Castle In The Air...

Adult. Not Kiddo.

2012-01-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

Had too much fun for the past few days with the sweeties!

Yes, I overplayed.

I have been telling myself not to be so hyperactive.

Flipping through the photos, one by one,

I feel like I’m a retarded kiddo, yet to be a grown up.

I’ll be 21 soon. Yes. Soon.

A promise to myself:

Pursue my dreams,

Get my resolutions of the year done before I turn 21.

I should get my head on my studio plan and work on it.

A dual purpose of studio.

Anyway, my Chinese New Year is simple yet awesome.

Err, but, I didn’t get much angpaos this year.

Money, I prefer, I work and earn it!

I will soon be seeing airports again.

Time to get ready all my gears.

Have a nice year ahead! J

给自己

2012-01-21T11:11:00.009+08:00

给自己：

无惊无险，

又是一年，

新年来临，

衷心祝愿，

银行存款，

只增不减，

美好未来，

努力今天，

人生目标，

一直向钱！

恭喜发财！

别怪我见钱眼开哦！

因为没钱真的是万万不能！

是我【作者】对自己要求很高，

所以每次跌倒，都痛死了！

而读者们：

祝您及全家新年快乐！

身体健康！

学业猛进！

工作顺利！

吉祥如意！

p/s: 对自己说，今年辛苦了。

新的一年，真的我要赚更多的钱。

多累，也是值得！

Resolution? Studio!

2012-01-20T12:11:00.010+08:00

Had been 3 hectic weeks for me.

Now I’m back.

I happened to know that I haven’t come out with New Year resolutions,

Which I owed myself since 3 weeks ago.

Part of 2011 resolutions I didn't manage to fulfill.
Still, every human should look as far as they can,
Walk as far as they can,
Keep moving forward rather than standing still on the same ground.

Now, my main resolution will be:-

1. owned a studio =)

Ø Who’s willing to be my business partners? =P

Ø IF my financial allows, I will only hire professionals rather than business partners. J

2. lead a happy life =)

Ø Mr. Emo please get away from me.

3. strike for excellence in my academic, photography and my social life.

Ø I wish to be better or even the best in everything I’m doing right now.

4. earns lots of money =)

Ø Cover my own expenses.

5.     live, play and spend smart =)
Ø  S.M.A.R.T.
6. get into my dream radio station =)
Ø  Friends who know me well will know what's this resolution about.

Basically,

I had fun in KL.

With luxurious transports and drivers.

I guess I have nothing much to update.

But this post is more to my resolutions.

Well speak and say is always easy than taking an action.

For now, I probably will concentrate more on having a studio

And doing my best in terms of academic.

Bad thing is: I fall sick right before chinese new year.
I sincerely hope that 2012 will be a year full of excitement!

Happy Chinese New Year!

Roar together with the dragon in this year!

All the best to me and all the readers!

I aim for this =)
Happy New Year!
Get more angpaosss!

A Beginning!

2012-01-01T19:55:00.002+08:00

Proud to be borned in 1991?

Yes, I do! =)

Nevertheless,

it's time for the 1991 born babies to accept the fact of turning 21,

despite their birth date!

Yes. Twenty-One. 21.

It’s a stage of freedom.

It's the adulthood!

It’ll be our turn to enter the casino,

Checks in to casino through foursquare.

We’re old. OLD.

I’ll be busy flying to and fro starting this Friday,

And the best thing is I’ll get to go to the Astro Carnival next Sunday!

Wee, can’t wait to grab the dragon plush toy and a T-shirt! J

It’s my first post of 2012.

I hope for a better year.

And strike for excellence.

A good beginning for you and i!

Basically, sitting in an airplane will be part of my routine for the first 3 months.

Once again,

Happy New Year Readers!

Chinese New Year is here like so soon.

3moreweeks.

2012.

2011-12-31T19:48:00.001+08:00

4 more hours, it'll be a brand new year, 2012.

I had been neglecting my blog for quite sometime,

Forgive me as my lazy sickness comes back again.

Indeed, to me, 2011 had been a year full of blessings,

And it’s quite a happening year!

A year where I learnt a lot of things in this big city,

A year where I became more mature,

A year where I get to know the reality show of life.

I really appreciate and thanks to those who come into my life,

Thank you for all the memories that had been created.

Of course, thank you for all the scars that had been left on me.

I will leave all the pain behind in 2011,

And 2012 will be another year full with colours.

