Dirty Angel Diary's

"Thanks a Minions" chocolate packaging

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Wed, 11 Nov 2015 11:55:00 +0000

I had a fun time to decorate my step son birthday party, he turned 6 years old this year.. and he is definitely a HUGE fans of the Minions.

In the world of internet, there are huge selection where we could order or diy stuffs, but I didn't found the one that I really like or most of them were not the colors of I wanted.

so I made this simple and fast chocolate Thank you packaging my self in photoshop. and I was thinking, hey.. why don't I just share it to the world. so here my sharing part to others mom's in the world, who probably struggling to prepare the birthday party for your kid..

This packaging have a measure of 5cmx10cm. I was lucky enough to found minions choco in store and just put them together and put my packaging and glue them on the back side.. and "Walah".. its done.

so have fun with your preparation. ^_^

Download the PDF file here

When you just starting to give up

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Mon, 29 Apr 2013 05:04:00 +0000

I have not writing for quite a while, I notice.
life can be suddenly change everything, how it seems playing us around but in some way it also giving us choice of it. But is there a correct way? We always questions it.

But of course I am not going to discuss about life manifestation. This time I will short of all the gap I have been away from the blog.

Where I have been these time.., well I am still in Bali - the Beautiful Island with all the charms of the Gods {some might say}. Have been working my ass off, on mostly of course my Photography business, and does it work? YES! IT DOES!! I believe all the hard work pay it in the end. And it been a sweat on my forehead for some times. If you love my photo works please visit www.suxyphotography.com

In the middle of those time, I stumble to someone I hardly could open my heart again. I was so hard to my self, covering high wall around me, and he try so hard to uncover me. He is different.
Some people might say when you fall hard, you lose fast. Is it?
I always being honest with my thoughts and how I see life is, and he understand it.
He propose me, even it is not in a romantic way like in all the movies.. it was Beautiful! and yes, I was in tears.

So lately, I have been busy preparing all the documents I need. It takes a lot of time as the Indonesia bureaucracy have a motto to difficult their own citizen than making things easier.

A big step of my life will coming soon, I will move again.. but this time to another country. Starting up all over again, not alone ;-)

Existing

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Mon, 22 Nov 2010 14:55:00 +0000

Being Exist is not that easy for me... I was always comfortable being Invisible actually.

Growing up as invisible girl something what I enjoy.

To growing my photography business really need a lot of being exist, being well know, or more just to throw up my self in the crowed of people and yelled.. " HEY!! Im here!! I'm A good Photographer!!! do anyone see me?? or hear me??" and of course smileeeeeeeeee all the timeeee..

I even learning to smile even I'm driving my motorbike to go to work.. it just so weird to me. but hey I still want to learn.

This is a very different world for me, everything changes so fast.. time passing so fast.. when you realize that, that means you getting older my friend. and I bet you would wishing that time is 30 hours a day not 24hours.

So how should I start this? being exist? I need to do more networking.. ya.. which I start it very late -_-" but hey I hope I'm not to late though.

Last week; I shot another newborn in kerobokan- one cute little girl that very melow but couldn't sleep for the 2 first hours.. I feel bad but the mother always don't believe me that they have to make their newborn into deep sleep before we start putting them on the blanket and pose them. lucky in the end, she did fall a sleep. and everything work fine after that.

like always most expatriate don't believe us. Which really annoyed me lately.. I still try to find out how to make them to trust us in a way for sure. but from her; I hope I will get some clients or at least she would talk about me to others expatriate that live in the country...

yes- it is called networking

I post the photo at my flickr account; was hoping to get more comment there :-( but again.. I feel invisible there some how after I have been a member for a few yearssssss!! I still want to get "explore" there; almost give up on that part.. really don't know how to get exist in Flickr, or Am I really a bad photographer?? What do you think?

Anyway time to go to bed now.. I hope someone really read this.. :-S

anyone?? or I am actually not exist??

Intonation

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Thu, 18 Nov 2010 07:15:00 +0000

My business partner lately complain to me..

I never realize it since all my friends never told me about it. .. which now I am trying to change it.

I have to change my speaking intonation!!!!

I remember .. still fresh in my mind, I grow up with no much of communication to people,

was so shy .. well more toward to scared to talk with stranger likely. even though I only

want to buy something in a store, I prefer not talking to the shop keeper at all.

