tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55765442026-03-23T11:25:51.341+08:00firewomynwomen-loving-women, girl-to-girl (G2G)firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.comBlogger772125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-51679144895107299192022-01-15T23:45:00.002+08:002022-01-15T23:45:46.144+08:00eksenang ulanIt ended with a rain scene. All the episodes of Modern Love Season 1 tied nicely together by getting rained on under the same NY sky. Too nicely though in my opinion. Alam mo naman tayo, romantic pero jaded din. The last time I was drenched by rain, fully clothed, out in public street, was in college. My heart was broken. My boyfriend of two years (pre-g2g), cheated on me and we broke up. firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-57155112218279965772020-01-22T23:45:00.002+08:002020-01-22T23:53:33.499+08:00here it goes...
am happy =)
shocking i know! hahaha. maybe am saying this because i just had orgasm. hahaha again. seriously i did. and seriously i am happy. :)
amid the looming Taal volcano eruption, the panic, chaos it brings, i dare found some peace. so much that it sounds blasphemous to share am happy and at peace with suffering everywhere.
my feng shui for year of the rat warned of a not so lucky firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-81625397157309488572019-04-03T09:59:00.001+08:002019-04-03T09:59:24.768+08:00tulala sa isang tabianother gusto-ko-na-maggive up-day. sobrang sakit ng likod ko sa pagod. hay. ano ba tong pinasok kong trabaho. sobrang busy na hindi ka na magkandaugaga, skipped lunch and people breathing at your neck or wants a piece of you. pakiramdam ko paminta ako sa pagkadurog at sabog sabog na sa dami ng taong dapat pagsilbihan or iplease. ito ba ang reward ng may masters education from an international firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-75663043569961210302019-04-02T15:25:00.001+08:002019-04-02T15:25:37.331+08:00sleepless in somewhere
tao po! :)
siguro wala nang tao dito. well, what can i expect, 3+ years ba namang ndi mag-update tapos last post may word na demon pa. hehehe. nakaka-off nga naman. the same way na if may dyowa ka and nag-MIA (missing in action) for years, babalikan mo pa ba?
i sorta abandoned this blog ever since i took some serious life decisions. i feel awful. parang nahihiya na kong magsulat/blog firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-87174132611528821162016-07-30T00:10:00.000+08:002016-07-30T00:10:21.832+08:00demonsbecause (andami kong because sa simula ng posts no? hehehe) may pinagdadaanan ako, i need a theme song. sabi nila this is the age of abundance specially in information and opinion. pwes ako abundance in emotions and trials.
"Demons"
by Imagine Dragons
When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold
When your dreams all fail
And the ones we firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-30016192453453640282016-07-29T19:31:00.000+08:002016-07-29T19:35:31.712+08:00from hellbecause am going nuts lately. at first i thought of creating a new blog, just for rants. but then, that'll take time to set up. and i needed to vent already.
just a quick recap so you know am not ignoring you guys.
i accepted a job offer that practically consumed most of my days and nights. i didn't realize i was exchanging my soul when i took that offer from hell. true it got me promoted, firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-3980621800589840492015-11-17T16:37:00.004+08:002015-11-17T16:37:51.801+08:00hellosoo sleepy. been very hectic. work, postgrad, loads of errands. plus late night catch ups on AlDub. yeah, am a fan :) universal appeal of kilig and romance. i'd take that anytime. hehe. am easy that way. i came out to my new boss and he was cool with it. so much he admitted to having slept with a trans before and doesn't mind it at all. we're getting along well. yey! speaking of which, firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-31516538161118106372015-10-27T14:47:00.003+08:002015-10-27T14:47:41.356+08:00anyone?firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-86117894005276411892015-02-25T19:24:00.001+08:002020-01-23T00:08:08.591+08:00hi zebra!I
was caged in chains up to my eyeballs with work and so I wasn’t able to watch
live the Oscar telecast. By the time I got home, too spent to even brush my
teeth, I can only search youtube for the speeches. I of course started with the
supporting actors because I save the best for last, the main actors.
Best
Supporting Actor, J.K. Simmons - couldn't relate to his speech but the call
your firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-42991767639696948962015-02-08T16:35:00.001+08:002015-02-08T16:40:12.245+08:00word
Image source here: http://40.media.tumblr.com/6b35f2a427525c3679f77021f56a91a1/tumblr_ncezwhSL3b1rmagk1o1_500.jpg
firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-90406728855036654272015-02-08T01:06:00.002+08:002015-02-08T01:06:48.154+08:00wordfirewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-60928428452766131392015-02-07T18:34:00.002+08:002015-02-07T18:34:48.878+08:00piece 4
i grew up independent, not needing anyone but mostly needed. i have learned not to hold on to things or anyone for i don’t know if they will leave or stay. if they stay, unsure for how long. so it is easier not to hang on to things or expect permanence. nothing lasts forever so the jaded say. but unless you believe in life after death, then yeah, there’s only now.
and in this many nows firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-87423448384387387632015-02-07T11:53:00.000+08:002015-02-07T11:53:21.456+08:00piece 3
i want to do so many things. i’ll be a student again this Q2 for my post graduate, i want to do investing and business, i want to learn a third language, i want to do photography, travel, go out and just observe to take pictures and write. i want to quit job and commit to social work. i want to read until my eyes turn red and then dream about them and then think about them the moment i wake up. firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-6320661540791043942015-01-02T02:14:00.005+08:002015-01-02T02:14:56.980+08:00piece 1today is the first day of my new life. and i will treat each day like a newborn's every milestone - a miracle.
