Dinu's Blog :)

103 questions

2011-12-13T01:49:00.001+02:00

1) Are you really ready for 103 questions? YES
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake? NOT REALLY, JUST A LITTLE.
3) Do you miss your last relationship? NO
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to? ....
5) Do you regret it? .....
6) Have you ever been depressed? YEAH
7) Are you a boy or girl? BOY DAMMIT
8) Are you insecure? SOMETIMES
9) What is your relationship status? SINGLE
10) How do you want to die? HAPPY
11) What did you last eat? A COOKIE :DDD
12) Played any sports? YES
13) Do you bite your nails? NO
14) When was your last physical fight? A LONG TIME AGO
15) Do you have an attitude? YESSSSS
16) Do you like someone? YEAH
17) What is your real name? DINU
18) Ever smoked or drinked? STILL DO
19) Are you gonna get high later? NO
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment? MAYBE
21) Do you miss someone? YEAH
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti? CUT
23) Do you tan a lot? NO
24) Have any pets? NO
25) How exactly are you feeling? LOST
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving? YES
27) Ever made out in the bathroom? I GUESS
28) Would you take any of your exes back? YES
29) Are you scared of spiders? NO
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? YES
31) Do you regret anything from your past? ALMOST NOTHING, NO.
32) What are your plans for this weekend? GOING HOME
33) Do you want to have kids? YES
34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M? YES
35) Do you type fast? YEAH
36) Do you have piercings? How many? NONE
37) Want any more? NO
38) Can you spell well? YEAH
39) Do you miss anyone from your past? YEAH
40) What are you craving right now? DIDNT GET IT
41) Ever been to a bonfire party? YEAH
43) Have you ever been on a horse? YEAH
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? YES
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart? YEAH
46) Have you ever been cheated on? YEAH
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? YEAH
48) Are you thinking of someone right now? NO
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? YES
50) What should you be doing? SLEEPING
51) What’s irritating you right now? A LOT O THINGS
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? YES
53) Does somebody love you? I HOPE
54) What is your favorite color? BLUE
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? YES
56) Milk chocolate or white chocolate? MILK
57) Do you have trust issues? YES
58) Mom's name? MARIA
59) Dad's name? ANATOL
60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents? PRETTY GOOD
61) Longest relationship? 2 MONTHS
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? YES
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? IDK
64) Do you give out second chances too easily? NO
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? FORGET
66) Is this year the best year of your life? NO
67) What was your child hood nickname? HAHA
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? HMM MAYBE :D
69) Favorite food? MEXICAN
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? MOST OF THE THINGS
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? TALKED TO PEOPLE
72) Did you have a dream last night? NO
73) What is bothering you? MY LIFE IS NOT STABLE
74) Have you ever been out of state? YEAH
75) Do you play the Wii? NO
76) Are you listening to music right now? YES
77) Do you like Chinese food? A LOT
78) Do you know your fathers b- day? SURE
79) Are you afraid of the dark? NO
80) Is cheating ever okay? SOMETIMES
81) Are you mean? YES
82) Can you keep white shoes clean? SURE
83) How many people have you fist fought? A COUPLE
84) Do you believe in true love? YEAH SADLY
85) Favorite weather? SUMMERTIME
86) Do you like the snow? YEAH
87) Does it snow a lot where you live? YES
88) Do you like the outside? YES
89) Are you currently bored? YES
90) Do you wanna get married? YES
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? YEAH
92) Are you hungry? YEAH HAHAHA
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? YEAH :D
94) What makes you happy? BEING WITH MY FRIENDS THAT NOW ARE FAR, PLAYING SOCCER.
95) Would you change your name? NOPE
96) Ever been to Alaska? NOPE
97) Ever been to Hawaii? NOPE
98) Do you watch the news? YEP. I USED TO MORE BUT STILL DO.
99) What’ s your zodiac sign? AQUARIUS
100 Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? DATE
101) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? YES
102) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? YES
103) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? YES

Moon over Bourbon street, moon over....everything.

2011-08-23T04:03:00.000+03:00

Ce cuvinte, si ce piesa...."I pray everyday to be strong
For I know what I do must be wrong"

genial.superb.nemaipomenit.

"It was many years ago that I became what I am."

iar intrebarea e what I am? who I am? what should I be? who should I be?
what was I born to be?
some times, days, moments, I just feel like going somewhere,just going and going ang going. Run Forest, Run....The man who can do that, has the most respect from me.
I wish some things ill change.
"How could I be this way when I pray to God above
I must love what I destroy and destroy the thing I love"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jd-F2rpXXZc

Nothing

2011-08-10T16:01:00.000+03:00

ha I dont really know what to say, but dude i gotta keep movin on bro, gotta make some changes. Like theres one person who totally explained me my situation. The shit I used to do b4 dont give me satisfaction no more and I dont move forward, I just lose time staying at the same level. And even if I keep the smile on my face, deep inside its smthg different, smthg sucked the life out of me. Dude thats the best description i heard in a long time and its so fuckin true. Fuck...I am like an old man after his retirement, still remember the good old days, and still have shots of good time, but its from time to time, remembering to good old days, feelin like a man who had it all and lost it, and now has just the slight memories of it. Like he can get together and do smthg, but its a moment, one out of so many. Its like a soccer player who used to be great and now passes the ball around by himself every once in a while or goes to the field and see others playin. Its like a model who used to be great and now has nothign but still sometimes has the sun glasses on and the stylish clothes once in a while. Or its like a man who used to be somebody, used to be cool, and now keeps sliding to the auto destructive side, keeps goin down and down takin shots from time to time to keep himself up there. Thats sad....but thats me...

