DeDeHawk

The year of....

2013-12-28T16:35:00.001-08:00

This year is the year of letting go, of understanding loss, grace, of the word "love" and being able to say "no". The year of humanity and humility. The year I broke open and dug out all the rot with my own two hands. The year I follow through with my dreams even if it seems to take baby steps. There is inspiration in so much and myself. The year I smile at strangers and give out hugs. The year of being alone and learning just how much i like it. Explore. Dream. Discover.

digging it

2013-12-11T19:49:00.004-08:00

Wednesday Adams anyone ?

2013-12-05T14:42:00.000-08:00

so at some point in the last month i realized that i could go the rest of my life never wearing jeans or pants again. the next realization that followed after and very quickly was that i could also never use color. if well thought out and carefully planned i could just wear black dresses everyday and still look amazing. i wouldn't even have to put much effort into this. I would just have to only buy black dresses from now on and let time take care of the rest. by my estimation i would be successfully living my plan in 3 to 5 years.

i woke up today thinking about how much i miss you

2013-12-05T14:32:00.002-08:00

fantastic

2013-08-01T12:46:00.001-07:00

Hande Aydemir

2013-07-07T17:12:00.000-07:00

gourmet curmudgeon

2013-07-01T18:00:00.002-07:00

I am suffering an arrested development.

ITs Summer

2013-07-01T17:41:00.002-07:00

I just took a quiz online to rate if I am obsessed with chickens. I got a 7 out of 10.
So below is a re-post from one of my favorite blogs ever, slutever.com. I felt like it was really worth mentioning and also never forgetting.

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I've heard so much conflicting information on g-spots (all women have them! some women have them! they're a myth!) that I don't know what to think. I've done some experimenting on my own, and I know where the spot (supposedly) is, and I've had guys do that thing where they crook their fingers inside me to try and stimulate it, but the only resulting feeling is the intense need to pee, and it never becomes pleasurable. Am I doing something wrong? HELP, I'm so annoyed! ~Anita
  Yeah, same for me. I searched and searched, and had many people try to find it for me and fail. I even enlisted a girl friend of mine who is a g-spot advocate to try her finger-magic on me once in the bathroom of a TGIFridays, but that didn't work either. It's like solely by virtue of being women we are automatically cursed to spend our entire lives searching for a g-spot that will never appear. It's like Sisyphus pushing the rock up that stupid hill, or that weird snake who eats its own tail. Thus is the essence being a woman: a snake eating its own tail on repeat for eternity.But moving on: ta-da! I can now tell you for almost-100%-sure that the g-spot is in fact bogus, according to this scientific study from 2001 titled The G-spot: A Modern Gynecologic Myth. The study finds that despite common public belief in the g-spot (founded after the concept first appeared in a popular book on human sexuality in 1982), there isn't enough actual evidence to prove its existence. Dang, why are we all so gullible?! First Santa, then God, now this!

inspiration

2013-07-01T17:31:00.002-07:00

Ongoing work by Emilie Lindsten. These sketches and photographs are lovely too.

Give it time

2013-05-27T23:54:00.001-07:00

Reggie Watts is not the reason I'm generally skeptical of anyone who wants to be the person in the room that everyone's laughing at

2013-05-22T20:17:00.000-07:00

one of my favorites

2013-05-18T10:51:00.003-07:00

I like gangsta bitches

2013-04-21T00:14:00.002-07:00

Raw Paw is rAd

2013-04-08T23:59:00.001-07:00

raw paw is a zine consisting of poetry, photography, graphic art, social commentary, band content, videos and other stuff created by artists from the austin area.

Prada Candy

2013-04-08T23:55:00.001-07:00

Options

2013-03-28T18:16:00.002-07:00

Things wont change until we do!!!

2013-03-23T11:09:00.003-07:00

dream like a river

2013-03-23T10:52:00.000-07:00

Bochert is also a musician who performs under the name Frances Wolf. I love her for many reasons one being her famous androgynous features and the many comparisons of her to Patti Smith. NOt to mention that her music is inspiring and beautiful.

Count your nights by stars, not shadows.

2013-03-22T08:51:00.000-07:00

springbreak

2013-03-18T12:15:00.003-07:00

Frontier

2013-03-01T13:36:00.002-08:00

sleep

2013-03-01T00:12:00.001-08:00

So one of my new favorite things to do is listen to jazz music or funk with some psychedelic influence and watch cartoons. I'm digging some of these older cartoons but found some like James and the Giant Peach, Spirited Away, or anything by Jim Henson and Henry Selick to be a perfect combination.

Next Chapter

2013-02-28T22:35:00.001-08:00

Just talking about money makes me profoundly uncomfortable. I'm quick to pick up the check just to not have to hear people go back and forth. As well if at any given moment I come up on some money I always find a way to spend it just as quickly as it appeared. When I was younger this wasn’t really an issue, since money wasn’t something I necessarily wanted or cared about. Being a poor, hustling scavenger in your 20's was normal and just made you feel edgy/resourceful. However, as you get older, being broke starts to make you feel like a tragic unsuccessful loser. Basically, now that I’m in my late twenties, money has suddenly become something I want, desperately, in large quantities, and I’ll do whatever it takes to get it. I suppose this is because as we age things like comfort and stability become more important to us. And considering that I still live with a roommate and pay check to pay check, it’s evident that my life is neither comfortable nor stable (dammit!). So now I find myself for the first time EVER interviewing for jobs that I swore I would never want or do. It is happening. My closet full of thrift store gems are suddenly unsuitable for this new corporate me. It seemed not to long ago that I was content waking up at those late morning hours, taking my time as I drank coffee and listened to music. Those days are dwindling. I cant really see any other way I can achieve what I am looking for if I don't make the necessary sacrifices now.

no flowers today

2013-02-24T21:27:00.002-08:00

On Replay

2013-02-11T22:30:00.001-08:00