Darksided life

My hair is not shorty no more

2012-05-28T12:09:00.000-07:00

My hair has now reach the shoulder and if you no me this has not been for yr so i cant wait to see how long i can get it , i have to get the patinee anti breakage ...

working and getting the divorce

2012-03-28T14:15:00.000-07:00

Hi there all it has been a while . Well for me it has i been more on youtube / working then anything i have not forgotten my many readers but there are more the blogger and facebook and youtube in my life these days . I have a man , job , and responsible i came well not came up with a crochet {patter} its on my youtube channel

So i have been working , At gc and i love it

2012-03-20T19:20:00.000-07:00

I have a job and i am now part of fresh off the hook crew. Woot woot i been working on the spider stitch i love this pattern , Missing my boo bear bad .... it hotter then hello kitties in heat ....

Blooming Flower Pattern pillow is so sweet

2012-02-28T18:35:00.001-08:00

Well been working on this sweet pattern and i has gotten to big , the person that has the pattern written has it written in a strange way , I have a tutorial on how and what to do i youtube . My name is Dragonchick19. Oh heads up i have this new app and i am in love it for kids but it so darn fun i drew this sweet heart and i love this app ... well i hope to get paid good so i can start looking for a place and things to be on my own woot woot

It has been a while

2012-02-26T22:22:00.000-08:00

Well it has been a while that i have been online and on here . Well there is news i am still datin the same sweet man and i have a car and a Job . I been working for the past few days and i like it so far if my feet would move on with the pain , I am working on a mile a min shawl and a hudge pillow ///well then i am off i hope to be on here more oh and new i tried to be nice to nick and sarah and she sent some strange message she must have been drunk when she sent it . oh well off like a dirty shirt

2011-12-24T13:11:00.001-08:00

Merry xmas

Sick with the flu

2011-12-10T20:33:00.001-08:00

Sick with a timmy flu ,.

Apps for my droid

2011-12-09T18:29:00.001-08:00

After a long and hard time getting got some apps on my next book and now i am planning my summer vacation... Cocoa Beach Or Las Vegas I been to one and hope to go back bit i am not the picky type . well then thats all that i have to report i have a man in my life now .... Besides that all is swell

Doing a Jabobs Ladder Star

2011-12-08T14:42:00.001-08:00

I want to give a special thanks to Pam (alostlady2) thanks for the pattern hope to have some pic's up soon , and a vid

Rainy on a monday ,

2011-11-28T13:05:00.001-08:00

Well today is a raniny day..... Nothing much is going on grams is working in the kitchen like a man women . I been thinking how cool it would to write and publish a novel ....But then again for me to write a book would be like nutz , lol , Well i am just sleepy and tired i could sleep all day long ,,

The Queen Living with out her King

2011-11-19T16:43:00.001-08:00

My king well i have never had a king , as the Queen i love my throne more then i like to share it . I love my big roomy bed and my ability to do whatever i want with no man to tell me what to do . In other places and other fairy tales other queens love there kings and are in search for them . Me i am happy being the only one controlling my kingdom

Healthier chose's

2011-11-16T11:22:00.001-08:00

I've chosen to become more healthier . Working out more then one time a week .I am been thinking about becoming a more proactive in health nation . I can say that seeing how my family looked at me and said that i was whole diffrent person since i lost a 150 pounds made me look at what i used to be and how i used to eat . I no i could put down and 3 buck double and a whole pizza in one seating and now i have trouble eating period . I love the new me .

watching tv and crochcet a hat ,,,

2011-11-10T17:59:00.001-08:00

I am crochet a hat ... and about to watch bones .
I am married but i am single
I have nothing but the clothing on my back
My clothing come from the thrift store
I have no kids i have no job
I have no mean s of transportations ,
I barrow my grams car

Cleaning

2011-10-29T15:04:00.000-07:00

Cleaning my room out. Boxing all the shit up so my mother can move in there . I have half of the room done and still have to do the tops of my closets . I am taken a little break . Right now i am watching crimal minds and playing the sime game