Just some lyrics

2011-07-13T05:27:00.000+03:00

I miss you dawg

I keep goin on for you

I love you bro

and its true.

I remember our times

hangin around

talkin about life

there was a bound

right between us homie

that ill never forget

and I stil expect

for you to get home

why you left me alone?

why bro?

just tell me

are you happy up there?

is God taking good care?

im sure you are, im sure he is

i want back

everything that I miss.

Your my man from GA

i miss you every fuckin day

I miss the soccer games

I miss the poker nights

bro turn on the lights

up in Heaven

and wait for me

ill come to you

and thruthfully

it will happen soon.

I stil expect

for you to get home

why you left me alone?

why bro?

just tell me

are you happy up there?

is God taking good care?

im sure you are, im sure he is

i want back

everything that I miss.

Please look up for me

as I think of you man

Your mom and your girl

are missing you again.

I take care of them

If they are happy

I am.

I looked thru the pics

just the other night

why you had to leave?

that just aint right

I stil expect

for you to get home

why you left me alone?

why bro?

just tell me

are you happy up there?

is God taking good care?

im sure you are, im sure he is

i want back

everything that I miss.

I want you back brother

I want you home man

Damn...

Central Football 2010 Highlights video :)

2011-06-27T19:27:00.002+03:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZ6abYumn2Q
Here is the video, the link for our season's soccer games.

Shuffle

2011-06-20T03:18:00.004+03:00

Shuffle your playlist and see what you get
1. Cum te simti astazi? РОЖДЕСТВО-ТЫ ЗНАЕШЬ,ТАК ХОЧЕТСЯ. Ti znaesh, tak ho4itsea jiti...
2. Vei ajunge departe in viata? Stigma - As putea fi. Wow...cat de ironic. Mereu ziceam ca traiesc din "as fi putut"
3. Cum te vad prietenii tai? Андрей Губин - Девушки, как звезды. Mda...Takie devushki kak zviozdi, takiezviozdi kak ana, in cautarea idealului it is :)
4. Te vei casatori vreodata? j'ai encoré rêvé d'elle. Wow..its gettin so..damnm guess ill just dream of her...
5. Care e tema preferata a celui mai bun prieten? Wiz Khalifa- Hopes & Dreams. No comment :) love this thing
6. Care e povestea vietii tale? Deepcentral - Music Makes Me Free. Asteptam altceva...mai degraba Khalifa
7. Cum era in liceu? FM Static- Tonight. Ha...nice ) Central High School :) ........ce palma peste fata....:/
8. Cum poti avansa in viata? Гости из будущего - Почему ты, почему навсегда. ..........

9. Care e cel mai fain lucru la prietenii tai? Dino MC 47 - Корабли.
10. Ce se preconizeaza pentru weekend? Justin Bieber - Eenie Meenie Lyrics ft Sean Kingston. hahahaha
11. Ce cantec te descrie cel mai bine? Ombladon - Noapte Buna Bucuresti.
12. Dar pe bunicii tai? Keo - Liber. Wow...nice....
13. Cum iti merge in viata? Алексей Гоман, Руслан Алехно - Дом Родной. My Jesus...."mne bez tebia segodnia ne legko, i net uje davno v dushe pakoia, mi drug at druga slishkam daleko, a kajetsea vsego padati rukoiu, mne kajetsea mi vstretimsea apiati........" :'(
14. Ce melodie iti va canta la inmormantare? ULTIMA SCRISOARE - Florian Pittis. "A fost desigur numai o greseala, putea sa fie mult, nimik na fost....."
15. Cum te vede restul lumii? Chris Rock - the difference between men and women. :)))))) adik antifeminist?
16. Vei avea o viata fericita? Бумбокс - вахтерам. Love between us....
17. Ce cred prietenii cu adevarat despre tine? 2Pac When - I'm Gone. (remix ft Eminem) I guess they will understand when ill be gone....
18. Sunt persoane care te doresc in secret? Nas - Life we chose. "Whats real when ure man's girl is a hoe, but u cant tell him because u fucked her b4" :))))
19. Cum ma fericesc singur? Miguel - Sure thing. Rofl
20. Ce ar trebui sa faci cu viata ta? Jason Mraz - Plane. Im leaving your town, again, and again....

WHY?!

