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Down ages and centuries did these two souls which were one, traveled working out each one’s salvation.</subtitle><link rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/" /><link rel="hub" href="http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/" /><link rel="next" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default?start-index=26&amp;max-results=25" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email></author><generator version="7.00" uri="http://www.blogger.com">Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>74</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>25</openSearch:itemsPerPage><link rel="self" href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" type="application/atom+xml" /><atom10:link xmlns:atom10="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" rel="hub" href="http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com" /><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-8021231333157980574</id><published>2009-11-14T10:31:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-14T11:43:29.945-08:00</updated><title type="text">EYES</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/DSC01708.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 347px; height: 260px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/DSC01708.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her eyes never left me,&lt;br /&gt;even for a while,&lt;br /&gt;even though i had mine&lt;br /&gt;on the worldly delights.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her eyes followed me,&lt;br /&gt;where ever i did go,&lt;br /&gt;in form of a call or a prayer,&lt;br /&gt;i never heeded.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her eyes were awake,&lt;br /&gt;day and night,&lt;br /&gt;so i could rest mine&lt;br /&gt;without fear.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her eyes closed on me,&lt;br /&gt;forever, one fine day,&lt;br /&gt;while i had mine elsewhere.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her eyes, i do miss them now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-8021231333157980574?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link 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xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-77816570586306080</id><published>2009-11-03T07:35:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2009-11-12T23:51:07.141-08:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="space" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="wanderer" /><title type="text">Space</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/india036-1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 339px; height: 287px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/india036-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: arial;font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Stranded in an intergalactic causeway,&lt;br /&gt;reclined on a signpost muddled by cosmic dust.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Amused by myriad stars that illuminate a perplexed gaze,&lt;br /&gt;anchored to a organic dimension that propels inertia.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gagged by the alien echoes that vibrate stillness,&lt;br /&gt;limited by an expansive horizon that imparts ignorance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wrecked by hyperspeed that derails thoughts,&lt;br /&gt;ostracized by a trajectory pattern that &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: arial;font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;navigates adherence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fragmented by the destruction of mother ship,&lt;br /&gt;the orphaned space wanderer, awaited.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" 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title="Space" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-4900033689980401360</id><published>2009-10-29T13:35:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-11-03T04:22:00.064-08:00</updated><title type="text">MINE</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/DSC02716-1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 377px; height: 282px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/DSC02716-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i shared her breath as one&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;till i could find mine.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i sucked her energy,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;so i could nurture mine.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i was in her arms,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;till i could flex mine.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;I didn't listen when she uttered&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;a name that was mine&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i never heard her prayers,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;as i made noise of mine.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;I didn't feel her pain when i was&lt;br /&gt;lost in a world of mine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I didn't see her sacrifice,&lt;br /&gt;as i was busy with a life of mine,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i couldn't repay her when&lt;br /&gt;the time was mine.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i thought she would stay forever&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;only to realize later,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;she was never mine&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and nothing is mine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a 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href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/4900033689980401360" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/4900033689980401360" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2009/10/mine.html" title="MINE" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-979425213956778176</id><published>2009-10-29T13:24:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-30T02:02:16.916-07:00</updated><title type="text">BEING</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/MALESH-2-2-1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 198px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/MALESH-2-2-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Naked in the hallway of thousand door frames&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;'the being' waited for the thought to enter.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Through the arch way the being traveled&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;into a cell which was a nucleus.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Weaving a membrane to conceal the core&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;the being formed a chromosome.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;X and Y were plotted, to trace back&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;the origin in case the thought abandoned.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Building the blocks, the mutated being&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;took an alien form of pure fiber.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Crawling out of hibernation, the besieged being&lt;br /&gt;progressed in a linear fashion.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;On the threshold of a new doorway&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;transforming becoming the change.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;In and out of every frame, until it became humane.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Having camouflaged its inherent gene&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;the human being looks into the mirror&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;which does not reveal the real picture.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Accumulated layers of evolution,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;aging and growing with every travel&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;the being bewildered, pondered.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Regressing the progress, the being&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;traveled in a cyclic fashion,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;cracking the value of X&amp;amp;Y.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Without compasses or guiding force,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;all alone, ceasing the duality,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;singular in entity, creeping back,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;in essence, progressing ahead&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;deciphering the tracks forgotten&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;navigating to a conclusion&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;stepping back and forth&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;through the unlocked doors&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;shedding, withering and shredding&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;every thought of awareness&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;deep into the abyss of statelessness&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;the stale being wandered, solving X&amp;amp;Y.