Flower In Life

2026-08-12T18:36:04.573-07:00

Dear God,

God, if this is mine, make the path clear, and if it isn't make letting go easier.

Amen.
🙏

2026-06-04T19:31:51.897-07:00

seem yesterday i made a mistake on my job.

I'm sending email to principal to say thank you for the appreciation, lesson & challenging i experienced during handling their cruise vessel.

Maybe my email tidak sampai message or i wrongly typed the words.

I actually wanna say that i will cancel the berth accordingly after receive confirmation from them, then i will proceed to cancel with the authority accordingly.

But, the principal should advise us accordingly to hold the berth booking until further notice. not just keep quiet. That make us in blue also.

But what to do. I've sent the email ready cannot turn back. NO TURNING BACK!!!

Bikin malu pun ada sebab belum confirm rupanya.

Wee also advise that we are no longer the agent & should cancel the berth. that why i sent the email to inform to cancel the berth.

Aduiiiii...

Bikin hati tidak senang la pula.

I know i'm wrong, but is it a big deal? i've not yet cancel all the booking. i just need black & white only.

God pls help me on this....

Football in the parking Lot

2013-05-13T22:32:00.000-07:00

There's no field at our neighbourhood. Playing football in the carpark

There's no pretty ball also...hahahaha they just take the ball which they found at the drainage.

Even there is no field, no pretty ball still can play football in the parking lot.

The One n Only

2012-08-07T19:29:00.001-07:00

Actually i missed my workmate for more than 10 years. She's very seldom on complaining about work. Hard working and senang runding about kerja. Rajin and not stuck into FB in the office. Always finish her job on time. Oh how i missed her.

My new workmate make me missed my old workmate. Sometimes (always) her smell make me headache. The smell like young teenager smell. I think the smell is like bedroom which mixed with clothes yg not been washed for fews day. She is stuck on the FB and everyday looking for the cheaper airticket. Then the groupon also everyday check. One day she bring her laptop I don't know what her motive. But who care!

Look like i'm complaining my new workmate. guess that i don't have anyone to talk to.

During this time she's on FB again....i don't mind if she on FB but the job have to finish first. At home also FB.....sigh!!

Journey to Lawas, Sarawak

2012-07-02T23:58:00.001-07:00

Last sundy went to Lawas... our journey begin from home.

From home

Beaufort roundabout

Seen this from far only.... @ Sipitang

Checking IC @ Merapok

Lawas town

1st time went to Lawas..the road condition is good. many to see along the way. We are using 4wd and that makes our journey not really tired and enjoying the view inside vehicle. Not so many car that day... it was smooth and thanks God that nothing happen along our way.

Next time going there again will stay for 1 nite....

The Sinner's Prayer

2012-06-13T23:27:00.001-07:00

2012-06-07T21:10:00.002-07:00

A Beautiful Daily Prayer

I thank Thee, Lord, for sleep and rest,

For all the things that I love best,

Now guide me through another day,

And bless my work and bless my play.

Lord, make me strong for noble ends,

Protect and bless my loving family and friends.

Of mankind good Christians make.

All this I ask for Jesus' Sake.

Amen…

Cintakasih.....

2012-06-07T20:58:00.000-07:00

Tanpa cintakasih, suatu pekerjaan lahir tanpa ada gunanya.

Sebaliknya sesuatu yang dilakukan
berdasarkan cinta kasih, bagaimanapun kecil dan kurang berarti usaha itu, akan sangat bernilai.

Sebab Tuhan lebih menilai keadaan batin orang yang melakukan suatu pekerjaan, daripada besarnya pekerjaan yang dilakukan.
Orang yang besar cintakasihnya, itulah yang berbuat banyak. Orang yang berbuat banyak, ialah orang yang berbuat baik.
Sedang orang yang berbuat baik itu, ialah orang yang lebih mendahulukan dan mengabdi kepada kepentingan banyak orang.

Believe and shall be heal.....

