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Kannada and other Indian languages in Photoshop

2017-02-17T05:35:00.001-08:00

Problem:

The problem on Indic languages are straightforward. We do not get the words right. You will understand if you have been bothered by this issue. The words come out like "ಕನನ್ ಡ" Instead of "ಕನ್ನಡ" I assume the issue is the same with other Indian languages too. I have seen blog posts and screenshots on forums.

Declaration:

I use Photoshop CC and google IME for language support. I have tried baraha, and nudi also. They did not help. I have been taking screenshots of needed kannada phrases from notepad and using colour range or one of those selection methods to extract the font as an image. Have installed a lot of fonts in hope to type in kannada freely, but all in vain.

What worked finally:

Finally after revisiting the problem that had bugged me for months, today i happened to try this and it worked.

Edit >> Preferences >> Type >> 'Choose Text Engine Options' >>

Select "Middle Eastern and South Asian"

>> OK

As the warning says "Changes will take effect the next time you create a document" The old documents do not accept this change. However Kannada is working for me flawlessly on new documents.

Note:

1. I haven't tested this for all the fonts or all versions of PS/Adobe, 'Akshar Unicode' and 'Noto sans' is working.
2. I've heard that professor B. M. Sreekantayya also a popular poet and novelist thought of fonts like "ಕನನ್ ಡ" when he had to design kannada fonts for typewritters back in the days.

pulp kandanthe ulidavaru fiction

2014-09-02T12:32:00.003-07:00

When i first watched ulidavaru kandanthe, i do remember trying to tilt my head to left to read out the name in the chit that was shown to munna [alias pranayaraja] by balu [alias huli]. I managed to read the second word "wallace" it already felt like i was missing something there, but then i was in good company that day in the theater and did not bother much.

5 days later, a morning, when i was brushing something brought me a smile on my face all of a sudden. A prediction ! If only it could be "marsellus wallace". if only the first name i missed was "marsellus" how epic could that be to relate it to "pulp fiction" !! It seemed only like a formality to wait for a personal copy of the movie to confirm the name... there were other things that were dancing right in my face..
1. the style of narration every fan of 'quentin tarantino' chapterwise story telling.
2. the mystery 'macguffin' that drives both the movies.
3. the prevalent conspiracy theories around the suitcase in the 'pulp fiction'

This looks like a total fan-boy job Mr. Rakshith shetty. admire your work and sense of music.. all of your team. Really nice of you to give this special connection to pulp fiction fans. keep more stuff coming.

Doubt: I am not really sure, if 'raghu' steals and runs with it to Mr. Wallace or it is 'dinesh' that smuggles secretly.

I suspect: The yakshagana prasanga at shankar poojari's house in the background, the bhagavatha says something about madvacharya loosing some kind of vigraha on a ship. I am not sure if this was an intentional clue or i am just 'seeing things' :P could this be the origin of the artifact in U.K. and the suitcase in pulp fiction. ?

Declaration: really liked the portrayal of the Democracy and pranaya raja !

"what am i supposed to feel ?"

2014-08-25T11:20:00.000-07:00

Everything feels so real, those lumps of relationships that are formed in the fabric of our lives. Those loops of thoughts that keep us thinking from end to end, they only look like perfectly perceivable logical problems, but they are paradoxes. Only run inside of our brains as a state vector of things, no, they only seem to be a kind of operator upon our basis. Emotions is the usual word.

Emotions appear so real. My confusions, my pain, joy, everything. The time until you are caught with them, the look like they are twisting your view of the world. But all it finally takes is a little diversion, a sudden change to shake it off of you. To make it look like a passing cloud, this is so beautiful. So, i imagine, the difference between different kinds of people is just their thoughts per second and in the direction they are wired to.

I feel so limited today. to express what i wish to. God darn, ashamed of the way the second paragraph is written. I will stop this post here... for now..

[might be continued..]

