DD's CJ

WWGD?

2012-03-12T01:00:00.000-04:00

I was wondering the other day about something: does God really love us, and if so, how would it comfort us when we are in pain or need if it does not have arms to hug us with? Would it send an angel, or would it just use the closest human to show it's love? For me, if I were to be walking down a street and saw someone who had just lost a loved one or beloved pet, one who needed comfort even...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

"They repent for what they have done wrong and G_d will forgive them"

2012-03-04T00:00:00.000-05:00

In studying the subject and causes of the mental and physical abuse I endured on a daily basis during my upbringing, the topics of repentance and forgiveness must be addressed. Now that I have become aware of the causality, I must myself admit my own transgressions and sins against others; not to place blame on the past or those who instituted my base programing, but to own that to which I have...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Oceans Apart

2012-02-18T15:40:00.000-05:00

The gulf between us is a teeming distance in physical respects, but mere inches in actuality due to the linkage of our souls. Time and space are irrelevant. The "soul" for lack of a better term, is our personal energy, our very nature. If energy cannot be created or destroyed but only changed from one form to another, then the distance between us is in all actuality...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

My god, life has become a Pink Floyd song!

2012-02-14T02:41:00.005-05:00

Pink Floyd: Crazy. Over the rainbow, I am crazy. Bars in the window. There must have been a door there in the wall when I came in! Gerald Scarfe Chorus: Crazy. Over the rainbow, he is crazy. The Judge: [disgusted] The evidence before the court is incontrovertible, there's no need for the jury to retire! In all my years of judging, I have never heard before someone more deserving of...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Right around the corner

2012-02-02T14:50:00.000-05:00

America is in a state of enlightened despotism where most individuals live only to satisfy selfish inner desires and remain ignorant of the state of the world around them. Be a good consumer; always obey authority; you know nothing; listen only to experts;be content and never question or express new ideas; above all, do not discuss or investigate that which you do no know or...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

2012-01-28T15:38:00.002-05:00

We had the opportunity to see Asteroid 2012 BX34 as it passed over our place here in Owings Mills yesterday morning.. Quite the sight.. you rarely get to see such spectacles in life, and the very least during the day time, unless that is they're about to slam into the Earth. http://cjdirtydiary.blogspot.com/p/page-2.html

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

2012-01-22T14:02:00.001-05:00

The gulf between us is a teeming distance in physical respects, but mere inches in actuality due to the linkage of our souls if we indeed do have them. Time and space are irrelevant. The "soul" for lack of a better term, is our personal energy, our very nature. If energy cannot be created or destroyed but only changed from one form to another, then the distance between us is...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Just another thought...

2012-01-21T10:18:00.000-05:00

I haven't felt like writing much lately, perhaps it's due to the FEDERAL INDICTMENT handed down by the feds against me regarding research I was performing. You know, what's on the surface isn't always what it appears. Even theoretical physicists know this, and have concluded that: 1) Multiple dimensions certainly exist, and 2) Experiments have shown that time and space...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Wise words, heed them well.

2012-01-19T10:50:00.001-05:00

Couldn't say this better myself http://cjdirtydiary.blogspot.com/p/page-2.html

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Fight Censorship in all Forms!

2012-01-18T16:09:00.003-05:00

http://cjdirtydiary.blogspot.com/p/page-2.html

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

FARKing A...

2012-01-10T22:21:00.000-05:00

After my friend posted his thoughts on Fark.com, he contacted me in regards to my thoughts of reposting the actual story he referred to, or at least one of them. Musing about it for some time, I reluctantly agreed but have insisted on burying it elsewhere and not on the main page; this is now reserved for my personal thoughts and observations about where I feel we are heading as a nation and...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Christmas, 2011

2011-12-24T23:59:00.000-05:00

My thoughts at this time of year turn inward, as do those of so many others in the world to what this season means not only to us, but to those amongst us as well. Do you know what MY fondest Christmas wish is? I want to actually become Santa Claus, for real. What better symbol than Santa exists to remind the child in all of the true spirit of Christmas, of giving and...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Countdown

2011-12-20T23:59:00.000-05:00

My Vision of the Destruction of America Originally published by A. A. Allen July 4, 1954 See if you can spot any parallels here.. remember: this was written in 1954... As I stood atop the Empire State Building, I could see the Statue of Liberty, illuminating the gateway to the new world. Here, spread before me like an animated map, is an area sixty or eighty miles in...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

What's next?

2011-12-20T22:51:00.001-05:00

Something is on the horizon… …. and will change all our lives….http://cjdirtydiary.blogspot.com/p/page-2.html

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Coming soon

2011-12-20T22:49:00.000-05:00

More important than any other event in human history…. http://cjdirtydiary.blogspot.com/p/page-2.html

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Is Confession Good for the Soul?

2011-11-27T21:52:00.001-05:00

Moving around due to work can be and is, a complete pain in the ass. There’s not only the physical stress of packing, moving the furniture and unpacking, but also the necessity of living around other people who often lack polite living skills. Apartment dwellers such as CJ and I are sometimes subjected to what we jokingly refer to as “elephants” when sandwiched in the middle floor area for the...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Commentary

2011-11-07T12:54:00.000-05:00

http://cjdirtydiary.blogspot.com/p/page-2.html

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Commentary

2011-11-02T18:55:00.001-04:00

PS from Me: Didja ever notice how many conservative legislators and religious leaders - be they local or national - that speak out so loudly against any sort of "perversion" such as drug use, alcoholism or "sexual deviance GET CAUGHT ENGAGING IN WHAT THEY RAILED SO ADAMANTLY AGAINST?http://cjdirtydiary.blogspot.com/p/page-2.html

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

A Response

2011-10-28T02:02:00.003-04:00

The wait for my interrogator to return from phoning whoever he had to talk to regarding my demand was interminable, I had to pee and to top it off, I hadn't been able to change my tampon since this whole drama began. The door to the outside was locked and even though I knew that there where cameras facing me, watching my every move while the perspiration beaded under each...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Resignation

2011-10-08T16:00:00.000-04:00

Forgive me my friends for not putting to hard disk the more recent adventures of my life and job as a more or less glorified undercover professional cock sucker. So much has happened, so many details, stories and adventures have whizzed by in the intervening months, that it will take some time to write them down now that I am no longer employed. You read that correctly - finally having...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

2011-09-12T19:43:00.000-04:00

How slutty are you? Here's a chance to find out: TAKE THE SLUT TEST Me? Pretty damned slutty I guess.. here's my score http://cjdirtydiary.blogspot.com/p/page-2.html

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

In Rememberance

2011-09-09T13:42:00.003-04:00

http://cjdirtydiary.blogspot.com/p/page-2.html

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

What is and What Shall Be

2011-08-31T00:13:00.002-04:00

\ http://cjdirtydiary.blogspot.com/p/page-2.html

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Chapter 3: "Meine Ehre heist Treue"

2011-08-10T22:31:00.001-04:00

Catch up on the story: Chapt 1 Chapt 2 Returning to reality after my all too brief reverie of the past, I shook off thoughts of David and my first taste of cock to see Ben still staring holes deep into my blissful face. What manner of person was this that would approach me, openly challenging my inner sexual desire with a look that reminded me of a cherished memory while...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]

Chapter 2: First Taste

2011-07-07T14:37:00.003-04:00

(Don't forget to read Chaper 1) During my college days I was a very studious girl, excelling in all of my classes, and making the dean’s list every semester for four years after exiting High School a year earlier than my peers. Being the product of Midwestern WASP parents meant that a good work ethic and sense of right and wrong had been instilled in me at a very early age, and of...

[[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]