★ emilyccz

First World Problems?

2017-07-28T03:27:00.001-07:00

Recently I've been hitting the wall of emotions, fighting with myself mentally about my current state. Not that I am in any illness or what not, I just do not like myself as much now. (Going to use this platform to lay down all my problems and try to change it. My mind is so puzzled, up till one point I'm not sure why do I really dislike myself. - Thank god I still have that tad bit of positivity/urge to improve)

Diet

After quitting my old job (for about a year), I start to lose the good habit of taking care of myself. I do not eat on time or you can say that I only eat one meal per day? I take Ice Long Black as my daily breakfast and lunch meal, only a proper dinner with carbs and protein. My body feels so trashy.
In order to go with my plan to conceive next year this kind of habit needs to be eliminated. You won't have a healthy body to feed another life in your body, Emily.

Waking up at PM daily isn't a way to live

I know it sounds very lavish that I manage to live the life of waking up in the afternoon. Sound so carefree, right? But in reality, I start to hate it now. I used to love it so much (sleepyhead), but I recently I feel that I've been wasting so much of my time on that and missing out on what a 27 years old women should do - fighting for your future...And this leads to the next point.

Looking down on myself

Because of point 2 above, it makes a hyper-lazy-person. I lose the momentum to work, I brush my dreams aside (procrastinating), I became a woman that is lifeless and suddenly someone without an aim. And I hate it, cause since young I've always wanted to be someone that others can look up, someone that is capable of buying any lifestyle that I want (and not relying on others... well, not that I am relying on others now, just that my income now is not capable of feeding myself the ideal lifestyle that I imagined).
I don't even look up on myself, how would others look up on me (yes, I am egoistic AF).

Stagnant

I have two jobs now. Both aren't growing. Partly because of point 2 and 3, and partly it is because that I start to see more and more similar concept out there is doing the same thing as what I want to do.
Which, this leads me to have a mental conversation w myself - "Emily, you know how to confront and push someone not to be afraid to start something, but why are you being a hypocrite yourself?". "There are so many similar things out there, Zara, Mango, F21, Topshop etc they are all selling the same fast forward fashion clothing. But they can still survive themselves. Why can't yours compete with your competitors too?" Chicken.

Hmmm... maybe that's all. First world problems, huh? Now that I've listed down all the shit, I need to start planning where should I start. Perhaps even a goal list and a strict timeline for myself. If I do come out with a goal checker list with a timeline. I'll share it here (not that anyone would read my blog, but I want to use this place to track myself).

And oh... I am quitting cigarettes. Which also means, less alcohol. Oh well, this should be another post.

kbai.

update 27Aug13

2013-08-27T03:11:00.006-07:00

Hello! ~~(feeling weird that if I don't start with a "Hello"...LOL.. it's manners!!)~~ Anyways, I am back in Malaysia, for good. Although I just came back for two days, but it feels like I've came back for a week already, I'll blame the jetlag problem.

Coming back home is not as pleasant as I expected. First, you need to deal with all the questioning from the elderly about your future plans as well as your experience abroad. So, basically you're repeating the same old answer to almost everyone who asked you. Sometimes I rather print a piece of my answer and just let them read it - which it will be "none of your business" (LOL! how I wish I can really answer that).

Secondly, you need to start reorganising your life back here. For instant, start looking for job as you will no longer have any allowance from your family. They (family) basically cut me off everything, no allowance, no credit card, just only eating up my own savings. I guess this is a good stress to motivate you to look for a job asap so that you will have money to spend on necessity stuff. Especially in a condition without a vehicle at home (whereby I stay in a jungle, there is no public transport around the neighbourhood), it has gave me extra motivation (and difficulty) to land a job asap cause it has given you no choice but be a good girl to stay at home to send resume out and not going out to hang out with your friends. I admit that I am half paralysed without a car. So... I need to buy my own car soon (kancil will be nice)!

Lastly, which I considered it the most hassle of all. Rearranging you stuff to have more space for all the goods you bought while you're away. I don't know about most people, but I have several boxes of stuff to fit into my tiny little room. I am still headache about where should I keep those stuff. I'll think about this issue later when the boxes arrived KL.

Oh well. by the time you read this sentence you will realised that you just read a whole piece of crappy story of mine being home. LOL!

This is the current me.

Free eye bags for anyone.

call 1800-EYE-BAGS to redeem your free eye bags.

LOL

xoxo

emilyccz

Heading back.

2013-08-23T14:06:00.001-07:00

21 September 2011, it is the day when I first reach London.

Today, 23 Aug 2013, is my last night in London.

Time flies. In a blink of eye, two years has passed so quickly that you don't even have the time to realise it. Now, I am officially a graduated, it is time for me to start a new chapter. I'll take tomorrow's flight back as my vehicle of transition, it is bringing me to another life, a new life that is full of uncertainty.

If you ask me if I will miss London, I will say no, not that I dislike here but I'll say I will miss the carefree life here more than this place. Seriously, I really feel that I am one of the luckiest girl. Despite all the family issues, I feel that I am still very lucky to be born in this family. Compared to other friends, I may not have as much love they got from their family, but I am lucky enough that my family enables to support and respect me for most of my decisions, especially this decision of coming abroad to study something that I could probably learn in Malaysia. I must say "Thank You Pa, Ma".