Most people around me, teachers and friends from elementary to junior high will tell the same way about me, how quite I am. How I don't like to talk much..

went to a Travelling major; senior high school where they thought us to talk a lot.. especially on "Tour guide" class.. you definitely have to talk, in front of lot people.

unrealized by my self I was in 10 best students for tour guide class.. I actually still wonder how can I do that??!!??

but in that moment, my self confident grown more..

I finished my university degree pretty good.. and not long from there I got a "Finance" position at pretty good national company.

Being as a finance people, we talk a lot .. and of course contact a lot of people, specially to collecting debt.. and I used to love to do that. Those 4 years changes how I talk, again with the environment influence.. I am very straight on talking, specially about money XD

one time my bestfriend called and I ask her to hold on a sec while I was talking with others.. she was kind off shocked listen how I talk XD

That was around 3 years ago, and I still have the same intonation like when I work as a finance..or maybe lesser; maybe it is good on collecting debt but not as a photographer .. every thing wasn't that bad. but doesn't meant I don't want to change.

I am trying my best.. just for a good "hello" on phone :D

Complaint

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Tue, 16 Nov 2010 06:09:00 +0000

Fajitas @Taco Casa 'n Grill - ubud

Yesterday I had a very wonderful lunch not far away from my office.. but this post not about that, this post about my horrible LUNCH today..

Lately I aiming to try several restaurant or warung around my office, since get back from sick almost a week .. I need healthy food :P

There is a route that I always pass every now and then when I go to work and back home.. I notice one small warung when passing by, so.... with a positive mind I go there for lunch with a friend.

The owner welcome us very friendly at first and said they will give discount to us.. since no customer while it is lunch time. we sat and look over the menu.. took a little of time for us to order since there are no pictures on the menu which make us would to order, but hey we are HUNGRY!!!

In the end we order chicken curry which is like a universal meal.. take a little bit of time for them to serve the food but in the end it was on the table.. it didn't look really like I was expecting but hey again.. don't judge the book from the cover (everyone like to say that)

I sipped the curry a little bit.. was having no problem at all and then the veggies .. very standard .. and the last would be the chicken.. OMG!! something wrong with the chicken.. it taste weird~ not because the curry seasoning but more like .. expired chicken??!!?? smells very very rotten also.. I decide couldn't eat more after that. even my friend couldn't eat it more...

Still with a positive mind and of course a positive expatiation from the owner, I complaint to them about the food, that there are some thing weird from the cooking and of course hoping that they will give a higher discount.. but Nooooo!!! the owner straightly said they always buy fresh ingredient from the market every morning... (he definitely looks suspicion to me because he looks nervous) and didn't even give a discount.. from total IDR 49,000 our meal he said we just need to pay IDR 40K.. what a bullshit.. (sorry from my word).

I remember from a good friend telling me that we should complaint to a restaurant when we not satisfied from the food we eat so the restaurant will improve what they defect are.

but apparently lots of places couldn't see what they defect sometimes and they definitely will loosing customers in the future. maybe customers not always the king but it doesn't meant all the complaint from customers are wrong.

One for sure when a customer is satisfied, there are more customers will come.. remember of the word of mouth :)

Nothing

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Fri, 22 Oct 2010 04:57:00 +0000

A song that I just heard today and it is reflect how I feel..

Sing by the Script..

[Verse 1]
Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Then I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

[Chorus]
And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swear and if I go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words,
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred,
Dialed her number and confessed to her,
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing

[Verse 2]
So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know I'm with her face to face, that she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step and path leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting
She'll take me back for sure

[Chorus]

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

[Verse 3]
Oh sometimes love is intoxicating
Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

[Chorus]
She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
I got nothing
I got nothing

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/the_script/#share

untitled

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Tue, 19 Oct 2010 19:50:00 +0000

I remember some one said that when you have inspiration from a dream,

you will not remember it.. how beautiful it is..

Some times when you wake up from a dream.. even how bad was the dream,

you will always put a smile because you know there some one to love in this awful world..

but what happen when you open your eyes from your sleep and you suddenly,

just feel pain and your tears came out right away after that you find out this is the reality

not the dream nor imagination what just happen before you sleep. you try to run away

from the pain but there is nothing you can do, only pain and it is hurt.. a lot. when you

think it over and over, it always doesn't make sense.. everything doesn't.

why all those from the yesterday now looks just like a dream. can't it be real?

Why the tears have to came out from a pain? Why those time we were smiling?

