Depravity Du Jour

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Wed, 06 Jul 2011 06:47:00 +0000

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Words to live by, these.

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Mon, 13 Jun 2011 04:47:00 +0000

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Sentenced to Hell

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Sun, 12 Jun 2011 05:16:00 +0000

You have sent me to Hell. I may have been destined for it anyway, all things considered, but you hand-delivered me to the devil's doorstep. You made me love you. Not just by being you, but by engaging me. You didn't have to do that. We would have been simple, easy friends for the rest of eternity. You didn't have to...

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I miss being fucked in the ass.

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Fri, 31 Dec 2010 03:13:00 +0000

Kind of random for me to just post about anal sex out of nowhere, I suppose, but hey... I'm in the midst of my mid-cycle horny-as-fuck phase and it's what's on my mind. I miss that first moment of penetration, that razor edge between discomfort and pain, where my mind is reeling and my ass is protesting and I'm kind of breathless and gaspy as I...

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Hallelujah

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Sun, 19 Dec 2010 06:02:00 +0000

... There was a time you let me know What's really going on below But now you never show it to me, do you? And remember when I moved in you The holy dove was moving too And every breath we drew was Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Maybe there’s a God above But all I’ve ever learned from love Was how to shoot...

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As it turns out, I'm awesome after all.

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Sat, 04 Dec 2010 21:06:00 +0000

I feel like such an ass. Like a total chump. You see, I KNEW this would happen. Two years ago, before anything ever really happened with He and I, I knew if anything ever did, it would never work. Don't ask me how I knew, but I did. He turned me loose. We're still best friends and all that, but the rest... it's over. And as much as I want it...

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noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Sun, 17 Oct 2010 01:02:00 +0000

It's a lie. Everything here, it's a lie. Well, not everything. But enough. It's like it always is, like it always has been. A lie. Lies. The part where I acquiesce, where I take what I get and try to be happy with it. The part where I tell myself that soon, someday, He will want me the way I want Him to....

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Back on the horse?

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Wed, 15 Sep 2010 11:32:00 +0000

I haven't written in a long while, mostly because it seems that I write primarily as an outlet for angst or as a way to clarify my thoughts on a subject before I discuss it. There hasn't been much in the last while that's been so profoundly heart-wrenching that I have to write about it because there is no quick resolution. (Don't get...

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All about me. Well, kinda.

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Sat, 10 Jul 2010 03:09:00 +0000

Welcome to my blog! I figured I'd take a moment to jot down some random and not-so-random facts about me, since I like to know a little about the person I'm reading, and I'll bet you do too. So, for your enjoyment, I present... me! In 25 awesome, bite-sized chunks. //12) {ma = ma-12} if (ma=0) {ma = ma+12} dday = dday+m[ma] ...

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e[lust] #17

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Thu, 08 Jul 2010 12:25:00 +0000

Photo courtesy of Elle from Kink Unleashed Welcome to e[lust] - Your source for sexual intelligence and inspirations of lust from the smartest & sexiest bloggers! Whether you’re looking for hot steamy smut, thought-provoking opinions or expert information, you’re going to find it here. Want to be included in e[lust] #18? Start with the rules,...

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I'll never share my sex toys with you, and here's why.

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Wed, 07 Jul 2010 14:26:00 +0000

I went to the piercer a while back and got a couple of new piercings. I did everything right: I perused her portfolio of healed piercings, I made sure she used premium quality jewelry, I watched as she changed gloves frequently, and I made sure to watch as she pulled the previously used needles from the bleach solution. Wait... what?...

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Savior

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Fri, 02 Jul 2010 01:19:00 +0000

"It's a shame," He said the other day, "that you don't really have much in the way of old readers." It's true, I don't. I've only recently promoted my blog at all, and even then only because I thought that someone might be able to take something I've said or felt or struggled with and make sense of it and come out better because of it. ...

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Hump Day Sex Toy Sale Roundup for June 30, 2010

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Wed, 30 Jun 2010 14:21:00 +0000

Hump Day should be something to celebrate, and now it is! It's time to banish that midweek boredom with some amazing deals on the goods you've been eyeing, and some you didn't even know you wanted. I've rounded up all the awesome sex toy sales I could find, just for you, so get 'em while they're hot! Babeland: ★ Save up to 45% at the...

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Submission is impossible in the absence of humanity.