2011-06-14T17:23:00.000+03:00

Haaa why would I stay in Moldova? I dont know, I have no clue, I am clueless. Well, I know why I decided so, cuz I am dumb, well, stupid. What the F was I thinking about when decided to stay another year here? i dont fuckin know. Well theres family, that keeps me here, it s a huge plus. Theres also the big family with all the cousins, aunts nd uncles. There a few friends that I can count on my fingers. And there are my grand parents nd the house I grew up in where I feel the ultimate happiness. And thats it.
But why Not? there are a LOT of dumb ass people, sucky ass roads, fucked up mentality, theres our political life nd leaders who suck ass, there education department nd their stupid decisions nd steps. Theres Mobias Bank, who dont ever call u to come get ure card after signing all the papers and hearing that ull get a call in 2 weeks to come pick it up. There r stupid people who never keep their promises. There are stupid girls who are sluts. There is nothing to do, there are retarded TV shows, there are ugly ass restaurants and there are no normal places to get normal food. Theres is only one city, Chisinau which is different from what I said above, oh well in Chisinau are politicians and mobias bank so its fucked up too. What the fuck was I thinking about?! Theres no damn future and no mother fuckin chances at allllllllll. I am stupid and I will leave this stupid place. Its a place were you publish a damn book, get it awarded at the internatinal book salon but cant get a damn diploma at the end of the school year from ure damn high school or the educational department of ure state. Its a place where u can bribe anyone. Its a place where no hard work is awarded nd no hard work is paid back. I dont know when, but i will. I will get outta here.

Anii de şcoală

2011-05-25T01:45:00.000+03:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IBOPKNxm2CE&feature=related
Hmm... :) :) :) un zimbet poate sa spuna totul, as vrea sa fie cineva, care sa inteleaga ce e in mine fara sa spun ceva.
Deja practic sa mai incheiat un capitol din viata-mi.Au ramas doar examenele de bac, si asta a fost ceea ce se numeste scoala. 12 ani. Clasele primare la gimnaziul nr 2 Chetrosu, apoi Liceul Mihai Eminescu, Scoala Generala Ion Pillat din Pitesti, Central High School din Macon shi din nou Liceul Mihai Eminescu. wow, cat de atipic. Majoritatea din voi au fost la aceeasi shkoala din clasa intii pina in a 12a, pe cand eu, am schimbat multe. Si nu regret nimic, iar daca totusi, exista o unda de regret, se rasfrange asupra faptului ca niciodata nu miam creat relatii foart apropiate cu oamneii, pentru ca mereu trebuia sa plec, si nici o relatie serioasa cu vrio fata. Ma rog, chiar daca am stat un an in state, doar unul, acolo sunt colegii mei, iar daca cineva ma intreaba care e scoala mea, e Central. Desi, e Ok, sunt multumit de liceul pe care lam absolvit, e decent, se putea si mai rau :))) Am avut de toate, prieteni, dusmani, certuri, impacari, note, examene, relatii. Oricum nimic nu e ca la CHS. dar in fine....ma asteapta o noua treapta, una mai imprevizibila, una pe care inca nu o cunosc, si imi este foarte greu sa ma decid ce scara sa aleg, e foarte greu in general sa imi dau seama ce imi doresc de la viitor. Oricum, orice ar fi, stiu sigur ca o sa stau pe pragul scolii mindru de ce am realizat, de ce am reusit, asumindumi responsabilitatea pentru insuccese si lasand loc de mai bine. Mias dori sa stau pe pragul tuturor scolilor pe care leam fregventat, am fost absolvent la clasele primare, as vrea macar sa mai merg odata pe coridoarele acelei shcoli. As vrea sa fi putut fi absolvent la Ion Pillat din Romania, as fi vrut sa port hainele de absolvent al Central High alaturi de Tobi, Juston, alaturi de toti de acolo, sa ma intilneasca la iesire Kat, sa fim impreuna, sa fie totul bine. As fi vrut sa fie asa....dar din pacate nu e, ci ramine doar un vis. E asa cum e si e gri....e asa cu e, e pustiu. In fine, orice se face, se face spre bine, oricat de banal nu ar suna. Sunt sigur ca asa a trebuit sa fie, a trebuit sa am acea experienta, a trebuit sa revin la drokia, a trebuit sa ii cunosc pe acei oameni, a trebuit sami fie dor. Sunt sigur ca Dumnezeu are pregatit ceva pentru mine, si acest ani nau fost in zadar....sunt sigur ca viitorul va fi din ce in ce mai bun....sper...

LOL xD

2011-05-16T22:18:00.000+03:00

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Up and Down, and Again.

2011-05-12T02:03:00.000+03:00

Hmmm...ouch why I always start my posts with "hmm"? lol i dont even know :D
well hmmm, should I write another post about how it all sux? hell naw, yall prolly tired of it, just as I am.
Lifes a carousel, up nd down, up nd down, and then again, up nd down, up nd down and then again.
Ummm...ehhhh...what is it all about? lol I dont know, all I want right now is a beer, Carlsberg, cuz its strong ) nd a Marlboro filter plus, cuz it aint. Oh and I wanna lay down on a girl's knees and sleep...for a looong, looooong time...forever.

MY home....

