DvSweeTsEcReTs (O.0)

Selamat Malam [Night]

2014-10-13T03:07:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Selamat Malam readers..

Berabad baru nak post baru kat sini. This is all because of cik tohru punya blog la.
She post something yg soo sweet and it reminds me of the past. My old work of
writings. And yeah, i did scroll a bit of it and read it. Bole la kalau nak kata, i was
like 'Terkesima' with my own writing.

It makes me wonder, is that truly the old me. It does feel a bit awesome how I can
write maturely when I was just a teenage high school girl who didn't see much of
the world just yet. I wonder where did that girl go? What happen to her?

Well, the past is past. I'll move on being the new me but I'll improve myself to be
better despite things that happen. Things that makes me change as I was going
through the meaning of life. Hee, say no more of it.

I was just gonna say Goodnite, Selamat Malam (in malay nya) and Assalamualaikum..

p/s: Do visit my new open blog 'CerekaCeritaKita' [ http://cerekaceritakita.blogspot.com/ ]. Apabila pena mula bergerak, akan ku selami jiwa seni imagin.. hihi, situ ada sedikit kompilasi cerita lama yang pernah ditulis either in english or in malay.

Miracle In Cell No 7

2014-07-09T14:20:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.h...

Again, I just want to make a video review & it's korean movie once again..

Hehe..I just can't think of any other movie that i want to watch & lately

I found many deep-touching korean movie where I truly need a tissue to

wipe my tears..Huwaaaa..

This story is about a mentally retarded father & her angelic daughter.

The father was accused for abducting & kill a little girl. He was wrongfully

treat by the false accuse but the story twist to a good side which truly touched

deep in my heart. There are tears and laughter in this scene but at the same time

how I feel that "PEOPLE SHOULDN'T BE JUDGED EASILY AND WE

SHOULDN'T CONDEMNED PEOPLE ONLY THROUGH OUR EYES."

Sometimes, every action has it reason where we may not know. Some people live to

protect but some live to blame and live in vain. We just not know what in people's

heart and mind.

Ok, enough of my blablabla(talk).. Let's just enjoy the movie :

pss: As usual, I advice you people prepare tissues in case you get immerse in this movie and start crying like me, LuLz!

Yay! Puasa

2014-07-05T07:38:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.. *nada sopan ala-ala ceria*

Hihi..Hari ni rasa seronok sangat sebab dapat bersahur kat rumah.
Almaklumlah, sahur di hostel means hanya makan roti, kurma & air kosong
3 gelas.
Tapi bila di rumah, nasi 3 pinggan, lauk berbagai & air kosong 4 gelas. hahaha
(Terasa macam tak caya la jugak, dah mcm perut tong)
Battery lappy low pulak so tak nak banyak menaip di sini
and I just want to say,

"Selamat Berpuasa."

-Buat kakak2, abang2, adik2, makcik2, pakcik2, Blogwalkerz and my Families and Frenz yang mengenali^^
-Dah raya nanti insyaAllah post baru yer :D

Little Prince Film 2007

2014-07-02T14:35:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile that I post something here.
Life had been bit busy and hectic.
With practicals thingy, sewing classes and now, I'm
furthering studies here in Uniten.
(A lil sigh on that since I truly want to further at Curtin Australia)

Well, forget about that for now.
I just want to make a simple review on this movie.

"Little Prince"

A story of a heart-broken father and a sick boy who's fate happen
to twist between them. A heart-touching story I could say.
The story is a little bit slow moving but that's what it's about
since it's a sad genre with the boy having his life despite the ill
and a heart-broken father learn something from life through
the child.

Oh Well, I don't want to spoil the story much because then it would be
meaningless for you to watch it isn't it? Here, I give you the chance to
watch it yourself.

Psss: Someone with blue personality might need an extra tissues since
they tend to be more sensitive. They understand it quickly and as for me,
I had past experience and add up with my blue personality, the story
truly get deep into my heart. And yeah, I should have prepare more
tissues with me..hehe

First 2014 Entry

2014-01-05T00:01:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.h

This is my NEW YEAR ENTRY..Yay~

Lots gonna happen this 2014 (I hope it's all of good thing)
10/1/2014 : Gonna be an MC for monthly department gathering.
.: And yea, my friend and I were chosen because of we being so-called "Trainer". Duh, event the theme is 'Back2School". Just why did I suggest to wear school uniform back then. Now I'm having difficulties to find one. I don't where I put mine..hehe

Weekend of second week : Hang out with trainer mate from same company
.: We planned it to be this weekend but got it cancelled. Well, at least it got postponed to next week and yea I feel kinda excited to go out with them since we are close intern in TNB. Going out for breakfast, lunch together and sometimes when there is no job given, we would hang out somewhere together. Moreover, this month is my last being intern with them..huhu

Weekend of third week : Hang out with ex-housemate
.: Got plan with my ex-housemate to got out for fun at wetworld (although its not really to my preferences). I thought of taking them to Taman Botani too for it 4 season house. InsyaAllah if everything went well. This plan also still in waiting list to be confirmed.

End of month : Completing my practical training project.
.:This is done throughout of January and I try not to disturb my weekend. It's my fun day since weekdays have been my working day. Going back and forth following work hours and always arrive home late evening. Such tiring day. I would try make early preparation for presentation thingy things.

And yeah, you could see that my days always full with wonder (InsyaAllah). Event on the next month, February, I had it planned early. Just either it gonna follow the plan or not is up to Allah. Few of it is, finishing my practical training by presenting to college my work project and staying a night out with my girls at Port Dickson. Yay~ Can't wait for that moment ^^

Past experience, Future Investment

2013-12-28T20:59:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.h

Alhamdulillah, from the event I joined (although that would be the last) I gain my objectives. Gaining experience and at the same time my confidence. I learn to have my own style and became pretty for my own sake day by day. Playing with shawls (belit-belit selagi boleh) and upgrade my sense of style.