Abstract living and the courage

2014-04-05T09:29:00.001-07:00

I yelled out today "Random/abstractness is the true nature of the universe, pattern is for the weaklings"

The rage felt good, i wish i could forget everything else, but the mind remained inquisitive about what i had just uttered. Was the statement correct in the domain of boldly jumping into the life not bothering if you get lemon or orange ? or did i mean pattern is just getting used to the randomness, was my mind deep enough to say that ?

your comments not welcome on this post :P sorry, just wrote this to get a clearer picture of things. good day.

Blissful yoga

2014-02-04T10:47:00.000-08:00

Here is the formula for bliss in yoga, i say from my experience:

1. Clearly know what you are doing: this will reduce the amount of thought you put in designing next move or deciding the next asana. Creative/ inquisitive thoughts are good, but can very soon generate the feeling of doubt. If it helps write down the order of the asanas that you are going to do.

Before going to the next point: we must understand what we do when we meditate.
Your mind is nothing but a good monkey that is ready to listen, but in search of the right guru ! You cant' but reach your mind, for it is untouchable [infact the idea of reaching it will generate ideas about the duality of mind and self and further complicate]. We observe our breath, we let the body do what it wants and we just observes it as a pure observer. [at least that is the kind of meditation i do, and i talk of this because i believe that this might in general cover other methods; my apologies]
A posture that is least harmful to the body is chosen, for sitting for long hours. Then observing from the inside, from the minds' eye the changes to our body, it is like all the voluntary actions retiring to admire all the involuntary ones. breathing, the pumping heart that asks for no gratitude, pulsating body with the flow of blood. You go on to observe, nothing great happens, things are very distinctively elegant. You eventually feel them all syncing, beautifully,
you can observe how many times the heart pounds before you take another breath.
you can observe how slowly that number is falling.
you can observe how slowly your thoughts per second are reducing
you can observer not observing anything atall, unlike a protocol, you find yourself just being aware.
the meaning of the word observer now starts to differ from the word aware. You start to realize that being aware is not an action but an effort less state [those who have followed newton, try and relate awareness to an inertial state, meaning a body can be in that state without requiring any external effort.]
Soon your mind starts to calm, collect and settle down. Soon you realize that your monkey has actually learn to something. Learnt something, out of nothing, out of not doing anything, out of not seeking to learn.
You have essentially connected your body to your mind. the streamlined body has only done its job like it is meant to. but the kind of mimicking mind that we have has set that UN-bothered flow of the body into the mind. [those who follow electromagnetic induction, realize that this is like an electric current, without even touching, just by its decent flowing, has induced a magnetic field in the receiving body] Peace has been attained.
Meditation is mind receiving lessons from the body, unlike the usual control of the body by mind.

2. Place your mind in your breath and feel your body: Almost all the asanas designed from the first masters have stages/postures that we need to go through. We inhale and exhale alternatively while performing these postures. If meditation just observers the natural rhythm of the body, sewing yoga with assigned breathing will try to train that rhythm of the body itself. Yoga practices us to take breath at right places of physical movement. Yoga rightly structures the co ordination of body movement and breathing, and this is all is stamina about !
The second point is to be clearly aware about your inhalation and exhalation, it is best to feel your body move. Identify and avoid if you are doing any inhalation or exhalation longer than others.

3. Do not force yourself: there might have been situations where you were encouraged to use all the grit you can gather, say, athletics, a fight or something.. but do not push yourself is the mantra. Your flexibility will increase naturally. but gradually. Try to keep each of your movement like a poetry. Streamlined, do not worry about weight issues, you do not have to wreak your nerves or sweat to the floor. Yoga is not for mediocre benefits like that, but one can be assured that all the wordly goals are attainable once the mind seasons with atleast 2 months of yoga.

4. most important: Do the asanas with proper breathing.. It is best to learn to from a teacher.

General Instructions: It is advised to have a regular place of meditation daily. A private setup with good amount of air and natural light might be best.

Good luck, stay blissful.

