<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:blogger='http://schemas.google.com/blogger/2008' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd="http://schemas.google.com/g/2005" xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2894899804533253969</id><updated>2026-06-30T09:57:54.983-04:00</updated><category term="Gattsu25"/><category term="Announcement"/><category term="Code"/><category term="Coding"/><category term="Eddie"/><category term="Games"/><category term="Programming"/><category term="Python"/><category term="Python2"/><category term="Python3"/><category term="Thoughts"/><category term="Trayvon"/><category term="Xasio"/><title type='text'>Gattsu&#39;s Journal</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default?redirect=false'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Gattsu</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10282764938486693883</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>11</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>25</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2894899804533253969.post-2382882261866636403</id><published>2015-08-19T22:17:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2015-08-19T22:17:24.002-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Code"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Coding"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Gattsu25"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Programming"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Python"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Python2"/><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Python3"/><title type='text'>Some Python</title><content type='html'>&lt;div dir=&quot;ltr&quot; style=&quot;text-align: left;&quot; trbidi=&quot;on&quot;&gt;
&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Still here.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Checking out some programming.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Decided on Python. &amp;nbsp;Don&#39;t ask.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Started on &lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;Learn Python The Hard Way&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt; &lt;span style=&quot;font-size: xx-small;&quot;&gt;(&lt;a href=&quot;http://learnpythonthehardway.org/&quot;&gt;http://learnpythonthehardway.org/&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/span&gt; and got up to &lt;a href=&quot;http://learnpythonthehardway.org/book/ex39.html&quot;&gt;Chapter 39&lt;/a&gt;. &amp;nbsp;It&#39;s pretty great and I highly recommend people check it out. &amp;nbsp;It&#39;s totally free and you can support the creator either through those previous links or by buying the book &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00FGUS948/ref=as_li_tl?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=390957&amp;amp;creativeASIN=B00FGUS948&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;tag=gattssjour-20&amp;amp;linkId=JLTG7PXBBZKXHK4M&quot;&gt;on Amazon&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Around that time I picked up &lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Learning Python&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt; and have been reading through it as well to get some more background on exactly how the program I wrote in LPTHW CH39 even worked. &amp;nbsp;Learning Python also gives me some perspective on the differences between Python 2.x and Python 3.x.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Also, started writing programs and scripts to help my do my job, which is nice.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Things are good, if not a bit busy.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Sorry for not stopping by my own...spot...more often.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Anyway, I highly recommend you guys give Python a whirl. &amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Learn Python The Hard Way&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt; is actually a pretty great introduction to the language and is free if you go to their site. &amp;nbsp;&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;Learning Python&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt; is a fairly detailed deep dive into learning the language and why it works the way it does.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;And, as always, there are some fantastic (and free) training resources and tutorials available on the Python website:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Python 3:&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href=&quot;https://docs.python.org/3/tutorial/&quot;&gt;https://docs.python.org/3/tutorial/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Python 2:&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href=&quot;https://docs.python.org/2/tutorial/&quot;&gt;https://docs.python.org/2/tutorial/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Give it a go.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;As I&#39;m sure many of you are also doing this week I have been playing a lot of &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00BGA9Y3W/ref=as_li_tl?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=390957&amp;amp;creativeASIN=B00BGA9Y3W&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;tag=gattssjour-20&amp;amp;linkId=7JCXYICJ26HBHXZT&quot;&gt;Destiny&lt;/a&gt;. I&#39;m enjoying the game and that&#39;s the problem:&amp;nbsp; I can already see the beginning of the end when it comes to my enjoyment of this game and it&#39;s complicating my current enjoyment.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;That said, I&#39;m still loving the gameplay.&amp;nbsp; I enjoy the feel
 of the arsenal.&amp;nbsp; I enjoy the Halo-style encounters that I&#39;m placed in 
and the close calls that I only barely survived due to some split second
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;However, unlike the Halo
 games the gameplay parameters do not feel perfectly crafted and tuned.&amp;nbsp;
