My Journal; woeining

2012

2012-01-05T19:39:00.003+08:00

It's 2012!!

and some people will think that, omfg! it's the dooms year, doomsday coming.

I'm like, Hellno! it's the new year. just enjoy.

let's just work it out guys!

2012

Be good. Be great. Be unforgettable.

THEM.

2012-01-05T19:08:00.002+08:00

She Met THEM.

finally it's sem 2's sem break . i spent my time with these guys, and they meant lots to me.

we're like family.

The ZOMBIES <3

2011-09-23T16:50:00.001+08:00

Forget the Past.

Anger, punishment,

or torture?

There is no escape.

Living in this world

is living a doubt.

Never knowing what is to come, —

always hoping for the best,

but all you get in return

is the very worst.

I am trying to forget the past,

but the scars are still there.

I think about the present,

and everything is so vague.

I do not know what to do

in this troubling situation;

no one knows.

I just hope for the best, —

hope that I get

what I deserve.

Just having the guts

to fight is strong,

but fighting against it

is somehow always wrong.

Happy Birthday PAPA!

2011-07-19T01:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday PAPA!

2011-07-17T10:58:00.000+08:00

How're you?

Here I'm.

2011-05-27T18:15:00.004+08:00

Here I'm, UTAR kampar, perak.
went here since Monday, and the night before Monday was so damn tough! i couldn't sleep at all, not because of nervous, just a don't-know reason..

seriously, i drop tears during that night, yeah! DROP TEARS not CRY! haa

you know what, when I'm imagining my mom will have dinner with my bro only, it's so much of pain..

so, i planned to teach them use skype or even msn messenger 2 week later,

for me, it's better than call,

1st: save cost.. *I'm quite picky!
2nd: i can see their cuteeee faces! =D

Let's talk about my school- UTAR orientation week.
1st day, Tuesday was for all foundation students to register.
and it's the 1st day, i over slept, just used about 15 minutes to prepare everything.. freaking rush!

when i reach there, it's like, WHAO WHAO WHAO! WHAT A CROWD!

everyone were lining up, and i guess the students were about up to thousands! really lots!

it's my time to register,and, OH GOOD! i forgotten to bring my official SPM result! *WTH* i lined up that long and ended up with like this! so, no choice, went back and took it... then finally i registered!

1 thing that i damn love about here was, in the evening, you can saw many many people riding bicycles cycle around, it's so much fun man! feels the air flowing through your body, whaoooooooee! AWESOME! =D

2nd day, that's nothing much to talk about it. it's so damn boring. 11am straight away run back from the "compulsory" briefing!

3rd day, whole day stay home and sleep! *which I'm lovin in!! =DD

4th day, today, went to school to join the super-awesome Ice Breaking and Telematch. it's all about station games and getting to know each other.. fun but tired! knew some friends at there and going to have a gathering this Sunday night. =)

Till now, i just found 1 person same course with me! and it's like, 0.001% among all the students! god bless me!!! xD

and, CLASSES starting soon!! WEEEEE! i want to study so badly!

what i wanna to talk about kampar,

THE WEATHER WAS SO FREAKIN HOT!!!!!

till here, will update soon. =) thanks for dropping by.. <3

Happy Mother's Day

2011-05-08T21:48:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day mummi! You're freaking AWESOMEEE! <3

Same wish to all Mothers in the world, Happy Mother's Day.

In This Song- Charice

2011-05-07T23:40:00.002+08:00

Fallin love in this song! <3

How will I know
Where I'm going now
This broken road
Is trying to tear me down
But deep inside I found
A sacred place
That I never knew
Where I feel safe when the road is untrue
Here's what I learned to do

[Chorus]
Just sing this song
And it takes me right back
Where I belong
And every day there's a new bridge to cross
But I'm never far from home
If I bring my heart, my soul, my own
In this song

No...
I don't depend on friends
Cause they come and go
My belief in myself
Is gonna carry me through
That's why I'm learning

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh...
I'm learning now
I'm ready to sing

[Chorus]
Just sing this song
And it takes me right back
Where I belong
And every day there's a new bridge to cross
But I'm never far from home
If I put my heart, my soul, my own

[Bridge]
I may not have
All the words
That I need to say and
Though I won't always be strong
But I'm never afraid
Cause I hold my destiny, it depends on me
Alone, alone...

