tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13599439412450282672026-08-19T22:49:45.356-06:00El Diario de una mente activaThe Active mind diaryLa soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.comBlogger66125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-82535931356786484172013-02-24T22:49:00.001-06:002013-02-24T22:49:47.483-06:00Remembering the purpose
Sometimes I tend to forget what is the reality of my life,what are the things that really matter and isnot the career, beauty, longevity or even love couple, its much more than that is the effort that I can do to make this world a bit better, its the energy I transmit in every person that passes by, the joy of every moment, the decision of not hurting anyone and regret for it, its realizing of La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-87334821207286953332012-09-04T20:16:00.004-05:002012-09-04T20:16:45.636-05:00Así como el Ganges continua fluyendo nunca siendo el mismo, cada hombre es un río
Muchas veces nos quedamos en el pasado, pensando en como pudieron suceder las cosas así como uno fue capaz de hacer lo que hizo, arrepintiéndose o teniendose compasión, pero hoy después de un año diario he decidido que es suficiente. Ha sido suficiente tiempo para reprocharme por los errores cometidos, por las faltas hechas por las decisiones tomadas equívocamente. Hoy no soy la La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-80556375080150131522012-07-26T22:52:00.000-05:002012-07-26T22:52:45.681-05:00Someone to look after you
I am realizing that no matter what I do or i am able to do I am looking for a person that I feel he can protect me, probably because I didnt have my dad at home or nowhere close where I could feel he is protecting me, he cared of course and he loves me I know but he wasnt there to protect the house, to take decisions to make me feel relax, everytime i met someone I can really fast say La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-31055194708573902622012-01-01T13:14:00.004-06:002012-01-01T13:21:18.914-06:00Un nuevo año, benvenuto 2012!Sometimes in life there are good moments and sometimes not so good, but at the end the most important thing is that we are still alive, we are here, no matter how many mistakes we did in the past, how many wrong paths we took or follow, all of those have taken us right here where we are now and has made us the person we are bad or good, right or wrong, we are alwasy able to change it, to write La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-86953966595515688472011-11-03T13:59:00.000-06:002011-11-03T13:59:44.161-06:00A journey to an unexpected destination
Dear Diary
I didnt want to talk to you because everything looked so gray that I didint want to write about it and then read it and find out that I was seeing the world in the wrong colour, You know this days I have cried a lot but I have also received the help of others and meet many other souls that have the same fears, dreams, curiosity for life that i havent felt alone for oneLa soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-35186458137193008882011-10-23T15:48:00.001-05:002011-10-23T15:48:08.152-05:00One step at a time ...
HI Diary
This is probably one of the worst weeks that I have had in the last years, I feel very lonely and angry. I also feel lost and i dont know what todo, I dont have any job, my ex is the new boyfriend of one of the most appreciated girls in my circle of people i know in this city and they have decided to be with whoever has a plan and today I was left alone, i really needed someone La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-29642712708883270592011-10-20T12:08:00.000-05:002011-10-20T12:08:12.031-05:00What else to do?
Dear Diary
Honestly I don't know how come I am this calm with some many things that are stressing me right now
Trying to get money to stay here for a couple of months more to keep looking for an opportunity
Losing some friends on the way for different complicated reasons ( that at some point will flow and go away)
So many things changing either for me or for the La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-65514551399919981112011-10-13T05:40:00.003-05:002011-10-13T05:54:11.660-05:00Work hard, dream farDear Diary:In life many of the decisions are not easy or unpainful, actually the most important ones , the ones that will represent a big step on your life are actually the exactly opposite, I have read a post from a guy that is , I think around 15 older than me and has followed the path I want in a professional career however he is in a stage in life where you get to stop and think on whether La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-89271613557103335632011-09-21T16:37:00.003-05:002011-09-21T16:45:41.641-05:00A Part of something!
Dear Diary
Today after a budhist session of emotions and emptiness I was walking back home and I realized something .
Why sometimes we can feel alone around many people, why sometimes we feel the need of a stronger connection with someone or the anxious or intolerant. I was meditating on this during my walk and I realized that it is because of IGNORANCE, ignorance of who we La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-34938889757111714162011-08-02T07:05:00.004-05:002011-08-02T07:17:07.124-05:00Wondering...Dear Diary: Many things have happened in those days, I have learnt many things, meet few people , specially one that I admire and respect and that i hope will be in the future in my life. However I am calm, happy, hopeful and excited for the future in front of me, there is a lot to work to do, effort to make, decisions to take, thoughts to meditate but I am ready for this!, I want to keep this La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-62675335035769437852011-07-09T10:11:00.003-05:002011-10-13T08:04:14.561-05:00Risk taking
Dear Diary:
There is just no way to leave specific situations withouth a bad and empty feeling, sometimes I wish there was a way to move on and be happy with decisions taken but not everything can be smoothly left. There is no way you can leave something withouth missing it, but in life you cant have it all.
