Jada is Coming Home!

2012-11-01T15:48:00.001-07:00

Is there any Real Journalists in this country or do I have to go to the Enquirer?

Only The Strong Survive

2012-10-20T16:13:00.002-07:00

God or your Higher Power, whatever you call on when ever you are in a desperate situation, made us all that's way got a reason. Sometimes I truly wonder if the Christian Science people have maybe been right all along! I would never want anyone to think that I do not know or accept responsibility for my wrong in the way my poor childrens lives have turned out but my God knows that I do but I was not alone in wrongdoing and I certainly did not get any support from Fresno County CPS. A worker named Cheryl O Connor had a great deal to do with my kids being horribly abused in every way a little kid can be by my sister Connie Dent and her brute of a so called man Stan Harris.

My Landlord is Garbage and Wait til You Hear This!

2012-10-08T20:38:00.000-07:00

Mike at ManageX;Thank you so very much,I am eternally grateful I promise! This is a formal retraction and apology to ManageX and Mike personally; Today Mike came out to my house here that we have rented from him and hand delivered a 60 day termination of tenency and that was one of the nicest things anyone has done for me for quite a while. I was so pleased and surprised I almost cried!! My husband was trying to cut and run because he believed I would then be forced to get out and be totally without resources of any kind and this act of Mikes makes that impossible. Now my grown kids and I will have the time we need to save and move without all the stress and expense of staying in temp places like cheap motels. Of course we will be out just as soon as we can and try very hard to get the place in order before our time is up. I am not mean or wrong to people who are kind to me and this guy was kind to me and my entire family here in the central valley! So no more shitshots at my landlord and I thumb my nose at my stinking spouse!

My van broke down yesterday which was no surprise but why and how,now that is a hell of a surprise! My van has been tampered with and it had some drugs stashed in it(not mine!) so that it would break down and when I called for help I would probably(my ex thinks)get searched because of no license and then they would find the drugs hidden in the van and assume they were mine at which time I would be arrested for possession(2nd time)and go away for a nice long visit to our local penitentiary! Can you believe that crap! And I also believe this entire situation has been orchestrated by my POS ex in hopes of driving me insane and getting rid of me!! How Gothic right!! All of this to hide the fact that he is a liar and a shit and a tax evader! I really do not know who's idea the rape was but I believe that POS ex of mine had my neighbor watching Jada while I was gone and his jealousy at the sexual ecstasies I was experiencing with my lover were so intense that he was beside himself! Good Lord! It is not my fault he does not know how to make love!I offered to teach him but how dare I! Because I am your wife stupid! Who better to teach him! And this dumb POS could not take it and set me the f up!!! I talked at the person who has been assaulting me and I said that I would much rather send my ex to prison then this guy here afterall I hardly have any memory of what happened and he was set up too! I let him know that Alan will more then likely be going to prison for tax evasion,attempted murder and assault with intent to do great bodily harm! And now my landlord; this freaking garbage can has been overcharging us on the rent because this house should be condemned not lived in!!! It is so full of termites that the larvae drop into the carpets all night into our hair and beds and bite the hell out of us all!! My kids,grandkids and me are all scarred for life from those nasty things and I do not know where the MRSA came from,but I had it in my arm this last spring so bad that I got blood poisening in my upper left arm all the way to my armpit!!!! I stood at my kitchen sink all night with a fever of about 102+(my normal temp is 97.7)with my entire arm in hot water and let it soak until I absolutely could not stand there anymore! You wanna talk about scared,that stuff was so close to my heart and lungs I was shivering and shaking sweating and freezing all nite long!! This is too much! And now the darn things are everywhere and I cannot remember or figure out who to contact in order to get support and a place to stay from tonite until I can sue that cheap pprick for everything he's got!! I have so much going on I do not know whether to wind my butt or scratch my watch! Shoot! And that steaming stinking pile has the nerve to threaten to evict me? Doies he really think I will allow that to happen so he can rent this pile of trash to someone else? These two guys are even stupider then they look!! So I am going to the ManageX website after I leave off this post and pray they have a site I can post to so I can tell the whole world what a shit Mike is! I really wish I could remember how to get ahold of the Fresno Bee Newsroom even though they did not believe me about CPS and Cheryl O Connor!! I mean doesn't the fact that CPS has not hit me with a cease and desist order mean anything to anyone? I started this blog about the first week of August and I believe my first post had her name and CPS all over it? So, we will see what we will see but I tell you, I slept with my doors unlocked last night and I slept like a baby I will have you know and nooone bothered me for or about anything at all! Isn't it funny? No it is not just a feeling it is real, the nightmare is almost over for the most part, I still need to get Jada back and folks for real I am hurting financially like you cannot even imagine but it ius all good before too long I will have a nice comfortable place to live with my children and grandchildren all around me and more money then even I know what to do with and I know lots and lots of fun ways to spend lots and lots of money;-) See y'all on the next round,look out pedophiles of the world I am coming after you next!