Exam time realizations !

2013-11-23T04:34:00.003-08:00

When in team, arrange yourselves like bosons and work not like fermions !! --- Exam time Realizations !

You are welcome to line-up your exam time realizations.

A Riddle from Santha shishunaala shareefa

2013-03-09T10:57:00.003-08:00

A Poet philosopher who lived, enjoyed his life and left repercussions in the minds around him hundreds or years ago, to this day most of us are huge fans; receiving the waves he created then !
santha shishunaala sharifh saheba; was an icon of religious integrity, icon of "tathava pada" His songs do not just take birth from the surface of his brain, they originate as a result of his affair with the eternal bliss. Seeing the other side of the river yet being so connected with the people around him, sharifajja motivates for a lot many things.
He talks about thamburi, music instuments, he sings about the very usual, unrewarded daily chores that we all undertake and points out an entirely a new dimension. Every time i come back to his cave and listen to his songs i discover a new meaning; a version 2.0 for every revisit ! but the song that i am going to share with you all now, is the one that i am not able to crack atall. for years now, this song has kindled me right in the face. now i seek your help in decoding this song.

Below this; i have attempted to write down the lyrics, try and solve this riddle.

ಸವಾಲೊಂದು ನಿನ್ನ ಮ್ಯಾಲ ಶಾಹಿ ರಖೆ ॥
ಸವಾಲೊಂದು ನಿನ್ನ ಮ್ಯಾಲ ಶಾಹಿ ರಖೆ ॥
ಬಯಲು ಅಲಾವಿಗೆ ನವಿಲು ಕುಣಿದು ನಿಂತು,
ತೈಲವಿಲ್ಲದ ಜ್ಯೋತಿ, ತೈಲವಿಲ್ಲದ ಜ್ಯೋತಿ ಬೆಲಕುಮದೇನದಿ;

ಬಂಡಿ ಗಾಲಿಯ ಬುಡಕ, ಬೆಂಕಿಯ ಹಚಿತ್ತು.
ಪುಂಡಯಜೀದನ, ಕುಂಡಿಯ ಉರಿದಿತ್ತು !

ತಾಗುತಿನೋಳಗೊಂದು ತಗದಿನ್ ಹಸ್ತವಕಂಡು;
ಮೆಹೆಬೂಬೆ ಶಿಶುನಾಳ ಧೀಶಗ ನಗಿ ಬಂತು. ॥
ಸವಾಲೊಂದು ನಿನ್ನ ಮ್ಯಾಲ ಶಾಹಿ ರಖೆ ॥

Tune into the some Science news !

2013-03-09T10:27:00.001-08:00

Gathering information about science and chatting about it all day is typically how most of my day goes.. The Science club is the name that we have given to a platform meant to share our geek chatter with the rest of the world. Its the initiative taken up by me and my buddy Sundar bharadwaj, we release weekly podcast; science news and a review of a research paper.. Naming our podcast is a very interesting part for us. We kinda enjoy the spontaneity of talking physics into microphones, sometimes we do edit off some parts; so far the feedback is very encouraging and we thank our listeners for it.

Physics, Biotech, medical.. we are open to all the branches of science. Also, lately the podcasting house is growing into many colors and with a lot many new members.
We have a dedicated section for questions and discussions, your question will be answered in the episode of the following week.
Make sure you listen to our podcast and leave your feedback !
The Science club has planned a lot many activities in the near future, grab the feed of the blog today ;)

I Ride !