I apologize for the mistakes I had done in 2011.

No new year resolution this year.

I only hope that I'm becoming better and better in every single thing.

2012:

Can't wait for the London Olympic Games to be kicked off!

Cheers!

Happy New Year!

Immature?

2011-12-22T11:19:00.014+08:00

From a lot of aspects,

Outsiders can judge what the level of your immaturity is.

Honestly, you’re immature.

Perhaps, you’ll point your fingers to me saying I’m immature too.

Yes, I do agree in some aspects.

I’m quite fed up everytime there is someone who acts like this.

I'm fed up when it comes to no one being CONSIDERATE.

And for you, you're just being inconsiderate,

ALRIGHT, INCONSIDERATE.

I don’t like to talk behind peoples’ back,

I like to smack them right into their face.

I am who am I!

Dislike or even unfriend me if you can’t accept.

I treasure friends, I talk to friends with heart.

But in return, what I get from some of them are really bad.

Everyone keeps telling me:"Hey, don't be like this!"

Honestly, I can't stand being fake or act fake.

P/S: This only applicable to all my friends.

3 more days till Christmas.

Merry Christmas in advance.

For me, I have switched to new year mood.

Even my whitey husband is ready to celebrate the year of Dragon.

I hope it's clear!

2011-12-14T08:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the hiatus.

Back to hometown,

Full with works, training…

Get to hang out and meet up with ex classmates…

Busy making decision…

Thus, I hardly get back to my blog.

Friends, if you aren’t to lend me a hand,

Stop asking about my life or searching for updates,

And get away from me,

Stop giving fake hope to me,

Stop telling lies and never firm with your decision.

I dislike. I hate it.

New life will be starting soon,

Being independent is not a problem to me.

For now till then.

MAMA 2011 Singapore

2011-11-30T18:18:00.003+08:00

Recently, I’m quite lazy to keep my blog alive L

Simple update for now.

Life back in Kuching is AWESOME.

With the arrival of my new little light whitey husband.

Sooner or later, I’ll get a master. :P

Now, MAMA Awards 2011 hunted my mind.

Regret not being there in Singapore to witness the significant moments.
And, TVXQ didn't turn up :(

Why am I aren't a Singaporean?

I envy them.

Singaporeans are way too lucky to have all the popular artists dropping by.

TVXQ fans meeting is here next week too.

Girl's Generation concert is here next week.

*sad*

if only im a rich brat,

then i can fly to Singapore to catch a glimpse of all the concerts.

Miss A!

Beast!

Beast - Fiction.

The Girls of Godness. Girl's Generation.

GG - The Boys.

My boys. My Super Junior!

My Man, Leeteuk!

Sweet Smile of His.

Leeteuk's wifey - Kang Sora.
He's really lucky to come along with her.
Stay sweet. :)

Forever I love him.

Eunhyuk, the monkey during MAMA 2011.

You're handsome.

My husbands - Mr.Simple

Dear handsomess!

Their sincere bow to thank all the ELFs.

Congratulation my dears.

Each and everyone of you deserve it.

Can't wait to attend Super Show 4.

If, they're not dropping by in Malaysia

I will fly to Singapore, just for them :)

Will be back soon in my blog.

And hello December, the month where you get your present J

These Days

2011-11-21T02:05:00.001+08:00

What I have been doing these days?

Well, all I can vividly remember is PACKING.

I would rather hire people to help me pack.

Physical momentum brings me down too.

Feelings swing from the North Pole to the South Pole.

Best thing is I get addicted to photoshop.

Still,

Idiotic things happened.

Idiot person appears,

Who thinks he's that great of a person

Unsystematic people appears.

I guess those people hardly think on behalf of others.

I don't have to waste my saliva talking those shitty things,

Cause' they'll think their decisions are ALWAYS RIGHT.

Don't blame me for being sarcastic,

But how you guys worked for the club really pissed me off.

Thank you, indeed I learnt a lot.

Honestly, I can't wait to delete the whole K-file.

Another advice, those readers who knows what positions that I'm holding,

Think twice before you join to be part of the planners.

Sooner or later,

IF YOU ARE A PERSON WHO HAS YOUR OWN STANCE

YOU WILL FEEL THE PAIN.

Finished Forensic Heroes III,

Wondering is Forensic Heroes IV coming up?

Ending is nevertheless has some disappointments,

But, I consider it as NOT BAD.

