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''I never thought this would happen''

2012-02-28T23:54:00.000-08:00

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''I never thought this would happen''

2012-02-28T23:53:00.000-08:00

‘’hey renesmee would you like to go hunting with us?’’ I asked, she shook her head no ‘’actually I am tired, I think I’ll stay here’’ renesmee said,
I checked on ness before we left she was sound asleep, Bella and I just enjoyed ourselves, before we knew it we were in Canada, we ran back at full speed, and still got home in the morning, I didn’t hear nessies thoughts so I was kind of worried so I went and looked in her room, and she was not there, and from that moment I knew where she really was, I growled and ran, as fast as my feet could carry me, Bella just followed behind me, I slammed Jacobs house door open, went straight to the bedroom slammed that door open , nessie jumped up a bit, and was whipping her eyes when I yelled ‘’Jacob!’’ he jumped up off of the bed, his eyes weary, I narrowed my eyes looked at nessie ‘’renesmee Cullen would you like to explain why when me and your mother got home you where not their?’’ I said, Bella told me to calm down, I did as she said, Jacob, was explain everything in his mind, I sighed very well, you can’t even to begin how fumed I was, I told ness to get up and say good bye to Jacob.
She hugged him, said good bye, then tilted her head up, and kissed him, for what seemed like forever, Bella chuckled, and they both came up for air gasping, we got home ness took a shower got dressed and, walked out, Bella just put the plate down on the table,nessie just sat there, for a bit, ‘’ mom, dad I really am sorry it’s just that I woke up and I was missing Jake so I went, to go see him, and we were watching TV and I fell asleep’’ nessie said. I nodded Jacob explained it to me already. ‘’But your grounded for one week, nessie you broke a rule that’s not acceptable’’ I said, she just shook her head, and ate her breakfast.

Well it has been about three days since the fight, I have heard rose thoughts all day, she was trying to figure out away to say thanks to Jacob, for helping her, I thought this day would never come, rose actually thanking someone, wow. Jacob came in the front door, and rose tensed up, knowing she was out of time to think, as soon as Jacob came in, she walked over to him and asked if she could talk to him for a second, ( hey Edward she not trying to do something to me is she?) Jacob asked in his mind, I shook my head no, he nodded, ‘’sure Blondie’’ Jacob said. of course they didn’t go out of hearing distance so everyone could hear them, rose sighed ‘’okay mutt I know we have had our differences in the past, and all but I would like to, thank you for getting that vampire off my back, (oh wow what do I say to that?) Jacob thought, ‘’oh um ugh this is kind of weird but thank you Rosalie, that may be the nicest thing you have ever said to me’’ Jacob said. Bella walked over to me and smiled and grabbed my hand, rose and Jacob walked in, everyone was looking at them, ‘’ what!’ Jacob and rose said at the same time, we all just laughed, Emmett was fixing to say something, but rose glared at him, and he just sighed and walked into the living room to watch the game, ness was helping esme in her office, so it was a while before they came down, but when she saw Jake in the kitchen she ran up to him and he caught her, picked her up and put her on the counter, I smiled and shut the door to give them some privacy.

''guess i better go''

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2012-02-15T22:24:00.000-08:00

~~''Ness, do you want to go hunting with your Mother and I?'' I can't believe what Jacob did to Renesmee~~
~~if it weren't for the imprint i'd kill him. Well is their still a imprint? I remember it so clearly it seemed like~~
~~yesterday when Renesmee walked into the house soaked with rain cover clothes. Her face set in utter~~
~~astonishment. I remember those two words she whispered 'Were over.' tears slid down her and she looked~~
~~at me as if i should have a answer for his actions. I tried to hold her and let her know that i was there~~
~~but she didn't want it all she wanted to do was take a hot shower. ''No thank you dad i'm fine.'' i~~
~~nodded and left her be she's been sitting in front of the fire place in her room for day's watching the~~
~~fire when it burns out she just cry's and watches Alice, re build the fire.~~

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''The Vision''

2011-01-23T03:41:00.000-08:00

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.

- Anthony Kolos –

~~‘’I want to go back to school’’ Renesmee blurted. ‘’ we can’t take a chance,~~

~~Apple may Be working with the Volturi. Until we figure this all out my dear~~

~~I’m afraid none of us can Go back to school.’’~~

~~‘’That’s just absurd. What if we never figure this thing out mom?’’~~

~~‘’Honey just be patient.’’~~

~~‘’yeah sure you’ve already got your education mom—‘’~~

~~‘’honey if your so worried about school your father or I will be your~~

~~Personal teacher until everything goes back to normal.’’~~

~~‘’mom! Everything is normal! How do we know that vision is real?~~

~~What if Alice made a mistake. What if this is supposed to happen~~

~~In another three hundred years and Alice was just seeing Apples~~

~~Reincarnation.’’ Bella laughed.~~

~~‘’Honey you know there is no such thing as reincarnation.’’~~

~~‘’but mom—‘’ Bella sighed and kissed Renesmee on~~

~~The forehead. ‘’There is nothing you can do to change my mind Renesmee~~

~~My answer is final were not going back to school. Why don’t you go~~

~~and get some rest.’’ Renesmee glared at Bella and stormed off into the living~~

~~room. ‘’She has your temper, and determination.’’ I told Bella with a~~

~~hint of a smile. ‘’yeah well sometimes I wish she didn’t.’’~~

~~Alice walked through the door with a frantic look on her face.~~

~~‘’What’s up Alice?’’ Bella asked with a worried expression~~

~~‘’The Volturi, I had a vision there, there coming I can’t see a set~~

~~Date but there comi—‘’ she stopped mid sentence and her face~~

~~Went blank and her eyes glazed over. ‘’Alice?’’ bella asked softly~~

~~‘’what do you see?’’~~

~~‘’Rain, Blood, fighting, no, no they can’t they can’t reach us~~

~~Bella’s shield it is working, they can’t touch us, no!’’ alice screamed~~

~~And we all jumped. I hadn’t realized Jasper, Emmett, Jacob, Rose and~~

~~Renesmee walked in. ‘’what is it? what do you see?’’~~

~~‘’Jacob… he… he wasn’t covered. Couldn’t reach him in time, Volturi~~

~~The Volturi has him.’’ she screamed again. ‘’Tell us what your seeing,’’~~

~~Rose demanded. ‘’Renesmee she, she tries to save Jacob, But …. It’s , it’s~~

~~to late he’s dead. Renesmee!’’ she screamed and her eyes cleared and she~~

~~looked at Renesmee. ‘’you killed Jane.’’~~

~~‘’n-n-no I didn’t.’’ Renesmee muttered. ‘yes you did, you attacked her~~

~~And ripped her head off it was so fast she didn’t even see it coming~~

~~no one did not even Aro not your father. Your strength it was amazing.’’~~

~~Everyone looked back and forth between Alice and Renesmee.~~

~~I think I even saw jacob snap his jaw shut with his hand.~~

~~‘’Aro he was astonished. he tried to get you to join him but you wouldn’t.~~

~~He looked scared it was the same look he had when he saw the pack…’’~~

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2010-12-12T02:41:00.000-08:00

‘’Edward, what if I’m not strong enough.’’ Bella blurted out, while pacing back and forth in our bedroom. ‘’Edward, what if… I can’t hold the Volturi off. What if I’m only strong enough to hold off a few people? Edward they don’t just have a few people they have a army.’’ She stopped pacing for a moment and looked at me with doubt in her eyes. As usual she was doubting her own strength. ‘’Bella—‘’ I sighed and took a step closer to her. ‘’you’re the strongest person I know. Now stop doubting yourself.’’

‘’But—‘’ I growled. ‘’Ugh uh, that wasn’t a request that was a demand.’’ I grabbed her by the waist and pulled her into me. breathing in her scent, and kissing the nape of her neck and working my way up to her lips. ‘’Mmm, this is very distracting.’’ I smiled pulling away a bit, about to give her a snarky comment when Alice burst through the door. ‘’sorry to interrupt, but I need Bella.’’ Bella groaned. ‘’not know Alice.’’ Alice smiled. ‘’Bella we can do this the easy way or the hard way. But I would go the easy way and save us some time.’’ Bella groaned again and muttered a fine and walked out the door. If she only knew that Alice planned to take her shopping for new clothes.