Coming here to study is not just about the certificate you got (not that I went into some prestigious or any world's top 10 universities), but it is also about learning to be independent (duh!) and to see the world and yourself in a different perspective. One of the greatest lesson will be the skills to deal with people and the skills to surpress yourself (especially your ego) because in reality, the world doesn't revolve around you. This is something that I am still learning. It is easy to say, but it is not an easy job to act!

Another thing that I learnt is to be independent and strong?!. Not to say cooking, cleaning or wtv, but independent in a way that you will need to force yourself to do all things by yourself, learn to face shitty days yourself and stepping out of your comfort zone to deal with most of the things. This makes me realised that the saying that you came to this world alone, and you will leave this world alone, so don't dependent on someone for you life. I guess in a way, I've experience the saying here - I am no longer the little sisters that always have sisters to back you up or the little pampered girlfriend that have boyfriend to help you and face most of the difficulties together, I just need to face and to DIY for most of the things. I don't know if this is a good thing or not, it somehow make you feel that you've started to built a protection wall around yourself. Oh well. I'll say that you just need to know when to build that wall up and when to let it go. Just think positive (also something that I learn here - I called it the self-persuasion skills or self-brainwash skills)! Law of attractions okaaaaay!! LOL!

What else? I'm not sure...But I know meeting a bunch of good friends is a definite! Because they are like your mini family here. =) They are the one who can understand your situation the most, and probably they are the only one who enable to help you during your difficulties here (not that I am very problematic here, but just saying...). And of course, they are the one who to have a share of common memory with you, be it good or bad. =') So I am glad to have this little family here. They taught me stuffs, they helped me, most of all they took good care of me.

OMG... why suddenly so sentimental. wtf. anyway... I guess that is all for today. I am still very sick of typing. it reminds me of my assignments and the long nights in uni.

Oh well...

I shall end with a very round face of mine (for those people who do not believe that I gain weight, please refer to my face below. That is the current me!)

A very touristic pic no? =D

toodles!

emilyccz

A day in Amesbury and Oxford.

2013-08-22T15:04:00.003-07:00

Waddap! Sorry about neglecting this place. I know almost every post of mine started with an apology for not updating the blog frequent enough. Sorry about that! It's just that during this one or two there has been a lot of things juggle and it definitely needed my full attention. =/ Will talk about it when I have the time to post more. =)

Anyway. This post was kind of backdated to July where my parents came over for a visit and I've brought them to Amesbury aka Stonehenge and Oxford town. Bare with me about the limited pictures that I got, because I've kept my hard disk into the luggage and I only got these pictures that is from the phone with me. (urgh... this makes me wonder why do I take so little with my phone?! ~~And most of them are in bad photography skill.~~) LOL!

On the way to Amesbury! Have you ever wonder why is all the buildings are so well maintain? This is something that Malaysia government should learn from the European countries - maintaining and preserving the old buildings instead of tearing it down one by one.

I think this is everywhere. I'd say this is by far a quite successful campaign! People are buying not because of the drink, but the name on it. For instant, like me. I don't like to drink Coke nor any soft drink, but I got it because of my name is there.

The small little town of Amesbury. Trust me, it is a very very very small town. It is probably even small than Cheras.

What's better than a pint of beer during the hot summer weather right?

So.. here's a picture of us and the stones. Seriously, I don't see the point of driving 1.5 hours west to see a few stones, cause other than the stones, there is pretty much nothing there but empty land and roads. Oh well!

p/s: Btw, this picture is taken by a tourist by just a take! (LOL! To me it is quite impressive for someone to take perfect jump shot picture by just a click!)

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At first, when Fendi suggested to visit Oxford, I was very reluctant towards the idea because one of my friend used to study there and she had described to be that it is a very small and boring place. So I kind of imagined it to be like Amesbury. But at last after discussing about the plan, I've agreed to pay a visit to this place and it turn out to be out of my expectation. It is quite a nice place! Although it is a small town, but it is filled with lots of interesting shops (especially the vintage flea market that open every Thursday from morning to 3pm) and restaurants to visit!

Maybe is because of the prestigious Oxford University is located here, and with all the well maintained old buildings here, I feel like I am in some Harry Potter town. #LOL. Probably the people who stay/study in Oxford might laugh at me about my description.

I guess people used to exchange corns last time? Barter system? I dont know, you tell me about it.

LOOK!! No Harry Potter feel??? >=/

LOL! Sorry I don't have any pictures of me here.

I was too busy looking to toilet while I'm in Oxford - thanks to the beer + coffee I had earlier.

So here is a picture of Mr Grumpy as he is the designated driver/tour guide/peace maker/nanny of this trip.

I guess that is all for today!

xoxo.

emilyccz

short update

2013-08-07T14:37:00.003-07:00

Hello there!

It's been quite some time since I last blogged. Yes, I've been neglecting it due to all the events and occasions lately. Not to say that I have a very active and happening month earlier, but all I could say it is quite a tiring month for me. I guess most of my friends may have the same feeling when you family come and visit you, and you are obligated to bring them out and be their very best tour guide and try not to let them down. IT.IS.VERY.TIRING! (not to say that I am not happy that my parents actually clear up their schedule and purposely fly to come visit me, but when you have a shopaholic mom and chillax and hot tempered dad, it is very hard to please both at the same time.[FULL STOP])

Now that they left me, it suppose to be more relax and chill for me. However I've decided to dedicate all my time pack my shit up and ship it back to Malaysia as I plan to head back home earlier than I planned. Up till now I can't believe how I came to London with 40kgs and I am going back with 6 x 30++kgs of boxes, not including the 40kgs baggage allowance I have. I guess I have my mom's gene huh? Plus I'm abit of hoarder, don't really like to throw things. Everything has a nostalgic meaning / feeling behind it!!

