FogDog Weight Loss: The 100 Pound Journey

30 Day Challenge - And the winner is...

2010-03-26T19:41:00.000-07:00

First, a review of the rules: The purpose of the 30 day challenge was to see who could lose more weight in a month; me or my good friend known as Big D. The idea was to create a challenge that was tough, motivating, and also allowed both players to be in control of their own destiny. The result was setting a goal of 15 pounds. If both players lost at least 15 pounds, then whoever lost more received $1 (for bragging rights). If however the goal was not met, then the loser paid $20 for every pound short of 15! The stakes were high but as long as you lost 15 pounds, the most money you could lose was a buck. Both me and Big D. had advantages and disadvantages which made it an interesting bet. Could my family support and stable schedule beat out Big D's youth and his advantage of not already being on a diet (everyone knows when you start a diet you get great 1st week numbers)? The answer was discovered at 7:00AM this morning...

My performance over the month was very good. My wife helped me to remain accountable for ALL my calories and I learned that in the past I have grossly underestimated what I was taking in. For the duration I held my calories constantly at 2000-2100. I did go out to eat twice during the challenge but on both occasions I behaved reasonably well. As far as exercise went, I did start to slack off a little in the end. In week 3 I missed a few workouts, but only in the name of doing other activities that required exertion. In the last week I caught a nasty chest cold and didn't workout one bit. I should probably cut myself some slack because it was a really bad cold, but I do think I should've found a way to get some exercise in. The lack of exercise in the last week really had me nervous, but there were some signs of doing well such as people noticing I looked thinner and being able to adjust my belt in one notch.

Big D's performance was also very good. He avoided fast food completely and also only ate out a couple times during the event despite making 2 trips to visit his girlfriend in NY. He ate several small meals each day, got plenty of protein, drank lots of water, and avoided salt as much as possible (I did actually give him some advice before we started and was happy to see he listened). For exercise he walked his dog every day and went to the gym as much as possible to workout on a bike (he even went to some spin classes with his girlfriend when he was out of town). At the start of the challenge he was walking 3 miles each day and by the end he was up to 6! I was actually amazed at how much Big D. changed his ways during the challenge.

When Big D. arrived at my house this morning we both talked about how we thought we might come out. I thought maybe I hit about 10 pounds. I had been sick all week and felt extremely bloated like I might be retaining a bunch of water. Big D. thought he might hit about 12 pounds but said there was no way in the world that he hit 15. Then he accused me of trying to mess with his head and he mentioned that several people at work had noticed I lost weight. I did truly think that I only lost 10 pounds (12 max). We flipped a coin and I lost so he made me get on the Wii scale first...

FogDog Starting Weight - 288.1
FogDog Final Weight - 270.9
FogDog Total Loss on the 30 Day Challenge - 17.2 Pounds

You could have knocked me over with a feather! Of course now Big D. was convinced that I had been messing with him (truly I was not), but he congratulated me on hitting such a high number.

Next was his turn; after posting such a big number, clearly you could see he was really worried that he was going to lose...

Big D. Starting Weight - 256.4
Big D. Final Weight - 235.0
Big D. Total Loss on the 30 Day Challenge - 21.4 Pounds

The winner by 4.2 Pounds ... BIG D.!

To be honest, I was thrilled to see how well he had done, and was happy to give up the dollar. I had told him a few days before that he deserved to win. Don't get me wrong, I worked hard to lose my weight, but I was already on that path; I simply amped up my efforts. Big D. made a total transformation and to me that was quite impressive! More importantly, I think Big D. recognizes what he needs to do to keep the weight off and that's a victory in itself.

Although I lost the bet, I still have plenty of things to celebrate and I am thrilled with the results. This weigh-in brought me a bunch of victories all at once:

I met the 30-day challenge goal
I hit my mid term goal of 275 and now get my reward (bring on the mountain bike!)
I helped to inspire a friend to make some healthy changes
I have now reached a weight that I have not seen since before my freshman year in college
Finally (and this is the biggest one for me) I have now crossed over the half way point in my journey to 199! I started at 349 a couple years ago so 275 was a big number for me. I cannot, and will not be stopped!

So my hat's off to Big D. for a great race. By the way, we've already started planning the next challenge and the first rule we decided on was when we weigh in, if our starting weight is higher than our current weight from this morning there will be severe penalties.

To my other friend DJ (whom I have a longer term bet with) I'll say this:

I might be way ahead of you now, but don't give up! All it takes is a spark to get it going again and I know you can do it. If you need a little incentive, just start thinking about how much money you are going to owe me if you stay where you are at. I'm going on vacation in Maine in July and if I can keep it going, I might just be stopping by your house to collect!

To all the rest of you out there, I hope this story inspires you to keep on going. It may be hard and it may be slow, but the small victories are what keep us going. Just keep chipping away at it and don't let the setbacks rule your journey. If you don't give up, you too will get to feel what it's like to hit your halfway point. Trust me on this, after hitting that mark, my resolve to see it through to the end has never been stronger!

Now I'm off for a vacation so I probably won't be back in the blog world until next weekend. My goal is to not gain any weight while I'm gone and I will be resuming my normal weekly weigh-ins (and catching up with everyone else's blogs) starting next week. Good luck and stay Strong!

30 Day Challenge Week 3 : Fringe Blogger

2010-03-19T10:35:00.000-07:00

In case you haven't noticed, I've started to become what I call a fringe blogger. There just aren't enough hours in the day to do all the things I want and need to do, so something has to scale back. I do truly enjoy blogging and I hope my articles inspire others, but for now I've decided to scale back a little. Where I used to write 3-4 articles each week, for now I'll be trying to get out 1 or 2. This would bother me if not for the fact that I'm backing off on the blogging mostly because my physical activity has really taken off! This 30 day challenge was a great tool for me, I really feel great these days. That has translated into a lot more activity around the house and that is just helping me all the more!

However, even though I'm scaling back on the writing, you can be assured that I'm still reading the blogs I'm following. I haven't been commenting lately because I'm having issues with my work PC, but I try to keep up with everyone's blogs during my lunch hour.

On the weight loss front, I would like to mention that yesterday I had to adjust my belt up a notch! My wife says that my weight loss is noticeable and I'm dying to find out how much I've lost. One more week to go on the 30 day challenge; we weigh in on Friday morning.

I mentioned before I started the challenge that I was dropping from 2500 calories per day to 2000. Since then I've discovered that I am quite satisfied at that level (assuming I post a big loss next week). I really haven't felt like I was starving and I really haven't noticed a big difference in how much less I'm eating. In the second week I tried dropping down to 1800 calories for a couple days. I ended up feeling run down and generally miserable by the 3rd day, so I quickly went back to 2000. Figuring out how much you should eat is a process and is as unique for each person as a fingerprint. To all of you out there who are still struggling to find your "zone" I would stress "just be patient and listen to your body".

As far as my exercise routine goes, week 3 has been a little slack. I've missed a couple workouts, but I don't feel all too bad because the misses were in favor of doing other active things. Granted 30 minutes on the elliptical is probably more rigorous than a round of golf but I need to enjoy the exercise I'm getting too.

Eating in week 3 has been exceptional! I've stayed in between 2000 and 2100 calories all week long. I also had a couple small victories that made me proud and had my wife believing that I truly have changed my ways. First, she bought a dozen cookies for the kids early in the week. I considered having one a couple times in the evenings, but at 190 calories each I just couldn't do it. I'm happy to say that the kids ate the last of them last night and I never did have one. The second victory came on Wednesday; we got a free lunch at work for hitting our monthly targets last month. We each got a sub, chips, and a big cookie and there was soda to drink. I'm happy to report that I ate my 6" sub and chips, had water instead of soda, and brought my cookie home for the kids. The total for lunch was only 585 calories (the cookie itself would have been another 480). All afternoon that cookie was begging me to eat it, but I refused and it felt great to be able to bring it home instead.

So now I'm into the last week of the 30 day challenge. During this last week I plan on exercising as much as possible. I'm playing golf on Saturday and the weather is supposed to be nice all weekend so I'm planning on making the most of it and getting a lot of outdoor activities in. I might not hit the 15 pound goal, but I'm sure going to give it the college try. Stay Strong!

30 Day Challenge: Week 2

2010-03-16T09:34:00.000-07:00

I can't believe it's been almost a week since I posted on my blog! Sorry folks, I've just been real busy these days. The good news is that I've been real busy staying active which should pay some real dividends at the end of the 30 day challenge.

Week 2 was a great week for me. I can almost feel the weight falling off as I have stuck to my diet and have increased my exercise considerably. My wife has been making some great meals and we have avoided dining out altogether. That is until this last Saturday when we decided to go out for Chinese buffet. I am happy to report that my trip to the Chinese restaurant was mostly successful. I did eat 2 full plates of food, but 1 of them was nothing but sushi and peel-n-eat shrimp. The second plate had a lot of my favorites, but absolutely no fried foods like chicken fingers or egg rolls. Desert was a bowl of assorted fruit. I might have eaten more than I should but it wasn't bad for a cheat meal and I could've done a lot worse.

As far as exercise goes, I've really made an effort to increase my activity level. I completed all of my 1 hour workouts during the week, and in addition I walked 3 miles on Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday. On Friday I painted my living room ceiling, on Saturday I walked another 6 miles, and then on Sunday I helped Big D. run electrical in his basement. By far this is the most activity I've had in a while!

Big D. is also doing pretty good. All of those extra walks I did were with him and it's a challenge just to keep up with him. He's now up to walking almost 4 miles a day with his dog, and he's still eating healthy. Hid big test will come this Friday when he travels up to New York for the weekend. If he can eat healthy on the road, then he's got a legitimate shot at hitting the 15 pound mark. Time will tell!

So now we are into week 3. Unfortunately I've missed my last 2 workouts; I missed Sunday because I was helping Big D. and then I missed yesterday's because I had to go to a soccer meeting (I'm coaching soccer this season). Although I've missed a couple workouts, I'm still eating really well. Tonight I get back on the wagon and I'll get a good workout in.