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;And much deeper to the lost base&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;before anything ever occurred.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" 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Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-8124106955544368395</id><published>2009-10-28T13:04:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-29T22:36:22.867-07:00</updated><title type="text">PATTERN PICKER</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/PATTERN.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 234px; height: 230px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/PATTERN.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Grazing through the time ripple,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;of events and incidents gone by&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Identifying a connection&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;for choices seem to be made in isolation&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;whose repercussions, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;echoes in progression.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Occurrences like the tangram pieces,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;random in nature,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;piecing them together,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;to structure a picture,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;beyond human comprehension.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Decisions sewn, not taken&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;by thread of accumulation,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;not woven in this piece of creation&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;but many before&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;whose patterns are forgotten.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;The Pattern Picker gazes&lt;br /&gt;into the clues of weaves&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;that has been churned&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;since measure immemorial.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chalking out a direction,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;mapping a course of action,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;for he is lost in the pattern.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-8124106955544368395?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/8124106955544368395/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=452833993993561660&amp;postID=8124106955544368395" title="0 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/8124106955544368395" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/8124106955544368395" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2009/10/pattern-picker.html" title="PATTERN PICKER" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-1384362764054800203</id><published>2009-10-23T10:35:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-23T22:00:36.716-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="carnivore" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="prey" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="hunt" /><title type="text">CARNIVORE</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/india192-1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 287px; height: 215px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/india192-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;A carnivore dwells in me,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;whose hide can't be seen,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;with hungry talons,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;patient for innocent flesh.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;A connoisseur's ego&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;sniffing for a scent,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;of a prey, ripe in every sense,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;the perennial claws itch,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;to quench an enigmatic desire.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Circling the perimeter,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;viewing the dynamics,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;plotting, surrounding,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;holding, sustaining&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;the hunt,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;setting the trap,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;in an instant flash,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;plunging forward to kill,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;after a day long chase&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;and a night long wait,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;of which i lost count,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i find myself in the trap&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i didn't spring!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Ambushed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i am the hunted,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i am the prey,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i am not the one&lt;br /&gt;top in the hierarchy,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;of the life chain!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(e-snap : outskirts of Madurai Meenakshi Temple, 12/2007)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-1384362764054800203?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/1384362764054800203/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=452833993993561660&amp;postID=1384362764054800203" title="0 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/1384362764054800203" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/1384362764054800203" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2009/10/carnivore.html" title="CARNIVORE" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-9087272465044149007</id><published>2009-10-21T12:45:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-23T22:01:58.951-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="rant" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="emptiness void blank" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="chant" /><title type="text">MENDICANT'S RANT</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/india222-2.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 205px; height: 273px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/india222-2.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;I stood in the threshold of time, not this,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;like a MENDICANT, seeing faces go by&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;a morphed reality, a diluted perspective&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;looking numb, not so dumb,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;yet clueless&lt;br /&gt;as to&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;where to set foot next.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;William staged every known word,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Gautam besieged the world sans bloodshed,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Leo drew the code that shaped us,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Issac gave birth to the laws we go by,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Ludwig didn't need the senses to play his notes,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Albert took science beyond mortal inspiration,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Helen tore down the very thought of limitations,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Neil stamped the heavenly bodies with his print,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Mohan humbled the instinct of greed,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Agnes testified for love that was unconditional,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;And many other who became history&lt;br /&gt;for the future to be seen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Here i stand, one among numerous,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;not a star, not a sun,&lt;br /&gt;nor a meteor or even an asteroid,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;just a tiny speck of space dust,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;not knowing my time in the universe,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;or where my co-ordinates lay,&lt;br /&gt;so i can label them mine,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;exhausting my composition,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;gaseous inheritance&lt;br /&gt;yet i am weighed down,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;in pursuit of a collider, to set a bang,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;floating, drifting, the omnipresent darkness&lt;br /&gt;consuming me.