Well, at least,

Wind & Ada,

Pro Sir & Mandy

ended up with a good ending.

As always, everyone hopes for a good ending,

Good ending will only always appear in our dream.

Recently,

Our society is being bombarded by a Taiwanese movie

“You are the apple of my eye”

Oh well, bornt not being laid back =P

I ended up in the cinema with Siw Hua.

I guess I’m having an extreme high expectation

And this made me rated the movie as not bad only.

The best part of the movie is reflecting the real love life of human.

Catch it before it’s being taken down from the cinema.

Next, Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 1?

LCCT in 11 hours.

I’m quite excited to go back.

p/s: my 010-9****** is no longer in use.

Will update friends once I got my new number

差劲！

2011-11-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

妈的！

还以为我们TT的管理方法差劲，

原来这个还要差！

我告诉你，如果你做poll,

你所你看的，

会是管理层选出一位最有资格的人选来代替你的位置。

我不懂要说什么，

我只是觉得，你们根本没想到更深的一层。

有些人，说话顶呱呱，做事却一败涂地。

有些人，书写顶呱呱，做事却一败涂地。

有些人，并不喜欢volunteer自己，而可能这些人是有能力的，

那你们肯定会错过这样的人才了。

如果，我能想到两全其美的方法，难道你就不能。

你们未免也不把我们放在眼里吧！

如果你们试着问我们的意见，我应该会帮忙出主意。

需要我们的时候才开口，其他的事都不理其他人怎样想，

只一意孤行的去做，去进行。

坦白说，有人还问我，你们怎么这样选人。

我越来越不觉得光荣，我是其中一部分。

也没眼看，明年的人、事物。

基本上我下个礼拜五，超忙的。

很多约，如果推掉你们的，我真的玩到疯掉！

而且肯定开心过去involve那个event.

P/S: 找backup photographer 吧，少了我，你们不会死。
And everyone,
think before you join/apply!

最近的口禅是：“妈的！”

要改改了。

忘了我。

2011-11-07T01:58:00.003+08:00

星期一了。

明天，就是你离开我们的第49天了。

真的时间过得太快了，感觉你的离开越来越可惜了。

再多14天我就回到了古晋。

回到了，我再次熟悉的地方。

回到了，我只会尽情地吃。

30.10.2011

2011-10-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

It’s just a simple thing, don’t make it so completed.

If you think I don’t qualify, don’t accept.

Just tell me.

You have the choice to say okay or the other way around.

Don’t fucking say okay, then find millions of excuses to tell me that it’s not okay.

Once you say ‘no’, I definitely understand.

I knew it from the way you act towards me and others.

To be honest, it’s way too obvious.

If possible, I wouldn’t like to cross the boundaries that I have set towards you.

Maybe to you, I’m just a stranger who you happen to know. Others are your buddy.

To others, you’re a noble person who qualifies to receive honors.

But to me, I doubt that.

I really wonder are you a Janus-faced person?

I wonder if there's a day where I can tear of the mask you are wearing.

P/S: readers, dont be to sensitive.

November is here.

The month, which I no longer looking forward to.

Anyway, we can’t stop time.

Things that should be here will be here.

The PD through 60D

2011-10-26T16:56:00.000+08:00

This picture reminds me of the old days when we were young! =)

Some pictures which I took when we were in PD.

PD looks really good through 60D!

25.10.2011

It marks the day that...

I went PD beach with the table tennis gang.

Then, dropped by at Seremban for a friendly match at a table tennis training centre.

After that, dined in at Kampong Lobak Thai Seafood & BBQ with the gang.

OMG!

The tom yam soup there was effing awesome!

Big fat fleshy mouth-watering crabs!

A lots of awesome food.

Thanks to Mr Chai & Alicia for the treat.

Seriously, I feel quite bad cause’ it shouldn’t be a free meal.

All of us are still young, aren’t on official employment.

Anyway, still a big thank you to both of you. =)

Linda Photography

2011-10-23T01:19:00.001+08:00

my newly created logo.

black vs white.

there's hidden meaning with that arrow =D

i apologize if my creation is bad as im still in the process of learning.

and im trying out couple shooting soon.

*cross hand* I hope it will be next week =D

model shooting of friends coming up next =)

then, I would like to try landscape shooting during the 3 months holiday,

and get to cover a wedding event =D

I'm not in a good condition recently.

