tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-72964923112047784152012-01-30T17:05:49.190+08:00Every single detail happens for a reason...edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.comBlogger359125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-39705650197590204932012-01-18T23:04:00.002+08:002012-01-18T23:04:13.545+08:002012-01-18T23:04:13.545+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-3970565019759020493?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/jE2Sl0I9n_PAxRGMwzhCGN0tZOs/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/jE2Sl0I9n_PAxRGMwzhCGN0tZOs/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/jE2Sl0I9n_PAxRGMwzhCGN0tZOs/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/jE2Sl0I9n_PAxRGMwzhCGN0tZOs/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/pVi9dXw05gw" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2012/01/vacation-mode-is-on.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-354754188518662262012-01-15T22:10:00.000+08:002012-01-18T23:29:02.780+08:002012-01-18T23:29:02.780+08:00i am starting to pack my things...<br /> just got home from somewhere and bought some chocolates and<br /> other things for family and relatives back home...<br /> i am leaving soon but still have few things to accomplish...<br /> i just hope and pray that this vacation will be the best vacation so far!<br /> <br /> LordGod, thy will be done.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-35475418851866226?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/zWiT8JYZNKbWXtti_1M1Z5o8Cqs/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/zWiT8JYZNKbWXtti_1M1Z5o8Cqs/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/zWiT8JYZNKbWXtti_1M1Z5o8Cqs/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/zWiT8JYZNKbWXtti_1M1Z5o8Cqs/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/aJBzcCZx3p4" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2012/01/leaving-on-jetplane.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-35307312020321233302012-01-15T00:33:00.002+08:002012-01-15T00:33:31.433+08:002012-01-15T00:33:31.433+08:00and i am finally home.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-3530731202032123330?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ncpxxHgiexjT-S_UMF3iH9MVnM0/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ncpxxHgiexjT-S_UMF3iH9MVnM0/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ncpxxHgiexjT-S_UMF3iH9MVnM0/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ncpxxHgiexjT-S_UMF3iH9MVnM0/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/BQfmWLBXgI0" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2012/01/few-days-to-go.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-26205544078199096772012-01-12T00:18:00.003+08:002012-01-12T00:34:47.236+08:002012-01-12T00:34:47.236+08:00i am going back home. <br /> <br /> There were few things happened that made me smile...atleast, despite of what's happening to me now.<br /> I can't elaborate the details but let me share some...<br /> I&nbsp;met someone...&nbsp;he sounds very pleasant, smart and nice.<br /> Someone whom I can treat as a good friend. <br /> And&nbsp;in one whole day, we shared lotsa things.<br /> I am just hoping that the friendship will remain because I can feel that he is such a good guy.<br /> What I want to avoid is expecting too much, I just want to enjoy the friendship for now.<br /> Because for now, what I&nbsp;love to have&nbsp;is a good and special&nbsp;friend, of all the challenges that are coming my way,<br /> I need a friend whom can make me smile, inspire me and make me feel that I am not alone.<br /> That's why when I go back home, wanna meet all my super close friends.<br /> A boyfriend&nbsp;will be a bonus but it's not a need, <br /> because if it's meant to be, it will always find a way.<br /> <br /> This person made my day, really. Hope we we'll get to know each other better. Soon...<br /> But for nextweek, I am going back home...no specific date yet when I am coming back here...<br /> We'll see...I am just hoping for the best! <br /> <br /> xoxo,<br /> <br /> edzzie<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-2620554407819909677?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2VV7uMXJnY0bh46PplgeQArZSd0/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2VV7uMXJnY0bh46PplgeQArZSd0/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2VV7uMXJnY0bh46PplgeQArZSd0/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/2VV7uMXJnY0bh46PplgeQArZSd0/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/MzE6beX56Eo" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2012/01/in-less-than-week.