2011-04-27T00:21:00.000+03:00

watch me as i fall
to the water calling
watch me as i sink
to the sea and always remember
me

Come back, back to me, back to where the mountains meet the sea
we'll build a house of driftwood and keep it simple 'cause simple is good.

Salutare tuturor :)
demult nam scris, scuze de intirzieri xD avut nevoie de refacere, interventii medicale, stomatologice shi bla bla :))
Hristos a Inviat si sper ca ati avut un Paste Fericit.
Reushit sa citesc la spital, de fapt sa recitesc Printul de Machiavelli :) geniala carte, senzational si omul. Atata talent, arta, daruire...
Acum sper sa ies bine merci din toate chestiile astea, for a fresh new start, healthy and well doing :) Even tho I like to say and I am totally sincere saying that I love living here, with my family nd asome friends around, this place aint make me feel home and im not talking about my house, cuz this IS my home, the place where I want to always come back, the family, the friends, but this place alltogether, the cities, the people, they aint my home. My home is safe, is fresh, is beautiful and caring. My home is prosperous, open, honest and great. MY home is somewhere far, somewhere where im always wanted and waited for, where people are better, where I knew what love is even tho I lived for a short time there. MY home is happy, my home is far...you know a book named "some far and distant place" well my home is some far and distant place.......................................................................my home...............................................

Nimic nou

2011-04-15T00:08:00.000+03:00

Mda...Nu prea am ce sa scriu :) asha k o sa fie un briefing despre ce se intimpla si cam atat. Sper sa nu va plicitisiti prea tare. Single and lovin it. E super bine singur. Face ce vrei, cand vrei...nice. In rest, weekendul la chisinau probabil, pentru ca luni sa pot fi la radio la Iulian si Danutza in emisiune, sa ma mai vad cu prietenii, Danii, Maria, Liisor :D Duminica o sa joc si mini fotbal, wow e deja in jur de un an de la ultimul meci de fotbal adevarat pe care lam jucat si imi este dor. La shkoala e bine dar pliktisitor, ca si acest post de fapt. Hmmm iar la sfarsit, e a doua oara in viata cand cunosc o fata careia nui plac french kissurile :D da are ea ceva mai bun :)))
pS: merci tuturor pentru sustinere referitor la carte. Aici aveti linkul paaginii de pe facebook:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Dor-Dinu-Turcan/173537962697529

Where the fuck am I?!?!?!

2011-04-04T22:44:00.001+03:00

"I wanna breath the air I did before." thats so damn true. Where the fuck is Dinu that ive known for all my life? Now more and more people tell me ive changed, and im bad now, and im disrespectful, see even now writing this shit down I feel like cussin everyone the fuck out. It is, maybe the change after the states, or maybe the change after some love :))) lol or maybe it isjust that im a lil bit lost. See, even if many of yall say that im selfish nd all that, I know when I get lost and I know when i act wrong, however, I need smthg to change it back, to become the easy going dude with funny jokes rather than too offensive ones. But as much as jokes are offense towards some people, they are devensive towards myself, just closing my eyes at everything, and living on that wave. That aint right, I know, but thats easy, fuckkkkk, I just didnt even notice how I said the words that drove me insane at some point "thats easier." I know I always used to look around for the best ways for me, but I never..well I did look for easy ways, and when one time, once in long fuckin time I wanted the hard way, the complicated and long way, some1 else wanted the damn easy way. But see, dude why am I such a cry baby?! well, damn it, I just want things to be right, I want to be the man I used to be, cuz I know I can be nice, and cool and funny, and respectful and elegant, and all that...
Dude fuck that, I can and I am nice with the people that r nice to me. I dont have nothing to prove to nobody, even tho, i would love to feel the way i felt, and to breath the air I used to, as the song says. Maybe, something will change.

Hmmm....

2011-03-30T01:09:00.000+03:00

Hmmm...deobicei cu asta se incep toate postarile mele :))) nu prea am scris ultimul timp, pentru ca nu vreau sa mint, macar pe hartie, ma rog, pe monitor :)) cum se zice "my songs are better than me" asha ca vreau si eu ca ceea ce scriu sa fie sincer, da in acest moment e destul de complicat. E nasoala chestie sinceritatea asta, de cate ori esti sincer, cineva se folosesti de asta, si ramii cu nimic. Hmm stai bai, adica nu chiar cu nimik, din orice se scot lucruri pozitive, uite acum, am vazut cine ami sunt prieteni cu adevarat, cine doar niste prefacuti, am vazut ce mai crede lumea, si am iesit cu prietenii sa ma distrez :D am mai simtit si eu ce inseamna iubirea, ca demult nu mai simtisem, dar eheee mam multumit ))) e bine asha, sa apara din senin, sa fie puternica dar sa treaca repede :D dupa aia mai stai trist si prin depresii daca esti mai slabut de inger cateva zile si trece exact atat de repede precum a venit, asha, din senin. Oricum insa, eu cred ca in viata asta fiecare obtine exact ceea ce merita, mai mult sau mai putin, in cele mai multe cazuri, asha k eu sunt sigur ca o sa obtin ce merit, iar alte persoane, sa nu zik cine, ceea ce o sa merite, si sper ca merita ceva foarte foarte bun :) ba, nu cred ca are vrun sens toata postarea asta, dar oricum, sper toata lumea sa fie fericita, mai putin idiotii si prostii si tot asha )) shtiu ca asta nu sunt eu, cel care sa injure, sa isi bata joc, sa se comporte atat de urat, nu ma caracterizeaza shi nu ma caracterizat niciodata, insa uneori situatia te impune la anumite lucuri, si nu doar situatia, ci si anumiti indivizi, anumite persoane. Atat aveam de zis pe moment, adica aveam de zis multe, dar postat poate fi doar atat, ca iar incep sa injur si zice lumea k uraste ca ma cunoscut ))) acum raman la stadiul de distractie, cum zicea perversu de pe targu ocna "semintze, cola shi caterinca" deshi nu ma caracterizeaza.