I also have to say that I'm dying to get on the scale and see where I'm at. My guess is that I've probably lost around 7-9 pounds so far, but that's really just a guess. You never know how the scale will treat you until you actually get on. Only 10 days to go before the big weigh-in, so I guess I can hold out until then. Stay Strong!

Healthy Simple Snacks

2010-03-09T17:29:00.000-08:00

If you want to keep your metabolism stoked, you really need to eat often throughout the day. Having snacks doesn't have to be limited to granola bars and 100 calorie snack packs that are low calorie and leave you starving in an hour. Snacks can be very satisfying and nutritious; you just need to be a little creative.

My typical day includes 3 small meals and 3 snacks in between. All of my snacks have some protein and either a vegetable or piece of fruit. The protein helps to sustain you longer and the fruits and vegetables give your body the nutrients it needs. You may also notice that almost every one of my snacks come from whole foods. Processed foods come with a lot of things you don't want or need so I avoid them as much as possible. For fruits, I enjoy Apples, Oranges, Bananas (only occasionally), Cantaloupe, Pineapple (fresh), Watermelon, Grapes, and Kiwi. Note - These snacks are targeted for my calorie intake, you may need to adjust the amount to suit your own needs. Here are some of my favorite snacks:

2 Oz Cheddar Cheese
1 Cup of Grapes
286 Calories

I really like the combination of cheese and grapes. You get that sharp cheddar flavor followed by the sweet grapes.

1 Apple
2 Tablespoons Natural Peanut Butter
280 Calories

Slice the apple up and spread the peanut butter on the slices as you eat them. This is a delicious snack; just be sure to use natural PB to avoid extra salt and sugar.

2 celery stalks
2 ounces of Cream Cheese or 2 Tablespoons of Natural Peanut Butter
1 cup of Cantaloupe
254 Calories (Cream Cheese) 264 Calories (PB)

Spread the cream cheese or PB on the celery and eat. This is great if you are looking for something crunchy.

1 Can Albacore Tuna
1 Banana
210 Calories

Yes, many people have told me this sounds disgusting, but this one of my favorite snacks! You just can't beat the low calorie, high protein can of tuna. I used to have a few crackers with it, but crackers are high in calories so now I just eat the tuna plain.

4oz Boneless Chicken,
1 Cup Pineapple
216 Calories

You can prepare several of these whenever you have chicken for dinner (see below).

4oz of your favorite lunch meat
1 Orange
196 Calories (Oscar Mayer Shaved Turkey)

If you don't have time to cook, just pack up some lunch meat. I just squirt some mustard on it and eat it plain slice by slice. One warning, lunch meat is high in salt so do this snack sparingly.

1/2 Cup Lowfat Vanilla Yogurt
1 Cup frozen blueberries
220 Calories

Throw the frozen blueberries in the yogurt and by the time you are ready for the snack it's melted enough to give you a nice cold treat.

4oz. Steak
2 Small Kiwi
320 Calories

Got a little extra steak from dinner? Heat it up at break time and enjoy it as a snack.

1 oz. Almonds (about 30)
1 Cup of Watermelon
206 Calories

This is good snack when you just need a little something to hold you over. There's not a lot of nuts so you definitely don't feel full when you are done.

1 Cup of Green Tea with Honey
1 FiberOne bar
210 Calories

I have this almost every night for my evening snack. It's a nice little treat to end the day.

Preparing your snacks

When you have to eat 3 snacks each day, you could easily spend a bunch of time just preparing them. Here are a couple suggestions to save some time:

Invest in a bunch of small plastic containers to keep your snacks in. I've got some that perfectly hold 4 oz. of meat or 1 cup of fruit.
When you cook dinner, just throw in an extra 4 or 8 oz. of whatever meat it is you are cooking (be sure not to eat it at dinner!). When you are done you can just cut up the remaining amount and throw it into containers.
On the weekend I (my wife) cuts up a whole pineapple or melon or watermelon. Then we (my wife) put it into a bunch of small containers so it's ready to go.
Keep a box of FiberOne bars and a can of almonds in your desk drawer at work. That way if you forget to bring snacks you'll have something to hold you over.

These are some of my favorite snacks and they are all healthy and satisfying. I've found that if I eat every 3-4 hours, I'm never starving at meal time and it makes it easier eat a healthy size meal. As I said above, snacks don't have to be weak and boring; with a little creativity you can find lots of healthy ideas that don't have a lot of calories. Got any healthy snack ideas that you like? Leave a comment; I'm always looking to try new things. Stay Strong!

30 Day Challenge: Week 1

2010-03-07T14:44:00.000-08:00

It felt strange not to weigh in on Saturday, but part of our rules on the 30 day challenge include only weighing in at the beginning and the end. All in all I have to say it was a pretty decent week. For those of you who follow regularly, you know the start of my week was pretty tough. I did manage to fight through the issues and I can say that although I felt terrible, I didn't waver on my diet and exercise.

Last Saturday I started a new workout program just for this challenge. The timing was perfect as I had just finished 6 weeks of my last workout program and was looking to change things up a bit. I'm now doing 1 hour of exercise each day for 6 days followed by a 1 day break. I started on Saturday so my day off is on Fridays. I've always been a fan of having my day off on the weekend, but I have to admit it's easier to get those weekend workouts in.

My workout now consists of both strength training and cardio work every day. I start with 30 minutes of strength training and then I do 2.5 miles on the elliptical. For the strength training I have 3 different workouts; one for upper body, mid body, and lower body. I rotate through these workouts so as to give my muscles 2 days of rest before working them again. So far the workout has been going well.

As far as eating goes, I've been tracking my calorie intake and trying to hold at 2000 calories. My wife has been helping out and has been keeping me accountable for what I really eat. I'm amazed at how I underestimate everything, but she's been making me measure it. I bet when I'm estimating I probably eat 200-300 more calories than I realize.

When this weekend hit, I was over my depression and it was perfect timing as the weather has been great. I can actually see grass now and I took full advantage of it taking the kids to the park to let them ride bikes. I probably walked an additional 2 miles on top of my normal workout.

As far as Big D. goes, he also did very well this week and he says that he's feeling great. He was off work in the beginning of the week and decided to go the NY, but his girlfriend was very supportive and helped him to eat healthy, fresh foods. Now he's back to work but on day shift so it's not too stressful on his system. We are actually going to walk our dogs on a 3 mile loop later tonight.

I do have one sad (well not really) piece of news to report. Over the weekend I had to retire my last 3XLT business shirt. I've actually been in 2XL shirts for a little while now, but this was my favorite shirt and I've been hanging onto it for way too long. You may have noticed that I said I went to 2XL from 3XLT. I used to buy shirts for tall people so the extra length could make up for the circumference of my belly. When I hit 2X, I didn't need that extra length (go figure). Anyway, when I came home from work my wife commented that my favorite was starting to look like I was hiding under a tent. I've always wore loose fitting clothing, but this was beyond the normal fat person trick. I think when you can stuff a basketball under your shirt and it's still loose, you probably need to retire it. So goodbye favorite shirt... Here's to finding another one in the 1X size (I don't plan on being in 2X long enough to find a favorite).

Anyway I'm feeling better, doing the right things, and looking forward to winning this challenge. This week I'm going to try to get a post out with some suggestions for easy and healthy snacks and I am hoping to continue discussing ways to lose weight without starving yourself. The next discussion will probably be about ways to help boost your metabolism. Good luck to everyone out there. Stay Strong!

You Don't Have to Starve to Lose Weight

2010-03-05T13:36:00.000-08:00

Over the past few weeks I've been seeing a recurring trend in the weight loss blog world. It seems like a lot of people are literally starving themselves in an attempt to lose weight. I understand the logic; if you want to lose weight, you have to eat less. The problem with that logic is that the formula is only valid to a certain point. Once you reach the point that you are no longer supplying your body with enough fuel, the body reacts by going into starvation mode. At that point, your metabolism slows down to a crawl and it becomes nearly impossible to lose weight.

The cycle usually starts slowly. You start off eating with too much of a deficit from what your body needs and what you take in. Your hungry, and the process isn't fun but the weight is coming off. Your metabolism isn't firing at its best, but since you have a calorie deficit, the weight slowly comes off. Then after a little while losing weight you hit a plateau. The first instinct (and probably the worst advice that gets offered by so many people) is to eat a little less. At this point you're now getting ready to make things worse. Less fuel means less of what your body needs to function properly so it slows your metabolism even further to put you into "preservation mode". Your body also starts burning more muscle to get the fuel it needs. This in turn makes things even worse as your muscle mass is the source of a lot of expended calories. The result... You are hungry, miserable, and the weight isn't coming off anymore.

Ultimately this kind of behavior leads to binges as both your mind and body are functioning poorly. In this state it becomes easy to give up because your hungry all the time, you’re not thinking as clearly as you could be, and you're not seeing results!

I'm here to tell you that it doesn't have to be that way. It is possible for you to lose weight without starving yourself all the time. The method isn’t sexy and it requires some patience, but once you start on the path you may be amazed at how many calories you can consume and still lose weight. I myself can consume 2500 calories each day and still lose 1-2 pounds a week!

Know the Equation

The first thing you need to understand is how the weight loss equation works. The equation is really very simple:

Calories Lost = Calories Expended – Calories Consumed

3500 calories lost is about equal to 1 pound. So if you consumed 14000 calories and you expended 21000 calories, you would lose about 2 pounds.

The Easy Part

Most people ignore the calories expended part and start out with calories consumed because that’s the easy one. They set a target value based on a book or whatever conventional wisdom comes their way. Each day they add the calories up from what they ate, and as long as they don’t exceed their quota, they feel they will keep losing weight. While knowing how many calories were consumed is important, it is only half the equation.

I want to stop here for a moment and just make a comment that there are many people out there who have done exactly what I just wrote and were perfectly successful at losing weight. Those people are few and far between though and many of them may have just been lucky that the calorie target they selected was actually right on for their situation. My goal here is not to debunk some myth that highly restricted calorie diets are bad. My goal is to show why the intake part of the process is only half of the equation.