 A layer of randomization has been added over everything: the number of 
hits needed to take down an enemy is no longer a product of impeccable 
balance but is now the byproduct of hundreds of dice rolls.&amp;nbsp; When was the last time the game gave me a suitable upgrade for my gear?&amp;nbsp; What are the stats on my primary weapon?&amp;nbsp; What is the level difference between the enemy and myself?&amp;nbsp; Which enemies did the game decide to spawn in at this time?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;I
 touched on this before but some of the best gameplay experiences in 
Halo are the result of the constrained resource management that game 
forces you into on the harder difficulty settings.&amp;nbsp; I still remember 
running low on ammo and having to master the alien Needler, a weapon 
that I previously avoided, and quickly finding that it was fantastic in a
 variety of situations.&amp;nbsp; That kind of discovery is not possible in 
Destiny as you bring your arsenal with you.&amp;nbsp; Without this avenue of 
improvisational tactics adjustments, I can see myself cooling on the gameplay quicker than I would with the typical Halo game.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;I&#39;m also noticing a very stringent pattern in the story missions of the game: run to location, hold box to Tyrion, and then fight off waves of enemies.&amp;nbsp; Rinse, lather, repeat.&amp;nbsp; Eventually I&#39;ll reach a location that has a backing soundtrack and then I fight a boss. Mission end.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;This pattern has held true for every mission that I&#39;ve encountered so far, though I am still somewhat early in the campaign.&amp;nbsp; Normally, this sort of by-the-numbers story mission design would have dissuaded me from continuing but this game has a few structural differences that lend it some needed longevity.&amp;nbsp; This is due to the structure of this game being much closer to &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00005RCR0/ref=as_li_tl?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=390957&amp;amp;creativeASIN=B00005RCR0&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;tag=gattssjour-20&amp;amp;linkId=RT6WFO4UA6442W2P&quot;&gt;Phantasy Star Online&lt;/a&gt; than any other modern console action that I can think of.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;You have a central hub world where you can accept challenges, buy gear from vendors, identify items, and store/retrieve items from your bank.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;You head off to one of several larger world areas on a set of predefined missions and based on the mission that you select you are taken through various configurations of each area.&amp;nbsp; These configurations affect the path through the level you will take, which groups of enemies you will encounter, and the bosses you will fight.&amp;nbsp; Along the way you will collect loot in the form of armor and weapons dropped by enemies, &lt;strike&gt;techniques (similar to spells only using a type of magic called &quot;sci fi tech&quot;) that can augment the way you play the game, consumable items that will buff you in ways that drastically change your tactics for a limited time, recovery items that will give you a leg up in combat, items that you can slot into your gear to alter the properties of your equipment,&lt;/strike&gt; and currency.&amp;nbsp; Whoops, seems like most of that stuff is missing in Destiny.&amp;nbsp; Instead I have the opportunity to &lt;i&gt;grind factional reputation&lt;/i&gt;.&amp;nbsp; *sigh*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;Therein lies the rub:&amp;nbsp; while this game, structurally, reminds me of Phantasy Star Online it is lacking that game&#39;s fantastic item drop variety.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;I enjoy playing this game, but I&#39;m not sure how much longer I will be saying that.&amp;nbsp; How many more days do I have before I decide to load up another game instead for just one night?&amp;nbsp; How long after that before I forget that I still have Destiny installed?&amp;nbsp; I feel these are questions that I shouldn&#39;t be asking but I&#39;m asking them, anyway.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;I know I will quit this game, sooner rather than later.&amp;nbsp; Until then, I&#39;ll continue to have fun playing Destiny.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;I wasn&#39;t sure exactly how I should handle this.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Questlove of the Roots eloquently expressed himself when he said that the verdict showed how little he was worth:&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://nymag.com/daily/intelligencer/2013/07/questlove-trayvon-martin-and-i-aint-shit.html&quot;&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;http://nymag.com/daily/intelligencer/2013/07/questlove-trayvon-martin-and-i-aint-shit.html&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;What do I say? &amp;nbsp;Not sure..&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;I know that the weight of the present is on top of our shoulders, pressing down. &amp;nbsp;This is a weight that is felt by some but not all. &amp;nbsp;It is an invisible and, at times, you get used to it and forget that it is even there. &amp;nbsp;However, there is always an incident to snap you back into reality. &amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;You stand less tall than others as a result of the burden weighing you down. &amp;nbsp;You &lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;are&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt; less.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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The weight of the past? &amp;nbsp;That doesn&#39;t exist anymore.. now does it? &lt;br /&gt;
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The past and the present.. &amp;nbsp;Oh, how they intertwine..&lt;/div&gt;