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Writers Note: Hey guy's i just wanted to APOLOGIZE for the short entry i know y'all have been waiting patiently for the new entry and expected it to be longer. it's just that i have had some family problem's and haven't been able to write. My sister just had her baby. (Baby girl) and then a few day's later started having major pains. and we took her to the doctor and found out she had Kidney stones... she passed them and then about a week latter had more pain we took her to the doctor and found out that her kidney is full of stones and she might have to have surgery to remove them all... so we've been at her house helping her out with the little ones. so that's the reason why i haven't been able to update a lot. but things should be back to normal by January=)

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''Unexpected''

2010-11-11T21:23:00.000-08:00

I ~~sat there and smiled as I read the old diary entry I wrote back on Esme's Island when Bella and I first got married.~~

‘’I’m sorry I murmured ‘’so much for thoroughness. I didn’t think about how hot you would be with me gone. I’ll have an air conditioner installed before I leave again.’’ Bella froze for a seconded and then tried to get up but I had my arms around her she finally yelled a ‘’Excuse me!’’ she gasped trying to get free from my arms I dropped my hold automatically. She ran to the bathroom with her hands clamped over her mouth. I followed her to the bathroom where she was crouched over the toilet and was violently vomiting. ‘’Bella? What’s wrong?’’ I asked as I held her anxiously, keeping her hair out of her face. ‘’Damn rancid chicken,’’ she moaned taking in deep breaths. ‘’Are you all right?’’ I asked in a strained voice. ‘’I’m fine’’ she panted. ‘’It’s just food poisoning. You don’t need to see this. Go away.’’ I chuckled under my breath and muttered ‘’Not likely, Bella.’’
‘’Go away, Edward.’’ She moaned again. trying to get up so she could rinse her mouth out. I helped her trying to be as gentle as possible. I ignored her weak shoves she aimed at me. After she rinsed and brushed her teeth I carried her back to the bed and sat her down carefully, supporting her with my arms. ‘’Food poisoning?’’ I asked. ‘’Yeah,’’ she croaked. ‘’I made some chicken last night. It tasted off, so I threw it out. But I ate a few bites first.’’ I put my hand across her clammy forehead. And she sighed ‘’how do you feel know?’’ she thought for a moment before answering. ‘’Pretty normal. A little hungry, actually.’’ I narrowed my eyes at her for a moment and nodded. ‘’here drink this,’’ I handed her a glass of water. ‘’and see if you can keep this down for a hour and then I will make you some eggs.’’ We watched CNN as she lounged drowsily across my lap. i got bored with the news so I just listened to her perfect heart beat.
She twisted around to kiss me but just like this morning she lurched up with a hand tight over her mouth. She ran to the kitchen sink and vomited. I sighed and held her hair again. Maybe I could talk her into seeing a doctor… ‘’Maybe we should go back to Rio, and see a doctor.’’ I suggested anxiously while she was rinsing her mouth out. I didn’t like that she was vomiting what if she caught a disease or something. She shook her head and edged toward the hallway. ‘’I’ll be fine after I brush my teeth.’’ I rolled my eyes and watched her walk into the bedroom. I paced up and down the hallway waiting for her to come out but she didn’t. I knocked on the door softly and didn’t get a answer I waited a moment more before talking ‘’Are you well?’’ I asked through the door ‘’Did you get sick again?’’
‘’yes and no.’’ bella muttered ‘’Bella? Can I please come in?’’ I asked worriedly ‘’O…kay’’ I walked in and appraised her position. She was sitting cross-legged on the floor by the suitcase her expression, was blank and staring. I sat next her and slid my hand onto her forehead at once feeling to see is she had a temperature. ‘’What’s wrong?’’ I asked softly ‘’how many days has it been since the wedding?’’ she whispered.
‘’Seventeen,’’ I answered automatically ‘’Bella, what is it?.’’ she held up a finger cautioning for me to wait.’’ i sat there silently counting One Mississippi Two Mississippi Three Mississippi that’s it! I can’t take it anymore. ‘’Bella.’’ I whispered urgently. ‘’I’m losing my mind over here.’’ She reached into the suit case and fumbled around for a minute and then pulled out a little blue box. It took me a seconded to realize what it was. I stared at her in utter confusion. ‘’what? Are you trying to pass this illness off as PMS?’’
‘’No,’’ she choked out. ‘’No, Edward. I’m trying to tell you that my period is five days late. I just sat there still like I statue. I’m sure I didn’t make a expression at all. ‘’ I don’t think I have food poisoning,’’ she added I still didn’t answer her I was still shocked at what she said. it felt like I was 1,000 miles away I couldn’t see her all I saw was a blur. I heard the phone ring but I couldn’t move I just stayed there frozen like a statue. I felt Bella's hands searching my pockets for the phone but I still didn’t move. I heard the conversation but it was all a blur. I didn’t completely snap out of my frozen state until bella said she felt something move inside of her. my head snapped up and met her eyes they looked frightened. I snapped my hand out waiting for her to put the phone in my hand. ‘’Um, I think Edward wants to talk to you.’’
‘’Put him on.’’ I heard Carlisle on the other side. She put the phone in my outstretched hand. ‘’Is it possible?’’ I asked. ‘’I’m not sure. But if something is growing inside of her then we need to know what it is.’’
~~‘’And her?’’ I asked while wrapping my arm around her. ‘’It could kill her. we need to find out what it is fast. Get her home as soon as you can.’’~~
~~‘’Yes. Yes, I will.’’ I pulled the phone away from my ear and hit the end button.~~

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''Fire and Ice''

2010-11-05T00:59:00.001-07:00

As soon as Jacob’s car pulled in-to the drive way I heard his thoughts. (Edward? If your listening to me, don’t over-react, oh what the heck am I doing? I know you will. so here, I asked your daughter to marry me, and I want your consent.) and that thought right there drove me through the wall. I Heard the car door slam and I was already out the door. I went straight to Jacob, even though he is about four feet taller than me, I still grabbed him by the neck. And pulled him to eye level, ‘’please tell me this is a joke!’’ I exclaimed he didn’t say anything. I was furious ‘’you worthless mutt, you think you can be chivalrous?,’’ I growled ‘’ and then ask my daughter to marry you, it’s absolutely absurd. It would be a illicit marriage! She’s seven years old and your 26!’’ I tightened my hand around Jacob’s neck. his face was turning red, and he was trying to gasp for air, I was surprised he didn’t fight me. Renesmee tugged on my arm, I let her pull me away. I didn’t really want to kill him. Just wake him up so he would see how this was all just a big mix up. ‘’I knew you wouldn’t be opened minded!’’ Renesmee exclaimed ‘’ you just don’t understand!.’’ I turned around to Renesmee. ‘’honey I do understand but your n—‘’ she cut me off. ‘’don’t even bother! I—‘’ she stuttered. ‘’I- I hate you!’’, I froze in mid second. I never thought I would hear my daughter tell me those two words. Those two words that made my un-beating heart ache. Renesmee gasped realizing what she said. she looked at me with her chocolate brown eyes, she backed up and then ran off into the house. I closed my eyes for a second. And then reopened them, to see Bella standing in front of me with her hands over her mouth, and her eyes wide. She looked at me for a second before talking. ‘’I’ll go talk to her,’’ Bella muttered, I sighed. ‘’ no I’ll go talk to her.’’ the walk up to her room seemed like forever. I opened Renesmee’s door slowly and peeked in at her. she was laying on her bed huddled up in a fetal position sobbing. ‘’Renesmee Honey—‘’ I walked over to her bed and sat in-front of her. ‘’Renesmee Honey look at me’’, she lifted her head up and her face was streaked with tears. My heart ached for her. ‘’D-Dad I’m sorry I didn’t mean to say—‘’ I cut her off ‘’I know you were just upset, we all say things we don’t mean sometimes.’’ She looked straight into my eyes her face wary as if she excepted me to yell at her. ‘’Dad I love him.’’ I sighed ‘’I know, that’s why I am going to let you two stay engaged.’’ She narrowed her eyes ‘’what do you mean? Stay engaged?’’ ‘’I mean I am going to let you two stay engaged until your 17 then you two can get married.’’ Her brows shot up ‘’why can’t we get married know?’’ she asked with a glare ‘’because your two young right know.’’ She threw her hands up in the air and let them fall down ‘’in age yes but I look like I am 18 and I feel like I am 18’’, I smiled ‘’yes hun you do look like your 18 but your only seven and your not getting married until your 17.’’ A single tear leaked down her face. ‘’ But dad what if we die? What if I never get to marry Jacob? I want to be tied to him in every humanly way possible before I die. And that won’t happen if were dead.’’ I froze and just sat there for a moment before responding ‘’Renesmee honey, were not going to die.’’ She laughed at me with a blunt expression ‘’Dad you can’t lie to me.’’ I narrowed my eyes at her ‘’I’m not lying to you.’’ She grunted and stood up. ‘’dad you can’t promise that, that we won’t get killed.’’ She walked over to her window and stood there looking out into the forest. She turned back around and glanced at me. ‘’Dad I know you want to believe were stronger then the—‘’ I interrupted her and smiled ‘’Renesmee darling, we may not be stronger then the Volturi but your mom can hold physical attacks. So they won’t be able to touch us.’’ Renesmee looked at me for a moment and smiled. ‘’Mom has a new power.’’ She said thoughtfully…

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''Renesmee''

2010-10-13T23:07:00.000-07:00

Hi guy’s it’s Renesmee here! Dad figured since he was busy he would let me write in you for the day! Oh there are so many thing going on. As you all know about the Volturi and stuff. Okay well we don’t know if it’s the Volturi or not. But still…. Anyways I guess I better tell you about my day! Oh was it wonderful there were a few bumps in the rode but we figured them out.

