) so sweet

Sis Nita and Reinhard. Business couple hoho.. She said that after 2 years relationship she's still feeling "gemes" to him everyday :)

Sadly, I didn't come with my bebo :(

The day first was greatly done. Even if in my opinion, the show wasn't very good. It's too resemble with last year Martabak Manis. The people who came to Marman this year is more less than last year. Moreover there's no agenda in 2nd day.. we're really bored.

But me personally, very happy. After long time no see each other we met again in there and doing much fun.

Thanks to the committee of Martabak Manis 2011

Nightmare

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Thu, 31 Mar 2011 18:45:00 +0000

I know.. it's morning already 1.35 AM. But I still can't sleep. I have 'jogging date' in the 6 AM and I hope I can keep my promise.

It's about my thesis! That's why these several day I have insomnia...

From beginning I said to myself, you should make it with your interest topic, and then I did it on my seminar. I made it with the title "Creative Processes in the Production of Website Fashionesedaily" using media ethnography method.

I really have a big passion in fashion, that's why I choose it. Then I met the founder of The Daily Media, a company who held Fashionese Daily(FD) and also the Editor of FD. But unfortunately, they can't help me. And then I called Detik.com (And it means I broke my promise to myself to make my thesis with fashion topic) . My proposal is in processes to be accepted or rejected. May be on next Monday I'll call them again to follow up.

I'm now on my pessimistic point, I have no idea for my thesis. I thought over and over again.. how to solve this problem. My Mom asked me to done my undergraduate study on this midyear. Then my dad asked me the same demand. Yes I called it demand. It's just three months again to done it and I have nothing on my hand :(

Oh God, I need your guidance.. please help me... I want my undergraduate study finish soon. I know my Dad need more money to finance my brother. He'll be on undergraduate study this year. I believe in You, God..

I just need to pray, Detik accept my proposal or make a new thesis proposal and after that I need to move fast. Please help me to make a miracle happen. I trust You.. Amiin

Shocking Blue

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Wed, 30 Mar 2011 02:19:00 +0000

what i wore :

unbranded cardigan, tailor made long skirt as dress, legging, beaded belt, beaded ring, snake skinned bag, and Adidas sneakers.

Spontaneous Vacation: Yogyakarta

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Wed, 30 Mar 2011 02:08:00 +0000

That was spontaneous vacation. When I arrived on Nangor, I said what if we go to Yogya in this weekend. And he said yes... so without much prepare we were leaving to Yogyakarta at Thursday Nite.

We're using Kahuripan Economy Train for only Rp24.000/seat, that is his challenge to me. He said I always use executive class. And I said yes I would love to economy class when I remembered we don't have much money to spend.

We're start from Kiaracondong Station, we should buy the ticket at least on hour before departure. And when we arrived at the station, ticket scalper went up on us and offered us some tickets. he said the ticket with seat had sold out and if we buy from the counter will seat on the floor. And I said to Bebo "No, better we try first, and as if we don't get a seat, I don't want to buy from him, that's hurt my prestige. I better seat on the train's floor. I don't want to give him money." And Bebo had the same opinion with me.

So we just buy from the counter and Bebo queued from half to six and we got the ticket about six pass twenty minute. I'm happy... I knew maybe that is only way they know to get the money, but why they did it to lower class people to the same person with them, it's cruel. I hate it!

The train came to Kiaracondong Station about 08.30 pm and arrived at Lempuyangan Station, Yogyakarta in Friday morning. I felt the breeze fresher than Jakarta or Jatinangor. We walked to reach Trans Yogya Shelter, that was quit far but I thought it the best way to enjoy Yogyakarta morning than we called 'ojeg'. I didn't remember the exactly price of the ticket but I thought it's about Rp2500 to Rp3500.

At that Friday, we went to Ullen Sentalu Museum at Kaliurang near the Merapi but we were late so we just go to some Teh Poci store and enjoy the Teh Poci with lump sugar until night. And about 10 pm or more we went to Angkringan to eat Gudeg. Sadly, I didn't like that food. The taste too sweet too me, It's not bad of course. So many people love gudeg, I'm only the exception :).

On Saturday, we went to Ullen Sentalu Museum Again, the ticket is Rp35.000 but you can get discount if you show your student ID. We prohibitted to take of picture in the museum. We just can get outside the museum. And after the museum trip we got herb drink.

After Ullen Sentalu we continued to... hmm.. I forgot the name.. it must be Telaga or something. But we didn't enter. We just ate Jadah Tempe. It's Tempe bacem with Jadah made from Ketan. It's nice snack, the bacem is sweet and the jadah is salty.

And then we continued again to Taman sari, unfortunately, again and again we're late. Tamansari is close on 4pm. So we just took picture outside Tamansari.

