EdWiNa - Live with GOD

2012，新的一年 A New Year 2012

2012-01-04T02:58:00.000+08:00

Songs of BLESSED TOP FIVE voting of the year 2011.

Remember these songs wherever and whenever I am.

GREAT encouragement, ANOINTED songs.

1st Song: 相遇 Xiang Yu
“耶和华必将好处，必将好处赐给我们。我们的地也要多出，也要多出土产……”

2nd Song: 欢迎你来 Huan Ying Ni Lai / I Welcome You
“和撒那！至高之处和撒那！和撒那！众城门抬起头来呀~ 荣耀啊！荣耀啊！万王之王，耶稣~ 我们的王……”

3rd Song: 何等可爱 He Deng Ke Ai / How Lovely

“我羡慕渴想耶和华的院宇。我的心肠，我的肉体，向永生神呼吁……”

4th Song: Sentuh Hatiku / 触动我的心 Chu Dong Wo De Xin

"Bapa, sentuh hatiku, ubah hidupku, menjadi yang baru.Bagai emas yang murni, Kau membentuk bejana hatiku......"

5th Song: 爱有多深就会有多远 Ai You Duo Shen Jiu Hui You Duo Yuan

“爱有多深就会多远，在每个清晨，每一个夜。张开双眼，静静守着明天，让祝福降临每个人间……”

Give thanks for everything. Although there is a hard time, but still, gotta be strong and face the day tomorrow.

A SUCCESS MAN will NEVER say "I GIVE UP!" to difficulties and challenges.

And for SURE......lastly,

"You see that his faith and his actions were working together, and his faith was made complete by what he did." --- James 2:22

First

2011-11-09T00:31:00.004+08:00

Thanks God! 08/11/11 will be the "first", the beginning of new things. Hope i really could do it, and keep on my faith. =)

Luke 17:6

He replied, “If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, ‘Be uprooted and planted in the sea,’ and it will obey you.

旧日记 Old Diary

2011-10-27T04:36:00.000+08:00

Say it's an old diary, but actually not. It's just few months back. Hehe......
Start from here:

现在是11:14pm, 31/8/11（国庆日），一个人待在机场LCCT的McD里，等待着早上班机(6.50am)，前天是GA Youth的Leaders' Short Camp祈喝玩乐营，非常荣幸的，我能参与在其中。Hehe...但现在有点累了，还不能睡，加上要等待，这对我来说像是折磨。可是，要回家了，我还能说什么呢？如此快乐的事情，牺牲再多我也愿意。虽然不能上网，不能写部落格，却依然有那么不一样的感觉，至少我还能在一张纸上写歌。=P

看着机票的时间，快晕了…… 哈哈…

做夜班巴士，到机场！

就在McD叫这set食物吃，肥肥肥…… 呵呵……

To be continue, this is what i wrote:

现在只想唱一首歌给爸爸听

无私的爱随时随在

不曾离开

你那信实的爱无穷尽的爱

我心深深感动

也深深知道

祈求天父鉴察我心深处

看看我的里面是否有藏着不义

祈求天父带我走过生命每一部分

好让我的生命能够经历非一般

的奇迹能够荣耀你的名

一首歌 =)

在纸上写了~ ^^

Written by,

Edwina Kuek

(Signature)

11.38pm (Wed)