I stretched my legs out and rolled over on my stomach to look at my little inn table on the left side of my bed to see a envelope sitting against the alarm clock. I was dumb-founded, what could it be? I grabbed the envelope and sat up. I grabbed the letter that was waiting inside and read it.

Hey babe, I just wanted to write you this little letter to let you know
I left for forks last night, but I should be back before lunch time. Okay well I wanted this to be a romantic letter but you can see how far that is going. I guess I’m not the romantic type but anyways. When I get back I want to take you to dinner. So be ready when I get back.
(P.S this wasn’t really that romantic. Maybe I should take some advice from Quill.)
Love you,
Jacob

I smiled I could see Jacob trying to write this letter a frown on his face, because he couldn’t think of what to say. It was kind of romantic in its own way I got to give him credit for that. I walked to my bathroom with a smile on my face. I looked into the mirror and studied my face, my hair and body I sighed. and climbed into the shower and started singing a song from Anuk…
‘’If roses are meant to be red, and violets to be blue why dose my heart long for you? Everything still remains the same your still a picture in a frame. I get lost in this world I even get lost in this song and when the lights go out that’s where I’ll be found!’’
I stepped out of the shower and put my bathrobe on. I walked into my bedroom and looked at the alarm clock it was just know turning 12:15 I still couldn’t believe I slept till 11:10 I walked into my closet and looked for something to wear. Cashmere? Cotton? I sighed. this is a job for Alice. I put on my slippers and walked to Alice and jasper’s room. I gasped when the door opened. Jasper was walking out. He smiled at me and nodded. ‘’how are you doing today Nessie?’’ I smiled ‘’I’m doing great uncle jasper, and you?’’ he frowned ‘’it’s been a good day so far, but Alice kicked me out of the room.’’ I laughed. I started to say something but Alice grabbed me and pulled me into her room. Alice gave me a huge smile. ‘’Renesmee!’’ I laughed ‘’Hello aunt Alice. I was wondering i—‘’ she cut me off and motioned for me to walk into her bathroom. ‘’so what are we going for?’’ ‘’well I was looking in closet and couldn’t find anything erm—‘’ I took in a deep breath and went on ‘’ sexy’’ I muttered Alice laughed. And motioned for me to follow her. I took in a deep breath as I walked into her closet ‘’gee Alice! I thought I had a lot of clothing.’’ Alice grabbed a dress in a white bag and walked over to the bed and unzipped the bag. I gasped, it was a blue silk dress that was knee length and was strapless. It was really simple but kinda sexy at the same time. ‘’will this do?’’ I nodded and she pulled me back to the bathroom. she buffed and powdered and lord knows what else. I think I even Fell asleep when she was doing my hair. I looked at my watch and it was 4:24pm I grunted ‘’are we almost done? I haven’t ate anything today!’’ Alice laughed yeah. She walked back into her closet and came out with something black and lacy. I couldn’t exactly see what it was until she put it on the counter in-front of me. ‘’here.’’ She handed me a black silk push up bra and matching panties. I swear I turned a bright red.
Once I had my ugh R-rated stuff on I looked at myself in the full length mirror. My eye widened dad would never let me wear this! Alice knocked on the door. ‘’are you done yet?’’ I mumbled a yes and walked out. There was a fast blur and the dress was on me. I even had my Renesmee necklace on. she grabbed my ankle and I almost fell she caught me though. ‘’ugh Alice? I don’t think I can walk in 6inch high heels.’’ Alice just tugged me along not saying a word. Until she finished. she turned the chair around a screamed a ‘’wa-la!’’ I jumped , I didn’t recognize myself. I looked at least 18/19 my hair was straight, I had a brown smoky eye, paired with nude lips. And the dress oh the dress looked so beautiful. I stood up and examined my self. I gasped I never realized I had that many curves. Alice smiled completely happy with everything. I was still astonished and the push up bra was doing some good work! I had cleavage! I wasn’t used to this. I looked at myself for a long time before Alice pouted her lip. ‘’you don’t like it?’’, I looked at her confused ‘’what do you mean?!? I love it! I don’t have words for how much I love it! your amazing at this whole make-over thing!’’ Alice smiled ‘’I thought you would like it.’’ I rolled my eyes. We walked back into her room and the clock said 6:31. Jacob had already been home for a hour I was egger to see him egger to see his reaction. It was then that I realized it was time to go down stairs. I had a panic attack. Alice laughed. ‘’your just like your mother! Come on you look great.’’ She nudged me toured the door. I walked into the living room and dad, Jacob, mom Rosalie and Emmett where all sitting and watching football I rolled my eyes and Alice chuckled. Everyone turned around. I saw all there eyes go wide at once. I looked at dad pleading. Dad don’t get mad I had no take in this Alice picked everything out! He laughed and nodded. ‘’wow girl you look hot.’’ Rose muttered mom smiled ‘’my baby girl is growing up.’’ and Jacob was still speechless. ‘’wow ness.’’ Was all he could say. I sighed ‘’a cat got your tongue Jacob?’’ Emmett asked , Jacob shook his head as if clearing the fog. ‘’wow ness you look stunning.’’ I smiled and twirled around

‘’Jake? Where are we going? I asked for the 100th time.’’ Jacob chuckled ‘’were almost there.’’ He pulled onto the dirt rd and came to a complete stop. ‘’wait, what? Where are we going? I’m not dresses for a dirt rd or hike…’’ Jacob laughed ‘’I know were almost to our destination.’’ I sighed and let him lead me through the woods. ‘’close your eyes’’ Jacob muttered in a husky tone. I was surprised he never used that tone unless he was nervous. He pulled me a little ways and then stopped. ‘’okay open your eyes.’’ I did as he said. I gasped ‘’Jacob this is beautiful.’’ It was like a little meadow. Daisy’s and red tulips my favorite flower’s and lilac. ‘’did you do this?’’ I asked taking in the rest of the place. There was a white picnic blanket with candles and rose peddles and little trays… ‘’yes, yes I did all by myself. Your mother was telling me about a little meadow her and Edward used to visit in forks and I figured why not make our own.’’ I tear leaked down my face and he looked at my confused. ‘’why are you crying?’’, he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me into him. ‘’everything’s just so beautiful.’’ I muttered, into his shoulder. He pulled back and gestured to the blanket ‘’shall we?’’ I nodded and we sat down. He pulled the lid off the tray. I started laughing ‘’steak and French-fries!’’ he laughed to…
He pulled out two wine glasses, with white wine and I almost had a heart attack. ‘’Jake! I’m not old enough to drink! White wine.’’ He shrugged his shoulders ‘’one glass won’t hurt plus it fits the occasion.’’ I narrowed my eyes. I took a small sip of the wine and man was it nasty! It had a awful bitter taste. I set the glass down and smiled. It was then that I realized something was in my glass. ‘’ugh Jake? There is something in my glass.’’ He nodded I looked down to see if I could get it out. It took a moment before I realized what it was. It was a ring! I looked up and Jacob was sitting on one knee with a rose in his hand. he grabbed my hand and took in a deep breath. ‘’Renesmee Carlie Cullen. Would you do the honor of making me the luckiest man in the world and marry me?’’ i couldn’t process his words. I just looked at him with a gleam in my eye. I shook my head and tried to clear the fog. ‘’Jacob—I-I ugh don’t know what to say—‘’ I mumbled ‘’I-I-I UGH yes of course I will!!’’ he let out a breath of relief. And poured the glass of wine out. The ring. oh it was beautiful, it was a simple ban. it had diamonds rapped all the way around the ban and on the inside it read. Que Quowle which in Quileute
~~It means Stay with me forever.~~

On our way back home there was one question bubbling in my mind. ''hey Jacob how did you get my dad's consent?'', he grunted ''um well about that, i never asked. he doesn't know'' oh great i thought.....

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2010-10-05T03:19:00.001-07:00

‘’what? Jacob you can’t go right now, it’s the middle of the night.’’ Jacob sighed ‘’ I will be back tomorrow morning. Don’t worry about me Bells.’’ Bella sighed. ‘’where are you going?’’ Jacob frowned. ‘’To see Billy, it may be the last time I ever see him.’’ Bella growled. ‘’we don’t even know if it’s the Volturi.’’ Jacob smiled. ‘’don’t worry about me Bells I’m a big boy.’’ Bella rolled her eyes and watched Jacob drive off.