2013-01-02T05:55:00.003-08:00

I have developed this new hobby, i am cycling around the city anywhere i have to go... Carrying the full tool kit in my back-pack traveling 50-60 kms a day, being prepared to fix anything that can go wrong. Making humble and small innovative adjustments to the device to make the ride comfortable are giving me that rusty feel, and i am finding some joy in it !
This video was shot on my phone on one of my journeys to the Bangalore University. and the song is by "sons of science"

Some thoughts on 'The Life of Pi'

2013-01-01T11:09:00.003-08:00

Sometimes we are ripped off our shell of fantasy that we have woven around ourselves, the ones we love and look upto are taken away, we are thrown into the most hostile and weirdest situations possible ! you may even be stranded in the middle of the ocean sharing a life-boat with a man-eater !! who knows, what life, while high on crystal meth could get us into....
You may initially tell yourself "so, this is how it ends" but not yet, you still have a boat. realizing that you still are alive, is a reason that is enough to be more than happy and bounce back !
Suddenly the 100 percent death situation looks like a 50-50 survival chance, it is something to understand that it is your choice now. it has always been... you are now challenged ! death personified -Benagal Tiger and a survival boat, it is upto you to make something out of it. At this moment, you are very far from realizing that fear of death kept you as much alive as the life saver boat did !!

You are now, facing the situation with great courage and you will start to mould into a stronger person. This is the fire where great men are forged. You start to see solutions, as they start sailing towards you. Most of them come with a price, most of them aren't as of the tranquility you are looking for.. one needs to compromise his dignity yielding to such solutions. Desperate are those who embrace this.

It is told that the best solution comes to you, if awaited patiently and peacefully. Not quitting for the sake of material benefits. Be brave to take a few more hits from the chisel, you will shall be carved better. The problem leaves you when it is time and you are ripe enough. it wont look back !!
While all this is underwent, onlookers see something else.
One arrives to see that people believe what they want, from what 'actually happened'
But the truth is, despite being present there even you believed what you wanted !!
you are irrational, all it matters is how many decimals are you willing to get down to.

Photosynth

2012-04-29T11:32:00.000-07:00

Much introduction to photosynth is not needed, its the dawn of 3D photoraphy and will soon be popularized by social networking sites. With the microsoft to its back, though slow it will be implemented to its fullest. For now, enjoy this photosynth of Mysore palace in ways you want and keep a look for my own upcoming synths... :D

Ode to Brain

2012-03-26T19:31:00.000-07:00

Welcome to the poetry of modern day.. :) symphony of science series is a project of John D Boswell. Wonderfully edited 14 such videos are around the globe released. It feels great to listen to the classics of science lectures so well blended with melody. find them here, on the official Symphony of science website or on their youtube channel melodysheep. I like it when Taylor says "information in the form of energy... streams in ! in the form of energy, simultaneously" :)
(Carl Sagan's lyrics written by Carl Sagan, Ann Druyan and Steven Soter)

[Robert Winston] It's amazing to consider that I'm holding in my hands The place where someone once felt, thought, and loved For centuries, scientists have been battling to understand What this unappealing object is all about

[Vilayanur Ramachandran] Here is this mass of jelly You can hold in the palm of your hands And it can contemplate the vastness of interstellar space

[Carl Sagan] The brain has evolved from the inside out It's structure reflects all the stages through which it has passed

[Jill Bolte Taylor] Information in the form of energy Streams in simultaneously Through all of our sensory systems And then it explodes into this enormous collage Of what this present moment looks like What it feels like And what it sounds like And then it explodes into this enormous collage And in this moment we are perfect We are whole and we are beautiful

[Robert Winston] It appears rather gruesome Wrinkled like a walnut, and with the consistency of mushroom

[Carl Sagan] What we know is encoded in cells called neurons And there are something like a hundred trillion neural connections This intricate and marvelous network of neurons has been called An enchanted loom The neurons store sounds too, and snatches of music Whole orchestras play inside our heads 20 million volumes worth of information Is inside the heads of every one of us The brain is a very big place In a very small space No longer at the mercy of the reptile brain We can change ourselves Think of the possibilities

[Bill Nye] Think of your brain as a newspaper Think of all the information it can store But it doesn't take up too much room Because it's folded

[Oliver sacks] We see with the eyes But we see with the brain as well And seeing with the brain Is often called imagination

