tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73913708069004157522024-11-01T09:08:22.555+01:00 시간에 난 괜찮을거야모르겠어요, 난 상관 없어 . 시간에 난 괜찮을거야EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comBlogger874125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-88715014154168654782020-01-29T14:06:00.000+01:002020-01-29T14:06:01.709+01:00Depression 20/20Hi !
Long time no posting !
Nothing much has changed in my life but yet so much.
I'm depressed and suffer with anxiety. i'm a prsioner of my own home and most of my social interaction is online. i hang out with the same people i find toxic for my mental health. some let me down continuesly and cannot see how they mistreat me but wont let me go when i try to leave. Others are overstepping my EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-13200191974371618422019-04-03T00:30:00.000+02:002019-04-03T00:30:02.417+02:00paaartyEMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-48626234324784701362019-04-02T23:25:00.002+02:002019-04-04T13:35:50.660+02:00There's an end to everything #burnbridges- When you go Marie Kondo in your home, recycling and trash disposal turn into eviction real quick.
Marie Kondo Advises Throwing Out Relatives That No Longer Bring You Joy
EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-37126298265664666052019-02-17T12:25:00.000+01:002019-02-17T12:25:19.831+01:00Favourite song ATM
Taemin <3
EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-78415832414064054712019-02-13T21:04:00.000+01:002019-02-17T12:23:02.268+01:00kpop against grief
Update: Kpop is not what it used to be - which is both good and bad iykwim
Thoughts and recap
As you may already know i'm a person that gets easily sad. Just in general and just out from what i've shared with the world on this blog. If you happen to see what i put on my instagram it's a whole other life i'm living there but here on my blog I strip myself for filters and my use of humor EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-68773147387108797402018-11-07T18:02:00.002+01:002018-11-07T18:02:08.483+01:00EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-49072676699737513772018-09-03T00:52:00.003+02:002018-09-03T00:52:26.833+02:00I miss you
Each and every day
i miss you moreEMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-16038169867202352502017-12-13T15:50:00.001+01:002018-01-09T19:09:21.780+01:00wither I've fallen for someone..
I know he doesn't like me...
How do I know ?
He told me.
It's messed up i know
But i'm falling deeper
Into my grave
One i've dug
I'm very cold
I don't feel anything
But i feel a lot
for that someone
I'm mad about him
When i barely remember his face
I just want him so bad
But i'm with someone else
EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-8293993282839094912017-09-02T23:45:00.002+02:002017-09-02T23:46:36.991+02:003words
I dont care.
You meant a lot to me but you decided to walk out by yourself.
Even if you did not mean to walk out of my life, it ended up that way.
I'm glad it did end
so i no longer care about you
EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-45018085352137370842017-08-11T14:23:00.000+02:002017-08-11T14:23:27.310+02:00EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-8182468300204485802017-06-08T01:30:00.002+02:002017-06-08T01:35:45.100+02:00
There's something Rob Thomas'ish over this video
EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-87147548903914162412017-05-30T13:04:00.002+02:002017-06-08T01:31:35.498+02:00When you can relate to so many songs.
Taeyeon - 11:11
EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-15824014697592176382017-05-29T00:56:00.000+02:002017-05-29T00:57:02.753+02:00we've fallen apart
"Listen
Hard at buildin' trust from a distance
I think we should rule out commitment for now
'Cause we're fallin' apart
Leavin'
You're just doin' that to get even
Don't pick up the pieces, just leave it for now
They keep fallin' apart
Passionate from miles away
Passive with the things you say
Passin' up on my old ways
I can't blame you no, no"
Drake - Passionfruit&EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-25356966789862731172017-05-23T15:37:00.001+02:002017-05-24T00:27:35.106+02:0023rd
Taylorswift22, IU25, Thanh23
I've reached a decision and that is that i dont want to be 23. Please let me go back to 21!!
My plan today is to finish my exam project, go out and celebrate and break some stuff.