[Chorus]
So, just sing this song
And it takes me right back
Where I belong
And every day there's a new bridge to cross
But I'm never far from home
If I give it my heart, my soul, my own
I keep giving my heart, my soul, my own
In this song
In this song
In this song

Happy Birthday to me, woeining. =)

2011-05-07T19:37:00.005+08:00

(photo taken on 06-05-1993, which was my birthday eve. =) )
and it's my birthday today,

Happy Birthday to me, woeining. :)

Hidden behind a Smile

2011-04-28T17:01:00.004+08:00

Day by day
I feel a great sense of pain.
The strings of my heart play
The saddest of songs until they strain.

Walking through life, a shell of former-self
Living a lie and no one could tell
Laughter and jollity seen, yet not felt
Inside a shout, crying out for help

Still that same smile
Fake and not showing
Still people believe
Gullible and not knowing

Still no one could guess, nobody would’ve known
What happens behind a smile
In a world that couldn’t be shown

I see many others happy,
And I think,
"Why not me?"
Could a smile and happiness have a link?

I force a smile,
And it is uncomfortable,
But after a while,
I see it is not regretable.

The people around me,
My friends,
They seem more happy.
Is this what a smile sends?

Blue skies,
A light breeze,
It has come at a surprise,
This is how I may please.

If I smile,
Even if it's a fake smile,
My friends can be happy while,
My sadness is hidden behind a smile. but still, a smile. =)

p/s: it's how i felts few months ago. i'm not the person who will express or share my depress feelings to other. i always keeps my image as joy and you'll never or rarely see a freaking sad and sour face on me, but all this pay.

28 Days to go.

2011-04-25T16:38:00.005+08:00

okay! 28 days to go. not getting nervous, getting EXCITED! =D

Leaving soon.

2011-04-20T17:19:00.006+08:00

I'm leaving soon. to a foreign place which full with foreigner! =)

it's not overseas, it's just overstate! if it's overseas, i'll be like AWEEESOMMME!

one month to go, so it's "YAY" or a "NOOOO"??

back to the topic, where am i going this time?

tadaaaa! it's Utar, Kampar. and i'll be taking Foundation in Science leading to Chemistry.

much people asked me this question: "why were you taking Chemistry in Degree?"

well, it's because.. because... i love chemistry although i didn't get an A s in SPM and i hope that i can be a forensic chemist in my future, as i mentioned before, i LOVE FORENSIC SCIENTIST! weeee!

but actually at the beginning i chose Psychology instead of Chemistry. it's because i love to chat and at the same time giving them some advises, some of them will appreciate with but some aren't! so fine laa. =))

okay, back to the topic again, the 1st worries of mine is that how will my mom be after i went there? because she's like dislike me go outstate study. she even pointed some circumstances, eg: " i might will buy you a car if you keep on study in Penang". but aa, i still won't change my mind because i already fixed my path, nothing can change me, i guess! haa!

so, i'll be leaving on 22th May. i might be running back home during the orientation week! lol

Wish me luck and all the best to me! Love you readers! <3

p/s: i changed my blog skin! pretty cool right?!! =DD

House Rules by Jodi Picoult.

2011-04-20T17:11:00.003+08:00

A book to recommend.

House Rules by Jodi Picoult.

Synopsis:

HOUSE RULES is about Jacob Hunt, a teenage boy with Asperger’s Syndrome (AS). He’s hopeless at reading social cues or expressing himself well to others, and like many kids with AS, Jacob has a special focus on one subject – in his case, forensic analysis.

He’s always showing up at crime scenes, thanks to the police scanner he keeps in his room, and telling the cops what they need to do…and he’s usually right. But then one day his tutor is found dead, and the police come to question him. All of the hallmark behaviors of Asperger’s – not looking someone in the eye, stimulatory tics and twitches, inappropriate affect – can look a heck of a lot like guilt to law enforcement personnel -- and suddenly, Jacob finds himself accused of murder. HOUSE RULES looks at what it means to be different in our society, how autism affects a family, and how our legal system works well for people who communicate a certain way – but lousy for those who don’t.

The reason why i love this book is because it's about forensic analysis! and i freaking passionate in!! do enjoy peoples!!! =)

p/s: it's a short update. =)

sorry.

2011-03-25T00:54:00.003+08:00

I have soooooo many things to post up. but i'm lazy.

keep on waiting readers! =)

127 Hours

2011-02-16T16:07:00.011+08:00

Again, watched a movie, 127 Hours. and now i'm recommending to you all.

