Everything and every steps i took....

Memories with you, dear sister.

2015-03-12T00:11:00.002+08:00

With everything settled down, a month pass. I decided to make everything we gone through in a post because it will be a very long post indeed. I had no where to express my feeling, my sorrow, i keep think of ways to make sure i can keep you forever in my heart. Tears is rolling down my cheeks once again, but I need to share my love for you my lovely sister.

In my memories, we stay apart and we grew up in different families. Although that happened but we still meet each other and play together. I remember every weekend going back and play with you all. The first thing when I'm back I will always ask mama for a tonic drink with salt, how cheeky I am. We play a lot of games together.

Masak - masak, when we are playing together we tend to cook grasshopper, leaves and the plants behind the kopitiam. Once we were get caught by grandfather, we all hide. I hide in mama cupboard, you guys hide at your room cupboard. How funny is that when i recalled back. Do you remember games we used to play in your room? You guys have a bunk bed, when we didn't climb up the bunk bed using the provided ladder. We climb up with the bolster, three of us, me you and didi sister. All of those memories are still fresh in my mind. You ride motorcycle and bring us long gai. Once we even decided to purposely pass people house and steal rambutan while we were on the motorcycle. And even we were chased by turkey and dogs on motorcycle. That was really scary. You even ride bicycle together with me and teach me how to ride bicycle. We play at basketball court, we go and climb the sand mountain. I remember polo-san where we are not allowed to go but still all of us go sneakily and climb the mountain. When we are home, we get caught again and get scolded, of course i didn't get scold that much, I am the youngest. We play at grandmother house, cousin house. Later on everyone grew up. You went out to work when you are 17 while I am just 9. That time was when I learned to meet new friend at kampung and play with them. After you went to JB, slowly every other siblings went to JB. No one play with me anymore in the house just left cousin brothers to play with.

In my memories, you never bully me, you just love me as always. I am not sure if you bully me and i din't realise it. All I remember every year my birthday we will celebrate together. How come I can't remember that i celebrate your birthday with you or not? I miss out a lot with you. When i flipped back the old photos, I see you hugging me at Taman Buaya at Melaka, I was still baby and even at Genting, Penang, and Kuala Woh, my favourite picnic waterfall.

Time passed, moreover we are further apart, our relation still not awkward at all. We still meet during Chinese New Year and every year you still help me to rebond my hair, get me new hair cut, and I always like whatever you did to my hair. When I am 15, that was the first time I went to JB and stayed with sister. We went shopping together, I accompanying at work together. That was when I decided to go JB at least once a year to spend time with you guys.

Next, I started my college life and you are getting married that very year. I am very happy for you getting married. I went to JB once again and that was the very first time I am on bus to JB when i just started my class for a week. Indeed a very adventurous journey when I am back to KL. I will not forget how worried I am alone get off from the wrong place. Seriously, scary at the same time involving police at the last minutes haha.

I am glad I still have this video.

Time keep flying, 16 September 2010 you give birth to a cute mid autumn festival boy, my very first nephew. I love him more than I can say. He grew up a lot now.

The day where he replace you for my graduation ceremony

All i could say, we shared a lot of memories together. I miss them a lot, we go steamboat dinner, we go Korean dinner,

you bring me to Lavender and have our lunch, when that was the first time I fall in love with the bread store.

We went to eat 'mat dou lou' we get lost in JB, when GPS not working. 4 of us went shopping together, when we discovered lizard at the car back storage 3 of us not dare to catch it and step back. You even ask your son catch it. So funny that I couldn't forget it. Memories will be there forever.

You took this without our knowledge. From your point of view, we are your little sisters that you love.

There are a lot to say, I would let pictures do the talking and reminisce our memories.

China Trip, 2012

How time flies, we ate Peking duck, we slept at 4 star hotel, we eat stinky tofu, we experienced sand storm, we get McD delivery, you bathe at the transparent bath tub, we explored Beijing.

Taiwan, 2014

We went to Taiwan together, we enjoyed private yacht, we climbed up Alishan viewing the failed sunshine, we ate the oyster from Kenting night market at the home stay balcony, you scolded your son badly, we paid and went into the someone Museum, you said: If the trip is not about exploring what the point of sitting on the car for the whole time. We slept in the car because we are too tired neglected the told train station at Taiwan.

After your incidence, i try to search for a video of you so that i could see you alive again. I am blessed I do have a video of you. Although it is just a short one, I could see you move, smile and listen to your voice again.

On the mid July, 2014 you came to Kl, you said you want to try something new to help increase your income. I bring you to Kenanga wholesale city, we went for spicy steamboat and get drinks. That was the very first time, only both of us drinking alcohol together and you open up everything that haunts you for a very long time. I couldn't believe that was the first time and the last time. we had 5 hours of conversation that night, 17 July 2014. We drank, you drunk, we steal cousin whisky and drink it plain. You told me how you struggle to get your Hair Saloon opened, your husband and your friend helped you. You couldn't let go of the job even though it is losing profit. I understand that very much. It is just same as how passionate I am in chasing my dream. A lot of people doesn't understand the meaning behind passionate about their dream. I am glad you left without giving up.

Your first whole Hair Saloon is your baby I believe. If I am able to had my own baby company, I wouldn't let go just like you.