I had once make a promise to myself to have my own boutique one day although having IT major as a course in universities. I could make use of the IT knowledge to do my own budget marketing. Create designs using computers and any related to it. Today, I talk with interior design student. She said, they don't really use Photoshop in their design but more on using AutoCad software since it in 3D. Yes, I won't deny the use of it in designing since it create more real-look and give advantage to make-realize the design.

As usual, I won't let myself be at the limit. I would try any activities or things I could learn and have confident in it. event if I'm not good with it at least the experience could be use in the future. It the same thing as the event I went through. I learn the moral of it : Not to do things behind your parents, get their consent by giving all the reason you have until they agree, take note of the event schedule and always prepare a backup plan for any occurrence. Don't be afraid to voice your opinion to the person who is to do you make-up because make-up is the reason you feel much more confident. Having bad make-up/makeover is the same as lowering your self confident.

There's also things I learn when doing talking and socializing (which is my favourite when it comes to talking to sisters/kakak2). They have experience. In malay, we say it as " Mereka terlebih dahulu makan garam kehidupan." One of interesting fact that I picked up during the gathering when doing the make-up is, you don't really need to have the qualification or skills as a sewer but its good enough to have management skill to manage the design you had and sold it. Just hire others to do the sewing while observe them to ensure the outcome is the same as how you had want it.

From that moment, I feel enlightened. The burden I had to accomplish my dream are lifted. I could still have my own brand early, start from small business. I don't need to find time to have sewing class which I rarely could find a suitable time. Been quite a busy girl since I gained back my health. Not much of a limit now, just need to maintain my balance eating food and take the supplement to support my energy.

I had a talked with my mom (ummi). She listen to my ideas and agreed that I make realize that ideas as soon as possible because if I keep on delaying it, the ideas would soon be banish. I know that fact too since lots of my writing had to be cancelled due to almost the same theme that come out in novelizing world lately. I told ummi, "Ok, kalau macam tu akak nak pergi Jakel la. Hari tu usha situ, banyak kain yang ok2 bole guna untuk buat selendang. Sementara price tengah murah, baik manfaatkan." Ummi only nod and she said she would follow me there.

InsyaAllah, soon I would have my own designed of shawls. I would use little knowledge that I have in modelling to promote my own shawls. This time, I would be the one controlling the situation and not being controlled by it. Maybe there's a hikmah/ advantage of having Mara processing my loan late. I get the loan approved at the second semester before I end my studying. So, rather than having it waste. I prefer to make some investment on it, may Allah make ease my plan :)

Photoshoot!?

2013-12-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Ya Allah..Today is the day. What should I do!? I'm just a noob who just accidentally got herself into this mischief. In malay, we would say it as "bidan terjun" (ahaha, i like that phrase though. Never thought I would also be Bidan Terjun). I don't know how I work my brain that time. How could I followed my heart when my brain isn't functioning well to decide on decision.

People might be wondering, what mischief that I got myself into this time right. So, I'm telling the stories here.

One fine day, I had a cheerful walk on Facebook. I had a good time spending there until my eyes caught this event page. (I won't mention it's name here). The event kind of interesting and there's no specific qualification needed especially when it comes to height. I'm inferior toward my height actually. Maybe because I once had a dream to become a "Muslimah Model" at least one time in a life. And yes, that might also be the reason I make that decision. And also, they just wanna do the casting. A small event. Not so big as how they planned now (Which make me anxious of my capabilities). It asked for RM20 registration payment. I was okay if it could give me some experience. I really want to know how a casting is made and so, I put my name on although I know its a competition.Frankly, I don't mind if not selected since experience is the precious moment.

And yes, this morning I will have my first Muslimah photoshoot (maybe because the sponsor asked the models for it). For a noob like me who is a total beginner with zero experience or knowledge, this would feel heavy. Especially when I limit myself to only act on my own camera. Not on other camera. I'm not used to people taking my photos (That also show how I have no confident with my look). What I could only do is, pray to Allah. Fuh sana..Fuh sini.. And yes,just walk-in and see what's going to happen next.

Actually,deep inside me. I do feel pity to my mom and dad because I keep this a secret from them. Sometimes, I just want to try new thing but having parents that can't fully understand what I want is quite something. You can't just tell them directly because I hate to have an argument. Especially when it's my first try and they would worry me so much. Nak pulak, industri ni sememangnya kurang digemari ummiku (Although dia sendiri suruh aku jual selendang online & aku jadi modelnya..hehe) I'm truly sorry Ummi, Abah. This will be my last kerja gila. But, if I got offered to be model tudung labuh muslimah,how could I resist kan. Rezeki jangan ditolak..haha..angan pulak. : p

P/s: To my friend Cik Tohru who just might be reading this, I'm sorry for keeping this as secret from you before. Aku sendiri was2 ngan keputusan aku ni. Still x caya.Tapi last2 ak bgtahu jugak(lepas da fikir sedalam boleh la)..haha..and sory jugak sebab ritu cancel date dengan kau. Ade kawan ajak gi kelas catwalk sempena contest tu..huhu..

Alkisah Pelajar Praktikal

2013-12-12T15:04:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.h

Memandangkan kerja di office pun tak banyak jadi masa terluang memang bertambah sampai naik bosan tak tau nak buat apa. Tanya juga supervisor if ada kerja nak ditolong, she only said,"No, but I will see if I can arrange things for you." (Ni la bahasa aku pakai bila dengan supervisor sweet aku tu. English habis.) Because of that, someone ask me to do report proofing. And yeah, sekali tu je la. Memang aku kasi correct habis-habis la. Tersengguk-sengguk baca.

Habis proofing, aku da mati akal. Nak buat apa lagi ni? Facebook dengan wechat lagi ke? Ais, serba salah aku kalau tiap-tiap hari kerja, aku dok sibuk mengerjakan FB ngan wechat jer. Tau la aku praktikal IT kan. Hari ni hari ke-4. Hari-hari yang lain aku da habiskan masa tanya-tanya soalan dengan akak-akak manis kat sini dan jelajah beberapa tempat wajib staff tahu di sambil melayan internet di masa lapang. Bos, aku pun rilek jer tengok aku buat kerja aku. Janji tak kacau dia.

