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Officially BOOKED!

2011-09-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

it is really a real plan now.

Step 1. DONE!

(x^_^x)

Wondering...

2011-05-11T16:34:00.001+08:00

i need to talk to some one. but i think i knew what everyone will say and i really dont want to hear that opinion. not everyone understand my situation. To just SPEAK and state ur opinion is really easy! Hurmm...

Lately i keep picturing the situation when his family meet mine and sadly i never pictured a good one. *sigh* we are totally different.how to communicate? kesian my parents... ;(

i think i should just wait another year for this... ;( *sigh*

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Weddings

2011-04-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

Many of my best friend is either getting married this year or already married... Well i'm totally happy for them and yes a lil bit envy [in a good way]...

Yes of coz i also want to be married to Farhan... It just that i'm not ready... not ready to be married to 'the' family... yet... *super afraid*...

keep postponing for the date his family coming to meet mine... *sigh*

i love him so much... but ... sorry... -_-"

should i

2010-10-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

i'm too dependent ,

to be independent i should leave him...

it's hurts every times,

to not be hurts anymore i should leave him...

should i?

2010-09-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

should i just go

and not coming back...

Graduation!!!!

2010-05-29T11:47:00.002+08:00

dis person is d one who making me almost can’t continue my degree, but he also d one who responsible in making it possible….
dis person is d one who sending me to UiTM Jengka on my first day in strange place while other people was being accompany comfortably with their own family…
dis person is d one who is always giving me strength to stay in Jengka and finish my degree when I was already tired to my max limit and almost giving up…
dis person is d one who always listen 2 me when I cry b'coz all the hard work needed to stay in Jengka and he is also d one who responsible in always making me cry when I’m in Jengka and he was in Bangi… :p
dis person is d one who was the happiest person when I finished my final paper and can’t wait to bring me back from Jengka to KL…
To dis person I owe him everything and dis degree is possible b'coz of him…

Thank you so much *beep* !!! (^_^)

ps: jgn salah faham k.i also thankful to my family [surely!] and oth fwens.dis juz bcoz he had done so much for me in order to get dis degree. :)

status

2010-05-09T22:56:00.001+08:00

I think i owe an explanation for few people who has been worrying about me. I'm currently OKAY and happy. Well, farhan and i were taking our relationship 'slow'. Many people keep saying 4 years is a long time to be over just like that. so now we are trying our best to fixed our relationship. We are taking a 'break' now, giving time to re-think everything before deciding major move. Indeed we still love each other, but can only 'love' would be enough to built a life together forever?

Last few weeks i am my 'emo' phase due to the fight with farhan I realize that almost all farhan and my friends is really care about our relationship. I never imagine that there will be people that really adore us. lol~ i always think that people always see me and farhan is a 'contra' couple who always fight and argue with each other as we have totally different personality and even opinion in everything. But 'they' said that what makes us 'PERFECT' for each other. awwwwww~ so sweetttttttt!!!! (x^_^x) love u guys so much.. *muahx*

Anyway I have started working now. Just with small accounting firm in Kuala Lumpur, but I'm being outsource to our clients office so now I based at kota kemuning shah alam. Due to this i'm renting in subang. Jadi org subang sudah..huhu Not living with your family is really using a lot of money. Rumah+Makan+travel+makan+makan!!! Subang pulak tu -_-" haish~

wish me luck ^_^

btw I love my job! ^_^

and and and i'm super excited waiting super junior 4th album comeback. i'm checking their updates everyday!!!!!! huhu~ *totally fangirl'ing* can't wait for tomorrow. :)

Youtube'ing' Epic High

2010-04-26T19:20:00.004+08:00

Few of you might already knew that I am totally into kpop since last years. This week I just started exploring Epic High and today I've been watching this video over and over as it was really hilarious to me. :p my entertainment for the day, thanks to tablo. ^_^ lalala~

ps: didn't u think if super junior heechul is as fluent as tablo with his english this would be him too? hehehe totally adorable ^^

Twitter

2010-04-24T22:30:00.001+08:00

I have twitter now! hehe.

