expressing the unexpressed..

2011-11-29T21:28:00.001+08:00

unadulterated.

2011-11-29T05:13:00.001+08:00

I wish the friendship didn't descend into this state of affairs. I know there were things which i did and things which I didn't do. And yes, you felt afflicted and slighted by that. But you have to understand that I never ever had any ill intent, whatsoever for you. If I could receive plenty of shit from that institution of a mouth and still accept him as a friend, I never held anything

2011-11-25T04:11:00.001+08:00

I think i've learnt not to pass judgement. For the believer, everything is between you and God. For the non-believer, society. One versus the many.

homage

2011-10-22T06:07:00.002+08:00

an entry dedicated to the guys. simple and straightforward fri night out. updates, merriment, lan gaming, food and drinks. simplicity is few and far between these days.

2011-10-16T06:41:00.001+08:00

it's tough being in between. looks like some things have become irreversible. i am honest to God when I say this: I like being around all my friends. The only problem is that friends have a kind of, priority list, when it comes to me. In a way, it's a priority list that serves my agenda and convenience. and that sucks. that sucks because to be honest, i'm willing to be there for the

2011-10-16T06:18:00.001+08:00

our mistakes in life will continue to be mistakes if we don't learn from it. it's when it becomes a lesson.

2011-10-09T12:19:00.000+08:00

been super distracted from school lately. i'm still trying to put a finger to it. although i've not been blogging with much gusto in recent years, i still value this space. you've given me a sense of relief like no other. i've resisted from changing the platform and the name. i think it's the sense of continuity that i wish to have. being able to see how much i've changed is only

2011-09-12T16:32:00.001+08:00

so damn sleepy. 1500 word essay due in 24hours.

2011-09-11T12:17:00.001+08:00

had one insightful conversation with ahmad khan yesterday. plenty of things to ruminate and deliberate upon. some people find themselves alot quicker than others. more often than not, the journey to our aspirations take a long and arduous form. looking at some of our friends already moving into the next chapter of their lives, we see some who regress back into where they were previously.

2011-09-09T05:25:00.000+08:00

Back from supper at Haq-Insaf. I love how laid back the place is. A perfect place to hear someone speak to you. The world's such a conflicting arena of ideas. We should sit down and talk our differences away. The world would be a much wonderful place to live in. Having had a friendship scarred over disagreements deriving from the political landscape (very lame i know), I learnt

2011-09-08T09:31:00.002+08:00

I thought I could handle it after years of wear and tear.. But no. I miss you for leaving. Nothing in this world that God didn't allow us to overcome besides termination of life.

2011-09-06T02:42:00.000+08:00

most likely to be my final year in university. I will cherish the friends made, and the thought of friends which could have been made. stepped down from my exco position with the lifeguards today. definitely gave me a perspective of the working world and the trials and tribulations working as a minority. I wouldn't say that I have anything against any of them. I just have a thing against

2011-09-06T00:09:00.001+08:00

Blogging's back!

2011-04-06T03:19:00.002+08:00

We are not a threat. It's been quite a while since I wrote about something political and may I take this opportunity to express my views about the age old issue of racism in Singapore; more specifically the issue of the marginalization of Malays in the army. As an acknowledgement of sorts, I would like to say that this issue is something that has been debated for an absurdly lengthy period of

2011-03-15T03:55:00.001+08:00

actually enjoyed my time at the mosaic music festival at the esplanade on saturday evening. one of the most overdose relaxing nights (if there is even such a term) i had in quite awhile. good tunes, good breeze, good company. they played fuckin reggae! haha i'm not the avid gig person around so i get pretty excited when i get to see live music once in a while. although i don't know the song

2011-03-15T01:27:00.000+08:00

If there is one question that you would ask PM Lee, what would it be? Leaders must possess certain qualities that suit the times. For example, the leaders of the first generation were decisive, strong and hardy in ensuring the survival of the nascent state. Leaders in the 2nd and 3rd generation required a more technocratic nuance to build upon the foundation already set up. What do you think the

2011-03-12T20:33:00.002+08:00

i think people get irritated by other people. and then these 'other people' continue to be ignorant because the previous person doesn't tell. person who got irritated acts in a way that influences the thought of a third party to go against the 'irritant'. the person who irritates continue to live a life of (ignorant) bliss. the perceived tension continues to develop into something chronic. from a

2011-03-11T02:17:00.002+08:00

sometimes, talking to the ex-gf(s) make me feel like i'm walking on a tightrope. a real tight one.

2011-03-10T01:54:00.005+08:00

i think it's time to once again heave a huge breath of fresh air into this blog and pay some form of homage to it again. yes, i took another hiatus from blogging for reasons purely unacceptable - laziness. lol.one way to put it, or, as our dear ministers would aptly describe as 'putting into perspective', i have been in bouts of no-shows throughout the lifespan of this blog. i also notice a

2011-03-09T23:23:00.001+08:00

2010-12-04T01:35:00.002+08:00

so i'm leaving for Laos on Tuesday. i'm having mixed emotions about it bcos currently, i'm really, really enjoying myself this post-exam period + the opportunity costs that come from being absent for 20 days. lotsa weekends earning cash from refereeing's gna be foregone. lotsa catchup time with the mates to be on hold. but yea i tell myself, money is dispensable. it can be made any day, any time.

2010-12-02T06:05:00.000+08:00

2010-12-02T05:48:00.002+08:00

happy birthday kak daya!

2010-12-02T05:32:00.002+08:00

sometimes it's so easy to forget that the simple things in life are meant to be kept simple. we complicate things so much that we harp on the minute details and forget the overarching objective, which begs to be revisited. it's probably one of the reasons why stuff, like religion, start to complicate and deviate; branches form; sects arise; muslims against muslims; christians against christians,

2010-11-28T05:18:00.004+08:00

080810.080810.this semester has been epic in its own unique way. eventful, tumultuous, emotive, unprecedented.and at the end of the day, i miss someone. a person who deserves nothing less. someone who stood by. someone i shared the most of the sem with.sometimes i wish i never gotten that assignment in the north. i hope i never step into that school ever again in the future for it will be a