I sharing my birthday-soundtrack for this day and it happened to be this one. For the first time in a long time I feel free. I feel like i'm my own now and that I'm actually have EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-7009354949175912662017-05-22T13:45:00.003+02:002017-05-23T15:28:05.791+02:00all you are
Blasting this all day is how i'm gonna celebrate my pre-birthday + BTS won at the BMA, Drake won 13 times as well
you're a stranger to me nowEMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-43501804598348095732017-05-09T16:41:00.001+02:002017-05-09T16:41:57.739+02:00EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-55391539368780145042017-01-18T23:42:00.003+01:002017-04-07T01:21:37.225+02:00resolutions'17New year resolutions:
Say no
Care less
Drink more ✓
Sleep more
Squat more
Eat often
Show cleavage
Buy less clothing
Throw stuff out ✓
Walk more
Catch more pokémons ✓
Dye more ✓
(perhaps get a piercing?)
Swim
Work smarter
get a new apartment ✓
EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-18025906471514706202016-05-24T02:11:00.000+02:002016-05-28T23:17:43.998+02:00Hey shorty!
Know what day it is ?
It's my birthday !!
I''m not really feeling 22 but my day happened to be a blast .
I went to the Zoo, ate ice-cream 2 times, drove around town for free, ate for free at Bones and watched "How to be Single". I feel like i'm getting a pretty good handle of the "dating alone" concept :D
EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-26422810121714558492016-05-19T01:41:00.000+02:002016-05-19T10:51:49.566+02:00Let me know when it's over
.let me know when i can sleep again
EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-15503198668980237912016-05-10T02:28:00.000+02:002016-05-24T02:06:32.566+02:00Who are you settling for? There's not a price i wouldn't pay
anything that could keep you from the door
Nothing i find will make you turn my way
Nothing i give will make you love me more
I know i've embarrassed you far too long
hopelessly i'm with my head on the floor
I pretentiously quote our old love song
Nothing i do will make you love me more
I have nothing, i'm down to a single plea
tell me, are there words to EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-39195258311919578142016-04-22T03:11:00.001+02:002016-04-22T15:33:24.371+02:00The free mind of 3.40
I've never been that kind of person that has put much effort in to being healthy.. I've done tons of diets and exercise but it has never been because i wanted to have a good health and also the outcome has always been worse than to begin with. I've always wanted to be fit in order to look good and not in order to improve other physical aspects of myself like getting stronger or improve my EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-74872237922196699332016-03-28T21:30:00.000+02:002016-03-28T23:32:37.286+02:00.demons
There is one that my lips touches
There is one that i embrace
There is one that comforts me
There is one that i sleep with
but it is not the one that I wake up next to
There is one that meets my parents
There is one that i never will go public with
There is is one my friends doesn't know about
There is one that I cry with
There is one that makes me cry
There is one that keeps me up at night
EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-14245606007736634802016-03-22T02:57:00.003+01:002016-03-28T21:31:08.691+02:00Picture or it didn't happen
HEEEEELLO !!
(it's me) xD
Okay that must be the lamest opening i've used so far.... but I guess that's the kind of quality content you can expect from me :p
I've been asked a lot about i've been up to lately and the answer is "not much". I know the blog has been empty but i have no idea about what to post at times when nothing "big" has happened.
It's not onlyEMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-28360863960357076192016-02-29T13:53:00.001+01:002016-03-03T00:14:44.256+01:00"Why is it so important to dream?"
"In my dreams, we're still together"
~InceptionEMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7391370806900415752.post-41192320616845809582016-02-12T03:17:00.000+01:002016-02-12T03:46:25.126+01:00There's no good in goodbyes
I've recently been in a very dark place (called England - I'm kidding, I've been really down) but nevertheless i feel happy now. I barely get any sleep at night but when i wake up, I feel grateful - though with swollen eyes, bags, headache and exhausted but I'm grateful. I guess it is a part of growing up not ever wanting to relax or slow down in fear of missing out on something. I'm EMTIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05867672994449726739noreply@blogger.com