Follow me if you want ^_^

*tetibe ingat lagu follow me.huhu*

I have twitter b'coz LeeDonghae have too! hehe ^_^

Lost Weight

2010-04-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

January - I lost +/- 10 or 11 kg [farah]

Feb & Mar - Gain 3 or 4 kg [weddings]

April 2 to April 11 - Lost +/- 4 or 5 kg [farhan]

-_-"

* i realize that my head is bigger than my body nowdays.. lol~ random.

Puppy-love

2010-04-23T20:51:00.003+08:00

I tent to think about other people that appreciate me more when having problems with Farhan. Does this normal? Well ~~lately~~ I'm keep thinking about 'L', he is my childhood so-callled-'puppy-love'. LOL~

He :-

is so in love with me since high school
remember I love to tie my hair and split it to two when I'm four years old
remember that I love to play sand in-front of his house when I am just a little girl [farhan can't even remember the early stage of our relationship right now]
remember all the moments that we ever had together [normally I do this when with farhan]
the one who have been calling my mum, 'MAK' from far away when sees her since high school [just to let her know that he really want to be my partner for life]
remember and knows me instantly just by hearing me giving 'salam' over the phone
is the one who telling his family that he 'want' me when I had finish my studies
the one who punishing himself by breaking the mirror at his house when I want a break from our relationship when I'm in my 'diploma-time' <--- sorry this is my fault!
is the one who still giving me birthday present even though I didn't remember his and he never meet me in this past 5 or 6 years
is one of many friends who is wishing the best for my relationship with farhan when he knew about his existent and how deeply in love I am with farhan
is the one who still crazy in love with me until right NOW!
and he is so many moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee that any girls should fall in love to.....

But, he is not *beep* , who is so mean to me and so ignorance when he knew the fact that I'll forever love him even though he forgot to take care of me. -_-"

~~KARMA?~~

thanks

2010-04-20T02:14:00.000+08:00

didnt know change of status changes 'somethng'...

It Hurts

2010-04-10T15:14:00.002+08:00

This is really hard for me. Why it is hard to forget? I bet this is easy for men. forget and just move on. This does hurts me so dem much. I can't think straight anymore. Why he's so ignorance? Did he think with just a little afford he makes will just clear everything up? Just show me that you really love me and want me. Do really man's pride is that important compare to losing me? Am I nothing to you...

So I'm just nothing.....

Thank you... ~~But I do love you so much... wtf!~~

* Raining pouring heavily this morning so does my tears. At the driving school everything when wrong, my heart is breaking. Everytimes I sit alone I'll be crying. They drop me at the LRT Sungai Besi, place there's also memories of him fetching me up. Start from that station my tears starting to flooding on my eyes. I hates it when people starring at me before this, but today I just don't care anymore. Start from Station Sultan Ismail I choose to walked. Walking at the pedestrian where there's no people and just car passing by. So I cried out loud. No one to hear, no one to see. I really need to do this but it just hard when I'm at home and all the family is there. Just before entering the road to my house I stop at the bus station to clear my tears and touch up some powder to my face. I think few of my brother's friends saw me, I really hopes they didn't recognize me. Let them think I just some crazy women crying along the road. Lucky my mum is not at home when I'm back so straight away lock myself in the room again. my gloomy room.

Hide

2010-04-04T18:05:00.000+08:00

My brother back home this morning, but there's something 'wrong' with him. I hates it when he does this to our family. And me with my own problem. Can't cry as my mum still don't know about Farhan yet and I think I would never tell her too. I think she'll know later, when Farhan is not around like usual anymore she would understand aite. What I really need right now is a place to HIDE. Hiding and crying!

* I miss Farah so much right now. Need her hugs and comfort. She knows everything. I really feel guilty towards Liana. She must felt sad as bestfriend I choose not to tell her my problem and awful when she can't comfort me. There's just things that only between me and farah. I hates it when I have to be dependent, I just wish I can be more stronger and independent...

It's raining

2010-04-04T05:03:00.000+08:00

... I'm hoping it does raining, the whole day would be more better so that no one notice me crying ...

It's over... I had enough... I am really sorry ...

-040410-

ps: April 4 is Super Junior Eunhyuk's Birthday. Happy Birthday!