Every person have a reason and purpose in their life, all of them seek for happiness even I.

that is why every time you wake up from a deep sleep you can always smile for what you have.

while I lost it.. forever. the thing that I thought I still have it yesterday was just another dream with tracks and now I don't even have a dream. I have nothing .. nothing important as my life goal.

Was I to greedy? Was I to selfish? just because I wanted someone that really spare their personal time just to think of me also mine.. just because they want to know how I am? being care.. and everything in the name of love

nothing in the world is eternal, does love also?

were all the love in the world just a bunch of lies story?

Am I good enough?

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Tue, 28 Sep 2010 09:09:00 +0000

After almost a year I live in Bali, I went to Bedugul with friends that come from Jakarta .. who is going to get marry on 2010 Nov.. Congrats to them :)

some thing I couldn't missed when I saw them together. The future bride is definitely a very beautiful and nice lady, she is really taking care of my friend .. what you can say a typical east culture lady who's trying to take care most things and make her man as comfortable as can be. He is definitely lucky guy :)

In the other hand, I am definitely far from beyond anything like her.. which of course make me feel really bad, because I couldn't treat someone I love that way.. I feel I am not good enough yet..

Even though our east culture is progressing very fast into western culture type, but most girls are always change their attitude after they enter the marriage life. one of my best friend told me once, it is not just 1 person life but 2; where the marriage life can go on when those 2 peoples can work out together and understand each other. most important thing is respecting each other.

I wonder will I be that way someday? or actually the big question.. can I?

The end result, I figure out it is not about can I be as good as her but I am actually good enough for him.. the person who accept me the way I am.

Corrupt

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Wed, 18 Aug 2010 08:48:00 +0000

Something you never expect while everything always seems working fine every day.

That happen to me 2 days ago,
My lappy working fine when I use it in the office, it didn't show any sign,
But things changes when I start it up at home,
A pop up window showed up saying that an application couldn't work,
I ignore it and hope it work back fine when I restart it but it doesn't
Searching a solution by google it around
And try every single solution which it was working for some one else but NOT mine!!
Aggrivating and frustating but I manage to calm my self to the beach, of course
Its not solving a problem but doesn't mean I can't have fun for a moment.

Since every solution can't work,
I decide to reformated it and it was a huge mistake because now my laptop can't boot till windows at all.. Definitely there is a problem with my windows XP.
Good thing a good friend of mine will help me to do it later today and hopefully it will work again..

I guess every electronic devices will always meets end later, and maybe some sometimes have a longer end but it will, even how good they said about what they have.. Again.. Everything even human not going last..

Everything corrupt!! In the end Not just the softwares, hardwares, nor human..

It is annoying but what I can say.. We tried our best, and we will do our best but don't expecting to much.. That's all

Moving House

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Fri, 30 Jul 2010 09:50:00 +0000

It is never been easy to look some where new to move.

and I bet all think the same way!!

you search and found there always something wrong with it,

even a small thing effecting our judgement to choose "is this the place?"

you will over think it day after day about it.. it just did to me for over a week.

And yesterday I have to decide it because I HAVE to move anyway..

Financial of course will be the main reason we choosing a place to live,

next step will be the area where we going to live.. and of course why we wanted to move

from our old place.. I definitely because not feeling comfortable anymore to live

where I live now even though there are something that I like here..

I think my place right now is the only one that provide wifi {at the moment}

and of course the strategic location to go anywhere!!! pfftt really good one!!

in a few days .. I will be at my new place,

another place that I will call as my home .. at least for temporary :P

A new Start of Marketing??!?

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Fri, 18 Jun 2010 16:55:00 +0000

as a busy month since I start everything well almost from a zero but I try so hard to start everything in a fast way.. even by my own self.

but now its almost near to the end of the month and I still haven't get what I am expecting, some said I being to hard to my self.. some also said that they didn't expect me will do this fast and they proud of me.. I wonder why... because I am definitely not proud of my self.

I have a hard time on doing marketing stuffs.. I have to admit I am "NOT" a marketing person..