Anyway, will post more things up soon. =)

xoxo

emilyccz

Barcelona Day 1

2013-06-12T14:38:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps!

Today I'm bringing you back to Spain. After the Mallorca trip with the girls, HsinYe and I decided that we should separate with the girls and stop by Barcelona for a short trip before we head back to London. So, here's the trip!

LOL! trying their tap water? Taste like metal... =/

La Rambla!

We had ice cream/ gelato almost everyday during the trip... Fatness overload!

#touristbeingtourist taking pictures while being very caution with the handbag.

The famous La Boqueria market. Too bad all the stalls are closing when we reach, apparently there's a lot of nice food there. =/

inside the market.

chocolates!! I mean expensive chocolates! (it cost us 11 euros for five pieces of chocolates... because the chocolates are counted by weight..so choose the smaller ones if you want to try more variety of it.)

Our expensive 11euros chocolate.

One of Barcelona's attractions which I don't understand about it. The dragon look like something we can simply find in chinatown. (someone please tell me the story behind this dragon)

I just realise why is the building behind slanting?? =/

Our very failed tapas, which I think La Bodega serve a better tapas than them.

Button mushroom with olive and patatas with "chili sauce" (which taste like thousand island sauce).

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Lesson learnt! Do not look for cheap restaurants, look for restaurants with reasonable price that serve good food!

Our squid ink paella.

Oh.. last but not least, my #ootd. Top: Primark // Pants & leather jacket : Topshop // Bag: Zara

Jump shot #1: La Rambla

Adios!

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Our Barcelona Day 1 travelogue. =] Enjoy!

xoxo

emilyccz

celebrity crush.

2013-06-03T15:47:00.000-07:00

oh hello!

It is just a random post. I just can't resist myself to share with you my new celebrity crush - Ryan Gosling. People that know my in real life will know that my all time celebrity crush are Vaness Wu and Chris Martin. Yes, what a huge contrast between both celebs right? Oh well, we can just put both of them a side now and put our attention on Ryan Gosling now.

*drooling*

Oh-so-hot!!! *faint*

By the way, have you guys heard about the rumours that Ryan Gosling has shortlisted to act as Christian Grey in the movie Fifty Shades of Grey? Hmmm...

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As for Vaness Wu...

(I dont know why I like him also, I rarely listen to his song or watch his movie. lol. Maybe I don't fancy him that much already. But I still think that he and Arissa Cheo are very matching together... just like a fairytale...)

I find this picture of him look very similar or very suitable for Old Spice's ad. Don't you think so? It's like an asian version of Mustafa. lol

Yes? No?

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I know boyfriend gonna hate this post and make fun of me with it.

"Dear boyfriend, just to let you know that I will still love you no matter how. This is just celebrity crush, nothing related to reality. Just like unicorn and magic, it is just imaginary and fantasy to make people happy. Hope you understand. xoxo love you."

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xoxo

emilyccz

p/s: I think I'm on some kinda drugs now. Hallucinating and visioning. Lol. #justsaying

Day #2 in Mallorca, Spain

2013-06-01T03:00:00.000-07:00

Hola!

Day 2 of Mallorca is basically all about tourist attractions. Before we reach Mallorca, I did some research about Mallorca's attractions and most of it requires us to rent a car to get there. However, due to some issue/difficulties we faced while trying to rent a car last minute in the airport, we decided that we should forget about renting the car and try to visit as much attractions as we can with their public transport. So, people who wish to visit Mallorca, please rent a car online before you reach Mallorca, so that you will have enough time to read the t&c and to bring the necessary documents along (don't be like us!).

Anyway, stop the blabbering and proceed to the main business - pictures!

Group shot outside the apartment. #LOL I look like I'm gonna pee anytime soon. Actually I was just trying to shorten myself to fit the height of everyone of else. #justsaying haha!!

Our lunch spot! Placa den Coll. It is so hard to look for this place!

Life without GPS/Data - LOST!

Our lunch! *yums*

Have you figure out how the man enable to float on top of that guy?

Ancient calendar/clock. I guess every country has one of their own unique calendar.

I have no idea how to read it thou. (this is where the job of the tour guide comes in - to explain how to read calendar like this!)

my #oftd? all from Primark! *wink*

At night (also the last night in Mallorca), we decided that we should visit somewhere nice and have a decent dinner. So the receptionist introduced us to visit their port (Porta de Soller) for dinner + sun set scenery.

Our dinner!

top left: Pasta meat roll // top right: American chicken pizza // lower left: Carbonara // lower right: Cheese nachos // middle: Squid ink seafood pasta.

One day... One day... One day I'll own one of them. (ya right! #dreaming)

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That's all about this trip. I will miss this view. ಥ_ಥ

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enjoy the video dairy!

Adios!

xoxo

emilyccz

Day #1 in Mallorca, Spain

2013-05-29T15:54:00.000-07:00

Hellooooo.... I'm back!!!