-- # THE END # --

七年了 For 7 years

2011-10-10T11:59:00.000+08:00

前几天在教会听到牧师提起10/10是我们神的帐幕建立一周年的日子。突然之间，想到那个日子，也是对我意义重大的日子。Hmmm......七年了~ 没想到时间过得那么快，怎么感觉自己老了呢？哈哈哈…… 记得12岁那年，10/10是我很盼望的日子，那就是洗礼的日子！感触很深，一直不相信7年就这样过了。这7年，走过死阴幽谷，走过高山低谷，经历了许多预想不到的奇迹，也看到了许多值得高兴的事。有时候，想想当初神怎样带领我，数算神的恩典，真的是非常感恩，深深体会到神的爱。日子一天一天过，慢慢发觉，世界上有许多我们接受不了的事。有时会心痛，有时会伤心，甚至埋怨神为何那么不公平。但是不要忘记，神……他在乎我们，唯有神最了解我们的心，也从来没有忘记过我们。只是有时会自己跌倒，远离了神，自己却没有察觉到。我始终相信，神造我们每一个人，都有一定的旨意，不是白白来世界，就这样白白的离去。我手所做的每一件事，我心所向的思想，我口所说的每一句话，我眼所看的每一个东西，我脚所踏的每一步，神都知道。想到这一点，就有一种又感动又害怕的心情浮现在我心里。因为一旦犯罪，我知道神看到，就感到害怕；但有时想到神那么细心地看顾我们，又感到很欣慰，很感动。嘿嘿~ 是不是很矛盾嘞？哈哈哈哈哈……很迟了，我看就写到这里吧！下面这首歌曾经是其中一首感动我的歌，可以说是改变我生命的其中一首。没有原因，只要你曾经听过“耶稣”这个名，听过一点点福音，再仔细听一听这首歌，是会感动的。=)

那一天，是历史被改变的一天……

第二天 Second Day

2011-10-04T11:02:00.000+08:00

It's 2nd day...should i truly be serious and pray for something which is really important? Would like to share this song today. =) Pray that everything will gonna be alright...

Music Solution 2011

2011-07-14T01:59:00.003+08:00

WooooOOOOHooooOOoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is the post which i wanna post it long time ago! LOL. It's one of the event at my KL's church, GA611.

Date: Saturday, 16 July 2011 (REMEMBER!!! It's this coming Saturday!!!!)

Time: 7.00PM - 10.00PM (estimated time)

Venue: GA611 Bread Of Life Prayer Tabernacle, Lot. 42 (No. 8), Jalan Bersatu 13/4, 46200 Petaling Jaya.

Website: www.gayouth.net

Head on to website of Music Solution to purchase your tickets! Come on! The tickets are limited!

This event is super nice event, just like a music concert. You will really enjoy it......

DON'T FORGET! There will be EP album selling on 16th July right after the concert, grab your album at the price of RM15. =)

Here is the Music Solution promo video, watch it!!!

And the 主题曲：My Superman (Song Demo)

Invite your friendsssssssssss to COME and join us! See you all on that night yea~ The GA Youth Band put a lot of efforts in this event, just like Blessed Youth in Kuching, practiced for few months for the Hand Mime. Support all of them, GA Youth...and support this event, Music Solution Facebook. Hope to see u all and may God bless the performance, musicians and singers... =)

Btw, if really don't know how to go, just contact me. =P God bless! Again. Haha......

回乡 Return Home

2011-07-14T01:27:00.001+08:00

嘿嘿嘿……又是我自己的时间了！哈哈……奇怪，为什么又是半夜？=.="' 或许是因为半夜比较清静吧~ 前个星期刚从古晋回到吉隆玻，是新学期的开始。刚开始上课时，真的是弄到我一头雾水，真的是不明白讲师在说什么，很像什么都不明白一样。@.@ 现在还差不多，至少明白了！感谢主！哈哈哈哈…… 回家乡，差不多每天都待在家里，不是做家务，就是看卡通。因为父母都会用到车，所以也没办法。除了周末，可就精彩咯，都去教会。这次回去，最特别的东西就是能够看到精彩的表演与少年人的付出，他们所做的，神都看在眼里。显露出一些画面—— 幕后花絮，全体黑衣！=P

虽然不是很清楚，但是真的可以看得出，他们所付出的代价—— 努力与几个月的时间。Hand Mime performance, 一点小小的差错就要重新录过，连牙齿都不能露出来，（如果牙齿露出来，会很明显，也很好笑。）实在是佩服他们。愿神大大地使用他们每一个人！以下就是录制完的录影带video，欣赏吧~~~

当然也很荣幸的，这次回去有机会跟一些领袖和朋友一起出去，一起玩到三更半夜。这次回乡的日子，忙也不是很忙，说闲空也不是很闲空。（矛盾！！！）呵呵呵……只能说成享受吧！