The Missing Piece to the Puzzle (RMR)

The second and equally important piece to the equation is the calories expended. This piece is often ignored because it is not easy to figure out. One of the most common misconceptions out there is that exercise makes up the biggest portion of your calories expended. The truth is your body expends a whole lot more energy maintaining itself than it does during a measly 30 minute workout. Everyone has what is called a resting metabolic rate (RMR). This is basically the amount of calories your body needs each day just to maintain itself. That’s a good start to figuring out how many calories you expend each day. How do you figure out your RMR? You could go to a doctor and they could measure it for you (the most accurate method) or you can estimate it based on one of several formulas that have been derived over the years (see my post on How to Determine Your Calorie Needs for several of the most commonly accepted formulas).

Now here’s the catch… your diet and lifestyle both have an effect on your RMR. Your RMR is not some fixed number that never changes; how you live determines how your RMR changes. If you starve yourself, your RMR will drop. If you don’t get enough sleep your body doesn’t perform to its fullest and your RMR drops. If you are dehydrated your body can’t function properly and your RMR can drop. Genetics also plays a role, but we can’t really control that (not yet anyway).

Increasing your activity level

Once you know what your RMR is, you can then add additional calories for your activity level. Note this isn’t just your exercise time, it includes ALL of your activity from the marathon you just ran all the way down to the energy you expended to pick up the remote and change the channel. Unfortunately there is no real precise way to determine this value but there are calculations that can give you a pretty good approximation (again see my post on How to Determine your calorie needs)

In the beginning of this post I mentioned some of the worst advice offered for people that have hit a plateau is to eat a little less. More bad advice I’ve read about breaking through a plateau is to try to add a little more time to your exercise routine. I’ve already noted above, your activity level is not just the amount of time you exercise. Your activity level is based on everything you do all day long. Now think about this for a moment. If you exercise 30 minutes a day and then you spend the rest of the day sitting on the couch, how much will your activity level change if you increase your workout time by 15 minutes? Not very much! Your activity level is based on your whole day, not just a few minutes each day when you choose to exercise. On the flip side, how much would your activity level change if you switched jobs from one behind a desk to one where you are on your feet all day long? In this case, your activity level would probably change considerably.

It is actually pretty hard to make a significant change to your activity level (hard but not impossible). If you really want to increase your activity level, you need to look at your overall day and see where you can get more activity throughout. Can you walk or bike to work? Do you use an elevator a lot and if so could you take the stairs? When you get home do you sit at your computer for 4 hours before going to bed? If so can you cut that in half and do something else that requires exertion? You are not going to be able to make 1 change and get a big boost to your activity level. Instead you are going to make a lot of small changes that result in a big increase in your overall daily activity.

Putting it all together

With your RMR and the calories expended based on activity level, you now have a good estimate on how many calories you expend each day. Most people are surprised at the value they see. Depending on the calculation used I expend approximately 3500 calories each day!

With your calories expended you can now determine how many calories you need to consume in order to lose the weight you want to lose. If you are like me and burn 3500 calories each day you can eat 2500 and still lose 2 pounds in a week.

The Problem

After reading this post you are either thinking I’ve lost my mind or that it’s just impossible to eat more and lose weight (or maybe a little of both). The biggest drawback to this type of eating plan is that it takes a little patience to see the results. Your body is smart and it reacts to how you treat it, but not immediately. If you’ve been highly restricting your calories and you switch to eating more, you will gain weight. Your RMR will not react instantly and start burning more. It may take a few weeks or even a month for your body to realize that you aren’t going to go back to starving yourself before it starts revving your metabolism. This is why most people who try this give up quickly. As a society we have become accustomed to instant gratification. If it doesn’t work right away, the instinct is to start eating less which in turn puts you right back where you started.

The second problem is that typically the numbers you start with are not the ideal numbers for you. This isn’t an exact science; everyone is different. The formulas are just starting points. Some people inherently burn more and some burn less and so how much you can eat and still lose weight is largely dependent on you. Over time it becomes necessary to tweak the numbers as you learn more about yourself. This is not a process that can be done in a week.

Part of my own journey includes sharing what I know. One thing I’ve learned over my years is that you do not have to starve yourself in order to lose weight. Now you might have noticed, I did not offer any suggestions for how much is too much or how much is too litle in terms of calories. I did this purposely because the answer is different for every single person out there. I've always said that I believe the best diet you can be on is the diet you create for yourself. Don't just listen to some book on how many calories you can eat. Take a little time to figure out out how many calories you should have for your own circumstances. Good luck to everyone out there. Stay Strong!

Don't Give Up!

2010-03-03T13:24:00.000-08:00

I've been struggling... I've been struggling a lot lately! The last few weeks have been really rough for me. Not just the diet and exercise, but really my whole life in general. I just can't seem to get into the right mindset and because of that I've been really depressed. I'm not surprised, this is the toughest time of the year for me. The end of winter always seems to bring out the worst in me. I actually moved from upstate New York to Virginia to escape the late winter, but this year mother nature is not cooperating. By now I'm usually dusting off the golf clubs and planning my next yard project, but with a barren wasteland of snow still sitting in my backyard, I've got to wait a little longer this year.

Right now I'm just trying to hang on for a little longer, but this week has been especially rough. My wife is in the same boat. Our house is a mess and every single one of our kids has an illness. My oldest has Strep Throat, my middle one has a bad cold, and my youngest is still recovering from being in the hospital for Lyme disease. The parade of doctor visits, the lousy weather, and the fact that I'm in a funk has caused her to feel just about as good as I do.

To make matters worse, I'm in this 30 day challenge which is just adding more stress to my already busy life. Now don't get me wrong, I'm still doing what I need to to lose the weight, I just don't feel good about it. I thought this challenge would help me out of my funk, but it's only made it worse.

Yesterday morning I woke up and thought "why even bother to get out of bed". I seriously considered calling in sick and spending the day laying in bed except to occasionally get up and smoke and feed my face. Had I not had an important meeting, I probably would have done it, but instead I rolled out of bed and tried to get my day started.

Every one of by backslides has started in this same fashion. The only difference is that this time I feel worse. As I stood there staring into the bathroom mirror, I couldn't help but think this was the beginning of a major backslide for me. I had it all played out in my head:

First I would lose the 30 day challenge handily causing me to fork over some serious cash. That setback would cause me to give up on my diet and go on a weeklong eating binge (I'm going on vacation the week after the challenge is over). After coming back and discovering a major weight gain, I would climb into a hole and stop doing all the things I like to do. This would probably include giving up blogging because who wants to read a blog about weight loss when the author is gaining weight. By summertime I would be back up to 300 pounds and wondering "How the hell did I end up back here?"

I must have stared into that mirror for about 5 minutes, when I finally said out loud "NO!". No I will not backslide! No I will not accept this as my destiny! No I will not lose the 30 day challenge! No I will not let this weather beat me down! NO I WILL NOT GIVE UP!

I went into the living room and got a piece of tape. I grabbed a scrap of paper and a black felt tip pen and I scribed 3 words on it. I took the paper and the tape and I attached the paper in the upper right corner of my mirror. The 3 words were:

Don't Give Up!

Now I'm not going to fill you with a happy ending about how it sparked some great feeling inside me that instantly made me feel better and caused all my problems to go away while simultaneously melting 10 pounds of fat from my body. But that little piece of paper did help me a little bit.

I wish I could tell you that everything is fine now, but the truth is I'm still hanging on. Since the paper, my mood has been slightly elevated. I've stuck to my diet and exercise and I've accomplished more at work in the last 2 days than I probably have in the last 2 weeks. My hope is that yesterday was my low point and that I've got better days ahead of me now. Even mother nature is helping out, I saw a chance of 60 degree weather this weekend.

I'm leaving the paper there for now until I can get out of this funk. It serves as a reminder of how on one day I stared at the option of just giving up and instead I chose to fight!

No matter how bad it is and no matter how badly you want to stop, the only advice I can offer at this time is DON'T GIVE UP!

Here's to better days ahead. Good luck and stay strong.

30 Day Weight Loss Challenge

2010-02-28T09:49:00.000-08:00

(Editor's Note - The original post had the goal set at 20 pounds in 30 days. Originally the challenge started at 15 pounds in 30 days, but due to male egos, some last minute discussions caused the ante to be upped to 20 pounds. Since then reality has set in and the original agreement of 15 pounds in 30 days has been re-instated)

Ok, I've talked about this in my last few posts and now it's time to share it. A good friend and I have entered into a 30-day weight loss challenge. The challenge is tough and the stakes are high. What makes this one interesting is that my friend and I have quite a few differences that give us advantages or disadvantages in the challenge. I'll go through some of them in a minute, but first let me lay out the details of the challenge.

The goal of the challenge is for both of us to lose 15 pounds in 30 days! To make it more challenging, it's not even 30 days. We weighed in Thursday evening and our final weigh-in is on the morning of March 26 so it's really 15 pounds in 28 days. I know it seems like a lot but we will both lose 5 pounds in water weight this first week (I've put on 7 pounds this week but most of that is just water retention). After that initial big loss, it will still be hard to get to 15, but certainly possible. Also because of schedule problems we had to weigh in on Thursday evening and our final weigh-in will be in the morning so you can expect another pound or 2 just from weighing in at a different time of day.

Now of course we are men and a challenge isn't a challenge if money doesn't change hands. If we both meet the goal and lose at least 15 pounds, then the only money to exchange hands is $1. Whoever loses the most gets it. However, if only 1 person meets the goal, the person who doesn't make it has to pay more. If someone doesn't make it they have to pay $20 for every pound short of the goal. This means someone has the potential to lose $300. I like this style of challenge because you are in control of your own destiny. Regardless of how well the other person does, as long as you do what you are supposed to do and reach the goal the most you'll be out is $1. If neither of us makes it, then it's still $20 per pound but it's based on the difference between our losses. So for instance if I lose 14 pounds and he loses 12, then he owes me $40.