Nuffnang rocks!

2010-04-03T19:10:00.003+08:00

This is good, though ~~this past 4 months~~ lately I've been a VERYYYYYY LAZYYYY blogger but Nuffnang still rewarding me with few interesting advertisement. So my earning is still running, still glad eventhough it is a little only but who wanna give you free money aite? huahua So I think I have to be active again in order to gain more money than before since i've wasted like 8 buffered earnings before *sigh*...

Need more reader like before... *$$$* hikhik ^_^

I'm Back

2010-04-01T23:55:00.001+08:00

LOL~ asek2 i'm back je pastu ilang balik... :P

anyway for now at least there's a progress.

I've change my blog layout!!!

well not really. i'm still using the same headee. lol~

will updating my entries later after i've satisfy with my layout. :D

Buffered Earning

2009-12-18T11:04:00.000+08:00

I just notice that my blog have two Buffered Earning Advertisement from Nuffnang!

lol~ I tot only popular blog with many readers will receive this buffered earning so they can earn more. :P

Most Nuffnang's blogger will be really happy receiving this ..

but I have no idea how to earn more with this advertisement. -_-"

ps: need some time to clear my head and start planning my life again. *sigh*

thus explain lack of new blog entry. sorry.

I’m a Sherlock Holmes in the Making

2009-12-01T01:23:00.004+08:00

I've track down the mystery Sherlock Holmes image in 2 bloggers' blogs at their sidebar which is scattered by Nuffnang: *yey*

1- The Land of Cheeser Dot Com or http://cheeserland.com

2- KYCakap Dot Com or http://www.kyspeaks.com

I hope I'll get my first invites from Nuffnang for the Sherlock Holmes movie premier. ^_^

Indeed this is another Nuffnang blog contest.

ps: Wish me luck. ^_^ *winK*

Voir Warehouse Clearance

2009-12-01T00:10:00.004+08:00

I was there this evening! though it would be less crowded since it is Monday = working day! Oh I am so wrong. All the aunties is having their own BOX to put in their 876654 of cloths. It is indeed as low as RM1 sales!!! and I bought 2 pants, 4 cloths and 2 panties *heeehe* just for RM 34.00!!!!! lol~ but unlucky me since I came in the evening there is not much good cloths left. So you have to be just like those SUPER-aunties fighting in getting the good stuff. LOL! I would constantly hearing Farhan whispered to me 'C'on Bie c'mon bie c'on bie!' while I'm digging for nice cloths and pants fighting with those aunties.huhu and yah the husband would be at the sides of the canopy holding their children and unpaid cloths under hot sun. *typical* hehe

So here's the details and map:

Brands Offered

Voir

Voir Shoez

Soda

G&H

Diadora

South China Sea

Applemints

Location (Tel: 603 8962 2282)

Lot 1878 Jalan KPB9

Kawasan Perindustrian Kampung Baru Balakong

Off Jalan Balakong

43300 Seri Kembangan

Selangor Darul Ehsan

Malaysia

click picture for larger view of the map

Gasoline is my new love!

2009-11-30T04:09:00.000+08:00

Since I've done with studying and schooling, my mind is being occupied with F.O.O.D.!!! Every day I would think where to eat something nice *besides my mum cook* and worthy. and I've recently fall in love with Gasoline, well after Pizza Hut, Mc Donalds, Sushi, Nandos, Chillis and etc etc. *pls dont say Kenny Rogers*

Aiyak! kinda suxs with reviewing but I'll try k. Just sharing a little with others. So Gasoline is not a petrol or any kind of gas. It is indeed a Cafe and also a nice one.

Gasoline have few outlet which is at Look Out Point Hulu Langat, Sunway Pyramid, Times Square, Sungai Wang, Seri Kembangan, and Kepong. And I've been to half of these cafe branch. The food quality is the same eventhough we go to the different outlet.