After all the ranting about being lifeless in the previous post, all I could say now is that actually I have quite a tight schedule recently. Was being too busy travelling and enjoying the remaining time here in London before I get my ass back to KL to start another chapter of my life. Oh well! =D

So... about two weeks ago my friends and I went to Mallorca, Spain. A lot people may not heard about Mallorca but Magaluf. Well, both of these places are located in the same island, just that Mallorca is more for relaxing and chill side, while Magaluf is known for cheap beers and hot babes (or what the locals might categorised that place is for hooligans). This trip is a very very short trip - 3 days 2 nights, we hope that we can stay there for longer to enjoy the beach and the sun thou because Mr.Sun is still very shy to visit London often enough. Haih...

Anyway, just let the pictures do the talking.

Love my #oftd "Ain't Laurant Without Yves" Tee from Asos.

I still prefer YSL over SL.

View from our apartment! So nice riggghhht????

The interior of our apartment. We're so excited when we found out that our cheap apartment turn out to be so nice and comfy ( + the magnificent sea view + free a bottle of red wine upon arrival).

Our room.

Btw, our apartment name is call hotel Delfin. You can find them from booking.com =)

Warn you. Girls trip is all about pictures / selca ! So this post will be flooded with a lot of selfie!
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After we check-in to our apartment and changed into swimwear, we decided that today will be a chillax day that we should just chill around our neighbourhood as it is quite late already. =) So, its eating + beach day today!

Spot the palm trees on my shades!

The two oh-so-hawtie. ♥

and the two not-so-hawties. haha!!

The best Carbonara in I had in the past two years. (It is so good that we it everyday! #Iamnotjoking)

Seafood Paella! My favourite! ♥

Sunset ♥

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I guess that's all for today! Stay tuned for the next part of Mallorca + video dairy post!

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Gracias!

Adios!

emilyccz

Peepooopeeeep!

2013-05-22T09:41:00.000-07:00

Give me a minute.

I'll be back real soon.

Hola

2013-05-16T17:00:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps!

By the time you're reading this I am already in Spain. (Yay!)

Please don't miss me ( #justsaying )

Probably no one is reading about this either. #fml

Anyway,

BRB & SYS!

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Adiós!

xoxo

emilyccz

Amsterdam x Heineken Experience photo diary.

2013-05-13T12:38:00.003-07:00

As I was saying in the previous post that it is too long to fit in another occasion into the post, so here is another post dedicated to my Heineken experience in Amsterdam. =D

Hopefully you're not bored of my Amsterdam trip. Ha Ha! (cause I am slightly bored already....)

Love this glow-in-the-dark-room. The neon lights (is it call neon lights?) is formed according to your hand movement. Super chio!! I was playing there for quite some time until I lost my friends. LOL!

Learning to pour a nice pint of beer. Something you must do before you leave, or else how would it call Heineken EXPERIENCE right???!

(damn it. where is my video gone??? +___+)

Hahahaa.. don't look at me like this. I need three attempts to make a perfect pint. (I always thought that I was good in pouring beer... +___+") Look at my happy face!

Now my favourite slogan... #justsaying

That's all for today. I'm in the midst of packing for tomorrow. Hate it when you have limited baggage allowance but you just feel like bringing the whole closet. +___+

toodles!

xoxo

emilyccz

Amsterdam #2

2013-05-11T18:10:00.002-07:00

Hello!!

I've posted about day 1 in Amsterdam. So it would be day 2 in Amsterdam today.

So this is our schedule:

1st stop: The famous Van Goh Museum

However we did not manage to enter as the queue outside is too long, too too long to queue especially we're only visiting for three days

2nd stop: The famous IAMsterdam signage? display?

To me, it's a must to take picture here cause #touristbeingtourist , if you don't take picture with that famous/significant display how are you gonna show people that you've been in Amsterdam before right??! *wink*

3rd stop: Some market

sorry I forgotten the name, I think its Albery Cuyp market, all I can remember it's walking distance to Heineken Experience. Another sad case here, when we reach the market, all the stalls are preparing to close already. (WTF!!)

4th stop: Heineken ~~Museum~~ Experience

Yes... It's a must for me (alcoholic/beer lover). Basically, my main motive of visiting the museum is not about understanding their history, but to custom-made my own Heineken bottle and to drink (obviously).

However, since this post is too long, I decided to dedicate another post about Heineken museum only. So nothing about beer factory today!

5th stop: Canalling (it is the right word for it? >=/)

I would say it's a must must activity when you're in Amsterdam. Because the view from the canal is so much nicer than from the road/land. And since Amsterdam have so many canals, why not try it right? =) Anyway, our canalling experience is part of the Heineken experience, so it's basically free!

6th stop: Meeting up with friends!

Finally, we can have the chance to meet up with our friends in Amsterdam. As I was saying in the previous post, my friend's uncle is quite strict, so after all the begging he finally let us out to be our friends for an hour! (WTF!! TWO HOURS???? better than none right? *self-pat*)

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Anyway, just let the pictures do the talking while I'm trying to calm myself down ~~again~~ because mama is very agitated about this trip! I'm so gonna visit Amsterdam again and smoke all the weed and watch all the peep show~!!!!

Considered that I visited the museum already? LOL!

My best travel shoe! It has followed me to so many places... from KL to London to Europe.

Duh~! e for emilyccz

D for what? I'm not sure, but all I know I don't want to climb so high to pictures... so might as well squeeze into that whole right?

One of their "must try" dishes. Pickled Herring(raw).

