Writer's Life Blog - E.M. Markoff | Diverse Dark Fiction & Inkblot Arthttp://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/Fri, 18 Jul 2025 02:41:46 +0000en-USSite-Server v@build.version@ (http://www.squarespace.com)When Writing Advice Becomes Toxic: Stop Policing My Identity as a Xicanawriter's lifeTo Nurture & KillE.M. MarkoffFri, 29 Mar 2024 15:49:10 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2024/3/28/when-writing-advice-becomes-toxic-stop-policing-my-identity-as-a-xicana56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:66065d2ce81be8408a26a95b

Grab your favorite drink and sit back, because I’m about to share with you why I don’t believe in a one-size-fits-all solution to writing or worldbuilding.

When I first published The Deadbringer in 2016, Amazon’s Kindle Direct Publishing platform was still a relative newcomer in the traditional publishing scene. Independent publishing wasn’t seen as a legitimate business (which it is) and was often referred to as “vanity publishing.” And for the record, you better believe I laughed out loud at that last bit.

In an effort to combat the stigma associated with self-publishing at the time, and to bring validity to my own work, I attended establishment book conventions such as WorldCon and SFWA, some of the biggest science fiction and fantasy industry award shows.  

I made it a point to be an active participant in these spaces and volunteered to moderate or be a speaker on panels. I jumped at any chance to read my work before an audience, which I discovered was something I genuinely loved. I also attended many panels about the ever-changing landscape of the indie publishing world, and on how I could improve my craft as a writer. This education (because that’s what it is) included writing workshops and critique groups.

After all, these particular conventions have been legitimized by the traditional publishing industry and are considered professional settings. Since I had no formal background in creative writing, I thought to myself, what better place to learn?

And who am I to question the professionals . . .

WHEN WRITING ADVICE BECOMES TOXIC

My experience with teachers in the Western academic setting has seldom been great: I struggle to learn and I often don’t present well, letting anxiety get the better of me. I’m much better at learning when in smaller groups or by myself, outside the standardized tests and other bureaucracy of the traditional “educational system.” But of course, that isn’t what the industry (or publishers, or employers) are looking for, and I’ve always been made to feel less because of it.

I carried that chip on my shoulder for a long time. It doesn’t help that in spaces such as SWFA and WorldCon there are those—almost always cis-, white males with hard-ons for European history—who weaponize their education to make you feel like you’re a fucking idiot.

I experienced first-hand the systemic racism within the science fiction, fantasy, and horror communities. It sucks to discover that you and your stories aren’t really wanted unless you’re willing to make a few changes—which in my case required erasing my identity. And this is that I’m a light-skinned Xicana with hazel eyes.

But I wanted to succeed, and opportunities that I otherwise would’ve never had came my way because I was an active participant in these legitimized spaces. So I sucked it up and dealt with it. There are a number of examples I could cite where my identity was policed, but I want to focus on the moment when I said to myself, Fuck this writing advice.

For a long time, I tried to follow the advice of other authors, both indie and traditional, to mold my brain to their styles, to conform my habits to theirs. I especially felt this pressure when I began working on the prequel novella To Nurture & Kill—a story about a wandering mercenary who has been tasked to care for a child with dark, dangerous powers. As background, part of the story is set in the city of Florinia, which is described as having a universal educational system and a festival dedicated to the local corn harvest.

And yet, at a writing workshop where I submitted the first 6,000 or so words of To Nurture & Kill for critique, I was told by some fellow authors in the workshop that Florinia’s educational system and its Corn Festival didn’t “work” because “none of these elements existed in medieval Europe, so readers will think that you don’t know what you’re talking about, and your story will be judged as bad writing.”

When I spoke up and mentioned that I wanted to see myself represented in fantasy and that while these elements might not have existed in medieval Europe, they did exist in Mesoamerica, I was met with the following: “Yes, but you have to understand that your readers don’t know that. All they’ll see is that you’re a writer who doesn’t know what they’re talking about and it will pull them out of the story. Think about trade.”

Of course, in the abstract “thinking about trade” is not bad advice, as it is important to think about what goods are native to your secondary world, which are imported, etc. But in this instance, these authors centered European Whiteness as the norm for a fantasy setting, as the default lived experience shared by all. The concepts of what educational systems existed, what trade items were available, were weaponized to white-wash my voice, my stories.

When I tried to further explain where I was coming from, I was talked down to and dismissed. I finally just shut up and let them explain to me why they were right, and why I was wrong. I just wanted the experience to be over.

This “well-meaning advice” fixated on how to improve my craft as a writer by eliminating the ethnic elements. The advice was not how to improve my writing or refine my worldbuilding, but to mold me into what these authors considered a Real Author. And to them, being a Real Author meant there was no room for my identity.

There Is a Difference

I’m grateful to the many BIPOC authors that have shared their experiences, who’ve started scholarships to attract more BIPOC talent, who’ve worked hard to obtain positions of authority within establishment institutions and to champion change from within. There is strength and healing in learning that you’re not alone in your experiences; it’s way too easy to gaslight yourself into believing the issues of discrimination and gaslighting don’t go that deep, when, in fact, they do.

Thankfully, now a few years further on, I’m very blessed to be in a writing group that gives me real, objective feedback on my drafts, like tips on how I can bring more emotion to scenes or characters, more excitement to a brawl, and so on. The difference between the condescension I experienced in the past and the good-faith critiques of my current group is like night and day.

Looking back, it’s terrifying to realize how lost I’d become, because of how BIPOC identities are policed under the guise of “well-meaning writing advice.” Because when all is said and done, policing BIPOC identities is another form of upholding Whiteness as the accepted lived experience; it says you’re welcome to sit at our table, but leave your culture at the doorstep.

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  • The Purple Rose in image three is original artwork created by Pink Pigeon Studio for Tomes & Coffee Press.

]]>Guest Post | The ‘Death’s Garden Revisited’ Playlist by Loren Rhoadsguest postbook recsShort StoriesE.M. MarkoffThu, 07 Apr 2022 21:03:54 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2022/4/6/guest-post-the-deaths-garden-revisited-playlist-by-loren-rhoads56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:624e328967b7e73716197938

When I put together the original Death’s Garden book in the early Nineties, I worried that its subject matter would be really dark. After all, I was asking people to write about their relationships with cemeteries. Instead, the book turned into a celebration of life, family, community, and so much more.

The first book came together almost by accident. When I decided to put together a sequel all these decades later, I was much more intentional about its contents. I was looking to underline my belief that every day aboveground is a good day. Cemeteries help to put so much in perspective.

One of the most fun things I’ve done to promote the second Death’s Garden book is to assemble a playlist. I asked each of the contributors for their “favorite cemetery song” and I left it up to them to decide what that meant. Not everyone participated. Some suggested more than one song.