</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/feeds/229807216877094348/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment/fullpage/post/2894899804533253969/229807216877094348' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/229807216877094348'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/229807216877094348'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/2013/07/wrestling-with-weight-of-present.html' title='Wrestling with the Weight of the Present'/><author><name>Gattsu</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10282764938486693883</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2894899804533253969.post-3933765432999618969</id><published>2013-06-21T15:44:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2013-06-21T15:44:04.235-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Bessie</title><content type='html'>&lt;div dir=&quot;ltr&quot;&gt;
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The door was cracked open as  ma went out earlier.&lt;/div&gt;
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The storm they heard of on  the radio really was coming, and it mad the sky look like it was  having a funeral for the sun.   &lt;/div&gt;
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The porch creaked underneath  her big&#39;ol feet.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Bessie is that you?&quot; Ma  called out to her.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Yes ma it&#39;s me.&quot; She  replied.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Well, why are you  sneaking like some thief?&quot; Ma scolded her.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;donno ma.&quot; She replied  to ma.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Well, you know I love  ya?&quot; Ma called out in a softer tone.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;I know ma.&quot; She told  ma.&lt;/div&gt;
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She took a few more steps  outside and she saw ma rocking in that old rocker.   &lt;/div&gt;
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Ma had pa&#39;s old shooter on  her lap.   &lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Bessie you know I love  ya?&quot; ma called out to her gripping pa&#39;s shooter.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;I know ma.&quot; She told  ma.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Well, why are out &#39;ere  for?&quot; Ma asked her.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Well, I wanted to play.&quot;  She told ma.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Get inside and play.&quot;  Ma told her.&lt;/div&gt;
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Bessie went over to bush  right in front of their cabin that a snake moved into.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Bessie.&quot; Ma called out  to her.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Bessie!&quot; Ma called  again.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;BESSIE!&quot;  Ma yelled out  to her.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Yes ma?&quot; She replied  back to ma.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;What ya doing by that  bush?&quot; Ma called out.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;I&#39;m just playing.&quot; She  told ma.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;You better not be playing  wit&#39; no snake.&quot; Ma called out.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;But, ma it aint bad.&quot;  She told ma.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Bessie get inside!&quot;  Ma  yelled at her.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;But, ma the snake aint  bad.&quot; She told ma.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;What y&#39;all color folk  doing out &#39;ere?&quot; A man said to them.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Get away from my girl!&quot;  Ma yelled at the two men.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Aint no reason to point  that at us.&quot; The man wearing denim overalls and blonde hair said.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Yeah aint no reason.&quot;  The man white shirt stained brown and brunette hair said.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;I know who you are!&quot; Ma  told the men.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;What, are you going to  shoot us?&quot; The blonde man asked ma.&lt;/div&gt;
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She heard a loud bang and  smoke come from pa&#39;s gun when she suddenly felt a hot syrup rain on  her.&lt;/div&gt;
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All she could do was cry as  she saw the blonde man fall to ground trying to tell her something.&lt;/div&gt;
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The other man ran for his  life, but ma was good shot, and she saw mist spray from his head as  ma shot him down.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Bessie.&quot; Ma called out  to her.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;Bessie!&quot; Ma called  again.&lt;/div&gt;
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&quot;BESSIE!&quot; Ma yelled out  to her.&lt;/div&gt;
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&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;I&#39;m one of the new contributors on this blog. &amp;nbsp;Hopefully this means that the blog will be updated at a faster rate than before. &amp;nbsp;We all know that glaciers move slowly ;)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;