Nak dijadikan cerita, masa aku sibuk layan wechat, FB..Dapat satu notification of friend request. Aku pelik jugak la sebab aku jenis jarang nak add orang atau bagi orang add FB aku. "Haish, siapa la pulak yang add ni?" Apa lagi, aku skodeng la jugak mamat mana yang add tiba-tiba tu. Tengok friend, mutual friend kepada MUA yang aku add sebelum ni. Then, tengok status pulak, "hm, Photographer, Tera studio. Macam pernah dengar je." Banner, gambar event aku join. Satu-satu aku cek sampai ke photos. Masa cek tu, aku baru perasan siapa. "OhMai! Ni photographer yang ambil gambar casting hari tu."

Memang aku terus approve la. Da approve aku usha lagi sekali. Betul ke orang ni add aku. Macam musykil jer. Reason? Mengapa!? Eh, jadi macam excited+pelik pulak. Lepas solat tadi, hilang keterujaan aku. Then, cepat-cepat aku ingatkan diri," Cukuplah bermain hati, suka tu suka ni. Kan kita doa minta Allah tutupkan pintu hati ni sehingga betul-betul jumpa calon suami yang sememangnya jodohku." So, aku tolak ke tepi excited + happy tak tentu pasal tu. Jangan layan.

Now, aku fokus untuk menambah post di blog. Bos still tak bagi apa-apa kerja walaupun aku ada minta pagi tadi. Almaklumlah, aku hanya pelajar praktikal peringkat diploma. Apa aku bole buat adalah memerhati , tulis log book dan research apa-apa sendiri. Still, I don't mind. Mungkin ada baiknya. Who knows minggu-minggu akan datang bole jadi lebih sibuk :)

====================================================

Kata-kata Hikmah: Setiap perancangan sememangnya kelihatan indah namun keindahan itu bersifat sementara seandainya Allah tidak mengizinkan. Jadi, hayati masa sekarang sebaiknya. Merancang secara bersederhana bukan secara berangan-angan.

Post oh Post..

2013-12-11T11:07:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.h

Post yang lepas aku guna Inggeris..Tetiba kali ni aku pakai melayu pulak..Hadess.. Memang rojaknyer blog la.. Bole pening kalau orang yang baca blog aku ni..haha..LAntak. Ni kan ibarat diary online aku so ikut aku nak buat rojak ke..cendol ke..roti canai original tanpa mix telur ke.. (Ok, melalut ke makanan pulak sebab lapar.)

LAtely ni, aku macam agak malas-malas nak tulis. Opps! Bukan lately lagi da..sejak bertahun-tahun ni..ak makin malas nak online, taip and post..Nak set schedule post pun tak rajin. Ish ish ish..anak dara seorang ni.. (kalau ummi, mesti da geleng kepala tengok fi'il anak dia hok ni).

Pelik kan bila tetiba jer aku cakap hal post-post ni..padahal cam selalu jer aku cakap malas nak post. Actually, aku terpandang blog member ni nurulltohru.blogspot.com ..rajin bebenor dia mengepost di situ..Nak banding dengan aku ni, baru nak masuk berbelas post..Walhal da akhir tahun pun..aiseh man..

Lepas aku tengok dia punya, aku cek blog post aku..Sikiiit nyer..haha..terasa bangga pulak. Post yang paling banyak pun tahun 2011 iaitu 78 post..Wow, ape la yang aku post sampai banyak macam tu kan? Ni nampaknya tahun depan kena lebih produktif..Takkan nak biar bersarang lama-lama pulakkan (bak kata cik tohru la kan~)

InsyaAllah kalau online and tetiba teringat dekat blog, aku akan cuba jugak cari idea untuk post sesuatu. Andai kata aku terleka dengan dunia hiburan internet yang lain.......hehehe, hanya kata maaf mampu ku ungkap.. Miane :)

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Kata-kata hikmat: Jangan terperangkap di masa yang lalu mahupun terlalu risaukan masa hadapan yang belum tentu, sebaliknya nikmatilah masa sekarang yang sedang dilalui.

First Day Of Practical Training.....

2013-12-09T10:12:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.h.

Grateful to Allah today because I finally started my first day of practical training in TNB Dua Sentral Kuala Lumpur although got few hurdle the morning before starting my day. My mind drift while driving so I take a tricky road to office and I followed my intuition to try new road. So yeah, again, I made a wrong choice and almost end up being lost for my first day.

Once arrived, I kept on waiting at the TNB HQ car park for the bus to take me to my main office. I was confused for reason the bus is not there yet. Waiting and waiting and waiting kept me anxious. Oh Gosh! Where is the bus..Am I waiting at the right point? I don't wanna be late!! Feels frustrated tho.At last, the bus came at 7.30 and I arrived at main office at 7.45..LOL! Not really worth worrying when it takes only 15 minutes to arrive.

Ok, the story actually start here. I felt TOTALLY AWKWARD on my first arrival to the office without any adult accompany me. Feel totally alone there. Normally I went to TNB Office with my dad but today I was all alone..I feel nervous and didn't dare to watch anyone on their face. The funny thing is, I want to ask someone where HR department is and that lucky person (the one I'm asking) is actually my supervisor..Another big LOL.

Up I went to level 13 where the HR department is, place that I need to report myself in. Waiting there trying to shut off any negative thought and try to make myself comfortable is hard. People would anxiously looking at you. Who is this? A new staff? New IL (industri latihan)/ trainer? Someone's kid? You could see all that when they are looking at you.

Its the same when I was brought to meet my supervisor and my new placement. Everyone is wondering while I was maintaining my composure. However, I'm still glad that my supervisor is a nice madam. She explain it to me with a smile. Now, it still hard for me to socialize with the people around me. I'm afraid I would disturb them when I have no job to do since my supervisor is busy with her meeting for a whole day. My schedule for practical training is not arrange yet.

So lalala I'm waiting here at my desk online and reading stuffs..Writing and replying just to fill up my boredom time ;)

Politik oh Politik..Ape da..