Want to know about the taste? Look at my expression below.

Errr... Obviously I am not used to the taste. It is very fishy (obviously, since it's raw) and I couldn't finish everything. But I heard that everyone in Amsterdam loves it! Oh well~! different culture like different food right? I can't simply ask an Ang Moh to like to eat chicken feet or smelly taufu right?

Pofferjes.. its little pancakes covered icing/powdered sugar and some butter by the side. (I did not rub the butter with the pancakes thou, not really a fan of butter...)

All I could say this is HEAVEN FOOD!!! ( I miss it!!)

Last but not least, Stroopwafel ! Basically it's two thin waffle sandwich warm and runny caramel, and I had mine with extra chocolate topping. *yums*

(although you can simply get these in M&S, but this taste so much better when it's hot and warm)

I think this picture has the potential to become a postcard picture!! *more like self praise my own photo-taking skills* Hahaha!!

The space cupcake that we never get to eat!!!! Because uncle has kept it with him all the way and not letting us eat even when we're home. (grrrrrrrrr~~~~~~~!!!!)

oh well, no space cupcake... but we have some joints! (super thankful that uncle let us out to meet our friend, that two hours is better than none!)

Another heaven food! ice cream and fruits pancake with powdered sugar and whip cream.

How I wish that we can turn back time and play hopscotch in school again.

Oh well.. I guess that's all for now.

Gotta start to plan some itineraries for next week to Mallorca and Barcelona *excited* !

xoxo

emilyccz

Stripey day out

2013-05-07T14:34:00.002-07:00

Hello peeps!

Finally I'm not posting something backdated! YAY!

After all those lifeless life that I'm complaining in the previous post, I actually did went out to get some life back. Har Har! ≧◠◡◠≦✌

Basically the whole day is about eating, wandering and taking pictures with Laura and Mei Mei. (Sorry Mei Mei that we let you waited for us for 2 hours till the lunch time is over and need to wait for dinner! ops!) Anyway, just let the pictures do the talking.

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1st stop: Kopapa @ Covent Garden

It's an asian fusion restaurant, and it is famous for its breakfast/brunch. However, since we're late, so we only manage to have their dinner menu.

The last time I visit Kopapa was for their breakfast, and it was good! (will post that soon) So I was kinda expecting their dinner will be as good as their breakfast. However, it kinda disappoint me. Maybe I am not used to the flavour or the herbs they used. Fusion food is always a risk to me.
Pan-fried cod with haricot beans, black olive tapenade, hispi cabbage & vanilla butter sauce.

Laura's Twice cooked Middle White pork belly with sweet potato puree, cucumber lychee salad, peanuts & sweet chilli coconut sauce. I tried it, I was good. (Maybe I ordered the wrong food...=___=" )

Mei Mei's West Country Beef burger, tomato chilli relish, smoked aioli, Emmental, crispy bacon & coleslaw. It was tasty as well. =D So it's just my dish problem.

Things asian do before food - Take pictures!
Hahahahaa... Oh well.. without taking the pictures first where would I find pictures to post right?? =P

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2nd stop: wandering around Covent Garden ~ Soho taking crazy pictures.

Coincidentally Mei Mei and I wore a similar outfit - black and white stripey pants with white t-shirt.
Well...Great minds think alike!

#oftd = Top:Zara// Pants: Mango// Bag: Jean Paul Gaultier // Shoe:YRU //Cardigan:Primark

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After taking tonnes.. I mean tonnes of pictures!! We went to a French coffee shop in Dean Street (Soho) for some dessert/dinner/coffee.

It is a very delightful place...however...the boss (Yes! the man in the picture) is not that delightful. ヽ(#`Д´)ﾉ

But.. Who cares about the boss as long as the dessert and ambience is nice right?? =)

Two cheesecakes and one strawberry tart to end our day.

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So that pretty much summarised the outing.

Below is just a short clip about that day.

enjoy!

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Gotta go!

kthxbai!

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xoxo

emilyccz

complaint

2013-05-06T14:48:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps!!

Two more days.. just two more days I will be totally free from university life (fingercrossed feetcrossed to hope that I pass with good grades!). Anyway, I'm already enjoying the life of assignments and exam free as I finished all my assignments way earlier than the actual due date, so it makes me kinda free and lifeless now. And yes, I am rubbing it on your face to those who have not finish their assignments or exam! Har Har! ᕙ(｀皿´)╯

But anyway...

I thought that two months of eat-sleep-assignments routine is already lifeless enough and I've been complaining about it all over and over again to almost everyone that I met. However, now I only realise that so-called lifeless university life that I've been complaining about isn't that bad after all, because now... NOW... is only the starting of the real lifeless life that I don't know what should I do next/tomorrow/later/afterwards. It's only day 5 of the so-called-post-lifeless-university-life, and I am missing university already. And when I say I miss university, I meant it. I really do miss it now! At least it gives me something to do, something to aim for in life...etc. But now, fungus is starting to grow on my hair! I better get started to plan ahead of what should I do for the holiday break that I am having now. Like seriously plan something out. (ง'̀-'́)ง Gaaaahhh~~~~~!!!