Dor - Dinu Turcan

2011-03-24T19:33:00.000+02:00

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Dor-Dinu-Turcan/173537962697529
Plz like this :) its the facebook page of my book :)

Ultima Fotografie

2011-03-23T20:43:00.001+02:00

Ia cu tine tot ce ai mai scump pe lume

Ia cu tine dragostea ce o primesti.

Ia-ti si amintirile nebune,

Dar ai grija, sa nu inebunesti.

Ia si amintirile cu noi,

Si pozele din rama,

Ia tot ce-nseamna tu si eu, in doi

Intreaga pictograma.

Sa nu imi lasi nimic din tot ce-a fost

Ia-ti si ultima fotografie a ta

Nimic nu are nici un rost,

Dar, stai, mai stai, tu inca nu pleca.
Ianuarie 27, 2011

Mda...e super tare )))

2011-03-20T00:25:00.001+02:00

Baaai ce misto e viata asta, pe bune :)) Plina de lectii din care invatam, si de greseli pe care mai tarziu le corectam. Da are si momente frumoase, baai cand stai cu un prieten si vorbesti vrio 2 ore si nu te saturi, cand mai joci un twister pe la cineva acasa, e super tare, esti singur, nai probleme, faci ce vrei si cand vrei, si cu cine vrei )) nai chef sa iesi in orash stai acasa, nai chef sai vezi fatza suparata si mereu iritata a cuiva, nu o faci :D baaaai ce tare e, bagamiash :))) Mai apar si probleme, mai apar si dificultati, mai vezi o pereche frumoasa si ai vrea si tu, dupa aia te gandesti "baaa nasoala treaba" :DDD dar ati trece repede, k mde, orikum ai sa gasesti persoana potrivita odata si odata. Oricum insa, sa nu ma abat de la tema, cat de superba este viata, si cat de misto sa traiesti. No stress, carefree cum sar zice :))) Pai normal, ce motive am eu sa ma strezes la 18 ani? eheee nam motive ))) Ba o distractie, ba iesi cu prietenii, ba se mai intimpla ceva la shkoala, ba te cearta parintii, ba te mai imbeti si esti si mai fericit )) ba o fata, ba alta, k mde, asha sunt fetele, ca in cantecu ala "aziiii viii, maine pleci...." :)) iar eu raman :D asha cum sunt, adik fericit, no stress, carefree, pofighist :D Caro4i cum sar zâşi la noi la Moldoveni, nu mai pot deatita ghini :)))

Today, nobody cares....

2011-03-10T15:02:00.001+02:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvZSo8RUxfU
Today, nobody cares
But tomorrow they will, they will
Today, nobody cares
But, oh, tomorrow they will, they will
They said my future was dark
You see me now?
Just look around
Im beamin...

Oh How I love this song. It talks about real life, real stuff happening around.
Today, someone's life might be shitty, well I might have problems, but hell I learned in this life
one thing, never ever give up, and I believe we all can prove everyone wrong, but really? do we need it? hell naw, we dont. "In this life time theres no one you have to prove anything to, besides yourself." Just got to do your thing, make your way thru life, and you will get to the top, while all the haters, bitches and bastards are gonna be waaay behind you. And then, you will know for sure, that impossible is nothing, and that you, with your own powers, fought and left everyone behind you.
"You know your at the top, when only Heavens right above it."