~~‘’Edward?’’ Bella whispered softly. ‘’yes love?’’,~~
‘’what are we going to do? the Volturi are audacious, they don’t care who they hurt.’’ I growled. ‘’we could do like we did last time.’’ Bella’s eyes got huge like she just realized something. ‘’No-No that won’t work, we don’t have time if it is them.’’ Bella had a astonished look on her face, as if she realized something important. ‘’what is it love?’’ Bella smiled, This time the smile reached her eyes. ‘’you remember when we got attacked by Nathan? And I put my shield up and it threw him back?’’ I nodded. ‘’well I was thinking what if my power has increased. What if I can block out physical attacks know. Then the Volturi wouldn’t be able to attack us….’’ I smiled. ‘’let’s test that theory.’’ Bella nodded. I backed-up about fifteen feet away. And then charged her. i was within grabbing reach when I hit a invisible force. it seemed as if it was cradling my body suffocating me. I couldn’t move I was froze, I looked at Bella, and no sooner she closed her eyes the shield threw me back. I was dumbfounded. Bella ran up to me ‘’are you okay?’’ I nodded and stood up. ‘’that was amazing, I have never felt anything like that.’’ Bella laughed at my expression….

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''Is this REAL!''

2010-09-23T03:29:00.001-07:00

I gasped everything seemed so real, to Bella trying to get my attention to Alice’s thoughts. When I looked up Bella was staring at me with a frozen face. ‘’did u say someone known’s our secret?’’ I sighed ‘’did I say that out-loud?’’, Bella nodded ‘’I-I’m not for sure I think I just had a vision with Alice.’’ Bella looked at me confused. ‘’what do you mean love?’’, I stood up ‘’I’m not for-sure.’’ Alice walked down the stairs frantic. ‘’Alice? I think—‘’ she stopped me mid sentence. ‘’ I know you experienced the vision with me somehow.’’ Emmett walked in laughing ‘’who knew you two could get even more weird.’’ I growled. ‘’a little defensive egh?’’, he asked with a big smile on his face, I grumbled ‘’No—‘’ I took in a deep breath ‘’ I think someone knows our secret.’’ That snapped Emmett’s joking smile off of his face. ‘’who?’’,
‘’ugh a girl named apple—‘’ Emmett burst out laughing ‘’is pear and banana her sister?’’ I growled. ‘’Emmett, that’s her real name!’’ Alice snapped rubbing her temples. I put my hand on her shoulder and at the time I did she started to have a vision, and I happened to have the vision with her. We where outside, the moon was full, Alice walked out of the northern side of the woods, her hands to her face. Her eyes froze on a scene by my feet. I looked down, to see Amanda laying on the forest floor with a broken neck and Apple sitting on her knees with blood all over her face screaming, for help. She looked up at me. ‘’what’s happening to me? I’m a monster.’’ Her eyes where blood red, ‘’what’s happening, to me?!’’, she screamed. And the vision ended. ‘’what does that mean?’’, Alice whispered. ‘’what did you see?’’, Bella asked. Alice didn’t answer, (What did you two see?) Bella thought. My hand was still frozen on Alice’s shoulder. when I turned around to Bella. ‘’Apple killed, Amanda.’’ Bella’s teeth rattled. ‘’what does that mean? Was she a vampire?’’ I nodded. Bella gasped ‘’how?’’, I looked into Bella’s Topaz eyes and whispered ‘’I don’t know.’’ We all stood there still as a rock, we didn’t even move when Jacob walked into the room. We all just stood there, not breathing not blinking nothing. ‘’this is, um weird. What’s going on?’’ no one answered Jacob. His mind played to the flash back, when the Volturi gathered to kill us all. He started to shake, ‘’ Are the Volturi coming?’’, he asked between clenched teeth. That’s when everyone unfroze. ‘’no Jacob, we think someone knows our secret.’’ His eyes looked relived, but then he realized what we said, and his eyes widened….
We all sat there in still silence, until Bella whispered ‘’Is it possible?’’, as Rosalie, Esme, Jasper and Carlisle walked in. ‘’Is what possible?’’, Rosalie asked. Jasper felt everyone’s tension and demanded what was going on. Bella whispered again so low I could barely make out was she was saying. ‘’Is it possible—‘’ she lowered her voice even more. ‘’ that the Volturi, did this on purpose? To say we couldn’t keep our secret? Is it possible that one of them turned Apple?’’ Everyone looked at her but didn’t answer her question. Because everyone knew it was possible, everyone knew they would do anything to get something on us, and say it was our faults, and bring a, army down here, to defeat us…

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''Is this a Dream?''

2010-09-20T02:29:00.000-07:00

‘’Amanda get this, okay so I was researching the Cullen family right—‘’she paused and looked around her. ‘’well I could only find information on Alice, Rosalie and Dr, Cullen. And you’re not going to believe what I saw.’’ Amanda motioned for Apple to go on. ‘’Well get this Alice’s name isn’t really Alice, it’s Mary Alice Brandon, she was put into a mental asylum because she said she was having visions or something, and then she just disappeared, It was in a old news’s paper or something, I didn’t think anything about this until it had a picture of her on it.’’ Amanda chuckled ‘’Apple your crazy this was in the 1900’s how would she still be alive?’’ Amanda narrowed her eyes ‘’I thought you would say something like that so here I printed out the picture and the news paper,’’ she handed it to Amanda. ‘’n-no that can’t be.’’ Apple nodded her head. ‘’that’s what I thought but the picture proves it is.’’ Amanda narrowed her eyes, ‘’okay what about Dr, Cullen? What did you get on him?’’ apple smiled. ‘’well that’s where it get’s interesting.’’ Apple smiled, ‘’well if it’s really him, he was born in London, in the 1600’s he was the son of Anglican pastor, it said something about his father led many hunts, and then Dr, Cullen just diapered, then i was researching some stuff for a school project and I swore I saw Dr, Cullen in a picture that’s what made me research more on him, and I found more. Then in the late 1800s he was a doctor leading to the Spanish influenza, and what’s weird is the picture that was took was with a patient and it looked just like Edward Cullen!’’ apple got into her story. ‘’here’s the picture.’’ She handed a white paper to Amanda. Amanda gasped ‘’how?’’ Apple shrugged her shoulders. ‘’and this Rosalie girl?’’, Amanda asked. ‘’ she was born in 1915, her name is Rosalie Lillian Hale, she lived in Rochester, New York, she was engaged to some guy named Royce, and she disappeared like the rest of them.’’ Apple looked over at our table. I hadn’t realized Bella was trying to get my attention. ‘’Edward!’’ she yelled waving her hand in front of my face. Everyone looked at me. ‘’what’s wrong?’’ I growled ‘’someone researched us and knows our past.’’ Everyone gasped even Emmett. ‘’what’s the problem?’’ Renesmee asked confused, ‘’honey were vampires and everyone has been alive for a very long time.’’ Bella mumbled low enough where know human ear could hear. Renesmee’s eyes widened. ‘’Mary?’’, Alice froze (what do I do? do I answer her?) she looked at me I shook my head no. ‘’Mary?’’, Alice didn’t answer. Apple put her hand on her hip ‘’Alice?’’ Alice looked up and smiled ‘’oh hi, how may I help you?’’ apple’s eyes froze wide taking in everyone’s posture. She sighed ‘’sorry nothing’’ apple mumbled and walked off.

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2010-09-15T02:53:00.000-07:00

‘’Okay Renesmee Aunt Alice went to the school yesterday and got all of our school schedule’s.’’ Renesmee smiled as I handed her the schedule. ‘’All of my classes are with Aunt Alice!’’ Renesmee said excited. Bella rolled her eyes. ‘’Remember your daddy’s little sister, and I’m your adopted sister.’’ Renesmee nodded her head. ‘’how can I forget? mom your reminding me every ten minutes.’’ ‘’sorry it’s just that it’s a new town and I want you to fit in as much as possible.’’ Renesmee sighed and looked out the window. (she thinks were going to fit in, yeah right. Daddy’s skin glow’s when the sun touches it so dose mommy’s oh and the little fact that Jacob’s 7’8 know is no big problem were all going to fit in just great) Renesmee thought. I chuckled under my breath low enough where Bella couldn’t hear nor could Renesmee. when we pulled up to the school Jasper, Alice, Emmett and Rosalie where standing by the jeep while Jacob was still sitting on his motorcycle pretending to look busy. As soon as Renesmee got out of the car he hopped off the motorcycle and walked up to us and entwined his and Renesmee’s finger’s together. ‘’how are you this morning babe?’’ before Renesmee could answer the school bell went off and Alice started jumping up and down. ‘’how can you be so, excited?’’ Bella asked. And Alice’s reply was ‘’I don’t know I just enjoy it,’’ Alice sighed…

The whispers started as soon as we walked in the school. ‘’who’s that small girl standing by the girl with the black pixy hair?’’ all the guys asked. ‘’and he looks to old to be 16.’’ All the girls muttered. Than there where the popular girls, dumbfounded that there was actually someone prettier than them. They soon began there plans to make friends with us. I grumbled.