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-7791353036419129122012-01-08T15:22:00.001+08:002012-01-08T15:35:35.269+08:002012-01-08T15:35:35.269+08:00yes. booked a flight&nbsp; for nextweek. after a year and a half...now i am going back home. <br /> <br /> i want this trip to be as simple and private as&nbsp;it would be. im planning to stay home for about a month. i honestly just want to spend time with my family. and also more on soul searching. for me, it is such a good start for&nbsp;2012. before facing all the challenges of this year, i need to get back and be much stronger. i just need to collect all the positive vibes again...that i might have lost somewhere...<br /> <br /> got various plans for this vacation. eat all the food that i have been missing so much. meet my super close friends. travel around. <br /> <br /> i'll be in manila for just a short time coz i wana spend more time back in the province. iloilo and most esp guimaras,&nbsp;this is such a beautiful and virgin place with beautiful beaches...i cant wait&nbsp;to go&nbsp;for island hopping again..&nbsp;this time what i want is to be in a such a quiet and relaxing place....and this island has a lot to offer...<br /> <br /> and at the same time i want to do things/activities/daily chores of the locals there...like farming, fishing, etc...i have been exposed to all the material things of the city...this time i want something different...something simpler...but meaningful...back to basics...to appreciate Life much more...<br /> <br /> i want to find a way to visit a radio station again...be a guest radio dj...i miss doing this so much. i wanna play love songs again on air...read love letters..read quotes..<br /> <br /> i will learn how to ride a bicycle. and&nbsp;i want to ride a motorcycle.<br /> <br /> i want to visit gawad kalinga children again. and an orphanage. wanna spend time with them.<br /> <br /> i want to volunteer to be teacher even for a day for pre-schoolers. wanna have fun time with kids!<br /> <br /> i want to hug my mom much tighter...my nephew, my siblings, my friends, wanna hug more kids, elderly, i just need more hugs...<br /> <br /> i will meet my photography idol again..&nbsp;volunteer to be his assistant even for few days. and hopefully we'll do air photography again. riding in a helicopter. that was my best flight ever! <br /> <br /> i wanna have spiritual retreat...wanna spend a day or two in a retreat house...i wanna talk w/ spiritual people...i need to have a long conversation with them...<br /> <br /> wanna talk to a priest...and a nun...i need to strenghten my faith ...and i need to learn and discover something about myself more...<br /> <br /> this vacation hopefully will be my best vacation ever...this time it's not just about material fun..this time it's fun with a meaningful purpose...<br /> <br /> may God bless my vacation..soon...<br /> <br /> love,<br /> <br /> edzzie<br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-779135303641912912?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ri5u3s0puWHY7fk7QdBtV_BEteo/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ri5u3s0puWHY7fk7QdBtV_BEteo/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ri5u3s0puWHY7fk7QdBtV_BEteo/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ri5u3s0puWHY7fk7QdBtV_BEteo/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/UTq-MYdRz7w" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2012/01/i-am-flying-back-home.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-79144107304054687772012-01-04T21:36:00.002+08:002012-01-04T21:36:28.203+08:002012-01-04T21:36:28.203+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-7914410730405468777?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/3LA3FSnyQaqZI4t0zQrknCIyqW0/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/3LA3FSnyQaqZI4t0zQrknCIyqW0/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/3LA3FSnyQaqZI4t0zQrknCIyqW0/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/3LA3FSnyQaqZI4t0zQrknCIyqW0/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/giDKHNW5JAk" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2012/01/sometimes-i-wish-i-never-caught.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-44581852416730933442012-01-03T10:02:00.002+08:002012-01-03T10:02:56.985+08:002012-01-03T10:02:56.985+08:00I would please no one...but God alone.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-4458185241673093344?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/lWQs69Ap7T4gK6991rfkJH1GIq0/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/lWQs69Ap7T4gK6991rfkJH1GIq0/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/lWQs69Ap7T4gK6991rfkJH1GIq0/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/lWQs69Ap7T4gK6991rfkJH1GIq0/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/Dg5UFDDLPAc" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2012/01/2012-its-all-for-god.