yesterday, i slept when i got sleepy and woke up. not because i had to, but because my eyes were ready. with this new eyes i realised that this new year's eve tradition of costly noise and massive pollution is like a bride's/groom's bachelorette/bachelor party. the last dirty/naughty firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-20822189827438690742014-11-03T23:05:00.001+08:002014-11-03T23:05:19.405+08:00my hot siren
my relationship with coffee goes a loong way back. as a kid, i already drink coffee. unhealthy yes, affordable, big yes! :) i would pair hot instant coffee with pandesal. sometimes when available i put milk powder on my coffee. my inclination for latte apparently started from there. hehe.
when starbucks started in manila, i was not an instant fan for obvious reason - its incredulous firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-20974758287344454442014-10-18T12:52:00.003+08:002014-10-19T17:51:46.486+08:00hate of latehate. let me tell you about it. i used to be a really angry person that stems from growing up deprived, physically hurt (alternately called "disciplined"), and largely misunderstood.
as i got older, i realised how different and inferior my life was compared to many people i've met, specially in school. my standard had always been about material things (new school shoes, uniforms, flashy school firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-88260499316103329762014-07-20T18:03:00.001+08:002014-07-20T18:03:14.619+08:00spaceI sit here on my bed, half my skull about to crack open with non stop pounding, the other half wants to run away, dissociated to the other half's self destruction. The same way this iPad's screen is all bright and white, while the rest of the room is evil dark. My fingers typing forming this shadow seeming movements in conversation with the virtual keyboard. Fingers and letters talking, or are firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-55013741177648052912014-06-27T23:48:00.001+08:002014-06-27T23:49:42.544+08:00ofc crush(ed)No. This is not bursting fireworks seen and beautiful only at night. This! Unstoppable, unknowing rush of intense volcanic eruption that doesn't answer to any time or god.
The moment you uttered the deadly three words of secret invitation, "trouble in paradise", our friendship was suddenly ripped naked to reveal the potential of an affair so illegal you'll drown in drunkenness to its wild firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-41706312872737748362014-02-27T07:14:00.001+08:002014-02-27T09:05:28.654+08:00Texas ban on same-sex marriage & segue way thoughtsAlways nice waking up to good news. :) am not from Texas, but we have sisters and brothers there fighting out for our rights. Their success is our success too. As more states/countries legalize same-sex marriage, they are paving the way for us in this side of the world.
Conversation over lunch with a foreigner colleague/friend of his encounter with I think a European couple (if I remember it firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-23265701300930689102014-02-26T23:36:00.001+08:002014-02-27T08:00:40.370+08:00inside and outAm not well. Am pissed. There's this growing restlessness in me that is shaping to be anger for something I can't resolve. Is it masked in helplessness? Or draped in fear? I can't tell yet, but it's slowly gnawing my insides beginning at the center of my chest. It's painful in a way that it's not really painful but constricts my breathing, the same way a lump in your throat blocks your gulp. Am firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-77931162620397384422014-02-18T01:36:00.001+08:002014-02-27T07:57:39.415+08:00Color of wide awake dreamsAfter four hours of turning side to side, i stopped my failed attempt to sleep. What is wrong with my body? Was awake Sat 11pm till Sunday 8am finishing Suits season 2, slept 4hrs Sunday morning. Normalized sleep Sunday night. And now this!
Texted gf about this episode of zombie fit and kidded her - siguro iniisip mo ko no! Haha. She just replied I love you. Ah, sweet. But not enough to knock firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-9888611591249227312014-02-13T21:56:00.001+08:002014-02-13T21:58:33.113+08:00Kwento ng pagkkwenta sa mga kwestyong about kwestsThis is the first time I've been really career focused. As in I slaved for a promotion I haven't received yet. If I don't get it this year, will definitely look elsewhere.
Before, I get promoted just because am really good at work. I didn't exactly have a target to pressure myself internally. Sobrang reklamador ko sa hirap ng trabaho pero I thrive in crisis naman kasi so wagi naman ako lagi.
Afirewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-67986293435657525032013-12-31T20:04:00.001+08:002013-12-31T20:45:41.148+08:00Let me blowIt's New Year's Eve and the only thing am blowing is my nose. Sniff. Sniff. Three days of feet crushing midnight shopping pre-Christmas and tadaah! Flu right after Christmas. I've alternately taken bioflu, alaxan fr and lagundi to remove this anti-holiday virus. And I've tricked my body into thinking am all okay as I do one chore after another and daily commute to my parent's house then back to firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-2051563342102828662013-12-18T02:55:00.003+08:002013-12-18T02:55:50.008+08:00uncomfortable comfort zoneFor months I have been resenting my 8yr relationship with my partner. Fun is gone. Every inch of her skin seems familiar. We don’t fight. We have successful careers. We travel apart because of work. We are tolerant of each other. We are so settled that I hate it. Comfort zone is far from comfortable. You know that feeling when you've sat so long in one position in the same chair or have firewomynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06166483974718066675noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5576544.post-54012483867396296502013-11-15T17:00:00.000+08:002013-11-15T17:06:31.154+08:00LEZ VOLUNTEER!From various sources :)
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