古晋kolomee!!!!!!!! 才吃到几次而已……

刚好我表姐从JB回来，见面时拍个照！好久没有一起拍照咯……

好想念古晋我所认识或知道的每一个人。原本在九月会再回去的，可是还不确定。

时间来匆匆，去匆匆，只能说要学习珍惜。=)

* 提醒 Reminder: “我知道怎样处卑贱，也知道怎样处丰富，或饱足、或饥饿、或有余、或缺乏，随时随在，我都得了秘诀。我靠着那加给我力量的，凡事都能做。” "I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through Him who gives me strength." （腓立比书 Phillippians 4:12-13）

这段经文是一首歌，所以我把他背下来了。常常会提醒自己，记得有很多次在blog post里面写出这段经文的最后一句。无论在哪里，都要把目标定睛在神身上。

Deeper In Love - Don Moen (With Lyrics)

2011-06-06T02:13:00.007+08:00

Love this song... Reminding myself to love God more, for He loves us first. Nice guitar plucking style too. =)

最后一天 The Last Day

2011-06-01T23:16:00.002+08:00

Went out with my leader last week. (Took this photo when she went to changing room. Haha...too free dy.)

Wooohooo...tomorrow is my last day of FINAL EXAM for semester 2. Some of my friends from Kuching keep on asking me when i will be back, i didn't let them know. Muahahahaha...just asked them to guess. For this post, i'm not going to say when, but just a simple post. =P So, tomorrow i will be sitting for OSCE (practical) exam, is the LAST DAY!!! =D But......after that i still have to go for posting at hospital. Not so fast to go back to hometown, not so late too, just almost. Last few weeks were study weeks, i mean exam weeks. Hehehe...

Erm........that's all. I'm going back soon! May God guide me all the time, and bless others. Time really flies, appreciate each other all the time. Although something seems like not to be right sometimes, but remember God's love will never change, He promised to be our refuge and strength. =)

简短篇 Short Post

2011-05-26T02:52:00.000+08:00

近来总是面对着一些莫名的攻击……怎样想都不明白。

想也想到累了，头也痛了。

感到很奇怪，可是总不知道原因何在。=.="'

求神每分每秒看守着我，还有我身边的每一个人。=)

Update update!

2011-05-12T10:51:00.000+08:00

What am i doing recently??????? Asking myself. Seldom online. Hehe...just posting time, always going out during weekends, final exam coming soon also. == Now i'm rushing of the time too, going to wash my clothes later in 15 minutes time. WoohOOooo...need to arrange my time properly, sometimes just hard but i know actually can be control. Just then. See ya all!!! =)


Newest personal photo

Of course, since yesterday onwards, i'm darker. Lol~ coz i went to Prayer Walk on 11/05/11. It was GREAT!!! My skin became darker but it's worth. =P Hahaha... Cya all! God bless...

God's Tsunami For Sarawak (Malaysia)

2011-04-14T23:41:00.003+08:00

Enjoy listening and watching this video. If you are Sarawakian, if you love Sarawak, you will feel so.

等待的心情 Feeling of Waiting

2011-04-05T02:05:00.001+08:00

前几年听过一首歌，名为《等待》- 堯堯。

有着很特别的风格与歌声。

虽然是短短的一首歌，但歌词是很有意思的。

以下这段video只占有歌的一小部分，可以听听看……

我累了 I'm TIRED

2011-03-14T23:16:00.001+08:00

对于现在的生活，我无话可说，只是……

“真想回到童年时候，无缘无故的爬上这座小小的灯塔，只为了要看美丽的风景，也可以尽情地大声呐喊。就算听到的人不明白我在喊什么，但我知道，至少那时候的我是自由自在的。”

过年回到老家，实在想留下来住在那里。

现在唯有一件事，我求。我希望我可以有那么一点点时间，可以自己安静下来。

知道“累”，只是一个借口。

最终，还是要花时间来亲近神，这是不可缺的。

我，只不过是一个人。

又是那么一夜… Another Night again...