The song I started with, “Ain’t No Grave” by Crooked Still, sets the pace for the playlist. It’s a propulsive pop country take on the old gospel song, with tight vocal harmonies and virtuosic banjo playing over standup bass. It wears its religious roots upfront, but I love the shade of meaning it gives to the song that follows: “Pet Sematary” by the Ramones, which was written for the soundtrack of the movie based on the Stephen King novel.

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The third song, “Bury Me Face Down” by grandson, was new to me, even though the single came out in 2016. It quickly became an earworm, as have a number of the songs on the list.

As a matter of fact, I was really proud of the spectrum of songs filling the list. They span from folk songs and murder ballads through country and gospel and from rock to Goth to Industrial to classics. There are a couple of instrumentals from movie soundtracks alongside “In Memory of Elizabeth Reed” by the Allman Brothers Band and “Dreams of Wounded Knee” by Native American recording artist Bill Miller.

Some songs, like “Pet Sematary,” were suggested by several people. Some songs, like “Long Black Veil,” were suggested by multiple artists, but I felt I could only choose one version. Even though I already had Johnny Cash on the playlist for “Ghost Riders in the Sky,” I felt like I had to go with his version instead of the cover by the Bastard Sons of Johnny Cash, which was also suggested. I personally like Hugh Laurie’s take on “St. James Infirmary,” but once someone chose Louis Armstrong’s classic, I was glad to include it.

When the contributors (including E. M. Markoff!) joined me for a party on Facebook last weekend, I suggested that everyone listen to the playlist as we conversed online. Even though we were scattered across the US and Canada, the comradery and common playlist brought us together. Songs about cemeteries can make you feel good.

See for yourself by checking out the playlist on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4S0255SPm7grf5NShTbLgT?si=a183ec1bca4749e4


You can preorder Death’s Garden Revisited on Kickstarter until April 16: https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/lorenrhoads/deaths-garden-revisited-relationships-with-cemeteries

About the Author:

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Loren Rhoads is the editor of Death’s Garden: Relationships with Cemeteries and Death’s Garden Revisited. She’s also the author of 199 Cemeteries to See Before You Die and Wish You Were Here: Adventures in Cemetery Travel.

Book Blurb:

Genealogists and geocachers, travelers and tour guides, anthropologists, historians, pagan priestesses, and ghost hunters all venture into cemeteries in Death’s Garden Revisited.

They discover that cemeteries don't only provide a rewarding end to a pilgrimage, they can be the perfect location for a first date or a wedding, the highlight of a family vacation, a cure for depression, and the best possible place to grasp history. Not to mention that cemetery-grown fruit is the sweetest.

Spanning the globe from Iceland to Argentina and from Portland to Prague, Death’s Garden Revisited explores the complex web of relationships between the living and those who have passed before.

]]>I'm a Contributing Author for the Kickstarter Campaign 'Death's Garden Revisited: Relationships with Cemeteries' (Project Ends 4/16) book recswriter's lifeShort StoriesE.M. MarkoffWed, 06 Apr 2022 17:00:00 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2022/4/2/contributing-author-kickstarter-campaign-deaths-garden-revisited-relationships-cemeteries56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:6248f21c8ddad257b3acaec1

Aside from working toward the upcoming publication of The Faceless God (ebook pre-order is now available on Amazon), I also have a short personal essay that will be published in Death's Garden Revisited by Loren Rhoads (author of 199 Cemeteries to See Before You Die). Her new book, which she is funding through Kickstarter, collects 40 powerful essays, complete with pictures, to illustrate why people visit cemeteries. This death-positive project has already exceeded its $1,000 goal and has unlocked a fair number of its stretch goals, including "online reading by contributors via Zoom"! I love reading my work to an audience and look forward to doing so in the near future.

My essay is about my trip to the Olšany Cemetery during the winter, and if you want to learn more please consider donating to the Kickstarter campaign. Pledges start as low at $5, which gets you a vintage cemetery postcard from the author’s own personal collection. The book will be in color and in addition to my essay, I’m also contributing my own pictures from the Olšany Cemetery. And because I had so many to chose from, below is a taste of what the pictures will look like. Please note that these pictures won’t be in Death’s Garden Revisited. I want to keep the pictures that are in the book a surprise :)

Only two more stretch goals remain, and if the project reaches $5k then the book release party will be held in a cemetery!! My black heart couldn’t be happier. I know Kira from the Ellderet series would totally be on board with this project; it’s most certainly his cup of coffee. Fun fact: the campaign was backed by author Brandon Sanderson -- yup, that Brandon Sanderson!

Stay tuned for a guest post from Loren Rhoads where she talks about the playlist of favorite cemetery songs she put together for Death’s Garden Revisited!

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Wishing everyone a wonderful day!

EMM

]]>Fuck Cancer. The Faceless God ebook is Still Being Published on 8/27/2022The Faceless GodThe Ellderet Serieswriter's lifeE.M. MarkoffMon, 04 Apr 2022 20:00:00 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2022/4/1/fuck-breast-cancer-the-faceless-god-ebook-forthcoming-amazon56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:6247b47acd48dd2cef0c2a75

Note: The information in this post was originally published in my Newsletter of the Cursed on 3/31/2022. It’s been edited and revised for this blog.

Welcome to the first post of 2022! I hope the New Year has been kind and that everyone is staying safe. So, I'm just going to jump straight into what's been going on with me as it's directly affecting my career. I found a lump on my breast the same evening I got back from Rose City Comic Con in early September of last year. I was not seen by a doctor until November, but eventually my biopsy came back positive for breast cancer, more tests ensued, and on January 19 I had a lumpectomy. On the positive side, the tumor was small and hadn't spread beyond my breast. But on the negative side, the pathology report and genomic testing showed the cancer was fairly aggressive. To make sure it's gone for good and doesn't come back, I started chemotherapy in March and will be continuing treatment until May, and then undergoing radiation.


Needless to say, this all sucks, but I'm not going to let cancer fuck with the world of the Ellderet. More than anything, I want to put The Faceless God in your hands, my dear readers. The Faceless God ebook is still on schedule to be published on 8/27/2022 through Amazon. The paperback will follow shortly after, as it takes a bit more work for me to assemble (formatting, interior artwork, new chapter headers, etc). In the meantime, you can download a sneak peek over on BookFunnel, including the prologue and the first two chapters. Please note the artwork on the sneak peek cover is not the final cover art for TFG.

The next couple of months are going to be intense, but to quote a lyric from one of my favorite songs by Nine Inch Nails, "nothing can stop me now." You can now pre-order The Faceless God ebook on Amazon, and know that your pre-order helps put my stories in front of other readers.

