WonderWoman_Kaur

The thief

2026-07-22T05:40:44.405-07:00

You watched my wounds, then struck me undone

You turned our soft world to a wound through to run

You couldn't bear I had found my peace

So you came raging wild and ceased

to care for anything but your own bruised pride

You burned the bridge where our two souls had collide

You ripped her away before we even began

Punched my lungs till breath and hope were done

You dug through lives you had no right to see

Just to make sure no joy remained for me

This is a punishment worse than death could be

To lose the one who fit my soul so perfectly

All because your selfish heart can't let go

And turns pure love to ash and bitter woe

You stole what wasn't yours to take or break

And left me gasping for the life you chose to shake

A bleeding carcass, an empty shell!

2026-07-22T05:28:48.499-07:00

From tracing constellations side by side

To tears, tears where all my hope has died

Time has taken you, torn you away

Ripped you right out of my chest so you can't stay

It punctured my lungs and air won't flow

Now every breath is pain and woe

Time stole you, left me here to dwell

A bleeding carcass, an empty shell

This is no loss, no common grief

This punishment past belief

Worse than any death could be

To live and know you're lost to me

Tracing you!

2026-07-22T04:48:31.457-07:00

We talked till dawn, our hearts laid bare

I lied about your skin just to touch you

you bought me food and medicine each night

healed my cough and made everything right

We traced constellations on backs, sipped gin slow

Where Popeyes steam and time just flew

You fell for me, and I fell too, hard

Never knew love could feel so true from start

Now back home far from it all

You are still the beat inside my soul

Old ghosts came screaming, stirred up fear

Tore at what we held so dear

We let go not cause our love grew thin

But to keep each other safe from harm within

A Chance stolen before it could start

I carry you still in my bleeding heart

Echoes of a stranger strobnger than poison

2026-07-19T02:44:20.778-07:00

I whispered te amo a sacred sound But you turned away let the silence drown The word I had given so raw and true And said it was something you couldn't construe For you to believe I had played you so A master of lies in a one-week show You trusted a voice on a phantom line A shadow you'd never call mine This stranger this ghost with a poisonous tongue Whose story from nowhere so quickly was sung You held up their fiction a weight I can't hold Against the warm truth that our one week had told We painted our futures in the soft fading light We shared all our dreams in the deep of the night You knew my fears the hopes I held dear And you let them all shatter on the words of this smear One call, just one call from a voice you don't know Was enough to make all of our shared moments go To make you doubt me to make you turn cold To believe the dead tales that my past has now told

She weaves her old poison a familiar art To tear us apart to shatter my heart And you, my dear love with a week in your hand Let a strangers whisper make you take a stand You chose the echo of someone you've never met Over the love that I can't forget And I am left with the words you denied And the love that in your doubt so painfully died

home and want that taste one last time

2026-07-18T22:48:00.979-07:00

I walked in thinking I knew the score

A hookup for me and an experiment for her
The eyes lighting up at the mention of GL like they were maps
To something she had only wondered about before
We would pause only for Popeyes chicken tenders

The crispy meat salt sticking to our lips
Gin fizzing in cheap glasses warm in the manila heat
But the drink never stood a chance
The real intoxication was the way she moaned
The way she would pull me closer again and again
Like with every touch she was learning something new

Hours blurred between sheets and bite of Popeyes

And I forgot every plan, every start
All I knew was her wanting me

More than any drink could ever make someone feel alive 

Now I’m home and want that taste one last time

The gin the chicken the lips and her
But nothing here burns half as bright
Nothing here gets me half as high
As the way she kept choosing me

Over and over in the quiet Tomas Morato night

Queen of Jhasi

2020-08-11T17:32:00.003-07:00

When darkness surrounds me and I question my worthiness as a being

Surrounded by deep emotions of love of hurt of happiness and despair

My sense of reasoning weakened my desire to go on shattered from within

life mocking me as if death was the light beyond the tunnel with an overture of peace

Im supposed to be all mighty and powerful telling these dark thoughts to fuck off

Be the queen of jhasi of my own thoughts

I fail miserably day in day out but cant seem to reach out

For no one wants to know just how deep the darkness flows

Detachment, self-loathing, isolation and humiliation are my foes

Once a fierce warrior undefeated now a prisoner to my own thoughts

Seeking sanctuary in countless meme’s and videos to no ends

I am in a battlefield where I am my worst enemy battered, stripped delirious

intoxicated, exhausted and high as a kite looking for appeasement

bottle full of pills in hand and a glass full of the best rum money can buy

gazing into the abyss of life and death for we aren’t strangers at all
my whole life flashing before me, the good the bad and the ugly

then suddenly I hear my phone ring bringing me pack into the room and in my body

a quick glance at the screen, its someone I know battling similar dark thoughts

I recompose and put back on my armor for I am the queen of Jhansi

And pull back another wounded soldier from the battlefield

What could have been 2 dead bodies are inherently keeping each other alive

My pants my lover

2015-12-14T05:38:00.002-08:00

Yes i said it my pants is my lover. We seem to be inseparable since childhood. It fits me comfortably and i never felt better in anything else. Since I was a very active child it meant I could do almost anything with worrying about being indecent. It also was a better option to wearing layers of clothing compared to wearing dresses and skirts. Can u imagine wearing nylon tights as well as skirts on a hot day? I would have been covered in sweat within minutes and probably need to squeeze my underwear too. Wearing pants meant a sense of security to me. I always knew that no one could blame me for flashing my knickers to them.