I don't like being pushy to person or saying bully things or maybe just giving them a little tiny bit kiss in the ass.. Ops! sort of..

from last year,.. I do think I have been making a little bit progressing like doing networking stuff while whole my life I have been an Introvert person. I learn from my close friends to do those stuffs. and now I need to force my self to more than just that.

maybe for some people marketing is easy when they are a very out going attitude person or they just are like that.. or maybe not.. I am not really sure.. I think it is more like a talent.. like me who have a taking pictures talent and they have that marketing talent.. by talking "A LOT" to people :P

Well I need to do more this stuff.. even I don't like it or I die starving :P

Cameron Back

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Mon, 14 Jun 2010 07:45:00 +0000

YES!! My Cameron back after being away for almost a month!!!

I was so sad that she wasn't around after all she was always around helping me, now she back :)

when I just really need her the most.

^_^

This June

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Thu, 03 Jun 2010 13:18:00 +0000

Last month a lot of things going on..

it was a very unique month I must say, beside being stop working for pt.bambu; went holiday to wakatobi and got offered of partnership with dekko photography also accompany a friend who actually left the car key inside and engine still on but lock the car.

So it is a definitely a lot of Up and Down on May 2010, and I didn't regret it at all when I choose my path this time, because what the important this is as long you always take things lightly, you actually making your life a bit easier even it is in a very tough moment :) {IMO}

Anyway I start coming to my new office in Ubud this June..

The studio haven't really being completely set up but in a way I love it!

it is small but having a nice atmosphere is the best way to start

I think that is the important part.

I will be the person who in charge of the Studio, specially on Portraiture, Maternity and New Born photography.

so if you are in Bali and around Ubud area, give your time to visit my studio at Jalan Raya Andong, close to Bank Danamon branch office. :)

and also see some of my photo works ;)

Silence day

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Tue, 16 Mar 2010 13:37:00 +0000

This is My first time spending time at home on Nyepi day { Silence day } in Bali.

Starting this morning, well I'm not exactly know what time it start.. but I am certainly know it will end tomorrow morning.

Every once a year the Hindu's will have this Silence day where they are not allowed to go out, eat, watch tv, listen radio or anything that actually active even electricity are not on also.

Entire Bali for today are shut down even the airport.. but then again the people here are very tolerance for some tourist places like hotels are still allowed to operated for their guest's.

Silence Day for the Hindu's means where they seek something meaningfull in their heart not just what around us today.

Well I am pretty lucky where I live right now, where I still can turn on the light here without anyone knowing it, I had a little hard time when I cooking dinner though, since the light is shut down, we just using a little light corner so it wouldn't show outside { since even I am not a Hindu's but I do respect their tradition :) } I couldn't really see how my cook doing and I realize it was a bit over cooked :P hahahaha..

I still enjoying the day.. it is not over yet but I do always enjoying my time at home..

Everything is dark but doesn't mean our heart become Dark.

Happy "Nyepi" day to everyone that celebrating it.

Update on February'10

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Sat, 20 Feb 2010 01:45:00 +0000

From wantilan office, my department have the luxury to move our station work to the kitchen building top floor. :)

I had to manage everything as the head of the moving project, and it was pretty hard to do it because lot of preparation to get things done. but in the end before I went to Jakarta to celebrate the Chinese New Year, we move!!! yeeeyyyy! it was exhausting I admit but it went good.

We now operated there, well with some little annoying thing when its rain :P but its better there than listening to the loud sound of production activities and really a smell stuff in the air.

oh! plus now we even work in a team really good ^_^ I do hope we also make a great work! we will do that for sure!!

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I only spend 4 days in Jakarta for Chinese New Year, I tried to full filled everything I couldn't get in Bali XD. Gathered with family, my mom and sister was please when I am there. I am not close to them but they are family!! :)

we spend the 1st day to the Ekayana Graha Temple.

I couldn't resist to do the Movie Marathon on monday, even in the end I spent more time hang out with my friends in Jakarta :) but at least I watched 2 movies. haha~

well there is no great time than hang out with some of your good friends is it?

I hope it will happen again soon.

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From Ayung River with Love!!! XD

Yes!! I fell when I shot photos of the Green School students posing around the river, I should have being more careful but well accident happen.. lucky my cameron save!!! I was trying to took some nice shot from different angle, with out seeing how slippery the river rock is, trying to step more further above, and bangggggggggg~ @#$%^&*

That what happen with your leg when you fell! and yah it was bleeding like hell!! after the fall we have to post pone the shot and do it when I am better...

see~~ photography is a dangerous job after all -_-"

New Life, New Place, New Hope in the New Year of 2010

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 11:49:00 +0000

Things happen so fast when we realize it is back there and can not be repeated.
After 29 years of life experience, I can not say that I have more experience to be compare with some one else.