Alienation

2012-10-04T20:33:00.000-07:00

My son in law shared with me a very powerful wordjust recently and I want to share it with all of you. Alienate: alien·ate transitive verb \ˈā-lē-ə-ˌnāt, ˈāl-yə-\ alien·at·edalien·at·ing Definition of ALIENATE 1 : to make unfriendly, hostile, or indifferent especially where attachment formerly existed 2 : to convey or transfer (as property or a right) usually by a specific act rather than the due course of law 3 : to cause to be withdrawn or diverted — alien·ator noun Examples of ALIENATE He alienated most of his colleagues with his bad temper. Her position on this issue has alienated many former supporters. First Known Use of ALIENATE circa 1509 Related to ALIENATE Synonyms: alien, estrange, disaffect, disgruntle, sour Antonyms: reconcile My estrange husband in an effort to alienate me from my daughter Jada has used any and all tools at his disposal. First,knowing that I would continue on my course he allowed me to or rather encouraged me in my addiction rather then support my sobriety. He used a continuous barrage of complaints against my eldest daughter and her spouse in order to set me against them and caused an estrangement with her,who was my strongest ally and greatest support. He used money to give me a false sense of security with him and as soon as his objective was at hand, he abandoned me. Those of you not familiar with Mr. Alphonso Crawford would normally think he was a good guy. After all, he married me when I was incarcerated and promised to look after my children,Rose and Manuel. What he did was nothing. When I went to prison on drug charges way back in 1994,I believed that he somewhat cared for me and my kids but in actuality,all he wanted was tax deductions of which I had three at that time. Never mind that my kids were first in foster care and then when my son ran away from his foster home after being abused there,Alan would do nothing for my eleven going on twelve son. Left to his own devices my son found a place to stay but there was very little money for food because the woman and her husband who had taken my son in were drug users and Alan with his self-righteous holier then thou attitude told me, I am not giving them a dime. They are drug users and I am not spending my hard earned money on drugs! Than take him with you I pleaded, no I cannot says Alan. I was in prison for ten months,and as soon as I got out my son came home but never entirely forgave Alan and never forgot at all. My daughter Rose was in a foster home and Alan showered her with attention because that is what he likes to do;play Santa Claus. That is most of the reason that he stayed with me; that and the fact that single with no dependents he had a tax liability of about 30,000.00 a year,with a wife and two children he got a income tax refund of 5 to 7 thousands each year. And so this farce of a marriage continued. When he finally told me what his tax debt was I went and earned my class A license so that I could try to help him with it and learn how to make some good money at the same time. I do not understand how but all we were able to pay the IRS at that time was a little over seven thousand dollars. I did not think about it much at the time at all because in my experience up until then money ran through my fingers like water. As soon as I got some money more often then not it was gone but I never worried too much about that then because I did not have any trouble making money. When we got that 16,000 dollars at the end of his contract,that was my money too! Boy I wish I would have thought of that then cause I felt awful about how quickly the part he sent me got spent but now,looking back it is very clear that I did nothing wrong. In twenty years time he has never bought me clothing,furniture,a decent car,a home. Jada and I lived in a roach infested apt the first year and a half of her life her first steps were the cucaruacha! It was horrible,I have a phobia about bugs! I begged him to help me find a better place for eighteen months and then I took my little girl and moved into a motel. All I could afford were the little dank dirty ones on Motel drive but at least the Mgr kept the bugs out! We lived like that for about two years and then a couple of bad decisions trying to find a better place and the last motel The Fresno Inn was ok for the most part. But when my eldest daughter and her family moved into our little room it became impossible. Then Alan decided to help us move but again into a place he would not stay at which was fine by me! And last this freaking nightmare,all the way away from anyone I knew and my daughter and grand daughters and I was still mourning my son and grandsons deaths. What an awful man! And now here I am in this house that I hate seperated from my baby who I love,Rose won't stay home and Matt won't bring the girls,I don't blame him but this is not what I wanted! Alan tried to trick me into a mental hospital so he could go to court without me,made me miss my court date and my visit with my baby,threw all my stuff into a dumpster and left me without money,a cellphone,power,water,internet,my van is a piece of crap and he thinks he is going to come out of this smelling like a rose! But I know he is wrong,God will not allow this to go on for much longer I am sure. My little girl has started throwing tantrums"I want my mommy!I want my mommy! I want you too Jada,this bullpucky will soon be over and all will be well and all will be well and all manner of things will be well. Thank you so much for your time and attentiuon folks, I could use some financial assistance as well!