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''First Day Of School''

2010-09-10T02:07:00.000-07:00

Wow it’s been two months since I’ve written in you, everything’s going great we all started school, Emmett and Rosalie are seniors Alice and Renesmee are Sophomores and Bella, Jasper, Jacob and I are juniors.

‘’But Edward why do we have to go to school? One time was enough for me,’’ Bella groaned. ‘’Bella love were doing this because of Renesmee.’’ she sighed ‘’I suppose your right,’’ I smiled and gave her a light kiss. ‘’you’re no wearing that are you?’’ Alice said in a sharp tone. ‘’I guess not,’’ Bella muttered. Alice brightened up, ‘’good I got just the dress for you,’’ Bella narrowed her eyes, ‘’um Alice just in case you don’t know, it’s like -4 degrees outside, and to a human wearing a dress is not going to cut it, it’s not warm enough, we don’t want to draw any attention.’’ Alice laughed ‘’whatever you say Bella,’’ alice laid some clothing on the bed a demanded Bella to change. ‘’whatever Alice.’’ Bella ended up wearing a blue shirt with a cardigan, and blue jean pants, with flats and the Cullen crest around her neck. Bella smiled ‘’ready?’’ I nodded. We walked down stairs Renesmee was eating some scrambled eggs and toast I smiled she looked like a little angel. (Edward are you ready to—) I cut her off with a nod. ‘’renesmee honey—‘’ bella smiled when Renesmee turned around, ‘’your father and I—‘’ bella thought for a second. ‘’well the whole family and your father and I have something we would like to give you,’’ Renesmee’s eyes sparkled. I pulled out the little necklace that we had made for Renesmee. I handed it to her and she said thank you. When she opened the velvet container a tear slid down her cheek. ‘’thank you mommy and daddy,’’ Bella wiped the tear form her cheek. ‘’it’s from all of us.’’ Bella pointed at Carlisle, Esme, Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, Emmett Renesmee ran her slender finger of the crest. Bella smiled and grabbed the necklace and wrapped it around Renesmee’s neck….

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''Rosalie and Emmett's Weddings part two''

2010-09-03T01:53:00.000-07:00

‘’I love you, Rosalie I know that you are the only one for me, my one true love. I am happy and I am grateful that you came into my life, that where others have spent their entire lives looking for the one, I have found you. And now that I have found you, I shall never let you go. I promise you, Rosalie , that I shall hold you and cherish you and give you my heart, that I shall support you and care for you. Faithfully, I shall always stand steadfast at your side with your hand in mine, regardless of what life would bring to us. I take you now as my wife, and I shall remain so for the rest of eternity.’’ Emmett smiled when he finished.

‘’My beloved Emmett, do you remember the very first day we met? From the very moment I saw you, I knew you were the one for me, the one that I know I have to spend the rest of my life with. Our courtship was one of the best days of my life, for you have become not just my lover and companion, but also my best friend.’’ Rosalie said in one short breath. I wondered what it would be like when Bella and I got remarried or if she would ever want to get remarried it was hell for me to get her to even say yes the first time. Let along a second time. ‘’and do you Emmett Cullen take Rosalie Hale as your lawfully wedded wife?’’ the priest asked ‘’I do’’ ‘’and do you Rosalie Hale take Emmett Cullen to be your lawfully wedded husband?’’ ‘’I do’’ Rosalie said with a huge grin on her face. ‘’and now you may kiss the bride.’’ Then and there, Emmett planted a big kiss on Rosalie.

Since it was a small wedding we didn’t have a reception. The only people there other than us, where Zafrina, kachiri, Eleazar, Carmen, Tanya, and Benjamin. Renesmee was excited to see Zafrina. And Zafrina was amazed at how mature Renesmee looked. Latter that night after everyone left. Bella came up to me ‘’hey Edward what dose Nayeli mean?’’ I frowned ‘’it means I love you in Quileute. Why do you ask?’’ ‘’oh no reason at all I just over-heard Jacob tell Renesmee that.’’ she smiled, and kissed me on the cheek. And walked off to tell Renesmee, good night.

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''Rosalie and Emmett's Weddings part one''

2010-08-30T03:10:00.000-07:00

‘’Edward, can I talk to you for a second?’’ Bella asked ‘’of course love.’’ She grabbed my arm and led me outside. ‘’Charlie wants to see—‘’ she took in a deep breath ‘’Sue, I didn’t know what to tell him so I…. I told him I would talk with you and Carlisle.’’ I sighed ‘’well he is doing good on his diet, and he hasn’t tried to attack Renesmee yet.’’ Bella frowned ‘’yeah well Renesmee is half vampire though, and sue she’s full human.’’ I nodded ‘’if your, uncomfortable with him seeing sue than tell him that he’s not ready yet.’’ Bella sighed. Well diary I got to go Roses wedding is tomorrow lots to do.

‘’to, the left a little bit.’’ Alice put her hand on her hip ‘’ no, no that doesn’t look good—‘’ her eyes light up ‘’ right there!’’ I groaned ‘’Alice that’s where it started out.’’ She rolled her eyes. ‘’I got to go help rose get ready.’’ Alice muttered before she walked off.

Bella walked outside in a red dress, that was floor length, it was wrapped tightly around her body which showed off her curves, it also had a black bow wrapped around, and it was strapless, he hair fell down to her waist in long waves, her eyes glowed a bright topaz, she had on a brown smoky eye with nude lips. ‘’so what do you think?’’ bella asked smiling. I gave her my crooked grin ‘’I think you look splendorous’’ she sighed ‘’English please’’ I laughed ‘’it means Extraordinary, elegance, beauty, gorgeous shall I go on?’’ she laughed ‘’Thanks babe.’’

I knocked on Renesmee’s Door ‘’come in Daddy.’’ She muttered. ‘’ when I walked in she was standing in front of her full length mirror. She had on a brown dress that was knee length, it had a bow in the front, it was also strapless like the brides maid’s dresses, she had on 1 inch heels, her hair was in a elegant bun, and two pieces of hair in the front framing her face, and a locket that Bella gave her for Christmas. ‘’you look utterly stunning honey.’’ She blushed a bright pink. ‘’thanks dad. You look handsome your-self.’’ I rolled my eyes ( Hey Edward send Nessie down here so I can get her makeup done) I chuckled ‘’ I think your Aunt Alice wants you in makeup pronto.’’

‘’It’s time!’’ Alice yelled ‘’ Edward you and bella will walk out first. Than Edward will walk to the piano and start playing the songs. And then jasper and I will walk out. Than Renesmee and Jacob, and then Rosalie, everyone got that?!’’ Alice yelled she had on the same red dress as Bella, and her hair was spiky like normal. ‘’okay Edward, Bella take your places.’’ Bella put her arm through mine. And we started walking down the small isle. The sun beamed out, making my skin glitter, like a million little diamonds. Emmett was standing there under the arch smiling like a fool Alice walked out, With jasper than Renesmee and Jacob. I strode over to the piano that was sitting under the tree. And started playing here comes the bride, everyone stood up when Rosalie and Carlisle were in view. She had on a simple white wedding dress, that was strapless, and beaded at the bust line, the dress fell against her body making her looks elegant. I was surprised when she picked the dress. She said that outside weddings were made to be romantic and not fancy. Her hair was pulled up in a simple bun. It was similar to what Renesmee’s looked like but more elegant. she held a small bouquet that had three Lilly’s and Two Orange Blossoms.....

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''Emmett''

2010-08-25T01:53:00.001-07:00

Bella and I were sitting on the sofa watching rose and Alice fight over what, flowers where going to go on the arch. Rosalie huffed a sigh and stomped out of the room. And slammed the door. Alice turned around smiling and shaking her head. ‘’gee that girl is turning into a bridezilla, but at least I won that fight. Can you believe she wanted blue flowers?! That would clash everything. I think she tries to ruin my ideas sometimes.’’ Bella smiled ‘’I know Alice she’s crazy that would have ruined everything.’’ Alice smiled and danced over to the table that held a clip bored. ‘’so many things to do! I love it.’’ Alice walked back up stairs singing here comes the bride. Bella looked at me and smiled ‘’she’s a piece of work ant she?.’’ I gave Bella my crooked grin ‘’tell me about I have been living with her for all these years.’’