You planned to earn side income, you said you now have had part time job, I didn't ask much bout that because I respect your choice. You even say you need to earn more money to let baba retire earlier. You planned to work illegally in other countries, but your husband disagree, you argued, you feel sad. You said at one point if you couldn't think of solution, you will just left. I will always support your decision I said, I even suggest why not both of you illegally work and earn money. You wanted to get your own house since you get marry, you showed me the house you like, you said just a simple small single story is enough. You wanted to stay with your lovely family. Your JB house will just pass it to brother when you get your house next time. I don't believe the conversation goes on and I understand now that you want to tell me something. It hints me, that you are leaving us behind.

I always wanted to help you, but I am just helpless. I said when I success I will help you no matter what. That deep conversation is so memorable that I couldn't accept that was the first and last for us. You worried bout me, my little company Tiki Art, you ask how many students I have now. You try to morally support me.

Before flying to UK, luckily we went for a trip together at Desaru Lotus Resort. That was the very last time with you.

2015, 9th of February, Sunday. I went to shopping and release stress that very day before continuing my assignment. That night I was surprised when i received call from didi sister. I coudn't believe the first call telling me the news that you pass away. I remember it until now.

二姐：美，啊姐死了啊！大家姐死了啊！

Unable to confirm what happened, I was so blur, i was thinking if that is real? In my mind i kept thinking you had some sort of chronic decease that we all don't realize.

二姐：美，大家姐真的死了。车祸死了。

I asked why???!!!!!!!!

Why that will happened? I search for air ticket straight away. I told sister to wait for me.

The whole journey was so hard to continue, before going on board, after touching down Malaysia, and the very moment I stepped on your funeral.

I prepared myself for the whole journey going back Malaysia, but the moment I get down from the car and I saw you there, I became weak. I doesn't even want to go to the coffin and see you at first because I doesn't want to accept the fact! I wish it wasn't real at all. Everything is still fresh in my mind. The funeral ceremony start and it is so hard to hold back my tears when brothers and sister keep crying. I am considered lucky because I am talk to you that day, that midnight as if you get all my message. The next day, I didn't know if you really back to the house, I hope it is real. Now a month past, your birthday next month, I promise when I 'm back next time, I will go and pray you together with your children. I want to spend sometimes with them as if you are there with me.

Thank you for being my sister, my hair dresser in my life. I will kept everything you gave me last time, your Levi's shoes, hair shampoo, necklace, phone and a lot more as a memory of us. I will not forget you, every moment spent with you until the very last day. I love you.

I wish to bring you all around the world with my heart and I will look after your family whenever I am capable.

大姐！我爱你！你永远都在我的心里！

CNBLUE BLUEMOON World Tour in Malaysia 130824

2013-08-26T16:17:00.001+08:00

Yes, I still can't get over for the boy band. I got my VVIP E H3 ticket once it started to sell online. I had been waiting for it so loooooong. So that is the precious and memorable day ever.

I got into Stadium Negara on time since i have to work, and when i reach i need to find parking :"( so i miss the video introduction part.

But once i sat down, I saw the fan project at Moon Zone and CNBlue is on stage!!! Its crazy and I've not prepare for it. Hahahaha till now i feel hanging somehow.

So here's some photo to share,

opening stage of CNBlue

Leader Yong Hwa

CNBlue!!

Drummer Minhyuk

Sexy Jong Hyun

Maknae Jung Shin

End of the concert with Try Again, Smile Again :)

I miss them.

Yonghwa kept dancing cutely and interact with the fans all the time.

Jong Hyun is so cute all along, sat down a few times to rest himself.

Min Hyuk is so sexy beating his drum all the times, just that he can't move around like other does.

Jung Shin is so cute, melt when he sang You've Fallen For Me,non nagaebanhaeso.

The Rock and Roll part is the best and here's the Song List of the day.

Opening

Where You Are

Get Away

OneTime

Naran namja

Coffee shop

Have a good night

Wake up

Love light

Feeling

These days (Kor. version)

Y,why (Kor. version)

Lalala

Just please (kor. version)

tattoo

In my head (Kor. version)

Intuition

I'm a loner

I'm sorry

Encore

Hey you

Feel good

Love girl

You've fallen into me

Love

Try again, Smile again

Their ending is so touching. I wish to attend their concert again and I want to have Rock Zone next time :P

view more photos at https://www.facebook.com/pfmei/media_set?set=a.10201427773530621.1073741827.1663494091&type=1 you can only view it if you are my friends. :)

I think i keep spamming of CNBLUE, seriously their concert is the best.

Another Random Post.

2013-06-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm this post is too random because i just want to make sure I'm alright to handle all the stress.

Start from a half year ago stories. Exactly half year ago. Christmas Eve 2012.
Never spend any Xmas eve with my high school friends before and yet last year was the first time i guess. I usually spend Xmas holiday-ing with my families.

A simple yet memorable.

When girls meet.

get crazy as always when with my besties.

The monkeys, some under alcohol influence. The drunk one was Wan Kat who bullshit whole night.

Time flew, half year just gone like that and i feel like i never did something great yet.

Was in the state where everything is half done. I don't feel my soul recently.

Peoples i treasure and love the most is my families. They are the one who stand by your side no matter what.

Next is my bunch of best friends. Though we can't meet like everyday, every week, every month yet the bond is still there. Girls i catch up with recently were Kong, Lychee, Fi, Yeip, Jho, Chee, Jus & Wei. Guess it's enough to quench my thirst. Even meet Fi after half year without realizing it. I feel sorry to my girls when i cant even celebrate all of their 21st birthday together. It's like a regret, but still lucky to celebrate later on.