So here's a little breakdown of the challengers:

Stats

	FogDog	Big D.
Starting Weight	288.1	256.4
Height	6'	6'5"
Age	37	28
Goal Weight	199	220

History

FogDog Background - Most of you know my story, but I'll offer a brief background anyway. I'm married with 3 kids and have been overweight most of my life. At my peak I hit 349 pounds and several years ago I started focusing on improving my health. I've come a long way and I've learned a lot about losing weight, but have always seemed to struggle with the mental side of the weight loss equation. Most days I eat a very healthy diet, but I'm definitely not as active as I should be. My goal is to break the 200 pound barrier before I turn 40.

Big D. Background - Big D.'s story is in complete contrast to mine. Big D. is single and lives by himself. His girlfriend is in NY so he travels frequently to visit her. He's young and very active and has one of those metabolisms that I would kill for. Unlike me, Big D. has never been overweight, but the years of eating lots of junk food are starting to catch up to him and his metabolism is slowing. In addition, he had major knee surgery about 2 years ago which has slowed his active lifestyle a little bit and presents some challenges as he starts to workout regularly.

Advantages

Metabolism - Advantage goes to Big D. He's younger and has a more active lifestyle. Currently he eats a ton of junk and still manages to not gain a lot of weight

Experience - Advantage goes to FogDog. I've been dieting my whole life and know a lot about what works for me and what doesn't. Big D. has really no experience with dieting. I have been coaching him a little to help him out a little, but he will need to find a plan that works for him.

Support - No advantage. I'm married and have the support of my family. Big D. is single and lives alone with his dog. The reason why I give no advantage here is that having my family to support me can be as much a disadvantage as it is an advantage. My wife can help make nutritious meals, but I also have to watch her when she decides to eat a piece of cake.

Lifestyle - Big advantage to FogDog. I lead a boring lifestyle; I work Monday-Friday and have a very repetitive daily routine. Big D. works 12 hour rotations, half on days and half on nights. From day to day his schedule changes plus he travels regularly to NY.

Determination - I'm going to give a slight advantage to Big D. I don't want to lose money, but honestly my head isn't into this as I would like at the moment. I'm hoping that as I get into it more, my determination will also increase but right now I'm struggling in my head.

Plans

FogDog's Weight Loss Plan - My plan is fairly simple... Keep doing what I've been doing but make a couple small tweaks. I currently take in about 2500 calories each day. I'm going to adjust that down to 2000 calories (this has been harder to do than I originally thought). I'm also going to increase my exercise levels to 1 hour each day 6 days each week. It will consist of 30 minutes strength training followed by 30 minutes of cardio. I will also be targeting 120 oz. of water each day as well. I will still allow myself 1 cheat meal each week, but I will not be "taking it easy" on the weekends as I have been lately.

Big D's Weight Loss Plan - Big D's plan is centered around not eating junk food. He's going to try to stay away from all the fast food joints and focus on creating healthy meals at home and buying pre-packaged healthy meals such a Lean Cuisine. For exercise, Big D. will be walking his dog everyday for 45 minutes and he will doing cardio workouts at the local gym whenever his hectic schedule allows it.

So there it is folks, the 30 day challenge has begun! I will not be posting weekly numbers for the next month as we both agreed that we would only weigh-in at the beginning and the end, but I will be posting regularly to let everyone know how I'm doing. Based on what I've written, who do you think will win FogDog or Big D.? Do you think either of us can reach the very tough goal of 15 pounds? Got any advice for either of us? Leave a comment and let me know.

Hospitals Are No Fun

2010-02-26T11:36:00.000-08:00

It's been almost a week since my last post. Sorry for the long blackout, but believe me when I say I had more important things on my mind:

This has been one of the most emotionally draining weeks I've had in a very long time. On Sunday my 3 year old daughter was hospitalized because her knees and hips had become so swollen that she could not walk and even picking her up was enough to cause her to shriek in pain. For those of you who do not have kids, let me tell you that nothing is more heartbreaking than having to watch one of your children suffer in pain while you know there isn't a thing you can do about it. To make matters worse, I had to hold my daughter still multiple times for various blood draws and IV insertions. Every visit from the lab was meant with instant terror and the screams and pleads to let her go home will probably remain with me forever.

Fortunately, this story does have a happy ending. After several days of testing, the doctors were able to confirm that she had Lyme disease and they got her started on antibiotics. My wife and I were absolutely thrilled at this diagnosis; the alternatives that were being explored were all much worse! What had everyone baffled was just how fast the symptoms came on. On Friday she had 1 slightly swollen knee and by Sunday morning she couldn't move!

Anyway, I got to bring her home on Wednesday and as of today you almost couldn't tell that she had been sick. The swelling is almost completely gone and this morning she wanted to show me how fast she could run (even if she was still a little wobbly). The treatment is no picnic; a month of antibiotics, but at least she's home and getting better every day.

So that brings me to the here and now. As those of you who have been following me for a while know, I have this tendency to look for ways to learn from everything that happens to me whether it's good or bad. As painful and emotionally draining as this process was, it did help me to see a few things about myself.

This week I essentially lived in a hospital for the better part of 3 days. I was in 2 different emergency rooms (my daughter had to be transferred to a second hospital in the middle of this process), the OR prep area, and then in a pediatric ward. During all that time I saw a lot of people and spent a lot of time just sitting and thinking. There was a TV in my daughter's room, but I could only watch so many episodes of SpongeBob Squarepants before my mind started to wander.

Lyme Disease Awareness Charm

During my time at the hospital I came to realize 2 very important things:

The first thing I noticed was that hospitals are filled with unhealthy people - I know, shocking isn't it? What I mean by this is that during my time at the hospital, I couldn't help but notice just how many of the people there were either overweight or diehard smokers. During my stay at the 2 different emergency rooms, I watched as one overweight person after another passed by my daughter's room. My guess is that of all the sick people I saw in the emergency departments, easily more than half were overweight.

By the time we got to the pediatric department, I was ready for a smoke. I've been on and off again with the smoking for a little while now and stressful situations always cause me to go "on" again. For those of you who haven't been to a hospital in a while, the rules around smoking at hospitals have changed. Most hospitals now are completely smoke free. This means you are not allowed to smoke anywhere on hospital grounds. This particular hospital we were at had setup a designated smoking area across the street underneath an overpass. If I wanted a cigarette, that's where I had to go. While in that area, I was absolutely shocked at the people I saw. It was bad enough to see doctors and nurses who get to see the result of what smoking can do to you, but what was really shocking was to see actual patients! Yes, I saw patients in their gowns and slippers... dragging IV machines behind them... in the 35 degree cold... walking across the street to go have a smoke! In fact one older woman came out of the building with one of those little pull behind oxygen tanks, but they wouldn't let her bring it across the street (gee I wonder why). She came over without it, had 2 cigarettes, and then went back inside. To be honest, I am amazed that the hospital even allows it, but I guess patients have rights even if it is the right to make things worse.

My takeaway from these observations was not that hospitals are filled with unhealthy people, but rather hospitals are filled with unhealthy people that don't take care of themselves. Being an overweight smoker is only going to increase my chances of ending up in a hospital sometime in my future. I've started to make improvements and I have made progress, but I've got a long way to go.

The second realization that I came across while hanging out at the hospital was that my unhealthy behaviors could cause others to suffer. I guess I've always had the belief that my bad habits would only hurt me in the long run, but now I've realized that isn't true. Watching my daughter in pain was one of the hardest things I've had to endure. Obviously it wasn't her fault that she was there, but it suddenly hit me that someday I could be laying there suffering from something that I could have prevented by living a healthier lifestyle. All I could think of was my loved ones being in pain as they sat around me and watched me suffer. It's one thing to be in the hospital for something out of your control, but it's another thing to be there for something that you could have prevented. I do not want to have to put my family through that so I need to do whatever I can to reduce my chances of needing a hospital.

Without a doubt it's been a rough week. During all this I did not exercise and my diet has been less than stellar. No doubt I probably added a couple of pounds, but my desire to be healthy has also been renewed. I threw my cigarettes out and haven't smoked all day. It will be tough but I am committed to seeing it through. I also started a 30 day weight challenge with my friend, but that's a whole other story. I'll tell you all about it in my next post this weekend. Stay strong people!

Weigh-in #15 - 2/20/10

2010-02-20T10:49:00.000-08:00

I realized that when I nominated people for the creative writing award, I linked them to my main page instead of the award page. If you are here to collect your award, please go here for the instructions.

Starting Weight: 297 lbs
Previous Weigh-in: 283.8 lbs
Current Weight: 280.9 lbs
Weekly Loss (Gain): 2.9 lbs

Total Weight Loss: 16.1 lbs

A Solid loss this week! I was a little nervous... I ate well all week and I got my exercise and water intake right, but my youngest daughter is having problems with one of her knees and she had to get blood work yesterday. She couldn't go to gymnastics so to make her feel better I took her to McDonalds for a Happy Meal and a sundae. I only ate 1 sandwich and fries (and the rest of my daughters sundae that she couldn't finish), but I was worried all the salt would cause me to retain water. I guess not.

My friend is back in town today, so I'm going to see if he's still up for the 30 day challenge. If so I'll put it out here early in the week. I'm pretty excited; it's going to be a tough challenge!

Creative Writer Award

2010-02-19T17:43:00.000-08:00

Thank you to Weezel at "What Scares You" for presenting me with this prestigious blog award. In a few moments, I will be bestowing the honor on a few of you per the rules below.

Here are the rules:

1. Thank the person who gave this to you.
2. Copy the logo and place it on your blog.
3. Link to the person who nominated you.
4. Tell up to six outrageous lies about yourself, and at least one outrageous truth.
5. Nominate seven "Creative Writers" who might have fun coming up with outrageous lies.
6. Post links to the seven blogs you nominate.
7. Leave a comment on each of the blogs letting them know you nominated them.

Here are my outrageous lies (and 1 truth):

I've discovered a hidden code in the South Beach Diet book. When deciphered it gives you a kickin' recipe for a lentil soup
I once tried out to play for the Boston Bruins. They wanted me to play but I refused because #77 was already taken
I also sent in an audition for "The Biggest Loser" They rejected me because they said I was too fat
My mom is head chef at a famous 5-star restaurant
I once ate an entire Thanksgiving turkey all by myself (and then had dessert)
I am in the movie "Graveyard Shift". The film was made at the factory I worked at and the camera caught me while I was stuffing my face and watching the action
I've used a Thighmaster, Buns of Steel Videos, and I've "Sweated to the Oldies"

Feel free to guess which one is true.

