tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39168526040176228292024-11-08T23:37:27.863+08:00Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.comBlogger322125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-83494690929766703332016-02-16T17:55:00.001+08:002016-02-16T17:55:47.781+08:00<span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">很久沒打開這裡</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">打開后 驚覺上一篇文章又是不知道什麼時候前的事</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;">上一篇是我離開電台 決定回台灣</span><br /> <br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;">是啊 原來離開了3個月！真的超快~</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">我在台北所謂的“開工”也兩個多月了</span><br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;">2個月發生鳥事太多 我的髒話也很多</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">甚至真的試過要摔手機的程度</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">酸甜苦辣一次嘗試</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">一開始還覺得 恩這一行不就是這樣嗎 習慣了就沒事了</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">後來覺得不是很對勁~</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">罵著罵著覺得自己到底是在幹嗎 不應該是這樣~</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">終於在昨天發飆了</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">大哭了一場 （雖然也沒很大 因為地方不好哭 &nbsp;乾吊了老闆一場</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">Hhmmm... 真精彩啊</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;">工作證到手 居留證也在途中</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">卻又想離開了</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">雖然是很多波折 可是我卻還是不能被打倒吧</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">打不死 就只是暈了一下</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <br /> <br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;">加油吧葉子嫣！</span><br /> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span> <span style="font-size: x-small;">別再把這裡給遺忘了 有事可以慢慢說呀！嘿嘿~</span>Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-72820168384960084542015-06-15T22:35:00.001+08:002015-06-15T22:35:18.846+08:00<br /> 25歲。<br /> <br /> 是時候了。<br /> <br /> 不再任性的堅持自己的夢想，<br /> <br /> 繼續向前看，為了自己的未來打拼。<br /> <br /> <br /> 發現自己的圍墻 圍得很高很高<br /> <br /> 對身邊的事情 都好像有些抗拒<br /> <br /> 對自己的壓力 周遭的壓力 都讓我時不時喘不過氣<br /> <br /> 想痛哭一場<br /> <br /> <br /> 我長大了 爸媽開始老了 姐再兩年嫁了 弟不知什麼時候不再叛逆<br /> <br /> 好想我的家 一直 一直都像現在一樣<br /> <br /> 只要大家都在 任何事 都好<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> 長大了 &nbsp;家庭對我來說 是一種說不出的不捨<br /> <br /> 或許是我在國外待過 清楚那種家是避風港的感覺<br /> <br /> 無論爸煮的菜多咸 媽多嘮叨 依然想好好珍惜<br /> <br /> 弟昨天做著自己喜歡的事 賽車得獎了<br /> <br /> 心裡有種欣慰的感覺<br /> <br /> <br /> 長大了 &nbsp;對於工作的要求自然變高了<br /> <br /> 一直希望的是 得到認同 那就好<br /> <br /> 公關不是我的專業 但我很努力的<br /> <br /> 在學習著 把廣播的專業變成公關的專業<br /> <br /> 曾經 我被公關系的同學 瞧不起<br /> <br /> 如今 我卻變成了公關 而當年的他們呢<br /> <br /> 不曉得 只想說 謝謝你們當年的諷刺<br /> <br /> 造就了今天的我。Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-13193632095759600142015-03-24T17:42:00.002+08:002015-03-24T17:42:39.407+08:00<span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">当一个人可以实现自己口中的梦想</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">却心里有任何一丝的顾虑时</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">到底自己对“梦想”的定义有多大？</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">从学院、大学一直到今天</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">我都与机会插肩而过</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">可惜当眼睁睁看着身</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">边的人有机会时</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">我只能生闷气 讨厌自己</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">梦想</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">并没有因为我离开台北 回到熟悉的环境而变好</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">因为 我不够勇敢</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">哪怕我其实是准备好了</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">总觉得很多比我优秀的人</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">昨天崩溃大哭后</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">问了自己一个问题</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">梦想与人生 哪个比较重要</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">改变 &nbsp;其实并没有不好</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">往前看吧</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">把15前来的梦想默默收在心里</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">其实我也很勇敢。