Lots of things is not done yet. My task list is growing longer and longer and never ending T.T

1. HK preparation which is just few days away.

2. Website (priority)

3. Workload

4. Application for Universities

5. August / September plan (can't review much)

Place i wish to just hangout myself or with my friends.

1. Penang, Bukit Bendera

2. Pulau Redang

3. Lang Tengah

4. Melaka, eat all the nice food and take all those pictures. i miss portuguese settlement

5. Bukit Tinggi Pahang

6. A stay at Gold Cost Sepang

7. JB (August) yay. food, jalan- jalan

Top countries list i wish to go.

1. Italy

2. UK

3. US

4. France

5. Austrialia

6. Korea

7. Japan

8. Taiwan

9. China

i prefer western countries though :P

Time for a short break.

This post is full of crap basically.

Mind my own business.

Still lot of things to try like food!

Updating information_Elken

2013-04-28T01:07:00.003+08:00

As promise, this is a simple chart of mine from the MLM plan i mention before.

Here is how you go, find me and ask me for product range or check here http://www.elken4u.com

Start to purchase product you would like to consume or as a gift for your loves one.

With AEON plan, you can have your household products as low as RM99 per month. I guess u makan also makan ady this amount. (for those who working only)

1. So the very first step is find 3 friends or more in a month to become a member of Elken.

2. Ask each of your friends to find 3 more friends.

3. Ask each of your friends to follow step 2.

4. Start to change brand to MRT brand.

Products range from food, supplements, hygiene products (pads,hygiene wash), cookies, chocolate drinks, coffee, smart cleaner.

5. Just spend RM200 per month for each member. (doesn't need to buy expensive products)

6. Start earning according to the chart. Income per month.

Red = RM2500 first month

Green = RM7000 the following month

Purple = RM20K the following month

Just follow this 6 simple steps and earn your extra pocket money :D

First try the products, trust the products, then only introduce to people. This is what i did cause i doesn't want to pursue people with no evidence.

Mothers' Days is coming, i recomended El Marino Blanc for mum pretty skin.

Happy shopping and earning :D

FYI:the usual chart is to find 7 friends, but i use 3 person as an example.

p/s: Till now i'm still consumer stage. which mean i earn nothing so don't get me wrong that i trying to sell the plan. but if you are interested to join me find me, msg me or whatever. hahhahahha

Elken a MLM company.

2013-04-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

Never thought of writing such blog or not even think of touch this at all before.

I have no idea where should I start from but then i bet this is a long post to share.

First of all i should introduce Elken?

Elken is a MLM company, for more details please log onto http://www.elken.com/my/

I think lots of people already knew this company, but then i believe 80% of people will think ''It's another SKIM CEPAT KAYA / SCAM / DIRECT SALES " including myself at first.

But then after attending those motivational talks, its actually not such thing in fact. I knew this sound so fake or maybe you think someone had brainwash me LOL. As you know, I'm a designer and had no connection with such things.

At least i learn something from it like confidence or maybe how to communicate with people. If you are my friends i think my image is 'tomboy inside' , straightforward and hurt people feelings without even realise it, and ya forever alone. LOLL

Okay, brag too much, lets start with how i get to know this company, actually i saw the logo long time ago but just then i didn't knew what is it.

I get to know this company from my boss, or aka my friends (My Art Studio - providing Children Art course)

First they introduce me a new skincare product, i found it quite good, so i join as member just to get discount on the product i want. Le me as an aunty consumer.

How to become a member?

Online registration / Traditional way, filling up the form.

Of course i join by online registration, younger generation ma.

It's just RM75 for whole life and with free health products.

Interested? LOLLL read my blog till finish then only you decide.

To register online go to below link

http://www.elken4u.com/eRegistration.php?refid=000230002013

OR contact me for more details (p/s : this is so funny to myself cause i'm not a person who like to promote or sell things)

OR the link below to browse the product.

http://www.elken4u.com/index.php?refid=000230002013

with just RM75 you can be a member and shop those things you like. But of course need to pay la, member = price cheaper ma. Online shopping is more fun LOL

Okay should back to the product that attract me,

El Marino Blanc - Skin whitening, reducing pore size, and of course pimple.

You may read the info here http://www.elmarinoblanc.com/

But of course I'm not that desperate for it la, My mum need it more so, I bought 3 boxes for my mum. :)

30 packets/box

2 packets per day before sleep

cost me RM594 (member price)

I ask her to try since from last time she said her face/skin so dark some more she had lot of dark spot. After trying for 1 month, she said her skin white a lot. Should have some photo to prove but then I'm at Selangor , my mum at Kampar, next time i show you guys. I only have before not after yet. So she almost finish her drink , she called me and say this thing works pretty well but she almost finish 3 boxes ady. So i plan to buy her more. Let her drink till pretty, This product result can last for long time like few years, after you feel your skin is pretty enough you can stop drinking as to save money cause this product considered expensive.

So again i bought 8 boxes this time hahahhaha consumer perspective, buy more save more.

8 boxes free 1 box = RM1584 (member price) but it can be paid by monthly installment la. I'm not that rich yet, please. So hope my mum become prettier then prove that this product is usefull then i can start to promote it. SHARING IS CARING :D

http://instagram.com/p/XHa9hGqRRZ/ (privacy LOL)

Another product,

Kington Isotonic, have no idea how to describe it but you can google its testimonials.

It contain 83 types of bio-available elements or make it simple "Life Plasma"

It taste salty, like drinks you consume during diarrhea.