2012-03-07T19:17:00.000-08:00

Ketika tanganku hampa, ketika tidak ada satu kebaikan pun yang bisa kupersembahkan kepada Allahku, kupersembahkan saja tangan hampaku kepada Dia yang mengasihiku.
salam.

Vacation again......

2012-03-07T19:09:00.000-08:00

This time we went to ahhh i forgot the name already. But this place is far from town and we using 4wd to go there. Have to cross river again. I was a bit afraid during crossing the river. Luckily my husband seated beside me. Got somebody to hold to.

Picture of me

Wild boar

This is the river we crossed using 4wd.

My Vacation

2012-03-07T18:57:00.000-08:00

My dream come true...at last I can have my vacation for few days.

Guess what...I go to Medan last October. Fun and scary. But average is okay.

At LCCT waiting flight to Medan

Landed safely at Polonia Airport @ Medan

Airport view

Active volacano

last picture taken at Polonia Airport

Celebration in September'2011

2011-10-10T00:46:00.000-07:00

Cake made by Durah Ha Ha Ha

Singing Happy Birthday Song

Makan time

Posing before celebartion ended

The 1st time buat Birthday Celebration host by diri sendiri ni. Baru la terasa penat buat

sendiri. Tapi bila nampak all the kids happy....hati pun rasa ringan dan happy

juga kunun....Nasib baik budak budak tida komplen food's sa ni....

Many thanks for the kids yang datang celebrate birthday kami ni.

Next year bole celebrate lagi...buat yg lagi happening!

Tapi apa-apa pun thank sama urang yang buat cake ni.

Walaupun saya dapat makan sikit saja...sedap juga la.

Habis juga tu cake..budak2 bawa balik.

7K Running for fun, Running for charity....

2011-07-26T21:31:00.000-07:00

don't know how many times suda ikut ni run for fun, run for charity....but this time one family i bring to joined this event....

it was fun indeed....my kids love it.

next year event want to join again...Mary will be 7 years old next year and maybe we can finish the 7K route. this year not finish running 7K due to Mary not enough stamina to run and tired i guess.

Posing before running....

Saint Patrick's Prayer...........

2011-07-03T17:01:00.000-07:00

Saint Patrick's"Breastplate"Prayer

I bind unto myself today
The strong Name of the Trinity,
By invocation of the same,
The Three in One and One in Three.

I bind this day to me for ever.
By power of faith, Christ's incarnation;
His baptism in the Jordan river;
His death on Cross for my salvation;
His bursting from the spicèd tomb;
His riding up the heavenly way;
His coming at the day of doom;*
I bind unto myself today.

I bind unto myself the power
Of the great love of the cherubim;
The sweet 'well done' in judgment hour,
The service of the seraphim,
Confessors' faith, Apostles' word,
The Patriarchs' prayers, the Prophets' scrolls,
All good deeds done unto the Lord,
And purity of virgin souls.

I bind unto myself today
The virtues of the starlit heaven,
The glorious sun's life-giving ray,
The whiteness of the moon at even,
The flashing of the lightning free,
The whirling wind's tempestuous shocks,
The stable earth, the deep salt sea,
Around the old eternal rocks.

I bind unto myself today
The power of God to hold and lead,
His eye to watch, His might to stay,
His ear to hearken to my need.
The wisdom of my God to teach,
His hand to guide, His shield to ward,
The word of God to give me speech,
His heavenly host to be my guard.

Against the demon snares of sin,
The vice that gives temptation force,
The natural lusts that war within,
The hostile men that mar my course;
Or few or many, far or nigh,
In every place and in all hours,
Against their fierce hostility,
I bind to me these holy powers.

Against all Satan's spells and wiles,
Against false words of heresy,
Against the knowledge that defiles,
Against the heart's idolatry,
Against the wizard's evil craft,
Against the death wound and the burning,
The choking wave and the poisoned shaft,
Protect me, Christ, till Thy returning.