PLEASEEEEE

2011-03-05T13:36:00.000+02:00

http://www.noroc.tv/TreiMinute/voteaza
OK guys, now I really need yall to vote for Angela Vescu on this link. Yall kno I dont really ask for this kind of stuff but cmon now, she my friend :) Thankies :)

Cu Timpul

2011-03-01T00:49:00.000+02:00

"Cu timpul inveti ca a sta alaturi de cineva pentru ca iti ofera un viitor bun, inseamna ca mai devreme sau mai tarziu vei vrea sa te intorci la trecut.
Cu timpul intelegi ca doar cel care e capabil sa te iubeasca cu defectele tale, fara
a pretinde sa te schimbe, iti poate aduce toata fericirea pe care ti-o doresti.
Iti dai seama cu timpul ca daca esti alaturi de aceasta persoana doar pentru a-ti
intovarasi singuratatea, in mod inexorabil vei ajunge sa nu mai vrei sa o vezi.
Ajungi cu timpul sa intelegi ca adevaratii prieteni sunt numarati,
si ca cel care nu lupta pentru ei, mai devreme sau mai tarziu se va vedea inconjurat
doar de false prietenii.
Cu timpul inveti ca vorbele spuse intr-un moment de manie, pot continua tot restul
vietii sa faca rau celui ranit.
Cu timpul inveti ca a scuza e ceva ce poate face oricine, dar ca a ierta, asta doar
sufletele cu adevarat mari o pot face.
Cu timpul intelegi ca daca ai ranit grav un prieten, e foarte probabil ca niciodata
prietenia lui nu va mai fi la aceeasi intensitate.
Cu timpul iti dai seama ca desi poti fi fericit cu prietenii tai, intr-o buna zi vei plange dupa cei pe care i-ai lasat sa plece.
Cu timpul iti dai seama ca fiecare experienta traita alaturi de fiecare fiinta, nu se va mai repeta niciodata.
Cu timpul iti dai seama ca cel care umileste sau dispretuieste o fiinta umana,
mai devreme sau mai tarziu va suferi aceleasi umilinte si dispret, dar multiplicate, ridicate la patrat.
Cu timpul inveti ca grabind sau fortand lucrurile sa se petreaca, asta va determina ca in final, ele nu vor mai fi asa cum sperai.
Cu timpul iti dai seama ca in realitate, cel mai bine nu era viitorul, ci momentul pe care-l traiai exact in acel moment.
Cu timpul vei vedea ca desi te simti fericit cu cei care-ti sunt imprejur, iti vor lipsi teribil cei care mai ieri erau cu tine si acum s-au dus si nu mai sunt...
Cu timpul vei invata ca incercand sa ierti sau sa ceri iertare, sa spui ca iubesti, sa spui ca ti-e dor, sa spui ca ai nevoie, sa spui ca vrei sa fii prieten, dinaintea unui mormant, nu mai are nici un sens.
Dar din pacate, se invata doar cu timpul.."

Jorges Luis Borges

Dude, everything is right now...

2011-02-28T01:05:00.004+02:00

Well heres the thing

dude God exists, im sure

He always gets things together

dude its good to think and do what ure heart tells ya to do

a week ago

i was fuckin down 

no girl

no hope

troubles with those guys

phone calls

nd stuff

and then, i took it slow

and it got right

i had a few talks with older ppl

they helped

today

i wrote 10 pages from the work i had to do till tmrw

now its done

last 4 days

me and Adri talked open, sould to soul, we figure that we r inlove

and we will take a week or 2

to make things better

spend more time together

and do good

today

i talked to my dad

and to my friend Vasea

dude thats Oleas bf

he invited me to his bday

i cand go, cuz on sat is my aunties 50th bday

but still i really appreciate it

today we decied that we r gonna do business nd make money

so yeah

everything is right now. and ill try to make it even better

:)

Lil Wayne

2011-02-25T23:04:00.001+02:00

How can a rap artist be so deep? I dont even know, but whenever I listen to Lil Wayne I feel like he talks real life, all about the things happening around us :) Maybe, thats why he is one of the best rappers alive. Something you forgot, is for me, his very best song out of many other good songs such as Drop The World, I Feel Like Dying, Cry Out or his new intro for Grenade with Bruno Mars. Some deep ass lyrics:
And I don’t mind when we fall out
As long as we fall back into it
I hope we never put an end to it
Even though you not that into it
Heaven, have you ever been to it
Cause you look like you never been
You’re more like a Hell’s angel
And for you, I’d rather sin
Broken heart, Love you with a broken heart
For you I’ll jump off Noah’s Ark
Love is blind and hope is dark
But why does pain feel so good
Love is science, live for you
Die for you, and I’ll die smiling.
ps: What is your Wayne's fav song?

People...So Many People

2011-02-01T03:11:00.000+02:00

Dude, I was just listenin to 2pac's dear mama, and figured amthg, smthg thats true but weird at the samem time. And sad. Dude, there r some many ppl out there that we have met once, but we will never meet again. Thats so stranmge, its like, I mean a taxi driver I met b4 coming to America, we had a great convo, well, I mean all taxi drivers that I have talked to. Some random ppl I talked to while flying somewhere, the guy that was sitting next to me on the Washitngton - Atlanta flight nd was the 1st one to welcome me to Atlanta. A bunch of random kids at my Romanian school that I knew, a bunch of neighboors there. A LOT of folks at Central that will graduate and go all over the place. People that I met at different workshops, parties, meetings and will never meet again. Dude all the lill homies, all the lil fellas I met while doin community service hours at Brookdale elementary in Macon. Man I mean I loved those kids, and I remember many of them, and I will be so hella proud to know, when they will become succesful men, that I contributed with a little bit to that happening. I mean those kids, helped them with their homeoworks and had fun with them, ill probably never ever meet again, but they cool, and in some way they influenced my life, and I influenced theirs. Then when I got home, and I worked on a 3 days camp for students from orphenages, they all were gread kids, great ppl. They were so nice and respectful, because I was the same. They influenced my life and I influenced theirs id hope, but I most likely will never meet them again. Well I cant do pretty much anything about that. There so many people that we met one time, and will never meet again, that changed our life a little bit. All that remains is the memories. Sometimes I remember some of these ppl and smile, because they are all great :) All I can do is keep them all in my prayers and hope that they are all doing well in life. And hope that one day, they will all be succesful people.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Fo9YEhNEbE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jT9X3a4W2ww
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJRkrJx2ekA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8_RIqY49dM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CImGTTuEMEI

