Death Pen Diaries~

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #26

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Sat, 15 May 2010 17:43:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ May 14, 2010 }

{ Entery 26 }

~So, through a series of rather awkward situations, I found myself making deals with Kumo. I got a bit overwhelmed by the power to forget. For a mere fraction of your life, you can forget any one person in your life.
~Well, me being me, I made a great use of this deal. First thing I did was test it out. I wrote myself a note, and forgot about my recent ex. Read the note, then realized its power. When you forget someone, it's like it is only surpressed. With enough effort, you can remember them. By surpressed, it feels like you are tugging on a memory that just doesn't want to budge.
~So, of course, I decided to forget another person. Someone whom I held dear, but never was around. They pulled on my heart as if with spiked chains covered in lava and barbed wire. I'm fairly certain I've mentioned her. I decided enough was enough. She was gone. Out of it forever, or so I hoped. I did write a note, telling myself to be nice to this girl if she ever texted me, and a few facts about her. At first, I did't want this random girl to know I did it. But, it turned into a mess.
~My next entry will feature what happens next. So until next time, adios.


{ Entery End }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #25

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Sat, 06 Mar 2010 02:32:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ March 5 }

{ Entery 25 }

~No matter where in the world you go, you will never be unique. There is always 
someone like you, someone with the same thoughts, looks, talents.
~Now, if you were to..let's say, go to some other planet, in some other system, 
in some other galaxy..well..things get a little unique. I traveled through one 
of the few carbon based life form planets.
~The "people" here could see, hear, and touch like us, but in different ways. 
They had no tongues, and no noses. They also had no ears, but yet they would 
hear through the vibration of the air touching their butter tissues anywhere in 
their bodies. Their site came from eyes, like us, but they were not anything 
like our eyes. Completely different DNA speaking.
~Until next time, curiosity killed the cat.

{ Entery End }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #24

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Fri, 19 Feb 2010 00:33:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~
{ Febuary 17, 2010 }
{ Entery 24 }
~And it goes. Forever and always. Just another sphere in the sky, in the dust,
in the void. And another. Then another.
~They come and go, they all start. They all fall. Civilizations are boundless,
and trapped. Some get far, many destined to fall under their own weight.
~I wonder how far we are, from our own destruction? Kumo won't tell me, of
course. Not because of any rules, but because it is just plainly a jerk.
~until next time.
{ Entery End }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #22

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Sat, 23 Jan 2010 14:24:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ January 24, 2010 }

{ Entery 22 }

~Kadia are alive. They are living things. They can see, hear, smell, taste,
think, feel, zone, connect, touch, feel, and corrupt. They are not simple minded
and seem to be very curious. They seem to explore, love new things, and are not
cautious of discovery.
~Believing is a hard thing to do. Even after witnessing it, one can still be in
denial, and denial can be a hard thing to overcome.
~Kadia seem to have certain rules too, which really bug me, as I'm sure they
would bug anyone. One of which are very annoying.. While traveling from place to
place, Im not allowed to take anything with me.
~I'll try not to take so long for the next entery, until next time. Bye.

{ Entery End }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #21

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Sat, 12 Dec 2009 02:20:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ November 28 }

{ Entery 21 }

~Hello. I have not been comminicating with you in awhile. I have found out a lot
of things lately. For one, life comes in many forms. There is Carbon based
life(us), Sodium based life, even Krypton based life. (No, not superman. That
would be too fun. ;) )
~There is another form of life. This one leaves me confused at times. As there
is a form of life for almost every element, there is something interesting that
happens when you get life based off of some alien elements that have much more
mass per atom then any of our known elements. Some forms of life experience time
differently then us.
~As you know, time and space are a fabric. These other life forms can sometimes
just a very light effect, eg they could just appear to think very fast. Others,
on the other hand, seem to not even exist. Only seen by their own kind, and
Kadia of course.
{ Entery End }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #20

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 00:32:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ November 17 }

{ Entery 20 }

~People take things forgranted. We have a car, within a week we want another.
You want a kid, you have it, and hate yourself for wanting one.
~I realize not everyone is like this, but many people are.
~A lady sued McDonalds because she spilt hot coffee on herself. Isn't that just
idiotic? Want to know what makes it worse? She won the case.
~Until next time, watch where you spill coffee

{ Entery End }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #19

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 23:21:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ November 8 }

{ Entery 19 }

Sorry it's been so long since my last post. I have had some things happening to
keep me distracted.
~I have learned a lot in these past few months about Kadia and where they have
come from.
~Though, I haven't learned enough to tell you. Until next time, only say what
you are sure of.
{ Entery End }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #18

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 19:20:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ October 25 }

