Drawing Wisdom

My New Chess Store

2011-11-10T12:28:00.002-05:00

Another dream

2011-04-27T13:59:00.000-04:00

Last night, I had a dream. As far as details, I would rather omit than embellish. I and one other, dressed more noble and ancient, stood before a queen to decide and be judged. Being found unfitted or unyielding we were cast down a distance from a cliff. What trees were scattered along the rocky face were not strong enough to break the fall. And, layer by layer, we fell through to level ground below. I asked by what power we had fallen so far yet lived. And, my companion said "by the spirit we live".

We walked to what looked like a tree or small building nearby. This was refuge, this was the secret storehouse of wisdom. There was no handle visible but only a small hole about the width of a hand. My companion said "by the spirit we enter in". He reached into the small opening and his hand began to glow as it came near a latch hidden just inside and below this small opening. He withdrew his hand and again said "by the spirit we enter in". He repeated the same action as before, only this time the hand took hold of the inner latch and opened a door.

Inside were shelves and books along the narrow way. On the walls were formulas and writings of wisdom too complex to grasp in a fleeting glance. I could tell this was a place of earnest study and long hours of devotion. Only upon going the full distance could we see yet another door to the right leading to another small and narrow room. This room was similar to the first but didn't seem to be used or discovered as often as the former room. Thinking this must be a place of greatest power, I began to look around and see what secrets might be here. But, just as before, at the very end, and only after careful searching, did I see yet another door. Rather than the detailed symbols and formulas found along the way, this door was covered with what looked like the writings of children. On torn pieces of paper were dozens of simple, uncomplicated writings. My mind tried to grasp what this meant and how they came to be there. Sadly, before I could solve the riddle or open this door, I awoke.

One other detail that stands out for me is that the inner chambers were greater in size than that which held them. That is to say, what looked small from the outside was vast and winding inside.

Take from this what you will and leave whatever comments come to mind.

Joshua

A Penny For Your Thoughts

2011-04-06T16:04:00.000-04:00

This morning. Dad picked this up from a parking lot and handed it to me. It's what's left of a penny. It made me think on what the Bible says about moth & rust destroy the things of this world. By loving. kind deeds, store your treasure in Heaven instead.

Acts 9:1-19 - "From Saul to Paul"

2011-03-19T17:25:00.000-04:00

Wit & Wisdom revealed through prayerful study of Acts, Chapter 9, verses 1 through 19. Commentary by Joshua Hullender.

Saul was asked to do something that was not only completely opposite to his former way, but asked to do something which was impossible without the aid of those around him. Can you imagine how vulnerable a situation it must have been to go blindly into a town in which your reputation precedes you while carrying "papers of persecution" against those of "the Way"? This three days of blindness would have been the most opportune time to end Saul's life...but God had a better plan.

After 3 days of blindness, scales fell from his eyes. This word, "scales" is most appropriate and reveals two profound truths.

In Matthew 12:34, Jesus refers to the Pharisees as a "brood of vipers". Snakes, having scales, shed these and "become new" at various stages of life. This was a visible, physical and parabolic evidence of a yet unseen spiritual transformation that had taken place.

But, if I understand the "scales" as an instrument which measure and weigh the balance of things, then the falling away of the scales point to Christ having paid once-for-all. Saul's heart and eyes formally weighed his fellow man using the "Scales of the Pharisees". The ideal and balanced Pharisee followed the Law of God as well as an ever-growing set of "rules" about God's Law.

Jesus simplified everything with two words: "follow Me".

If Jesus is "The Way", I hope to always be "in the Way", so to speak, without being "underfoot". :)
Jesus mentions earlier in Matthew 5:20 that "... unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees...you will not enter the kingdom of heaven."

All the energy Saul expended fiercely persecuting the followers of Jesus, Paul now called upon during some of the mightiest and most everlasting acts of servitude toward Christ's Church. To this day, I remember the goodness of God through Paul rather than the destruction caused through Saul.

I feel that nothing can stop a plan from God. In fact, it's just the opposite...you might even find yourself fighting "for" what you were "against" just a few days prior. He not only changes our direction according to His will, He stirs a passion within us to see the journey through to the end.

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Here blinded I stand...

...as Your grace takes my hand.

I'll travel wherever You lead me.

With Love as my guide...

...and I right by His side;

A helper to all those who need me.

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God sees the good potential in all of us. With as much strength as I ran from God, I now chase after Him. Where once I was filled with evil, I now thirst for truth. To the voice I tried to drown, I now pour out my heart! The more I learn of Him, the more I yearn for Him! I will blindly submit to Your great Vision. Amen.