Escaping has become my best buddy.

i miss the atmosphere in Genting.

time flies, you actually left us for a month and four days.

hope you're doing well there with popo =D

When it landed in M'sia!

2011-10-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

The picture has done the talking.

In US, Iphone 4S is only USD 199 (RM617).

Well, I guess I’m not getting it.

-2-0-

2011-10-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

20 years of life = 20 years of priceless of experiences.

15.10.2011. the day I turn twenty.

A special year, without any birthday cake, candle and birthday song.

But I’m happy with it.

A simple yet satisfying one :D

The thing that I want the most will be the wishes from 3 of you =P

Thanks for the present, awesome friends [you know who you’re].

Really really really shocked and I love it :D

Sorry, I bet there’s a big hole in each and everyone’s pocket.

Thanks for all the wishes, smses, calls =)

Thanks for the sing k session & bbq session =)

Nice feeling to walk into the age starting with ‘2’

I feel contented, warm and happy :D

P/S: Next time I won’t expect [part of you] to remember this day.

Imagine im not Linda, but someone,

Things will be different =D

To someone, if you’re reading,

Don’t be defensive over them,

I’m not blaming, if you really KNOW ME WELL!

But too bad, you didn’t!

Birthday is once in a year, if everyday can celebrate your birthday,

There will be no meaning for this word ‘birthday’!

Huh!

2011-10-09T22:13:00.003+08:00

My husband isn't sensitive to my touch anymore.

Obviously he doesn't love me anymore :(

Is like I only used it for 10 months!

My parents don't even give a fuck about my spoiled phone.

Oh well, don't text or call, cause' I can't even pick up or hardly can send smses.

I fall sick again.

What's wrong with me?!

Overloaded with stress?

Looking at myself through the mirror,

I think I look like a zombie.

Problems were being piled up, stack by stack,

seems like I hardly could find a best solution.

Only arguments, tons of arguments.

HELP?! SUPPORT?! ZERO.

SERIOUSLY ZERO.

There's nothing I can do.

Sad life I have.

'Awesome' parents I had.

20th of life is coming,

I don't not even excited over it.

I wish I never have a birthday.

Anyway, the BEST thing about this week!

WORKING AT WESTLIFE GRAVITY TOUR CONCERT!

Thank you, Sandra!

And the best thing is I get to catch a glimpse of Westlife, LIVE in person!

Shane is way too handsome *nose bleed*

Their concert was way ultra super duper awesome.

P/S: The feeling of eating all alone in an eatery wasn't that bad at all.

不再

2011-10-04T00:02:00.006+08:00

今天

这一刻

这一分钟

这一秒

之后

我的部落格不会再提起你。

这是最后一篇了。

你—直会永远留在我的心中。

你喜欢的，

你讨厌的，

我会铭记在心。

与你走过的街，购物商场，餐馆，体育馆，你的车

只要有你的脚印、笑声，

我都会记得。

与你打球的时光，你的陪练，

我都会记得。

与你高谈阔论，

我都会记得。

一辈子。

多么不舍得，也要放下。

已经快半年了，但感觉到你从来都不曾离开过。

你的朋友们都很怀念你。

年底回家了，会去看你，会买你最爱的laksa吧～ =）

梦

2011-10-03T22:17:00.006+08:00

发梦真的会让一个人很累！

今天午睡时梦到了你。

我看见你拿了一张Highest Achievement的荣誉，

开心的对我笑了。

可是我却没给你什么反应。

之后你又拿了one bar的巧克力，

朝我的方向走来……

这是，电话alarm响了……

唉～就从梦中醒了。

但，梦中的你穿着西装，

穿着西装的你永远都那么帅！

话说，不要拿和你跟别的男生比是不可能的事。

最近迷上了《阿娣》—— 新加坡电视剧！

太好看了。

Assignments却死光光了。

唉～

谢谢UNISA让我不再对这个课程充满兴趣。

还有PMR的考生们，加油！全力以赴！

Experience!

2011-10-02T21:43:00.004+08:00

Worked over the weekend for the ATP World Tour at Stadium Bukit Jalil.

Working isn't as easy as most of us think.
Workers need to bare with people from all walks of life.

And not all publics are considerate and willing to cooperate.

All I can say is a good experience for me :)

Despite the earnings.

Piles of assignments are awaiting me to complete.

Due date left one week.

DIE!

And, I miss you, handsome =)

Smile more!

Your smiles are lovely.