2013-12-04T17:02:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.h~

Post hari ni berkaitan dengan ketidakpuasan hati pada politik di tanah airku (Malaysia). Entah macam mana boleh pulak aku terfikirkan hal ini. Walhal sbelum ni tak pernah terlintas pun nak ambil peduli. Hm, mungkin sebab ummi aku asyik komplen pasal politik tiap hari kat telinga aku kot. Almaklumlah, teman bicara politiknya (abah) berada nun jauh di pakistan..Hihi..

Hari ni aku duduk makan sambil menonton televisyen. Disebabkan ummi yang memegang remote control, aku ia kan setiap cerita yang ditontonnya. Sekali sekala je pun aku duduk melangut tengok tv dengan ummi. Dari satu channel ke satu channel, last-last ummi tengok sidang parlimen.. Hadess, politik lagi (ini hati aku yang cakap) -_-

Aku pun layan je la walaupun tak minat sangat. Lagipun kena fikir jugak, walau aku tak minat macam mana pun politik ni tapi apabila makin membesar, hal ini jugak yang akan dibahaskan oleh rakyat sekeliling. Duduk kat kedai-kedai makan pun bole dengar tau perbahasan ni. Nak pulak aku akan menjalani practical training. Mana la tau bos nak jadikan ni topik perbualan..hehe.

Ok, jauh pula membayang. Actually, aku cuma nak tekankan kat sini yang AKU MEMANG TAK MINAT POLITIK. Aku memang jenis yang suka neutral. Tak pilih mana-mana sebab aku malas nak gaduh-gaduh. Ish, tak suka lah kan kalau nak gaduh hanya sebab benda kecik camni. Sampai nak berenggang bagai, dari couple bole clash, kawin pun nak kena ikut hal kait politik, kerja pun kena kait politik..Oh PUHLizZ! Aku bukan jenis macam tu and tak suka macam tu!. Aku lebih suka dengar kedua-dua pendapat.

Tapi walau macam mana aku dengar & baca pun, bila sebut tentang kenaikan harga...Aku jadi macam bingung sebentar, naik geram sampai rasa macam nak mencarut-carut (Astaghfirullah..nasib baik ade pengganti zikir) Bukan apa sebab aku adalah salah seorang generasi akan datang. Bila aku mula membayangkan apa yang akan jadi in the future, aku jadi takut. Gaji permulaan rendah & bila dah tolak nak bayar bagai-bagai bil, aku rasa makan ikan masin pucuk paku je la mampu..sob sob.. Ok, namo fikir dah. Bak kata seorang member,"Live in the moment." Thats why right now I act like ignorant people who doesn't really care about politik negara.

But still, terus terang cakap, aku memang pernah terfikir nak duduk luar negara. Kahwin je dengan orang luar. Berhijrah. Nampak macam melarikan diri kan. Hehe, padahal aku ikut jer saranan ahli politik yang kata ,"kalau tak suka politik sini, pindah la negara lain." Tak salah kan?(Aku tak tau ni ayat siapa, dengar dari ummi jer pun) Opps..neutral neutral.. Nanti tak pasal-pasal tanam anggur jer sebab politik + kerja.. Yup, memang pernah terfikir hal pindah keluar tapi sebab bila fikirkan balik, sayang jugak sebab ini tempat lahirku. rasulullah sendiri sarankan kita cintakan negara. Rasulullah idol aku, takkan tak nak ikut pulak kan.

Hm, dah la..Penat tangan menaip jer (walau mulut tak berbuih berbicara).. Bukan dapat apa pun kalau cerita pasal ni (kepuasan hati ade la). Aku nak balik jadi neutral tapi ingat, walau orang tu berdiam diri macam mana sekali pun, jangan sesekali provokasi orang tu. Gunung berapi yang senyap jangan diledakkan. Nanti banyak bicara tersimpan yang pedih-pedih keluar. Mahu luka berlagu pasni..hihi.. Ok, sekian ;)

A little introduction of the old me

2013-11-21T19:56:00.002+08:00

There's one character I read in a book. The character reflect a bit of my old personality. If before, i would say,
" Ah, it's so sad to have people keep on saying you are arrogant, kerek and some other stuff (which not to ears liken) and normally it happened if I'm within guys."And again I said."I need to change so I would be like by both and comfortable to get close to."

A few years, month passed. i managed to change myself a little bit. Although not 100% but there's a change. But after that. I made up my mind again and said to myself,
" why should I mind them. That could also be my charm.A hidden charm which only valued to those who knows to appreciate. 'Arrogant girl' because they are not cheap. They have high value which they permit it only for their husband and those near-relatives. Being arrogant doesn't mean they are bad. It just that they have been use to self-control especially when it's near guys. So, why should I care about it too much? I keep my eyes from watching or seeing them because i'm scared syaitan would whisper to me and make me fall in love easily. I keep my mouth because i'm afraid it would hurt others and lower my voice because that's how I am teach in Islam. Every mean of attitude is because I'm afraid of Allah and it became a habit which eventually i did it without realizing it. But still, i said I want to change into a girl which easily surrounded by guys? Pffft.. Wtheck! Think again. Just be your arrogant self or whatever as long you know you did it because of Allah. They are not the one to give you value. If you are afraid not to found your soul-mate, your spousse, your lover or any related to 'LOVE' then erase that thought. There are so many way which you can found them by halal mean. By parents, friends, spying (ehem ehem) or by talking to their relatives. Just think of any good way than the need of dating and so on. Come on la. We are in modern days. Just use internet meh. Be a clever stalker."

However, things had changed a bit. I change myself to be able to communicate with both and sometimes jesting with them. Luckily, i don't change 100% and still have my arrogant feel. Thanks ummi and abah because your teaching method had made your daughter to be this kind of girl. Who knows her limit, who knows halal and haram in Islam. Who have fear in whatever wrong-doing she might done and repent on it. A girl that keep on trying to balance it between worldly and hereafter. Have fun but with limitation. Thanks Allah for giving me a good parent

Hua3..Already post it here..Cp from my Facebook account since one of my blogger friend asked me to post it here.. "Dah bersarang sangat" dah katanya. Hahaha..K fine~

Sekadar menasihati duhai Artis

2013-09-06T19:32:00.000+08:00

Actually I'm quite sad of the fact that seorang artis which has almost the same name as mine make a terrible things. Well, for me.. Artis means memberi contoh kepada masyarakat since mereka yang akan terpampang di televisyen Malaysia. Ramai orang akan mengenali mereka. Malahan, mungkin memberi contoh ikutan yang tidak baik kepada yang melihat.