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-24429875371356977762012-01-02T00:04:00.003+08:002012-01-02T00:04:50.680+08:002012-01-02T00:04:50.680+08:00Just got this. "Choices. Chances. Changes. Make a choice, take a chance or life will never change."<br /> <br /> <br /> Happy New Year bloggerworld! <br /> &nbsp; <br /> Hello 2012! =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-2442987537135697776?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/lCHuPe0LKKgFR3EZ8vzCJSUI7VQ/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/lCHuPe0LKKgFR3EZ8vzCJSUI7VQ/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/lCHuPe0LKKgFR3EZ8vzCJSUI7VQ/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/lCHuPe0LKKgFR3EZ8vzCJSUI7VQ/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/ZamNGNzACd4" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2012/01/hello-2012.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-68096174186805722082011-12-31T13:30:00.002+08:002011-12-31T13:37:13.060+08:002011-12-31T13:37:13.060+08:002011, you've been so cruel! thank you! now that you're leaving!<br /> <br /> now, they say happy birthday to me. and guess what im&nbsp;having a hard time&nbsp;to find reasons to be happy...though i am thankful for the gift of life! as long as my family and me are healthy..i can do this! <br /> <br /> i am alone at home. my sister got a work. worst part, my last pay isnt available today..now, how can i spend my birthday..and make it happy?<br /> <br /> i tried to call few orphanages where i can spend my day...just to make my birthday worthwhile...but they dont have any activities...<br /> <br /> so today, every now and then, i cant stop crying...what a birthday...<br /> im tired of crying...of failures...of being sad..of being alone..<br /> if i can only share all the things that are happening to me now...<br /> you would all have pity on me...<br /> but i will make most of these tears for 2011...<br /> <br /> once 2012 comes, everything will change.<br /> <br /> so now, my goal is just to arrange and clean our room.. to get ready for the new year! <br /> <br /> later i will be going to church...i dont know if my sister can go with me...<br /> went to church yesterday..talking to God..tears wont stop...<br /> tonight, since i dont have any celebration at home...i would rather watch fireworks display!<br /> <br /> i will leave all the stupidity and laziness for 2011!<br /> all the sadness...all the negativities! leave these all behind! <br /> <br /> let's all move forward, make a brand new start! <br /> <br /> Happy New Year bloggerworld! <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' 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(wishful thinking)<br /> we may not see each other...<br /> you may not noticed me...<br /> but you're always running on my mind...<br /> and there...you're&nbsp;always busy...<br /> i don't know...but i guess this is just the way it is...<br /> <br /> so, for the guy i have an admiration for...Have an amazing Birthday!<br /> <br /> few days from now, it's also my birthday...<br /> another wishful thinking...<br /> i hope we'll see each other...on that special day.<br /> <br /> i don't know how...when...where...<br /> or i don't know if it's possible...<br /> but they say...if it's meant to be...<br /> it will always find a way...<br /> to make it a reality...<br /> <br /> Paolo, Have a wonderful and amazing birthday! ;)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-5226616486927471289?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/8Bq1__mMjY7QwlgIsCyLx6xk2-o/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/8Bq1__mMjY7QwlgIsCyLx6xk2-o/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/8Bq1__mMjY7QwlgIsCyLx6xk2-o/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/8Bq1__mMjY7QwlgIsCyLx6xk2-o/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/-fIiO5kiFG0" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2011/12/to-my-crushpao-happy-birthday.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-45227558107744164222011-12-27T22:24:00.001+08:002011-12-27T22:29:40.494+08:002011-12-27T22:29:40.494+08:00i cant explain why i feel now...it's the most terrible feeling ive ever felt...<br /> <br /> these days...i have been trying to cope up...be stronger as i can...be positive...be focus...<br /> but each time i stand up to continue fighting...<br /> <br /> life keeps knocking me down...<br /> <br /> i don't know how to handle this anymore...<br /> <br /> the saddest part....is I am keeping all these to myself...<br /> <br /> I can't find someone to open up all these challenges I have been going through...<br /> I feel alone...I feel terrible...I feel so weak...I feel so damn down...<br /> <br /> I hope that that it won't come to a point that I just wanna stop and give up...