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Stranger in the oceans of galaxies,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;like a thief looking for a role to steal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Maybe a peddler to sell a ware,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a gleeman to treat a trick or tale,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a trader looking for a bargain&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a warrior proud of his clan,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a singer who could shy every bird,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a medicine man who can't cure himself,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a seer who carries the baggage of focus,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a fortune-teller looking for that elusive treasure,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a vagabond who is thirsty for new lands,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a orator who opens hearts like a surgeon's hand,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a poet who personifies illusive emotions,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a story-teller lost in one of his characters,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a artist with the devil's hand of creation,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a farmer who plunders the virgin earth,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a banker who juggles stones and metals,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a writer who scripts his own end,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a cleaner who ends up with all the dirt,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a rider who knows when to take the turn,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a philosopher who harbours thoughts of lust,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a butcher who isn't interested in blood,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a astronomer blinded by the shiny stars,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;maybe a seeker who knows what he is looking for,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a mechanic who tinkers the wheel of time,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;maybe a soldier whose real foe is death,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;maybe a king who rules what is not his,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;maybe a alchemist who is lost in luster,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;maybe a builder who can't find his own space,&lt;br /&gt;maybe a lover who can't remember his virgin kiss,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a nomad navigating to settle everywhere,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a sailor who charts a course with no rudder,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe a gypsy who isn't fed up of tattered colours,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;maybe a creator who can't stop becoming a voyeur,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;maybe myself, a empty me&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;a mendicant rattling a gimcrack rant&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i stare as faces go by,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;like pages that turn when time flies by,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;into those raven black eyes,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;lit by a golden ball of fire.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;i the dot&lt;br /&gt;that is clustered together&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;with many others&lt;br /&gt;form the trail of a star&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whose blaze tries to&lt;br /&gt;offset the omnipresent darkness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(e-snap : Meenakshi Bhavan, Thiruthangal Highway, 12/2007)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a style="font-family: arial;" href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a style="font-family: arial;" href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/GARUDA-1-1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 226px; height: 383px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/GARUDA-1-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;The sheen of his armour was blemished&lt;br /&gt;with blots of crimson, magenta and ruby red&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;He rode with the void to cross&lt;br /&gt;the warm steel with a frozen resolve.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;He was&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the battle cry that shivered a thousand nerves&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the foe's eye, tracing every bodily stir&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the swift steps like the formless wind&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the aroma of chopped beasts that became a scavenger's feast&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the rhythm of the blade, that swayed to an unheard melody&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the whirlpool of time, sucked by its force full spell&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the warmth not from the sun blaze but from the gushed blood&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the silence unseen that overshadowed the chaos that reigned&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the icy chill emotion that held no remorse&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the fraction second, to escape for a life, gone by a split second&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the hunger for flesh like the unappeased bodily lust&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the thought of survival that blinded the cause of sides taken&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the aching flame that charred his hide from a duel long forgotten&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the iron grip on the tender scalped leather that surrounded the aged hilt&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the sense of despair as sweat drenched him everywhere&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the drunken intellect with no reason to kill&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the butcher's heart that mechanically ripped anyone apart&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the baggage that he bore from many a heartless acts&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the memory of faceless beings whose spirit he set free&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the million curses that were spitted by those he rendered homeless&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the warlord who whipped the herd&lt;br /&gt;one with the battle angel that shielded every blow&lt;br /&gt;one with the sharpness of steel that imposed pain and more&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the fly infested earth that saw the gore&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;one with the dance of death&lt;br /&gt;one with the battle of no return&lt;br /&gt;one with the one he was&lt;br /&gt;a WARMONGER&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(e-snap : Garuda, Malaiarasan Temple, Arrupukottai, 11/2008)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a 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Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-2333246874208998297</id><published>2009-10-19T08:40:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-23T22:05:17.314-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="manifestation" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="gardener" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="blossom" /><title type="text">The Gardener's Acres</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/MALESH-2-3.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 302px; height: 192px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/MALESH-2-3.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;The umber virgin terrain,&lt;br /&gt;that spread across acres,&lt;br /&gt;cut open by a plough,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;oozed to birth numerous saplings&lt;br /&gt;that sprouted from seeds,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;planted unseen.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;The young ones spiral higher&lt;br /&gt;into the uncharted skies,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;propelled by the forces of nature&lt;br /&gt;that acts all in vice,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;making them mature with every&lt;br /&gt;shine, gush and pour.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;The roots dig deeper&lt;br /&gt;parting the soft wet soil,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;withering away the innocence&lt;br /&gt;to come into existence.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Having shed the inhibition&lt;br /&gt;and growing stronger&lt;br /&gt;with the changing seasons,&lt;br /&gt;the once tender sapling blossoms,&lt;br /&gt;emitting fragrance that arouses lust&lt;br /&gt;even among the blind's bosom.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Gently swaying to the unheard rhythm&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;the hue that adorn the acres&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;paint a ode to a vibrant creation.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Lost among this cacophony of&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;orchestrated perfection&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;are a few called 'imperfections'.