Special thank you to John Holley's "Experiencing God" Sabbath School Class @ Apison SDA

Rich Mullins - Awesome God - Live

2011-02-28T00:02:00.000-05:00

The writer and composer of the "Awesome God" song.

December 28th Daily Doin's

2010-12-28T20:21:00.000-05:00

Today we photoed some necklaces but the lighting was all wrong.
We listed 6 things on Etsy
Dazzle got a piece of chewing gum and ran off to hide under a chair where I found her...and the gum stuck on her paw.
I think about abstract things like; "Who coined the phrase 'who coined the phrase?'"?
I catch myself lining up the 11 pieces of Russell Stover chocolates on the edge of the counter in the kitchen. I look at it and wonder what the point is and why I did it.
Only about a week left and we will get a huge shipment of polymer clay in to resell.
ok

Just Passing Through

2010-11-29T15:27:00.000-05:00

baby girl and baby boy

fill your years with love and joy

let not one second waste away

till life rewards a crown of gray

now full of years, they lay you low;

and back to God you gladly go.

you know this truth: we're all the same

just passing through? so glad you came!

3/26/10 - Joshua Hullender

Dreams of Light and Darkness - October 18th, 2010

2010-10-18T15:42:00.000-04:00

October 18th, 2010

Last night two dreams came to me. In the first dream, I was outside behind the house near the light. It must have been evening because the light was on. I was in conversation back and forth but don't remember the words. The reason I woke was because I realized I was talking to an object of light bright enough that the evening look like mid-day. It reminded me of how a fluorescent bulb glows. The shape was similar to an upright serpent. There were no features; only the shape of light. The moment I realized that this was out of the ordinary, I awoke.

A second dream came to me in which there was a woman to be wed to someone. I and one of my brothers climbed into back seat along with this woman and began the journey to a place they didn't tell me. Her clothing was dark and ornamented, the car was like a convertible or carriage without a top. I didn't notice a driver. As we traveled, the darkness became so thick, you could almost feel it. My brother was doing something to my neck that didn't feel right. Something as if he were draining my spirit or taking my life. Realizing I was quickly becoming over-powered, I cried out Jesus, "Jesus, save me!" I awoke face down in a bed still asking to be saved from this dream only to be awoken again as it was a dream inside a dream. Now back in the present and fully awake, my heart was pounding and even the fan and air conditioner seemed to pulse in time with the beating in my chest. It took some time to calm down and relax after such an out-of-the-ordinary set of dreams.

WISDOM COMES

2010-08-30T22:28:00.000-04:00

The mystery of this life unravels;

as round the sun this old world travels.

Ten thousand things distract the mind:

and make the path hard to find.

But wisdom comes to those who seek;

with open hearts and spirits meek.

Her voice is soft; her words are true;

she guides your ways and walks with you.
jrh

Creation - Who's right?

2010-07-29T20:37:00.000-04:00

Scientists say "4.6 billion years ago the galaxy was so and so" or "the earth is so many million years old...". But, Christains say the earth is only about 6500 years old. How's it so? Are both true? Yes, both are true! Time hadn't been created or "invented" yet. It was only after the stars and planets were set in place that they were used for man to determin time. All things came from God and God is eternal. So, 1 billion years is as 1 day with God. This theory satisfied both angles of craation.

July 6th Journal Entry - The Wisdom of Wasps

2010-07-06T23:10:00.000-04:00

Today is July 6th, 2010. It was 93 degrees and I spent the first part of the day promoting jewelry online. My dad picked me around 10 and we went to a bank in Georgia where an arrangement had been made to trade a nugget of pure gold for cash. Then, I went to visit my uncle in the hospital. He is doing better every day after his stroke. Still no spoken words, but full comprehension. He showed a little movement on the left side.

Once we got back to Apison, I started working under the carport taking apart silver filters, the same type work I've been doing for a while now. The shade helps and bringing the right combination of sunglasses and reading glasses helps even more. The water just doesn't say cold very long in heat like this. The bugs and bees come to visit me all throughout the day. Sometimes I catch a dark object moving in the corner of my vision and my first instinct is a slight jump.

I got to thinking about how I only react when I see perceived danger. Those red wasps are there all along. I am sure they are just as curious about me and I am about them. They say "what we don't know, wont hurt us". This is not true. If I don't see them, I don't know they're there. But, the danger is no different. They also say that angels and demons are all around us at all times who can do much more good or harm than any insect. The wasp was used to enlighten me to the unseen dangers. How long have I been seeing without perceiving?

3 Dolphins Playing in Shallow Water

2010-05-29T18:24:00.007-04:00