</span><br /> <span style="color: yellow; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #6aa84f; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">24.3.2015 梦想 即将说再见</span>Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-56655026517725254052014-10-09T14:39:00.003+08:002014-10-09T14:39:35.633+08:00<br /> <br /> 一个明知道没有未来的地方<br /> 却依然回头<br /> <br /> 这不是爱情 不是梦想 是工作<br /> 多么想它是梦想 可惜 它不是<br /> <br /> <br /> 外面多少人继续带着这个梦<br /> 多少人提起了勇气<br /> <br /> 我的勇气却不知道被藏到哪了<br /> 真的 好想好想 它就这样出现<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> 经过了电视 电台<br /> 选择依然是电台 只差电视幕前还未尝试<br /> 这是一条正确的路吗<br /> 还是一条不归路<br /> <br /> <br /> 未知<br /> <br /> <br /> 梦想 未变<br /> 坚持的 也未变。Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-48993419026118382132014-07-31T13:24:00.001+08:002014-07-31T13:24:30.590+08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiysLplmKciS972C3gVEhyphenhyphencEFgSwBm2M5mm3MSeuJOmknkTPGBReFvPFnsNyht4pw_U2sK4pqi-CKMMywuUEfGFnaNcvwLNQ-7CfdpKVX4BDnaTR_jPquIWFhX8MRRHkXlztUggo65UNy0/s1600/10507024_10152529371879655_3858817941902947838_o.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" 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什麼時候才會乖乖的 把自己的生活給定下？<br /> 別問我<br /> <br /> 雙子座 就是個自由 不想停下來的人<br /> 一直飛 一直看<br /> 累了 哭一哭 就好<br /> <br /> <br /> 24歲 在台灣的最後一個生日<br /> 去年的生日願望沒實現是真的<br /> 今年 不敢奢望<br /> 只想好好珍惜 好好感謝這一路以來<br /> 一直為我付出 幫助我的人<br /> <br /> 都是貴人，謝謝。Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-86246011147035439592014-01-09T15:38:00.003+08:002014-01-09T15:38:47.352+08:00誰還在寫部落格啊！<br /> <br /> 大家只忙著手機里每天隨時隨地在FACEBOOK發STATUS<br /> <br /> 就這樣！<br /> <br /> <br /> 一年<br /> <br /> 快過去了了<br /> <br /> 改變 太多了<br /> <br /> <br /> 離開公司 &nbsp;陷入人生中最沒錢的時候<br /> <br /> 真的很辛苦<br /> <br /> 但謝謝你 總是默默地照顧我<br /> <br /> <br /> 這一年<br /> <br /> 兩位曾經跟我很好的朋友離開了<br /> <br /> 一位是中學時期又愛又恨的雪冰<br /> <br /> 另一位真的是非常特別的朋友~<br /> <br /> 從the voice, topshop, 世新屋友....<br /> <br /> 發現我們的照片其實真的很多 的 靖環 leoreis<br /> <br /> <br /> 人生 到底剩下什麽<br /> <br /> 盡情讓自己開心 就好了<br /> <br /> <br /> 我 &nbsp;需要加油。Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-64805488444878438882013-04-25T02:51:00.001+08:002013-04-25T02:51:02.053+08:00<br /> 最近上班了....<br /> <br /> 公司老闆其實對我很好, 很疼我...<br /> 但是很情緒化的他就是很嘴硬,什麽都不說在嘴裡的~<br /> <br /> 一直以來很少人會管我管的這麼嚴,<br /> 甚至我爸媽都不會管我太多,<br /> 所以我一直都是個自由自在 想怎麼樣就怎麼樣的死小孩...<br /> <br /> 對,這死小孩說壞不壞,當然也不會好到哪裡去..<br /> 壞到會翹課, 作業不交 這是從國小就在做的事;<br /> 可是還沒倒抽煙吸毒放火的程度...<br /> 只是來到了台灣, 習慣了喝酒跑夜店...<br /> 這對城市小孩來說是不怎麼樣吧? 我想.....<br /> <br /> 是的,我是城市長大 從國小開始就顯得比一般同年級的同學還成熟的小朋友;<br /> 所以我想做什麽 我要做什麽 我爸媽都不管太多,<br /> 只要不傷天害理 我的要求他們都不會怎麼反對.<br /> <br /> <br /> 可是最近在台灣被管了,<br /> 出去喝酒玩玩 聚聚 也被禁;<br /> 我知道他是為我好 不想我學壞 不想我做沒有意義的事;<br /> 但是我有分寸... 我堅持不抽煙, 堅持自己什麽該做什麽不該做..<br /> <br /> 被念了很多次, 3次以上吧...<br /> 之後我怕了 也不敢跟同事出門去玩 她更不敢再帶我出去了...<br /> 我像個小朋友一樣 下班就得回家,<br /> 老闆像爸爸一樣 只要自己沒應酬就會打給我問在哪之類的..<br /> <br /> 開始有點不習慣, 應該說...<br /> 真的太不習慣.<br /> 從小到大我沒有門禁, 沒有人限制我做事...<br /> 原諒我吧!!!<br /> <br /> <br /> 我知道我的個性是很外向,我很愛玩...<br /> 更不喜歡被控制...<br /> 可是不知道爲什麽,這一次被控制其實覺得很幸福;<br /> 至少我知道有人在關心我一個人在外地會被騙...<br /> <br /> 謝謝你看好我, 謝謝你想培訓我...<br /> 今天我讓你失望了,對不起....<br /> 真的很愧疚......... 我的玩笑似乎成了你的失望.Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-45911757000987968042013-03-28T00:43:00.001+08:002013-03-28T00:44:00.924+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">我一直都是一張白紙,無論是以前 現在還是未來...</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">已經過去了 我沒辦法後悔我當初沒有想辦法學習好該學的~</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">所以現在只能比別人更努力 更堅持去學好~</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">一直都走在幕前, 或許我出來太早 沒辦法光榮太久吧...</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">開始轉向幕後了....</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">在幕後 我真的是一張非常非常干淨的白紙</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">白得在替自己緊張....</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">其實真的很感謝公司老闆給的機會</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">或許他真的覺得我走在幕前 並沒有太適合~</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">所以讓我轉向幕後...</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">但是, 公司的名單里 依然有我...