Thank you for coming along with me on this crazy ride that is a writer’s life!!

Teipanoc (laters),

EMM

To Nurture & Kill: An Ellderet Tale (Book 0)
 To Nurture & Kill: An Ellderet Tale (Book 0) The Deadbringer (The Ellderet Series, Book 1)
 The Deadbringer (The Ellderet Series, Book 1) The Faceless God-Part One: Spirits & Ash (The Ellderet Series, Book 2; ebook)
 The Faceless God-Part One: Spirits & Ash (The Ellderet Series, Book 2; ebook)]]>Guest Post | Redemption by Catherine Schaff-Stumpguest postE.M. MarkoffFri, 29 Oct 2021 19:02:00 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2021/10/29/guest-post-redeemable-villains-catherine-schaff-stump56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:617c34206a59db1e8448f00a

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Like most readers, I know what I like. I have a weakness for troubled souls who turn it around. For me, the redemption arc is one of the most satisfying aspects of a good book.

 A casual skim of my bookshelves stories where characters become better in spite of themselves. There’s Pride and Prejudice, where Lizzy Bennett and Fitzwilliam Darcy give up their biases for love. On the shelf below it, I see The Count of Monte Cristo, where even revenge-driven Edmond Dantes learns how to forgive and start a new life. The list goes on: The Last Unicorn, where Schmendrick figures a few things out; the Rivers of London series, where I’m eagerly watching to see if Lesley May comes out the other side of her descent into angst-laden bad decision making; and The Adventures of Kavalier and Clay, in which the titular characters have to learn that the decisions that allow them to be true to themselves are the only decisions that allow for their redemption. Even the book my new novel The Wrath of Horus is patterned on, Dante’s Inferno, is a story about a guy turning his life around in the right direction because damnation is a bad option.

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 I enjoy writing the redemption arc as much as I enjoy reading it. The Wrath of Horus is book three of the Klaereon Scroll series, and it is a descent into darkness for all the characters, but especially for Gregorius Klaereon. When we first meet Gregorius, he is the quintessential bad boy. I mean, come on. Look at his Byronic picture on the cover!

 Gregorius has been guided toward his Trial with the god Horus by Horus himself, who has taught Gregorius he is better than everyone else, just like Horus is. Greg swaggers and talks with his fists, but something that Horus hasn’t taught Greg lurks beneath the surface of Greg’s actions. Greg believes he is responsible for causing the deaths of his parents. His bravado and his aggressive posture keep people away from this essential truth: In Greg’s mind, he is unlovable, and those who get close to him get hurt. In the book, Greg is abused, and he feels deep down he deserves it.

 I have writer friends who don’t like Greg, who find him distasteful and irredeemable, a petty bully they have little empathy for, who makes the people around him suffer. What makes a character potentially redeemable? There’s a line I think can’t be crossed. As we launch The Wrath of Horus, I’ve posted an article elsewhere about Set, who I don’t think I can redeem, based on the severity and brutality of his crimes. Set’s motivations also make him irredeemable. Greg, on the other hand, has possibility.

 Greg suffers because of Set. If redemption is partly suffering, as Dante suggests it is in The Inferno and Purgatorio, Greg goes through the physical act of paying for his sins. Greg comes through his experience to understand both himself and others in different ways. Most importantly, Greg understands from his family and friends that he doesn’t deserve suffering, that he doesn’t need to drive people away, that he can be loved.

 What happens in the next book, The Wisdom of Thoth is largely up to Greg. I can’t tell you for sure if he is destined for redemption, because I haven’t written that book yet, but I do know the door is open, and Greg has the option to step through.

 And I am a sucker for a good redemption arc after all.

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Cath Schaff-Stump writes fiction for children and adults, from humor to horror. She is the author of the Klaereon Scroll series and the Abigail Rath Versus series. She lives and works in Iowa, teaching English. You can find her online at Facebook, Goodreads, Amazon, @cathschaffstump, and cathschaffstump.com, and follow her Kindle Vella serial The Autumn Warrior and the Ice Sword.

About The Wrath of Horus

For Gregorius Klaereon, his Trial with the god Horus isn’t about winning or losing. It’s about the fight. His temperament aggressive, his anger on display for all to see, Greg is a direct contrast to his brother Marcellus, the perfect Lord Klaereon, the prophet who can do no wrong. How Marc tolerates Greg is a mystery to Greg himself, especially as Greg knows deep down that Greg is responsible for the deaths of his parents.On the eve of the Klaereon birthday celebration, two days before Greg’s Trial, Greg fights with his cousin Flavia Borgia, and the two of them activate a reality shard which sends them, Marc, and others to the Abyss. There, they are judged and scattered throughout the nine circles. Greg, alone, discovers his Trial was the least of his worries as he is confronted by Set, the god of destruction, in a desolate landscape where his shadow powers no longer work. While Greg endures, certain his rightful punishment has found him, Marc and the others scramble to reunite, rescue Greg, and make their way to the Golden City of the banished Egyptian pantheon, desperate to find a way home.

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]]>Guest Post | The Heart of This Morbid Life by Loren Rhoadsguest postE.M. MarkoffFri, 22 Oct 2021 17:00:00 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2021/10/21/guest-post-loren-rhoads-death-positive-movement-essay56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:6171b7982f90661f7cd5cf0f

Original image provided by Loren Rhoads

When I was a kid, I went to a sleepover at a friend's house. Her family were strict evangelical Christians, which makes what happened later even more inexplicable.

There were a gang of us there, all sixth-grade girls: Sherry, the two Lisas, Raeann, and me. I wonder now if we were celebrating someone's birthday, but it was so long ago that I don't remember. For that matter, I'm not sure who suggested we play "light as a feather, stiff as a board." Sherry and the Lisas all had older sisters, so one of them must have learned from an older girl.

When it was my turn, I sat in a high-backed wooden chair, arms on the armrests, eyes closed. Sherry stood behind me, rubbing her fingers lightly in circles over my temples. The point was to hypnotize me. Everyone repeated "Light as a feather, stiff as a board" over and over.  Sherry shushed the other girls when they giggled.

My body relaxed by degrees, slumping into the chair. Eventually, I felt as if my soul flew out of my body, rushing upward toward the ceiling. I traveled through the house, which looked like a model or doll house, like a rat's maze with no roof. I watched her dad watching TV in the bedroom and her sister talking on the phone.

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Back where my body sat in the dining room, my friends each stuck out two fingers on both hands. They slipped their fingers under my thighs and butt and lifted my body off the chair. I'm not sure how far they planned to raise me, but the process was complicated by the arms of the chair. As they tried to work out how some of them could hold me up while the others reached around the chair's arms, I could hear their voices as if at a distance.

When they juggled, then dropped me, I woke up from the trance.