Mungkin mudah untuk si dia mengatakan, "dah yang mereka sendiri pergi bangang tengok video bangang tu kenapa?" tapi tak tau ke oleh si artis ni bahawa mungkin ade orang yang admire lakonan dia dalam 'Biar mimpi sampai ke bintang' lalu mencari video berkenaanya di youtube dan terlihat perkara tersebut. Agak menyedihkan dengan realiti artis tempatan.

Bukan nak mengutuk tapi ingin saling menasihati. Perangai gila ada hadnya apabila ia berkaitan agama. Tak kata kita ini dijamin masuk ke syurga tapi ingin memperingati agar kita dapat berjalan bersama ke syurga. Nama Sharifah Sakinah itu sendiri indah bahkan Sakinah memberi maksud ketenangan. Setiap orang ada kegilaan mereka sendiri. Saya hormat itu namun ingin saya tegaskan "ALLAH MAHA PENGAMPUN" dan semoga si dia ini mendapat hidayah. -Doa dari seseorang yang mempunyai nama yang sama-

p/s: Peringatan juga buat duhai si penasihat/pendakwah. kata-kata yang hendak disampaikan perlulah berhemah bukan sehingga mencalar hati dan keegoan manusia kerana syaitan dan nafsu pandai bermain dengan kelemahan dan kemarahan kita sebagai manusia. Kata itu ibarat pedang yang tajam, contohilah sikap rasulullah dalam menasihati. Walau sekeras mana hati manusia, seandainya dibukakan Allah pintu hidayah maka cairlah jua hati itu :)

Saje jer Nak Post

2013-08-25T12:52:00.000+08:00

Hari ni tiba-tiba rasa macam nak post dalam bahasa melayu pula. Hanya sebagai sekadar coretan diari. Tapi itu tak bermakna kita kena tulis satu persatu ape yang kita buat hari ni kan. Sebab memang tak de ape pun buat. Cuma kemas-kemas rumah sikit lepas jamuan semalam.

Nak post gambar, leceh lah nk transfer masuk laptop. Semua dah post kat instagram jer.. hehe (followlah kalau nak @dvsweetsecrets) Ni rasa macam nak tukar background blog pulak. Da comei-comei widget tapi background nampak gloomy pulak. Haiyaiyai..

Kalau tengok macam ni je mungkin lah nampak macam ok. Cuba tengok part nak baca-baca pulak.. Fulamak, boring la pulakkan~

Tapi nak pilih warna apa yer bagi nampak ceria sikit.. itu pun satu hal juga. Nak kena fikir idea utk decorate money packet with theme festive season but sambil tu nak update juga blog ni bagi kemas & sedap mata memandang. Hahaha..Ok, mula nak melalut. Hantam pi je la warna apa pun~

Only Allah's Can Judge

2013-08-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.h

It's been quite awhile since I post something here..
Yeah, frankly I had been kinda lazy to write nowadays..
Its all android game fault (Ok, That's excuses) :P

Well, I got so many ideas to write before but since I got addict to
games, I started to forget how to write better..LOL
Anyway, that's not the reason i'm writing here (talk talk talk..)
I just had a blog-walking on Maria Elena's blog (which I hadn't done it long time)

I saw a video there which truly attracted my attention. Its about how we judge
people. We discriminate them based on appearance, based on hijab itself.
Here, try to look at it for awhile. It worth it ;)

Have you watch it? The message kinda cool right.
It is true I had never experience life without a hijab
(lie! you don't wear it when you are 6 yr old)
However, I knows how it feels to be judged. I experimented it in using different
kind of hijab. Normally, they would truly respect people with big hijab or people
with wearing niqab while underestimating those who wear small hijab
(which not cover your chest).

I won't judged those who judged me either they are better or not
because that is not my job and I myself is no better than others.
I do judged sometimes but Alhamdulillah I remembered that is not my place.
That is Allah's job and He's the only one can judge us.
It's ok to judged but remembered not to get overwhelm by your own
judgement because your judgement might not be true. Who knows if people changed
because of Allah's will power. That's a miracle itself to receive light from Allah (Hidayah).

We can try to give advice to change her for a better Muslim but we shouldn't give her a harsh way of advice. (That's how people nowadays. Nasihat tapi sinis. Sakit hati sungguh!) Rasulullah s.a.w never teach us to give bad treatment to those who differ from us. Instead, he showed humanity,kindness and morality. That is how Islam should be. Islam is a tender religion. It fulls of respect toward others. There are ways to do advice and Allah even open our ways by giving us a gift of prayers and du'a.

Anyhow, people do judge because their brain need to stimulate the
situation and adapt it with their current situation. However, we must keep it in mind
that we can't judge people more than Allah because,
" ALLAH'S KNOWS MORE THAN YOU DO. "

-To Be fame or Not To Be-

2013-06-11T18:43:00.001+08:00

There's no need for you to be the other you. Create your own image, your own fame. Who says the media is the only way for you to achieve that? Yes, that might also be oneof the easiest way to achieve fame but that's not what fame really is.

Famous in other word is being popular. A situation where people give attention to you, knows you wherever you are. Your face had been a cover of many magazines, billboard, webs and newspaper. But, have you ever thought for awhile the true meaning of fame?

Fame doesn't mean to be an artist, actors or models. Fame can also be achieve out of that scope. Have you thought that your contribution, your achievement in something could also be one of fame in life. That fame doesn't fade in a blink of time but it remain in the mind of

people who appreciate it. True fame give you people respect and known in society.