</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #351c75; color: magenta;">我叫 葉子.. 請多多指教.</span></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a 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這兩天開始上班了,我莫名其妙的有了一份工作...<br /> <br /> 禮拜二和四上課, 禮拜一/三/伍/六都要回公司...<br /> <br /> 基本上也沒了私人時間...<br /> <br /> <br /> 哈哈 有工作了, 我可以放肆地離開家 不需要每天當宅女~<br /> <br /> 只是! 在公司當宅女啦.... 哈哈哈<br /> <br /> <br /> 認真的吧!!!<br /> <br /> 走向幕前機會其實真的不大了,<br /> <br /> 開始接觸幕後吧... 從0開始, 30號第一次跟拍...<br /> <br /> 希望我可以馬上學到東西呀!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /> <br /> <br /> 葉子嫣,加油...<br /> <br /> 加油接觸電視幕後!!!Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-335951654737793982013-03-02T14:13:00.006+08:002013-03-02T14:13:48.704+08:00<br /> 未來好迷茫....<br /> <br /> 學分已經留了 &nbsp;延畢已經是事實<br /> <br /> <br /> 可是<br /> <br /> 工作 &nbsp;房子 &nbsp;生活費 &nbsp;樣樣都是錢<br /> <br /> <br /> 只好現在努力當宅女 &nbsp; 見步行步<br /> <br /> 好好地存好未來一年的錢....<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> 工作 &nbsp;你真的要好好地走下去啊 &nbsp;別讓我失望!<br /> <br /> <br /> 待在台北的日子 是幾年還是一年<br /> <br /> 就真的只靠這 10個月的努力了....Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-46336351475062608782013-02-07T16:27:00.003+08:002013-02-07T16:50:16.321+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;">這首歌剛發佈時偶爾會聽到，是好聽的...</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;">只是沒想到 會有認識 主唱 的那一天，</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;">看到他自己share, 重新複習了這首歌 才發現...</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;">靠北！不要看平時的他....</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;">這首歌好聽死了！</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;">所以要 SHARE。真有義氣......</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: blue;">誰叫我們這麼好聊....</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/7Q92T8XxRwY?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div> <br /> <br /> <br /> <div style="text-align: center;"> <b>順便如果誰看到.....[近年太少人看部落了！]</b></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <b>他們的 【光棍音樂會】</b><br /> <b><br /></b></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <b><a href="http://www.facebook.com/events/400409526718003/">http://www.facebook.com/events/400409526718003/</a></b></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiC2F9v3efUM5zuh3Qg-P8I7nNL-mqIArS9MQNTBLqm4VQ6xl1118WVAdTABsIhOR0yFLtk167lrsX8iygOlGhWm8688Z-YrS-7Yzi3FXjWUCI-Hof5doAeQL3H0FhJvZjJa1dy_V1R0Aw/s1600/69653_509121939126107_1770163016_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiC2F9v3efUM5zuh3Qg-P8I7nNL-mqIArS9MQNTBLqm4VQ6xl1118WVAdTABsIhOR0yFLtk167lrsX8iygOlGhWm8688Z-YrS-7Yzi3FXjWUCI-Hof5doAeQL3H0FhJvZjJa1dy_V1R0Aw/s320/69653_509121939126107_1770163016_n.jpg" width="212" /></a></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-90023930249903311222013-01-31T01:05:00.005+08:002013-01-31T01:05:53.722+08:00<br /> 没事<br /> <br /> 今早起来心里一直隐隐作痛<br /> <br /> 没有原因的 想哭。<br /> <br /> <br /> 但是一直哭不出来<br /> <br /> 也想不到原因......<br /> <br /> <br /> 真的好想哭出来啊！Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-85739427530772611412013-01-09T23:01:00.000+08:002013-01-09T23:01:38.105+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">這學期真的過得太快</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">發生的事情太多</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">真的太多 太多 多得自己快記不得～</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">最大的是是 自己決定延畢，</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">但這真的會害死人噢</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">因為延畢 想的 做的 計劃的 完完全全從零開始。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">這學期 茫忙，</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">我只能帶著需要更努力的心態結束它；</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">課業？我知道自己忽略了。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">當然 這學期結束還真的給了自己一個 大贊！</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">因為我被最近的好朋友影響了 想學音樂，</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">我是個沒有音樂細胞的人 所以....哈哈</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">辛苦了，我的老師。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">回去一個月 似乎被我排得滿滿的；</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">我的生活就是不停地 不停地 一直在增添色彩...