<br /> <br /> coz now...I am getting nearer to that point,<br /> coz everything is like falling apart....<br /> <br /> everything is turning back on me...<br /> <br /> i hope that whatever happens...how hard everything is...<br /> <br /> I will always have my sanity...<br /> <br /> and God with me...<br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-4522755810774416422?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/EbP52i1itRI1hqzckEiMoYd2eh8/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/EbP52i1itRI1hqzckEiMoYd2eh8/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/EbP52i1itRI1hqzckEiMoYd2eh8/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/EbP52i1itRI1hqzckEiMoYd2eh8/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/3NLVsjojVLg" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2011/12/everything-is-falling-apart.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-90926494613313850102011-12-24T23:26:00.001+08:002011-12-24T23:26:13.703+08:002011-12-24T23:26:13.703+08:00D.,<br /> <br /> I was there. You were there.<br /> <br /> But our roads haven't crossed yet...<br /> <br /> Now, I wonder when...<br /> <br /> E.<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-1035613200130706932?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/6gF9DWx82bPJCyp0lYngCKM1E1g/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/6gF9DWx82bPJCyp0lYngCKM1E1g/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/6gF9DWx82bPJCyp0lYngCKM1E1g/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/6gF9DWx82bPJCyp0lYngCKM1E1g/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/7O2D_5d7dSk" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2011/12/d.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-1431856791708959582011-12-22T03:37:00.002+08:002011-12-23T02:50:07.416+08:002011-12-23T02:50:07.416+08:00<br /> Dear Future Love,<br /> <br /> Wherever you are...whoever you are...<br /> <br /> Just a note...<br /> <br /> I'm not looking for someone who has everything. Just someone who can sacrifice their time &amp; spend it with me, that's what I am looking...<br /> <br /> I can't wait to to be with you...to take care of you...to love you.<br /> <br /> Waiting,<br /> E.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-143185679170895958?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/1yUit_wCgR4AB2-gBDOgb04zBzM/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/1yUit_wCgR4AB2-gBDOgb04zBzM/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/1yUit_wCgR4AB2-gBDOgb04zBzM/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/1yUit_wCgR4AB2-gBDOgb04zBzM/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/f4Cgke9prC8" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2011/12/dear-future-love.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-54483486508112034382011-12-19T01:05:00.001+08:002011-12-19T01:05:47.200+08:002011-12-19T01:05:47.200+08:00Monday, I heart you. Be nice to me.&nbsp; <br /> <br /> As the new chapter of my life begins today...<br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-5448348650811203438?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DAVuhh9eh4Sdxy61Lxvnztw4UPQ/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DAVuhh9eh4Sdxy61Lxvnztw4UPQ/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DAVuhh9eh4Sdxy61Lxvnztw4UPQ/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/DAVuhh9eh4Sdxy61Lxvnztw4UPQ/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/s3SmCeq0dSU" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2011/12/let-d-new-chapter-begins.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-388656392198102542011-12-16T02:34:00.002+08:002011-12-16T02:34:15.376+08:002011-12-16T02:34:15.376+08:00Dear 16th of December,<br /> <br /> It's my last day at work today. Mixed emotions. <br /> <br /> Thy will be done. I just&nbsp;hope for the best. <br /> <br /> E.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-38865639219810254?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/gkfjSQKU8UAH3yT7brHmkDxsx_w/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/gkfjSQKU8UAH3yT7brHmkDxsx_w/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/gkfjSQKU8UAH3yT7brHmkDxsx_w/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/gkfjSQKU8UAH3yT7brHmkDxsx_w/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/t5G1G45uemM" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2011/12/dear-16th-of-december.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-53706183768941551992011-12-14T00:53:00.000+08:002011-12-16T02:31:14.333+08:002011-12-16T02:31:14.333+08:00J.,<br /> <br /> I saw you. I knew it. I&nbsp; felt it.&nbsp; I heard your voice. I knew it. It was you. <br /> <br /> Until&nbsp;we meet again.&nbsp; <br /> <br /> E.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-5370618376894155199?