{ Entery 18 }

~What's up? Today is beautiful, isn't it? Days in the Kadia dimension are always
beautiful. Never rains, never to windy, never to cold, never to warm. According
to the themometer, it is usually around 70¤ F, depending on how many Kadia are
around.
~Kind of like ghost, Kadia make the air around them very cold. This is one of
many defining traits of Kadia.
~Now, back to my original intentions for writing today's entery: who decides
what is right? What is beautiful? What is good, evil, delicious, good smelling,
award worthy, devious? I want you to participate in this debate.
Http://www.CrossedShadows.com/forums.html ..come discuss

{ Entery End }

Entery #17

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 20:22:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~
{ October 22 }
{ Entery 17 }
~Kadia are lucky. They can be as free as birds. On the other hand, however, they
are cursed. They must kill to live, and like us, they don't know what lies after
death for them.
~Kumo is smart, I suppose. It decided to let me do the killing, while it flies
free.
~While it's true that it is bound to me, this only means it can't leave the
mortal's dimension.
~Until next time..Watch your back, even if no one is there.
{ Entery End }

Entery #16

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 20:22:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~
{ October 21 }
{ Entery 16 }

~Hello again. Today I learned about the real "afterlife" rule. In Death Note,
Ryuk says humans who use the Death Note will go to neither heaven or hell.
~More in specifics, I learned that they turn into Kadia, or shinigami.
{ Entery End }

Entery #15

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 20:21:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~
{ October 20 }
{ Entery 15 }
~As everyone knows, good people are the ones who have many to greive them, while
bad people have nothing but happiness come to others when they die.
~This is the usual case, with a couple exceptions. So, why when a rapist
petifile is killed, an entire school morns?
~There are limits. Not everything can be done by the book. Until next time, eat
food.
{ Entery End }

Entery #14

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 22:36:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~
{ October 12 }
{ Entery 14 }

~Ok, its time for drama(oh, come now, you knew this would happen eventually).
I'm gonna have to give you some background information first, though.
~Michelle is a beautiful girl. So beautiful that after a year of her parents
banning me from her for giving her a hickey(I know, right?), I wiped my memory
of her to drown out the pain.
~How did I do this? Kumo has a lot of deals. A couple years off of my life and a
2% darker aura.
~Until next time.
{ Entery End }

Entery #13

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 22:35:00 +0000

{ October 11 }

{ Entery 13 }
~What to say, what to say. So many rules, so many stories..
~I think today I'll talk about the Kadia realm again. Their king. If you've
watched Death Note, they mention the Shinigami King. This is a twisted version
of the Kadia's king. More of a dictator. God's messanger to the Kadia, really.
~The king does anything it wants to with the Kadia, it hands out Death
Pens(originally just a stone that the Kadia shift shape into the form they
please). Each Kadia get's one Pen with the exception if theirs is destroyed, or
pernamently stolen by a mortal.
~A few of the Kadia know a few ways to be a bit smarter then the king and cheat
their way to get two.
~So anyways, back to the king. The king has to follow God's will. If God were to
say, "die," the Kadia would all kill themselves. No choice here.
~That's it for today, until next time, later.
{ End Entery }

Entery #12

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 22:33:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ October 09 }

{ Entery 12 }
~Why do people fight? It's a distinction of life, I suppose. Animals fight for
lust, men fight for control, life fights to survive.
~I can use this pen as a way to live longer. A deal that requires me to kill
like a Kadia to to flourish with eternal life. I haven't takin the deal yet, but
I am considering it.
~If you think I should, goto http://www.CrossedShadows.com/forums.html and make
an account! Until next time, goodbye...
{ End Entery }

Entery #11

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 22:32:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ October 7 }
{ Entery 11 }

~Karma is a bit**. That's all there is to it. When you do bad things to others,
thing will come around on you. I'm taking the role of Karma now.
~What goes around comes around. Until next time, be good.
{ End Entery }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #10

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Tue, 06 Oct 2009 01:32:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~
{ October 04 }
{ Entery 10 }
~Destruction is a beautiful thing, isn't it? Everything that has a start must
also have an end. You start dieing the instant your born. Every building created
will eventually be tore down and rebuilt. Every invention will be replaced.
~I've learned this. It's a sad fact, but its true. Nothing gold can stay.
~The pen has the power to take gold and destroy it. Until next time.

{ End Entery }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #09

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Tue, 06 Oct 2009 01:31:00 +0000

NOTE: Sorry for the time it takes for me to upload these blogs. Also, if you haven't read the entire thing, go back and read it.