However, fame doesn't only come with happy ending story. The more fame you have, the more expectation people will put on you. Can you satisfied that expectation when people itself have no regard of satisfaction. They will keep on wanting for more. You need to keep on being unique for people to give attention to you for quite long time.

Therefore, being yourself is enough. Its enough when you get friends who acknowledge you. Friend and families who knows you inside out. Neighbors that remember your look, your name. There's no need to have big fame when it will soon be a burden on you. Secret fame is more satisfying rather than known fame.

Create your own image with whoever you are. Chill without restraint of being called ugly or annoying as long you know you yourself are happy. Let the negativity froze in the time of your cheerful smile cause Only Allah can Judge Whoever You Are. Feel Your own fame where only you knows how it feels without the need of searching for the fame itself because you know, fame in the eyes of Allah is enough for you as He keep watching you daily^^

-Care for nothing except for Allah's interest, InsyaAllah-

Global March to Jerusalem (GJM)

2013-06-09T14:19:00.003+08:00

Bertempat di dataran kemerdekaan Shah Alam pada 7 Jun lalu, beberapa NGO Malaysia telah bersama-sama menjayakan GJM dan para hadirin telah dijemput datang untuk bersama-sama menunjukkan sokongan terhadap Palestine. Acara ini bukan sahaja diadakan di Malaysia tetapi juga di negara Islam yang lain.
Aktiviti ini telah dihadiri artis tempatan, flashmobers,syabab palestie dan penyair tempatan bermula dari jam 8.00 malam hingga 12.00 tengah malam.

Terdapat juga jualan-jualan amal untuk menyelamatkan Palestine dan gerakan wanita Palestine yang digelar Rose to Rose (R2R) yang melakukan jualan bunga rose yang telah dibuat sendiri oleh wanita-wanita Palestine disana. Namu begitu, terdapat satu persembahan tradisioal yang betul-betul menarik hatiku ketika menyertai aktiviti ini iaitu dabke dance dari syabab Palestine.

Dabke Dance merupakan tarian tradisional yang terkenal di kalangan negara-negara arab seperti Palestine, Lebanon,Syria dan lain-lain. Pergerakan kaki dan kesatuan ahli kumpulan merupakan teras kepada tarian ini. Malahan, tenaga yang ditunjukkan ketika persembahan ini berjaya menarik minat penonton. Walaupun terdapat sedikit masalah teknikal untuk latar muzik namun persembahan itu tetap berjaya dilakukan kerana para penonton sendiri memberi sokongan.

Di sini saya sertakan contoh dabke dance ini. Maaf tak dapat tunjukkan persembahan sebenar pada malam itu kerana ketiadaan kamera untuk mengambil video : D Walaupun video nya tidak seberapa jelas namun ia hanya sebagai gambaran bagaimana Dabke Dance ini.

p/s: lagi seronok apabila dapat melihat tarian ini sendiri. Memang boleh ternganga mulut bila tengok. kaki pula rasa macam nak ikut bergerak sekali..haha

Dunia Penulisan Di Mataku

2013-01-09T16:07:00.000+08:00

Hari ini, Rose sengaje buat entry. Setelah sekian lama meninggalkan blog, rasa macam terpanggil pula ingin menulis.. Almaklumklah..dunia penulisan adalah dunia yang Rose rasa indah seandainya kita tahu cara untuk menggunakannya..

Biar tatabahasa semua lari. Biar bukan bahasa baku yang kita gunakan janji kita dapat meluahkan apa yang dirasa. Keluarkan segala isi hati, pendapat, cadangan dan komen yang terpendam menjadi jeruk di otak. Rose sendiri bukan pandai sangat dalam bab menulis ni..tak konsisten..hehe

Sebaliknya Rose rasa seronok bila bermain dengan kata-kata yang melambangkan siapa diri Rose. Kata-kata yang mampu membangkitkan kembali daya imaginasi Rose yang kadangkala terkubur begitu sahaja. Cuba lihat. Dalam sekejapan, ayat Rose sudah bertukar seolah Rose di dalam dunia novel, dunia penuh khayalan.

Mainan kata boleh menjadi bahaya, pedas namun ia juga boleh menjadi pengubat, suatu kata yang manis yang mampu membuat kita tersenyum. Secara tiba-tiba sahaja dunia ini akan menjadi indah. Secara jujurnya, Rose suka menulis. Beban perasaan, kesedihan yang terbuku..sentiasa terlepas begitu sahaja dengan menulis. Terasa seakan ajaib pula kan.

Rose ade cuba menulis sebuah cerita pendek. Inspirasi yang datang dari novel-novel thriller Ramlee Awang Mursyid yang berjaya membawa Rose ke dunia fantasi, menghayati jalan cerita sepenuh hati. Walaupun apa yang Rose tulis tidak sama isi nya dengan beliau yang sudah lama berkecimpung dalam dunia penulisan, namun serba sedikit Rose berjaya menggunakan cara penulisan beliau yang teliti.

Rose meminta sedikit pendapat kawan-kawan Rose mengenainya. Mereka tertarik dan setuju mengatakan bahawa ada unsur seram di dalam cerita tersebut walhal apa yang Rose cuba sampaikan akhirnya akan menggugat bayangan makhluk yang mereka cuba bayangkan itu. Dan kesudahannya sendiri akan membuatkan mereka tergelak sendiri. (Tak sabar pula nak siapkan)

Alamak! Terpanjang pula entry kali ni. Ok la. Sampai di sini sahaja kita berjumpa. InsyaAllah apabila tangan semakin gatal untuk menulis, hati semakin berkobar-kobar nak menulis, I will be here again. Sekian sahaja, Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera. -Rosemary Kauthar-

-Self-Reflection-

2013-01-07T16:11:00.001+08:00

This few days, I have felt this uneasiness, this tight feeling lingering my heart.
As thought it is telling me,

"Girl, do you remember your true responsibilities?"
"Do you acknowledge your negligent?"
"What have you done to prove your loyalty?"
"Are you really a good muslimah or it just an image for the public? A good image."

The last question struck me with thousands of guilt. Is the answer is TRUE or NOT TRUE?
My heart, my mouth, my mind are silenced from answering it. Normally, they would
always have an excuse answer lead by the syaitan but that day, none give any answer.

