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i couldn't exchange more of my time for money anymore. i couldn't foresee myself down the road this way in the next few years. i have never been able to strive on uniformity. i could not survive under the hierarchy of organization. that much i know. to me, its just not ethical that the top dogs are earning all the money and paying the workers peanuts. 
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just before the year end, the interviewee looked at my results and 
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today i cried the whole day;
today i walked in the rain and  you will think that it is insensible;
today i haven't think of how to start the topic;
today not everybody will be there to listen;
today you wouldn't be in the mood to hear me out.

today will not be a good day, maybe tomorrow i will be better prepared.
the tomorrow that i am ready for the worst
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&lt;a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/UlqNjBIg8q1LBKhwsefvqdqTCKQ/1/da"&gt;&lt;img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/UlqNjBIg8q1LBKhwsefvqdqTCKQ/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"&gt;&lt;/img&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/FlightOfARainbow/~4/dfryXwlVABg" height="1" width="1"/&gt;</content><feedburner:origLink>http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/2010/12/today-is-day-i-will-say-goodbye.html</feedburner:origLink></entry><entry gd:etag="W/&quot;C0cDRH45fSp7ImA9Wx9QEUw.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248476710479889366.post-626782861764113090</id><published>2010-12-23T21:20:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-12-23T21:31:15.025+08:00</updated><app:edited xmlns:app="http://www.w3.org/2007/app">2010-12-23T21:31:15.025+08:00</app:edited><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="dream" /><title>wing in wonderland</title><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/feeds/626782861764113090/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/2010/12/wing-in-wonderland.html#comment-form" title="0 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1248476710479889366/posts/default/626782861764113090?v=2" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1248476710479889366/posts/default/626782861764113090?v=2" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/FlightOfARainbow/~3/HhmmperAVcs/wing-in-wonderland.html" title="wing in wonderland" /><author><name>hui ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04509022675914099266</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail" width="24" height="32" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LvSQ_WN3-iU/StHHbcqbIZI/AAAAAAAAAAw/GLoUe48rKCY/S220/DSC00008.JPG" /></author><thr:total>0</thr:total><content type="html">I wish we could run into each other arms and find ourselves in a perfect fit that we never have known before. the warmth flowing from you to me and making its way back to you again. finding ourselves with this heart to heart connection. we could just stay like there forever. you breathing in the smell of my hair, and me feeling the security of your chest.

just let me keep dreaming until reality 
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an act of love in exchange for a bite and a scratch.
but you didn't leave it deep despite your frustration.
i know how it is, to live
in a cage. bored stiffed.
only with companions and nothing much
to do. nibbling and chewing.
fabrics, paper, and gunny sack.
whichever is to your preference.

perhaps that is all for the departure and the neglect.
all the confusion 
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&lt;a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/SVvNHTKIGDls-zPVyQKGnZHexoE/1/da"&gt;&lt;img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/SVvNHTKIGDls-zPVyQKGnZHexoE/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"&gt;&lt;/img&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/FlightOfARainbow/~4/fKJJUmOnYlc" height="1" width="1"/&gt;</content><feedburner:origLink>http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/2010/12/impish-cat.html</feedburner:origLink></entry><entry gd:etag="W/&quot;A0QERn88cSp7ImA9Wx9RFE8.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248476710479889366.post-2299482255789378396</id><published>2010-12-15T12:47:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2010-12-16T00:08:27.179+08:00</updated><app:edited xmlns:app="http://www.w3.org/2007/app">2010-12-16T00:08:27.179+08:00</app:edited><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="change" /><title>its a lifetime of choices</title><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/feeds/2299482255789378396/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/2010/12/life.html#comment-form" title="0 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1248476710479889366/posts/default/2299482255789378396?v=2" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1248476710479889366/posts/default/2299482255789378396?v=2" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/FlightOfARainbow/~3/VeYZg_m-6hk/life.html" title="its a lifetime of choices" /><author><name>hui ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04509022675914099266</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail" width="24" height="32" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LvSQ_WN3-iU/StHHbcqbIZI/AAAAAAAAAAw/GLoUe48rKCY/S220/DSC00008.JPG" /></author><thr:total>0</thr:total><content type="html">life. time. most of them said i'm wasting it. wasting it by working at the zoo for more than half a year. wasting it by not settling down with a "decent" job. wasting it like i have been those apathetic kids getting high on pot. 

do they truly know what it means when it comes to wasting life? i tell you what i know by wasting life. you are wasting life by getting stuck in doing things that you 
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below my armpit.
lying almost on my lap,
resting so blissfully.
you make me cave in my resolve.
it isn't like you do this
for everyone,
being fiercely
feminist,
you always get your way.

