My master was still angry with me the other days. I begged him so often. I told him I would do whatever he wants from me, as long as he will be happy again. I would take every punishment, he would think of.
So my master decided to punish me.
He blindfolded me and I would have to trust him completely, he tied me up and put something over my ears, so I couldn´t hear anything.Then he started to rip my clothes off and slapped my bump with his hand, very hard. It really hurt. I had to bend over so he could give me some more hard spanks with his hands, a whip and a bamboo stick. My ass must have been all red and it hurt so much that tears where flowing over my cheeks. Then he stopped suddenly and pulled me to somewhere, I did not know where he took me, what he would do or anything.
He sat me on the cold floor and then, there was silence. Nothing, really nothing. I couldn´t hear or see anything and I did not feel him. I was sitting (well not really sitting straight as my ass hurt too much!!!!) tied up in a small dark room, completely alone and helpless. I was waiting there but after a while I got frightened. I didn´t know where he went and what would happen with me. I did not know anything.
I knew I was alone, I felt it. The air got heavier and it was cold, I was completely naked.
Time passed and nothing happend. I had expected a longer painful punishment, hard whips so that I would not be able to sit on my ass for a few days, more pain or anything like that, but I didn´t expect this. Completely isolation.
I had no feeling for time anymore, nothing. I just felt cold and alone.
The darkness frightened me and the fact that I was not able to use all my senses.
I was breathing faster and faster, tears all over my cheeks. I was crying as much as I could. I screamed for him. I couldn´t bear all this anymore.
I screamed his name, my master but nothing happened. My voice was not able to make a single tone anymore and I was crying silently.
I think I fell asleep sometime, can´t even remember.
A few slaps in my face helped me to wake up. I was able to see again and I saw my master.
He had released me from the ties, the blindfold and everything.
He asked me how I felt and I heard a kind of worry in his voice. I felt weak, completely weak from screaming and crying and I started crying again.
I tried to tell him how frightened I was, how I felt. But there was no single tone coming from my throat, just tears from my eyes.
My master understood. He padded my head and took me into his arms.
He told me that he was angry but now it is ok, he would forgive me. He heard me screaming and crying but I did something bad, so I had to take my punishment. I was responsible for my deeds.
I knew this already.
He smiled and told me that everything would be ok now. He wasn´t angry any longer.
He carried me to the bed where a nice breakfast waiting for me. I was in this dark little room for the whole night.
I should lay down and he would take care for my red and wound bump with some cooling lube.
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