It was the most incredible experience. The things I saw seemed so very real, things that eleven-year-old me would have had trouble imagining.

That's the mindset that's informed the rest of my life and led to my newest book. This Morbid Life is a memoir told through essays: stretching from taking prom pictures in a cemetery in the rain to spending a couple of days in a cadaver lab, from traveling the world to visit dead people in museums to standing beside my brother's coffin, from smuggling absinthe before it was legal to eating bugs for fun. I hope you'll join me on my adventures.

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Loren Rhoads is the author of 199 Cemeteries to See Before You Die and Wish You Were Here: Adventures in Cemetery Travel. She was the editor of Morbid Curiosity magazine and the book Morbid Curiosity Cures the Blues: True Tales of the Unsavory, Unwise, Unorthodox, and Unusual. Her most recent book is This Morbid Life, a memoir comprised of 45 death-positive essays.

About This Morbid Life

What others have called an obsession with death is really a desperate romance with life. Guided by curiosity, compassion, and a truly strange sense of humor, this particular morbid life is detailed through a death-positive collection of 45 confessional essays. Along the way, author Loren Rhoads takes prom pictures in a cemetery, spends a couple of days in a cadaver lab, eats bugs, survives the AIDS epidemic, chases ghosts, and publishes a little magazine called Morbid Curiosity.

Originally written for zines from Cyber-Psychos AOD to Zine World and online magazines from Gothic.Net to Scoutie Girl, these emotionally charged essays showcase the morbid curiosity and dark humor that transformed Rhoads into a leading voice of the curious and creepy.

 “Witty, touching, beautifully written, and haunting — in every sense of the word — This Morbid Life is an absolute must-read for anyone looking for an unusually bright and revealing journey into the darkest of corners. Highly recommended!” — M.Christian, author of Welcome To Weirdsville

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 ]]>Happy Indigenous Peoples' Day 2021writer's lifeE.M. MarkoffTue, 12 Oct 2021 03:26:10 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2021/10/11/indigenous-peoples-day-202156e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:6164f833ddd4d97f9f599b6c

Happy Indigenous Peoples' Day ✊

It's important to remember that the indigenous peoples of the Americas are alive today and that they are not just an anecdote in a history book. Their cultures, beliefs, and stories are not static, are not relegated to the past, and exist in the here and now.

Too often, indigenous peoples and their ways of life are treated as extinct, or as some exotic curiosity. For example, the History Channel’s Ancient Aliens show boldly states in the episode description that the "Mayan people vanished" while the episode appears to imply they collaborated with extraterrestrials. Sadly, I remember growing up believing that the Mexica (Aztecs) were wiped out, because it was what my American history class taught.

But this type of misinformation can be stopped if more people speak up and call it out as the erasure and exploitation that it is. One way to do this is by advocating for a curriculum that centralizes the indigenous experience from the perspective of indigenous peoples, such as teaching the awful truth about the history of Indian Boarding School policies in the United States. Or maybe the next time someone says that an indigenous group is "extinct" or that their culture is "dead," correct that person and let them know that’s not true. I know this is easier said than done, especially if you're in an environment that isn't BIPOC friendly or overly emphasizes European and Western values. Unless we speak up, change can't happen, so let's work together to make change happen.

Read more about historical Indian Boarding School policies. H/T to @speaknahuatl for the link to The National Native American Boarding School Healing Coalition.

]]>List of Audio Drama Links for The DeadbringerAudio DramaThe DeadbringerE.M. MarkoffThu, 26 Aug 2021 17:26:56 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2021/8/9/audio-drama-links-deadbringer-new-episodes56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:6111e3ecdd6e3f30b8f348c2

If you’re a fan of Horror, I highly suggest you check out HorrorAddicts.net, a podcast that discusses and reviews horror entertainment. The podcast is in its 16th season with this season’s theme being Cultural Horror. It’s a great way to discover BIPOC authors and creators from all over the world. And I’m one of the authors featured in season 16, with the first ten chapters of The Deadbringer being serialized for audio!!

I’m grateful to HorrorAddicts.net for producing The Deadbringer audio drama and for giving my book a home on their bi-monthly podcast. HUGE shoutout to the voice actors who volunteered their time and labor.

You can check out some behind the scenes of me recording my lines and working on the scripts over on my IG Highlights. I’ve also been keeping notes of what recreating The Deadbringer for audio has been like and plan on posting a blog about my experience in the future, so I hope you’ll look forward to that.

Below are the web links to each of the HorrorAddicts.net podcast episodes, with The Deadbringer audio drama embedded within their respective episodes.

List of Audio Drama Links for The Deadbringer

Episode 1: The Shining City (HorrorAddicts.net Ep 192; Theme: Black Vampires)

Episode 2: Locked Doors (HorrorAddicts.net Ep 193; Theme: Okinawan)

Episode 3: The Bastion (HorrorAddicts.net Ep 194; Theme: Gothic Romance)

Episode 4: Corpse Road (HorrorAddicts.net Ep 195; Theme: African)

Episode 5: Corpse Hill, Part 1 (HorrorAddicts.net Ep 196: Theme: New Zealand)

Episode 6: Corpse Hill, Part 2 (HorrorAddicts.net Ep 197; Theme: Time Travel)

Episode 7: Rain of Blood (HorrorAddicts.net Ep 198; Theme: African American)

Episode 8: Sleep (HorrorAddicts.net Ep 199; Theme: Mexican)

Episode 9: A Chance Encounter (Theme: 200th Show Special)

Episode 10: Revelations, Part 1 (Theme: African American)

Episode 11: Revelations, Part 1 (Theme: Polynesian/Pacific Islander)

Episode 12: Time, Part 1 (Theme: African American)

Episode 13: Time, Part 2 (Theme: Diversity in Horror)

Note: The audio will be compiled all in one before season 17 of HorrorAddicts.net (April 2022).

Cast of Voice Actors for The Deadbringer

Intro/Outro Theme song for The Deadbringer audio drama

Produced by

  • HorrorAddicts.net

Scripts by

  • E.M. Markoff with assistance from Emerian Rich

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]]>Reader Photo Spotlight: @tldr_bookreviewsreader spotlightE.M. MarkoffTue, 10 Aug 2021 02:13:11 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2021/8/9/reader-photo-spotlight-tldr-bookreviews56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:6111d8518bacc9199f8e3791

AN ODE TO ELLDERET READERS, WHO ARE SOME OF THE DAMNED BEST PHOTOGRAPHERS 💙⚔️

This month’s featured reader is @tldr_bookreviews! Many thanks to her for the lovely photograph of The Deadbringer. Give her a follow at @tldr_bookreviews.

