Freeformity

Don't Blame it on the Darkness

2012-05-04T14:48:00.001-04:00

I am not afraid of the darkness.
For it is calm and gentle.
The darkness brings forth light.
It is creation.
It is manifestation.
My thoughts were created in the darkness of my mind.
I was created in the darkness of my mothers womb.
Without 9 months of darkness, I couldnt have had 1 second of light.
I am thankful for the darkness.
It is not evil.
The only evil I see, is the evil that we create.
The darkness hasn't done anything to me.
It has allowed me to see with my eyes closed.
With my eyes closed, I can see what I couldnt with them open.
So, dont blame it on the darkness.

Remember Me

2012-04-11T16:47:00.001-04:00

The beauty in your eyes captured my attention...
And my heart.
I am now held captive in your memories.
You forgot about me.
Why wont you just let me free?
Just let me be.
Let me live.
What's it gonna give,
To gain back my liberty?
Do I have to surrender to your indecency?
I am lost in this maze,
It's all a haze.
I find myself back at the beginning,
The beginning of our past,
Reliving itself in our future.
Over and over again.
I can't win.
I can't let you go.
I should.
I seen the soul that lies behind your eyes,
And the darkness that dwells in your heart.
I witnessed the evil that tears you apart.
I understand.
I understand that you're a man that's been hurt.
So, you hurt everybody else.
Not giving a damn about anybody but yourself.
You've been conditioned to be that way.
Somewhere your heart went astray,
Your clouds turned gray.
Your days turned into nights,
Without a moon in the sky.
Just let go...
Rid yourself of all that pain,
So, there would be sunshine instead of rain.
Remember me and set me free.
So, I can no longer be held captive in your memory.

Written by, ShaVon B.

2012-04-11T02:25:00.004-04:00

"Fear is in the eyes of the beholder...

Love is in the presence of the love maker...

Life is in the words of the comforter..."

-Capleton

In Wonderland: Jealousy and Envy

2011-12-16T00:59:00.001-05:00

Do you know someone that HATES for you to do good? Someone that doesn't want to see you happy if they're not happy? Or, someone that feels like you can't have or do shit if they can't? I'm pretty sure we all do. I know it sucks to have someone around you like that. It's nothing but negativity and it saps you of all your energy. People like are very envious and jealous. And we all know that envy and jealousy is a disease.

Those that suffer from this disease will do anything to bring you down and make you feel like shit. They will always point out your flaws and past mistakes in hopes that it will hinder you from something that they don't have: happiness. They simply live by the "Crabs in a barrel" philosophy. That, anytime you take a step up, they will snatch you back down (or, at least try).

If you know anybody like that, remove them from your life. They will bring you no good and only bring you down. Do not make excuses to keep this person in your life. Just cut them off entirely. It's whats best for you overall.

DECODED

2011-12-07T02:52:00.001-05:00

When I see you, I see me.
You are my reflection.
I am you, and you are me.
We are one, can’t you see?
In your eyes the moon glows,
Lighting the way to your soul.
I see you just as you are.
Bare and free.
Pure energy.
DECODED.

Written by, ShaVon B.

Who Are You?

2011-11-07T00:48:00.001-05:00

Unsettling thoughts
Tearing me apart
Unified with a broken heart
Seeking affection
From those with no connection
To my heart or soul
My mind is paroled
Free, but not free
I wish I can escape effectively
With no one judging me
'Cause I want to be free from this mental slavery
That is possessing me
I'm focused, I'm hungry, I'm thirsty
For a bread that fills me like no other
Slowly I discover and uncover
Whats been hidden from me
Since the beginning of history
Black Kings and Black Queens
Ruling nations Righteously
And not living their lives savagely
Like we've been taught.
We've been sold, raffled, and bought
Becoming someones property
The beginning of slavery
The beginning of iniquity
The changing of Humanity
We live in a country that says it was founded on liberty
But, truth is, it was founded on slavery!
My ancestors blood, sweat and, tears!
For hundred of years, it was Massa that we feared
And we still do.
In the words of Malcom X "Who are you?"

written by: ShaVon B.

I AM Love

2011-11-07T00:21:00.000-05:00

I AM Love
The very essence of it.
I breathe it.
I live it.
I speak it.

I AM Love
Unconditional.
Fearless.
Powerful.
Magnificent.

I AM Love
Warm to the touch.
Easy on the soul.
Pleasant to the ears.
Gentle on the eyes.

I AM Love
Divine.
Kind.
Infinite.
Refined.

I AM Love
Pure as water.
Light as air.
Bold as fire.
Giving as the Earth.

I AM Love.

written by me, ShaVon B.

2010-11-02T22:17:00.001-04:00

Everyday my eyes are opened wider. I am humbly thankful and greatful. I elevate higher and move forward.

A Letter To Mister: Free Without You

2010-10-11T04:16:00.002-04:00

Dear Mister,

Freedom came when I broke the chains of your confinement. Your ego, pride, and jealousy wouldn't allow me to be me. You wanted to compete with me and were more concerned about ruling me than loving me. Now, I celebrate a freedom fairly new but not foreign: Freedom without you! A freedom that welcomes my creativity to flow as freely into any dimension, universe, reality, or frequency possible. A free Mind and Spirit never to be confined again. I lost you and found ME. The ME that you feared instead of accepted and loved. Now I'm free. Free without you.

Beautiful Whoopi!

2010-10-10T03:56:00.001-04:00

I think that Whoopi Goldberg is a BEAUTIFUL BLACK woman! EFF what people say! That Woman has a bold and daring yet pure beauty. Divine Beauty I would call it. :-)

So, you say you love God?

2010-09-27T03:04:00.002-04:00

Everyday I hear people confess their love for God. There's absolutely nothing wrong with that. What's the problem you ask? The problem is that, the same people (some) that confess their undying love for God are the same ones that treat people like crap. One CANNOT possibly love God if they treat people like that. Especially if they treat the ones that they claim they love like that. If one believe that God lives within us, wouldn't they think that if they treat another person like they are nothing, then, they are treating God like nothing? Hmmm... Think about that. With all the "Worshiping", tithes, Sunday school and service attendance, praying and reading of the scriptures, they missed that. They haven't made that connection. One show their love for God by the way they treat others, not by just saying that they love God and thats it. Maybe it's that their heads are in the clouds while they are looking for God in the sky. *rolls eyes*

"Love your neighbor as you love yourself" - Meaning, treat others how you would like to be treated, do unto others what you would want to be done unto you. Don't treat another like crap if you don't want to be treated like crap. But nowadays, thats hard for many to do. Why? Because they don't love themselves enough to give or show love to another human being, or, they just don't care. Sad!