Anyway, that is my little complain of the day. If I am updating this blog frequent enough, you will see that there will be a lot of complains coming up as Fendi (boyfriend) say that I complain about almost every bits of things happening around me. (It makes me sound like a spoiled brat..wtf! #justsaying) Complaining/ranting is my form of expression (although sometimes I wouldn't call it "complaining" because I am just simply saying it and have no intention of complaining about anything), and please dont take it another way round, cause I still accept the facts and truths, I know that the world doesn't revolve around me (maybe I'm just a tiny dust that sometimes make you sneeze..Har Har! #justsaying). Anyhow, I will try to keep these ranting/complains minimal and to myself, cause I know who the hell want to listen to my shit right?!

Toodles!

xoxo

emilyccz

Amsterdam #1

2013-05-03T17:40:00.000-07:00

Hello! I am quite surprise at myself that I actually put some effort in continue blogging. I thought after the previous post I would be lazy and stop blogging for quite sometime and continue again. LOL! (good job emily!)

Anyway, this is another backdated event/occasion/place/wtv that I went to Amsterdam. I think this is one of the first trip after I came London. So now you can probably see how backdated it is...

Overall... this trip is not as pleasant/fun as I imagined it to be...WHY?? because our (my friends and I) moves are being restricted and monitored by one of my friend's uncle (her mother's friend) cause we're staying in his place (because we want to save the accommodation cost) and he has been controlling our activities!! So.. no bongs no weed no space cake no whatsoever! (what's the point of going Amsterdam without trying these rigggghhttt???) >=(

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Anyway, just let the pictures talk while I am trying to calm myself down over this incident.

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Sick face! Thanks to not sleeping the night before (cause our flight is at 6am..so no time to sleep)

Their train station

Our first stop - Police station because we are being caught red handed stealing stuff in the station.

LOL! #justsaying No lah.. it's because my friend's uncle need to deal with some report and stuff...not sure what..you know like those chinese saying that adult stuff children are not suppose to know so much.

So while waiting at the police station.. we did a little selfie..

Taking pictures in the police station with timer mode. Beat that!

Another selfie with HsinYe aka my housemate

This picture is just lame. Taking pictures with bicycle?! Hahahaa!! Anyway.. it's part of travelling and having fun right? =P

The area that we're living in...

There's some event going one of the church there and found these guys standing outside.

So tourist do what tourist should do. #TouristBeingTourist #TakePicturesWithTheGuards! Snap#1

#TakePicturesWithTheGuards Snap #2 : A more appropriate one.

#TakePicturesWithTheGuards Snap #3: I'm not sure what's up with my pose.

But yea... "Mister! stop starring at my flat boobies!"

Forgotten what's this building. But I like it... feels like a nice location for some english/french movie.

#justsaying not like I know anything about movies right?

Oh ya.. Uncle bought us to this park... I remember that time I was wondering "wtf why do you bring me to a park that has nothing significant?!" I know... I am being so disrespectful to the uncle as he is kind enough to bring us around and let us stay at his place for free. "sorry uncle"

#TouristBeingTourist : Selfie and wtv location

Hahaha.. when I look back at this picture I was cursing there "who the F took this picture?? the background is chopped into half!!"

#TouristBeingTourist : Getting angry at unsatisfied pictures.

Oooo... I like the concept of this shop/restaurant/fast food store... It's like a hot food vending machine!

This is Amsterdam people! Canals and colourful houses!

If you realize... some of the houses are slanting due the canals and some sciences thing...

Sorry I wasn't paying much attention to uncle cause I am too tired at the moment.

Isn't it beautiful?!?! It's like some love story scene...!

But of course..not the love story between my housemate and I. (Me and her is friendship kinda love *goosebumps* LOL!)

#TouristBeingTourist : Taking pictures at attractions

Their shopping district.

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How can a dental shop be so interesting??? If only Malaysia put more effort in their window display

Here's another view of the houses. Can you see how the houses are slanting???

Seems so dangerous yet interest thing!

Anne Frank - the girl and her family who hide in Amsterdam from the Nazi.

Of course.. A must go place in Amsterdam. The Red Light District!

Too bad we are not allowed to come here at night!!! I really want to know how is it like to come here at night and happening is this place!

#TouristBeingTourist: Take pictures with unknown monument/statue

The "gay" area...

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I guess that is all for now.

Will be posting part two soon.

Oh... Sorry that I dont have the habit to edit the pictures, that's why some of the pictures are so dark and unappealing. I will try to edit it the next time before I post it.

I shall hit the sack now.

Goodie o night!

xoxo

emilyccz

Tignes, France

2013-04-29T14:12:00.002-07:00

This is some super super backdated event where I went to Tignes, France to ski during winter break.

Seriously, if I didn't look back into my pictures folder I wouldn't have remember I've took quite some pictures, and some of it I dont even recognise that I've taken them. I guess it is good for me to write this post to remind myself a bit about this trip huh? =)

So... yea, I went with a bunch of friends and they are all experience/pro snowboarder and I did not even ski or snowboard before! It took them 45mins to snowboard down the hill, and it took me 4 hours to roll down. I'm serious, no joke. this is how bad am I.

Anyway, just let the picture speak for my adventure.

We're all separated into different room, however each night, one room will be responsible for everyone's dinner and of course, everyone will be gathered in their room to chill after that.

I remember this was the first night in Peige's room.

Went for a walk after dinner, cause we are all from the village and never see such thick snow before. Hahahaa!!! #justsaying

What asian do when they see snow #1 - take picture weird picture with it

(Can't stop laughing at this picture...wondering what on earth are we doing there?!)