Can use as emergency if you diarrhea. Buy it and store at your home and use it as emergency.

I'm on diarrhea last 2 weeks for 4 days, I'm always diarrhea, I've no idea why. Mum say immune system problem cause i havent go for body check and get my Hepatitis B immune vaccine. Ya, I'm that weak. But the forth day of diarrhea, i met my boss at work and she offer me this. 2 ampoules is enough to cure my diarrhea that day.

So yea i bought this also before price increase after this week. LOL

1 box = 30 ampoules / RM260

This is just for emergency use for me. But if you have Eczema / Tuberculosis / Chronic Enteritis / Psoriasis / Dermatis all those skin disease you may consume 2 ampoules per day until recover.

So far i had tried this 2 products and have good impression and i trust it. This company had wide range of products, you may take a look at it if you are interested in it, or call me LOLLLL

The whole purpose of my blog is to introduce you guys there's such good things to try.

Of course not forgetting it is a kind of investment as you know MLM company.

So you may try to join it today or later.

I'm not a person that direct sales and i hate it alot so i takes this as sharing information.

So the investment plan is

1. Be a member at RM75 for wholelife

2. Start to buy products you like or you things usefull for you

Products range from healthcare, beauty, food and beverages, home appliances

3. Change the products brand you use if you like this as a way to save money too

4. Start to invest like me, maximum RM200 per month which is product you can eat, drinks,cleaning or even skincare

5. Share to friends and family

6. Earn money / save money (depends which perspective you are)

Earn money = distributors / Save money = Consumer

7. And lastly beauty hahhhaha this is my main point LOL.

Will update the type of plan, since its a MLM company.

Don't worry I won't approach people if people didn't approach me, not direct selling.

But if you think you would like to join, just go online registration.

FYI, i just take this as part time / leisure work to earn extra money which can comes to 5 digits per month. Hahaha i only aim 4 digits LOL cause i knew i don't like to go persuade people. Especially those who just work and feel money not enough / you had too much extra money you can start SHOPPING & EARN.

If you want to help me to success OR help yourself to success, ask me anything bout ELKEN!

The investment plan is as below

Taadaa.... upload when i free.

Nights :)

Will share with you guys, talks i had attend if i hardworking enough.

Final!

2012-11-23T06:44:00.003+08:00

Yes, Final!!!

I'm done with my final once i submitted my CD later to my lecturer.

Oh gosh, I can't believe I had gone through so much this 3 years.

Lots of feelings and words to express but I don't know where to start from.

Friends, lecturers, assignments, and etc etc.

I miss my hometown so much as preparation for finals, I didn't go home for 2 months! It's 2 months! I had never away from my house for 2 months at all before!! I miss my dad, my mom, apparently my sis & bro.

I miss my girls too & some high school's kaki.

Lot's of stories to tell. Time pass so damn fast! Once graduate means i'm done/ freedom? Not that fast. A lot more to go.

But my current plan would be

*hanging out with my friends

*shopping

*year end vacation

*food hunt

*move into new house (priority)

*built portfolio thingy or whatsover

*plan for the year ahead

There's lot more in my brain but i can't digest it out now. Slept for 9 hours that's why i'm so energetic now.

The lovely things before my presentation yesterday was this.

from dear Jessica: Merry Christmas in advance????

Thanks jess or should i say bewe actually :D

Hmmm, suits my theme of presentation later. LOLLLL

The motivation behind my final project is a lot more to say but i have no idea what to say.

Whenever I am tired or I'm almost give up, those motivation keep me go on and never give up and I got the result. I'm fine with my own works and feels it's pretty cool. heeeeessss syok sendiri.

Here's my animation if you want to have a look at it.

Watch it in highest resolution you've.

Taadaa..

2012-11-15T00:27:00.002+08:00

This is random, today i feel good.

One of the reason is at least i am 99% done for complimentary studies 3.

one last thing is just submitting it next week!

Taadaa presentation today.

Selca all the way LOL.

A bit too much maybe.

For some reason which i don't know i love the above photo. LOL

Yea of course i'm wearing something new. which i bought last week/ last 2 week. forget adyy.

I love shopping so much which my last time of shopping is during the china, Beijing trip i went with my family.

So it's like 4 months i didn't shop, proud of myself? hahha. Once i shop means i gonna spend crazily.

Today lightning strike so horrible and i can't get off from my car.

Umbrella is in the bonnet and i can get it.

When rain become lighter i get off my car running to 3rd floor which my house is, and ya FML my house key is in the car. WTFFFFF.. get to the car and back to my house.

Presentation done. i mean prepared. in the pass few weeks for all presentation i did is not prepared at all.

yea i always last minutes and do things spontaneously.

I do remember the last presentation i did seriously was during London Global Classroom.

That's was the most satisfied presentation of the year! (i think so) cause after i back from London i did not do well in my finals which mean i did not put enough effort, but still good result kayy.. #lansi awhile.

I miss my family. Last family day was a nice one. Here's some photo sessions.Family dayy...

Yes, about 1 more week, i'm done with my finals. I must make sure i put all my efforts in!

Graduate soon, 3 years together with my course mates is just way too awesome.

bad moment/ fun moment/ hardworking moment/ everything... guess i'm the craziest in the class :P

And ya i'll miss u all so much after we went our own way soon. We may not meet often but we still may keep in touch! Let's plan for next party/ hangover/ trip/ graduation trips or whatever to enjoy ourselves before we get into real society soon.

This feeling is just like when i finish my SPM and i miss my high school moments. taking SPM results & so on.