127 Hours is the true story of mountain climber Aron Ralston's (James Franco) remarkable adventure to save himself after a fallen boulder crushes his arm and traps him in an isolated canyon near Canyonlands National Park of Utah. Over the next five days, Ralston examines his life and survives the elements to finally discover he has the courage and the wherewithal to extricate himself by any means necessary, abseil (rappel) a 65-foot wall and hike over eight miles before he is finally rescued. Throughout his journey, Ralston recalls friends, lovers (Clémence Poésy), family (Lizzy Caplan, Treat Williams, andKate Burton), and the two hikers (Amber Tamblyn and Kate Mara) he met before his accident.

for me, the days that trap Aron is quite boring seriously, you will ask yourself that how will he rescue himself in the canyon? will he survive? or just end his life at there.. watch it and you'll know it. =)

Letters to God.

2011-02-13T23:51:00.006+08:00

Few days ago, I had watched a movie named “Letter to god”. This movie is about what happens when one boy's walk of faith crosses paths with one man's search for meaning-the resulting transformational journey touches the lives of everyone around them. Tyler Doherty is an extraordinary eight-year-old boy. Surrounded by a loving family and community, and armed with the courage of his faith, he faces his daily battle against cancer with bravery and grace.

To Tyler, God is a friend, a teacher and the ultimate pen pal-Tyler's prayers take the form of letters, which he composes and mails on a daily basis. The letters find their way into the hands of Brady McDaniels, a beleaguered postman standing at a crossroads in his life. At first, he is confused and conflicted over what to do with the letters. But the decision he ultimately makes becomes a testament to the quiet power of one boy's shining spirit and unshakable faith.

This is the one and only movie that i strongly recommended to you in the among of movies that i had watched so far. and i love the songs of this movie, especially this, "You Give Me Hope" by Ryan Kirkland.

2011, here i come!

2011-01-19T16:49:00.013+08:00

Here's the year of 2011.

and i'm ... i'm.. IN LOVE!

Falling in love to someone, again!

and it's the same person as the past few years..

that's the T; the W; and the N, Tan Woei Ning! Ha! Gotcha! -.-

Do i looks cool in those photos above? It's so freaking hard to take those photos seriously!

So, what's my plan for the year of 2011?!?

Study at University, probably would be UTAR.
Study 1 year of Foundation in Science.
Be more independent.
Do the most silly thing that i would never done in my life.
Own a Digital SLR. *loveee
Buy my dad a Derby/Blucher/Oxford shoe.
Buy my mom and dad a Couple Pen during their anniversary.
Buy my sister and brother a gift.

and that's all. =)

Looks like i miss out something, what's the plan which related to me?

I wish myself, my family, my teachers, my friends, strangers and all living things in this world always stay in the pink of health, do everything you want to do without hurting anyone and paint your life full with colours!

Gathering

2011-01-15T14:17:00.026+08:00

It's the first gathering. 17.10.2010 and the second gathering. 23.10.2010

so what're they looking at on a photo on top?

it's a video, another video that i made! Class Video.

Photos Credits: Tanya's Facebook, Zhulyn's Facebook and Woeining's Facebook

The Graduation Day

2011-01-09T21:33:00.018+08:00

23.10.2010 : The Graduation Day.

The day which full with thoughts and feels. and now I'm graduated! =D happy or sad??

Let's talk about my place. Firstly, i'm arranged to sit at the yellow place, then to the orange one and lastly to the RED!

that's a reason why i coloured the place,

Yellow = i'm so happy to sit at there! buddies around me and we can have out graduation ceremony together!! ;

Orange = changed my place because teacher forgotten to add my name in the prize giving list and i forced to sit outside! okay, it's alright, at least i still have some buddies around. ;

RED = changed my place because of a person absent on the graduation day and i have to replace her place! damn it! Friends around me, but not buddies! i'm like a dumb during the whole ceremony going on! that's why no photos taken during the whole ceremony! and i'm in moody state. dah!!

but it's okay, finally the ceremony ended and it's time to have fun with my buddies! =D

for more photos, check on to Woeining's Facebook

and the video below played during the ceremony.

guess what, i'm the CREATOR!!