What asian do when they see snow #2 - Lie down on it

One of the heaviest and most uncomfortable show I ever wore in my life!

Barely even stand straight.

My tools.

Oh hi~!

Yes. I am having brain-freeze there.

Group picture the instructor (the guy in white)

At the end of the 3 days intensive class, the instructor has lost patient in me cause I just can't balance well and keep pushing others down. So where ever I got and he saw me he will tell the guys "be careful people, emily is here" just to warn the people around me that I might possibly push them or anything. #wtf #failuremax

Feel super sad when I saw these kids are actually more pro than me. They are like 5/6 years old and yet some even ask me if I need help. #supersad

Alex being too tall to wash dishes.

Peige and Jake trying to compare their arms.

This is what happen after you have too much booze. Jumping down from the balcony.

No worries, the snow is thick and soft enough to jump. =)

What asian do when they see snow #3 - snow angel

Meet the Santa.

Smurfs.

And the Clowns.

I seriously don't know where they got the time and motivation to dress up+make up just to come out and drink.

How is my primary school don't have such fun activity?! >=(

I guess the pictures has pretty much summarised my trip.

Wake up > ski > Lunch > ski > dinner > drink > Sleep > repeat x5 days.

See you guys soon.

xoxo

emilyccz

Short post

2013-04-28T16:28:00.001-07:00

Hello people!!!!

Long time no see... It's been quite some time since I last blogged and finally I get to move my ass to blog. Actually I have been blogging all these while, not here, but here. Anyway, that blog is actually for academic purposes, it is for one of the module that I took in uni - Writing The City. I am suppose to write a travelogue about the city or any city, and I chose to write about my view of London.

I am thinking should I continue blogging in there or should I continue here? Or maybe I should transfer some of the post there to here one by one, and rewrite in a different way (at least no so academic!). Haahaha!!!

Anyway, I just hand in my forth assignment.*nervous*

Four down, four more to go, and *finger cross* I am DONE with university life!

So, let's hope that I manage to pass and score well!

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Recently, I've been very addicted to 9gag (Is it too late to be addicted to 9gag?) and I found this picture, and I think it fit perfectly with my real life. This is what my boyfriend have always complaining to me about me having all the space in the bed and left him in one corner that barely enough for him to move. Haha! I really wanted to get this pillow case now, anyone know where can I get it? Maybe I should get two sets, one for my house and one for his house. *evil laugh*

Aww man, now this makes me homesick. Long distance relationship is not that easy, especially with the 7 hours time difference and my f*ckedup bio clock timing (I tend to sleep at 6am and wake up at 4pm). Craaaaazzzy!!!

Ok. This is a very short post as I am still sorting out all the photos and I dont know where have I place my memory card (you know, it is very hard to find such a small chip around the house). Gotta call my boyfriend now! Cause I miss him so! Of course, after that I'll start to look for that stupid memory card (oh emily, why must you always do that to yourself? Can't you just keep things properly??) and I will be blogging soon! Tomorrow maybe?

Yikes!

Toodles!

xoxo

emilyccz

See you soon

2013-03-02T20:37:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps. I guess I have neglected the blog long enough to let it rot. No worries people. I promise I will be posting something up soon. I just need to deal with some format and stuff here. Technology! Although somehow you made my life easier but sometimes I still dont understand you (now I understand how my parents feel last time... sorry mom and dad!)

Oh.. Found this on 9gag earlier. It is some sorta brilliant idea to advertise! Don't you think so? =) Anyway, I can't wait for Game of Throne season3!!!

Will see you soon!

xoxo

emilyccz

Random shyt!

2012-07-29T22:16:00.001-07:00

Oh my! I can't believe that I'm back from London for almost a month already and i've been doing nothing.
Oh well at least I'm doing my working placement now. >=] Waking up everyday to work is hell, and driving to work is even worst. Luckily I got the best boyfriend in the world to fetch me to/back from work everyday. I can't imagine if I were to drive everyday to work (yes, I'm a spoiled brat) ampang -> damansara . Damansara -> Ampang. HELL!! @.@

Oh well. Will post something more interesting soon. Waiting for my laptop to be fixed. ;)

See ya!

Weird capture.

2012-06-06T09:00:00.000-07:00

I have a weird habit. Is to take picture of my leg. Not that my leg is perfect or it is 40 inches long. But I just like to take picture of it. =\ Probably is because that I find it easier to take picture of my leg instead of myself, since I don't have a pretty / doll / supermodel face. (not that I have nice leg also..ciu!)
Anyway, different people have different habit. So this is me.

WARNING: THIS POST IS GOING TO BE FLOATED WITH ALL MY LEGS PICTURE. IF YOU FIND IT DISGUSTING, THEN I CAN'T HELP YOU. HAHAHAHAAAA!!!

Just painted my nails to suit the tattoo colour.

Adidas slipper - while waiting for the flight.

Aldo boots- while waiting for tube

Marni by H&M - while walking. blister much.

Trying out my new arrival Jeffrey Campbell Edea Spiked Sneaker. Luckily it fits me well.
(welcome home!)
I'm size 37 but in JC I'm wearing size 8.

the little black flats from Topshop. It is the shoe that I'm wearing everyday. So comfortable and no blister at all! Reluctant to throw it away or replace a new black flats for it.