Death Pen Diaries~
{ October 03 }

{ Entery 09 }

~Hey. Ok, I'm getting straight to the point today. You all have heard the Jay-Z
song "Run This Town Tonight," right?
~Also, you've heard about the 2012 panic, correct?
~Guess what. These two events, they are related. In the year 2012: many will
die. You know the triangle "gang" sign that Jay-Z and his buddies do? This is a
symbol. Remember it. 2012 this world is going to change.
~Now, since that is out of the way, why don't I tell you some more about the
Death Pen? If I haven't told you already, I'm letting you know now: it isn't a
Death Pen. It's Death in the form of a pen. With enough power and knowledge, one
can shift shape the pen.
{ End Entery }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #08

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Sat, 03 Oct 2009 00:43:00 +0000

NOTE: If you haven't read anything up to this point, go back to the first post and start reading to get an understanding of everything.

Death Pen Diaries~

{ October 02 }

{ Entery 08 }

     ~Hi again. Today I've listed some more names for the death pen. I'll post that
though when I have more time.
     ~I don't think I've told you about myself, have I? I'm sorry, that was so rude
of me. Why don't we start over?
     ~Hello. I'm Coty. I'm a sophmore in highschool, aiming to be a game developer as
my career. Even though I may sound it sometimes, I don't think I'm a nerd. Maybe
a weirdo at times, though..
     ~And that's me, or at least all you need to know for now. Recently I made a deal
with Kumo to erase my memory of someone. It took away a few years and made my
aura a little darker. This person's name is Mitchell. I'm not exactly sure why I
erased her, mostly because I can't remember haha, but from what I can gather
from notes I saved myself and ffrom what she says, I was probably really hurt
from a break up a year ago..
     ~The only reason I'm mentioning her though, is because she knows about my death
pen.
     ~Well, that's it for now, until next time, see ya.

{ End Entery }

*PS~All names mentioned(besides my own) are all fake.

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #07

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 00:56:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ October 01 }

{ Entery 07 }

     ~Hello again. Konichiwa, guten tag, ni hao, hola. Why all these languages? The
other day, I learned that I can use the Kadia's realm as a teleportation center
to reach almost anywhere! The way it works:
     ~Me and Kumo teleport to his realm, from there you use this giant hole in this
area on the floor. To use it, you just have to think of what the area looks
like, look at the hole as confermation that that is the place; then jump in!
     ~Now, I don't know about you, but this is pretty amazing to me. (I'll never be
later for school haha)
     ~Thanks for tuning in! Till next time, bye-bye!

{ End Entery }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #06

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 00:55:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ September 29 }

{ Entery #06 }

     ~Last time, I told you guys I would explain their realm, but I must tell you
this first: I'm going on a mission to define everything concerning the Death
Pen. The reason for this? I was askind Kumo my usual string of questions, and
eventually I found out that nothing concerning the pen has been defined in
words!
     ~Now, back to what I was saying.. Their realm. It is all dark, little light,
with some places pitch black. The sky is filled with a visible black, white, and
gray aura. Aura in its visible form to the human eye changes, depending on the
person.
     ~Me, I see smoke. Some see fire, others see water.
     ~I've named Kumo's kind "Kadia." Each Kadia is different from another, but at
the same time, they are the same: they shape shift. Most choose the form of
birds, many choose other kinds of animals.
     ~Though, many of the Kadia are gone now; only a few thousand in existance. Kumo
says they must kill to survive, some Kadia figured hundreds dieing wasn't worth
themselves, some simply forgot to kill after awhile, and others themselves were
killed.
     ~And on that note, see ya later. Until the next blog, seyonara

{ End Entery }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #05

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 22:07:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ September 27 }

{ Entery #05 }

     ~I asked kumo if there is a realm for his kind. And if you remember, he aid yes.
Well I put some thought into it, then started wondering if a human could go
there. Well, I asked.

     ~What he told me was shocking.

     ~"Yes, you can. You will be incased in a sort of oxygen bubble while there,"
he explained.
     ~"Well, can you take me there?"
     ~"Of course, go get your sweater oe something."
     ~So off we went. It was amazing. Undescribable, or at least until my next
entery. Until then, adios.

{ End Entery }

*PS~Tell your friends about me.

*PSS~CrossedShadows.com is a website I'm working on. Go check it out.

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #04

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 22:06:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ September 27 }

{ Entery #04 }

~People destroy each other. Even with this pen, I could never do noticeable
damage to this world.. Well maybe that's not true. I could take out some world
leader or something.. But of course, I don't desire an accomplishment like that.
Maybe I can do more than just kill with this power.. Who knows, I guess only
time can tell what will happen.