I nominate the following blogs for this award.

The Daily Diary of a Winning Loser
My 365-Day Weight Loss Journey
Fat Daddy Rants
Eat To Live in 2010
The Fat Chick's Dating Manifesto (I'm not female or single, but I like the style)
Journeying to Lose 200 Pounds... The Triumph of Perseverance
100 Pounds Less

I love the style of each one of these blogs and they are filled with inspiration as well as sound diet tips. Thanks for sharing!

How I Lost 175 Pounds

2010-02-17T18:01:00.000-08:00

No, there's no typo in the title, I've lost 175 pounds! Here's how I did it:

20 pounds in middle school
25 pounds in high school
30 pounds in college
35 pounds in North Carolina
65 pounds on my latest journey

Now I apologize for the teaser title, I never did say I lost it and kept it all off. There is a point to this article, however, that I think is very important to anyone trying to lose weight. I learned a lot from all these losses and I'll share these learnings shortly. But first I need to re-live these events to put things in perspective...

In middle school I weighed 180 and the weight limit to play football was 160. I lost 20 pounds in 3 weeks when my parents put me on a grapefruit and egg diet. Essentially I ate nothing but hard-boiled eggs and drank nothing but grapefruit juice for the entire diet. On the last day I threw up and 25 years later I can still remember how sick I was from that diet. I didn't eat hard-boiled eggs for years and I've never had another sip of grapefruit juice.
As a freshman in high school I weighed 220. On valentine's day the school had one of those charity events where you could buy a carnation for someone special. You could get a red one for love, pink for a secret admirer, or white for a friend. As a football jock I had a lot of good looking friends and I watched them all get tons of carnations. Me? I got 1 white one that I later learned came from one of my relatives. I decided I would go on a diet. The flavor of the month back then was low fat, so I basically shunned anything that had any fat in it and consequently that meant shunning anything that had any flavor. I ate a lot of rice cakes during that time. I lost 25 pounds in my freshman year.
After my first year in college I weighed 310. I got a job cleaning the dorm rooms during the summer. The job came with a free room in one of the dorms but it was essentially empty so my evenings were quite lonely. I took it as an opportunity to try again to lose some weight. By then it wasn't just low fat, but high carbs that was supposed to make you lose weight because they digest so quickly. I had a microwave, so my dinners were ramon noodles or pasta. I also incorporated some exercise; I started jogging each night and I had a book on getting a flat belly by doing a whole list of ab exercises. I did lose about 30 pounds that summer but I didn't get the six-pack abs.
When I got out of college and then moved down to NC, my wife and I started a routine of eating out almost every night. We never lived in a big city and to have so many restaurants nearby was just too much temptation. Within 2 years I had ballooned up to 349! My mom told me about a new diet called The Six Week Body Makeover. Unlike past diets, this one required me to eat 4oz of protein 6 times a day and carbs were rare. I also couldn't have any salt, sugar, or dairy at all and I had to drink 100+ oz. of water. This was my most successful diet; I lost 45 pounds in six weeks. After the first six weeks I tried to do the diet again, but it was just so hard because it was so restrictive. Once off the diet, most of the weight came right back.
A year later my first daughter was born. By the time she was 2 my focus had shifted from my weight which was about 315, to my smoking. When I quit, it stuck, but the price I paid was in my weight. A year later I was back at 349. It should be noted that I've always listed my max weight at 349. Twice in my life I've seen that number on a scale, but the reality is that I was probably even heavier. The scale I had only went to 330, but it would roll over so you could add more if you weighed more. I suspect that I probably went beyond the physical boundaries of the scale but since it never read more than 349, that's my story and I'm sticking to it.
That brings me to the journey I'm on now. I started it about 2 years ago at 349 (still sticking to my story). My first phase was using The Abs Diet that I read about in Men's health. I like the Abs Diet because it's not really a diet; it is more like a guide toward what you should eat and there are no restrictions. I was pretty successful with this diet and lost my first 35 pounds on it after 6 months. The next six months brought a time of no gain or loss. I was very busy remodeling my house so I didn't focus on my diet but I was more active and I think that made up for it. The important thing was that for the first time the weight didn't come back. Looking back it was because I stayed active, and I had begun to learn how to eat right instead of restricting myself all the time.
At the start of last year I was at 315 when I started the bet with my friend. This brought me a lot of motivation. In 6 months I lost another 25 pounds. This time I decided the way to go was to eat a balanced diet and exercise regularly. I kept the parts of my other diets that made sense and threw out all restrictions. The weight didn't come off really fast, but it did come off regularly. After 6 months my family and I moved to Virginia. It sounds like an excuse, but the move was tough on everyone and when I got here the recession was just beginning. Through this time I bounced between 299 and 290 regularly. Again though, I didn't gain all the weight back...I think I'm on to something here.

So here I am now back at it. I'm losing weight slowly and as of this writing I'm in the 280's placing me at 65 pounds so far. I still have a long way to go but I've learned a lot from my success and from my past failures:

Be wary of fad diets - Back in the 80's the grapefruit diet was one of the big fad diets. The diet I did was a variation of it and looking back I realize just how unhealthy it was. Now before you go blaming my parents, remember there wasn't as much information about healthy diets back then as there is now. Also, the diet was successful and they spared me the humiliation of not being able to play football because of my weight. Some fad diets or reasonable, but some are downright dangerous!
Exercise and physical activity is required - Did you notice that I gained 90 pounds between high school and college? In high school I gained roughly 10 pounds each year. When I got to college I turned the freshman 15 into the freshman 50. The reason for that was the abrupt change in my physical activity. I played all sorts of sports up through high school but it stopped when I went to college.
Any eating style that cannot be maintained indefinitely is likely to fail - The Six Week Body Makeover worked great but was so restrictive it was impossible to maintain. Most diet books have the same format; They devote half the book to the science of why their diet works followed by the other half telling you how to do the diet. Then at the end there's a cursury 10 pages or so that tell you what you should do after you've lost the weight. Usually it involves "loosening" the restrictions set forth on the original diet. They tell you to "eat normal" weekends, or go off the diet until you see some weight creeping back in and then go back on. If this paragraph describes the book you are currently reading, learn what you can then throw the book in the trash. (Note - authors and publishers are not stupid. Current trends have shown a migration towards creating a long term sustainable diet. Just because the book calls it's plan a "lifetime change in eating style" doesn't make it so. Read between the lines and decide for yourself if you could live the plan forever).
Trends change over time - First fat was bad, then it was OK if it was the right kind. Cholestoral nearly killed the egg council...until they discovered there was good and bad types of cholestoral. Next came carbs...Glycemic index anyone? Now the enemy is HFCS and artificial ingredients. There will always be a new diet discovery of the month and many times they contradict each other. Science discovers new things all the time. Try what's reasonable and throw out anything that sounds too good to be true.
Don't be afraid to try new things...then learn what works for you and what doesn't. The best diet you can go on is YOUR OWN DIET. When you try to follow someone else's diet, it's easy to pass the buck. If it doesn't work you can easily blame the diet. Even if it does work, it wasn't yours so as soon as you stop you go back living your bad diet. By all means try different things and learn what works for you... then make your diet your own.

No matter what changes come about, the one diet style that can't be beat is a balanced diet and plenty of exercise. It may not be fancy and it definitely isn't fast, but it does work. I've learned this through many years as a dieter and so far it is still proving to be true. Maybe you should give it some thought. How much weight have you lost in your lifetime? What can you learn from it?

A Bitter Pill To Swallow

2010-02-15T16:25:00.000-08:00

I meant to write this post yesterday but I got called in to work and ended up spending my whole day (and most of the night) there. Although I don’t particularly enjoy working on my day off, it does provide me with some weight loss benefits. When I have to go in to work, it’s because a piece of equipment is broken and needs to be fixed immediately. The work is usually intense with lots of moving around and little time to stop and eat. From noon yesterday until 3AM, my diet consisted of 1 Whopper with small fries (my only option at 10PM) and a Fiber Bar. I also drank about 80oz of water, so I did pretty well yesterday. What I liked the most about it is that I was so busy I didn't even think about eating.

Anyway, I wanted to spend a little time writing about what happened to me last week. As I said in my weigh-in post, I felt liked I got kicked in the teeth. Earlier in the week I had written a post about making sure you win those little battles. I was feeling pretty good because I had quite of few of those little wins and I was feeling like things were all starting to come together. But with those feelings came another foe that sometimes strikes without warning… complacency. When things are going bad, you spend a lot of time thinking about how to make things better, but when you are doing well, there’s this tendency to stop pushing yourself because you are already doing well… more on this in a moment.

When I hit the scale I was extremely disappointed. I felt like I squandered what was a good thing and it made me sick just thinking about it. Now don’t get me wrong, I’ll take a loss over a gain anytime; usually when I comment on other people’s blogs, I encourage people to see any loss as a good thing. For me though, it wasn’t so much that I didn’t lose a lot of weight, it was more about missing the opportunity that was right in front of me.

After starting the week off well, I started to get that feeling of being on the right track. With that, my focus waned and complacency rolled in. Being an engineer, I’ve since spent a good deal of time analyzing what went well and what went wrong for me last week:

What went well

Early in the week I had a lot of small victories. I managed to go all week long with chocolate cake in my house and had the will power to refrain from eating it.
I also got all my exercise in and I actually increased my elliptical workouts from about 1.6 miles to 3.
Finally, I kept to my goal to stay off the TV and PC until 8PM each night. Unfortunately my overall activity level didn’t really go up much because I didn’t work out in the morning so I filled that empty evening time with making up missed morning workouts.

What went wrong

By late in the week my portion control was off. Instead of 4oz of protein, I was eating 6oz. Every meal had just a little more than normal and over the week it definitely added up.
I didn’t drink water like I usually do. TLEstrogen Has been posting some good stuff about the importance of water and she's absolutely right. I didn’t drink bad stuff, I just didn’t drink anything.
Lastly, my weight workouts weren’t as intense as they should’ve been. I’ve been having problems sleeping lately and as a result, I haven’t been getting up to work out. All week long I had to do my workouts in the evening and I know that I never work out as hard when it’s in the evening.