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Stripped naked&lt;br /&gt;of a fertile creation,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;these 'imperfections' stagger&lt;br /&gt;along trying to dance&lt;br /&gt;with a all too flattered perfection.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;In a random cycle, does the Gardener&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;grace upon His manifestation.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;The acres busy in an enigmatic trance,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;fail to acknowledge the Gardener&lt;br /&gt;who nurtured them into existence.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Shunned away from the dance,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;are the 'imperfections' who seek&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;the Gardener who sees through&lt;br /&gt;their imperfections.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;A new lease of existence springs&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;upon these 'imperfections'&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;whose constant lease of drought&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;find the Gardener's touch&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;a resurrection.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;The Gardener walks silently past&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;His infinite acres of creation&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;to tend another set of 'imperfections'.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Not all of the acres witness this&lt;br /&gt;moment of revelation,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;except for the 'imperfections'.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;The cycle turns, the shadows enlarge,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;the acres age to become trees,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;cracked and hard upon whose&lt;br /&gt;outstretched arms rest other creations.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And they erode&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;with every ring being added&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;to sow back into the barren land&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;the seeds of future acres.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(e-snap : Outside Viscomm Department, Loyola College, 1998)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" 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type="text">Philosophy 2.0</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/india194-2.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 387px; height: 290px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/india194-2.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;b&gt;UI&lt;br /&gt;(U &amp;amp; I)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;U&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; don't hear what &lt;/i&gt;&lt;b&gt;I&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; feel&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div  class="im" style="font-family:arial;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;U&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; don't see what &lt;/i&gt;&lt;b&gt;I&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; do&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;U&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; don't answer when &lt;/i&gt;&lt;b&gt;I&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; seek&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;U&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; don't listen when &lt;/i&gt;&lt;b&gt;I&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; pen&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;U&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; don't comprehend when &lt;/i&gt;&lt;b&gt;I&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; simplify&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;U&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; don't respond when &lt;/i&gt;&lt;b&gt;I&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; wait&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;U&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; don't speak when &lt;/i&gt;&lt;b&gt;I&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; question&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;U&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; don't please when &lt;/i&gt;&lt;b&gt;I&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; fume&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;U&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; don't ask when &lt;/i&gt;&lt;b&gt;I&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt; quit&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;What a lousy &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;U&lt;/span&gt;ser &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;I&lt;/span&gt;nterface are U to me?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;Then came along GUI.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(e-snap : ruins outside Madurai Meenakshi Temple, 12/2007)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a style="font-family: arial;" href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a 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href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/india196-1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 245px; height: 197px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/india196-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Isolated from the madding crowd,&lt;br /&gt;on the heights of topless towers&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;flexing tissues and bones,&lt;br /&gt;to shape a dream of iron and steel,&lt;br /&gt;not sprouted from his head,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;toiled the worker,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt; for a meager feed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The fireball in relentless pursuit&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;to scorch his back and tan his skin,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;as he sweats for folks in a distant land&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;he recalls as home.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;The faces he recognizes here&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;trickles memories of people he left&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;behind in a journey of selfless sacrifice.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;End of the day he is banished&lt;br /&gt;to his distant camp&lt;br /&gt;as the beings who make&lt;br /&gt;the limelight&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt; and dwell&lt;br /&gt;in towers of great height,&lt;br /&gt;easily forget&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt; who took them there first.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;The hot spiceless food,&lt;br /&gt;cooked by an unknown hand,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;is without any warmth.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;`As he bites into the last morsel&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:85%;"  &gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;and gulps down the alien water',&lt;br /&gt;a laughter from the table corner&lt;br /&gt;echoes memories of time parallel&lt;br /&gt;from a land where his heart is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yet he finds himself here&lt;br /&gt;in the land of black gold&lt;br /&gt;to send a penny back home&lt;br /&gt;to put a smile he never sees&lt;br /&gt;till a year or two passes by.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Entrapped in the snare&lt;br /&gt;laid by karma leased to time,&lt;br /&gt;he cries in pain&lt;br /&gt;which gets muted&lt;br /&gt;by the time it reaches&lt;br /&gt;the dwellers of high towers.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(e-snap : ruins outside Madurai Meenakshi Temple, 12/2007)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-2917116920762419134?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" 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xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-803302607962171658</id><published>2009-10-13T19:57:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-14T12:00:01.794-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="swipe" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="visa" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="money" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="shopping" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="desire" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="tears" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="cc" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="plastic" /><title type="text">Heart of Plastic - Gold, Silver, Platinum, Titanium</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/PLASTIC.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 412px; height: 412px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/PLASTIC.