staring at whatever that moves,
horses, ferrets, squirrels, rats.
we couldn't move you, not an inch.
but the way you lean on me,
i know you ain't half as wild
like what they said you
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&lt;a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/cOmIy_MZa2uCctBjpYSc3yU9BwU/1/da"&gt;&lt;img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/cOmIy_MZa2uCctBjpYSc3yU9BwU/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"&gt;&lt;/img&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/FlightOfARainbow/~4/UQtzobc3AgA" height="1" width="1"/&gt;</content><feedburner:origLink>http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/2010/12/painting-last-shred-of-zoo-with-you-in.html</feedburner:origLink></entry><entry gd:etag="W/&quot;DkQFQHkzfSp7ImA9Wx9SGU0.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248476710479889366.post-4750791454673532540</id><published>2010-12-08T21:41:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2010-12-09T22:18:31.785+08:00</updated><app:edited xmlns:app="http://www.w3.org/2007/app">2010-12-09T22:18:31.785+08:00</app:edited><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="work" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="change" /><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="essay" /><title>to catch the passing wind of my love</title><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/feeds/4750791454673532540/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/2010/12/to-catch-passing-wind-of-my-love.html#comment-form" title="0 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1248476710479889366/posts/default/4750791454673532540?v=2" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1248476710479889366/posts/default/4750791454673532540?v=2" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/FlightOfARainbow/~3/kNqNnNqw6Sw/to-catch-passing-wind-of-my-love.html" title="to catch the passing wind of my love" /><author><name>hui ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04509022675914099266</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail" width="24" height="32" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LvSQ_WN3-iU/StHHbcqbIZI/AAAAAAAAAAw/GLoUe48rKCY/S220/DSC00008.JPG" /></author><thr:total>0</thr:total><content type="html">between rigid lines i stood. steer me close or leave me be. i couldn't trace my steps anymore. not the little girl
that squeals upon approval. i've grown past that. a sad fact, yes i know,
in barely a year, i couldn't
walk this path anymore. new exposure, i demand,
new experience, give it to me or i will snatch. 
we used to be 
such a great team, the heydays, wheneverybody is so happy. the days 
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swimming in the sky.
could one land ahead and save
me from my dilemma.

december sun,
away from the november rain. 
what curse it is
the parching land

the sun heat up,
and angel wings clump,
or did they fly off
to their fairyland?

now hanging above,
an ominous grey
threatening
to plunge
my unpleasant mood to
a deeper low.
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of the most pleasant shade of blue and clouds with their wide array of tutus
strutting the slow dance of life. 
full of hope and feel of invincibility i
gait two steps as one, eager to reach, dying to please. 

little did i know i was walking
straight to disappointment by my delusions.
"just 2 months?" they 
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-- Eye of the storm: The jaw-dropping image of an enormous 'supercell' cloud
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i need a hero bonnie taylor mp3 | lyrics
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"Somewhere after midnight, in my wildest fantasy
Somewhere just beyond my reach
There's someone reaching back for me
Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It's gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet

I need a hero ... he got to be larger than life"

-- Holding Out For A Hero, Bonnie Tyler


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i feel like i am lying in a 
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&lt;a href="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/GF9wzg2Qn_7YA4WejNM9RDL76QE/1/da"&gt;&lt;img src="http://feedads.g.doubleclick.net/~a/GF9wzg2Qn_7YA4WejNM9RDL76QE/1/di" border="0" ismap="true"&gt;&lt;/img&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;img src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/FlightOfARainbow/~4/NZQhvlWiHfk" height="1" width="1"/&gt;</content><feedburner:origLink>http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/2010/12/being-average-in-my-life.html</feedburner:origLink></entry><entry gd:etag="W/&quot;D0EHQno4eyp7ImA9Wx9SEk0.&quot;"><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248476710479889366.post-6481006830665929640</id><published>2010-12-01T19:56:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2010-12-01T20:13:53.433+08:00</updated><app:edited xmlns:app="http://www.w3.org/2007/app">2010-12-01T20:13:53.433+08:00</app:edited><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="work" /><title>approval for work permit</title><link rel="replies" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/feeds/6481006830665929640/comments/default" title="Post Comments" /><link rel="replies" type="text/html" href="http://spectrum-13.blogspot.com/2010/12/approval-for-work-permit.html#comment-form" title="0 Comments" /><link rel="edit" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1248476710479889366/posts/default/6481006830665929640?v=2" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1248476710479889366/posts/default/6481006830665929640?v=2" /><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/FlightOfARainbow/~3/AhoVONUz5Dg/approval-for-work-permit.html" title="approval for work permit" /><author><name>hui ying</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/04509022675914099266</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail" width="24" height="32" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_LvSQ_WN3-iU/StHHbcqbIZI/AAAAAAAAAAw/GLoUe48rKCY/S220/DSC00008.JPG" /></author><thr:total>0</thr:total><content type="html">heavenly bliss crept up my cheeks and flood through the gatekeeper of tears. this is how simple things could make me blissful. perhaps not so simple, still this call for a celebration.
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they thought it is easy for me, figuring out exactly what to do. they thought i am really lucky to be among the few who could pull it off, this kind of lifestyle, which everyone wish for. having a job you love, going traveling to where ever the world calls out. more often than not, i have to make really huge 
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Remember those days? those days when we could stay charged up the whole day. those were the days of invincibility. when we could do whatever we wanted. i can't get it anymore. my once ago passion has been sapping me dry now i don't feel whole anymore. all i wanted was for march to come quickly again. 

dear me, i've been called defiant and unfilial too one time too much. does your dream
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steal my breath.  i will live for that moment. 
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