</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">這學期也認識了很多人，謝謝你們。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;">你們都是我的貴人。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #0b5394;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-40283220078487743322012-11-26T21:34:00.005+08:002012-11-26T21:34:54.104+08:00<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;">不知何時開始</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;">或許是我做決定的那天起</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;">我們的距離遠了.....</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;">我一直說 我長大了 &nbsp;沒人願意接受這說法</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #444444;">現在我真的長大了 &nbsp;所以你開始 抗拒逃避這個說法。</span></span>Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-71659654904913803052012-11-23T23:39:00.000+08:002012-11-23T23:39:00.169+08:00<h4> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #444444;"><strike><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">是!! 我就是這麼瘋狂!!!!</span></strike></span></div> <strike style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: orange; font-size: large;"><div style="text-align: center;"> 瘋狂地玩，瘋狂的想夢想，瘋狂地實踐夢想!!!!!</div> <div style="text-align: center;"> 哈·哈·哈!!!!</div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRQvMVHYnGLuhE02shU_W3beiS7U9Ewzk37HRcUJNWS_UVPm09ecskbHdG_flXn6PNrSO0MX2XBkWLpBLGK6n_NKUB0WNblauQPuug71lKk8IYXqSfxqFhFjk6yHuuNjqfvl3chmpGFhY/s1600/IMAG1486_%E7%BE%8E%E5%8C%96000.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhRQvMVHYnGLuhE02shU_W3beiS7U9Ewzk37HRcUJNWS_UVPm09ecskbHdG_flXn6PNrSO0MX2XBkWLpBLGK6n_NKUB0WNblauQPuug71lKk8IYXqSfxqFhFjk6yHuuNjqfvl3chmpGFhY/s320/IMAG1486_%E7%BE%8E%E5%8C%96000.jpg" width="179" /></a></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> 因為我不輸，我不能熟...不能變累~~</div> <div style="text-align: center;"> 加油啦 瘋狂的葉子嫣!!!!</div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilCCug3kE_7tqKt7DbBo0Y31iyjoTHmx1wbtMyIvMIsoOReR06DeK_WBqrsFGk5h_6Ffwth1iXVgVtPUka0XABh9cTRLsfZXFfXdu6WKRh8qUGu3BuYaUURptT50ap7M4FbR84hZ_oBLc/s1600/dream.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="181" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilCCug3kE_7tqKt7DbBo0Y31iyjoTHmx1wbtMyIvMIsoOReR06DeK_WBqrsFGk5h_6Ffwth1iXVgVtPUka0XABh9cTRLsfZXFfXdu6WKRh8qUGu3BuYaUURptT50ap7M4FbR84hZ_oBLc/s320/dream.jpg" width="320" /></a></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> 好像可能會改名...&nbsp;</div> <div style="text-align: center;"> 昵稱吧... 公司決定！</div> </span></strike></h4> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-39594701592757238552012-11-07T00:46:00.006+08:002012-11-07T00:46:55.649+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">有人說 人生很漫長，也有人說人生的短暫的。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">最近不知怎麼了 忽然覺得 應該改變自己的想法一下，</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">或許如果可以 機會就在前面。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">在台北的時間基本上真的剩不多了 快畢業</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">可是我似乎什麽都還沒開始 到現在還是在零分</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">對不起自己了 &nbsp;更不想讓自己百活！</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">決定了 管他我還有幾個月的時間，我就是要拼了；</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">試著拼看這裡有沒有我要的 這裡有沒有我想得到的</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">一切都在於機會。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">只是 才剛開始 就仿佛快結束</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">我應該 留 還是 走？</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">好難的抉擇。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiv1oYeyvz5IaoLFdAUWMR_MqO1JOsFTKKEbPbGz-w6k7eb4muBCEKJ-CCgpiKbLOEr10v_MMAUVIR9AS8V7uZgYf8SRAR_nLycflusqYIa6290BDqiAeC5lTb_InPlh6qG2XLrHtRPmoQ/s1600/68467_376232819122274_1336333299_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiv1oYeyvz5IaoLFdAUWMR_MqO1JOsFTKKEbPbGz-w6k7eb4muBCEKJ-CCgpiKbLOEr10v_MMAUVIR9AS8V7uZgYf8SRAR_nLycflusqYIa6290BDqiAeC5lTb_InPlh6qG2XLrHtRPmoQ/s320/68467_376232819122274_1336333299_n.jpg" width="180" /></a></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: #20124d;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span></span></div> Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-55275386808392734022012-10-25T01:53:00.004+08:002012-10-25T01:53:45.413+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;">剛翻回筆電里的照片，看到了好多回憶。