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]]>Mexica New Year 2021: The Year of Chicnahui (9) Calli (House)writer's lifeE.M. MarkoffFri, 12 Mar 2021 23:31:45 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2021/3/12/mexica-new-year-2021-chicnahui-9-calli-house56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:604be8003a262052f3a74b0c

Welcome back <3 I hope everyone’s March has been going well. Quick post sharing an event to celebrate Mexica New Year, 9 House. This link will take you to the website where you can find all the deets. The first event starts tomorrow at 6 am with a live Sunrise Ceremony.

Stay safe and healthy, everyone!

Happy Mexica New Year from me and Kanoqui!

]]>Winter Storm: How to Help Texas | Donation Links (Homeless, Immigrants, Elderly)writer's lifeE.M. MarkoffSat, 20 Feb 2021 00:08:53 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2021/2/19/winter-storm-help-texas-donation-links56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:603031e17c19705635f75336

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I was born and raised in Texas, and it’s not an understatement to say that the infrastructure for this kind of weather does not exist. I was there in 2011 for the last winter storm, and I sure as heck didn’t know what I was doing. When I saw the ice on the car windshield, I went back inside the apartment trying to find something I could use to scrape the ice off (I heard credit cards are good??) without scratching the glass.

And then my husband presented me with an ice scraper specifically made for, well, scraping the ice off of the glass without causing damage. Unlike I, who’d never lived in a place with four seasons, my husband knew how to respond to the ice and even had specialized equipment at hand. With that tool, scraping off ice was as easy as wiping down a windshield at the gas station. By the next day, the snow that had fallen on the ground was already beginning to melt.

Unlike San Francisco, Texas was built for hot weather: Heavy-duty air conditioners and ceiling fans are a major thing (that being said, whenever San Francisco has a heat wave, I think about those air conditioners).

BIPOC, immigrants, the elderly, the disabled, and the homeless are often the communities that are hardest hit during the best of times. And now is not the best of times, which means that every little bit helps. And please, let’s not forget the children and parents who are caged within ICE facilities, who on a “normal” day are already mistreated. Facing adversity is never easy, but its even harder when you’re surrounded by strangers who are actively keeping you separated from your family. There’s nothing worse than feeling abandoned.

Below you will find a collection of links.

Dear Texas Peeps, my heart is with you <3

EMM

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Ending Community Homeless Coalition (ECHO)

Based in Austin/Travis County, their mission is “to provide dynamic, proactive leadership that engages policymakers and the community to end homelessness.”

https://www.austinecho.org/


La Monarca Foundation

A smaller organization based in Dallas, Texas that helps undocumented families in Texas.

https://lamonarcafoundation.org/


Family Eldercare

Situated in Central Texas (Austin and Georgetown), Family Eldercare “ensure that older adults, at-risk veterans, and adults with disabilities receive the care they need to thrive in their community.” They’ve been around since 1982. The link below will take you to their donation page set up specifically because of the winter storm.

https://www.familyeldercare.org/


Houston Food Bank

Founded in 1982, the “Houston Food Bank distributes food and other essentials to those in need through a network of 1,500 community partners.” They also “provide programs and services aimed at helping families achieve long-term stability including nutrition education, job training, health management, and help in securing state-funded assistance.” They have a great winter storm page with information for those who need help and those who want to help. There is also a useful map to help you find Houston Food Bank near you.

https://www.houstonfoodbank.org/winterstorm/

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You can find the document in their LinkTree under “Updated Resources for Texas Winter Storm.”

 
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Angry Tias & Abuelas donation link to help asylum seekers along the Texas border:

https://secure.actblue.com/donate/atargv

 
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]]>Reading "Leaving the #9" on 12/9 + the Meaning Behind CuetlaxochitlAuthor ReadingLeaving the #9E.M. MarkoffFri, 04 Dec 2020 00:01:25 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2020/12/3/story-hour-2020-ghost-story-poinsettia-cuetlaxochitl-history56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:5fc94235e0e2ac7dd20488ff

"All I could make out was that her skin was a warm sandy brown, like mine, her lips full and stained a deep red, like a cuetlaxochitl." - from "Leaving the #9"

Morning, everyone! I'll be joining Anya Martin (Sleeping with the Monster) for Story Hour hosted by Laura Blackwell and Daniel Marcus. When: Dec 9 at 7pm PDT/10pm EDT via Zoom and Facebook Live! I'll be reading my short ghost story "Leaving the #9." Check it out!

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In the story, I include both Spanish and Nahuatl, which is one of the many native languages of Mexico and is still spoken today by 1.7 million people. I describe one of the character's lips as being stained a deep-red like a cuetlaxochitl, which you might know as the "poinsettia" or "noche buena" for Spanish speakers.

While doing research for this story, I learned that the poinsettia was co-opted after colonization and had its indigenous origins rewritten to accommodate its new Christmas narrative. The name cuetlaxochitl means “mortal flower that perishes like all that is pure" and also symbolizes the life force of blood. The flower was introduced to the United States by then-U.S. ambassador to Mexico, Joel Roberts Poinsett, who apparently hated the native indigenous peoples. Surprise, surprise (not really), the native flower was named after him, with no recognition of its indigenous roots.

I grew up knowing this flower as the "flor de noche buena" and associating it with Christmas and thus Catholicism--colonialism at work, y'all. Not until I wrote "Leaving the #9" did I learn its true origins, and it broke my heart to learn of the erasure. Mexica (Aztec) history is not ancient; it's a culture and a people who are still very much alive to this day. So now that you know the truth, next time you see this lovely flower, you'll know its history ❤️

Have a great day!

Please check out these sources for more information over the cuetlaxochitl: https://bit.ly/33AwbOk, https://bit.ly/3lCPFrA

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]]>Reader Photo Spotlight : @tanyainbooklandreader spotlightE.M. MarkoffTue, 01 Dec 2020 23:53:14 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2020/12/1/reader-photo-spotlight-december-2020-tanyainbookland56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:5fc6d33e7995075abdd06417

An ode to Ellderet readers, who are some of the damned best photographers 💙⚔️

This month’s featured reader is @tanyainbookland! Many thanks to her for the lovely photograph of The Deadbringer. Give her a follow at @tanyainbookland.

 
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]]>Bosses from Hell, by Loren Rhoads | A Post about Asmodeus from As Above, So Belowguest postE.M. MarkoffWed, 02 Sep 2020 22:00:00 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2020/9/1/bosses-from-hell-loren-rhoads-guest-post-paranormal-romance56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:5f4eea9af4f8f06edd840eb3

Jacques Auguste Simon Collin de Plancy’s Dictionnaire Infernal

A note from me (EMM): Welcome back 💙 I hope you enjoy this post by author Loren Rhoads. Want to know my thoughts over Lost Angels and Angelus Rose? Check out my review!