My life is not that fascinating to be tell to the world but it is fascinating enough in my own world. Even though I still have so many things I should see, the world is so big but it is not impossible {hopefully its not}.

again back to the main subject,
in this new year of 2010, doesn't meant we should forget what we did in the past.. but the past should not holding us also. it just should be as our experience.. to suggest us what we did wrong and not to do it again for the second time. I met so many fascinating friends in my life, also good friends, but not just that also bad friends too.
but it just make me a more mature person {again, I hope}.

I found so many loves and hates in all previous years, but I only keep "loves" in my life dictionary not the hates one. because I love everyone that passing in my life even they might hate me.. but at least I don't hate them.

My positive mind and attitude still there for me, at least it is :)
and my best friends still supporting me.

I hope in this new beginning of new year of 2010, lots of positive and good things will happen :) and I will not just down because of small humps in front of me but it will give me a new courage to be stronger!! ^_^

Happy New Year ALL!!~

Bali

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Thu, 10 Dec 2009 13:29:00 +0000

I have been living in bali for almost a month here now,
got new friends but that doesn't mean I forgot my friends in Jakarta.
Moving out from a Big Capital City to a smaller sunny touristic City, some say it is amazing!

Everyone thought I would always see the beach and sea everyday when they hear "BALI",
That wasn't true. but one thing is true is-
Everyday I see beautiful Blue sky and Rice paddy on the way to my office {well even on motorbike}
The air is better here, clearer ~

Life is more to simple for most people here.
but everything start hard for me at first, I move in as like a foreigner for locals here even though I am Indonesian. but let see what happen after a while I am here.

My new work now is unpredictable!
I love what I do, as a photographer.. but in every company -there must be something wrong I guess. there must be advances and bad things in a company it self. so here I am ,just starting and I can see what things that I don't like and I really hope I can survive until I found a better job.. hopefully!

As for now, I do miss lot of things in Jakarta.. most are my family and friends-

for now I will get some tanned skin tone easily here ^^ hehe but not burn!

Moving to Bali

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 04:41:00 +0000

I have been very busy lately, I spend 3 weeks last month in Bali for Job Interviews and Test photos there. in the End, I got a Job Offers there.. so all of those that make me very busy preparing my moving to Bali.. to live and work there.

It is very exhausting when I have to do all things my self.. start from searching a new place to live in Bali by only looking it through online and some information from friends, without looking how the place looks like at all. And then packing all my things, looking for a cheap movers {Thanks to my friends that can help me a bit on my packing and information of cargo movers}

Never thought that for a single person like me, have lots of things :D even actually I already put some of my things that I will not use at my mom house :)

Am I nervous ? yes a bit, not because of the new job but because this is the first time for me to step on something definitely new experience which is work out side from Jakarta :D and actually move there! by my self, with no one helping me when I'm there ..
huh! how Independent that be huh??! {Proud self mode:ON}

so here, some of pictures of my packing boxes!!! :)

hummm~ I definitely will miss Jakarta a lot! huhuhu!!! movies, cinema, malls.. << can't hardly believe I said that.. -_-" ohhhhhhhhhh Ketoprak also!!! but the most I miss will be my friends and family :)

be prepared!!

EarthQuake in the Basement

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 14:53:00 +0000

Jakarta have a pretty Big Earthquake today, center of the earthquake it self is at southwest from Tasikmalaya town. it was happen around almost 3 p.m. for about 30 seconds.

There I was with Dini, my house mate.. we were resting after having a little shop around south Jakarta area. she accompanied me for a little snack {Siomay} at the basement of one well known mall in south Jakarta. Suddenly this lady that having a lunch with her colleagues which sitting behind our table having a phone call and then she was like running outside and screaming "Earthquake!!".

small shaking came,
I saw the chandelier shaking slowly,
I am still think it will be over soon cus from all my previous earthquake experiance there was never a big earthquake here.
and then peoples start running and panicking, leaving their food except ME..
it become bigger on every next second,
Dini confuse and start to scared,

"Relax, Don't panic.. we are in the ground and its shakes like this,
I don't think it wise to go out there while it would be shaking much more and tall buildings around, if it shaking worse lets just hide under the table."
"Ok, lets hide sis".