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;">半年前，我有化妝；是淡妝。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWsAu6JYc75ZklDANWbNeHfrVOqGn9PJ4VkrpI0h-NNhh5qNswYFAX9WaMSWW_EcI3cy1g6oCiCpbzavBsC371mAaDbrgXfuAjdT-AoQtGdUK5EY3aTs-qbbEvqCeiC36gmgmtKvpbit8/s1600/P2020524.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="background-color: blue; margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="color: yellow;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiWsAu6JYc75ZklDANWbNeHfrVOqGn9PJ4VkrpI0h-NNhh5qNswYFAX9WaMSWW_EcI3cy1g6oCiCpbzavBsC371mAaDbrgXfuAjdT-AoQtGdUK5EY3aTs-qbbEvqCeiC36gmgmtKvpbit8/s320/P2020524.JPG" width="240" /></span></a></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;">四個月前，我想著能化弄一點...回看其實也還好~</span></span></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;">&nbsp;一個月前，我開始真正化濃妝....</span></span></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxQ8yzcCy8Dbrjx9qao_ev9DhpA_hy7yMbtlqzN77whXVoOFOLMXEZVAebXyMmpq3yj-KuSDfU0dgNUWaA2pGwiY3sY1VtQxJYypYuLc8irrxFq6KKNFUuIe-9hZsU3W19J8V9bodM1eY/s1600/IMAG1095.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="background-color: blue; margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="color: yellow;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgxQ8yzcCy8Dbrjx9qao_ev9DhpA_hy7yMbtlqzN77whXVoOFOLMXEZVAebXyMmpq3yj-KuSDfU0dgNUWaA2pGwiY3sY1VtQxJYypYuLc8irrxFq6KKNFUuIe-9hZsU3W19J8V9bodM1eY/s320/IMAG1095.jpg" width="180" /></span></a></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;">兩個星期前，我習慣化妝。</span></span></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoPBAwBTT9IR4FN6xehR8b8VBGbFUA354iGaxgfgPx5_e8-z3EE9OsbAP_Kw25rv2r-8k4bP_yhpkD_JSUbxfOxDiAhb7svFxrNb9WoHNuqf4ftdAIX3z8bcireWupkJBFFIVH5dOvjyw/s1600/IMAG1307.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="background-color: blue; margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="color: yellow;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoPBAwBTT9IR4FN6xehR8b8VBGbFUA354iGaxgfgPx5_e8-z3EE9OsbAP_Kw25rv2r-8k4bP_yhpkD_JSUbxfOxDiAhb7svFxrNb9WoHNuqf4ftdAIX3z8bcireWupkJBFFIVH5dOvjyw/s320/IMAG1307.jpg" width="180" /></span></a></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;">人啊...就是不停地改變；身邊多少人不喜歡，自己還是會變。變壞了，變得不愛自己了，變得善變了，變得更迷失了，變得漂亮了，變得更爛了....即使一個笑容也有可能改變。你在半年內改變了多少？心知道。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;">我的改變是，走在台北的街上，我開始不想回去開車；想起自己很愛開車，我想會去奔馳...可是我愛上了自由自在、沒有約束沒有煩惱沒有嘮叨沒有責怪 的一個人生活。今天，腦海裡忽然了冒出了一句話，我想它是我的心底話。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;">我的心說：“如果我沒有了任何牽掛，我一定留在讓人非常有秋意思念的台北市。</span></span></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span></div> <div style="text-align: justify;"> <span style="background-color: blue;"><span style="color: yellow;">只可惜，我還是有牽掛。所以，我的改變還沒完全改變；我還愛著我愛的，我還追著我的夢想。只是這些離我有多遠，可能放下了所謂的牽掛，我會回來。這就是我的改變。</span></span></div> Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-89559770187620343972012-10-19T23:44:00.003+08:002012-10-20T00:20:19.532+08:00<span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">大四了 最後兩個學期了 今早朋友又提起了我幾時離開台灣</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">哈哈 他不捨得我吧 &nbsp;對 還有幾個月而已就結束了</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">好快好快 &nbsp;我愛上了這裡 這裡的環境 天氣 熱情</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">可是卻又要放手回到現實了</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">啊啊啊啊 頓時好想問 我能不能留下來在這裡啊!!!!</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">反正現在沒了工作的思念嘛~~~ 嘿嘿!!!</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">但我知道還是有人極力反對 所以.......嗯。</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">這次回來真的完完全全陷入了玩的狀態 我想念書不想認真</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">就看我考試怎麼死吧 呵呵 我還真的挺擔心的說...</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">幾乎每天都出門出門還是出門</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">然後經常帶著馬來西亞來的遊客一起去遊玩</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">求求大家 來台灣要一起出去去哪裡都可以</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">但幾個地方已經被我列入名單是不去的!!!