2011-03-09T03:19:00.007+08:00

今天，又是那么一夜，非常宁静，非常凉爽。准备上网看《Letters To God》，这部戏。把手机放在一边，想起了好多朋友，他们的面孔一一浮现在我脑海里。有的有一段时间没联络了，有的偶尔还有透过面子书或简讯联络一下。这几个星期一直有小考，也蛮多东西要复习、要做的，只是要安排好时间，不能再懒咯~ 嘿嘿……来到这里，我看到现实中的现实。我好像不曾在部落格介绍过我在西马的朋友，还有生活环境，今天就简单地介绍一下吧！哈哈哈哈哈……就以照片说故事来完成这个post.

这是我的班。

班里的朋友……

Eunice Lim - Room mate, from Ipoh.

Huei Li and Connie - housemate, Johor ppl. =)

Juen and Haley - like sisters =P, 1 is from Klang, 1 from Johor.

Eunice Ting - mature wor~ from Sibu, Sarawak. XD

Xin Rui - housemate, from JB.

Joyce - from Sarawak, Sibu. Hehe...

Ah V (housemate) and Ah Cheng - 1 from Pahang, 1 from Ipoh? Or Johor? o.O

These are my classmatessss........ ^^

Mariah (ever was my housemate, don't know from where) and Siao Jing (housemate) - from JB.

Some of the guys and girls of my batch......

Friends from MLT - Ah Li from Kelantan, Icy - KL ppl.

Dianne from Sabah and Icy Icy. Haha...

This is our common photo while we have celebration, especially for birthdays.

Like this... =P

View of the scene when i took photo at the balcony.

The SHORTCUT road which we used to walk to the bus stop or the shops at the opposite side.

Every weekdays morning time, around 6.30AM wait for bus, then by bus (any kind), go to college.

Most of the time will spend time to have breakfast with Huei Li, Connie and Joyce.

Lunch time, those who always drive in KL, sometimes will go KK or anywhere to eat.

Eat eat eat... Hehehe...

If not, stay in class...rest. Or go to library find books and read or study. Or go to computer lab. =P

周末，通常都是去教会……

New church building, stage. *quite big*

My cell group leader - Ah Pat (Patricia - good in singing wor...)

My senior, Ping Ping, church's friends (either Blessed Church, Kuching or GA611, KL)
#Always the one who accompany me go shopping to buy clothes. LOL.#

Seniors *Ping, Jessica & Adelene* and also my church's friends, they are going to become leaders soon. =)

Church's friends - Cell group members - all nurses!!! =D

感觉如何？？？生活简简单单，自由自在吗？呵呵……

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I miss my long hair eh...... Hehe......

这里的生活其实还好，有时真的是经历到能够足以让我学习的事情。

也蛮好的啦… 这三年，我会尽情地体会的。

有时候，还是需要我的吉他陪伴~ 当然不是这个啦……是真的吉他。=)

***P/S: 还有很多人的照片我还没放，因为只是想简单介绍而已。

Reminder: Be STRONG!!!!!! Smile Always~ ^.^v

Words 话语

2011-02-21T00:18:00.004+08:00

A word, a sentence, a sermon, and add in a song...change my mind, affects my emotion and moves my target of living. Posted in Twitter, "I hope i have a right attitude and mindset as i am still living in this world. Grateful for everything." After few weeks of having class, will be going to hospital for posting. Feel quite excited and nervous, 'cos they are some new procedures which need to practice. I'm really grateful that i've a great church in KL, and also one at Kuching. Was listening to sermon in church this morning, and listening another sermon of Blessed Church now. SOooooo nice, touching sermons. Everything that had happened through the past few years, i'm thinking it back. Just then i'm looking back forward, i'm really grateful that everyone i'd met, those who i'm knowing now, teach me lots of things. No matter bad or good; no matter something which caused sorrows or happiness. No matter how bad the situation is, so then, do i still give thanks? I really really do give thanks. I really have to praise the Lord, and i......gotta be humble. As this post entitled "Words", I really agree with a saying goes, "A good word touches a man's heart." (Repeat reminding many times already. =P)

如此震撼的话语进入耳中……不论在多么残酷的环境里，心里真的还要感恩啊~

学去爱自己不可能爱的人，生命的经历都可以被扭转，可成为一个祝福、安慰、鼓励。

Took this funny photo during midnight time, puposely.
Smile always! Cheer those who are with you now, and always be there for you during hard times. =)))

God bless you all, guys! ^^

Oh yea! One more thing! Some of my friends are sick for these few weeks, hope they will get well soon. Those KL friends who are viewing my blog, you should know who i mean la... Take care, drink more water cos the weather is really crazy. Hahahaha... XD

CNY CNY!!!

