tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-77939263021695541662024-09-24T15:47:05.305-07:00My heart said it clear.....Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.comBlogger20125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-17229526819272617852011-02-24T19:31:00.000-08:002011-02-24T19:31:14.732-08:00Feel...<br /> This is the first time i felt this...<br /> The first time i'm with you...I feels this...<br /> The next time i'm with you...I feels this....<br /> <br /> What Do I Feel?<br /> <br /> Love.....<br /> What is love?<br /> The seconds i spent with you,i feel sad...<br /> The minutes i'm by you side,i get mad...<br /> The moment you are not here, i'm worried...<br /> My life time i spent for you, i feels to LOVE &amp; to be LOVED....<br /> <br /> Now What Do We Need?<br /> <br /> Trust....<br /> It&nbsp; comes after love...<br /> Like a foundations for a tall skyscraper...<br /> The more solid the foundation, The stronger the building....<br /> But trust is hard to gain...<br /> Once gained I don't feel like losing it again...<br /> <br /> Hope....<br /> The new friend of Trust... <br /> Sooner or later they will be best friend...<br /> Why?<br /> &nbsp;Coz' Trust is like a mentor to Hope...<br /> They both needs each other as much as we do...<br /> <br /> Feels...<br /> Loveeee....<br /> Trusttttttttttt.......<br /> Hopeeeeeeeeeeeee......<br /> <br /> Are OURS.....Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-83504241231133313752011-02-15T18:09:00.000-08:002011-02-15T18:09:06.784-08:00Dear...<br /> Don't go...<br /> Can't You see??<br /> I'm weak...<br /> The more we fight...<br /> The more it hurt...<br /> We both feels the same....i know...<br /> <br /> Dear...<br /> Don't go... <br /> can't you see??<br /> I'm dying...Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-70466746373849354502011-01-26T20:34:00.000-08:002011-01-26T20:34:18.871-08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; 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color: blue;">'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you. </b><br /> <strike>Now turn away, </strike><br /> 'Cause I'm awful just to see <br /> 'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body, <br /> Oh, my agony, <br /> Know that I will <strike>never</strike> marry, <br /> Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo<br /> But counting down the days to go<br /> It just ain't living<br /> And I just hope you know<br /> <br /> That if you say (if you say)<br /> <strike>Goodbye </strike>today (<strike>goodbye </strike>today)<br /> I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)<br /> <br /> <b style="background-color: lime;"><span style="color: blue;">'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you</span><br style="color: blue;" /><span style="color: blue;"> 'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you</span></b></i></span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia,&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,serif;"><br /> </div><div style="color: #e06666; font-family: Georgia,&quot;Times New Roman&quot;,serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i><b><span style="color: #274e13;">P/s:I won't GO...even if you said so.....</span>&nbsp;</b></i></span> </div>Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-2925641426184777202011-01-18T20:11:00.000-08:002011-01-18T20:26:42.060-08:00In my life....<br /> I've experienced good and bad things...<br /> Just like you...<br /> Same condition...<br /> But...<br /> Different situation...<br /> <br /> The Story:<br /> <br /> Do you love to see the people you love happy with someone they love?<br /> YES...i do...<br /> But&nbsp; why they don't feel happy?<br /> Why can't they give and take now?<br /> Where's the promises that they made to each other?<br /> <br /> GONE?!<br /> the PROMISES...<br /> the LOVE...<br /> the STRENGTH...<br /> ALL GONE....<br /> Just bcoz of one selfishness...<br /> It all gone...<br /> My advise to YOU...<br /> Change your attitude...<br /> And for the other YOU...<br /> Be STRONG...I always be here...<br /> Even you guys made the FINAL decision...<br /> Things won't change between me and YOU...<br /> I always pray the BEST for the BOTH of YOU...<br /> Coz i LOVE to see both of you...happy...<br /> <br /> P/s: Dear...up there is not my promise...its just what i saw...and here's my promise to you...i will take care of you...love you...miss you...as long as my heart beats...Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-25899995195128206722011-01-16T19:05:00.000-08:002011-01-16T19:05:32.552-08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJyS38RW9vMZltw6YqS4bO9FqOJMPXeXluGE7PhaXtOwWgv3WiyIRcB-neA2BHLEvuj8NiJbZwWGPWln4jrK4fhyphenhyphen5fS4tkmXTmIjYLVhM6b-K6YN8gu1K-xJpYwL4kJUsdcVc_7U1fvTz6/s1600/images.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJyS38RW9vMZltw6YqS4bO9FqOJMPXeXluGE7PhaXtOwWgv3WiyIRcB-neA2BHLEvuj8NiJbZwWGPWln4jrK4fhyphenhyphen5fS4tkmXTmIjYLVhM6b-K6YN8gu1K-xJpYwL4kJUsdcVc_7U1fvTz6/s1600/images.jpeg" /></a></div>Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-33090230799030568092011-01-16T19:00:00.000-08:002011-01-16T19:00:38.170-08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8gbe0uWi21SHIVW9Ls5qpB60wOF98N-QnmXegBHYIN2WpLOV6fkkII9Tv_W99qrpNd0DA_VO7rF3gDPD_QQp9HFMUhg9hexLXcvcW-syTD01JNzfr_yRSDdIG_PMG4Pkgv7e_ckjfpc76/s1600/keep_me_safe-1462.gif" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8gbe0uWi21SHIVW9Ls5qpB60wOF98N-QnmXegBHYIN2WpLOV6fkkII9Tv_W99qrpNd0DA_VO7rF3gDPD_QQp9HFMUhg9hexLXcvcW-syTD01JNzfr_yRSDdIG_PMG4Pkgv7e_ckjfpc76/s1600/keep_me_safe-1462.gif" /></a></div>She: Keep me safe while i sleep....<br /> Me: Yes dear... You know i will.... =)Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-48071495597323688902011-01-16T18:46:00.000-08:002011-01-16T18:46:34.132-08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinZykPqcXundVgbyAb_JqRQRXMuw4stPLm4LbRA_twsJ7ftWD8IUEr6iha23z3QanRIgREDF-b6w66LOjBu0Q9gtepUnxEOLVQjTdWSrKhaSuSilmjJphuIjy9ItCJS2O566CQ3WOO8C8F/s1600/f.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEinZykPqcXundVgbyAb_JqRQRXMuw4stPLm4LbRA_twsJ7ftWD8IUEr6iha23z3QanRIgREDF-b6w66LOjBu0Q9gtepUnxEOLVQjTdWSrKhaSuSilmjJphuIjy9ItCJS2O566CQ3WOO8C8F/s1600/f.jpg" /></a></div><br /> Ni la aq time skul dlu...<br /> tp sbnar nye bkan habit aq...<br /> aq ad&nbsp; allergy...<br /> mata aq skit...merah je..hehe...<br /> klu pndang org...<br /> for sure dorg pelik nye....<br /> haaa....yg gurl ni aq tataw r spe...<br /> asyik usha aq je mse aq tdo...<br /> dye ingt aq tak nmpak ke...hehe...<br /> prasan gler aq ni...tp tak prasan sgt laa....coz aq wt bodo je....<br /> cool kn??haha (padahal skit mate....adui &gt;.&lt; )<br /> agak2 korg knape dye asyik usha aq tdo??<br /> air luir aq meleleh ke?<br /> taik mte aq byk ke?<br /> ke aq bedengkur??<br /> hehe...nanti aq cite ea knape...<br /> c0z aq pn tak brape nak sure ni...<br /> <br /> P/s: Anyway...to gurl yg pandang aq tu...aq ske ko... ;)Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-9158812287355570152011-01-16T17:32:00.000-08:002011-01-16T17:34:54.128-08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqAZgoBdZfk_Z5lmEWR3qRl8rFQNrRbX6UKdzbgzPu-rZkq18S63K3pa9OE2UY90tPLtdAZneancsv22MGMVq48zT-W9fIySwOTycUGjVAAZ9M6C5cgvmQF-T6sLFIryo-vPbRWii8R3_I/s1600/c.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="196" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqAZgoBdZfk_Z5lmEWR3qRl8rFQNrRbX6UKdzbgzPu-rZkq18S63K3pa9OE2UY90tPLtdAZneancsv22MGMVq48zT-W9fIySwOTycUGjVAAZ9M6C5cgvmQF-T6sLFIryo-vPbRWii8R3_I/s320/c.jpeg" width="176" /></a></div><br /> I used to be this way before...<br /> lonely,cold and confuse...<br /> scared of what im feeling...<br /> and too weak to take a step...<br /> after she left...<br /> SO this is what i did...<br /> SO i can feel her presence...<br /> SO the loneliness swept away...<br /> SO i can say...<br /> I AM HAPPY....<br /> to anyone who care...am i lying? Do you think so?<br /> NO... FRANKLY...IT'S A NO...<br /> i'm not lying....b'coz really...i am happy...<br /> Coz her shadow...<br /> they never leave me...<br /> Until NOW...<br /> it will never leave me....<br /> <b>see...she's here...( HUG )&nbsp; =)</b><br /> <br /> <br /> P/s: Thank you DEAR....for leaving me your shadow....to accompany me through this loneliness....Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-42386577803580581952011-01-10T20:47:00.000-08:002011-01-10T20:47:02.076-08:00<script> document.write(unescape("%20%20%20%20%3Ca%20href%3D%22 http%3A//www.thecutestblogontheblock.com%22%20target%3D%22blank%22%3E%3Cimg%20 src%3D%22http%3A//www.thecutestblogontheblock.com/images/rsgallery/original/HappyFieldsButtoncopy.jpg %22%20border%3D%220%22%20/%3E%3C/a%3E")); </script>Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-81179473149760151952011-01-10T20:40:00.001-08:002011-01-10T20:42:33.405-08:00<script> document.write(unescape("%20%20%20%20%3Ca%20href%3D%22 http%3A//www.thecutestblogontheblock.com%22%20target%3D%22blank%22%3E%3Cimg%20 src%3D%22http%3A//www.thecutestblogontheblock.com/images/rsgallery/original/BurntSunriseButton.jpg %22%20border%3D%220%22%20/%3E%3C/a%3E")); </script>Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-26268095868602206112010-12-29T13:37:00.000-08:002010-12-29T13:41:08.891-08:00all evening he waited<br /> anxiously eyeing the clock<br /> retracing his steps<br /> over and over<br /> counting the minutes<br /> until her arrival<br /> <br /> kneeling before a crackling fire<br /> adding another log<br /> he rose to check again<br /> his preparations for tonight<br /> <br /> the thick sheepskin rug<br /> lay lovingly spread before the flames<br /> waiting for her<br /> <br /> the book<br /> the one she longed after<br /> in that tiny shop downtown<br /> rested on the warm stone hearth<br /> waiting for her<br /> <br /> his hand<br /> stopped a moment<br /> over his heart<br /> and lovingly fingered<br /> the prize there<br /> hidden away in his pocket<br /> where it lay<br /> waiting for her<br /> <br /> taking the ring<br /> from its secret place<br /> he gazed at it<br /> mesmerized by its shine<br /> by what it stood for<br /> soon he smiled and<br /> softly slipped it back<br /> to its repose<br /> where it lay<br /> waiting for her<br /> <br /> seating himself back on the chair<br /> he resumed his vigil<br /> over the fire<br /> over the wine<br /> over the clock<br /> over himself<br /> <br /> and he sat<br /> quiet and lost in thought<br /> waiting for herFidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-85319876815605377742010-12-29T13:13:00.000-08:002010-12-29T13:13:12.305-08:00awak!<br /> sy syg awk....<br /> awak!<br /> sy rindu awk...<br /> awak!<br /> sy cinta awk...<br /> <br /> AWAK!!!!!!!<br /> jgn tinggal sy..<br /> plz...<br /> jgn lg..<br /> <br /> P/S: Rse2 dye dengar ta? =)Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-38311609887673356002010-12-29T13:08:00.000-08:002010-12-29T13:08:18.095-08:00good morning diary!<br /> its been a while since my last post...<br /> i can't sleep to nite..<br /> huh!feeling kinda down a lil bit...<br /> but im still curious bout those feeling...<br /> GOD!!! HeLP ME!<br /> PLEASE.... <br /> Help me......Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-57694838035531119882010-12-01T06:25:00.000-08:002010-12-01T06:36:48.201-08:00do you remember?<br />our first kiss..<br />it seem so lame to me but i don't care..<br />you were wearing pink and me black..<br />don't know if you remember that but i don't care...<br />i don't care..<br /><br />hey please my dear..<br />let me be a part of your life again..<br />and maybe later we could be forever...forever..<br />i make you cried all night..<br />i'm sorry for being to harsh to you..<br />and now... please let me...<br />please let me...<br />make you smile again...<br /><br />now years had past..<br />i guess i live a happy life...<br />drink,smoke and eat was all fine..<br />but girl there's only one thing..<br />this one thing that i fear the most..<br />is a thought of...<br />thought about you...<br /><br />hey please my dear..<br />let me be a part of your life again..<br />and maybe later we could be forever...forever..<br />i make you cried all night..<br />i'm sorry for being to harsh to you..<br />and now... please let me...<br />please let me...<br />make you smile again...<br /><br />song and lyric by: me<br />written on:25th April 2010 07:47<br />dedicated to: her<br /><br />p/s: Don't worry dear...i'll never stop thinking about you..Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-41793841408679101782010-12-01T05:34:00.000-08:002010-12-01T05:56:31.014-08:004 years had past..<br />but im still finding what im missing in my life..<br />something that i thought i don't need it anymore...<br />something called LOVE...<br />i don't know if i ever had it before..<br />but one thing for sure...i've lost it all..<br />yes...<br />i did managed to find it...<br />but sincerely...<br />i never found it in girls i dated...(not after her)<br />still im trying...<br />never look back..<br />thats what i taught to myself..<br />but!<br />i forgot to tell myself this...<br />to give up and to move forward...<br />i look back...<br />rewind all the memories...<br />then i saw her...<br />she was happy back there..<br />with a boy..(me)<br />but one day she cried..<br />why?<br />that boy left her..<br />for what reason?<br />i don't know..(he's scared coz he love her so much)<br />will he come back?<br />no...she said..(yes!he said)<br />the YES...<br />she didn't heard it..<br />but he did..<br />the YES...