</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">野柳、九份、十分平溪 &nbsp;NO NO NO~~~~~~~</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">想到那幾個地方我就快吐了~一個內去三次是有夠誇張的吶!!</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">好啦 說完了 我也不知道自己想幹嘛 純粹看到很久沒新文章了</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">然後想說要繼續讓部落活下下 呵呵</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">反正我就是在台灣很好就對了</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">少了牽掛 少了壓力 好好過生活 這才叫生活!!!</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">我要繼續enjoy life!!! LOVE MYSELF!!!</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">Between 昨天跟幾位台灣朋友出門 他們之前都只在夜店見過我</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">然後昨天我只畫了細細的眼線出門</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">他們說：“葉子嫣你化妝和沒化妝差太大了!!!”</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">真的嗎????</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;"><br /></span></span> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">還有就是我真的默默的接受自己是原住民了啦~</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: yellow;">昨晚又被問了!!!!</span></span>Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-62495625128068538182012-09-24T14:23:00.004+08:002012-09-24T14:28:17.652+08:00<h3> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">從我回來到現在 每個星期週末都有馬來西亞來的朋友</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">興奮可是好累~</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">每個星期赴約去見朋友 &nbsp;好難得這來臨週末沒有</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">可是有班聚</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">在哪裡？夜店。</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">真的...我平時不怎麼去夜店</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">可是這次回來平均每星期一次啊！！</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">好傷身~~~LOL！</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">整個9月的週末都好精彩！</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">也讓我看開了好多事情</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">10月份 &nbsp;全全放開！</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">誰來台灣的 &nbsp;記得找我 &nbsp;有時間一定奉陪到底！</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">哇哈哈哈哈！</span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;">順便換了新的HEADER~ 讓我重新開始吧！</span></div> </h3> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: magenta;"><br /></span></div> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a 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<span style="color: #f3f3f3;">別人口中說 我老了 時代不一樣了 該改變了</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">想著想著 好像是 反正你們也長了好大的翅膀 再也不屑我們的付出了</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">一個讓我堅持真心付出的事情 換來的是沒有尊重和珍惜</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">到底堅持來幹嘛 付出能有什麽回報</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">一點都沒稀罕</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">要面對越來越年輕的不閱讀低頭式 才能跟上腳步</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">這些難道我不知嗎</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">沒有理解只因為自己心情不好而攻擊</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">你又有很理智懂很多嗎</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">反正有了小小成績而高傲了</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">再也不需要依靠了</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">只聽說一些事 就接受不了的小伙兒</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">真的小氣了些</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">葉子嫣，</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">釋懷吧。你老了。別人好年輕！</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">所以不需要尊重不需要理會也不需要珍惜你了，</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">死老鳥！</span></span><br /> <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;">你一直堅持個屁！該丟的就丟！</span></span><br /> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span> <br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEih7HSkzhacx0dQ_secRV-ripzLgSdn__4iiiaMNRH0Ow2Ox_fAxgvwxQz_lnZrJiLPmhp1BbAvPXOQnL6Mgni-MYcsPtaCo4m5PuL2cvrcdgtGoSON1niKLTE5fioH32ZuH-T7HsESxoc/s1600/P7130580.