But it wasn’t easy being in pants all day every day, as I have been called names just because I loved to be in them.

Growing up in a urban setting one expects the population to be more open minded and adaptive. And mind you i only lived 10 minutes away from the Suva city. Yet my upbringing was quiet conservative.

I remember being told that women and girls belonged in the kitchen and always needed to dress “appropriately”.

Appropriately! What does that even mean?

As far as my understanding goes I think pants combined with tops or tee shirts is the most decent form of clothing. It covers all the parts that needs to be covered pretty well don’t you think?

Yet i was always labelled as a tomboy just because i loved pants.

I mean seriously is that the best that one could come up with!

Quiet interestingly more recently a few say my sexuality is highly dependent on my love for wearing pants all my life. This statement seriously makes me gasp as it is by far the one i have heard

Can you imagine pulling every lesbian on the side and asking them if they are queer because they loved wearing pants mostly?

Gender stereotyping has become such a sham and it’s so un-cool. So does this mean that the Pacific men who wear sulu are somewhat queer?

In today’s modern world it is unbelievable how the societies are petrified in patriarchal and gender biased norms.

Nevertheless my love for pants is for eternity and quite frankly a subtle fight against gender stereotyping

2015-10-22T01:59:00.002-07:00

I woke up in the morning ready to face the day

Excited about what would unfold i just couldn’t stay

For it was indeed the month of may

When rainbows shined and there were no shades of grey

I walk out of the house telling myself I need to chill out

For i am too radical too out proud and fucking loud

I try to lay low and blend in the crowd

Trying so hard oh so hard not to make a sound

Walking down the street I hear lesbian bitch

I think I heard wrong I give myself a pinch

Bloody Indian sucking on our blood just like a leech

You are an embarrassment go die in a fucking ditch

Lying here lonely bruised and cold

No ones hand to reach out and hold

For I got punished tonight for being bold

And to the devil my soul i sold

While I lay down in my overly decorated casket

Just like cut out flowers laid down in a basket

You bid me farewell with a rainfall of tears

Promising to stand up and fight for the queers

But hold on back it up for a second

Where were you when my spirit was broken

Where were you when harsh words were spoken

When i was used just like a token

As I lay down in my resting place

And you bless me with your presence and grace

While I exit from earth without a trace

Will you promise to love respect and embrace the gays?

VAW in memory of Joytika Singh

2013-12-03T14:54:00.002-08:00

One billion women raped murdered and tortured in the world

This big mathematical number doesn't sound alarming no more

For today we have lost one of our very own

A victim to the atrocities and violence against women in movies usually shown

Today! This very day i sit and ponder where did we go wrong

We as women, as society, we as a country and its citizens

How did we fail a great women teacher and friend

A victim to the atrocities and violence against women in movies usually shown

Today! This very day I stand shamefully apologizing to you JOY

And how I wish as a young women, society and country we hadn't delayed

Delayed to teach our citizens violence against women doesn't make one a man

A victim to the atrocities and violence against women through the patriarchal plan

Today! This very day my blood is boiling for we lost a great human rights advocate

Let’s all make sure JOY’s death isn't just part of statistics that fade away

I humbly plead to people far and wide across seas and clear blue skies

Let this death be the last one of its kind, together lets strike and rise.

No longer mine to keep

2012-09-19T19:14:00.003-07:00

I'm not a perfect person
but i try not to hurt you
yet somehow all I do is make you cry
without even trying or meaning to
all I wanna do is make you happy
but i'm the reason you cry yourself to sleep
its time to let go do not weep
for you're no longer mine to keep

2012-09-19T17:55:00.000-07:00

You can say all you want
but I know deep down you care
after all there's a lot that we share
refuse the obvious with all you got
but im sinking deeper under your skin
tunneling my way into your heart
soon you will realize im a part of you
I'm wondering then what will you do!

Should have known you were trouble

2012-09-19T17:46:00.001-07:00

Should have known you were trouble
but I just couldn't stay away
I knew I had lost my way
or i wouldn't have gotten astray
you walked into my life as it fell apart
I let loose and lost all control
your eyes at last captivated my heart
should have known you were trouble
but I just couldn't stay away

American Hunny

2012-09-19T17:42:00.003-07:00

I lost my american hunny
can someone search for her please?
she looks like an angel from up above
with a gentle warm smile thats warms the heart
you simply can't miss that gaze
her eyes look right into your soul
she is brave enough to face a lion
yet her heart is as soft as wool
and her modesty makes her totally cool
shes too smart to be spotted that easily
I lost my american hunny.