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;21:30&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;b&gt;pointlessly strolling in one&lt;br /&gt;of the numerous malls:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;fresh arrivals titled design 2.0&lt;br /&gt;ambushes my imagination,&lt;br /&gt;works up my chemicals&lt;br /&gt;to create a compelling desire,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;"I want it now.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt; To make up the numbers&lt;br /&gt;in my wardrobe &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;and to wear it&lt;br /&gt;to gatherings, so that there is&lt;br /&gt;something "new" to talk about&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;I walk up to the counter,&lt;br /&gt;flash my &lt;span class="il"&gt;plastic&lt;/span&gt; and walk out&lt;br /&gt;with my desire packed in &lt;span class="il"&gt;plastic&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;with a smile that is as much as that,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;I step out with a heart&lt;br /&gt;that is shaped by &lt;span class="il"&gt;plastic&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Life goes on.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;b&gt;21:30 hours&lt;br /&gt;Walking down in an unknown street&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;b&gt;filled with hawkers buzz and pot holes:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;The little one spots a toy that captures her&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;imagination and fancies her heart&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;but the pocket is not deep enough&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-size:100%;" &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;nor is there any &lt;span class="il"&gt;plastic&lt;/span&gt; to swipe&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-size:100%;" &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;to wipe out that desire.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;tears are what is left in her heart&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;not shed in her cheeks,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;as she walks out of that street&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:arial;"&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Life moves on.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-8276873645672773136</id><published>2009-09-30T09:00:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-23T22:10:08.464-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="heal" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="love" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="pain" /><title type="text">LOVEFIELD</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/MALESH1-3.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 190px; height: 292px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/MALESH1-3.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Scars earned from the&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt; 'battlefield'&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;are sewn with vengeance.&lt;br /&gt;For the ones sustained on &lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;'lovefield'&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;is there any retribution?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The visible one,&lt;br /&gt;spurs a gab.&lt;br /&gt;For the concealed,&lt;br /&gt;can solace be ever found?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Memory remains, of the one&lt;br /&gt;given by steel.&lt;br /&gt;Pain lasts, for the one&lt;br /&gt;when you took&lt;br /&gt;your touch away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Signs of been healed&lt;br /&gt;are the scars,&lt;br /&gt;Mine are in depths&lt;br /&gt;where no cure can reach.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(e-collage : paper &amp;amp; glue, 1998)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a 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scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="life" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="hope" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="living" /><title type="text">Reconnaissance</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/MALESH-2-1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 196px; height: 288px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/MALESH-2-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;Perched on a higher altitude&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;beyond mortal grasp&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;awaits the marksman.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Crouching, camouflaged,&lt;br /&gt;breathing dead still&lt;br /&gt;with hawk-eye precision&lt;br /&gt;and a voyeuristic vision,&lt;br /&gt;he watches without a blink.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i bare myself,&lt;br /&gt;materially naked,&lt;br /&gt;spiritually depleted&lt;br /&gt;and intellectually ignorant,&lt;br /&gt;raise my head&lt;br /&gt;and throw up my hand,&lt;br /&gt;to yell out from the labyrinth&lt;br /&gt;of my heart to free myself&lt;br /&gt;so that He can take me down,&lt;br /&gt;with his rustic silver bullet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Deliverance doesn't come,&lt;br /&gt;for the moment is not mine,&lt;br /&gt;as i am yet to come into the&lt;br /&gt;range of his viewfinder&lt;br /&gt;for him to pull the trigger&lt;br /&gt;which is not in his hands either.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i utter a different curse unlike&lt;br /&gt;the million others who do when&lt;br /&gt;his silver bullet finds the mark.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He is despised because&lt;br /&gt;he wears an attire of sorrow&lt;br /&gt;and veils himself in misery&lt;br /&gt;and brings about pain.&lt;br /&gt;Nothing is grey about him&lt;br /&gt;nor black and white&lt;br /&gt;for no one knows&lt;br /&gt;when he would take aim&lt;br /&gt;for if he does it would never fail.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They call him Death and many other&lt;br /&gt;names, but for the moment i call him&lt;br /&gt;the Sniper.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(e-collage : paper &amp;amp; glue, 1998)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img 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alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Constant trembled in the&lt;br /&gt;array of infinite emptiness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And disguised itself in a variable&lt;br /&gt;to limit it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Racing to fill the ceaseless void&lt;br /&gt;with variants of extreme degrees&lt;br /&gt;such as work, emotion, life and thought...&lt;br /&gt;did the variable try to nullify an equation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For a fraction of a second that ranged from&lt;br /&gt;zero to limited count did the void seemed filled&lt;br /&gt;and the variable appeared solved.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yet the unsolved solved expressed&lt;br /&gt;to zero-in on a solution&lt;br /&gt;for a problem that sought none&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For emptiness was constant&lt;br /&gt;And what was constant was empty.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(e-collage : paper &amp;amp; glue, 1997)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a 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images&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the diverse monotony&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the undying change&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the constrained infinity&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the unconditional space&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the muted love&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the endless start&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the blessed misery&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the flawless &lt;/span&gt;entity&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the unorganized symmetry&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the lifeless death&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the deathless birth&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the polished blemish&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the untainted stain&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the shiny darkness&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the black-hole light&lt;br /&gt;the dated update&lt;br /&gt;the still ripple&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the mirage reality&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the blurred clarity&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the silent echo&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the whispering yell&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the colorful odour&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;the senseless meaning&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(e-collage : paper &amp;amp; glue, 1998)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-6087377820765476458?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" 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xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-1066250787481445247</id><published>2009-04-19T00:22:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-04-19T10:21:48.429-07:00</updated><title type="text">Prologue</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/1980.jpg"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-STYLE: italic"&gt;It's nearing 6pm.