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEih7HSkzhacx0dQ_secRV-ripzLgSdn__4iiiaMNRH0Ow2Ox_fAxgvwxQz_lnZrJiLPmhp1BbAvPXOQnL6Mgni-MYcsPtaCo4m5PuL2cvrcdgtGoSON1niKLTE5fioH32ZuH-T7HsESxoc/s320/P7130580.JPG" width="240" /></a></div> <span style="color: #f3f3f3;"><br /></span>Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-43386070052405762032012-09-13T02:15:00.001+08:002012-09-13T20:52:53.017+08:00<br /> 或许我欠听众和默默支持我的人一个道歉，我并没有提早让他们知道我快离开电台...<br /> 原因就只因为我只不过一位在公司里职位都没有的职员，没有必要做得太夸张。但离开的那段日子，确确实实有听众不断问是不是真的离开；那时候才发现....混这行业的要的只不过是一个人记得你、支持你就足够。所以决定这一次好好地想想，我坚持离开的原因是什么。<br /> <br /> &nbsp;第一次到电台的印象依然深刻，那一天我担心没有泊车位不喜欢迟到，更知道面试是第一印象...所以不可以迟到。我提早到了，在办公室外的窗户等着面试我的前队长...半小时吧，不多。我们在面试当儿聊了好多，像是朋友一样的。<br /> <br /> &nbsp;第一天实习我记得那天是假期，我迟到了少少。说实在的，非常自责为什么自己可以那么不细心...那一天总算是轻松度过~而第二天，我的实习是在工作后...赶到林峰的演唱会现场帮忙。第三...第四...第五...一直到最后一天，我知道我可以加入的几率只有50%。而正是加入那一天，正是一场挺大型的活动；那一天，有谁知道我呢？呵。<br /> <br /> 其实时间很快，那时候是2011年的3月。9月我就离开到台北念书了。离开那天哭得稀里哗啦~3次吧。离开后其实还很活跃，听众都还有提起我，还不时从台湾拨电话回直播室...2012年1月，我回到马来西亚过寒假。下机的第二天，我上班了；全公司都写了“服”字给我。没有原因，只因为我期待、我的热情还在，想继续让大家开心... 那一次离开基本上说好了应该不会再回来...呵，还是被看穿了。<br /> <br /> &nbsp;是的，调了好久....讨论了很久，我决定了暑假回马再次回到这工作岗位上。这一次，真的是最后一次了；也就是这一次的离开。这一次回到去，或许人、事、物都变了....或许小小的改变影响我不大，但这一次的影响足以让我对这工作的热情减少了，你能够想象。公司形式上变了，同事沟通上变了...<br /> <br /> 我只能说，或许现在能够很好，但有些保留下来的还是应该保留。以前做的不是工作，而是热情和积极；变成现在它只是一份工作...真的让我喘不过气。有人不断告诉我说：“现在已经不是以前了，不要拿以前来讲..”，渐渐地我只能默默的在心里OS告诉他们....这样走来是安全的。说不上来，更让我觉得没有了热情的是，这“工作”变成了“私人化的工作“；而不是”带给听众欢乐的工作”。有些事情，说了...等于没说；因为个人原因不被接受、不被重视。想想吧，聪明的你会想到。<br /> <br /> &nbsp;或许另一个不愿意接受的是别人对我的刻板印象吧。我记得有些听众对我的第一印象是不怎么好，只因为长得黑、不笑时有点高傲的样子吧；这一次回来也让他们对我彻底改观了...更让他们找到了想当初的热闹和开心。他们的笑容，还在脑海中微笑着....换个方式说，当我没有在对任何事情有偏见时，请别用你对我的刻板印象对待...对我来说，这是你失败的地方。<br /> <br /> 不过~ 让我欣慰的是，这一趟回来...我反而跟办公室内的同事关系变好了。从之前的离开他们会觉得，嗯..就离开；到现在他们都认真的APP我问个明白... 也或许他们也感受得到，我的热情减少了。真的很感谢办公室内的同事，甚至Apple其实也问了我好几次。<br /> <br /> 那么这一次的离开，能让我回去的方式只有一个；虽然我不知道发展得如何...但我相信，只有你们能让我找回我的热情、我的方式。<br /> <br /> 默默支持我的你，还是我的朋友。虽然我可能真的没发现过你，真的很抱歉...但有你的支持，我衷心的感谢。这一次离开了，真的没什么大不了；所以我只哭过一次。反正离开了，我要继续忘我的目标前进，未来给更多听众欢乐....现在的你们，我绝不会忘记。<br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <br /></div> 在一些情况下，当朋友会比当同事来得好。<br /> <br /> 希望未来有机会见到你，是我從直播室踏出来的时候 =)<br /> 祝福你，也祝福我自己...<br /> <br /> 以上的离职原因，共勉之。<br /> <br /> <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYoGHYK1CQVi8uoP-XwIk-QZSGX6WuZtGD3mshnzivlQcOeTm-Ij_jVh3eFCPTYVM8Y8Km0Glbmi2V3mxP2YwEZ9F5pRE6Xr5ZrO_Kn9H5yooYG5XSHzdkgZqFVsH5g0TlSlllFdubCXA/s1600/P7140604.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em; text-align: center;"><img border="0" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiYoGHYK1CQVi8uoP-XwIk-QZSGX6WuZtGD3mshnzivlQcOeTm-Ij_jVh3eFCPTYVM8Y8Km0Glbmi2V3mxP2YwEZ9F5pRE6Xr5ZrO_Kn9H5yooYG5XSHzdkgZqFVsH5g0TlSlllFdubCXA/s200/P7140604.JPG" width="150" /></a> Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-24234384943839098432012-06-14T11:53:00.004+08:002012-06-14T11:55:08.373+08:00<a href="http://www.nlognews.com/2012/06/n_12.html">http://www.nlognews.com/2012/06/n_12.html</a> <br /> <br /> 第一次在台灣過生日 難忘。<br /> <br /> 前一天地震 生日天水災停課 後一天地震~<br /> <br /> 也在同一天隨手拍了幾張照 被學妹當成報導的照片<br /> <br /> 這禮物 還蠻特別的！哈哈哈！<br /> <br /> 612的地球不安全，明年612是不是要逃到星球去了？Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-76613239988484563432012-05-26T01:42:00.001+08:002012-05-26T01:44:51.928+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>有些話我很想對你說 但我知道你只會埋怨我</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>那些話是我想分享身邊發生的事</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>你又對它們有多少興趣</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>你總是依靠別人 &nbsp;說你懶和累為藉口</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>這其實已不是藉口 藉口反而成爲了習慣</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>你說我變得越來越奇怪 &nbsp;怎麼奇怪了</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>只會享受生活 只會責怪你 &nbsp;還是脾氣變得不好了</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>那你呢</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>你豈不是對我變得沒耐心</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>壓力 我不知道是什麼嗎 &nbsp;還是你認為壓力就能要你對我亂吼</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>我沒有壓力 一個人在外不是壓力 &nbsp;一個人獨孤作戰不是壓力</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>我只是把自己心理圍牆建的更高了</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>把自己封鎖得更緊 &nbsp;這些你知道嗎</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>我花錢 &nbsp;我的開心 &nbsp;你看過我幾時很開心</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>那麼久了 &nbsp;真正的開心你分辨得出嗎</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>我只想好好的要你知道更多 &nbsp;我沒有自私不告訴你</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>坐在電腦前面了 &nbsp;上線查一查資訊很難嗎 &nbsp;遊戲比地理知識重要嗎</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>你都沒想過這些 &nbsp;把我變得奇怪掛在嘴邊</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>接下去一堆對我的不滿 &nbsp;我寧可mute了自己的耳朵</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>我不聽了</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>心理只能不斷掙扎</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>掙扎著我要跟你說什麼你不會繼續責備我</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>掙扎著接下來要冷戰多久</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>掙扎著爲什麽你不嘗試瞭解自己</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>更掙扎著 你什麼時候會不再對我有偏見</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>是的 你總是這樣說我</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>我不會存錢 我不會為你想你沒有錢 &nbsp;我很幸福不用擔心這些 我不知道你需要供這供那的 &nbsp;我不會幫你省錢只會一直問幾時來找我 &nbsp;我不懂錢·錢·錢......</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>從第一次開始的吵就是錢 開玩笑說要錢會變成冷戰</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>每一次就是離不開錢而吵起來</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>我在你心目中就是愛錢，不會省錢，貪圖虛榮只懂得吃喝玩樂的人嗎？</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>那我告訴你</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>我是 &nbsp;我就是這樣 &nbsp;爽嗎開心嗎甘願嗎</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>你可以不理我的感受地責怪我 &nbsp;也可以有道理似的認為我是這樣</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>可這麼做時 我的心牆會更高更穩固你知道嗎</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>因為我不知道還有什麽跟你講 不知道幾時你又一堆責備的話</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><strike>我開始越來越抗拒分享 這回事 &nbsp;抗拒討論的環節</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>你可以理直氣壯說是我無理取鬧 &nbsp;那你不是嗎</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>我比你小是個事實 &nbsp;但經驗不是小同等於少 &nbsp;你知道嗎</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>我的世界多麼複雜 多麼累人 多麼壓力 &nbsp;你關心過嗎</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>沒錯 &nbsp;這就是我的改變</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>因為我很累 &nbsp;我沒告訴過你 &nbsp;你知道為什麼嗎</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>你嘗試過要瞭解嗎</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>你只會說你很累 &nbsp; 那我是機械人 我沒有情緒沒有脾氣不會累</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>你說 &nbsp; 我 &nbsp;有話說你</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>很久沒流眼淚了 &nbsp; 你也不在乎我的感受</strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike><br /></strike></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="color: #351c75;"><strike>累。</strike></span></div>Jelleine · 婕琳http://www.blogger.com/profile/02737233952406425585noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3916852604017622829.post-21502155131133397002012-05-15T23:12:00.001+08:002012-05-15T23:15:45.091+08:00<span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;">有时候 你对我很冷淡 &nbsp;有时候你却对我热情十分</span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;">有时候避忌 有时候疯狂</span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;">偶尔你会频密出现 &nbsp;但常常忽然消失不见</span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;">这感觉 &nbsp; 又爱又恨</span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;">不能理解为何我会想把它记录起来</span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;">或许是因为值得纪念 可能是特别的一个晚上。</span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;">提醒了我一些事 &nbsp;你我他她 身边的人.....</span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;">It's a wonderful night with you anyway。</span><br /> <span style="color: #674ea7;"><br /></span><br /> <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <object class="BLOGGER-youtube-video" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0" data-thumbnail-src="http://1.gvt0.com/vi/E_jWcIDqXq0/0.jpg" height="266" width="320"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/E_jWcIDqXq0&fs=1&source=uds" /> <param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF" /> <embed width="320" height="266" src="http://www.youtube.com/v/E_jWcIDqXq0&fs=1&source=uds" 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