Wish my heart was cold as stone

2012-08-27T15:48:00.000-07:00

Wish my heart was cold as stone
I wouldn't be hurting all the time
not giving a damn about anything
and not being responsible for others

wish my heart was cold as stone
I would be happier then now
living life for myself not others
being happy and not leaving things to chance

wish my heart was cold as stone
I wouldn't worry about hurting others
living a carefree life without worries
seizing life by the moment without planning

Set fire to my heart

2012-08-27T14:29:00.002-07:00

Set fire to my heart
and burn it to the ground
but these scars will still show
of the pain I endured life long

walk a mile in my shoes
and you'd wish you never did
for although I grin ear to ear
I conceal a mountain of predicaments

before i die i will leave a mark
of many footprints on your hearts
I may be insignificant right now
you will lay flowers on my grave with a heavy heart

Global Citizens Initiative

2012-08-27T13:44:00.001-07:00

We are the wings of change
we will fly all over the world
Sprinkling dust of hope on every being
helping each other endure pain and suffering

We are the global citizens
this worlds leaders of creation
we are here to solve world problems
and we shall not be moved

We are one big family
I love each ones company
wishing you good luck and prosperity
on your path to achieve harmony

Waiting for inspiration

2012-08-27T13:38:00.003-07:00

I am waiting for an inspiration
to get a hold on life and not let go
things seems to complicate itself
I don't even have to make an effort
hear me world for I have tried and failed
but I shall keep going at it till the end
Waiting for an inspiration to change life around

Across the room

2012-08-27T13:25:00.001-07:00

I saw you from across the room
my eyes fixated on you
got brave with a few drinks
and dared to ask for a dance

On my feet all night
I had the time of my life
then we had to go separate ways
but i knew this couldn't end like this

Not brave enough to utter the words
I bid you goodbye not knowing whats next
I wanted to know you more and explore
and find out what could come out differently

But you were much braver then I
you walked up and offered me a ride
I took the offer like life depended on it
and I swear it was the best thing I ever did

Jobs

2012-08-26T19:56:00.001-07:00

Jobs Jobs Jobs! everybody searching for one
the economy crashed leaving many jobless
where do i find a source of my bread?
Which state will I move to this time!

Jobs Jobs Jobs makes everyone relocate
Is it San Francisco this time or Vegas
I hear they hiring strippers
but moms gonna kill me when she finds out

Oh well what the heck will do what it takes
i need to feed my children and pay insurance
and also provide liquor for my drunk punk ass husband
Jobs Jobs Jobs its fucks us all !

Vagina

2012-08-26T19:38:00.002-07:00

My vagina is my business
Why do you care who visits?
Is it tender is it soft you shouldn't know!
For if I cared you would have had the tour long ago

For fun with starr

Uncertainty

2012-08-25T22:50:00.001-07:00

Bits of me scattered all over
now i cannot piece them back together
for i don't have the strength anymore
the fight of life is over and fate unchanged

there's no crossroads no paths or sidewalks
a single road that leads me only to hell
there's no point in turning back
for the devil is breathing down my neck

Life is full of choices they say
but in reality sometimes you don't get one
makes best use of what you have
for even that will be gone soon

everything is surrounded by uncertainty
the darkest of clouds surround me
I am drowning in my own tears
and there's no ship coming to my rescue

2012-08-09T09:23:00.003-07:00

Te amo de muchas maneras diferentes
no puedo explicar exactamente cómo
eres tan cuidado y amor
y siempre listo para compartir
diste un nuevo sentido a mi vida
Cuando me rescató del infierno
eres increible nunca dudar de que
tú eres un ser humano único

I love you in many different ways
exactly how i cannot explain
you are so caring and loving
and always ready for sharing
you gave my life a new meaning
when you rescued me from the hell
you are amazing never doubt that
for you are a unique human being

I fell in love

2012-08-06T00:24:00.000-07:00

I fell in love how come i don't feel hurt?
I surely did more with you than just flirt
the road to the heart is very steep indeed
I feel in this mess way too deep

i knew from the very start you were called for
yet i could not help how i felt about you
your thoughts stuck to me like sticky glue
you're not someone I can't just pass through

it hurts to know i cant have you
but the feeling of knowing you are happy
is more overwhelming then my own
i cannot seems to wish for myself over you

you deserve everything you wish for in life
although seeing you with someone cuts like a knife
wish you good luck with all you that you strive
and know that you will always in life thrive

wishes

2012-08-06T00:07:00.000-07:00

your kiss burnt my lips
leaving behind a scar
to serve as a reminder of you

the soft touch if your skin
like those of quality silk
how can i ever forget them

those killers eyes of yours
like you can look into my soul
and see through all my flaws

i feel so mesmerized around you
i need to get a grip of things its true
and remember all this is but a dream

for you're not the one i can call mine
as much as i want you and need you
you are called for by someone else

so here's me wishing you a happy life
with the one you loved for a long time
may you find true happiness with the love of your life

and remember someone smiles because you smile
and you bring sunshine to my world when you do
I will always feel the same though we may never cross paths

strange circumstance

2012-08-05T23:58:00.004-07:00

I fell in love under strange circumstance
and i knew for sure good luck had no chance
i was mesmerized by you from the very start
i have a special place for you in my heart
i want to call you mine and have you for life
my love for you is more than a stupid crush
i wish i could explain what you mean to me
for without you my life seems incomplete