[Various]
[Robert Winston] It is the most mysterious part of the human body And yet it dominates the way we live our adult lives It is the brain

The Stroke of Insight

2012-03-26T06:58:00.001-07:00

Think of all those people who have extra ordinary experiences in life, wonder how many of them are well informed as what they are undergoing. Think how many of them survive the bliss and can comprehend it. How many such fortunate beings have you heard of ?? Jill bolte taylor is one name that i can't ever forget !! I don wanna talk much.. How many neuro-biologists get an opportunity to study themselves inside out. This i think brings spirituality close to science. The angels, gods and demons and unique out of body experiences now make perfect sense medically. They are just bundle of information processed at that moment. just a hallucination for others, but UNIVERSAL TRUTH for the person.

General Relativity and the Einstein equations

2012-03-25T12:53:00.000-07:00

I just feel i got promoted from inertial from to accelerated frame.. My research on special relativity have made way to the realm of general relativity. I now feel that, my answers to some unsolved questions of special relativity lie in general relativity and electromagnetism. As soon as i realised this, i was in search for a perfect mathematical fundamental book about general relativity. Popular science books have stopped being sweet for me, they no longer kindle my passion they now frustrate me! yeah they do.. you know what i am talking about if you what i am talking about !! That is when i found this book, i had my hand always layed on a book of James B. Hartle known as "Gravity: An Introduction to General relativity". but some how ended up with this book. Gonna start reading this very moment. Well, the prize on Amazon, Flipkart, Rediff, what-not.. were never less than 6 Thousand Indian Rupees. well that was upsetting. but thanks to EBOOKEE as usual ! here you find the link DOWNLOAD [click on the capitalized download] to a free ebook. If you are flexible to read it from a softcopy like me, you will appreciate the benefits of internet ;)

Little Buddha

2012-03-12T12:11:00.000-07:00

This is yet another awesome movie that i always relish... such complete delivery of the substance blended with the melody. -- I never expected to see Keanu Reeves in the role of Gautama Buddha. Little Buddha was release in 1993.

The Life of Buddha

2012-03-12T11:30:00.000-07:00

What do i say.. i just stare at the statue of buddha on my desk thinking what can i possibly say about the enlightened one ! He is that guy who showed the world much more evolved form of existence. Avatar's of Vishnu that is believed to have come time-to-time updated the way we understood religion and restored its true spirit, though changing the mere methods. Siddhartha Gautama Buddha is the one who could comprehend the way the nature works and become the nature itself. He did not meditate on any god. he did not follow any meditation technique that would require a seeker to make initial assumptions, Blindly. He reached nirvana just in search of answers.. He chose to be known as a teacher than a god and his teachings a route to enlightenment rather than religion. Gautama buddha was not a miracle, he was answers. He did not make the impossible happen and gathered people who are looking for material benefits. His life was a simple. I thank heenayaana clan of buddhists for not following what buddha preached and indulging in idol worship, i am thankful for the history they have carried about Gautama. --A BBC made documentary.

First visuals of Jhari.

2012-02-28T04:44:00.000-08:00

The first visuals of Jhari -eco friendly resort over the official theme music of Rashi theme resorts is here !! Dive into the peace valley of Chandradrona parvatha. Theighty legendary mountain takes Jhari into her cradle. Don't forget that i blogged it first.... ;)

Video Credits: Shekhar sirin, Music: shivling

2.. spooky for 2D.

2012-02-24T12:17:00.001-08:00

All those optical illusions that make a 2D picture look like a cool intelligent video....
I believe no picture is a picture, our mind creates a small video of length (+/-) 'dt' amount of time. This is why a picture of a smile or a cry means a lot to us. But just for once, try to think that the person posing in that picture has deformed his face into a certain fashion. [laugh/cry] ignore the fact that you know what those emotions are. It starts to feel so stupid about the charming model.
In these kind of pictures, the movement in eyeball is the key. one may observe that the spooky action increases when we hover our eyes over the picture. We will be tricked to think that the movie has moved somemore frames. With my little practice of meditation, given some time I am able stop this thing. try raising your face towards ceiling and see the picture through your barely open eyes the motion appears to come rest. this is simply because that the eye movement will be very minimum there.