{ End Entery }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #03

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 22:06:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ September 25 }

{ Entery #03 }

~I'm not sure why exectly why I'm telling you this, Kumo says it is because
humans seem to love attention; though I don't disagree with it. Depression is an
interesting smell. Many people seem to have it. It's a mix of vanilla, roses,
and dirt. Sursprisingly enough though, most of the school emo's don't smell
depressed at all, actually happy. I had to laugh at this fact.
Other smells are just as interesting.. Excitement smells like Koolaid. :)

{ End Entery }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #02

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 22:02:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ flashback }

Entery #02

     ~It was a few days I had the pen before I realized how disgusting the world
was. I started google'ing rapist. I writ the following, "Bob Fakelastname will
die a slow, and painful death in two minutes. The death will not be broadcasted
on the news, or printed in the newspaper." Of course, that wasn't their name. I
did this for twenty people. Then I stopped. I looked at the paper. I had just
killed someone. Life taken. The cloud, it started laughing.
     ~"What's so funny?!" I shouted.
     ~"You are. I thought it would be entertaining to let a human have the pen
for awhile, and you are proving me right!" it replied.
     ~"ugh. Whatever," I said.
     ~"Did you know there are deals you can make with me?" The cloud asked.
     ~"I'm not giving up half of my life just to see names." I stated.
     ~"Oh, no. There are more deals then just the eye deal, for example: you can
smell auras. A couple years off your life, and your aura darkens a couple
percent." it explained.
     ~"hmmm..well I'll have to think about that one."
     ~"haha. You're dieing anyways. A few years won't hurt."
     ~"That's true. Alright, why not? Hit me up..hey also, you need a name." The
cloud was confused. I laughed. "You need a good name..how about.. Kumo?"
     ~"The japanese word for 'cloud'?" It was puzzled. But eventually it agreed,
saying it never had a name before.

***
The next day, at school.
***

     ~"So, this is your school? Why are you bringing me here?" Kumo asked. Though
it should already know I can't talk to it in public.

PEOPLE ARE DISGUSTING.

     ~I could smell lust, hate, depression, evil, greed, bullies, gays, sickness,
cruelty, and the list just kept going and going. I almost vomited. The smell of
evil was so strong around me. It smelled like a mix of dog crap and rotten eggs.
     ~As far as the teachers of my first three hours of school know, I had a
nosebleed, and that's why I had a tissue to my nose. =)

{ Entery End }

Death Pen Diaries~ Entery #01

noreply@blogger.com (Cotycrg) — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 21:55:00 +0000

Death Pen Diaries~

{ flashback }

Entery #01

     ~It was a bright, sunny day. No. It was cloudy. Slightly windy. I was
walking down my road, E. Chestnut Street going to my aunts house, just to pay a
visit. When I was walking, I noticed a pen on the road, but I just passed it by,
not thinking much of it.
***
Time passed, about three hours.
***

     ~I was walking again, this time to a friend's house. I was heading down a
different road then before, Cherry Street this time. I saw that same pen again.
Still, all I thought was, "de ja vu.." and kept walking.

***
About a day passed.
***
     ~I was walking to my ex-girlfriend's house( of course, at the time, she wasn't my
ex). I saw the pen again, but this time I payed attention. I was wondering who
was playing a prank on me, at first; then decided, "What the hay?" and picked it
up. The moment I touched it, I saw flashbacks of people dieing, people
screaming, people crying.
     ~That's when I knew this wasn't a joke.
     ~I put the pen in my pocket, and walked on.

***
Later that day.. After I came home, around 9 or 10 p.m.
***
     ~I was about to go to bed, I had school tomoro, as it was a Sunday. The pen
started to glow, but in reverse. It looked as if it were sucking in light, like
a black hole. After a while it started smoking, and then a burst of darkness
flashed. After the event and the smoke cleared, no noise made at all, all that
remained was a cloud. I instantly knew what was happening. It was Death Note,
all over again(Hulu.com, keyword "Death Note"). At least, that's what I thought.
     ~"What is your name?" the cloud asked. I figured the cloud was some sort of
god of death or something. So, naturally, I decided to act calm, keep my cool. I
told it my name. "Who, and what are you?" I asked.
     ~"I don't have a name, and you know what I am," it replied.
     ~"A..god of death?"
     ~"You could say that.. You are thinking of that little show though, aren't
you?"..It chuckled.

***
We conversed for about an hour. I learned many things, those of which I will
list right here.
***
1. The pen had the power to kill.
2. Death Note was based off of the pen, but the rules are mostly either twisted,
added in, and some takin out.
3. This cloud wasn't a god of death, but it was damn similar.
4. There is a realm for them.

{ End of Entery }
PS~ Check back daily for updates on my life with the Death Pen.

PSS~ If you refuse to accept the reality of this pen, go away. No one wants to
hear you whine about how much of a liar I am.