Christ be with me, Christ within me,
Christ behind me, Christ before me,
Christ beside me, Christ to win me,
Christ to comfort and restore me.
Christ beneath me, Christ above me,
Christ in quiet, Christ in danger,
Christ in hearts of all that love me,
Christ in mouth of friend and stranger.

I bind unto myself the Name,
The strong Name of the Trinity;
By invocation of the same.
The Three in One, and One in Three,
Of Whom all nature hath creation,
Eternal Father, Spirit, Word:
Praise to the Lord of my salvation,
Salvation is of Christ the Lord.

Celebrating Birthday

2011-06-28T20:23:00.000-07:00

Last touch up for the cake.........

My father in law 70th yrs birthday cake

Being very grateful for my father in law for his 70th yrs birthday..congratz to him. And i wished him for the prosperity, longevity and health for all the years to come.

Is My Time Up?

2011-06-28T20:08:00.000-07:00

A 54 year old woman had a heart attack and was taken to the hospital. While on the operating table she had anear death experience.
Seeing God she asked "Is my time up?"
God said, "No, you have another 43 years, 2 months and 8 days to live."
Upon recovery, the woman decided to stay in the hospital and have a face-lift, liposuction, breast implants and a tummy tuck. She even had someone come in and change her hair color and brighten her teeth!
Since she had so much more time to live, she figured she might as well make the most of it. After her last operation, she was released from the hospital.

While crossing the street on her way home, she was killed by an ambulance.
Arriving in front of God, she demanded, "I thought yousaid I had another 43 years.
Why didn't you pull me from out of the path of the ambulance?"
God replied:

"I didn’t recognize you!"

   The Moral of the story is.............don’t confuse God!
Take a break and have fun!

School holidays vacation

2011-03-28T23:46:00.000-07:00

Hutan Lipur Kawang

What a nice and peaceful place to go....

Been there with my family during school holidays...it was a little bit of tiring and fun.

Sunday

2011-01-16T17:43:00.000-08:00

Sunday........

It's time for us to go to Church....Yes... we did go to Church. Even the homily is nearly to 30 mins and feel a little bit sleepy. But it was worth it!.

I also sending my kids to Sunday School.. the most happiest is Mary.

She said to me " mum. I'am so happy today " and I replied her "why"..

she said she was happy because she have book for the Sunday school.

Hahaha that's my Mary!

New year, new beginning lagi

2011-01-04T19:13:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year 2011....

Hopefully this year, things would be better. What we have planned going on smoothly.
Praise to Lord that we still alive for this new year 2011.

Start being busy after taken few days of holidays. Getting lazy to work when thinking of the stupid in-charge. Very selfish & interested on money only. Very obvious taken money but not being checked by the head office.

Happy New Year............2011!

Sports

2010-11-11T23:19:00.000-08:00

Last monday....we go to complex likas to support my handsome boys sports day for their school.

All the students look happy & excited . Tidak sabar ni mau lari....sekali start suda mau lari adeh....

tidak ada saingan la...macam rilek jak diorg lari ni. Tidak macam time sa sekolah rendah. semua pun mau berabis lari ni.

Hahahhahaaa....actually my sons pun ada ikut lari juga....4 x100m, 100m & 4 x 200m. I thought they didn't run for the 4 x 200m....sa pun belum pernah ikut lari 4 x 200m. kasian juga tengok diaorng. Tapi have to bagi support juga to them. Biar pun Jerome didn't get any medal but his a good runner. Elijah got 1 silver & 2 bronze. Proud with them.....

Jerome with his friends

Elijah and his friends

The weather that day pun ada baik juga berbanding yang last years pnya sports day. Tapi panas juga la sikit-sikit. balik rumah terus mengampai ni. Padahal tidak pun lari hahahahhaaaa.