The results on the scale showed why I can't get complacent. I accept responsibility for my actions, and in hindsight, the results were not surprising; they were just difficult to see. It was indeed a bitter pill to swallow.

So this last Saturday was a bad day for me, but I decided to try something new to deal with it and I found it seems to have worked really well. After the morning weigh-in I was feeling pretty bad. I knew it would be hard to gain any motivation and I also knew that further negative behavior would just make me feel even worse. Instead of trying to fight it, I decided to give myself a day off. For all of Saturday, I didn’t worry about diet and exercise. Instead I spent the day playing with the kids and just hanging out at the house. It might sound funny, but by allowing myself a down day, it lifted my spirits and by Sunday I was back at it. I didn’t eat badly on Saturday, but I also didn’t worry about what I did eat. Those people that actually know me would say I’m a bit of a perfectionist; I think I put too much pressure on myself to do the right things all the time. To be honest it really felt good to just forget about it for a day.

Now I feel refreshed and ready to get back at it and the timing is perfect because I have some things to look forward to on the horizon. First, this is week 6 of my current workout. After 6 weeks I said I would take a week off from lifting (it’s good to let your muscles have an extended recovery periodically). After my week off I will start a new workout plan so I’m excited to do something a little different.

The second event I have coming up is a 30 day challenge with a good friend of mine. I’m going to do a separate post on the specifics, but for now I’ll say it’s going to be extremely tough to do and there’s potential for a decent amount of money to end up changing hands. This kind of challenge is right up my motivational alley! I’ll have more about it in the days to come including the rules and a side by side comparison of the challengers so you can see how we match up.

Lastly, I wanted to give a little recognition to someone who’s been fighting the weight loss battle for years and lately has been doing really well. Weezel lost another 3.5 pounds this last week bringing her total since January to 13.5! This is a great accomplishment especially when her profession has her working around food all day long. Although she doesn’t have a blog about weight loss, she does have a real interesting fiction blog called What Scares You?, and a recipe blog called What’s Cooking?. Weezel, I’m proud of the fact that my blog has inspired you, but you deserve all the credit for all the hard work you are doing. Keep it up, I have no doubt you’ll get there!

Weigh-in #14 - 2/13/10

2010-02-13T14:19:00.000-08:00

Starting Weight: 297 lbs

Last Weigh-in: 284 lbs

Current Weight: 283.8 lbs

Weekly Loss (Gain): 0.2 lbs

Total Weight Loss: 13.2 lbs

At this point I feel like I've been kicked in the teeth. This one stings really bad. I'll blog more about it tomorrow when I'm in a better mindset. Good luck to all of you!

Want to Lose Weight? It's The Small Battles That Count!

2010-02-10T12:27:00.000-08:00

Even if you don't follow football you've probably heard that the New Orleans Saints won the Super Bowl and are this year's NFL champions. My hat's off to the Saints on a great season and an inspirational championship for a city that could use something positive. But this is a blog about weight loss and I find myself thinking about the parallels between sports and the goal to lose weight. There's something to be learned from the Saints, or any champion from any sport for that matter.

When people look at a team that has just won the championship, the focus tends to be on that last championship game and the great battle that was won. But take a step back for a moment and really think about how that team got that big win in the first place. In order to be able play in that game the Saints had to win the NFC Championship. In order to win the NFC Championship game, they had to first win a Divisional Playoff Game and in order to even get to that game they had to win enough games in the regular season to make the playoffs. Now let's dig a little deeper...In order to win every one of the 16 games they won, they had to win a lot of little battles. Every game is made up of well over one hundred plays. In every play there are 11 individuals that all have their own personal battle to play out. Do some simple math and you can quickly see that their road to the championship involved hundreds of thousands of little battles over the course of many months that needed to be won. Did they win every one? Not even close, but it's a fair assumption that they won more of those battles than they lost.

It is the same thing when you are trying to lose weight. All too often we focus on the end result. The Super Bowl victory of weight loss means hitting that magic number you decided on in the beginning of your journey. We tend to put a lot of focus on that big (small) number even though it is so far away. We also put a lot of focus on meeting our weekly goals, but rarely do we look at all those little battles that must be won day in and day out. It's OK to have those lofty goals and to think of them once in a while but you have to think small every day. Do you think that football player lines up for a play thinking about how he's going to win the Super Bowl? He's thinking about one thing and one thing only...How to win the little battle that's right in front of him.

So what should you do?

Try to put those end results away and focus on the job at hand. If you don't win the daily battles you never will get to the playoffs, not to mention the championship.
Use your little victories to inspire you to more little victories in the hopes that stringing them together will help you win the game. Most goals scored come from stringing together lots of little victories, not one giant leap.
Recognize you cannot win every single battle. It's impossible, so don't even try. Instead, when you get beat, pick yourself up off the ground, pull the grass from your helmet, and win that next little battle. Just like a string of wins is uplifting, a string of losses is equally demoralizing.

There's one more thing to consider as well (THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT). Be aware that once in a while, one small victory can become the catalyst that ultimately hurls you toward your goal and gives you the boost you need to see it all the way to the end. These are rare instances and there is no way to predict beforehand which one will cause it to happen. History is full of stories of how one seemingly insignificant win changed things forever. As I said, you have no way of knowing when this could happen, so the only way to improve your chances is to increase the number of victories you have. Once you have it, it will instantly catapult you forward and the small battles you face will suddenly become so much easier to win.

I'll end on a personal note that illustrates this concept. Last night my family and I went out to dinner. I ate reasonably well and actually saved half my meal for the next day (small victory #1). On the way home my wife wanted to stop and get some chocolate cake for dessert and I was all for it. When we got home I was excited about the chocolate cake but wanted to wait until after 8:00 so I could eat it while watching TV. With an hour to kill (I promised I would avoid the TV and PC until after 8:00PM) I suddenly had this urge to do something useful. I went into my basement and got on the elliptical trainer and knocked out 3 miles! That's more than I ever have done at one time (small victory #2).

After that, the chocolate cake didn't seem as appetizing. I didn't want to undo the 3 miles that I had just worked my butt off for. In the end I passed on the chocolate cake (small victory #3) and went to bed satisfied with the decisions I made. Those 3 small victories are actually what inspired me to write this article. Today I'm still feeling happy about those decisions; success can be infectious. Who knows if somewhere down the road I might hit the scale at 199 and look back at my journey and think "I'm so glad I didn't eat that chocolate cake!"

I hope this article helps you to remember today so you can have a better tomorrow. Win those little battles; you never know which one you may remember forever.

Weigh-in #13 - 2/6/10

2010-02-06T13:26:00.000-08:00

A good week; back on track!

Starting Weight: 297 lbs

Last Weigh-in: 285.9 lbs

Current Weight: 284 lbs

Weekly Loss (Gain): 1.9 lbs

Total Weight Loss: 13 lbs

This week I'm shooting for 2 more pounds. I'm also going to boost my activity level in the evenings; my goal is to stay away from the TV and computer until 8:00PM.

Journal Update - 2/5/10

2010-02-05T16:37:00.000-08:00

All in all it's been an ok week. I was certainly better than last week, but I probably should have done better. I ate well all week long and got at least 64oz. of water in every day. I exercised every day except for today because I had to go shovel snow in the morning so I could get to work. Today was a strength training day so I need to make it up tomorrow morning.

On Wednesday I went out for lunch, and was pleasantly surprised with my performance. I did get a soda, but then I just got the salad bar and stayed away from the burgers (even though I really wanted one so bad!). I'm expecting that tomorrow I'll post a loss.

This week has been a lot about reflections for me. After last week, I spent quite a bit of time thinking about my life. During the week I wrote an article about making sure your happy because losing weight will not do it alone. I wrote it because I've started to realize that this is one of my problems.

I think I've always used my weight as an excuse for not dealing with the things that make me unhappy. For years I've spent my time convinced that my weight was the only reason why I wasn't happy but the reality is I can lose all the weight I want and I'll still have the issues I have now. The last thing I want to do is go through all this trouble losing the weight only to gain it back because I'm still not happy. I use food to make me feel better so I have 2 choices; I can stop using food to make me feel better or I can start feeling better!

So now I have 2 journeys; I'm going to lose this weight and I'm going to start focusing on what exactly makes me unhappy. My first focus is going to be on my activity level. I've started to realize that since we moved I have become very inactive. Here's a sample of my typical work day:

I get up at 6:00 and (most days) I work out for 20-45 minutes.  I go to work and about 80% of my day is spent sitting at a desk. At lunch time I eat a quick lunch and then spend the rest of it on the internet reading blogs I follow,  researching stocks, and writing drafts for my blog posts. I get home usually around 5:30 and then spend the next hour decompressing. Decompressing is really just a fancy word for being lazy. I bum around on the computer, sometimes playing Miniclip games or polishing up my blog articles. Sometimes I read a book instead and sometimes I do nothing but hang out on the couch and watch Pink Panther cartoons with my kids. Sometime around 6:30 we eat dinner . After that I watch the news. Then it's back to the computer or sometimes I just sit and watch whatever happens to be on at the time. The kids get put to bed and then me and the wife usually watch TV until 10:00. Then it's off to bed.

How's that for being inactive? What's interesting is that I never used to be like this before we moved. Before we moved, I was busy renovating our old house, or doing yard work, or sometimes I would just play with the kids. Now I do nothing. I have plenty that I could be doing, I have a huge list of projects that need to be done.  For some reason I keep telling myself I'll do them on the weekend but then the weekend comes and nothing gets accomplished. I won't bore you with my typical weekend, but let's just say it's not much better than my workdays.

So the first order of business on being happy again is to start being more active. I have my list of activites and it's time to just get started. I'm going to try to stay off the computer and TV until 8:00PM during the week.  That gives me a lot of time to get things done around the house. We've been in our new house for almost a year and a half and I haven't done hardly anything to it to make it feel like our home (probably another source of unhappiness).