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ZTdWNu7bOVabDeP0IFwYeYxOq-g/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ZTdWNu7bOVabDeP0IFwYeYxOq-g/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ZTdWNu7bOVabDeP0IFwYeYxOq-g/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ZTdWNu7bOVabDeP0IFwYeYxOq-g/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/kR6eA_CDa-U" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2011/12/dear-jelo.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-50442085791004403522011-12-13T01:01:00.000+08:002011-12-13T01:01:41.423+08:002011-12-13T01:01:41.423+08:00Papa God, <br /> <br /> Thank you so much for such a great news I received yesterday.&nbsp; I just wish that everything will continuously be fine until I get my most awaited new working pass.&nbsp; <br /> <br /> If ever, this is another amazing gift you have for me before my special day! I love you! <br /> <br /> <br /> Your daughter,<br /> <br /> E<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-5044208579100440352?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/zBhmtnVzMOHEk_MEOXWr2bFa43E/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/zBhmtnVzMOHEk_MEOXWr2bFa43E/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/zBhmtnVzMOHEk_MEOXWr2bFa43E/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/zBhmtnVzMOHEk_MEOXWr2bFa43E/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/YFDpuE9ZfnI" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2011/12/dear-papa-god.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-39550840596917092542011-12-12T01:35:00.001+08:002011-12-12T01:55:08.890+08:002011-12-12T01:55:08.890+08:00P.,<br /> <br /> I miss you.&nbsp; I am longing to see you but&nbsp;I just can't.&nbsp;I am not yet ready. I hope you still remember me.&nbsp;Coz by the time you see me...I want to be at my best...I just want you to like me the way I have been admiring you for quite some time already.&nbsp; <br /> <br /> It's a 'lil secret but I guess, not until you happen to read this...<br /> Love,<br /> <br /> E.<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-3955084059691709254?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/EQv1HG9MIKvqvQ9iE3Qy-qmsElY/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/EQv1HG9MIKvqvQ9iE3Qy-qmsElY/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/EQv1HG9MIKvqvQ9iE3Qy-qmsElY/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/EQv1HG9MIKvqvQ9iE3Qy-qmsElY/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/fhOlhswYo1s" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2011/12/letter-to-paolo.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-88543432863145152662011-12-12T01:27:00.001+08:002011-12-13T01:07:12.387+08:002011-12-13T01:07:12.387+08:00characters...names... could just be a fiction...a fantasy...imagination...or it could be&nbsp;a reality...<br /> <br /> read between the lines...as i write my letters to my favorite guys...<br /> <br /> this is a new project to express the 'hopeless romantic side' of Me...<br /> <br /> so...please kindly bear with your Yours Truly...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-8854343286314515266?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ti4BNe8eDmMm1GV7zVvkIOL-C6U/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ti4BNe8eDmMm1GV7zVvkIOL-C6U/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ti4BNe8eDmMm1GV7zVvkIOL-C6U/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/ti4BNe8eDmMm1GV7zVvkIOL-C6U/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/i8tg69z5hsE" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2011/12/words-to-my-favorite-guys.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7296492311204778415.post-53527625554442880282011-12-09T19:53:00.001+08:002011-12-09T19:53:41.274+08:002011-12-09T19:53:41.274+08:00wanna fall in love...<br /> but im too scared...<br /> =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7296492311204778415-5352762555444288028?l=edzzy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div> <p><a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/adk7RKQZZkaN2akB3cI112eEefk/0/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/adk7RKQZZkaN2akB3cI112eEefk/0/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a><br/> <a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/adk7RKQZZkaN2akB3cI112eEefk/1/da"><img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/adk7RKQZZkaN2akB3cI112eEefk/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"></img></a></p><img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/DetailsOfLife/~4/GfC9eksCqSY" height="1" width="1"/>edzziehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13930978526932488541noreply@blogger.com0http://edzzy.blogspot.com/2011/12/i-wanna-know-what-love-is.html