~~‘’I heard that you two!’’ Alice screamed, while Bella and I laughed.~~

Charlie walked in ‘’hey um do you think we could go hunting today?’’ Charlie asked his eyes still blood red. ‘’of course dad, Edward do you want to come?’’ Bella asked. (Hey Edward if you can hear me… than I want you to know that I need to talk to Bella alone about something) Charlie thought. ‘’oh actually I think I’m going to stay here I need to talk to Emmett about something.’’ She frowned a little bit. ‘’don’t fret my love. I’ll be here when you get back.’’ I grabbed her around the waist and pulled her in for a hug. (Thanks Edward) I nodded my head slightly. I gave Bella a slight peck on the cheek and went to Emmett and Rosalie’s room. It wasn’t a lie I really did need to talk to him. ‘’hey bro!’’ Emmett yelled as I walked into his room. ‘’hey, monkey man’’ he winked at me. ‘’I need to ask you something bro to bro.’’ his eyes twinkled ‘’well if it’s about you and be—‘’ I cut him off short ‘’no it’s about you and Rosalie.’’ His eyes twinkled at the sound of Rosalie’s name. he started thinking about what him and rose— ‘’ don’t you dare finish that thought Emmett’’ he sighed ‘’sorry bro. but you know how we get when—‘’ I cut him off ‘’yes I do know. But there’s a little Renesmee in the house know and she knows what that stuff is. if you must do it. Than please rent a hotel, go into the woods, I don’t care as long as it’s not in this house.’’ He stifled a grin I rolled my eyes. ‘’remember what I said.’’ as I walked out of the room he muttered ‘’sure sure.’’

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''Surprise''

2010-08-22T01:10:00.001-07:00

‘’Close your eyes.’’ I whispered in Bella’s ear. She suppressed a groan. ‘’can’t you just tell me? You know I hate surprises.’’ I chuckled. ‘’nope, sorry love.’’ I took her hand and guided her to the little garden. Full of roses, tulips, lilac, daises, lily’s and violets. ‘’here we are love.’’ She opened her eyes. It was these moment’s that I wished I could read her mind. ‘’oh Edward this is so beautiful.’’ She muttered looking at everything. ‘’I figured this could be our little meadow, our little private spot like we had back in forks.’’ Her eyes lit up with joy and passion. I knew she was only a stride away. But it felt like miles. I crossed the distance and pulled her in for a hug. She may think she doesn’t smell as good as to when she was a human but. To me her scent is intoxicating I can’t get enough. I pulled back so I could look at her. I broke our gaze with a kiss. Her lips molded to the shape of mine. I traced her soft lips with the tip of my tongue. Remembering how when she was a human and if I let go just one tiny bit everything could go wrong. But not know no one could stop us. she parted her lips, as I slid my tongue into her mouth. We haven’t had much time alone and it seemed that right now was the perfect time to get carried away.

~~My lips traveled down her. jaw to her ear lobe I whispered sweet nothings into her ear, as I unbuttoned her dress.~~

The dress slipped off Bella’s shoulder’s leaving her in A black lacy push up bra, and black lacy panties. My eyes studied over her body. She was pure perfection. her body arched toward me. as I wrapped my arms around her slender waist pulling her against me. as our bodies entwined she moaned out in pure pleaser. I could see the white hot passion in her eyes.
Bella’s head was resting against my chest now. As my fingers traveled, up and down, her spine. We laid there in the blissful silence. For a long time before she spoke. ‘’we better head back.’’ I nodded and got up. We walked home hand in hand. Nothing could ruin our buzz. That is until we got home and Emmett made a comment of ‘’there you two are. We were looking for you but Alice said we couldn’t bother you.’’ Bella narrowed her eyes ‘’don’t even start remember we made that bet. And I clearly beat you.’’ Renesmee looked at Bella confused ‘’what bet momma?’’ Bella turned around clearly embarrassed ‘’nothing hone—‘’ Emmett burst out laughing ‘’when your mother was still a newborn. We made a bet that if she beat me at arm reselling that I couldn’t make jokes about her and, your father’s se—‘’ Bella snarled ‘’Emmett!’’ Alice laughed ‘’you’ve really done it this time.’’ She sang (you want me to calm her? or do you want to watch Emmett get his butt kicked?) jasper thought. I chuckled and her shrugged his shoulders. ‘’bella love just come outside with me. if you attack Emmett you know you will feel, bad latter.’’ I grabbed her arm and pulled her outside. She was pacing back and forth. When Renesmee and Jacob walked outside. ‘’hey momma is everything okay?’’ Bella smiled at Renesmee ‘’of course honey I just kind of lost my temper.’’
~~Well diary I got to go. Rosalie is throwing a temper tantrum because Alice won’t tell her where she’s sending them for their honeymoon.~~

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''Changing part four''

2010-08-20T02:49:00.000-07:00

~~. T.H.U.M.P D.A T.H.U.M.P…… the room was silent. I didn’t realize that I was holding my breath to….~~

‘’Charlie can you hear me?’’ Carlisle asked. There was nothing but silence… ( what should I say? What should I do? do I answer? do they know I’m awake?) Charlie thought. ‘’He’s awake. And can hear you. He’s just doesn’t know what to do. or how to answer you.’’ I muttered. Carlisle nodded.

Charile’s eyes opened slowly. he went to sit up but didn’t realize he already was sitting up. He was amazed. At how his body reacted, at how fast he moved. How he could smell everything. And hear everything. ‘’what’s that god awful smell?’’ Charlie asked surprised that his voice sounded so musical. Everyone laughed. ‘’That would be the mutt. Renesmee took in.’’ Rosalie said with a joking voice. Rosalie and Jacob actually liked each and other now. Of course they didn’t hang out or anything. Only when they, were where forced to. (w-what’s this burn in my throat; I thought I was done burning.) Charlie thought… ‘’Charlie as you know where vegetarians and we don’t drink humans blood, we only drink animal blood—‘’ Carlisle let that sink into Charlie’s head than went on ‘’it will be hard until you get used to the diet. Of course you could be like Bella and have super self control as a newborn. We won’t be able to completely trust you.’’ Charlie nodded. ‘’how long will it take until, you can fully trust me to be on my own?’’…. ‘’well normally after the first year you will have full control over your body. But you still won’t be able to be in contact with humans. Unless you’re like Bella and have control over yourself. You could be like her you have been preparing for the change.’’

And here I am diary sitting down writing in you. I’ve got a surprise for Bella but I can’t say what it is yet. And as always Alice saw what I was going to do and insisted that she help me. So while bella is out taking charile hunting. Alice and I are going to met up. I’ll tell you everything when I get back.

‘’Alice –‘’ I grumbled ‘’Bella doesn’t like everything to be overdone and fancy I think your taking this too far.’’ She just laughed. ‘’Edward don’t doubt me. I saw Bella in the vision and she’s going to love it!’’ she starting humming to herself while planting the violets, and daisy’s and one of Bella’s favorite flower’s ruffled tulips. She also added red tulips to represent our undying love. And purple lilac to represent first love.

~~I better go Bella just got back from taking Charlie hunting. I’ll let you guys know how the surprise goes the next time I write.~~

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''Changing part three''

2010-08-14T02:31:00.000-07:00

~~Bella let out another ear screeching cry, but this time Charlie and Bella screamed at the same time…~~

‘’Carlisle—’’ I said between clinched teeth ‘’how can she be going through the change again?’’ I said as I walked over to Bella. ‘’well—‘’ he stopped for a second rethinking his words ‘’I’m not for sure, but I was thinking if we can get jasper to control her feelings than maybe just maybe she will snap out of it.’’ Jasper and Alice were out hunting so I called them ‘’ Alice and you need to head back, Bella is going through the change again and Carlisle thinks if you take over her emotions than she won’t feel Charlie’s and will snap out of the change.’’ I heard whispering than the sound of wind. ‘’we’re on our way.’’ The line went dead. ‘’there on their way.’’
~~I can hear their thoughts now I better go so I can explain everything to them.~~

I went down stairs to tell them everything I knew but when I got down stairs they were already heading up. ‘’I already told Jazz everything’’ Alice thought. I nodded we headed back upstairs to see Charlie and Bella both withering in pain. Jasper gazed over at Bella using his power on her to make her feel, loved and calm, the feelings he wanted her to feel took over the feelings of Charlie’s change her eyes opened a little red, almost topaz, them eye’s reminded me when she was still a newborn and could beat Emmett up, ah the good days. She looked around her eyes weary, her hands were shaking. Than out of nowhere she fell to the floor laughing. We all gave her a puzzled look. ‘’Are you okay Bella?’’ I asked she stopped laughing, and looked at me than to Jasper. ‘’Yes I am okay Jasper was just using his power on me,’’ she stiffened, realizing that Charlie was still lying on the table.
~~I got to go but I promise I will be back and let you know what happened.~~