Gasoline serve many kind of food. like SO MANY!!! I'm not sure about other outlet but Hulu Langat also serve steamboat. I love all their food. specially the buttery and cheesy one! the food is awesome and super mengemokkan *for me lor since my choice of food is buttery*. Price? For me personally I would say the price is OKAY! and reasonable except for steamboat as it was pricey and the quantity is small. *would rather enjoy steamboat @ Flaming*

And the interior design of the Cafe is SUPER NICE! well different branch kinda having a slightly different design. For example in Hulu Langat, well most of the table is facing the Kuala Lumpur Night View but if u want to eat steamboat u can have some privacy since they have this 'rumah2 kecik' for us to eat. If u went to sunway pyramid the Cafe would looks like a ship and if u went to times square the Cafe would looks like at the beach ke pyramid.*mcm campur2.huhu* lol~ I've been to Sri Kembangan also but didnt entered because the time I came the Cage didnt open yet! hehe :D I'm not good in explaining so I'll just give u to the link of the cafe k. It is more details and also got picture of their Cafe Outlet.

http://www.gasoline.com.my/

Make sure if you try it you have to order the buttery and cheesy one! hahaha and their Milk juice is great too. I love their KIWI MILK. *nyum* and I always ordered Black Pepper Lamb Chop Butter *kot* and their appetizer we always choose Dragon Ball. huhu sbb farhan suke dragon ball. *sengal* and i think if you want it to be romantic you can go to the Hulu Langat Outlet as it has the nicest view. *tp maybe bising as ramai org* :P eh eh tu jelash kot.hehe :P

ps: I've been to Gasoline Hulu Langat years before and didnt remembered it because I thought my uncle bringing us to somewhere far and very very expensive place. so never bother to know the name of the restaurant since i didnt think i would go there by myself. I'm not good with road. So bile jauh je dr KL i would think it is very far already. Few times plak tu pernah g. So when my friends and I go there again early this year it was kinda shocking. It is not that expensive and not far at all. LOL! siap explore outlet die kat tempat lain lagi.huhu ^_^ difa 0h difa!

pss: xde picture @ Gasoline sbb memory card camera kene fomat balik!!! btw i remembered captured picture of one their manager's name card. His *i think* ke her name is Doraemon Wong. Didn't remember the surname but i think it is Wong. but i am, really sure it is Doraemon. hehehe ^_^

Sweet!

2009-11-17T00:37:00.001+08:00

Sorry I've been M.I.A'ing for few days. Good news:

Lulus my lesen already. Maybe Thursday ni dpt dah.yey~ and and i drove for the first time ever!!!!
Exam end already. FINALLY GRADUATE STUDENT!!! again. huhu :P
hurm pimples semakin berkurangan. *winK*
and few others.

Bad news: I STILL IN UITM KHAZANAH ALAM JENGKA!!!

Jengka still keeping all of us here due to these talks they organized for graduating students. Well, since this is my last ever time joining this kind of thingy then i just followed the order. huhu nak grad wehy~ insyaallah. doakan result I ok k. ^_^

Anyway x habis lagi exam somebody already helps me with my future undertakings. Some vacancy for me to apply for. :) thank you. Doakan I utk yang ini jugak ek.hehehe ~ lalala~ ^_^

Oh yah, Farhan came this evening to collect few of my furniture here to brought home. Satu kete xmuat wehy~ 2 tahun punya barang. huhu :P Before he went back he gave me 'Birthday Card'!!!!!! awwwwww ^_^

You are beautiful...

You are lovely...

You are patient...

You are perfect,

Just the way you are...

I LOVE YOU!

*melt*

So sweet!!!! (*^_^) well, farhan and I never gave each other present. mmg selalu xkan berjaya..:P when each of us want something we just ask for it. For example I would say "Bie, nak beli kasut" and he would say "Bie, nak seluar". How we get what we want? We share our money! hehe ^_^ by this we can get what we want as not both of us wanted something at the same time. Furthermore, Farhan and I both is not a shopaholic. Thus our money always ONLY spend for the foods. huhu *my kegemokan as bukti okay!*

Anyway what I'm trying to say. Because we didn't give each other gift or present on birthday or anniversary or anything, then a simple card like this do make my heart goes lalalala~ *melt*

Wish

2009-11-09T02:04:00.000+08:00

I always find myself wishing a lot these days.