Blue heels from Topshop. Too tall for me. I barely walk with it. I'm not a stiletto girl.

i'm floating (yaa right...) Taken in the hotel room during our holiday in Avilion.

my new love. Christian Louboutin inspired studded pimsole. I can't afford CL.

Another new love of mine too. Pink 3 eyelets dr Martens. Love it! It is calf's skin..so soft and comfy!
(omg. suddenly feel so cruel to animals. hope you rest in peace my dear little moo moo..
I didn't meant to scarify you for my shoe. = \ )

oxford shoe from Forever 21.

yes. I have something for studs. a huge thing perhaps.

winter time! Hunter boots! my slogan for it:"after you wear a hunter, you'll walk like a real hunter!"
(i dont know what it means, but it sounded right to me.)

Ever since I came to london. All my outfit involve leggings and stockings.

That's me and my shadow at uni.

Aldo leopard pimsole. while waiting for the flight.

dafuq~!

2012-06-04T16:14:00.000-07:00

Just browse through 9gag. hahahaa! these are some that I found it hilarious. LoL

DAFUQQQ~~~! For the Loki Perry. Katy perry did look like a lot of celebrities.

toodles!

it's just a short post.

;)

Picnic at Hype Park

2012-06-02T19:03:00.001-07:00

Oh well. Since recently the weather is getting ~~better~~.. And of course we should make good use of the perfect weather to do something that we wouldn't do in KL --> PICNIC!! (Lol!)

Heh! Its just a random outing after we checked the weather forecast. I still remember everyone is so excited when the weather forecast shown that the weather for the whole week gonna be 20'c and above. It is definitely something worth celebration. Cause im officially sick of the weather here. (last week was like 20 over degree celsius, but hell today is back to 10'c! #FML #pathetic )

Anyway, I shall let the pictures do the talking, cause I don't think anyone would want to read my crap. heh! :)

Occasion: ~~Perfect Weather Celebration~~ Picnic

Venue: Hyde Park, London

#1. That's me! B-)

p/s: my pants is well-zipped! =__='

#2. Our food. Guess which food I brought! heh!

#3. Taaadaa! Of course it's orange! hahhahahahaa!! Just because it is the easiest to prepare (compared to cupcakes and fried rice. +_+)

#4. Mann Yee! Budak yang paling sexy tu!

#5. Polaroid. +___+ stupid. cannot see Mann Yee's face properly. shutter speed problem.

#6. My housemate, HsinYe. (peace!)

#7. Yours truly with a superb big plastered toe ( Thanks to HnM / Marni! ~~Your god damn sandals!~~ That's why sometimes I say, not necessary branded stuff is good stuff! >=( ).

p/s: Please stop saying that my leg is thin and all!! Because it isn't anymore!!

I guess that's about it for today!

toodles!

home..

2012-05-27T13:00:00.000-07:00

Honestly, I can't wait to be home.

Hsinye's 21st

2012-05-26T11:43:00.000-07:00

okay.. some very outdated post. Somewhere around october last year. (ops..told you my post gonna be super outdated.. but at least better than nothing right? )

Occasion: Hsinye 21st Birthday

Venue: The Balcon, London

Actually we did not plan to dine here, but due to some issue and bla.. in the very last limit (thanks to cindy kok) we manage to dine is such a beautiful place. (fyi, in london almost every restaurant you will need to do a reservation~~, or else you may eat shit~~..#justsaying) And the best part is Margaret manage to join us from Birmingham. Yay!

Let the pictures do the talking. ~~I hate typing.~~

Overall, the food and services is really good. especially the waitress..she actually forced us to take a group picture and teach us how to pose or adjust out position to fir everyone in the frame. lol.

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To answer some of the guy's question : "Why do girls like to take picture of their food?"

This is my answer : To show off and to jot down what we had. Seriously, not because of these pictures, I think I've forgotten what we ordered that day. And I'm sorry I do not have elephant memory. So, bare with me when you eat! Make sure you dont touch your food before I snap it! >=P

Oh.. don't judge at their portion. It may look tiny/small to you guys, but trust me, the waitress have been feeding us with tonnes of starters before the main course (eg. bacon,ham,bread and breads) and almost everyone of us is suffering to finish the main course. Lol. Probably we are too hungry beforehand and had too much bread. Or should I blame it on the restaurant for serving the food late?! >=/

(I wonder if you guys understand what I'm saying..cause somehow I don't understand what I'm saying now. ~~dumb~~!)

Look at the birthday girl's face when she receive the cake. =) Candid!

Very focus...very focus...wishing that emily will turn taller, prettier, wiser, richer, slimmer..hahaha!!

LoL. The three musketeers trying to sing an opera version of birthday song to the birthday girl.

I remember Jeffrey have a video of it. I wonder where it went.. if I found it I shall post it. >=P

Birthday girl and yours truly.

The girls! =)

Stella and I.. If you realize, our outfit actually reflect on each other. red top black bottom, black top red bottom.

That's my outfit of the day! Red dress and high knee socks: both from HnM. =)

We are asked to take another group picture again. Take #1

Take #2. This was taken before we exit the restaurant. The waitress was like "wait girls..you all should taken a picture here (pointing at the second floor), put down your coats go up.." and she even help us to coordinate the position. two girls two guys birthday girl two guys two girls. Super good services! +_+

after party. went to a bar nearby to have a drink and that's all! =)

Oh my Dr Samin!! When are you coming down to London!?!

toodles!

xoxo