Samurai chops a bullets with his Katana !!

2012-02-11T10:04:00.001-08:00

This is so awesome.. !! Stan Lee's Superhumans Originally aired on The History Channel comes up with the real-life Samurai from Osaka, Japan. ISAO MACHII. This master of martial arts, chops a pellet from a BB Gun, that flies to him. A BB Gun has an average speed of 457.2 kmph of speed. The size of the pellet used here is 4.5 mm in diameter. The shooter stands at 100m far from The Samurai, this virtually gives the master 0.78 second for the reaction. It should be noted that a normal human rection time is 0.3 second.
Now, lets do the math !!
In the hand of an expert shooter and trivial recoil like that of a simple BB Gun, we can easily expect an inch at 100m length [this is an angular measure]. Here, in the first case.. there is no specific target that is placed and agreed to aim at. So, with all this data i will assume that the area where the bullet could be expected is inside an area of the circle of diameter 3 ft. [ = 0.6567 square meter ]. diameter of a BB Gun pellet is 4.5 mm. This makes the placement of the bullet in its real place a one in 41301.8868 shot [simply calculated the probalility, just kept it simple for many conditions] at the least !
Average width of a traditonal soul-ful katana is 0.7112 cm. The way the ISAO MACHII draws from the sword cover everytime makes is ever harder to accurately draw it to a particular point in space. OK, i don wanna pose more. I don even know what is the probability of getting this right ! It could be one in say 10s.
This multiplied with the above 41 thousand number will make it a ONE IN A MILLION SHOT. Now enjoy the video.

Stan Lee's [who needs no much introduction] SuperHumans is a very interesting programme there are a lot of videos that are gonna shortly make it to my collection. keep watching.
Thanks to Daniel Browning Smith who himself is pretty awesome :)

I just wonder, how many more such giant talents yet stay hidden considering most martial knowledge is kept and practiced in secret. Hats off to those who have pushed the human limits and been a source of inspiration to millions like me.

The extent of our known universe..

2012-02-10T11:22:00.000-08:00

Here, i found a very nice simulated universe correct to scales.. and the team has taken care to correctly put the orbits of the artificial sattelites.

Another interesting point is, we must note how far in scale is our farthest sent radio signals, one more point against all those extra terrestrial enthusiasts. Its a wonder how less we know in the vast stretch of [ c*13.6 billion years ].

The team:

Visualization software: Uniview by SCISS
Director: Carter Emmart
Curator: Ben R. Oppenhiemer
Producer: Michael Hoffman
Executive Producer: Rosamond Kinzler
Manager: Brian Abbot
Music: Suke Cerulo

Calibre E-book Management

2012-02-02T20:53:00.000-08:00

One of my long term partner in crime is Calibre - Ebook management system. it was the time i was looking for a search tool to find a single book from the thousands of books i have in my computer. i am comfortable with e-books unlike few of my friends and a software like calibre was just what i wanned. it was and always has been great fun with calibre untill now !
hear it from the creator KOVID GOYAL !! have fun...

king sidhartha

2012-01-15T11:05:00.000-08:00

Give this a thought... if Shuddhodana [father of prince siddhartha who later became the great lord buddha] had presented joy and sorrow of the world equally to siddhartha. He might not have left his house in search of his answers. however, he still had great lengths to travel deep into himself but he would have stayed a king.

nothing much have changed for him.. but we would have had an 'enlightened king'

i was searching for this from long....

2012-01-14T08:41:00.000-08:00

I first heard this chanting as a playback for an "aghori video" it was pretty popular in those days. time was when i used to carry this in my phone and used to get inspired by the powerful beats and chanting. i get inspired by any achiever/sadhakas. well, after that i wanned to have this mp3 on my phone from long. found it finally. amidst all those self tagged "awesome, best, exclusive, latest, original, superb, watnot" videos on youtube.

i see red indian pictures in this video, i don know how that relates.

all are going commercial and global...

