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The Lord's Prayer

2026-10-27T07:34:26.529-07:00

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Peace Sign

2026-10-24T05:43:23.570-07:00

Depression

2026-10-21T06:35:53.031-07:00

I am so profoundly depressed. From the state of the world to my shitty grifting family. And add to that - my refuge - genealogy is being invaded by bullies, long story... I just want to enjoy the life God gave me. The only thing I can think of to stave it off is planning my next year's garden! LOL. I am planting a maple tree forest also. I have at least two maple species in my front yard - Silver and Norway. more on my maples later...

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Last week, with the help of my neighbor Ben, we planted three mature "Ruby Fire" sugar maples.

2009 Lake Pend Oreille Watercolor

2026-10-21T04:18:27.221-07:00

2009 Lake Pend Oreille Watercolor by Catherine dee Auvil

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Pumpkin Tiny Home

2026-10-20T19:33:47.608-07:00

I think I am obsessed with pumpkins right now. My photographs collaged together and filters added with Photoshop.

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Jean and Oscar, Entiat

2026-10-19T22:33:12.245-07:00

Totopotomoy map 2026

2026-10-02T11:38:35.230-07:00

Anthony Langston. The Draft of York River in Virginia. ca. 1662. Manuscript map. Maps and Plans General 371. British Public Record Office, Kew, England.

I'm making a map so you can visualize Totopotomoy's "seat." This is a preview. I have to drop everything I am working on at the computer and do winter prep before it gets cold!

Mushroom September 2026

2026-09-29T22:56:51.530-07:00

Eggs from my neighbor Margaret September 2026

2026-09-26T03:13:15.311-07:00

You are Loved

2026-09-23T10:30:04.886-07:00

The person bullied in the family is the truth-teller

2026-09-23T10:22:22.099-07:00

Life should not be so treacherous

2026-09-18T13:26:07.168-07:00

Stop Bullying

2026-09-16T06:46:07.684-07:00

Pinterest - Family Tree

How do I cope with my chaotic family? I will be listing my coping mechanisms here. First one is having a cup of tea. This image - the teacup is my Grandma Jean's dish pattern - Virginia Rose. (My Grandpa Oscar was born in Iaeger, West Virginia (WP) originally Virginia of course!)

Belly Breathing with Gyan Mudra is #2

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#3 is soothing audio - I don't know how to "meditate" I don't know what it means really. BUT I think that listening to waves, trains, rain, I think they can be the same as meditating? I did discover when I adopted my collie Amon, he is not quite right, he is agitated a lot. I discovered that he loves storytime by one particular reader "Thomas." I researched Thomas and he is a real person. I also found out that Amon loves "A Charlie Brown Christmas" and I do too! I can listen to it over and over and still enjoy it. And it calms me down. What I did is subscribed to YouTube premium and that way I can download all these, no commercials, and then I just hit play to play them when we go to bed.

#4 BIRDS

This started for me when someone said I should see the documentary

LISTERS: A Glimpse Into Extreme Birdwatching (YT)

Right down my alley of cataloguing everything.

Then of course I got the Merlin app. I thought I had Robins, of course, and the occasional eagle. But I have SO MANY birds. One day I had 35 birds in my yard! I have had a Blue Heron in my yard.

I never really had time to birdwatch! Now I love it. And Robins:

So yes, there are Robins in my yard and it has just occurred to me that even though I have had to move over 25 times in my life - THERE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ROBINS IN MY YARD. I think they must be some kind of spirit animal for me, protecting me. I collect robin's eggs I find and Robin's Egg Blue is one of my favorite colors. (WP)

I have heard Paul McCartney sing Blackbird IRL twice in my life (once with my sister!). I love that song. Here is a great recording (YT).

Blackbird singing in the dead of night

Take these broken wings and learn to fly

All your life

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Blackbird singing in the dead of night

Take these sunken eyes and learn to see

All your life

You were only waiting for this moment to be free

Blackbird fly, blackbird fly

Into the light of a dark black night

Blackbird fly, blackbird fly

Into the light of a dark black night

Blackbird singing in the dead of night

Take these broken wings and learn to fly

All your life

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Before the Merlin app - I had an owl in my backyard and I figured out what bird it was by listening to a whole bunch of owl calls - I think it is called the Cornell site. I found out we had a Saw-whet owl! I couldn't see it but I found out it is scientifically classified as the cutest owl. Here is a photo by Kameron Perensovich

In other words, birds are my allies, especially Robins. They have my back.

#5 Prayer and Affirmations

I have been advised, if everything has gone to hell and you are devastated, you don't know how you are going to make it - just stop everything you are doing and say The Lord's Prayer. You don't have to think about anything. Just say the prayer.

Addie

2026-09-09T21:02:07.451-07:00

I am raising money for wolf rescue - captive-born wolves or wolfdogs

- by selling this portrait of Addie who lived on A st on the Upper Pack

and would visit each neighbor every day for a treat. When her

guardian, Mike Killebrew, passed away his brother Daniel had her

sent to a wolf rescue in Worley, Idaho. She has since passed away.

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American Robin

2026-09-07T14:03:19.902-07:00

some elders

2026-09-06T09:39:29.283-07:00

completely insane board about hats on Pinterest

2026-09-05T22:51:31.410-07:00

I have made a completely insane board about hats and headgear on Pinterest. I started it as a photographer when I noted that hats often are an ingredient for a really great portrait. So I wanted a board where I could choose a hat for a portrait. I have some interest in making hats. I have made hats for babies. The insane part is I have thousands (8.7k!) of hats there now and I think it could be a great resource for hat makers or costume design. here is a link to buy the witch hat at Amazon

Hats and Headgear by deeAuvil (Pinterest board)

preparing to evacuate

2026-09-01T16:44:18.161-07:00

I have to get all my paperwork together not just because we have a wildfire nearby (Silver fire) I have to do it anyway. Just using the fire to give myself a deadline. But it is daunting! I do have a new trust but I don't have my truck in the trust because I might sell it but in the meantime I have to figure out how to leave my truck to my kids. And on and on....

How Narcissists & Psychopaths Actually Think - Dr. Peter Salerno

2026-09-01T16:25:04.045-07:00

This is one of the best explanations of psychopaths/sociopaths/narcissists you need if you have one in your life.

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Thinking about John Smick today

2026-08-29T13:48:31.373-07:00

I had to shut everything down because of air quality, trying to catch up

2026-08-15T09:04:57.855-07:00

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Your future self is watching you photo by deeAuvil

2026-08-11T19:16:55.918-07:00

“Your future self is watching you right now through your memories.”

— Anonymous internet saying, circulating since at least 2015

Welcome May - Bring Peace

2026-05-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

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Useful knot - is this a clove hitch?

2026-04-10T08:01:00.000-07:00

clove hitch pic.twitter.com/kBDt5ngGwX
— Craft Gallery (@5min__crafts) April 10, 2026

Beautiful map of Pennsylvania

2026-02-20T23:41:00.000-08:00

I found the most beautiful map of Pennsylvania and it is in a children's book. A book about a Lenape Princess titled Buttons & Beads by Gretchen E. Hardy. The map is painted by the illustrator Zoungy Kligge. You can see a larger map at Gretchen's blog. Kligg has a substack. As I study for painting my map - Important Places to Southeast Indians II - I'm looking at maps made for children and cartoon maps. It's just helping me visualize spaces in a fun way.

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