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</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/feeds/8426193834335383272/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment/fullpage/post/2894899804533253969/8426193834335383272' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/8426193834335383272'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/8426193834335383272'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/2013/06/new-blog-contributors.html' title='New Blog Contributors'/><author><name>Xasio</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/02532212786221990275</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2894899804533253969.post-4359025223843116849</id><published>2012-04-07T17:50:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2012-04-07T17:51:27.633-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Tough Times Ahead</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style=&quot;font-family: inherit;&quot;&gt;I&#39;ve been reading through&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B000FBFO8C/ref=as_li_ss_tl?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=gattssjour-20&amp;amp;linkCode=as2&amp;amp;camp=1789&amp;amp;creative=390957&amp;amp;creativeASIN=B000FBFO8C&quot;&gt;China Mieville&#39;s Perdido Street Station&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; height=&quot;1&quot; src=&quot;http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=gattssjour-20&amp;amp;l=as2&amp;amp;o=1&amp;amp;a=B000FBFO8C&quot; style=&quot;border: none !important; margin: 0px !important;&quot; width=&quot;1&quot; /&gt; after previously putting the book down and it&#39;s an interesting story. &amp;nbsp;The author has a great way of making every single thing he writes about feel dirty, used, and wretched. &lt;br /&gt;
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I haven&#39;t finished the book yet but what I have read is now pretty engaging. &amp;nbsp;Multiple story threads are starting to intermingle and no pleasant outcome seems likely. &amp;nbsp;It&#39;s only fitting that this book ends on a down note.</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/feeds/4359025223843116849/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment/fullpage/post/2894899804533253969/4359025223843116849' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/4359025223843116849'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/4359025223843116849'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/2012/04/tough-times-ahead.html' title='Tough Times Ahead'/><author><name>Gattsu</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10282764938486693883</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2894899804533253969.post-5942503045424173412</id><published>2012-01-07T22:57:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2012-01-07T22:57:15.787-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Of New Years and Better Times</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;Well, the new year is here and I&#39;m still around.&amp;nbsp; Haven&#39;t done much writing lately.&amp;nbsp; Also haven&#39;t done much reading.&amp;nbsp; &lt;/p&gt; &lt;p&gt;I will update you all later on.&amp;nbsp; &lt;/p&gt; &lt;p&gt;Pretty consumed by work, as I always seem to be at this time if year.&lt;/p&gt; &lt;p&gt;Later.&lt;/p&gt;  Sent from my Kindle Fire</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/feeds/5942503045424173412/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment/fullpage/post/2894899804533253969/5942503045424173412' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/5942503045424173412'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/5942503045424173412'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/2012/01/of-new-years-and-better-times.html' title='Of New Years and Better Times'/><author><name>Gattsu</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10282764938486693883</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2894899804533253969.post-8260152278615701651</id><published>2011-08-09T01:27:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-08-09T01:27:32.929-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Reading slowly...</title><content type='html'>I am slowly reading through &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/Dance-Dragons-Song-Fire-Book/dp/0553801473?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;tag=gattssjour-20&amp;amp;link_code=btl&amp;amp;camp=213689&amp;amp;creative=392969&quot; target=&quot;_blank&quot;&gt;A Dance with Dragons&lt;/a&gt;&lt;img alt=&quot;&quot; border=&quot;0&quot; height=&quot;1&quot; src=&quot;http://www.assoc-amazon.com/e/ir?t=gattssjour-20&amp;amp;l=btl&amp;amp;camp=213689&amp;amp;creative=392969&amp;amp;o=1&amp;amp;a=0553801473&quot; style=&quot;border: none !important; margin: 0px !important; padding: 0px !important;&quot; width=&quot;1&quot; /&gt; and I enjoy it, so far. &amp;nbsp;About 30% through. &amp;nbsp;I&#39;m only reading it for a few minutes before I go to sleep.&lt;br /&gt;
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There are a lot of exposition bombs in this book, though. &amp;nbsp;Two out of every three chapters is dominated by pure exposition. &amp;nbsp;This doesn&#39;t bug me when it is used sparingly or when the narrative picks up after a few pages but started with Feast it seems like the author is doing this more often. &amp;nbsp;It was largely the reason why Feast is my least favorite book in the series.&lt;br /&gt;
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I am also playing E.Y.E. Divine Cybermancy on Steam. &amp;nbsp;This is an odd game and I love it. &amp;nbsp;Very poorly localized and with an interface that is like gently caressing your eyes with sand. &amp;nbsp;The gameplay is a fast paced Source shooter where the bad guys go down in a few hits (strongest guy I&#39;ve seen is a helicopter that explodes after 2 armor piercing sniper shots), with a fairly detailed RPG stat system, the EVE Online tech research system stuck on fast-forward, support for up to 32-player multiplayer, gigantic levels, and a fun ability/tech system. &amp;nbsp;There are also respawning enemies and random quest objectives which may throw some people off. &amp;nbsp;It&#39;s a rough game, by all means, but I find it really enjoyable.&lt;br /&gt;