Sometimes I found myself running in circles, circles or life, with some La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-87123906364893957082011-05-16T04:42:00.005-05:002011-05-16T05:00:22.130-05:00Will I be a budhist?Dear DiaryI have spent my weekend mainly at the budhist center, I have enjoyed an open day and also the wesak, as is the most important day at the Budhist calendar. I remember that exactly a year ago I start asking myself quesitons like: is this it? Why am I feeling empty? What is the purpose of life? I remember a professor told me that was a normal stage at this age. A year ago I was confused La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-74254591199115447862011-05-01T02:14:00.003-05:002011-05-01T02:26:02.810-05:00.. Every person is there for a reason...I truly believe that a person does not leave someone's life until has taught you everything that should teach you.. And so far there are so many things to learn and many questions asked and ideas shared. Some ideas to reflect on and to answer in time:- Every action and decision now will affect the future, the opportunity to be happy with my family- casual makes things easier to do.- You can not La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-82185080350600138922011-03-21T07:30:00.003-06:002011-03-21T07:44:37.975-06:00wHat do I want? or What I dont want?Diary:I guess the answer for the question what do I want? has always been hard and complicated for me, specially because things keep changing, life is dynamic and expectations and dreams change, but so far I can say I want:To keep meeting peopleTo feel like a live in a fairy taleTo have the opportunity to make my decision with no stringsTo have someone whom to loveTo be able to cry, to laugh, to La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-1900444922928345062011-03-10T08:04:00.004-06:002011-03-10T12:02:36.926-06:00Spring MeditationDear Diary: Sorry to abandon you for so long, but i have been thinking, meditating and analyzing my attitudes,behaviours and so on. I have made a big effort to increase my network and to develop networking skills, in the beginning I did it only for the sake of having more people on the linked in account or followers on twitter as a goal but then I realize that it will take a while until i find La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-80658324023327814972011-01-04T10:21:00.004-06:002011-01-04T10:32:36.659-06:00First reflection' 2011Diary: Have you realized how interesting is that at some point a totally random person, unknown, unseen before for you can become the most important person in your life? It only takes a moment, it can be a difficult time, a lonely situation, a love experience... etc, but how amazing the focus and importance in one person can increase but also how can decrease.It should be a human issue, La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-18660776493372317632010-12-31T17:44:00.005-06:002011-10-13T08:15:58.977-05:00My year 2010
Dear Diary:
Its amazing how fast a whole year pass.. This year has been for me one of the hardest but also one of the most amazing years, I have found " the piece", The missing piece, its a piece to start the puzzle , Now i have the tools I need .
But in order to get to this point I needed to quit my job, make a strong change in my life, thanks people in my life to help open myself to a La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-91082332404191221642010-11-21T09:43:00.004-06:002010-11-21T10:37:20.505-06:00The REAL TRUTHDear diary Everybody says that relationships have different stages and the stage of falling in love ends after a while (some people say 3 months , other couple of years),and then love becomes stronger and calm, couples no longer fell this excitement of being together, the butteflies in their stomach because the falling in love is gone and they must move to the next stage and enjoy it.However I La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-40677624631342361922010-11-16T13:00:00.003-06:002010-11-16T13:12:39.264-06:00Stressed / OverloadedDear Diary : I really dont like the times when I dont know where to start, I just feel that is non sense of having those moments in life! .This week is getting harder and harder, every teacher is giving so many assignments and the group projects are starting to accumulate! I cant really see an ending of it!.. However I am also stressed for the accommodation, can you believe that I posted to 4La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-6843862112128980092010-11-13T02:21:00.005-06:002010-11-13T03:26:58.661-06:00All is good!Dear Diary,This week has been pretty nice, it was the internet week in London and I completely loved it, we went to many events and meet interesting people in the field, the classes are getting harder but at the same time challenging and excited! I presented my topic and my hands were shaking and after 1 min I realized that, so I breathed and smiled and suddenly I stop shaking, it was a good La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-7004453679217008202010-11-07T15:37:00.005-06:002010-11-07T15:50:59.928-06:00Through the window..Dear DiaryI finished my paper on time and I had time to practice my presentation for tomorrow.. wish me luck.!! I just hope not to get nervious, you know I dont really know how that happened! I used to make a 5 min speech in front of hundreds of people and then a 2 min improvised speech!! of course I got my adrenalin to the top that I was thinking on what to say about an specific topic on the La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-37416079757912956562010-11-06T08:14:00.005-06:002010-11-08T13:27:06.625-06:00Sometimes you just got to do, what you got to doDIARY:Sometimes we keep looking for something that we will never find outside,sometimes we dream of having something that you are not meant to have this lifeSometimes we forgot the reason why we are in this worldSometimes we search for something that it doesnt exist.Sometimes we are stock in our teenager daysSometimes we must be strong in the consequences of our actsSometimes we just need to La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-51118913255694087112010-11-04T17:18:00.004-06:002010-11-08T13:27:33.371-06:00.. not very healthy ...Diary Por alguna razón me duele mucho el brazo,no se porque, estos dias he trabajado mucho y casi no hago ejercicio, llevo enferma de la garganta una semana y cuando hablo empiezo a toser, para acabarla y por razones que no me esperaba ahora estoy mucho más débil y aunque anímicamente me siento tranquila, fisicamente estoy agotada. Casi no puedo dormir en la noche y eso ha hecho que mi desempeño La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-37363132788348330572010-10-29T09:47:00.005-05:002010-11-08T13:28:01.523-06:00Its all about creativityDear DiaryI ve just read about this mother and her small daugther , the mom writes a blog about how she is teaching her daughter to learn at home and go one day a week to school.. I loved it !!, hope one day i will have the energy, excitement and patience to do it with mine. http://satorismiles.com/I ve been at home for about 24 hours now, i am searching and searching about different topics for La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1359943941245028267.post-53069507902095305902010-10-24T04:49:00.008-05:002010-11-08T13:28:25.810-06:001 Good bye, 1 C u laterDear Diary:U know how hard is to say good bye .... good bye to a nice feeling, to a good job, to a wrong belief and to a special person... but sometimes is the only way to grow, to move on, to accept, to grief and to be ready, ready to feel freedom, feel uniqueness, satisfaction and love.. ISnt is weird that sometimes we need to stop loving someone to start loving the rest of the world? . Dont La soñadorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05316649865727540014noreply@blogger.com0