2012-01-14T08:39:00.000-08:00

i heard about some NGO and their working pattern today. felt bad, manipulation and making money is the motto. well they do serve, but the share to what they squander is very ugly, mafia is the word that could be used.

1. the solution to this ?? make sure the money you donate to reach till the end benificiary.
2.even better solution ?? service ! donate time along/instead of money. that is best.
3.don't have much time, but still want to do your little part ?? you don't have to reach your hands too far, start from around you ! people, places and things around you also need attention.

going global and commercial is good but it is a kind of bio-magnification too. small errors multiply to makeup for a blunder. NGOs are also needed to cover many international issues. just think and be discrete, you guys are good at that :D

whos in your brain?

2011-11-13T10:48:00.000-08:00

today, now.. i am exploding with waves of possibilities in my brain. my nerve cells are connecting restlessly. i am told, in meditation that we need not try to suppress thoughts by actually trying to. thus you actually give more attention to it. voicing out my current state is just one such possibility that my brain is giving me. why i chose this out of many others ? maybe that is what came in the most probable region. to say 'i chose' i don't even know who among all those synapse connections is 'ME' !
i have a history of hyper ventilation. right now my vessels are high in pressure. high in blood i am killing my tissues, i don't know why.. but all i know is i am transforming myself. why? i don't know...
from long i am wondering, how would a hallucination feel ? from the inside, is it like a dream? i have developed a talent to distinguish between a dream and reality. 'i' come online inside my dream and tell myself that it is a dream, thats another story. can i distinguish between a hallucination and reality like the the dream? when buddha was asked by a seeker, whether it is true that there are heaven and hell. and gods n demons. is it true that there are things like 'mara' and his army of demons? he asked with wide open pupils that weather he can see them too ? would buddha be willing to show him all that, if he be his followers. lord [who prefered being called a teacher], ironically again.. 'lord' buddha then spoke. he said that he doesn't know, he will not show him all that. but he can give what a seeker needs. he can satisfy the urge that triggered the curiosity. that is how my curiosity about hallucination is. all my earthly mind needs is some attention. given that, no matter how deep is the urge or love towards anything, it just subsides. thats is just how deep our ego is.
i realised something recently, we are all already in hallucination ! continiously. what ever we think and talk or emotions are just connections between brain cells. the pattern we see. the colours. the depth perception all that are just few strengthen connections by repeated tracing, which means we are more prone to think that way. here is where talk about prejudices. whatever you are looking at, are picked up by your sense organs and done some FFTs and is perceived in a way how we are seeing. its a myth that we are inside this room. suppose if i, for some reason start to see the colour which i call as yellow as which you call red. will we be able to figure it out ever ?? i guess not. no, is what i think now. there could be something in this room that our sense organs are also not evolved to pick up. that is not our reality. that simply do not exist. those who have seen the movie source code can understand this very well. from outside we are just bundle of neurons that is supplied energy and food. but that brain of just 1.4 kg lives in an illusion that it lives in wherever it thinks it is ! we are not even one person who lives inside our bodies. i have a little set of neurons that is saying that i don't have patience to finish this article. we all think very ideally, atleast we think we do. but most of us fail to live so ideally. thats because of these others that live within us. we are sparks of sodium and potassium ions. each of our personalities a window to think in its way. but what comes out... is average of it all. thats why most of us are failures in reality. our hardware is in a shared network that can be be simultaneously commanded. and also hangup cause of multiple commands. i am not able to digest the fact that i am average of so many things in me. we are on so strict terms on privacy. we mark our boundaries so well. but we so messed up inside believe me!
to find my soul, is to bring it all under one command. to enlightenment is to getting off the illusion that there is a line of command atall....