 

Book Blurb

Angelus Rose: As Above, So Below #2

by Loren Rhoads & Brian Thomas 

If Romeo had wings and Juliet a barbed tail, could they find happiness in the City of Angels?

After their escape from the ashes of Lost Angels, the succubus Lorelei and the angel Azaziel want nothing more than to enjoy each other's company. Unfortunately, Asmodeus, the Demon Prince of LA, has threatened to devour Lorelei's new-grown soul if she doesn't bring about Azaziel's downfall. Meanwhile, Aza is keeping secrets of his own that threaten the tenuous peace between Heaven and Hell.

Three archangels come to town to try to set things right, but friendships are fracturing. The demon in charge of fallen angels is sniffing around. And Los Angeles is about to be caught between a devil and the deep blue sea.

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Bosses from Hell

by Loren Rhoads

Photo provided by Loren Rhoads | Jacques Auguste Simon Collin de Plancy’s Dictionnaire Infernal

My first real "adult" job was working as the private secretary for one of the main lecturers at the Dental School at University of Michigan. Bradley was an intimidating man, large, with a booming voice when he lost his temper. He got angry at his lab assistants a lot. He didn't shout at me, because my work was strictly a prestige thing for him. He didn't have enough filing or typing for a full-time secretary, but he liked to have someone around to jump when he called.

Sounds pretty much like any secretarial job, doesn't it? What made this one traumatic was that we all worked in an animal testing lab. The lab assistants were vivisecting rats and lambs, mapping the connections between their taste buds and brains. I wrote in Morbid Curiosity Cures the Blues about what pushed me to quit that job, but I'd never written about it in fiction...until I started exploring the relationship between the succubus Lorelei and Asmodeus, the demon in charge of running Los Angeles.

Asmodeus, like my former boss, could make things really fun. Bradley would spontaneously take all of us out for a lavish Indian feast or invite us to his beautiful home for Christmas dinner. Those invitations weren't optional. He could be incredibly generous and he loved to teach, but I developed bursitis in both shoulders while trying to file things in his massive, heavy cabinets. I was too young to know I could complain about the conditions. Everyone else had made a devil's bargain for the boost they could get in their graduate studies and eventual careers.

Omar Shariff

When I set out to create the character of Asmodeus, I wasn't thinking about Bradley at all. Instead, I had in mind Omar Shariff, especially in Lawrence of Arabia: darkly handsome, on the edge of violence, quick as a snake. 

Asmodeus is a Persian devil, mentioned in the Bible as a false god worshipped by the Syrians. In the Book of Tobit, Asmodeus slew the seven bridegrooms of Sarah before they could consummate their marriages. The demon was eventually outwitted by the angel Rafael and banished to Egypt. Brian and I worked that mythology into our book Angelus Rose.

By the Middle Ages, Asmodeus was considered one of Seven Princes of Hell, each a personification of a deadly vice. Asmodeus served as the demon of lust, credited eventually with inventing carousels, dancing, drama, and music. He commanded 72 legions of demons and oversaw the gambling houses in Hell.

Traditionally he's represented as having three heads, but I prefer the 18th-century French description of him as the limping devil. It's said he was lamed when he fell from Heaven.

In the As Above, So Below books, Lorelei talks about Asmodeus as a boss who knew how to make it fun to serve him. She sasses him, but she doesn't forget that once he punished her by piercing the bone spurs atop her wings and locking them together for months. He plays on the jealousy between Lorelei and her sister succubus Floria -- and the competition both succubi feel toward the temptress Yasmina. He never makes it any secret that all of them are expendable, if it advances his power in this world.

In my short story "Never Bargained for You," Asmodeus appears to be an entertainment agent with a mansion above Laurel Canyon. Lorelei works as a talent scout, using sex to lure bands into signing over their souls for fame and fortune. (The story is available to read for free at Bookfunnel. Here's the link: https://dl.bookfunnel.com/5tecny8c9j) (EDIT 9/2: The link was broken, but it’s now fixed!)

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By the start of the book Lost Angels, Asmodeus has staged a coup and overthrown Beelzebub to become the Prince of LA. He has minions running talent agencies and horse tracks. He owns dance clubs and restaurants. His organization has tendrils throughout the entertainment industries of LA. Lorelei is happily working amidst them, capturing souls for the glory of her boss and Hell...until she sees the angel Azaziel drinking at her master's bar one night and follows him home.

It was really fun to write for Asmodeus. I hope he comes off as frightening and capricious as my boss Bradley used to be.

Excerpt

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Asmodeus, Prince of Los Angeles

excerpt from Lost Angels by Loren Rhoads & Brian Thomas

A section of the alley wall wavered. First the cinderblocks were solid, then oily blackness swallowed them. Out of this darkness stepped Asmodeus, trailed by two fiends in the form of large men, angular to the point of being misshapen.

Probing the refuse with his ebony walking stick, Asmodeus picked his way through the alley. Near the passage’s mouth, he halted. At his feet lay a crumple of shadow: Lorelei’s cast-off dress. The demon gestured down toward it.

 Recognizing its master, the dress stirred, lifting a sleeve flirtatiously. When it brushed his hand, the cloth hurried upward into his grasp. 

The demon rolled the fabric between his fingertips. Lycra had definitely been one of his engineering staff’s most useful inventions. He considered how tasty Lorelei had looked poured into this pinnacle of the art. What a shame the angel cast it away so maliciously.

Asmodeus raised the torn fabric to his face and breathed deep. Beneath the dark fragrance of Lorelei’s musk—wound amongst it—was the scent of the angel’s longing. He’d lain beside the succubus, kissed and caressed her, but his desire didn’t end there.

Unsmiling, the demon prince crushed the dress in his fist and let it dissolve.

Visit Loren Rhoads's webiste Buy the books on Amazon Follow her on Instagram ]]>¡No Manches! (Not a Book Review): As Above, So Below (Duology) by Loren Rhoads & Brian Thomasbook recsbook reviewE.M. MarkoffTue, 01 Sep 2020 22:05:16 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2020/9/1/book-musing-as-above-so-below-duology-by-loren-rhoads-amp-brian-thomas56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:5f4e7e19ea32d86d9973e47e

Welcome back! I hope everyone is keeping safe and staying healthy <3 Today I’m coming at you with a book review of the duology As Above, So Below by Loren Rhoads and Brian Thomas. For longtime readers, this is not the first time you’ve seen the name “Loren Rhoads” here on my blog. But here’s the thing—I picked up the first book in the duology, Lost Angels, long before Loren and I met. And lo and behold, I LOVED the book!