~~It’s been two days since I have written in you diary, such a long time.~~
‘’ Alice how much longer?’’ Bella moaned. ‘’Just ten more minutes Bella—‘’ Bella was now pacing around the room, ‘’Bella just sit down and take a deep breath.’’ Alice demanded. Bella just rolled her eyes. (When is this burning going to end? My heart feels like it’s going to beat out of my chest. I just need to sit here and take it like a man, breath in and breath out, ya I would except I can’t breathe my lungs there on fire) Charlie thought over and over. ‘’I can hear his thoughts now,’’ I gave a faint smile to Bella’s thoughts. (Yeah I know what he is going through. I’ve been through it two times. trust me one time is enough I’m glad Edward couldn’t hear my thought’s while I was changing) I chuckled and gave her my crooked grin. (I love that smile. if I could blush I think I would) I tried to hide my smile the best I could, her eyes narrowed (can you hear me Edward?) I didn’t answer not because I didn’t want her to know but because Charlie was about to wakeup. (Whew I guess he can’t hear me) she thought. I was about to say something when Charlie’s heart went thump da thump. T.H.U.M.P D.A T.H.U.M.P…… the room was silent. I didn’t realize that I was holding my breath to....

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''Changing part two''

2010-08-11T00:48:00.000-07:00

~~Well I guess I better start where I left off.~~
~~Bella went to check on Charlie I decided to go with her; we walked into the bathroom to find Charlie on the floor…~~

his body was shaking, Bella stood there froze for 3.6 seconds before she grabbed him and ran to Carlisle office. He was already clearing his desk off Bella laid Charlie down softly. His body went to a complete halt. His chest was barely moving Carlisle was getting the morphine. Carlisle was preparing for the change. When Bella walked in and did something that shocked me. ‘’Carlisle I want to change Charlie.’’ He looked at Bella for a second and nodded ‘’will you be able to stop?’’ Bella took in a deep breath. ‘’yes.’’
~~And diary here I am now it’s about time I better go.~~

Charlie was knocked out from the morphine, so he didn’t know what was about to happen, Bella grabbed his wrist and ran a finger where his blood vain was. She lowered her mouth to his wrist and sunk her teeth in. his body twitched, and he gasped. Bella’s venom was traveling through his veins pumping it to his heart. Bella sat there holding his hand when she screamed bloody murder. Renesmee and I were playing cards at the time so we didn’t know what was happening. She was lying on the floor withering in pain. Her body shook her eyes where blood shot; her veins were popping out of her head. She screamed again. Renesmee was standing there looking as shocked as I was, I didn’t know what was happening I wanted it to stop but I couldn’t get into her mind nothing was working. Renesmee walked over to Bella and touched her arm. Renesmee cried out in pain and flinched back. ‘’ mom is going through the change again’’ she said catching her breath. I knew she was right because I saw what Renesmee saw. Bella couldn’t hear a thing she was panicked she felt like her heart was going to pound out of her chest, but she didn’t have a heart and I couldn’t hear it the only heart I heard was Renesmee and Charlie’s. Her vision was black with white spots dancing around in her vision. How is this possible? I heard the front door slam shut and I knew Jacob was here, he ran as fast as he could upstairs. But when he saw what was going on he was confused, Bella let out another ear screeching cry, but this time Charlie and Bella screamed at the same time.
~~Well I guess I better go I’ll finish were I left as soon as I get a chance to write~~
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''Changing''

2010-08-07T02:41:00.000-07:00

Charlie is coming over so we can discuss some things about his change and what day he wants his change to happen. It sounds like his car is turning off onto the dirt road. I’ll let you all know what happens when I have a chance to write.

Well the date is set, Charlie wanted to changed before Rosalie’s wedding so we are changing him on the 5th of July which is next Tuesday. Charlie quit his job today, and is staying with us. ‘’wait so when I’m like all of you, I will have to drink animal blood?,’’ Charlie asked I nodded my head, ‘’I know it will be hard and you might slip up a few times but I know you can control yourself I mean hey who did Bella get her strength from?’’ Charlie sighed ‘’Renee’’ I wasn’t hoping for that answer but that’s what he gave me.
Today is the 4th of July Charlie will begin his change tomorrow afternoon, everyone is preparing for tomorrow especially Bella, she came and sat by me her eyes sad, ‘’what’s wrong love?,’’ I asked her. ‘’it’s just that I never wanted Charlie to be like us,’’ she sighed and snuggled into my chest, we were watching a show called Buffy the vampire slayer it’s very interesting how people come up with stuff, when Charlie walked down the stairs he wasn’t looking good, his skin was pale, if possible paler than mine, he had beads of sweat on his forehead. ‘’dad are you okay?’’ Bella asked worriedly. ‘’ I’m fine just couldn’t sleep, I got a headache from hell, and my stomach just doesn’t feel right,’’ his heart started to pound faster and faster, I ran to the kitchen grabbed the trash can, I got back to Charlie just in time, Bella ran to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water. Charlie’s nose was bleeding, ‘’um bella go get Charlie a towel, I’m going to take this outside,’’ the air smelt like rain, but I kept smelling blood, I looked down, and Charlie’s vomit was filled with blood, ‘’ CARLISE!,’’ I screamed. as I was walking back inside Carlisle came down the stairs ‘’yes Edward?’’ he asked his eyes full of concern, ‘’Charlie’s vomit was filled with blood,’’ his eyes looked sad but he nodded, ‘’I’ll watch him tonight,’’ Charlie didn’t want to go back to sleep so he stayed up and watched T.V. with us, Bella kept looking over at him to make sure he was okay. Charlie got up and walked back up stairs to his room, when I heard coughing I just figured he was vomiting again, but then I heard a gurgle and one shallow breath followed by two than three, Bella went to check on Charlie I decided to go with her, we walked into the bathroom to find Charlie on the floor….

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''Fourth part of things happen for a reason''

2010-07-31T01:41:00.000-07:00

~~(Where I left off) ‘’Charlie I would love to change you but it’s up to Bella….~~

‘’Dad I said no!’’ Bella stormed out of the room. I sighed and followed her, when I got outside she had just turned the corner going into the main hallway. I followed silently behind her until we got outside, and she sighed. ‘’Edward you know I don’t want to change him. Why does he even want to be changed?! He hated all of this in the first place, w-why now?!’’ I took a deep breath I knew this was going to be hard on her so I pulled her along till we got into the tiny garden with one bench and a couple of daisies and no people, that’s when I sat her down and held her hand, I told her in a slow voice ‘’Charlie is afraid that he might die’’ I hesitated. And took another deep breath and continued ‘’he was thinking about some things, and he went to the doctor the other day, and they told him that he had pancreatic cancer, unfortunately the doctor said he could do nothing about it, he will most likely live past four years at the most five years’’ Bella;s eyes went wide-eyed and said, ‘’no’’ the tears came I never got used to watching her shed tears as a vampire ‘’NO no no NO!!!!’’ she sobbed ‘’Oh please no!! C-c-Charlie! Dad!’’ she got up, I got up too but she had other plans, she wanted to run. ‘’ No Bella you cannot tell him…’’ she took a shuddering breath and looked me straight in the eye ‘’why not?’’ she said her voice menacing. Ready to run ‘’because when he did it he knew I was listening, he was already aware. He wants to be with you love’’ I pulled her into my chest ‘’your father is dying and his love isn't'' she sniffled ‘’so you think I should let Carlisle change him?’’ I nodded my head ‘’would you rather he suffer for five years knowing he is going to die, or three days where he can spend an eternity with us’’ She broke down completely no joking. she actually fell onto the cement and dented it a fraction of an inch. "Edward! why?!" she was shuddering, tears pouring out from her eyes, but I noticed that the dead veins were enflamed. I could take care of that later, i thought and I lowered myself onto the ground with her. "Bella, Love, its okay..." . I moved her hair out of the way, wiped away her tears and brought her soft face up to mine, and kissed her. She sniffled like a human and she responded to my kiss. I grabbed her arm and pulled her up and carried her to the bench she sat in my lap crying until it stopped I looked down at her, and her tears where gone her red eyes and runny nose was gone, all traces of her crying was gone.