I was start to take my place to hide under the table, suddenly it stop.
after a minute passed by, people start coming in again.
and I, of course continue finishing my snack :P
National news media start showing their breaking news,
and it was saying that there will be following earthquakes, also telling people to be carefull.

not to long after the media giving those news,
panicking start again all over, The management of the building telling us to get out from there for our safety. which I think its a crap!! when we decide to go home, we saw all the mall employes sitting waiting outside the building where of course you can see all things can hit them if there a following earthquakes. it is not wise for the media giving a panicking news with out giving any solution how to manage these condition.
after that it takes 2 hours to get home -_-; so lame~

I just wish the government or at least media can do something wise, they are actually the one that starting the panicking of our own citizen ..

in the end I still have a great time today. :)

For Love Of Water

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 11:04:00 +0000

Water, especially Fresh Mineral Water is something very important for every living thing in the Earth. . . its also known as the Blue Diamond. All life start with it, with out it human will not alive.

In this Documentary Movie, will explain a lot what happen with This our precious source... which it being corrupt by some Big Scale Industry from all over the world even in Indonesia. Like many knows "Water" is a free source and no one can said someone owned it. Tensions continue to mount between politics, the environment and human rights in the battle for the future of our planet’s supply of drinking water.

Hidden facts about earth source are shown in this Documentary Movie, don't waste your time before everything is to late. And by signing the petition of Article 31, you agree that water is for ALL.. and it suppose to be that way from the beginning till the end.

WINNER || Best Documentary : Vail Film Festival

WINNER || International Jury Prize : Mumbai Film Festival

WINNER || Best Human Interest Film : Flagstaff Mountain Film Festival

NOMINATED || Grand Jury Prize Documentary : Sundance Film Festival

Direct by : Irena Salina

Borrowing

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Mon, 17 Aug 2009 10:09:00 +0000

I don't mind borrowing my stuffs to my friends when
they don't have time to probably buy it or just going to use it only for once.

But even my best friends or closes friends doesn't really borrowing my things -_-

lately there is one of my neighbor which I am not close to,
she recently move into the building {I am not going to write her name here},
she looks very friendly, definitely a smooth talker, looks like she have lots of friends,
which I think that is Great :)

First she was borrowing just little stuffs and will return it back to me,
of course nothing wrong with that.
but things was not going to stop right there.
She start borrowing things that I think a bit personal,
I discover that she tried it before she borrowed it, yes it is one of my high heels,
maybe it is a very special occasion that is why she need to borrow it,
but on the next day, she borrowing it again
gosh! allright that is going to be a bad habit of her.
so at this second time when she borrowing it, I scold her even tho I still let her to borrow it
{for the last time-my head talking}

I make some investigation in the building {haha detective in the house},
and turn out she is borrowing lots of things from the others,
and some didn't get it back.. Ops! O_o
I hope that will not happening again..

for me Borrowing is something that things we borrow but we don't use it because we need it regularly but we need it only for the moment and return it back as soon as possible when we finish. I always try so hard not to borrow things to anyone :)

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Oh! I just got my dark chocolates ^^ from my Dad .. yeyyyyy!
The packaging looks very nice, make me don't want to open it XD
should I open it or not??? humm well I'm hungry so I'm going to open it huahahaha

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Now I am addicted to this game.. I did play The Sims on my collage time back then, and yes I have got very addicted with it.. and now they just release this new game, well I'm just borrowing the CD from my bestfriend.. *blush*

on this new The Sims 3, I just realize that the sim can ageing.. then died and becoming a ghost.
haven't found any cheat sheet here yet, but will ask it to my friends that addict to this game ^^

Listen

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 07:05:00 +0000

I like to listen, about anything.. maybe that is why most of my friends like to tell me their problem.
I am not a psychologist though and I'm actually afraid if I give the wrong opinion or advise and make it more worse than it does.

I am sad with what happening around my close friends life, I really wish I can help them, make them happy again and showing their smile like usually they does.

The more we grow up, getting older and trying to expending our life-- it is just become full of intrigue, problems, complicated things that should not be complicated. I though we suppose to be more wiser but not everyone does.

It doesn't matter, I'm still listening even it will make me sad but at least I can help by listening their problem.
I will not judge and accuse anything.

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Try to listen to you Heart & Head in a quite place before you decide something.

it is what you want what make it matter not what others want.

Interviews

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Mon, 27 Jul 2009 16:10:00 +0000

Its not that I'm jobless, I just feel a bit useless since most the time I would be in the office doing something when sometimes I think I forgot to breath...