So ya, i think graduating will be the same right??? yo buddies!

this will be my first graduation but i bet i'll have 2 more in the future? i'll only stop learning / studying till the day i die.

Aim: Pursuing my studies till Master. yea.

Those type of feelings.

2012-10-21T13:22:00.000+08:00

Haven't been home for 3 weeks.

So this 3 weeks not much things happen on me, but i do think a lot of stuffs.

A lot of things is bothering me.

Assignments!

Awkward feelings which i don't even know where it came from.

Stress! 1 and half month more!

Final.

the end.

Wave Goodbye.

2012-10-05T02:02:00.002+08:00

We wave goodbye whenever we left the person or a group of person.

I wave goodbye every time, but there is a wave goodbye which i felt special.

I wave goodbye to my grandma whenever i left after visiting her.

She's really a nice grandma. She's almost 90. She's still strong just that having some heart problem.

I love my grandma so much and i knew she love my family so much.

Whenever i visit her or my family visit her, she will be very happy.

I can sense that.

I've been take care of her for a few month last 2 years when she was so sick that time.

She is being treated #like a boss in my family.

Me and my siblings always buy her kuih or tea for supper, everyday.

We play cards together. Her only entertainment is playing cards.

That why we play with her.

She play cards alone whenever she live alone. She live alone in her house. The neighbors is my aunt and mum. so basically she's not living alone but she live alone in her house.

Sadly, they can't accompany my grandma a lot.

I feel so sad for her so whenever i have time i visit her and visit my mum too :) at Bidor.

Grandma wave goodbye is such a heart warming action to me. she would stand in front of the door and wave till we out of her sight. We sitting inside the car do wave her back till out of our sight too.

I miss her, she's old, really old. i don't want to miss a chance if i can visit her frequently. i love my grandma.

I'll just wonder how many years grandma can stand in front the door and wave goodbye to us. i hope there's still a lot more times..

I just love my grandma. appreciate older people and take care of them. They really loves us although they may not talk to much to us. but their action is enough to show how much they love us.

Love your family, Love your grandparents.

I'm so lucky that my grandma is still here. (refer to my mums' mum) :D

Random :D

2012-09-14T02:13:00.003+08:00

Somehow i'm going to post something randomly. Recently i feel i had tonnes of homework.

Let's get to the job interview i PASS! emphasize on it. hahaha

Alright, here it goes.

I came across an ART TEACHER job.

I was like wow i would like to try it because i do really love paintings, just that i abandon it too long. So i call and ask for the position and get some idea of it.

not too formal for that day.

my water colour palette

my simple resume.

Alright call for interview on last saturday evening. 5pm @ Klang.

Damn far, but no choice the headquarters is there. nearby branches will be SK, Subang, Puchong.

The studio is My Arts Studio.

Ok, reached, go for the interview.

The Principle will be interviewing me!

But wait a moment, he seems younger than i expected. OMG

Such a young guy owning own studio... ENVY!

The interview goes well, he ask what i am able to do. I answered.

He saw my drawings and quite like it.

I'm not praising myself here. Hahaha

He ask me what method i like to used.

watercolours, arcylic, pencil, pencil colours.

I never try crayons before. i mean serious technique la.

Go on like conversation and end.

one of my drawings.

So after 3 days, he replied me and said i'm chosen. YAY!

but unluckily, the branch he give is way too far in Klang.

So, i REJECTED it. how stupid i am? but its really so far to me. i rather stay at home and do my homework. :p

That's the end.

Next one.

Random feelings.

What's going on with me recently? I EMO-ed again. just for few hours.

No worries, i am that stupid to emo randomly at random hours.

May cause by nightmare recently which i dream ghost chasing or ghost possession.

Creepy??

Nvm i'm ok with such things.

Homeworks.

Tonnes of homeworks.

I am abit stresseddddd...

Other random.

House design which i should finish by the end of this month.

Meeting my ex art teacher for client job.

This month weekend start this week i'll be back hometown every week.

its because my dad want me to back.

cousin wedding next week.

mid autumn festival next next week.

First week of Oct - need to meet up my friend.

OMG how bout my homeworks.?? T.T

i'll do it now since i slept too much today :)

dreamt alot recently. too lovely. i mean the other way. haha.

Beijing Day 2

2012-08-31T03:18:00.001+08:00

Alright! Here goes the day 2 i spent with family in Beijing!

It's a damn long ago but its still in my memory, i think :D

As the tour guide said this would be our first day of walking whole day, we will only depart at 8am.

which mean we had to prepare around 7.30am.

Ok i am always the one who sleep till very late.

Actually i'm the one waking up first, but when i open my eyes my sis woke up too, so i let 2 of them prepare first hahaha.

Then i could sleep longer.

3 of us always the late one to have our breakfast downstairs.

Everyone finish their breakfast except 3 of us.

Nvm, we ate slowly.. hahhahha

Btw, the night before we tried to go out but "sand wind".

First time of my life seeing this and experience it. Once we stepped out, the sand attack us like bullet! LOLLLL

Ok back to the day. Our first stop is... taadaaaa..

Tian An Men, we reach around 8.45am.

Ok the traffic at Beijing is worst worst worst.

Tian An Men

Corpse of Mao tze tung is display here.. real one. but we didnt get to get in since we r not China citizen.

Forbidden City, there is 9999 and half room here.

imagine how big it is.

But, there is a but. it is not as big as u imagine. all those rooms are so small.