<br />makes me wonder if i could find her..<br />for what?<br />to be with her..<br />to love her..<br />to take care of her...<br />to never leave her again..<br />to marry her...<br />will that happen....?<br /><br />TO BE CONTINUE...Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-66468805350499713732010-11-29T01:55:00.000-08:002010-11-29T02:19:35.337-08:00September 25th!<br /><br />my first sight of the earth is today..<br />i cried a lot...<br />there're 4 to 5 people around me...<br />wearing all white...<br />eerie isn't it?haha..<br />they are actually nurses an doctor..<br />then i heard a sound..<br />a very beautiful sound that make me stop crying..<br />guess what?<br />its "azan"..<br />my dad did that..=)<br />he held me tight...and handed me to a nice gourgeous women..<br />she was smiling when she held me..<br />then my dad said "this is umi"..<br />the name that i used to call my mom until today..=)<br />thanks mom for bringing me to this wonderfull world..<br />i love you!<br /><br />september 16th the 16th!<br /><br />im 16 now..<br />but yet dont know whats love is..<br />accept for my parents and friends..=)<br />this is where my love story begin..<br />my first love..<br />she came into my life with a smile..<br />a was a stupid damn ass back there..<br />dont really know how to treat girl..<br />hurt her over and over again...<br />until...<br />she left..<br />but hey...its okay..<br />at least she taught me something..<br />LOVE..<br />that i kept it sealed in my heart..<br />=)<br /><br />4 years later!<br /><br />life was fine...=) (dont trust me!im lying!)<br />but theres something missing..<br />coulnt really find it..<br />until i saw a movie..<br />really touched by the story..<br />reminds me of my past time with her...<br />realized that im lost..<br />i should find the way back..<br />back to her..<br />how??<br />find out more later...=)Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-31773538414482443602010-11-29T01:39:00.000-08:002010-11-29T01:54:34.467-08:00she...<br />she have an eyes of the blue ocean..<br />lips of an angel..<br />smile of the rising sun..<br />and she most importantly...<br />she have my heart...<br /><br />she make me smile like no others...<br />why?<br />coz i'm in love...hehe..<br />she make me cried sometime..(lame..haha)<br />why?<br />coz i want to...she didnt forced me..=)<br />she kept me waiting before...<br />why?<br />coz i used to be a jerk..<br />she make me laugh when she's mad..<br />why?<br />coz i love to see her angry face..<br />she....<br />she...<br />she..<br />she.<br /><br />she love me..<br />why?<br />coz we're meant for each other..<br />amin...<br />=)<br /><br />p/s:i love you...forever and today..Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-45855123620534408862010-11-29T01:30:00.000-08:002010-11-29T01:38:06.076-08:00malam...<br />melabuhkan tirainya...<br />kau pun berlalu tanpaku sedari..<br />dan siangku...<br />hilang entah kemana...<br />ku hilang arah tanpamu..di sisi...<br />selamanya ku milikmu...<br /><br />sayang...<br />aku tak ke mana...<br />ku dekat dalam hati mu itu...<br />ku gengam erat...<br />jari jemarimu...<br />agar kau takkan pergi jauh...<br />selamanya kau miliku...<br /><br />hari hari yang berlalu..<br />ku semakin keliru...<br />setiap nafas ku terasa...<br />sakit sendiri...<br />bila rasa..<br />hanya ada untukmu...<br />ini satu pintaku...<br />biar jadi yang terakhir...<br /><br />p/s:ni lagu yg aku ngn dye tulis...all about us...sape dye??nanti aq gtaw yea...hehe...=)Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7793926302169554166.post-30319620055568310252010-11-03T06:56:00.000-07:002010-11-03T07:12:42.845-07:00POYO tak TITLE ni??haha...<div>mmg poyo...</div><div>tapi bulan ni r bulan paling bmakne dlam hdup aq...</div><div>ahhhh...pe aq kesah...bkan aq kcau org pn...</div><div>emmm...pe nak tlis ni... (-.-'</div><div>haa.. aq start ngn dri aq dlu r...</div><div>name aq....firdaus...umo da 20...</div><div>blaja lg...aq ni ta byk ckap...tp kuat merepek r...</div><div>tp aq merepek dgn org yg aq knal je...yg tak brape nak knal tu ssh skit...hehe..</div><div>emmm...nak tlis lg ke???</div><div>emmm pasal ap aq create blog ni??</div><div>sbab byak yg jadi dlam bulan ni...</div><div>sooooo aq nak tulis r...haha</div><div>ad lg stu sbab...tp len kali r aq gtaw...hehe </div><div>k la gtg...borink gle mlm ni...hmmm</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Fidohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15624138139137660005noreply@blogger.com2