I love taking pictures but when there is no object or model or clients to be shoot with, it just not that fun.. well the whole globe having an economic problems, I can not complaint. I am lucky enough that sometimes there are clients asking me to shoots them.. it just that I can not stand being at home all the time!!!!!

So every now and then I applying job, with my background and my experience specialty. For me there is no giving up..

A few days ago, I got called from company that I applied.

first I had Interviewed with their HR department staff, and apparently they just love how I answer the question and explain everything.. which mean I passed the first Interview.
Next day, I had the Psycho test-- gosh! its been along while I haven't done those thing.. well for almost 5 years!! doh.. =D there are lots of weird questions, like being a shame formely of being a nudist lifestyle.. and MATH! Goshhhh.. my weakness is on math-- I hate it! but I am actually applying a Finance Supervisor position ... well that is just different.. I will counting money not how much meter the tree between the house and a rock disteance is.. brrr.. after that another Interview with the Accounting&Finance Manager :).. I was just babling how good I am on my previous job as finance supervisor.. haha {I am! GOOD}

and Today! I got a called again from them =) the last Interview and I believe we will talking how much the salary is about.. ^^ it will be on Thursday. I know this is a Big Company and I am excitied about it, I feel that I am going to enter a new world again {at least I will not bored at home and feeling useless}.

Oh! Workaholic Suxy is rising up again haha XD

Visiting My Family in Johor Bahru

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 06:57:00 +0000

Sorry for being away for few weeks and didn't posting anything here,
every year I always give some times to visiting my father and his other family..
since my half sister spending more time at home,
we spent time together go around, having fun etc =)

most time I taken pics around.. ^^

our first day was going around Danga Bay - Johor Bahru - Malaysia

I taken lots of my sister pics as my model in danga bay ^^ she looks lovely.. {actually I drag her to be my model}

We went to Sentosa Island, I was planning to get some tanned there but.. I was so excited taking pics and forget about it hahaha.. anyway,, we had great time there, warm water, lots of outdoor activities and shop a little bit thingies here and there..

next is...
Singapore Flyer!!!!!!!! stay till late nite there... with more photos hunting ^^ +Self Portraiture

There also a computer exhibition that happening when I'm around, so we went there {Suntec City}.. I also meet my old friend there which 7 months pregnant {awwwwwwwwwwwww!! ^^ its a girl too!!} we walk around at Marina Square and then to Esplanade, with more pics =D
and watched a little session of theatric in there

My last day was going to Karaoke with my sister in Johor Bahru.. wasn't planned but it was really FUN!! ^^ we sing till we lost our voices haha it was great time ^^

My Little Naughty Toughts

noreply@blogger.com (Suxy) — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 17:25:00 +0000

For the first time on Friday early morning May 29th 2009, I taken a train to Bogor for a very short notice photo session.

It was a very huge step in the Suxy's World to taken a train in Indoneisa :P, I realize when I was in the train - it was an EX-Japan MRT train that Indonesia Goverment bought. even its an old train but pretty well maintain, Thats why we bought it {I guess}, it takes 1 hour only from Jakarta to Bogor with train and only cost IDR 11,000 loh ^^ plus don't forget Air Conditioner - take the train on less pick hour like I did.

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Let's continue on My Naughty Thoughts while I'm on the train.
Suddenly it just cross my mind which it would be so funny since England have their own Hogwart's school, Indonesia should have ONE also!! it's called Gunung Kawi school!!
All students on their beginning semester will deliever by their parents to Stasiun Gambir :P, with their suitcase full of sesajen, jasmine flowers, "susuk", Kemenyan, Penasaran Disctionary Book writen by kuntin, and their famouse pets is bats! {Owels not so populer any more} at Jalur 5 which is invisible train line, they have to burn some sesajen between jalur 4 and 3 then they can pass into jalur 5. of course those have to be done when no one looking specially the workers there.

The very famouse headmaster of the school is Nyi Roro Kidul {very beautiful and green like Go green Indonesia} and super semar which half human and half wayang {we have our own hagrid}.

We are more modern than hogwarts that is why we have imported ex japan MRT train with Air Conditioner, and more space in the it so we can just sit down lesehan and practicing the sesajenan & burn some smoke inside..

now then that is some little of my naughty toughts of the day that time, will continue some more when its pop-up..