Even though, the queen or the wifes room. The size is just ngam ngam fit one bed.

So everything u watch on those TVB drama, is all fake...

another shocking is, china people really very 'open minded' their children pants purposely cut a big hole, so that there can pee and poo anywhere, anytime, even girls. OMG no eye see. So if u see watermarks on floor confirm is children pee!

Weather of the day is quite cool. My bro told us it will be very hot when we are there, but luckily for whole trip it is cool and windy and a bit of sun shine

bing tang wu lu

Beijing souvenirs shop but selling London Olympics stuff.. HAHA

Next stop will be 'blablabla village' i dont know chinese thats y i dont remember those place name. the name of the place sounds like 'fu gu shen me shen me chun' aka vintage.

According to the fengsui this is the body of the dragon, while Forbidden city is head and Tian tan is the pearl.

Alot of so call branded shop here, but the price is just expensive abit than Malaysia after conversion so i didn't buy a lot here or even the whole trip.

Above, Tian Tan, place of worship for the king.

Walk all the day and lastly went to this place "THE PLACE"

sellling all those high branded stuff.

Funny most, tour guide ask us just go down and take photos to prove we came here before.

He said : No need to buy things from here, waste money.

Me : Correct, because its expensive than Malaysia even after conversion.

around 6pm, dinner back to hotel, plan to order McDonald delivery but too tired asleep already.

the 2 days ate alot of peach, sweet and delicious.

I tell you, 'chow tau fu' in china taste yucks. no need try at all..

Another day end and wait for the other day post. hope i didnt drag it again. Hahahahhahahah :)

My 20th Birthday!

2012-08-02T01:35:00.001+08:00

Thanks to my family who celebrate with me earlier before

i went back to Cyberjaya to continue my final semester.

Yay Final!!!

Simple celebration is enough for me.
Dinner and CheeseCake!

We went to Ipoh and to my Uncle House to celebrate together. I just love kids cos my youngest cousin is just 2 years old!

So 1/8/2012 is one of my best birthday!

Daddy called me and said he booked a new car immediately for me today!

A new Executive 1.3SAGA FLX!

My dad gave me 2 choice at first Proton Preve or Saga, but now he choosed for me ady.

I prefer Preve but i only dare to drive smaller car.

I'm afraid to bang car and i am not a pro driver LOLLLL..
Thanks Daddy! I knew it just a proton car, but i still feel my dad is so great that he cincai buy me a car when i cincai ask for it! <3 daddy="daddy" font="font" mummy.="mummy." n="n">

As for my Betz at kampar, thanks u all for wishing me! we promised each other that we will only celebrate our

21th Birthday together since we are busy each and everyone of us. I'll miss my Betz <3 font="font">

High Schools kaki yang wish me pun terima kasih, never thought u all remember my bday without FB notification!

Just u. ~~OYH~~ though this year u already went away from me, still thanks for be the first one who wish me.

Yayyyy i will listen to u and forget it. Pooh is the first surprise u gave me which i will never forget.

As for my Friends and Classmate here!

Very BIG BIG THANKS!!!!!!

Colbie, Ah c, Jess, Ying, Wunli, Yvonne, all IMD6A and too much name to mention hahhahaha.

Black yg crazy call me in the midnight just to wish me. mana ada orang call at midnight!

Guess what did they do? They stick my car mirror full of sticky pad! I'll show u how it look like if any of them got the photo.

Ying c n shihan is the one who manyak free to stick my car under hot hot sun!! :D

THANKS ALOT TO COLOUR MY CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

Will cook for u for replacement!

I didn't took photo of it cos i am SHOCK!

I thought i park at the wrong place and bagi orang marah!

I quickly tear it off! but its alot lot lot! stranger who pass by laugh at me!

Kesian LOL.

the empty box there is ridiculoussssss.....

This is what they present me!

I muka tebal ask Shihan for this??? LOLLLLLLLL at myself now!

Thanks for the present which i memang need it to cook since i move house ady never got to cook once.

Old rice cooker is rosak. Hahaha i memang WEIRDO which happy alot to have a rice cooker.

and i can cook now! plan for the first steam! Herba Chicken!!!!

So this is really big thanks from all of you <3 font="font">

Beijing 2012 Day 1

2012-07-10T13:35:00.002+08:00

Hell yeah, it took me a long time to blog bout this. i was so busy by then. a lot of thing happen recently really make me stress out and emo damn a lot. ok cut the crap.

Yes its a family trip! indeed a big family trip. do you know why i said its a big family trip?

Because i am so happy that both my family joined together. I mean my biological family and my family now. We are relative actually, but ignore those complicated relation LOL!

Beijing.

The very first day we reach, we welcomed by the tour guide which my sis arranged.

Hopped into the van and tour guide introduce himself, he will guide us through the whole trip we r in Beijing.

Xiao Lei, the tour guide.

11 people hopped into the van, went for our first dinner! Beijing Duck & 9 dishes.
Traditional : 9 dishes

the dishes look great! the taste?? hahahha not good at all. either salty or too sweet.

Beijing Duck? not crispy as i thought, not delicious as i thought.

dream collapsed at that moment!

finish our dinner and check into the hotel.

Bao Lin Xuan International Hotel , Fengtai Beijing

Rate : 4 star

sneek peek into the hotel room. transparent bathroom wey.. damn sexy!

enjoy the hotel room environment here!

day 1 end just like that :)

Will the curse overcome?

2012-06-17T12:27:00.001+08:00

Felt myself damn bad luck recently,

Is it really broke a mirror will have bad luck?