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''Third part for things happen for a reason''

2010-07-28T02:05:00.000-07:00

Charlie was now awake from his coma, but he has been thinking about the need to know stuff a lot, I told Bella he had been thinking about it, she was shocked as so was I . Since Jacob turned into a wolf in front of him he didn’t want anything to do with what we where but when he heard Bella and Carlisle talking about changing Erik he went from not wanting to know to I need to know. ‘’um Bella and Edward can you come over here?’’ Charlie asked in a horse voice. We were sitting in the chairs by the T.V while he was pretending to sleep. ‘’yes Charlie?’’ Bella asked in a worried voice. He gulped down one big gulp, ‘’w—‘’ he cleared his throat. ‘’well I wanted to talk to you about um the needing to know stuff’’ he looked deep into Bella’s topaz eyes Bella sighed ‘’dad are you sure you can handle this I don’t want to over tell you something and make your blood pressure go up it’s not good for your health’’ Charlie kept his face nice and calm when really he was thinking this may not be good for my health but I need to know. He smiled at Bella ‘’of course honey I am perfectly fine’’ Bella sighed (Help me Edward!) she thought, I sighed ‘’Charlie we are vampires’’ he burst out laughing Bella narrowed her eyes. ‘’dad Edward is telling the truth’’ Charlie’s face went blank. ‘’your serious aren’t you?’’ Bella nodded. ‘’so like what? How can you go out in the sun aren’t you supposed to like I don’t know turn to ash?’’ I chuckled ‘’that’s just stereotype Dracula and all of that it’s all fake’’ Charlie’s face was shocked, but his blood pressure never went up, ‘’so Bella is a vampire?’’ Charlie asked Bella smiled ‘’yes dad I am but were good that’s why our eyes are golden we don’t drink human blood or anything we only drink animals’’ Charlie’s eyes widened a little bit but went back to normal. ‘’so this means y’all are all vampires?’’ Charlie asked, Bella nodded ‘’is there anything else I need to know?’’ ‘’well dad Edward can read minds, jasper can control your feelings, Alice can have visions, I am a shield and Nessie is half human half vampire’’ Charlie looked between us. (so all them times I was rude and thinking some not so nice stuff Edward could hear me should I feel bad about that? no I don’t think I do I mean he should have seen Bella. His mind brought up a mental picture of Bella. I wonder if) ‘’no Charlie Bella would never stand for it’’ he sighed ‘’I guess I’ll just have to ask her, Bella can I be changed?’’ Bella stood up and grabbed Charlie’s hand ‘’dad I wouldn’t ever want to put you through that pain so no’’ Bella said softly at that time Carlisle walked in ‘’hi Charlie how are you feeling today?’’ Charlie just looked at him looked back at Bella than before I could stop him he blurted out ‘’CARLISE WILL YOU CHANGE ME!’’ Carlisle looked shocked ‘’Charlie I would love to have you in my family, but it’s up to Bella…

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''Second part for things happen for a reason''

2010-07-21T22:45:00.000-07:00

~~Were I left off I looked at her wide eyed ‘’I um don’t know I’ll have to ask Carlisle’’….~~

Bella was sitting by Charlie when I heard his thoughts for the first time tonight, he could hear what Bella was saying and he wanted to answer her back so bad, but he couldn’t remember how to he couldn’t talk it was like he was awake he could see everything, and hear but he couldn’t talk, I wonder how that works? I thought to myself I mean he is in a coma so how can he hear and see everything but he saw it he saw me standing by Bella with my arm wrapped around her, I was still thinking how could she cry, I mean really it isn’t possible she is special but no vampire has ever cried, Carlisle walked in, ‘’Bella I need to talk to you about something’’ she nodded ‘’what is it Carlisle?’’. ‘’well Bella I know Erik is your friend and stuff, so I am giving you a option, you see he is bad the surgery didn’t help at all he won’t make it past tonight, but I can change him if you want’’ he looked at her with his deep topaz eyes she let out a little whine ‘’Carlisle i would love for you to save him but, we can’t save everyone I hate making the decision on whether or not he lives or dies, but I don’t think I would ever turn anyone unless they asked’’ Carlisle nodded, ‘’very well Bella’’ she went and sat by Charlie again ‘’ Carlisle I need to speak to you’’ we walked outside ‘’what is it Edward? Is everything okay?’’ he asked me. We walked a little ways down the hall before I spoke ‘’I think Bella has a new power’’ Carlisle’s head snapped up he had a smile on his face ‘’what did Bella do?’’ he asked I didn’t know how to explain it wow that’s a first. ‘’well Bella cried’’ I said it just like that plain and simple half of the reason because I didn’t know why or how. Carlisle stood there gathering his thoughts ‘’this isn’t the first time a vampire has cried real tears when I was with the Volturi there was a case like this, her name was Mandy she could feel the humans emotions around her, kind of like jasper except she felt them physically if someone around her broke their arm, you would have swore she broke her arm, she hated feeding on humans she would go crazy every time she fed, she tried to never feed on a human again, I told her about my life style but she still wouldn’t listen she wouldn’t try she was losing herself slowly every day until she broke week and killed her brother, she begged for Aro to kill her but he wouldn’t so she did what she had to do she lifted up a car and threw it into another car’’ I couldn’t believe my ears so vampires can cry wow who knew?!

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''Things happen for a reason''

2010-07-18T21:48:00.000-07:00

Well guys I am sorry I haven’t updated in a while, it just that a lot has been happening. Alice had a vision a week ago about Erik in a car crash, Alice didn’t get to see the person that he hit, but she had a pretty good idea of who it was here is what happened.

Bella’s phone rang around 1:00 am, ‘’hello this is Bella’’ I had a pretty good idea about what the phone call was about, but when Bella’s face went blank I knew it wasn’t news about Erik, at that moment, Alice had a vision, Charlie was driving down the road when a car swerved into his lane, and hit Charlie head on, Erik got thrown out of the windshield his body hit the tree, blood was everywhere there was skin on the tree, Charlie was still inside the car but he was pretty bad, his head was split open and the air bag knocked him out his door was smashed in, on him than the vision ended, Alice came running down the stairs the same moment Bella hung up the phone, ‘’C-Charlie was in a car wreck’’ her eyes were filled with pain, Bella and I got in the fastest car we had which was Alice’s car a 911 yellow turbo Porsche, we were in forks by 3:30am we couldn’t see Charlie until he was out of ICU, Bella pretended to fall asleep on my shoulder while we waited, I whispered into her ear ‘’Charlie is out of ICU’’ she didn’t move until I pretended to wake her up when the doctor walked in, ‘’hi I am Dan your father was in critical condition, he is stable know and can breathe on his own’’ ‘’thank you what room is he in?’’ Bella asked. ‘’he is in room 519’’ Bella nodded she started moving forward I grabbed her hand and held her there about the time Carlisle walked in Dan ran over to him ‘’Dr, Cullen I didn’t think I would ever see you again it’s been a long time’’ Carlisle nodded ‘’indeed it has been a long time, but I must hurry up and get to my patient’’ Carlisle said, (whoa Carlisle still looks the same and so does his son and his daughter in law, what do they drink I need some of that stuff, I mean Carlisle is supposed to be 45 now and still looks in his 20s and his son is supposed to look 26 and still looks seventeen) the guy thought, Carlisle stopped in front of us, I am going to be doing surgery on Erik, and then check on your father’’ Bella nodded we walked in the door behind Carlisle a girl behind a desk smiled at us ‘’hello may I help you?’’ Bella smiled ‘’um we are looking for room 519?’’ the girls smile dropped ‘’oh um walk straight than turn left you’ll go through a door, than keep going straight than turn left again, you’ll see a sign that says come sit with us and eat, go past that turn right, and then walk down the halls a little ways and the room will be there’’ Bella nodded ‘’thank you’’ (oh I feel bad for her I saw the guy they were taking in that room it didn’t even look like he would make it past tomorrow) the girl thought. Bella and I got to the door, I stopped mid track and grabbed Bella’s arm pulled her to me in a hug and whispered ‘’be prepared for what you’re going to see’’ her eyes filled with that pain again we walked into the room and there lay Charlie, his leg up in a cast his right arm in a cast and his ribs wrapped up, a huge cut going from his cheek to his jaw a swollen black eye, and his head wrapped up in a bandage with blood soaking threw, Bella gasped ‘’oh Edward he looks bad he can’t die, he can’t die on me’’ she started sobbing I pulled her into my arms ‘’honey it’s going to be okay, and Carlisle can change him into a vampire if he gets worse’’ she started to cry more, well our vampire cry, that’s when I felt something wet on my shirt I pulled her back and she had two tears running down her face, what how could this happen maybe she had a lot of pain in her maybe that’s why she had tears, her eyes looked shocked I brushed away the tears they weren’t warm like when she was a human they were ice cold. ‘’how can I cry?’’ she asked I looked at her wide eyed ‘’I um don’t know I’ll have to ask Carlisle’’ well diary I got to go but I will update you on it more in the next entry
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