2011-02-18T02:34:00.003+08:00

Crazy photos only. =P Will edit the post again, but not today. Haha......

感觉 Feeling

2011-02-15T22:54:00.011+08:00

“当一个人无法了解自己，那人将因此没有人生目标，也无法去真正了解别人。”

我觉得……这个世界实在是太复杂了~ 头昏脑胀啊！！！身边所发生的事连连不断，不知道的事都知道了，不了解的事也应该都了解了。感谢主，让我看透很多事情。有时不是看透，而是察觉。呵呵呵…… 或许会觉得自己很恐怖，为什么总会发觉“新事件”？？？不知道，我真的只能完全交给神了。=) 因为我也要认识自己，认识身边的人，更加要认识神。=P

By the way, wanna share a song lyrics. =)))

梦醒 Waking Up

每一天就这样忙忙碌碌的活下去

盲盲目目、麻麻木木随着岁月渐渐老去

迷迷糊糊挥霍掉自己的生命

青春不再

模糊中试着探索遥远的记忆里

仿佛曾经有过一颗炽热珍惜生命的心

曾经何时所有美丽的梦境

已消失无踪影

仿佛从恶梦中猛然惊醒

却又走入另一个恶梦里

有谁能领我走出这迷乱的困境

绝望中听到一微小声音

从我内心深处回响起

引领我走向永恒的光明

哦主耶稣是你

不再迷失在恶梦里

生命开始恢复美丽

美妙旋律充满我心

是你把我唤醒

今天 Today

2011-01-27T03:21:00.003+08:00

刚刚做完了一部分的事情，还有好多事要做。

今天，我下定决心……

今天，我尽量地完成该做的事……

今天，我回到在古晋常过的生活……

今天，我定下今天的目标，希望生命会再次被更新。

今天，我又回到迟睡的日子咯…… 哈哈！XD

今天，我不再是为我自己……

今天的我是如此，那明天的我呢？求神带领我，成为明白神心意的人。

要回家啦~ 我期待那一天的到来。=)

我错过了 I'd Missed It

2011-01-23T15:38:00.003+08:00

好久好久好久没有一个人静下来写部落格了。真的是好久好久咯~ 忙忙碌碌的生活，像一条绳子一样，总是捆绑着我。除了睡觉的时间，每天都会试着想抽那么一点点的时间。上一个post说到向着时间跑，这一次……只是一边做事情，一边听歌……听着听着，听着歌词的意思，也不断地在思考。呵呵~ 《起初》与《起初的爱》，这两首歌，重复又重复的在听。对现在的我来说，虽然是“老歌”，可是就觉得像第一次听到一首值得听的歌一样。哈哈……现在进入Semester 2，又刚考完圣经考试，通过是通过了，但不怎么好。那两首歌，都提起起初，其中一首的歌词是“许多最好最美的事，总是出现在第一次。体谅、宽容，真情和恩慈，是否都已随风逝？”。在日常生活中，常常都有发觉到这一点。每一次的经历，每一次的考验；不管是坏的，还是好的，过去了，回头看一看，那首歌的歌词就这么真实的显明在我现实的生活。每当我回头看一看的时候，看到自己的软弱，更是看到自己的不好。虽圣经教导不要怀念从前不好的事，但我知道，一个人的真正伟大之处，就在于他能够认识到自己的渺小。一个不认识自己的人，很难能够去了解其他人。（很像离题了~ 哈哈哈哈哈……回到正题。）我错过的，要数的话也数不清，要说的话也说不完，总之错过了就是错过了，我不会留念的。曾经后悔，曾经伤感，曾经不敢面对，但还是熬过来了。=) 错过的东西，有大有小；有严重的，也有轻微的。（很多啊！！！）嘿嘿……主要目的只想让人知道，有些事情就只有那么一次，所以要好好珍惜现在所有。要明白神的心意，要知道主的恩典。还有，喜欢牧师和伟宏团长的歌，要赶快回古晋买那张新专辑，和等牧师的新Hokkien专辑出炉咯~ 那些歌很好听喔~ 是顶不了的魅力。哈哈……没有啦~ 是神给他们的恩赐，是神的恩典，才能够作出那么多所谓触动人心的好歌！^^ 无论如何，路还是要走下去，不能够轻易对世界低头；我要挑战这世界，而不是世界挑战我。=P 很像很有毅力，最终还是要说，我需要神给的力量，常常从别人身上学习好的东西。好啦~ 就这样。