Bagus juga ambik cuti untuk anak-anak ni. dapat tengok diaorang lari & their friends. I think they must be happy because their parents is there to support them....all the best for my kids.

happy

2010-10-28T23:26:00.000-07:00

now.....happy! definition for happy is what?
nah...i don't think i'm happy yet....by the time you feel happy all problem will arise. they come one by one..or they come in a group..
this is from my thought...i've been feeling like this when i'm nearly to the Happy things.
next time ....don't be too happy or excited. stay calm always. that way i think, i can handle the problem slowly.

Unfair...............

2010-09-21T04:34:00.000-07:00

sad to hear...but again have to face reality.

life is unfair...believe it or not. my life is unfair. people around me some of them is very selfish, not responsible etc. i guess this is nowadays lifestyle.

today...when i'm sitting in front of my mum house, suddenly somebody come with throwing stone to others people without knowing anything.

but my opinion is, as a parents we must understand our children so that your children with respect and listen to you. don't treat them unfairly.

i don't feel good about this matter. being treated unfairly and feel like you don't belong in their group.

this is sad but this is reality!!!!

Marriage Humor.....

2010-09-19T20:09:00.000-07:00

Marriage Humor:

Wife:    'What are you doing?'
Husband:    Nothing.
Wife:    'Nothing...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour.'
Husband:    'I was looking for the expiry date.'

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Wife :    'Do you want dinner?'
Husband: 'Sure! What are my choices?'
Wife:    'Yes or no.'
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Wife: 'You always carry my photo in your wallet.. Why?'
Hubby: 'When there is a problem, no matter how great, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.'
Wife: 'You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you?'
Hubby: 'Yes! I see your picture and ask myself what other problem can there be greater than this one?'

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Stress Reliever Girl: 'When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.'
Boy: 'It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles.'
Girl: 'Well that's because we aren't married yet.'

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Son: 'Mum, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.'
Mom:   'Well, you have done the right thing.'
Son: 'But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.'
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A newly married man asked his wife, 'Would you have married me if my father hadn't left me a fortune?'
'Honey,' the woman replied sweetly, 'I'd have married you, NO MATTER WHO LEFT YOU A FORTUNE!'

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Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: 'Thanks for the early warning.'
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A wife asked her husband: 'What do you like most in me, my pretty face or my sexy body?'
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: '
I like your sense of humor!'
Husbands are husbands
A man was sitting reading his papers when his wife hit him round the head with a frying pan.
'What was that for?' the man asked.
The wife replied 'That was for the piece of paper with the name Jenny on it that I found in your pants pocket'.
The man then said 'When I was at the races last week Jenny was the name of the horse I bet on'
The wife apologized and went on with the housework.
Three days later the man is watching TV when his wife bashes him on the head with an even bigger frying pan, knocking him unconscious. Upon re-gaining consciousness the man asked why she had hit again.
Wife replied: 'Your Horse phoned!!! '

Give me a sense of humour, Lord,
Give me the grace to see a joke,
To get some humour out of life,
And pass it on to other folks

Lepas Tangan

2010-09-17T19:38:00.000-07:00

adesh....what is the happening nowadays, smua pun mau lepas tangan jak. this things happen or started because of wanted to help each other but the ending yang tidak bagus. everybody want to lepas tangan. if i can i also want to lepas tangan. but then, i'm the victim how am i going to lepas tangan.

Now, semua pun mau tunjuk jari siapa yang patut settle. memang susah, cause from the beginning we trust the person, tapi they did not appreciate it. Once they story being blow, what they did and do makes others upset. where is the trust that already being given to them? memang susah to trust the person balik. keep stabbing on others back.

If can....i don't want to involve with this kind of person. you trust them but they keep on stabbing your back.

Apa-apa pun we have to move on.

Me MySelf and I

2010-09-01T18:10:00.000-07:00

Guess every1 have their own blog....so i created 1 for me.

I don't intend to tell every1 that i have my own blog. this is just for me to write in how i feel, what happening around me and whatever i want to write about.

But if somebody read it...its ok.

To be continue..............