At the night we went to House of Raminten. It is Restaurant with strong Yogyakarta nuance. But some people said most of the waiter is h**o. May it just rumor or truth, whatever.

On Sunday, we (just me and bebo) went to Malioboro street and Taman Pintar, we were looking for thesis but we got nothing. At Malioboro I bought bag, sandal and Malioboro shirt. They're cheap if you can bargain smartly :). And we tried Artemy Gelato, that's very nice.

At the nite we watched football match on Gubug Cafe.

And last day, Monday we didn't go anywhere just to prepared everything to back home. We back home with executive buss hohoho...

PS. thank you to Vicky and her boyfriend, Jokum; Eki; Ateng; Menceng; Wisnu; and Tupir. And of course my Bebo. i'm not just happy anymore... I'm GLAD :))

Long Time No Post, this is story about how I miss My Class

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Mon, 17 Jan 2011 09:12:00 +0000

It's been a long time ago..

When things get rushed... I've no time to write again.. maybe sometimes i have a little time

but I should spend it with people around me...

This is last phase of my campus time..

I'll miss my classmate.. study w/ them.. or just have a chit chat...

this people from class B of Management Communication 2007, I'll mention it one by one :

Adjie Widyawan (Head Class of Mankom B)
Astrid Daniati
Raisa Nurul (always be my classmate from the first time)
Cynthia Dwiyana
Kinanti Desyva
Lugaz Priya
Nurul Ayudia
Paramitha Ayu Palupi
Qisthina Chairani
Fury Setiawati
Afrizal
Rahmat Hidayat
Erga Arlingga
Zaki A. Muhsy
Kartika Putri
Attiina Restillahia
Hegar Chataling
Anita Noor Aprilia
Amaliyah Hidayah
Tri Ramadhani
Aditama Gunawan
Adreani Fitria Tamara
Nanda Ayu
Yulviana Gitria Putri
Aji Hendratmojo
Arnie Mellawatie
Intan Permata Asih
Andri Safari
R. Yogie Prawira

They're such a great people who've been accompany me through this 2 years and more..

I miss that class since last semester when we've started our class separately by our concentration

I remember how we yell each other.. how we called "engkong 76", "kucluk","bundo","jigon"*even he has a short haircut now*,"tiche", "Lugaz priyakah?", "Mojo", "Burubah","fesyenebel","pipin","bangkum"...

I remember how we hate MTV subject... and some of our lectures.. Mr. A to Z.. how we yell him behind

or when we flattered Mrs. R, she's so funny.. how we alternately skip her class...

Such a great things we have... we ran we fell we stood up again...

there always be a many stories to tell when we meet again someday...

we have ours family... child... successful job... and our dreams come true...

Amiin...

Happy Birthday Bebo!

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Tue, 22 Jun 2010 12:23:00 +0000

Bebo,, you're getting older,,

i wish you all the best,,

i hope we can get our dreams come true together,,

all the dreams about living abroad,,

amiin ya robbal alamiin

*thank you for the first cake

New Shoes

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Fri, 11 Jun 2010 11:29:00 +0000

hello there,,

Last week I went to MOI and bought a pair of shoes at Centro

the color is a kind of Off-white,,

I bought on Amanda Jane's by Be Bob
this the picture,, my new shoes on the right side

little bit sporty..

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Wed, 26 May 2010 01:44:00 +0000

here's some picture I took several days ago,, when I just jogging with Rizka,, and some picture that I took when I was to early arrived at campus,,

i was wearing my high school jacket, oversized T-shirt, short pants I bought at Carefour, and my Adidas sneakers all colored in blue except the legging

I have no track pants so I decided to wear the legging as inner and the short pants as the outer so I can covered my thigh

and here's the picture that Rizka took when we walk by to campus from Bale Santika

i was wearing my brother's checker shirt, black jeans, grey suede shoes, Rizka's Converse bag,, and my D-I-Y polkadot bangle,,

Do It Yourself : Polkadot Bangle

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Thu, 20 May 2010 09:58:00 +0000

here's what you need to make polkadot bangle:

1. polkadot ribbon

2. an old bangle

3. glue

4. pair of scissors

and here's the step by step:

firstly you need to glue some part inside the bangle then wrap the ribbon around the bangle slowly,,

give a consistent distance between the layers,,

until it full then cut the ribbon and burn it so that the ribbon can't burst,,

and the last,, glue the end side of the ribbon to the bangle,,

and here's my picture today with my new DIY polkadot bangle

IRON MAN 2 and La Senza Big Sale

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Mon, 10 May 2010 00:03:00 +0000