Ferestre

2011-01-23T04:52:00.001+02:00

Oh wow...e asha de weird. Mia venit acum in cap o idee, dupa ce am inchis o fereastra,
pentru ca nam vrut sa citesc un articol. Nimic deosebit pina acum, facem asta in fiecare zi. Uite, eu, acuma, de ce nu am vrut sal citesc? pentru ca ma face trist, si ma face sa ma gandesc la anumite lucruri, si e atat de usori pentru noi sa le ignoram, si pur si simplu sa nu deschidem fereastra. Asa e mai simplu, mai nevinovat, inocent, caci doar ce nu stim, nu ne doare. Facem totul la suprafata, superficial. Mincam superficial, facem temele superficial, zambim le fel, chiar si ne distram de cele mai multe ori superficial. Deci, pur si simplu traim superficial. Momentele cand suntem sinceri, si asa cum vrem noi, momentele in care pur si simplu plutim, sunt atat de rare. Acel zambet deschis si inocent, sincer si neinfluentabil, apare atat de rar pe fetele noastre, din ce in ce mai rar, aproape deloc. Cel putin pe fata mea. Totul a devenit asa, din intamplare, la misto parca. Nu mai e acea scanteie, nu mai exista nimic din ce a fost, doar fata mea, si poza sau reflectia din oglinda. Doar o umbra trista a celui ce candva era vesel, era sincer, era deschis si zambea nestingherit, ne fortat sai pur si simplu fericit. Doar a umbra trista a celui ce era altfel, sau pur si simplu, era. Poate totusi, e mai bine, din cand in cand, sa deschidem fereastra....?!

My Alphabet (from Mihaela, hope she dont get mad) :))

2011-01-16T05:34:00.001+02:00

- Available: sometimes ))
- Age: 17 :)
- Annoyance: stupid people ) nd one thing thats weird, hmm when some1 says smthg that I already know.
- Allergic: bitchassness :D
- Animal: dog :p
- Actor: Ryan Reynolds, Brad Pitt

B
- Beer: Carlsberg, Ursus.
- Birthday/Birthplace: Feb 6, 1993 / Drochia
- Best Friend: Juston id say, and Tobi too.
- Body Part on opposite sex: hmm eyes, teeth, hair, of course boobs, legs :p
- Best feeling in the world: when ya happy with that special someone, or when your happy with ure friends.
- Blind or Deaf: wtf :D
- Best weather: either hot summer or snowy winter.
- Been in Love: yessir
- Been bitched out?: I guess :D we all did at some point.
- Been on stage?: hells yeah :D
- Believe in yourself?: yeah, usually. not always tho
- Believe in life on other planets?: yes :)
- Believe in miracles?: hmmmm idk :D
- Believe in Magic?: hmmm idk :D
- Believe in God?: Yea, sort of :)
- Believe in Satan?: yea, sort of.
- Believe in Santa?: LOL when i was a child I did
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits?: yo face )) LOL jk, hmm yes, I mean why not.
- Believe in Evolution?:

C
- Car: BMW X5, X6, Volvo XC 90, Chevy Camaro.
- Candy: Hersey's, Milka, any milk chocolate with peanuts.
- Color: hmm grey, blue, orange..
- Cried in school: hmm yeah, we were watchin a movie in Harris' class id bet :)
- Chocolate/Vanilla: CHOCOLATE all the way :D
- Chinese/Mexican: dang, both ) love both kinds of food :p
- Cake or pie: hmm cake :D
- Countries to visit: USA again, France, Egypt, France, Dubai, Russia...it goes on.

D
- Day or Night: NIGHT, its 5 am now haha
- Dream vehicle: well isnt vehicle and car the same thing? loser :D
- Danced: yeah
- Dance in the rain?: never tried but I bet id like it :)
- Dance in the middle of the street?: why not, with ure gf :)))
- Do the splits?: no :D

E
- Eggs: they are Ok :) with sausages.
- Eyes: my eyes? blue duhhh
- Everyone has: brains ))) LOL actually i m not even sure abt that ))))
- Ever failed a class?: look into my eyes! NO I did not )

F
- First crush: bla bla, she knows.
- Full name: Dinu Turcan (dads name: Anatolii)
- First thoughts waking up: fuck. :D
- Food: Chinesse nd Mexican )) plus Italian. nd a lotta diff foods.