“人生旅途当中，不管曾经做错了或是错过了什么事，总要学会放得下，走出来，从中学习。认识自己的渺小……看到神的恩典。”

加油吧！All the BEST!!! 无论再辛苦，还是要微笑渡过每一天。=)

疲倦 Weary

2011-01-17T07:53:00.002+08:00

感觉自己抓不到时间……

拼命地追逐……

不停止。

时间总是不足……

再一次回家

2010-12-17T02:18:00.002+08:00

一个孩子将要回家的心情，如何用言语来形容呢？

心中的那种兴奋与高兴……是何等的真实。=)

要回家咯~ 每个朋友都忙着收拾东西。哈哈哈…看看，有多夸张。

（其实还好，照片很朦… =P）

我朋友说古晋在这一个方向，不知是真是假。哈哈……

要回家了……这次没有说明几时，主要原因是要给朋友们惊喜！！！

Wait for me yea~ Hehehehehehehehe...... Thank you, Lord...for everything.

过去 The Past

2010-11-29T05:05:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time i didn't update this blog. I'm going to write a short post today. For tonight is a silent night, so just write something to remind myself. Someitmes just love to be myself, love to be still... =)

"Let the PAST be the past, facing towards any problems and challenges...pass it all to God. Now i'm going to run towards to the front, fight for the things which are good, but not for the bad one. Knowing i'm living in this world is 'cos of God, but not for man."

Really gotta protect my heart properly...let my heart trust in God firmly.

The path, i believe God will lead me...... Although sometimes really feel hard to breath in this journey.

God bless everyone~ ^^

恩典之路 The Journey of Grace

2010-10-29T01:47:00.002+08:00

你是我的主引我走正义路

高山或低谷都是你在保护

万人中唯独你爱我认识我

永远不变的应许这一生都是祝福

(*) Chorus:

一步又一步这是恩典之路

你爱你手将我紧紧抓住

一步又一步这是盼望之路

你爱你手牵引我走着人生路

非常触动人心的一首歌，值得分享！=)

疲惫不堪 Exhausted

2010-10-04T01:52:00.000+08:00

身为一位护士，实在是不容易。我刚开始clinical posting一个星期而已，就很疲惫了，身心疲惫啊~ 哈哈……或许是每晚都很迟睡，不够睡眠。问题就出自于我本身，没把时间安排好。虽然真的会感到很累，但成就使我感到满足。What about nursing, i will just share till here. 'Cos it's not a big problem. The true problem that let me feel exhausted is about something else...which is really really complicated. I never met so many complicated things happened in a period before, really tiring. But...the good things are i learned many things through that "complicated things". Hehehehe...i can only use "complicated things" to describe it. Don't know how to explain, don't know how to express. Maybe those can let me be stronger and more wise, as they are one of the lifetime experiences. =) Thank God i'd brought my guitar here, can use to praise and worship everyday and practice the guitar skills when i'm free. The feeling of exhausted is not just physical, but mentally. Sometimes feel like hard to breath. My blog has been "abandoned" so long time already, it's not because i don't wanna write, but don't know how to write. Haih~ and it's hard for me to find a time to be still at here. The reason is we are living together. Hehe...can be a good thing, but sometimes i need some privacy also. =D 无法继续……stop here.

Hope everything will be alright soon......cheer myself up~~~ ^^