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It&#39;s getting late and this post is likely riddled in typos, as it is. &amp;nbsp;Good night.</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/feeds/8260152278615701651/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment/fullpage/post/2894899804533253969/8260152278615701651' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/8260152278615701651'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/8260152278615701651'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/2011/08/reading-slowly.html' title='Reading slowly...'/><author><name>Gattsu</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10282764938486693883</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2894899804533253969.post-8861445573880704159</id><published>2011-06-22T19:53:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2011-06-22T19:53:34.170-04:00</updated><category scheme="http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#" term="Eddie"/><title type='text'>Messing around and trying to figure out how to move on from here...</title><content type='html'>&lt;span class=&quot;Apple-style-span&quot; style=&quot;font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;My brother&#39;s funeral is on Friday and I am not sure how to move on.. &amp;nbsp;By the way, my brother passed away on the 19th. &amp;nbsp;I have been very busy with planning and do not know when I will get back to writing. &amp;nbsp;Hopefully, it is sooner rather than later.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
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&lt;span class=&quot;Apple-style-span&quot; style=&quot;font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;&quot;&gt;Thanks, all of my beloved viewers, for your patience and understanding when it comes to these infrequent updates.&lt;/span&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/feeds/8861445573880704159/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment/fullpage/post/2894899804533253969/8861445573880704159' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/8861445573880704159'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/8861445573880704159'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/2011/06/messing-around-and-trying-to-figure-out.html' title='Messing around and trying to figure out how to move on from here...'/><author><name>Gattsu</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10282764938486693883</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2894899804533253969.post-823136096154601694</id><published>2010-07-15T23:22:00.000-04:00</published><updated>2010-07-15T23:24:45.163-04:00</updated><title type='text'>I&#39;m still here</title><content type='html'>Haven&#39;t written anything in a while.  I&#39;m back to reading, at least.  Just finished Speaker for the Dead by Orson Scott Card.  Enjoyable read.&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;I think I&#39;m a scifi fan.  Dunno, more details to follow.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Thanks for sticking with me, my faithful viewers.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Regards,&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Gattsu25&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/feeds/823136096154601694/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment/fullpage/post/2894899804533253969/823136096154601694' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/823136096154601694'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/823136096154601694'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/2010/07/im-still-here.html' title='I&#39;m still here'/><author><name>Gattsu</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10282764938486693883</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2894899804533253969.post-2313356153553040887</id><published>2008-06-27T05:31:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2008-06-27T05:45:46.134-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Journal</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style=&quot;font-style: italic;&quot;&gt;Updated irregularly&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, I&#39;m Gattsu25.  This is my journal.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Currently reading:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/Lies-Locke-Lamora-Scott-Lynch/dp/055358894X/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;s=books&amp;amp;qid=1214559256&amp;amp;sr=8-1&quot;&gt;The Lies of Locke Lamara&lt;/a&gt; by Scott Lynch&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt; I don&#39;t know what to say about it, so far.  I&#39;ve only just started it but it&#39;s pretty juvenile.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/Road-Cormac-McCarthy/dp/0307265439/ref=ed_oe_h&quot;&gt;The Road&lt;/a&gt; by Cormac McCarthy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;Loving this one, so far.  I&#39;m thinking that I&#39;ll save this until I&#39;m back in Florida and read it then.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/Fire-Upon-Deep-Zones-Thought/dp/0812515285/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;s=books&amp;amp;qid=1214559532&amp;amp;sr=1-1&quot;&gt;A Fire Upon the Deep&lt;/a&gt; by Verner Vinge&lt;br /&gt;&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;What can I say about this one?  Verner Vinge&#39;s prose has matured, as well as his ability to craft an interesting story...and now he can actually present that story in a way where it no longer feels like a lecture.  I bought this book at around the same time that I bought The Lies of Locke Lamora and, in my eyes, there&#39;s no question that this will be the first (of those books) that I will read.&lt;/li&gt;&lt;/ul&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/feeds/2313356153553040887/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment/fullpage/post/2894899804533253969/2313356153553040887' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/2313356153553040887'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/2894899804533253969/posts/default/2313356153553040887'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blog.gattsu25.com/2008/06/journal.html' title='Journal'/><author><name>Gattsu</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/10282764938486693883</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='https://img1.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>