What's cool is that if I start being more active again, not only should I feel better, but it should also help me with losing weight. Based on my diet I should be losing about 2 pounds a week, but lately it's been more like 1. That other pound isn't coming off because I'm not moving around enough.

So wish me luck as I try to get moving a little more and mope around a little less. Good luck to everyone out there, I hope everyone has good numbers this weekend.

Will You be Happy After Losing Weight?

2010-02-02T09:14:00.000-08:00

“I will truly be happy once I lose all this weight!” Have you ever said that to yourself? I have, and I’m sure there are a lot of people out there who have as well. The question is, is it really true? If you are unhappy right now what makes you think that will change just because your weight is different? The answer has to do with how our minds visualize our new, thinner selves.

When you think of being thin, what do you see? Do you see the same you now only in smaller clothes? Hell no! I bet there isn’t a soul on this planet that thinks that way when they visualize themselves being thin. What you see is a better you. You see yourself being successful at work, at love, and at life. You see a confident person taking charge of their life. You see an adventurer scaling mountains and kayaking through rapids. You see the perfect you.

The problem is this; losing weight does not turn you into the perfect person. Now granted it does improve your self esteem and your confidence, but if you are not happy right now, you may not be any happier when you are thin. In fact, I believe this is one big reason why some people lose a LOT of weight only to gain it back shortly after. Have you ever met someone who lost more than 50 pounds and then gained it all back? Have you ever wondered how in the hell they could do that? Did you think they must be nuts for allowing it to happen? Have you ever vowed that if you ever lose the weight, you will NEVER let it come back? Do you think they ever really intended for that to happen? My guess is no, they did not intend to gain all the weight back. Something else must have contributed to it, and that something else must have had a really strong influence in that person's life.

Well maybe the underlying issue wasn’t the weight; maybe they were just unhappy to begin with. I believe many of these people were overweight because they were unhappy, not unhappy because they were overweight. When the weight came off the unhappiness remained. That perfect self they envisioned didn’t appear, and as a result, they ended up gaining it right back because they didn't get to the root of the problem.

In fact, losing the weight could even be the source of additional unhappiness in your life:

Do you have friends or relatives that share the same habits as you? What if they don’t lose weight too? Will they harbor resentment toward you? Will you harbor resentment toward them? What if it’s your spouse? Will you still feel the same way about them if you change and they don’t?
How about your job? It’s cool to get all those compliments, but what else comes with it? Will other co-workers start to see you as a threat? Will the relationships at work change just because you weigh less? Will your boss expect more of you now that you’ve accomplished something tough?
How about maintaining your weight; do you think that might stress you out? Chances are if you were once severely overweight, you will most likely never be able to eat like someone that was born with a higher metabolism. Is it fair that some of your healthy friends can eat like pigs once in a while and not gain anything, but you can’t because it would instantly add 5 pounds to your weight? What will happen if you do gain 5 pounds; how will that make you feel?

Now let me say, I am not trying to argue that you shouldn’t lose weight because it might make you unhappy. The point I'm trying to make is that the same issues you had before may still be there and new issues may also arise (it's called LIFE!)

You need to take a look at yourself and determine if you are unhappy right now because you are overweight, or is being overweight one of the results of you being unhappy. Take some time to really think about it, the answer might not be as obvious as you think.

If you discover that you are unhappy, then take steps to fix the unhappiness while you lose the weight. Don’t put off one in favor of the other, you can work on improving your happiness and work on losing weight at the same time. Use you success in one to build confidence in the other.

Think about what your new life really will be like when you lose the weight. Think about you current relationships; how will they change? Think about what you really will look like; will your style change or just your shirt size? What new activities do you think you might try? What old habits will remain no matter what you do? Try to get a true picture of what you will be like instead of a mythical vision of the perfect you.

Losing a lot of weight is a big change and can have a huge impact on your quality of life. With that in mind, however, don’t just assume that a positive change in one part of your life will automatically bleed into other parts of your life and make you perfect. Accomplishing your goal of losing weight is great way to start becoming a better you, but it is only one part of the equation. Think about those other parts and deal with the problems now. If you don’t, you might not like the new, thinner you.

Will you be happy after you lose the weight?

Simple Oatmeal and Blueberries

2010-02-01T15:34:00.000-08:00

I'm starting with this recipe because it is really simple and an awesome way to start your day:

1/2 cup uncooked oatmeal
5/8 cup water
1 cup frozen blueberries
1 tsp honey
1/8 cup 1% milk

Combine the water and frozen blueberries in a small pot. Bring to a boil, then add the oatmeal and stir for 1 minute. remove from heat and let sit for 5 minutes. Put in a bowl and then drizzle on the honey. Add milk (to thin it if you want) and enjoy.

Calories - 300
Fat - 4.5g
Protein - 7g

What I find amazing about this breakfast is that it is such a small amount of food, but it will keep you full for a long time. Even if you are not an oatmeal fan I recomend trying this as the honey and blueberries make it nice and sweet. I have this most mornings with a cup of coffee (about 100 calories). It's a great way to get going and only takes about 10 minutes to make

Journal Update - 1/31/10

2010-01-31T14:08:00.000-08:00

Typically I have been only making journal entries once a week on Fridays (just before my Saturday weigh-in), but I've noticed that my journal entries are starting to get longer and longer. So I'm going to try to get out 2 journal updates a week, one after the weekend and one at the end of the week.

All in all it was a pretty good weekend for me. If anyone read my last journal entry they know that last week was a tough week for me. On Saturday I weighed in and actually gained 0.6 pounds. I also woke to 8" of snow on the ground.

After weighing in, I decided to go downstairs and get a good workout in. In my workout plan I told myself that I would not miss workouts, but if I did I would make them up on the weekend. Last week I skipped both of my elliptical workouts and Friday's strength training workout. I started with making up my strength training workout, and when I was done with that I decided to continue on and make up one of my elliptical workouts.

After breakfast I went outside to shovel. We got 8" here in VA (a lot for this area) and I had to shovel my entire driveway by hand (about 100 feet long). By the time I was done I was feeling pretty beat but happy with the amount of exercise I got for the day. At lunch my wfe made these healthy little pizzas. They were really good; I'm going to share the recipe on this blog sometime this coming week.

Sunday came and I needed to get another workout in. For some reason I really needed to make up for all my slack last week. I got my elliptical workout in before breakfast and the I felt great. I think it was the sense of accomplishment for making up all the missed workouts that really got me going. Anyway, after breakfast I had to go out and shovel again (only 1 inch this time and then I had to clean up where the plow came through) so I got another 30 minutes of exercise in. Then we took the kids to a winter carnival. I behaved myself; no junk food and I brought water and apple slices to hold me over. After that we went out for lunch for our weekly cheat meal. Again I did well; we went to a buffet and I ate 1 plate of salad, 1 plate of entrees, and 1 small dessert. I also drank water.

I am really happy at the moment and I feel like I'm getting my mind back on track. By the way I also haven't smoked all weekend so I'm definitely getting a boost from that accomplishment as well. I also think the blog and the blog community are helping me out. By having to write it down I'm definitely thinking things through, and the support from others as well as reading other people's blogs helps to remind me that I'm not alone with these problems. In fact, Esther wrote a neat little article talking about "thinking" all the time. I was as if it was speaking to me when I read it. Go check it out right here.

I've also picked up a few more followers recently:

Not of This World has just started a weight loss blog called "Chubarella"

TJ Has a blog called "The Fat Chick's Dating Manifesto". Even if you are not a single female looking for dating advice, she's got a cool writing style and makes for interesting reading.

Eat to Live has a fairly new blog called "Eat to live in 2010". Lately ETL has started to see how powerful and supportive the blog community can be.

Brad has a blog called "Adaptive Biggest Loser 2010". If you are into competitions like the biggest loser, this might be blog you want to check out.

Anyway, thanks to each of you for following my blog. Good luck on each of your journeys.

Weigh-in #12 - 1/30/10

2010-01-30T05:23:00.000-08:00

About what I expected with the week I had

Starting Weight: 297 lbs

Last Weigh-in: 285.3 lbs

Current Weight: 285.9 lbs

Weekly Loss (Gain): (+0.6) lbs

Total Weight Loss: 11.1 lbs

It could have been much worse. This morning I made up BOTH my Thursday and Friday workouts that I missed so I'm starting the week off right. Now I'm off to shovel the snow off my 100 foot driveway. That'll burn some calories!

Journal Update - 1/29/10

2010-01-29T16:15:00.000-08:00

When I started this blog, I told myself that throughout the process I was going to keep the tone positive and not generate a negative attitude. That’s going to be tough with the week I’ve had. First let me offer a primer; everything that went wrong with this week is all in my head! I had no major events that triggered my behavior and I just simply am having a hard time right now. It’s all mental which has always been the issue with me. I share all this information about being healthy because I know how to live a healthy life. Where I seem to struggle is having a healthy mind to go along with it.

The week started with another good weigh-in. For 3 weeks I’ve posted losses and was feeling pretty good about it. We needed a new printer for a while now and the kids had some Christmas money to spend so we decided to go into town and do some shopping. We also decided that we would go out for lunch as our cheat meal. We started at Walmart because I had a gift card I wanted to use up. We got a few things and then my wife took the kids to the bathroom. While she was gone I went back into the store, proceeded to the checkout, and bought a pack of cigarettes. Now before I go further, let me demonstrate the significance of that decision with a little background.

5 Years ago I was a pack-a-day smoker and weighed 320 pounds. My very first act toward living a healthier life was to quit smoking. It was the second toughest thing I’ve ever gone through (I’m still going through the first), but I did it and it was a great help. I was sleeping better, and had a sense that I had accomplished something important. I did gain some weight and topped out at 349 before I started focusing on my weight. Fast forward to last year; and the world was in a recession. My mom and sister both lost their jobs and the potential that I was going to lose mine was very high. Throw in the fact that we had just moved from NY to VA and I was pretty stressed out. On the day they announced a major layoff at my facility I smoked a cigarette. It tasted like crap, but that one cigarette triggered 6 months of slowly moving my way back to ½ a pack a day. At the end of the year I realized that I had to stop soon or I would be suffering as bad as I did 5 years ago, so I quit (again) on New Year’s Eve. I managed to go 3 weeks without smoking before heading into Walmart over this last weekend.