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-STYLE: italic"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My mobile is still silent.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It has been so, ever since&lt;br /&gt;the start of this new year.&lt;br /&gt;And will remain so.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"&gt;It's christmas eve - December 24th, 2008,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;everyone is looking forward to the night&lt;br /&gt;and drawing plans for the long weekend.&lt;br /&gt;And so am I.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-STYLE: italic"&gt;It's nearing 6pm.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-STYLE: italic"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My mobile rings.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Instead of the accustomed voice, i hear my brother's.&lt;br /&gt;He speaks fast, gasping for breath.&lt;br /&gt;"Mom's fainted, near Jumbo electronics.&lt;br /&gt;Emergency is here. Come fast."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"&gt;It's nearing 2pm.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold"&gt;My mobile is still.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I just remember that i haven't spoken&lt;br /&gt;to my mom for the last 48 hours.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-STYLE: italic"&gt;Nor has she called me at 6pm or at&lt;/span&gt; &lt;span style="FONT-STYLE: italic"&gt;2pm after lunch.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Engrossed in work which never ceases.&lt;br /&gt;I decide to speak to her.&lt;br /&gt;I call home. She refuses to speak at first.&lt;br /&gt;Something makes me persist. She then&lt;br /&gt;does - her last words to me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-STYLE: italic"&gt;It's past 12pm.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-STYLE: italic"&gt;My mobile lies silent.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's been months since I heard her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a title="Subscribe to my feed" href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" type="application/rss+xml" rel="alternate"&gt;&lt;img style="BORDER-RIGHT: 0pt; BORDER-TOP: 0pt; BORDER-LEFT: 0pt; BORDER-BOTTOM: 0pt" alt="" src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a title="Subscribe to my feed" href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" type="application/rss+xml" rel="alternate"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-1066250787481445247?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/1066250787481445247/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=452833993993561660&amp;postID=1066250787481445247" title="1 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/1066250787481445247" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/1066250787481445247" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2009/04/prologue.html" title="Prologue" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-7180503875756805989</id><published>2008-12-16T04:51:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-12-16T05:15:00.001-08:00</updated><title type="text">Pondy Bazaar &amp; other Bazaars</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0011.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 407px; height: 305px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0011.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;1. When it comes to arguing with the street side hawkers for a price cut we go all out for a tooth and nail battle. It's as if losing 10 rupees to him would shatter your dreams of building a TAJ. Whereas when it comes to paying a bill in a 5 star restaurant or while purchasing a branded wear we never question the exorbitant prices charged. We just keep our mouth shut and buy it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Most of the time we proudly brag about how we saved 20 rupees on a product by fighting with the hawker! They become tea time discussions for most.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. The funny thing about auto drivers is that they ask you quote an amount for the journey and then start arguing with you for quoting so low. Rather they need to be the guys quoting the price first!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. The moment you get off from a 4-wheeler on any busy vegetable market in India, the prices of the stuff on display becomes "double"!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;S&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;ubscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-7180503875756805989?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/7180503875756805989/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=452833993993561660&amp;postID=7180503875756805989" title="1 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/7180503875756805989" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/7180503875756805989" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2008/12/pondy-bazaar-other-bazaars.html" title="Pondy Bazaar &amp; other Bazaars" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-3343926202160118915</id><published>2008-12-12T11:56:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2008-12-12T14:07:26.965-08:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="meltdown" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="costs" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="recession" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="jobs" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="cutting jobs" /><title type="text">Talk about cutting jobs, i suggest cutting costs first!</title><content type="html">&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Are we in a recession? I don't think so for the following reasons:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/ME-1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 118px; height: 191px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/ME-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;1. The CEOs of the 3 giant automobile companies in US, flew by their private jets to ask for a bail out package!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Recently, a company had a crisis meeting to tackle the oncoming recession - to discuss about efficiency and cost saving. Guess where they discussed this. In comfort of a beach resort conference hall!!! They would have done justice if this discussion was held in the office conference room with some lunch ordered in.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Why don't companies cut their dividends to share holders instead of cutting jobs?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;Talk about cutting jobs, i suggest cutting costs first.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Moreover, the current financial meltdown is like the football game. Where 22 people battle it out for one football. Why not give them 22 footballs so all are happy. Similarly, why not print extra currency notes. If you think for a moment the currency itself does not any value unless it is equated with something.  You need currency to afford a house, eat food, watch a movie. So the end thing what you do with the currency is more important than the currency itself. So there is no harm in printing those extra notes for all ;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-3343926202160118915?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/3343926202160118915/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=452833993993561660&amp;postID=3343926202160118915" title="0 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/3343926202160118915" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/3343926202160118915" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2008/12/talk-about-cutting-jobs-i-suggest.html" title="Talk about cutting jobs, i suggest cutting costs first!" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-4235947848954291736</id><published>2008-12-09T02:51:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-12-16T04:40:07.657-08:00</updated><title type="text">Sky is the limit !!!</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0053.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 395px; height: 296px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0053.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Having been lucky to travel sky high in some of the finest and economical airlines, no matter the duration of the flight - domestic or international, there was humour to be found always:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;EK: Emirates Airlines flight bound to Chennai(MAA) from Dubai(DXB) &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;Pretty chicks but of no help!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. Had some of the prettiest looking air hostess who could never help the passengers load the hand lagguages into the cabin lagguage space. Everything had to be done by the passengers including the locking of the lagguage door!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;Choose a language!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. The captain of the flight boasted of having people of different natiaonality serving you, air hostesses who could speak Farsi, spanish, german, polish, arabic, chinese and english. It was a chennai bound flight, expecting an air hostess to speak tamil would be too much of an ask but atleast Hindi would have helped :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;IC905: Indian Airlines flight bound to DXB from MAA&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;No matter how early you arrive at the Chennai airport with a confirmed ticket, the chances of missing a IC flight bound to DXB is plenty!