G
- Greatest Fear: a sad life.
- Giver or taker: hmm idk, both, maybe taker.
- Goals: many of them. so many that idk, im confused. prolly to be succesful, have a great wife, kids, money, friends...
- Gum: Orbit.
- Get along with your parents?: yeah id say its aiight :) decent.
- Good luck charms: hmm maybe just superstitions.

H
- Hair Colour: blonde, some sort of light brown.
- Height: abt 190 cm
- Happy: not really, just decent.
- Holidays: Christmas.
- How do you want to die: hmm I dont :D lol
- Health freak?: nahhh live life.
- Hate: stupid ass people, bein alone too much. bein underappreciated or missunderstood.

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: light colors.
- Hair Color: dont really matter, but blonde.
- Height: average.
- Clothing Style: nice casual.
- Characteristics: good lookin, fun to be around, loving, caring, a lil bitchy :D
- Ice Cream: choclate flavoured, nd yeah its Ok. but wtf, icecream in guys/girls? whoever made this is a dumbo )))
- Instrument: piano and violin.

J
- Jewelry: silver, necklace and maybe a ring.
- Job: lawyer, or journalist, or soccer coach :D

K
- Kids: yep, 2 or 3, either 2 boys, or 2 boys and a girl.
- Kickboxing or karate: kickboxing.
- Keep a journal?: nahh..its useless for me at this point.

L
- Longest Car Ride: a couple of days.
- Love: whats with love? :D LOL i like love, and im not in love.
- Letter: whatever
- Laughed so hard you cried: yeah sure I did :)
- Love at first sight: YES.

M
- Milk flavour: chocolate all the way :D
- Movie: The 6th man, bad boys, 300 spartans, 500 days of summer, if only, remember me, fired up, crossing over, taxi...
- Marriage: yep, I really want it.
- Motion sickness?: pfff NO
- McD’s or BK: BK :p

N
- Number of Siblings: blood siblings one, my sister. But theres always Juston, Ash, Didi, my bro in law and his brother.
- Number of Piercings: ZERO
- Number: 21, 11 :)

O
- Overused Phrases: LOL, i know right, haha...
- One wish: to have my family healthy and doing well.
- One phobia: yo face :D LOL jk

P
- Place you’d like to live: USA.
- Pepsi/Coke: Diet Coke. (Mtn. Dew)

Q
- Quail: ????
- Questionnaires: they are OK :) actually i like answering questions.

R
- Reason to cry: haaa memories, movies, songs, moods, events, break ups, happy moments.
- Reality T.V.: haha not really into :D is amazing race reality? ))
- Radio Station: YOUTUBE :DD LOL
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: almost )))

S
- Song: Lil Wayne - Smthg you forgot. Now listening to Emine ft Lil Wayne - No Love
- Shoe size: 45, 12.
- Sushi: love them :)
- Skipped school: hellz yeah :D
- Slept outside: hmm..yeha I guess :D
- Seen a dead body?: yep.
- Smoked?: yep.
- Skinny dipped?: whoever made this questions, FUCK YOU hoe.
- Shower daily?: yessir :) unless im during my break.
- Sing well?: haaa wanna die? listen to me singing :D
- In the shower?: not really, but sometimes.
- Swear?: ya mean cuss? fuck yes :D
- Stuffed Animals?: hah well they sweet and stuff for girls. for me more like soccer balls )))
- Single/Group dates: both, at the beginning single. after a longer time dating, group.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: strawberries for sure :)
- Scientists need to invent: cure to the worst diseases.

T
- Time for bed: 2-3 in the morning.
- Thunderstorms: they are cool :D
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: nope )

U
- Unpredictable: yessss
- Under the influence?: hmm..idk what that means :D
- Understanding?: yup :) im sure.

V
- Vegetable you hate: parsnip.
- Vegetable you love: potatoes, tomatoes, green beans.
- Vacation spot: sea :) well sometims mountains.

W
- Weakness: there r many of them.
- When you grow up: I wanna be happy
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: hmmm I really dont know :D Dan?
- Who makes you laugh the most: haha funny ass people, Chris Rock ))
- Worst feeling: morally destroyed, meaning when ya feel like everythings against you and nothing really works.
- Wanted to be a model?: yes :) i still wont mind it.
- Where do we go when we die: up in the sky :)
- Worst weather: spring, when the snow melts.
- Walk with a book on your head?: never tried :D

X
- X-Rays: yep ) nd i need one now.

Y
-Year it is now: 2011
-Yellow: is cool :)
Z
- Zoo animal: elephant :D lion, tiger.
- Zodiac sign: Aquarius

LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: hmm...my uncle.
2. Last person to see you cry?: hah...I really dont know.
3. Went to the movies with you?: Lia ^^
4. You went to the mall with?: Marina :)
5. You went to dinner with?: oh wow...leme think, my friends at a bday :D
6. You talked to on the phone?: woaaah, oh my home phone, my class mate Marina, on my cell phone, my uncle.
7. Made you laugh?: haha :D Dorin.