Fast forward a year or two (I think) to when I was tabling with Shut Up & Write and selling my books at the local Bay Area Book Festival in Berkeley, California. While there, I happened to walk by the Horror Writers Association table, of which I later became a member. It was through the HWA that I got to meet Loren—the co-author of Lost Angels. It was a fangirl moment for me, for sure!

Loren’s been a great support in my life as a writer—both on and off the pages. We put out a charity anthology together, and I even had the honor of having my name be on the blurb on the front cover to Angelus Rose, the sequel to Lost Angels!! Most definitely a career high for me as an author and a reader.

I mention all of this because I want to be clear that I went into this series (book 2 had not yet been published) as a fan, and that the review that follows contains my honest views on this series and in particular on its lead character—Lorelei.

Spoiler Free Run Down…

This paranormal romance duology is very much about enduring the consequences for choices made, which is something I really enjoyed in this story. In the first book, Lost Angels, succubus Lorelei's life takes an unexpectedly dark turn when exiled angel Azaziel possesses her with a mortal girl's soul. For me, it was Lorelei who propelled this book to the top of my paranormal romance list. Despite the situations Lorelei finds herself in, she has agency. Without giving away too much, the sequel, Angelus Rose, addresses the repercussions of her choices even as the hard truths are laid out. Check out Loren Rhoads's blog about Lorelei's role as a succubus, sex positivity, and how "in the novels, sex is—above all else—about character development," and I agree.

  • Genre: Paranormal romance, angel and demon romance

  • If you like … angels, demons, and theology in general that takes place in a modern location, all with a splash of horror

  • Heads up: If you do not like to read about rape, violence, or female characters that are sexually liberated, then this series may not be right for you. But know this: The above points are used not as shock value but as character growth, and they serve to further the plot. This was one of the reasons I enjoyed this series so much.

Potential Spoilers…

This part is going to focus on why I liked the book and its female lead—Lorelei the Succubus.

Lorelei was created by a world run by demonic men. And yet, despite being part of a system that compels succubi to be nothing more than a tool for Hell, she makes the best choices she can when pretty much all the choices she has available to her are bad. Lorelei has agency, yes, but it’s important to note that throughout the duology she is constantly being put in disempowering situations by Heaven and Hell. Furthermore, she is “rewarded” when she plays by the rules, a tactic further seeking to disempower her by making her believe she is the one in control. Life tends to be less shitty when you fall in line and don’t stand out.

If the choices Lorelei makes don’t pan out, she will (and is) punished, and yet she continues to fight back in her own way—and this is why I fell for both Lost Angels and Angelus Rose. The authors’ choice to show the unfiltered power structure of the world the characters inhabit helped add weight and meaning to those characters’ actions. The story becomes more than just about Heaven and Hell hating each other because of theological reasons; it becomes a story of Lorelei discovering her agency and then fighting to retain that agency in a system seeking to oppress her from both sides—Heaven and Hell.



And that’s the end of my review. I hope you’ll check these books out! If you’d like to read about the inspiration behind the power dynamic between Lorelei and her boss, Asmodeus, the author has written a post which I will be publishing tomorrow here on my blog (EDIT 9/2: Here’s the link to the post, Bad Bosses! Enjoy!!). Until then, you can visit Loren Rhoads at her website to check out her other books. Oh, and she also writes about cemeteries, so I think it’s safe to say Kira from The Deadbringer is a fan. 😎

See you tomorrow!

EMM

Read Loren's Guest Post: Bosses from Hell  ]]> LWTF: Aug 21 | Here There be Klingonslast week this fridayE.M. MarkoffFri, 21 Aug 2020 22:30:08 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2020/8/21/last-week-this-friday-klingon-memes56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:5f4031a02b6ab307edd116e0

“Last Week This Friday” is just me sharing what made me happy last week in the hopes it brings a laugh or that you discover something new <3 If you’re feeling inspired, leave a comment sharing what recently made you smile. Btw, I’m thinking of changing the name to something else. If you have any suggestions, leave it in the comments :)

Better Call Gowron

Move over Saul, there’s a new lawyer in town.

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I wonder what kind of puppets Gowron would have in his Neighborhood of Make-Believe.

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Tinguiriringui

My mom would say this as well!!!

 

Get in the fucking robot, Bobby!

 

Current Mood

If you know who made this meme, please let me know so I can give proper credit!!

Stay safe and take care, everyone!!

EMM

 

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]]>Reader Photo Spotlight: @spellbound_by_booksreader spotlightThe DamnedE.M. MarkoffWed, 12 Aug 2020 17:00:00 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2020/8/11/bookstagram-reader-photo-spotlight-spellbound-by-books56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:5f333606288b3b512a663506

An ode to Ellderet readers, who are some of the damned best photographers 💙⚔️

This month’s featured reader is @spellbound_by_books! Many thanks to her for the lovely photograph of The Deadbringer. Give her a follow at @spellbound_by_books on Instagram.

 
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— Amonos (The Deadbringer)

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]]>LWTF: May 23 | Theater History and Roman History, Horror Movie Comedy Dub, and Morelast week this fridayE.M. MarkoffFri, 22 May 2020 22:06:37 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2020/5/22/last-week-this-friday-theater-roman-history56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:5ec81e431e34b64c1cd9ef43

“Last Week This Friday” is just me sharing what made me happy last week in the hopes it brings a laugh or that you discover something new <3 If you’re feeling inspired, leave a comment sharing what recently made you smile.

Education

I. Love. YouTube. Both Crash Course and Kings and Generals have been my faves ever since I came across their respective channels last year. The content is super educational and fun af. Lately, I’ve really been into theater history and Roman history—being able to see the battles reenacted from a bird’s-eye view is wonderfully satisfying. The quality for both of these channels is top notch and the animation is a visual treat.

In 50 videos, Mike Rugnetta teaches you theater and drama! This course is based on an introductory college level course in Theater and explores the history, ...

Documentaries on the history of Rome, including Roman Kingdom, Republic, and Empire with a focus on the battles, evolution and tactics of the legions, trade ...

Happy Happy, Joy Joy

For everyone who is not a fan of horror films, this comedy dub of A Quiet Place by HISHE is hilarious. And thanks to L.S. Johnson for sharing the Avatar TikTok<3 Heads-up! Major spoilers for A Quiet Place and Avatar the Last Airbender.

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]]>Writing Tips I learned at Flights of Foundrywriter's lifeWriting tipsE.M. MarkoffThu, 21 May 2020 21:35:11 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2020/5/20/writing-tips-flights-of-foundry56e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:5ec59ce9f345100a55410358

It’s day 66 of sheltering in place in San Francisco. Clear blue skies and blinding sun are dominating the day, and the the Assistant—Kanoqui the Feral Prince—is quite happy with this change in weather. Kanoqui tends to get rather cranky when there is no sun for him to bask in, and he will stare and meow at me as if I had the power to make the sun appear. To date, I have not been able to successfully convey to him that I lack the ability to control the weather. Is anyone else’s fur baby like this, lol?