&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0023.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 386px; height: 289px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0023.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;HouseFull&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. They are usually overbooked for reasons known to them. I was able to figure it out this time. They had issued two boarding passes with the same seat number "12A". Luckily before i could get into an argument with the other gentleman who had the same seat number, an airhostess stepped in to take both our boarding passes with out even an explanation, vanished into thin air - filmi style!!! After a 5 minute wait, she gets back to escort the other gentleman to seat 17A which was luckily empty! Now that is one reason why the flight seems to get over booked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;Statutory warning&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. The free flow of liquor in the air does not complement the efforts taken by the government at the ground level, urging people to quit drinking! Moreover the wait for the food (which came later around one hour into the journey after 2 rounds of alcohol was served) is frustrating especially if the flight was delayed by two hours and top of it you are a teetotaller!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0034.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 349px; height: 261px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0034.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;Gate number, please!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. There was never a gate number for the IC flight bound to Dubai (a flight leaving the next day had one!!)  and it never took off on time (ETD was 20:00hrs but it could take upto 22:30 to leave chennai).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;Sweets anyone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. Utter disregard for the passenger's health could be seen on the menu of the food tray that was been served. We all know that the diabetics is silently taking the world over and India being among the forefront of most reported cases. In all the IC flights there is usually a bowl of sweet, not one burfi/mysore pak but two measuring upto a size of a brick! At this rate we will sure be no.1 for the wrong thing!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;Name change&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. Indian Airlines became Indian about a year back and now again it has become Air India! A guy who flew in that one year period is sure to be lost!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;Rotation/Replacement policy&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. Would like to applaud the strategy adopted by the IC management. Instead of asking the old air hostesses to retire they just get shifted to the domestic circuit where as the young ones go international! With private airlines giving tough competition maybe the IC management would like to rethink or devise a new strategy!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-4235947848954291736?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/4235947848954291736/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=452833993993561660&amp;postID=4235947848954291736" title="1 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/4235947848954291736" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/4235947848954291736" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2008/12/sky-is-limit.html" title="Sky is the limit !!!" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-1484828775329350099</id><published>2008-12-08T14:04:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-12-08T14:51:18.315-08:00</updated><title type="text">Close Encounter of the "Auto" Kind  (a.k.a. Auto, Arrow and Armani - Part 2)</title><content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0009.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 415px; height: 310px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0009.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;(On Muthu's Auto)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nov.5th, 2008, 19:45 hrs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I land at Chennai airport after a 12 day ordeal with my travel documents status quo. That left me poorer by 12 days out of 25 day vacation plan. Was heading to my friends place for the night and the best mode of transport for a guy traveling single with bare minimal lagguage was auto.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Promptly looked for a guy who didn't seem too marketing savvy (the kind who come upto you asking whether you needed a auto and giving you the liberty intially to quote a price for the destination and then fight with you for it!!) Luckly found a guy who seemed to be a misfit in the trade of auto driving. The price he bargained for dropping me in my destination was reasonable. I was in no mood to argue with fifty percent of my vacation having been blown up for paper work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Out of habit i engaged in a conversation to find out what was happening in Chennai. A ritual i am accustomed to when ever i come down on a vacation. It seemed a harmless conversation when he suddenly made an appeal to me. He asked me from where i was and if i could or find someone help fund his son's education. He had already jumped two term fees for his son and was on the verge of being served an eviction notice. I initially stayed out of it, just listening to his story as a passive person would do. &lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;A few things i came to realise in that 45 minute conversation centric auto journey:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;1. Cost of living had gone up. Just bcos the IT faternity are earning a fancy 6 digit figure (rather close to it) didn't mean that the rest of the population was doing so!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;2. Education scenario has changed a lot. To afford a decent education for a 5th grade in an averge school you needed to be prepared to shell out close to INR 6000 - 8000 per annum. Per term it was Rs. 1500 (a term was made of 3 months in this case) and to top it up there was a capitation fee of Rs. 2000 that needed to be shelled out intially!! Just dawned on me that  it would be difficult for people to afford education at this rate and educate themselves for 12 years was a tough task. I was lucky to have my parents help me out when it came to doubts on any subjects. But imagine the plight of first generation literates, to whom would they turn for help. Hats off to those who have educated themselves.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;3. It was tough being a auto driver with no fixed income, security or insurance, or credit cards to fall back upon, with greedy traffic police on your back to fleece money out of you at any given opportunity and the commuter who could never really identify with them. And along with this all included no PF or pension on retirement.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Well, i was a bit hesistant to help him on the first instance. As an educated sophisticated guy, i demanded that he took me to the school, produced bills and the notices he had received from the school. The poor guy brought in all the concerned papers (he had intially proposed to take me to the school and meet the principal to convince me). Having gone through all the papers and finding it satisfactory, i decided to help him. I managed to clear one term fee out of the two outstanding. Will try to work out something for his son.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On deeper involvement, i got to know he was new to the auto trade. Earlier he was working in the hospitality industry as F&amp;amp;B service boy. He made good money at the star hotel and was able to afford education for his first child till college. About 2 years back the hotel shut down to be converted into a hospital as a result of which he lost his job. He migrated into the auto line and is yet to smarten his earning skills. It wont be long before he joins the "typical Auto" tag.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So what do I get to say at the end of this all: Not all Auto guys are what they are known to be?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-1484828775329350099?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/1484828775329350099/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=452833993993561660&amp;postID=1484828775329350099" title="4 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/1484828775329350099" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/1484828775329350099" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2008/12/close-encounter-of-auto-kind-aka-auto.html" title="Close Encounter of the &quot;Auto&quot; Kind  (a.k.a. Auto, Arrow and Armani - Part 2)" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-7055520374559853975</id><published>2008-12-08T13:49:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-12-08T14:03:10.343-08:00</updated><title type="text">Ex IT / EXIT</title><content type="html">&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0043.