Yesterday me and Rizka watched IRON MAN 2 @XXI BSM,,

and after that, while he's shopping some shocks I bought some Bra's at La Senza,, they offered a very big sale ^^

here's the pict,,

hmm,, it was mirror photo,,

yesterday I was wearing my DIY dress I got Taylor sew it from two pieces suit became a dress and purple outer that I bought on Orange MKG,,

here's the picture outside BSM

i'm very happy honey,, thanks

Here's the Cover

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Thu, 06 May 2010 02:46:00 +0000

Cover Modul Pelatihan punya Astrid Daniati dan Rizka Setia Wardhana ^^

and..

well good luck for both of you,, good luck for the deadline,, good luck for the presentation

Another Creation of Mine

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Wed, 05 May 2010 05:06:00 +0000

it's been a long long time since my days became hectic,,

yesterday,, finally i opened again my adobe photoshop

I made a cover for Rizka's assignment,, his topic is about public speaking based on book Talk Inc.

so i decided to use red color!

I hardly found the red curtain with podium in the portrait,, here i just edit the landscape view become a portrait view,,

then here's for the background slide

i made the picture become transparent i turn down the opacity then i put it on right-bottom side

and today, Acid ask me to made a cover for her too, her topic is Family Communication based on book Nanny 911

but I haven't done it yet,, I need some suggestion from her,, and this is my recent design cover for her

and here's the picture I made while I was designing her cover

What A Great Day!

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Fri, 30 Apr 2010 04:20:00 +0000

Last Wednesday, We (Me and Rizka) went to Bandung with Lugazh's Xenia,,

My old friend Amir, asked me to bent him a doze of shoes from Bandung to Jember,,

firstly we went to Isma's place at Dago, to took a doze of shoes,,

I love the architecture of her place,, vintage and homey,,

then we went to Kebon Kawung to Elteha center to sent the packet,,

after that we ate @Balubur and then we went to CiWalk for watching Clash of The Titans 3D

here's the picture of us,,,

by the way, i bought new wallet before we saw the movie,, a long wallet colored baby blue from Hubsch

i wore customized Liz Clairbone blazer, flowery skirt as top, Lea jeans, snake skin bag, and Triset Sandal

After we saw that movie we eat at the wayside of Dago street,, I ordered "Colenak" and Rizka ordered "Jagung Serut Manis Pedas"

Colenak is special snacks from Bandung made from "tape/peuyeum" and sauced with scraped coconut and brown sugar,,

here's the picture,,,

by the way here's the conversation between me, Rizka and Other Buyer:
Bapak: Bukan orang Bandung ya?
Kami mengangguk.
Rizka : Saya orang Jawa,,,
Bapak : Colenak itu makanan khas Bandung, saya juga pesen,, peuyeum dibakar kalo yang biasa pake bumbu kelapa dikasi gula merah,, pas tuh khan orang Jawa suka yang manis
Me (dalam hati) : ZZZZzzz,, gw suka asin pedes!
Bapak : Lagi ngidam ya mbak?
Me : (kaget sambil senyum malu) oh enggak kok
(dalam hati : ZZzz @#$#%^ emang gue ada tampang udah nikah ama nih bocah?)

Hmmm,, do I look like a pregnant woman????

Ke Griya Dadakan,,

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Tue, 27 Apr 2010 14:32:00 +0000

Sure I love to be in supermarket such as carefour,, griya,, alfa,,

It might woman instinct,, oops,, *i'm not yet a woman,,

Here is the picture of my groceries,,

I bought new variant Oreo Ice Cream Blueberry Flavor, Instant Oatmeal, Palmsuiker (Oh God,, finally I found this favorite things! Thank you!) and Activia Strawberry Yoghurt

i got Cook Card Quaker Juice 2010 there are recipes with Oatmeal in it.
There are Refresher Juice Orange Sirsak, Splash Melon, Hot Oat Ginger, Strawberry Yoghurt Shake, Oat banana Blend, Oat Tomato Carrot, and Quaker Choco Mix,,

So I shouldn't worry about the plain taste of Oatmeal,, I've got the recipe,,

My Friend's Facebook Status

noreply@blogger.com (rizti khairinnisa) — Tue, 27 Apr 2010 12:25:00 +0000

"sometimes I want a natural real world, have a bf, going arround, shopping...blablabla but sometimes I prefer to enjoy my self in front of pc, laughing, and admiring.. without any risk.." Vebrina Wahyu

I've just found it on my home Facebook,, ya you know sometimes girl wanna have fun with her BF,, but sometimes girl needs some space being alone without any disturb to enjoying what their love,,

I love to sit calmly in front of my Aira(my notebook's name), reading some articles or searching the picture of fashion,, interior design,, or just scenery from the outside world,,, then I laugh,, admire what a beautiful picture I've seen,, and dreaming someday i'll be there with people i love much,, my mother,, my two brothers,, and someone,, hmm,, Amiin