Alan's Plan Backfired!

2012-10-04T10:14:00.001-07:00

Well this time his scheme blew straight back into his face. When he and I were driving for Dot Foods Inc. I had been on xanax for over two years after I accidentally burned my house down,but that story is for another time. So, I took them just like the doctor ordered because I have a tendency to become addicted to almost everything I like. These,I did not like but two years of anything is a very long time. So when the clinic said no more pills, I did not have time to argue with him but had I known what was in store for me I would have! I was awake for eight whole days! I took everything I could think of and some more shit trying desperately to sleep. You see,without sleep,I could not drive! About the sixth day I talked him into getting me a half-pint bottle of cheap vodka and I took three of his clonidine trying to get some rest. The next day(or so I thought)I woke up hung-over and groggy as all hell,I felt even worse! Plus, on top of everything else,I had no underclothes on. Now about eight years previous after our last failed sexual encounter I informed my husband that I would not be having sex with him anymore. I told him the reason was that after all the abuses I suffered I did not have any sex drive but the real reason was he is so inexperienced and his equipment is so oversized that he hurt me tremendously! When a woman is aroused and her lubricants are flowing,her vaginal canal opens like a flower and her uterus backs up and gets out of the way. But with neither of those things happening I was hurt inside badly! When I told him about it his answer to me was"How can I hurt you? You have been a w#&re for fifteen years! What that man knows about sex and a womans body could fit on the head of a straight pin I swear! I called him a rapist;and I meant it! I was in a blackout at the time with no memory of the nights events at all! He screamed and cussed and jumped up and down tearing his own hair out but I stood my ground. And I told him we would never even try again until he had lots of counseling and I did not mean telephone sessions. So that is one of the reasons he cannot believe what is happening to me now but that is not my problem, he has gone too far this time. On the first morning after I apologized tomy daughter,her spouse and their three children and beged them to come and stay here until we save enough money to get another place because otherwise we all would be homeless. They agreed,and I went at about 4 am to visit my friend promising to return before 6 in plenty of time to get the girls to school. While they got ready I fell asleep in my room and when he left to take them I was again assaulted. My home security system was blaring and the Clovis PD came but I was under the influence of that date rape drug and I have no memory of this happening. When my daughter showed up at 9:30 and woke me it did not take me long to figure out that things of mine were missing and I was again furious. My husband shows up intent on moving all my belongings out of my house into a dumpster he brought and I told him no we were staying because ManageX,the property mgmt co has failed to provide me with a secue place to live. I had complained numerous times about someone coming into my home and taking my belongings but it took three years for me to realize I was also being assaulted at the same time. Well,when the Clovis PD showed up,of course they did not believe me,how easy is it to believe someone who cannot recall what has happened? Plus with my so called husband standing there calling me all kinds of liars I really do not blame Officer Collins for not believing me but what my husband did next was unforgiveable. He persuaded Officer Collins into talking me into going back to the pac unit here in Clovis. Knowing we had dependancy court the next day and that I was in the looney bin he thought that would make me look really bad. But it did not,instead he made the judge mad and I got a continuance. Then when I came home two days later he took his sweet time picking me up and getting me home and never mentioned that it was Wednesday, my day to visit my little girl. So now I have missed four visits in a row but I have something for his butt. You all will find out together next week. ~~O'Darius Julian Crump! Where are you!!~~