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Mon, 28 Jun 2010 18:56:00 +0000

This morning, this was waiting for me in my feed reader: (Excerpted From Can you?) My need to submit is sometimes a bit of a curse, because it takes someone strong … much stronger than me … to tap into that aspect of my personality and completely remove my brain from the equation. As an ex-boyfriend once said to me, “Don’t you ever...

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On why I think patience isn't always the best thing

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Sun, 27 Jun 2010 16:38:00 +0000

He tells me that I should be patient and just enjoy things as they are. If I don't get what I want, and I'm upset, that's always the answer. "Be patient. Enjoy what you have. There's always time to try again." I want to have sex with Him. I want to spend time having sex that involves touching and kissing and playing and not just wham-bam...

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After A While

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Fri, 25 Jun 2010 18:56:00 +0000

He sent me this poem a little over a year ago. At the time, I knew, logically, what it meant. Of course these things are true. But... just because I knew they were true doesn't mean they made sense. But now, a year later, they seem... truer. Firmer. More sensible. More reasonable. They don't all make...

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Sadness

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Wed, 23 Jun 2010 18:29:00 +0000

I'm continuing to tie up the loose ends in getting my blog all polished up. I just redid my blogroll, since it somehow disappeared during the transition to my own domain. I noticed, as I was adding the links back, that several of my favorite bloggers have either deleted their blogs or gone private. Keep in mind that I do a lot of...

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Busy day!

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Mon, 21 Jun 2010 23:46:00 +0000

So I've decided to try and get into the toy affiliate/reviewer game. I mean, who doesn't love extra money and schwag? I've added a few affiliate banners on the right sidebar, and I have a few more affiliate program signups in the works. I also got myself a new Twitter account complete with awesome sidebar widget, joined WeFollow,...

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Updatey things

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Sat, 19 Jun 2010 20:15:00 +0000

He lifted the ban sometime last week. I can not even tell you how happy this makes me. So far we've had sex twice and I haven't freaked out yet. That's a really big deal. And! I was normal last night. I was ME last night. That is a Big. Fucking. Deal. * * * Last night I had so much fun...

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Oh Holy Christ.

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Fri, 04 Jun 2010 05:59:00 +0000

There's a song by Garth Brooks about a woman who's in love with a man who's in love with a game. I just realized my life is that song. I spend every day waiting for Him to have time and energy for me while He spends hours every day online, reading forums and watching videos about his sport of choice, in addition to the hours He spends training. He...

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Ouch.

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Fri, 04 Jun 2010 05:35:00 +0000

If He wanted to, He would. He's told me that about a number of topics. If He wants to, He will. Days like today, I feel like I don't matter. Like, "Oh sure, I'd love to play with you if I had more time or energy, but I don't." When something matters, one makes time. I feel like I make an effort every day to be available and ready for...

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Wipin' the sleep from my eyes

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Tue, 25 May 2010 12:15:00 +0000

I don't usually have super vivid dreams. I usually wake up remembering little, if any, detail about my dreams. Not this morning, though. This morning, when my alarm went off, I had been dreaming the following: I had been attending some sort of school, and in order to graduate, students had to pass a test. My fellow...

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O trespass sweetly urged

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Sat, 22 May 2010 05:19:00 +0000

There's a moment when something changes. A moment of nothing becomes a moment of something. Time slows down, lips get closer, and you live a small eternity of ohmygodwe'regoingtokiss before you're dragged under by an ocean of softness and warmth and ohyes that's as powerful as a hurricane and as delicate as a sigh. The heady rush...

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Because I can't just ever be normal.

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Sat, 22 May 2010 03:02:00 +0000

Sometimes I'm pretty sure that I'm way too fucked up to ever be normal. This is one of those times. I have my moments, too, where I'm sure that I'm a little better and a little more healthy every day, but man... the more I look, the more shit I see, and the more it looks like I have the most ginormous of insurmountable mountains in...

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Maybe we're in an alternate universe or something.

noreply@blogger.com (maia stasia) — Thu, 20 May 2010 04:09:00 +0000

This is strange, even for me. Today, I'll be featuring the writing of a guest blogger: me. Yeah, you heard that right. Specifically, black hole alter-me. She's got a lot to say, and it's kind of time she got to say it. So... here. First of all, I just want to say that I'm not bad. Well, I'm not all bad....

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