This past weekend was Flights of Foundry, and it was great! There were a few audio issues at the beginning that made it impossible to hear what the panelists were saying, but the glitches were quickly resolved. The convention went pretty smoothly after that and wow, did I learn a lot! It was the writing therapy I didn’t realize I needed, and my writer’s soul feels much calmer now. As a friend recently pointed out, validation in this industry is important, not just after the book is published, but throughout the writing process as well.

From what I heard there were over a thousand attendees this weekend, which is pretty amazing! I highly recommend attending Flights of Foundry, so keep this one marked in your books for future online literary events.

I wanted to share the writing tips I learned, some of which I may or may not already employ. Sorry for the vagueness, but I don’t want to accidentally give something away about book2/The Faceless God!

  • Plots aren't static but can develop as you write.

  • How to use pronouns without it getting confusing:

    • Read your work out loud. If the balance between name and pronoun is not clear, it’s time put the name in.

    • Vary the syntax and dialogue.

  • Switching POVs can help open up possibilities that you didn’t think about before because you were locked into a prior POV. Don’t be afraid to switch POVs.

  • A way to explore characters (especially in a group dynamic) is to write the dialogue first. It’s OK if the dialogue doesn’t make it into your story, but this can help you get a feel for how your characters speak and interact with each other.

  • Keep in mind the way characters treat each other and those around them. A character will treat friends, family, coworkers, etc differently.

  • Write something you are passionate about, and that passion will come through.

  • You do not have to do an apprenticeship in short fiction to get an agent or be a legitimate writer.

  • 90% of your marketing effort is wasted, but you can’t obsess over it.

  • How many beats are ideal in a fight scene?

    • It depends on how big the fight is. Turning points are important to keep the fight from becoming grinding.

  • Have breathing spaces between dramatic fight scenes.

  • Track the flow of how information is revealed in your story (i.e., who knows what, and when is that information revealed).

  • For revisions:

    • All forms of plotting and revision work so long as it works for you. <3

    • Make a bullet list of key turning points.

    • Make a “stakes map” and color code the stakes so you can see at a glance what is happening in your story and to your characters.

    • Note which character is in which scene and if they need more "screen time" or less.

    • Forcing yourself to finish the draft or “go on” is not always the right choice. If you feel resistance, you might be pushing the story or character in the wrong direction. Stop writing, look closely over your story, and try to figure out what is throwing your story off. 

    • Watching “making of a movie” videos is a great way to learn how to edit your story by analyzing why certain movie scenes did not make it into finished films.

    • As you write, take notes of what needs to be changed, and then go back and revise it later so you can get that first draft out.

    • Be aware if changes in your story during revisions cause a ripple effect. Changing one thing can change everything else.

    • How your characters develop and behave is not something that is set in stone before writing. Your story is a single work that can change as you write it because of the group dynamics revealed as you progress.

  • The 3-act story structure used heavily by Western media is not universal. There are also 4-act and 5-act structures. My Neighbor Totoro is an example of a 4-act structure.

  • Memory is ephemeral, unreliable. The more you remember something, the more distorted it becomes. That kind of unreliability is something you need to be aware of as you write your characters.

  • Decolonizing the SFF genre:

    • Question your fundamental assumptions about the world.

    • S. Qiouyi Lu has a great article on Tor.com that talks about the framework of decolonizing speculative fiction

    • Even within small communities, no culture is a monolith:

      • Don’t present communities as purely homogenous.

      • Don’t have one person represent an entire culture.

    • Once you are aware of how you are colonizing, that is a huge step toward decolonizing.

    • The “wrong” or “right” narrative is a Western idea of there being only one truth, that only one side can be right, or that only one narrative can be true. This is not universal to all cultures.

    • The gender binary was imposed to get rid of traditional gender roles and to impose a system of power that favored gender imbalance. It’s a means of control, but it has been so internalized that it is never questioned.

    • Do not italicize non-English words.

    • Revel in yourself and in your culture and don’t worry about whether everyone can relate to it. As long your story is good, the reader will find something to relate to on their own.

I hope you find something useful <3

All the best,

EMM

 ]]>2020 Events Update and Flights of Foundry: An Online Convention During COVID-19 | May 16-17writer's lifeE.M. MarkoffThu, 14 May 2020 23:16:28 +0000http://www.ellderet.com/emmarkoff-blog/2020/5/14/flights-of-foundry-online-convention-covid-1956e9d1572b8dde820242e358:58a789611b631b594058939c:5ebd7c01d44bf12c2b71b943

It’s day 59 of sheltering in place in San Francisco. The past few days have been rainy and today is no different, but I love rainy days <3  Another convention I was scheduled to be at later this year has just canceled due to COVID-19, and I respect the organizers' decision. This would have been my first year at Rose City Comic Con, a convention I have heard nothing but good things about (for both vendors and attendees). Because that’s the thing about conventions: the attendee experience does not always mirror the vendor experience, and vice versa. 

So far it looks like the only in-person convention I have set that has not yet been canceled is Powerhouse Comic Con in Pleasanton, CA, which is still scheduled for 7/26/2020. I’ll keep you posted if anything changes.

And now onto a convention I will be attending: Flights of Foundry! This will be my first time attending an online convention and being part of a virtual dealer’s room. I have no idea what to expect but am super grateful to the organizers for all the work they are putting into making this event happen. I won’t be doing any panels, which means I get to enjoy the programming to its fullest. I admit to feeling major FOMO (fear of missing out) yesterday as I was looking over the schedule and found myself thinking, “I should have at least done a reading.” 

Not since I published The Deadbringer have I gone to a convention just as an attendee. Normally, if I’m not doing a panel I’m doing a live reading. If I’m not doing either of those things, I am behind a table vending. But preparing for a panel takes time (it’s a professional presentation, after all), and I want to prioritize my own writing, i.e., book 2/The Faceless God. To that end, the panels I will be attending focus on topics that are relevant to the writing stage I'm at.

Photo Credit | Flights of Foundry

The panel I am really looking forward to is “Using Mythology in SFF” since I incorporate my own culture and mythology into the secondary world of the Ellderet. The knowledge you gain from hearing first-hand the authors, editors, artists who have “been there, done that" has been invaluable to me. Literary conventions are basically CEU (continuing education credits). Do I think I’m the greatest writer in the world because I go to these conventions and attend these panels? Hahaha, no. But I do know I'm a better writer than I was when I first started, and that’s part of what my #writerslife or #authorslife journey is about.

If you would like to attend the panels, you have until May 17 to register. Flights of Foundry is free, but donations are welcome.

All the best,

EMM

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