2012-09-27T04:01:00.001-07:00

I could use a little help from a friend

2012-09-22T01:12:00.001-07:00

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To Theo,because you do!

2012-09-22T00:11:00.001-07:00

Oh Happy Day!

2012-09-17T01:37:00.001-07:00

To my Loving Family Beloved by Me

2012-09-16T07:31:00.001-07:00

I Never Talk to you People Anyway!‏

9/15/12

juliet rene finchcrawford

To julietsbiz@outlook.com

You Know, You People Sure Act Like You Have It All

I guess it takes one to know one is how the old saying goes,right. So,what I am doing here,because this fight I have taken on is looking to be much bigger then what we all of us supposed at first. But, this is a good thing for me and the future generations. Unlike all of you, I don't just pretend I have nothing to lose because in all honesty,(Vivian)You have nothing! Your lives are nothing but a house of cards because your foundations are ROTTEN to the core. I know because there are lots of Maxims in A.A,one of the most important ones "You are only as sick as your secrets". You all have health problems except for;you guessed it,ME! Look at Connie,only 45 years old and having heart attacks all ready. Clifford,Vivian,Tony,Chas and of course our dear Mother. Now I want this upfront because I would not want any of you to be able to say that I am just angry and acting out. I am not angry with any of you. I never expect anything from any of you and so there is no anger or disappoin tment or frustration. I need family in my life,but not people with secrets like yours. And really,your secrets are not very secret. You people keep running from your problems and your problem is you!
Stop lying to yourselves and the people you love and who want to love you! I am going to tell it all and very soon. I have decided that a book might take longer to complete then I have because I am trying to rid us all of a dark,nasty disease,you know its name. Pedophilia,do you know that the chief of Police in Fresno is a pedophile? This town is going to go down like Sodom and Gomorrah! And CPS is loaded with sick people. I am going to bust it wide open and I will do it without you cowards. I could have used the love and support of my family but all you people can think about is hiding your nasty little secrets,of which I have none! Like you people enjoy pointing out,my life is an open book,documented for the last twenty-five years. Oh,and if you were thinking of not going to my funeral,none of you will be invited,only Chas and mom. You see, I know just as well as the rest of you that she is a liar and a deviant,entirely self-centered and selfish and now that she is too crip pled to enjoy sex any more she does not feel like she has anything to live for. What she does not know is she Never had any reason to live. Her one and only shot at immortality, SHE BLEW ALL SEVEN TIMES. But I forgive her and all the rest of you also. Like I said, I never expected anymore then what you all gave which was nothing. But don't think you can punish me either,because not talking to you people was my choice always,and I never have wanted to talk to you. There were many times when I needed family around me,but you were all too busy in your little card houses to care what me or mine were doing. And don't think for one minute you will get away with any of it. Our names are going to make headlines across the world so if I were you,I would tell any and everybody you care about the substance of all your nasty little secrets before I do it for you. And then you need to throw yourselves down on your knees and beg for forgiveness from the only one who matters before i t is too late. Cause if I tell it first baby your asses are mine.
Oh,,and you will find it impossible to shut me up unless you are willing to kill me,at which time all of your secrets will come out again and again,please do not forget I am not only a genius but I am beloved of God,He will not allow my death to go unmentioned. So,this is your uninvitation to my life and death,unless of course you choose to see the error of your ways soon! I love you all,and unconditionally too,just the way you are. I pray for all of you all the time which is how come I know how miserable your lives are without ever seeing or speaking to you. I wish you all the best but you know there is only one way for that to happen. Love Your Sister Rene

Sincerely,

Juliet R.Finch

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I Now Understand Why Jada is Afraid to Come Home

2012-09-12T13:19:00.001-07:00

Aquarius by The Fifth Dimension

2012-09-11T11:44:00.000-07:00

WHAM!