Currently,

I wish I'll do great with both my paper on this 12 November which is also my birthday.
I wish I'll pass my license test this 11 Novermber.
I wish I have enough time to study for this last three paper.
I wish I could just go home after this finals over.
I wish my face is clean as before. [suddenly have lots of pimple]
I wish for few other wishes... -_-"

I’d like to believe that if I wished really hard, whatever that wishes was, it would come true.

Winning Ice Skating ticket. YEY~

2009-11-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

d title says it all~ lol~

So last week i entered this contest which organize by Mr Eyriqazz,where we have to comments on what we think about his October's blog entry and comment on his contest entry. So I did. It was my first time hopping to his blog that time. So I do my reading for all his October entry post since we have to comment it aite, so to choose which post is okay which one is not, I have to read all the entries first..* rajin nyer cik difa ni*

What did I comment? hehe

Here's the link to his announcement of the winner. There's my comment and his comment on what I've commented. lol~ *terberlit2*

Pemenang Tiket Ice Skating di Sunway Piramid

Weeee~ I'm so happy.
Sampai terlompat2 okay tadi bile bace i won the ticket. Sebab?? as what i've commented to Mr Eyriqazz it IS one of my dreams to went for the ice skating. So when I get this free ticket from him it was like 'Difa, there will be no ALASAN no more to not to go for the ice skating'. lol~

Indeed it is another 'tick' in my 'difa to do list in life' hehehe ~ weeeee~ *wink*
So Mr Eriqazz ni mcm ferry godmother lah kan to me but he's the 'ferry godbrother'. wah!!! hehe
Thank you again Mr Eriqazz if u are reading this. hehe ^_^

So now I dah ber'angan'ing ber'skating disana dah~ hehehehe~ mcm ni:

hahahahahaha berangan je lebey... tah2 it will be more like this:

Ouchhhh. i hope NOT!

biar lah I slowly learning how to skate.hehe

Will definitely go skating when I balik KL. lalala~
Thanks again Mr Eyriqazz. *smile*

ps: Mr Eyriqazz is also a Novermber baby. :)

My 'Scared to death' new terms.

2009-11-04T14:30:00.004+08:00

just finish my second paper this morning and it was so horrible to study these Accounting Theory paper. I keep whining on how i was suppose to take accountancy just to learn how to calculate but not studying this kind of theories paper. -_-" *lame*

So I was dem scared until yesterday I'm started to call my friends to calm me down. Then i keep messaging my classmates asking for any hint and keep calling farhan and crying on how hard for me to understand so many history of accountancy. I'm so dem frustrated on how I'd study for these paper c0z I still dont remember a thing until the last day before paper even though i had started to study this paper wayyyyyy before final exam started. Dem scared weh until this morning I've change the terms 'Scared to death' to 'CUAK SAMPAI TERBERAK!' okay sounds kelakar and kotor. but seriously this morning I am dem scared to fail this paper until I had to go to the toilet, shitting. huhu~ *funny* :P and and before entering the exam hall I cry again because one of my male classmate teased me again on 'how cemerlang i can answer this paper' due to my OVER confident for my last paper last weekend. *sengal*

I forced that friend of mine to sit behind me during the exam so that he will be disturb by me if i cry when I cant answered the question. huhuhu

anyway the questions turns out to be okay lah kot. but my answers.... *i dont know* But I'm not die t yet aite so i think if I can just past this paper with only C would be really fineeeeeee~

*pray for me pls pretty pls* hehe

so pengajaran kepada difa. Dont get influences from others people blog entry!!!! hahaha Last Sunday instead studying I'm youtube'ing for Kpop videos due to Arynn's last entry. huhu Her entery makes me remember Wonder Girls song, Nobody which I so love. So I started youtube'ing Nobody video. Not just one but VIDEOS wehy. for every concert since i was so in love with their costume. they are so cute and cun!

So from this normal video [and few others] of their performance I started searching for concert.

and from this concert [and few others concert] I love their tango so I started looking for their steps.

haha I'm so in love with dancing. ^_^

love my school time with chearleading and 'senaman kumpulan'

So that's how I burn my Sunday not studying and cry before my exam because I think I didnt study enough. huhu ^_^

difa oh difa~

lalala~