Depends on u believe it or not.

Everything i did recently is not as smooth as i wanted it to be.

Feel depressed if things continue to be bad.
Yeah I'm superstitious. #CrapOnly

Last 2 days, Car broke down in the middle of highway as soon as i pass through the TOLL.

people TnG me Touch and Stop!

I was too nervous till i dont know what to do at first.
Luckily ada lucky star that day maybe. Car get tow and i went to continue my plan for that day.

Call dad a million times, he did not answer ending sending him a message. 9 something only call me.

Told him everything. He said he will come and find me. SUPERHERO.

Mum call, i thought she knew what happen that why she called.

But she call and ask me other thing.

End up, i told her everything and she gave me calm response.

This is not my mom so call reaction.

She was too calm LOL.

Worst now, i can only get my car on Wednesday! i want to cry badly.
Mom, sorry, its time to swipe your credit card again.

Price for repairing the car - 1.7k

car problem - overheat, engine. i knew nothing bout it but now i know the car well..

Conclusion i've got six sense. sense the car got problem, but didnt know the problem is that huge.

A week or more

2012-06-09T19:20:00.002+08:00

A week or more

I had

Left London, back to Kampar and left Kampar back to Cyberjaya
Continue classes and come up with nothing much progression on final
I will have to finish all my assignment
I will going to China with my family, really big family
Facing same problem for a week or more
Not contacting someone for some reason
Almost forget how he is, who is he

There is a lot of things i had gone through this short period of time.

Friend who really high EQ, i really appreciate you.

Emotion changes a lot.

Anger, depress, stress everything arose!

Changing myself slowly, indeed i am too depress inside without someone.

4 years time meant a lot to me.

Now, I had came out from the time.

What i had done this week.

Found house rent it
Driving car make me tired, though its convenient

What's my plan for semester break?

Part time again - stress free working environment LOL!
Decoration plan for my new house in Kampar! yeah this is what i excited the most
Buy a new car and own it myself like a boss. (seriously, i will pay myself, this is satisfaction for me)
meeting friends, maybe.
have at least a holiday with coursemate - destress after every semester.
JB my sister's place. where i didnt go this year at all. :(

~~oyh~~ be happpyyyy and have your great life ahead.

I am fine and i will continue my life ahead.

Lets give ourselves freedom and care each other no more.

Best friend we will be.

Thanks for everything.

I am way just too emotional, but i am alright.

Time and people around us can heal us.

indeed a long post. :)

CNBlue EARFUN!

2012-05-23T14:53:00.002+08:00

Hello back here!! Yeah i prefer to blog about my album rather than London's life.

HAHAHAHA! I received my album since i am at London, but i not able to have it.

But now, yeah i reach home and i able to have it.

EarFun had been released quite a long time but now only i able to post bout it!

Guess what?!!!

I bought EARFUN, normal edition

and EARFUN, limited edition! and i get Jonghyun's cover.

I doesn't want to choose so i ask the retailer to send to me randomly!

Tracklist:

Hey You!
아직 사랑한다 (Still In Love)
Dream Boy
Rock n Roll
Run
In My Head (korean version)

I love it so much. now what i left for my collection is nearer to be achieve.. hehhehehhe.

here's the other snap shot :)

find out more soon !

1st day in London :)

2012-04-23T04:34:00.003+08:00

Alright here u go. 1st day in London, i should say first morning. Will brag about the departure and the accommodation arrangement. It's 19th of April.

It's my first time ever of my life in 19 years to step my feet on this particular place in United Kingdom.

The very first day, i went to my campus which located at Piccadilly. Limkokwing London.

Had my first lunch in London.

PRET: you can find it everywhere in London since i explore almost 10% of London.

We went to explore by underground after we buy the oyster card.

Green Park
Buckingham Palace
Baker Street
Camden Town

will elaborate bout it later. time to sleep now.btw its 5th day in London.

A day before London

2012-04-18T00:48:00.003+08:00

will fly to London in 7 hours more.

will be living there more than a month!

nervous to the max!! help :'(

CN Blue collection!

2012-04-15T00:03:00.003+08:00

I start my collection with

First Step

taadaa....

here's the cd album.. i think the light reflection make the cd design unable to view.

photobook inside the abum.

here is the page where it's tear off :"(

hope can glue it back but i worried it will make it worst.

Now, the Special Limited Edition of First Step.

100pages photo book

there is only 30000 copies and i am one of it who got it. #proudofmyself

LOL.

when i open the album, it is how its look like.

love girl <3

yonghwa yaaaa..

cnblue :]

and IN MY HEAD!!!!

i bought the limited press edition.

1 cd & 1 dvd

sticker card i had... whoaaaa... am so happy..

I am waiting for my EARFUN album to arrive together with the Special Limited edition . hope it will arrives soon, hehehehehehhe

i hope to complete my cnblue album collection from first step onwards.

what i left out is

thank you album
392
Where You Are
BLUESTORM concert DVD 2011
CNBLUE concert dvd 2010

Ft Island album ^^

2012-04-14T14:57:00.002+08:00

FTISLAND album!

Grown Up. Yay at last the album is arrived!

It's the second FTIsland album i bought.