As I am dumbstruck by the question, my heart gave a melancholy cry of realization.
What have I been doing this few months, hours, minutes? My poor soul had starve for quite a time. Waiting for me to feed them the grand word, the zikrullah, the praise to ONE and ONLY god, 'ALLAH'. Yes, the ONE and ONLY, where our soul would one day return to.

Alhamdullillah, praise to Allah heartedly.. He gives me intellectual to think. He gives me feeling to feel His presence, to give my heart to. And most importantly, He showed me the right way, 'hidayah'. He created it knowing what is the best for me. Even in a hard time or an easy time. He always be there for me. Even when I feel alone, my consciousness know that He has always been watching me. Thank you Allah the most Merciful and Justice.

Re3 - Reuse,Reduce, Recycle

2012-12-26T19:27:00.003+08:00

I'm back here writing again..
Sorry cause my next post is about recycling and not about my trip to Pakistan..
Well, I'm stuck with this recycle poster now.. Too bad that my friends keep on hoping for me to finish theirs.. No way! I'm not gonna let them do their ways.. I will only help with the sketch and design..They need to do the colors :p

well..I'm gonna put that trademark in the poster i guess.. Daa~ too many works left on holiday..huhu..

Fighting Rose!! u can do it.. Finish it tonight n let them color tomorrow.. Friday, time to pass it up ^^

p/s: Although I'm still a bit blurry on how should i design it..hahaha..gonna take that challenge if i want to be a designer in the future <3 p="p">

Peace from me, Rose ~

Kosmo! Online - Negara

2012-09-12T21:07:00.002+08:00

klik link = Kosmo! Online - Negara

Maut Angkara Cinta Ditolak

Pada hari selasa, jam 5.15 pagi, 11 sept 2012 yg lalu..Kyn terkejut apabila tiba-tiba dikejutkan rakan sebilik agar memakai tudung atas arahan warden Lan. Mula-mula tu gelabah la jugak cari mana jubah ni, takkan nak tayang boxer kat warden pulak..Tapi tindakan kyn tu ditegah rakan sebilik. Rupa-rupanya, kami diminta agar menjenguk ke bawah melalui beranda tingkat 17.

Kelihatan warden Lan bersama 2 orang pengawal keselamatan dan juga seorang lelaki menunjuk-nunjuk ke arah kami. Apa yang dibualkan memang tidak kedengaran. Maklumlah, ground floor dengan 17 floor teramat lah jauh. Namun, rakan sebilik yang sedari tadi mendengar arahan warden Lan melalui telefon terduduk menggeletar. Pelik juga kyn apabila melihatkan keadaannya. Apabila ditanya, tiada sepatah pun yg mampu diberikan sebagai jawapan. Akhirnya, dia memberitahu bahawa warden Lan mahu datang ke rumah.

Terkejut, gelabah, cuak,risau, takut semua berkumpul dalam diri kyn.. Gila ke nak datang pagi-pagi buta begitu. Ada kes besar ke? Apa lagilah bala yang nak datang ni? Kentang putar tak siap lagi.. Kena sedia fizikal mental untuk masterchef kolej lagi. Tanpa berfikir panjang, kyn meluru masuk ke bilik untuk mencari jubah bagi disarung menutup segala aurat. Sedang menggelabah menyarung jubah, loceng yang ditekan dari luar berbunyi kuat. Alamak! warden Lan dah datang. kami berdua gelabah. Kyn meminta rakan tersebut membuka pintu sementara Kyn menyarung jubah sepenuhnya. Ketua rumah kyn yang sedang nyenyak tidur kyn kejut.

Warden Lan masuk dengan rupa gelisah,risau dan geram. Nada suaranya dikawal menyoal kami sebab-sebab tidak membuka pintu jam 4 pagi tadi. Hampir sejam mereka cuba untuk menghubungi ahli rumah kami namun gagal. Hampir pecah pintu diketuk ditendangnya. berpuluh miss call di dail namun tidak berjawab. Pihak polis wanita yang turut sama ketika itu juga bingung. Kenapa kami tidak memberikan kerjasama?

Sedaya upaya kyn dan ahli-ahli rumah yang lain memberikan keterangan yang sebenarnya. Kami semua tidak sedar atau terdengar apa-apa bunyi pun ketika itu. Kebetulan kami semua letih, penat dan mengantuk lalu tertidur dengan nyenyaknya. Warden Lan ragu-ragu dengan kenyataan kami. Keadaan ini terlalu kebetulan untuk tiada seorang pun mendengar loceng yang ditekan berkali-kali.

Setelah selesai segala urusan dengan Warden lan, kami meneruskan aktiviti kebiasaan kami pada waktu pagi. Ada yang bersiap untuk ke kolej dan ada yang masih seronok memberi pelbagai andaian dan kemungkinan tentang kes yang terjadi pada pagi itu (sila rujuk berita kosmo!) selang beberapa minit kemudian, kami dipanggil turun untuk memberi keterangan kepada pihak polis. Alhamdulillah mereka melayan kami dengan baik dan mereka menerangkan serba sedikit kejadian sebenar yang berlaku.

Sempat juga kyn dan kawan cuba bertanyakan budak-budak dari kolej lain andai mereka mendengar berita mahupun mengenali mangsa namun semuanya memberikan jawapan yang negatif. Alhamdulillah, melalui kejadian ini kyn memperoleh satu lagi kawan yang baru^^

Pada hari keesokannya (rabu, 12 sept 2012) kejadian malang yang menimpa gadis itu sudah diterbitkan oleh surat khabar kosmo!

-The End of The Long Story-

Good News Happy for Me :)

2012-08-29T17:54:00.001+08:00

Hi and anyeong :)

I'm fine and thanks..

Dude..what am I babbling alone here..Well, I think I jus have nothing to write here.. Many things untold but little things to be written..Waah (T^T)..serve me right..Its my fault for leaving world of writing for quite a long time.. Poor my baby blogger missing its Mister..sob..sob..