P/S: I'm hoping that I can work for Westlife's concert :P

九月份的最后一天

2011-09-30T21:17:00.012+08:00

今天 30.9.2011

是九月份的最后一天了。

也买了一个Canon EF 50mm f/1.8 II lens，蛮便宜一下的 J

以后拍人像的效果应该会很不错的。

如果不好，原谅我这个初学者 J

下一个目标应该是DSLR的包包或是dry cabinet吧～

还有，在这里说声抱歉，

我暂时不cover什么events了.

第一，太累了。

第二，没心要拍照，那拍出来的照片肯定不像话。

我不想毁了原本很美的事物。

等我的情况好点了，再说吧 ……

怎么办啊？

Assignments的截止日期越来越近了，

而我却提不起神，什么都没做。

没做，却要开始慌！

曾经的他是那么的壮……

如果,

他—曾经差一点就是我的,

还在……

他—会帮我做的吧！=P

没关系,

现在,

也一样,

在梦中帮我吧……

曾经·是他的鞋子

我好想你们啊

在天堂要开心哦

16 Days

2011-09-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

From now till the 16th days.

I just want to buy myself a little gift.

Hand strap?

Neck strap?

Bag?

I shouldn't surf lowyat.net

I realize that I want this and that every time I'm surfing the forum.

Thought of getting myself a vintage DSLR bag :)

Can I? :)

P/S: Not going to use bright font colour for a month =)

第一次，也是最后一次

2011-09-22T20:00:00.002+08:00

第一次在我的部落格说关于你的事，也是最后一次。

你足足离开了28个小时。

我很明白对你来说，是个解脱，

但是你怎么和她一样，说走就走。

你们懂吗，我连第一份工的薪水都还没到手，

你们一个两个就这样离开我。

你们连给我要孝敬你们的机会都剥夺。

我再没能和你们撒娇了。

我万万没想到七月的假期，

是我和你最后的晚餐，最后的聊天，最后到海边……

我一直以为，心里有了准备，泪不会夺眶而出，

但我错了。错得很彻底。

天堂美吗？遇见她了吗？

记得忘记人间不开心的事，

快快乐乐生活在一起。

明天，你就真的离开我，你的家。

到另一个天堂。

对不起，并不是我不想回去看你最后一面，送你最后一程；

你会理解的吧。

我的心会送你走完人生最后一程，
但你和她永远在我的心中，没曾离开过。

记得记得，你自由了，不要再为我们担心了。

还有，现在就容许我痛哭5分钟吧！

明天，多伤心，我都会忍着，我不会哭。

因为我想你开心，这是我对你最后的承诺。

外公，安息吧！一路好走！

希望你和外婆都能开开心心的。

得空时，你们俩就抱梦给我吧。

你们永远永远都在我的怀念中。
现在的我真的好想你们。

来世，再见了！

Updates

2011-09-17T00:55:00.002+08:00

Tight schedule had just passed.

Only 30% of the assignments for the whole semester were done.

Means there’s still 70% of it awaiting me to complete .__.

So, the special things about this week were:

a friend’s birthday

AND

trip to Klang.

And tomorrow I decided to rot at home :D

*Lazy worms have been activated*

Just let me take a few days off.

I will start my engine for the rest of the assignments J

And and and, I don’t hope to see or hear any bad news.

I’m waiting for miracles even though it’s impossible.

And am I in a relationship?

Well, time will prove everything.

I need a mature guy. REALLY MATURE.

Sometimes, didn’t reply your sms doesn’t mean anything.

It doesn’t mean that I’m flirting with other guys.

I do have feelings.

It doesn’t mean that I’m only the one who should care about your feelings.

I really think what I’ve done for you is a lot.

I’m not saying who contributed the most.
I care about the privacy that you said.
I hope you can give me the freedom that I urge for.

You know, I’m independent enough.

I only need you the most, when I’m weakest.

Other than that, we do have our own life.

Family. Love. Friends.

I have told you clearly at the very first place, bear in mind.

I assume that you know me well enough J

Castle In The Air...

Adult. Not Kiddo.

给自己

Resolution? Studio!

A Beginning!

2012.

Immature?

I hope it's clear!

MAMA 2011 Singapore

These Days

差劲！

忘了我。

30.10.2011

The PD through 60D

Linda Photography

When it landed in M'sia!

-2-0-

Huh!

不再

梦

Experience!

九月份的最后一天

16 Days

最近的我

第一次，也是最后一次

Updates