First is MEMORY FTISLAND :)

here is some photos i taken

enjoy ya.

after i bought the album i went to the Play FtIsland as i mention in few post before.

taada the design of the whole album!

its so nice to me since i like paper type thing.

u can pull the album out and enjoy the content inside.

group photos of ft island :D

leader Jong hoon.

lee hong ki

another group photos!

lee jae jin, the goat.

choi min hwan the drummer! he is so handsome when he is playing the drum!

song seung hyun is here. manly capture.

the cd design is nice too.

back cover of the album.

alright now its the turn for GROWN UP album.

grown up album cover!

the CD.

inside the album

4-up of jong hoon!

sexy jong hoon.

emo hong ki

goaty jae jin

min hwan the sexy drummer!

imagining seung hyun

its really really nice. next will be all about cnblue album.. wait for me!

by the way do you know their cd design is by rainbowbus.co.kr

their design is fantastic.

i do really like and admire their design! :)

Play FTIsland 2012 (3)

2012-04-06T00:25:00.001+08:00

Heres the video!!! Hope u enjoy :)

just able to put the first video link over here.

it is an opening stage!
with the song 바래!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMiP2et0F-c&feature=youtu.be

others will be slowly upload.. cheers :D

Play FTIsland 2012 (2)

2012-04-04T14:04:00.001+08:00

Yep, as i promise i will upload some video of Play FTIsland 2012 in Malaysia.

Date: 14-1-2012

Venue: Stadium Negara

Was very nervous on that day because i went wrong to the place. I park my car at Stadium Merdeka instead. I was curious why there are no any fans crowding over there? Then i approach to the security guard and asked. He told me "You went to the wrong stadium!!!!"

i was like "harrrrrrrrr? where is the stadium then?"

Luckily its still the same place just that it is an indoor stadium located 5 minutes walk away.

so i walk to there and i saw wowwwwww alot of car and people.

Luckily i park at Stadium Merdeka. hahhaha

Then i went to collect my ticket since i bought in online.

yeah my ticket!

i didn't get to choose my place since i bought it online.

but my place is quite far. last row but its in the middle yeah!

The opening is nice. and in the middle of the concert, there is a video showed like a documentary of FTISLAND. its so nice and beautiful. i didnt get to record it cos i totally forget bout it. i am too concentrate in enjoying the video. <3 i hope i can find it some where else.

here is the song list of the day but i just able to jotted down accordingly. i think there are people mention bout it. but i want to post it since it is still clear in my mind.

Hope (바래)
Bing Bing Bing
Hello Hello
사랑 사랑 사랑
Beautiful journey
****
Let it go!
****
Flower Rock
Sunshine Girl
I must confesed
Even your tears
Bad woman
Sinsadong People
*****(5 song left out)
Love sick

Encore stage: all i remember last song is Like Birds. the stage effect is awesome!

video over here. upload later. line too slow. wait patiently ya :)

Play FTIsland 2012

2012-04-04T02:18:00.003+08:00

It's a teaser! Just to make sure i won't forget to blog it next time.

This event is on January 14th 2012 but WTH i only blog it now?

hahhaha 미안해!

I am very happy. this is my third concert of my life.

1. Korean Music Wave - Ft island, U kiss, 4minute, T.O.P & GD, seungri, teentop, Park Jung Min

2. MOA - Miss A, B1A4, F(x), and Super Junior!!!

3.Play FTIsland!!!

which mean i meet Ftisland twice!!! weee....

stage design

it's me :) taken by random fan girl beside me.

minhwan random shot in my camera!

hongki! handsome!

soon i will upload those video. i am very happy for that moment. they are awesome!!! waiting for the next concert. CNBlue!! <3

Cheng Beng

2012-04-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

Feels like blogging now. It's once in a blue moon.

Yep i went back home for Cheng Beng last Sunday. Not in Kampar, but in Temoh. My paternal grandpa&ma were buried there.

In fact i like Cheng Beng, its just once a year and all family members gather together. I don't know since when it started that every members of our family must back no matter u are young or old. once u can walk den u must go.

I remembered last time just few people going. me, mum, dad, uncle n aunts only. Since i am 3 i went for cheng beng every year and never missed once except Form 5 that time. I went for St. John NCO meeting/exam or whatever i forget.

it's a very meaningful family event for me. all of us like gotong royong to burn silver paper for our ancestors. its a filial piety thingy. this remind me of the poem, Monsoon History by Shirley Geok-lin Lim.

there are many stories behind why everyone need to be back on Cheng Beng.
some just want to pretend they are 'taat'
some just want to make sure they become rich
but for me, i just go for family gathering and respect the death.
& important is, eat those thing prepared for the ancestors. hahahaha weird? but my family dont find it weird :P

i think here is it. no photo because i think it is not right to take any photos? too 'mei sun' only. hahaha

but believe it or not depend on urself. i have met several times of 'weird' stories so i think its depend on ourself actually.

time for 3D.

Food

2012-03-09T00:11:00.006+08:00

Hello, who doesn't like food?

Here is some to share :)

satay@coffee terrace

sushi@coffee terrace

Coffee Terrace is a buffet restaurant at Genting Highlands.

I'm having my dinner here with my betz Ah Yeip after i got my sallary that month. February

It cost RM76++ per person if I did not forget.(included tax and service charges)

The environment is nice and soothing. When i almost going to leave the restaurant i found out there is a sight - seeing balcony to view KL and Chin Swee Temple.

It's a waste i didn't visit Chin Swee Temple and get some nice photos.

I should edit and post some other photos.

There is alot of food choice, you can eat as much as you can.

Asian food

Kampong Food

Japanese Food

Western Food

Nyonya Food

and some others...

Try it if you plan to eat a lot in Genting.