What’s strange is that I really didn’t feel a craving to smoke. In fact, the whole process of buying the pack and smoking that first one was more like being on autopilot; I just did it without even giving it anything thought at all. After that cigarette, however, my mind came back and the fireworks began. My brain starting playing out all sorts of discussions while we drove to the next store. I beat myself up, then I forgave myself… I blamed the diet, then I told myself to stop making excuses... I told myself to just throw them out, then I convinced myself that it was wasting money. It’s amazing how many thoughts went racing through my mind in just a very short period of time! After a few more stores, we ended up at a restaurant where I proceeded to eat much more than I planned to. Of course that only added to my sense of failure.

I spent most of Sunday as a slug on the couch. I didn't do bad eating but I was still working on that pack of cigarettes. Hanging around all day doing nothing just brought on more thinking only by the thoughts had spread from just failing at smoking to everything that's wrong with my life. this is what happens to me, I have a setback, and then I have to analyze everything that's wrong in my life (most of which is really unfounded).

By Sunday evening I was back to convincing myself to get on track so I threw out the last few cigarettes I had and renewed my commitment to living a healthy life.

Monday turned out to be a good day; I worked out in the morning and went all day without smoking. I felt like I was getting back on track.

Tuesday turned into another train wreck. I had to go into work at 4:00AM so I woke up tired and of course did not have time to work out. I got to work and found myself bumming cigarettes again. Once again the battles in my mind started back up.

I'm not going to run through the rest of my week day by day, but suffice it to say, it was very much a repeat of the beginning of the week. I didn't eat all that bad, and I did get some water in, but my head just wasn't into it. This is something that has derailed me before. I have a steback and my mind turns it into a major atrocity for which I should be flogged publicly at the town square. Next my mind holds me hostage preventing me from getting back on the wagon by filling me with doubts and reminders of all past failures. For those of you who can relate to what I'm saying, you know how defeating and frustrating it can be.

So I said I would try to remain positive so that's what I'm going to finish off with. Not everything is as bad as I make it out to myself:

For starters, I did not eat all that bad this week and I did get my strength training workouts in. I am not expecting to lose weight, but I think I will come out somewhere around 0. It could've been much worse; I've had bad weeks before where I put on 5+ pounds.
I'm also feeling a bit better today and I'm out of cigarettes. The urge to smoke at home is much less than the urge at work, so it gives me an opportunity to try again over the weekend.
I'm also still here. I still have my job and both my mom and sister eventually found new employment. I still have all my limbs and I have a great family to provide me with motivation to continue on.
Lastly, and this is important, I'm starting to recognize these patterns that lead to the destructive behavior. During the week I had some time to reflect on the situation and the more I thought through it, the easier it was to see the pattern. Now I laid it all out nicely in this entry for others to follow, but at the time these things were happening to me my mind was a big jumble of thoughts and emotions. Looking back at the week and analyzing where I could have made some small changes is a small step towards slaying my demons for good. I have to be ready because there will be more slips down the road.

Anyway, tomorrow is another day.

FogDog's Healthy Meals

2010-01-27T16:35:00.000-08:00

I spend quite a bit of time at other weight loss blogger sites, and I'm always amazed at the number of people eating uninspired meals when they try to eat healthy. It's hard to stay focused on a diet when the thought of your next meal is less appealing than the thought up cleaning up baby vomit. Bad food at home is a sure-fire way to find yourself at the local drive-thru regularly. One thing I can say about myself is that I just absolutely have to eat food that is more than just nutritious; it also has to be delicious. Fortunately I've done a lot of trial and error on many healthy meals and recipes so I have a pretty good arsenal to draw from. I've decided to share some of my favorites as part of my blog (note the new list on my sidebar). Some will be full meals and others may just be healthy snacks. I'll try to get a new one out each week as time permits. I also found a great blog from written by Weezel that is all about recipes. What I like about it is that this blogger is actually a food service director and she takes requests from her audience. Not everything on her site is healthy, but many times she does offer healthy alternatives. Feel free to check it out it's called "What's Cooking? ".

Not all my recipes are designed from scratch. Many of them have been modified or adapted from books, magazines and on the internet. I've picked up quite a few ideas from my Men's Health Magazine in their Abs Diet Recipes, they have some really good meals. When appropriate I will reference the source of the inspiration or adaptation along with a link to the reference (when available). These recipes are designed to have 3 key components to them:

They must be healthy (low in fat, calories, not swimming in salt, etc)
They must be filling (what's the sense in eating a healthy meal if you are starving 2 hours later)
They must taste good (no rice cakes smeared with low fat cottage cheese)

Now please understand that many of these recipes will be high in protein. I strive for balance in my meals, but I do tend to skew a little towards the high protein side. That's because my workout consists of a lot of strength training so I eat a lot of protein to support muscle repair. You may need to modify these recipes to suit your own needs or tastes. If you do find an alteration that works well, please feel free to share in the comments section as I am always looking for new ideas.

Also note that I almost never use anything "light", "fat free", "reduced fat", "diet", "low sodium", or any other label that represents an unnatural form of something that tastes good. You can't be afraid of fat, sugar, and salt. When used in moderation they add flavor and make the meal more enjoyable. Besides, all of those so-called "healthier" versions of these ingredients replace the good stuff with artificial ingredients and I'm not a big fan of artificial sweeteners, flavors, and fillers. Trust me when I say you can eat a healthy diet with all natural ingredients. Good food is about taste as much as about being healthy. In my house our philosophy is to spend a little more and get high quality, great tasting food because if our meals taste like cardboard we'll just end up going out to eat all the time. That's no good for your weight or your wallet!

My Motivation to Lose Weight

2010-01-25T16:10:00.000-08:00

Last week I wrote an article called Finding Motivation to Lose Weight, so I though this week I might share some of my motivations. For me, the motivational force that drives me the most is probably “Challenge/Competition”. I love to be challenged; something about it just gets me going. I hate to lose in anything I do. I would be dominating on The Biggest Loser. It probably comes from my childhood since I played a lot of sports. After that, I would say that 2 other smaller motivational forces for me are “Greed” and “Fear”.

So how do I leverage those motivational forces? Below is a list of some of the things I do to stay motivated:

The Bet - The first and biggest motivation for me is the bet I have with a very good friend. It started last year at the start of the year. At the time I weighed 314 pounds and he weighed 300 so we were pretty close in weight. The bet is very simple; the first person to 250 pounds wins! The prize is $2 for every pound difference in weight at the end of the competition. So if I win (and I will) and my friend weighs in at 280 when I reach the goal, then he pays me (280 – 250) x $2 = $60. He offered to give me a handicap because I weighed more, but I refused as it only made the challenge even greater! The money adds a little “greed” motivation, but I really don't care about the money. The need to win the bet is what really keeps me going. By the way, for the record, I am currently winning the bet handily (If you are reading this DJ you better get your ass moving).

The Blog – I started writing this blog because 1) I wanted to add accountability, 2) I wanted to share what I know with others who want to lose weight, and 3) Because I’ve never done it before. As I said I enjoy a good challenge. A few years ago, I started to consider writing about losing weight and being healthy. I kept telling myself that I would do after I lost the weight. Then at the end of last year I started to realize that the process of writing about it would actually help me to complete it and what better way to prove it can be done than by doing it yourself. What adds to the challenge is the fact that I know this doesn’t work if I don’t produce results. Who is going to follow a blog about losing weight written by someone who hasn’t lost any weight? I hate to fail at anything I do so I am motivated to keep at it and make this endeavor a success.

The Trip – This summer I am traveling to the northeast for vacation with family and friends. This one has a lot of “Vanity” but there is also a bit of a competition here. Most of my family members are also overweight to some degree or other. In my mind there is some satisfaction in being able to say to myself “I lost it all first” and since I can’t really say that directly to my family I need to show it in person. I know it seems silly to some people out there, but those people obviously aren’t highly motivated by competition.

The Summer Tradition – Last year we started a tradition that I hope to continue on this year. At the very end of the summer, I take a day off from work and we drive to King’s Dominion (an amusement park here in Virginia). Last year I was extremely nervous that I would not fit on the rides. Luckily, my oldest daughter (the daredevil) did not quite make the height requirements to go on most of the roller coasters and other big rides that usually have tight seats in order to keep you strapped in. However, she did qualify for a couple smaller roller coasters and of course needed to try them out. My wife hates roller coasters, so I am the default parent for thrill rides like that (she’s the default parent for spinning rides). Anyway, the lines were long as they always are at amusement parks, and I was forced to stand there for 20 minutes and wonder if I would be able to fit in the seat. When we finally got close my fear grew immensely. I was so worried about how disappointed my daughter would be if we couldn’t go on because of my weight. Then I saw an overweight person that could not fit on the ride. I felt horrible for her as she walked away with her child towing behind her. I spent the next 5 minutes trying to decide if I was bigger than her or smaller than her; it was really close. Luckily I fit (barely) and I didn’t have to take that long walk with my kid towing behind. I said before, fear is one of the strongest motivators out there. This year my daughter will be tall enough for the big thrill rides and some of them even have posted weight limits. Occasionally I remind myself of how I felt waiting in that line and I know that I never want to have to worry like that again.

So these are some of the things I do to try to stay motivated. Some change from time to time and others take their place, but I do try to keep a list of motivators because sometimes it’s hard to stay motivated and you need to look for something different once in a while. Finding the right motivation is key to success and is unique for everyone who takes the journey. What motivates you to lose weight?

Weigh-in #11 - 1/23/10

2010-01-23T12:45:00.000-08:00

I met my weekly goal!

Starting Weight: 297 lbs

Last Weigh-in: 286.8 lbs

Current Weight: 285.3 lbs

Weekly Loss (Gain): 1.5 lbs

Total Weight Loss: 11.7 lbs

This makes 3 straight weeks of losses! I'm getting close to reaching my 270 milestone and the timing is perfect. I promised myself a mountain bike when I hit that target and spring is just around the corner.