Jamming to so Bobby Makey's Johanna

2011-10-29T14:15:00.001-07:00

I have not a clue but i love this song ... And shelter me

* Halloween Movie Line Up * part one

2011-10-23T19:22:00.000-07:00

The Halloween Line Up

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The Abandoned
The Adams Family
The Adams Family Values
The Adventures of Young Van Helseing
An American Haunting
Adaption
The Amityville Horror
Amusement
The Brothers Grimm
The Brave One
Buffy the vampire slayer
Bug
Blade
Blade2
Blade Trinity
Bettlejuice
Batman
Batman forever
Batman & Robin
Batman Returns
The Butterfly effect
Blood and Chocolate
Bride of Chucky
Boogyman
Bewitched
Curel Intentions
Curel Intention 2
Curel Intention 3
Cabin by the lake
The craft
The Texas Chainsaw mascure
Cat Woman
Cry Wolf
Constantine
Coraline
Corpse
The Chronicles of Riddick
Carrie
The Curse of Alcatraz
The cell
the Covenant
Casper
Dantes Peak
Dont look in the basement
Dont Say a word
Devils Acuvate
Dead silence
Dawn of the dead
Dark Water
Donika
Disturbia
Dracula 200
Doom
Daylight
Deadline
eye of the beast
Evil places
Edwad Scissor Hands
The eye
The excorism
The eye 2
the fourgotton
Fifth element
Freedy VS Jason
The fog
Fear dot com

Working on my scrap blankets

2011-10-22T22:58:00.000-07:00

* Working on my scap blanket *

Good news on the out look

2011-10-22T12:55:00.000-07:00

There is some good thing that might be coming my way . I keep having dreams of my papal giving me a house and then the house is being redone by me ..... No joke for the past 5 nights my papal has been coming to me in my dreams and giving me a house . I dont no if it is a sign or not .... But i think it is ....

i Got a new ring to 2day

2011-10-19T17:52:00.000-07:00

I got a new ring 2day ..it is big the one here

I been looking for a granny star pattern

2011-10-18T12:05:00.001-07:00

It came down to were i made one my self look really sweet .

GOT MY TICKETS

2011-10-17T16:14:00.001-07:00

I GOT MY TICKETS FOR BREAKING DAWN PART ONE , GOING TO BE A THE REGAL WITH KAYLEE ....... I AM SEEING THE MIDNIGHT SHOWING WOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I AM SO THRILLLED HINT THE CAPS YEAH

2011-10-16T14:31:00.001-07:00

I am going to be honest

2011-10-16T14:30:00.000-07:00

I love someone that has no clue on how i feel . You if my mom passes and i have not one to love and be there when i need them i know the out come will be bad ... I will end my self , this is not a sucide mission this is just the truth i have not that loves me and want to be there when i call them and tell me how much of an ass i am then why should i be here . I told my antie that if my mom died i will as well cause being here alive and her not will not happen . I need my mother . My husband took things from me . My best friend broke my heart . I guess there is a mean to an end .

When i think about what i want to be and who i want to become

2011-10-15T13:05:00.000-07:00

I want to be a mother ..... I know it taken me a longtime to think about it but i do ... I would love be have a child and be called mom but the one that make me feel like i mean the world to them . I to think i just want to get knocked up and have my baby and do it on my own ... lol , i think that would be the best for me since me cheat and lie . Not to mention i want to be the only person my child will no as a parent .

I thought i would be happy

2011-10-10T19:54:00.000-07:00

I thought i would be happy by now at the age of 23 i would have the man of my dreams and maybe a kid ,,, i got married but not to a the man of the dreams . With no kid the one thing that makes me happy is the i did not change my name or get pregnant by a man the did not truly love me . I no i am a hard person to love and care about .. But to not that men do no find me attractive I hope that one day a man will come along and sweep me off my feet . They dont have to marry me .. I dont want to be married i just cant tie the knot again cause it change the person the end up be a total diffrent man ..I wanted to have a family of my own and share my life with someone ... I thought if i lost weight and changed my tude a man will like me. there no luck ... on my end but you never no i might find the one someday i just hope that i can have a baby at the time i find him . To be alone with not even a child in my life would kill me ,, To die without being a mom with be the worst thing in the world ... Then i think about what if i cant have kids what will i do then . I think about this tears me up and to think if i lost my mom i would end me to be with her cause no matter what my life would be meanness with out my mom and to no that she left me not no i was happy would kill me .I miss my best friend so much and he has no clue how much i wish he would talk to me or send me a e-mail ... I cry all the time cause i need some to talk to and my buddie is not there for me . What hurts the most he would talk to me if it was not for a certain person telling him not to .. I hope she is happy cause she took my bestie away from me ... Nick i no that you will never see this but i want you to no that i miss you and hope that you will call me or message me or something . I have not ill feelings for her i just think she putting you up to not see lauren or me ... But you chose her and i still (love you like a brother not matter what or who you with ) . You were there for my wedding you were when i broke my leg ... And now your gone and it really dose hurt me in ways that i cant even say ... I told you things i never to anyone and then you went and told them to the other i opened up to you and took my trust and feed my life to others. As a brother i never thought you would stab me in the back then twist . we all will heal but i still see you as my brother and will always see you as my brother .... Just like lauren and the girls are family ...i do wish that you and who ever you chose to be with make you happy as a sister to a bro i am happy you are happy and wish you both have the best life ......