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 351px; height: 263px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/IMAG0043.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Came across this sign on the Indian Airlines flight called "back to work" :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It seemed apt for the economic recession we are living in. It read EXIT (a call for the IT professionals to exit) or Ex IT (one that read I had been there and done that in IT). What was more apt was finding this sign on the flight. The mode of transport most IT pros are used to!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Or was this all a bad connect ; l&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-7055520374559853975?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/7055520374559853975/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=452833993993561660&amp;postID=7055520374559853975" title="0 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/7055520374559853975" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/7055520374559853975" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2008/12/ex-it-exit.html" title="Ex IT / EXIT" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-4054508253550698699</id><published>2008-12-08T10:50:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-12-08T14:04:00.214-08:00</updated><title type="text">The Yardstick for a Good Movie</title><content type="html">My dad once told me, the yardstick for a good movie is that you would be discussing/debating about it, even after it is long over. Not the kind of discussion about how the actor or actress looked but rather about the story and the connection it has to our lives and surroundings.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Some of the movies that measure up to the yard stick:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/vlcsnap-758870.png"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 403px; height: 166px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/vlcsnap-758870.png" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/the_last_samurai_1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 398px; height: 317px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/the_last_samurai_1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-4054508253550698699?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/4054508253550698699/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=452833993993561660&amp;postID=4054508253550698699" title="0 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/4054508253550698699" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/4054508253550698699" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2008/12/yardstick-for-good-movie.html" title="The Yardstick for a Good Movie" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-8044625455619106984</id><published>2008-09-02T05:16:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-09-02T06:11:59.218-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="cigarettes" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="smoking" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="signs" /><title type="text">No listening...</title><content type="html">&lt;div style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;img style="width: 255px; height: 235px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/No-Smoking-Sign1-1.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Every year millions are spent on making people quit the habit of smoking and stop new aspirants from joining their ranks through advertising. And recent studies shows that all these years of advertising has paid as it has reduced young aspirants from joining the ranks of smokers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt;But, the most sensible thing to do would be to close down the cigarette factories!&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This would ensure that by next 3-4 generations the habit of smoking would be forgotten for sure and would save lives, money and a lot more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is anyone listening?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-8044625455619106984?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/8044625455619106984/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=452833993993561660&amp;postID=8044625455619106984" title="5 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/8044625455619106984" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/8044625455619106984" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2008/09/no-listening.html" title="No listening..." /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-452833993993561660.post-8907996561020561977</id><published>2008-07-24T11:57:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2008-07-26T09:27:37.750-07:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="IAEA" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="india" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Nuclear" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Nuclear Energy" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="energy" /><title type="text">WASTE-YARD</title><content type="html">Hiding behind the rocks, the spaceman surveyed the strange crooked beings that walked in front of him. Some seemed two legged while majority had some crude limb formation that aided their movement. Their biological formation seemed to possess no symmetry or design for easiness. Whatever mind produced them must have had an evil intent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The terrain seemed unfamiliar and it was nothing like any of their planets that was in their galaxy. Indeed this was a new planet they had discovered along with this weird species after years of trying to desperately find some form of life in the Milkyway Galaxy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It seemed their mission was not in vain except for the fact that their communication was jammed after they had been through the sudden cloud of dust which disrupted their flight pattern briefly. The engineer was working on it, some time soon they would be able to establish contact with earth and beam this discovery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There seemed to be no sign of flora and fauna. The soil seemed devoid of any life form barring the ones who walked on it. And nothing flew above. The monotonous dead horizon was occasionally interrupted by cylindrical incomplete shapes. They were round and rose high up the ground. They had seen this shape cover most of the planet's surface when they were descending.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The incomplete structure struck a chord of familiarity in the spaceman's mind. He dismissed the thought without any further pondering as he made his way back to where his ship had landed.&lt;br /&gt;The communication system must be up and running now. A sly smile appeared on his face as he could not wait any longer to communicate this discovery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A piece of metal which jutted out from the terrain, foiled the spaceman's hastened steps as he tripped and fell. The spaceman pulled out the plate which was the cause of his fall and cleaned the surface to view the inscriptions on it. The colour of the inscription had faded with time but the circular sign which was broken into 3 pieces with a smaller circle in the center, bore a similarity to one of the signs he had constantly witnessed on his planet. This made the spaceman's face turn pale and he fell on his knees when he completed reading the message. The shadow of one of the incomplete tower grew longer and fell on him with the fading light. It made perfect sense now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The message on the sign read: " CAUTION: RADIOACTIVE AREA", &lt;strong&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.npcil.nic.in/taps.asp"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;Tarapur, India&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/DSC02715.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px;" src="http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k57/maleshp/DSC02715.jpg" alt="" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;( Post inspired by the Nuclear Pact that is going to be signed by India)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.feedburner.com/fb/images/pub/feed-icon32x32.png" alt="" style="border: 0pt none ;" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/FindingThyself" title="Subscribe to my feed" rel="alternate" type="application/rss+xml"&gt;Subscribe in a reader&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/452833993993561660-8907996561020561977?l=findingthyself.blogspot.com'/&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/feeds/8907996561020561977/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=452833993993561660&amp;postID=8907996561020561977" title="2 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/8907996561020561977" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/452833993993561660/posts/default/8907996561020561977" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://findingthyself.blogspot.com/2008/07/waste-yard.html" title="WASTE-YARD" /><author><name>Malesh Ponnusamy</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06153229107453958993</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" name="OpenSocialUserId" value="00249844951767441686" /></author><thr:total xmlns:thr="http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0">2</thr:total></entry></feed>