Nah..stop babbling nonsense..hehe.. Actually..there's few things that I want to write here..

First of all...............................

I can't wait for my brother's wedding...YAaaaAaahhhHh!! ^^ (truly super happy for him)

At first thought, i felt a pity because my close bro is going to get married and no more chance for me to be a good sis..hahaha..fancy of me..jus ignore it..but now..Go Get MARRIED bro..yeah~ I'm cheering for you..haha...let me be an auntie sooner..uhuk..uhhuk...(>.>) dats sound scary..err

Secondly,............................

I'm still waiting for a handphone for my present from my intan payung dad.. Stories are like this.. He called me saying he's coming home and..

I said " What?? How could I be the last one you tell about it..huhu..sampai hati...." my dad just laugh..

"ni kena kasi denda..untuk birthday nanti abah kena belikn kte henfon baru" laughing stop..

dad replied,"Oh, birthday akak bile?" -dush..mmg trbaik la soalan abah kn..-

Cute daughter : Ish abah ni..This saturday la..raya ke-7..huhu sampai hati..

Dad : haha..yela..tapi kena bajet la yer..

Cute Daughter : Hee <3 abah..="abah.." agak="agak" br="br" da="da" i="i" know="know" la="la" pun..ngeh3="pun..ngeh3">

the end....

After birthday, i wait for the moment to buy it and once again a conversation start..

a text coming in..tut..tut..open it, 'akak,jgn beli dulu..abah jumpa henfon touch yg lebih murah kt sini.'
I had replied it but he did not receive it and he called me..(I won't called him first..its pricey) Well, I told him to make sure its quality,durability,function n most of all a brand that could be found in Malaysia. I don't want difficulties with it later..And yup :) Its the phone that I had been praying before since their first launch..

HTC

-Wildfire S-

I just said lucky of me..I almost bought a samsung phone but the price is not according to my budget..

Anyway, still need to wait for my dad's return this september for my brother's wedding. Buzz.. My sister keep asking me when will i get married.. I could only smiled and replied not my time yet but u can get married first..hahaha..Its freaky when people ask me about married.. I'm not too sure of my answer..

Truthfully......I DO WANT TO GET MARRIED but NOT now...I have to carry my responsibilities as a first child before having another bigger responsibilities.. Dude..its not easy to find a perfect partner or a suitable partner that can accept you as who you are..and it scared me when someone ask me untuk masuk meminang..errr...kalau nak masuk jer tapi deal with my parents..not me because if its me.."hee..no comment"

-I prefer to be a prey rather than a predator- hee..ske hati je cilok ayat kawan sekolej kn :P

Kabare Blogger

2012-07-08T01:14:00.000+08:00

Salam and good day everyone^^

Wuah..lama rasanya eden dok bukak blog eden ni kan..

Adeh..kenapa tiba-tiba je cakap bahasa negeri ni..( kembang Ayu kalau baca entri ni..haha)

ANYWAY, (switching back to my usual english mode^^)
I just want to say hi here since I'm nore active in tumblr lately. Yeah..well..
I love uploading pictures there and show off my little creativity of photos art :p
Neh, it just an amateur work.. Be grateful I'm still posting it instead of keeping for myself.

After a few days of thinking whether I should post something or not here.. I realize that 'the ME' right now is not the same 'ME-in-Old-Day'.. Why? Kenapa? Because...I think I'm being a bit quiet lately. Faham-faham je la kan. Hidup di kolej ni susah kalau nak always stick dgn friends forever or you won't move on. Some people mungkin tak setuju dengan pendapat Rose ni sebab diorang kan FRIENDS FOREVER!!

And its different with me.. For me, as long as Allah bless our friendship then it doesn't matter how far or how less we communicate with each other because deep down in heart everyone remember and still care for that person.. Aduii, tak boleh bla kan ayat Rose kali ni. Itulah sebab Rose suka post kat sini malam-malam.. InsyaAllah and konpem banyak idea masuk.. Dah macam limpahan coklat nestle ke ladang gandum..hehe

One of the reason why Rose should start back the writing is because I need to continue my novel which I'm having difficulty with ideas of funny trick for my character..huhu..I need some help at that point. And I'm relieved that I had started back designing clothes after some inspiration today.

Besides that, I'm also grateful that I'm trusted to be project assistant although I'm not quite good myself (ececeh..merendah diri ni) and getting busy with my CLC club activities.. Duh, when will I focus on my study? FOCUS ROSE, FOCUS!! Your result is not increasing but you are so busy with these activities.. No more holidays for YOU! p/s: thats what my mom said..hehe..I just nod in agreement..haha

Oh gosh..its already 1 am and I'm still online here writing all this craps.. Since its already late, i need to finish my entry^^ Nighty nite everyone and have sweet nitemare~

p/s: jangan tidur lambat sangat nanti kulit tak dapat generate balik :) Before the end, for all blogwalkers.. Anda bolehlah melewati blog http://peliks.blogspot.com ini and mengintai gerangan empunya blog ini ye..

Salam semua <3

Club Carnival

2012-05-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

Wuah~ Its tiring and sometimes a bit bored keeping an eye on the booth..
Need to thicken my face with layers of courage since I'm really such a shy girl T^T
However,it still a great day since I met a lot different people by doing this activities..
I laugh, I smile and I get to be friendly with others although its hard to do it ^^

Anyway, there's still something more interesting than mention above in this whole week. <3
p/s: not telling ya :p

Cabin In the Wood

2012-04-30T14:26:00.000+08:00

Ok, Frankly, I watched a late night movie last thursday.. Its a new movie called "cabin in the wood".. there's only a few of options available at that time so we chose cabin rather than avengers.. Duh, i don't like that kind of superhero movie..

I thought its a horror movie with ghost or curse but actually its about ways of killing people as a sacrifice.. The end is a bit ridiculous but we know its a bout some religious opinion on 'the end of the world'..

Nah, whatever.. Not complicating my mind.. There's a lot of things happen that night but I won't write all off it here.. Doesn't have much time ^^

p/s: i steal bit of time in class to post this :p