Used 1 week to complete it. The most hardest part while making this video is... collect photos from all the classes!! Some of it were not punctual at all. at all! okay, it's okay. i can wait. -.-

p/s: The next post would be the "farewell" of our class. =)

Life Transformer

2011-01-09T20:35:00.005+08:00

Hello peopss! I'm back at here, sharing things with you again.

originally i wanna to post up something about my graduation day, the SPM exam week or the 2011 year resolution, but after i saw this: Life Transformers, i changed my mind. So, this time i'm going to say about the shows and what's my feelings when watching it. =)

It's

The most watched variety show of 2008!
The Best Variety Program in Star Awards 2009!
The most saddening and touching variety show of 2008!
The Best Variety Show Host nominees of Star Awards 2009!

In the new season of the show, the host remain unchange, which is none other than Quan Yifeng, Christopher and a group of volunteers endeavor to transform the lives of the under privileged in Singapore by lending them a helping hand.

When i'm watching it, i can feels the pain, the tough moment of them. it's like life not fair. There are people who live happily everyday with the enjoyment they can give themselves and on the other hand, there are people who worried about their meals every single day and thinking of how to find money at a short time, just to settle the important needs. I really wish that i can help those for need a helping hand.

Those whom have watch it before, it definately worth watching. =) ready a pack of tissue before you watch it by the way.

2010-12-23T23:08:00.014+08:00

Miss Wong Retirement Day!

lazy to elaborate, let's the photos talk to you. =)

more photos, visit to Woeining's Facebook

2010-12-23T22:11:00.008+08:00

Miss Wong Retirement. ;

The day before Miss Wong Retirement.

It's 02.09.2010. and it's the day before our form teacher, Miss Wong retire.

She was our form teacher for about 2 yeas, that're when we're in Form 4 and 5.

Everyone called her as 'Big Trumpet' as her voice was really loud enough. haaa

well, she taught us Mathematics and i really needs to thanks her for my good result in Maths!

but sometimes her class was really boring!! as her lesson always at the first two periods and the last two periods, the time where we haven't wake up and the time where we wish to go back!! dozed off sometimes! haa.

Do enjoy the photos below! =D

p/s: sorry for the lately update! =) Exam over!!! and working life start! weeeeee

2010-11-11T14:13:00.002+08:00

希望。坠落

当再次坠落时

那种感觉已经不同

相遇的情景。

在脑海里一闪而过

希望之光就在眼前，

但是失望之感已在后头赶上

对那种感觉已感厌倦

为什么每次都是期望越大，失望越大

每一次的坠落带来了许多的伤感

还能再次面对

却又害怕坠落

但是如果没有坠落，

怎么能有期望再次面对......

这种感觉习惯就好

最重要的...是自己习惯了。

。黄依羚。

2010-07-17T23:05:00.004+08:00

suffering with so many stuff lately!
really stress me up man!!
and once, the emotional stuff came out again.
what SIGH!!!

It's time to prepare my pretest and then SPM.
so, I not be able to update my blog for a few months.
really sorry.

and check on to http://woeining-portfolio.blogspot.com/
it's my portfolio about the view from my house. do enjoy!! =D

OH YA! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!
I LOVE YOU!! but i knew that i never told you. sorry dad

2010-04-16T20:42:00.008+08:00

The voice of those who love to sing

First:
Susan Boyle.

She was one of the participant in 'Britain Got Challenge' and she won the Champion
The first sight of most of the audience was 'she can sing??', when Susan said the she dreamed to be a professional singer, the audience have what respond??!! almost everyone doesn't believe the she can, I have the same.
But now, she proved she can!! well done Susan!
Susan, you're amazing, brilliant and it's fantastic!!
Better than Elaine Paige i must say.

Second:
Connie Talbot.

An young innocent girl which had a lovely and beautiful voice, she sings well!!!
She was the one of the participant in 'Britain Got Challenge', although that she didn't get the Champion, but for me, she won it.
This honestly made me tear up at the end! It's touched my heart
I'm quite curious that what was her feelings when she sings!
because for a young innocent girl, she sings so and extremely well on it!!
This girl is going somewhere in the future, she is adorable and awesome!!

Third:
Lin Yu Chun.

This boy was the Taiwanese Susan Boyle!!
During his sings, everyone enjoy in his voice.
it's so wasted that if he was not a singer
He is so inspirational amazing!
You are such an Inspiration love!! Beautiful Voice, Absolutely Terrific!

In this 21st century world, i felt that the world was was so reality!
don't ever judge people solely by their appearance!
It is superficial to judge a person by the way that person looks.