2012-09-11T11:22:00.000-07:00

My Greendot Card Online

2012-09-11T11:21:00.000-07:00

I have tried very hard to be patient

But there is only so much B.S. a person should put up with, do you know what I am talking

about? Now this situation started two nights ago;well, that is not entirely true. The situation with the creepy

neighbors that live to my east side has been ongoing since I moved into this house,I was unaware of it for

way too long because of all the c r a p I have been going through forever! I was blissfully unaware of how

bad things were getting because I stayed loaded to the gills 24/7/365! Every once in awhile I would get the

creepy feeling that someone had been watching me while I was sleeping or that someone had been

rummaging through my things while I was gone or asleep but for a couple of years at least I could blame

my daughter or her man because they too did nothing. They did a lot more nothing than I did and I was

getting all the bills paid so they had to go. Then it really got weird,the last of my milk would get drunk and

noone was supposed to have been up, I was saving the last little bit for a cup of coffee in the morning

and I planned to go to the store before my little girl woke up and wanted to eat. Things have always

disapeared from my places butI usually figured stuff out long before I got crazy with it but this time I was

stumped. And God was trying to tell me something cuz I would hear it in the music I listened to in my car

and when I would sleep without being catatonic from being awake too long. Then they took Jada and I

kinda thought that that was what I should have been worried about but that did not stop the weirdness

and it sure did not stop Him from trying to tell me something cuz I was getting the square butt syndrome

I spoke of in an earlier post. So I am thinking to myself all the time now right? What the heck is He

want me to know! Getting really frustrated with the whole situation and so I stopped using for awhile

and I turned off all the noise. I used to have my television on 24/7/365 also,after my son and grandson

passed away I did not Care to hear any messages from anyone! I thought "Why didn't you warn me

about those things huh!? And I was really very angry for a very long time, I even went into self-destruct

mode for a very short period but thank whoever I really am not suicidal,I was just acting like someone

who is out of frustration and bewilderment and a whole bunch of remorse and sorrow. Jeez,I hate that

we see thru the glass darkly but at times I understand the concept;we never tell our children why we do

things the way we do until they are mature enough to understand and hopefully by that time we have

taught them well enough that the question does not have to be asked.

I Don't Need You

2012-09-11T11:17:00.000-07:00

Clovis Police Dept. Clovis 93611

2012-09-07T15:29:00.000-07:00

So Clovis PD is so hard up for work that they are using little kids(7)to get into our homes and FIND work to do? Is that how it works now?

When I left my home that morning in an ambulance no less(so I would not endanger the lives of others

by Driving under the influence)! And shame on me for sharing that information with the paramedics;you

know in case I passed out or needed medication,would not want to have them give me something that did

not mix well with what I had onboard,most of which was Prescribed! So leaving that morning I saw my little

girl standing with the Firemen and I thought to myself"She will be ok". Yeah Right! If by ok you mean in the

home of a licensed Foster Mom who just last year became a grandma again, by her 12 year old

granddaughter,who was born to her 14 year old mother! And the happy daddy?! Who else but her 14 year

old Grandson! Born to the same mama the year previous! I bet she won't be asking for the Mom of the Year
award any time soon! And that is Grammas Only Child! Well, she was probably working right? Nope!

Busy doing volunteer work? Nope! Loaded! You Got It Toyota! Jesus freaking christ on a horseshoe! I

thought we left all that stuff behind with old Jerry Lee right? Nope it is alive and living in Fresno Ca and what

makes it all truly awful is we have laws about reporting that sort of thing right? Now,the girl does not look

twelve and she never went to any doctor for prenatal and just remember you did not know she was

pregnant! Three times within the last what Fifteen years this woman has gotten away with this stuff but yes,

waste your time energy and money trying to arrest me for what? Under the influence! Use my little girl and

place her where she is almost guaranteed to be molested! Oh yes, and don't believe a word the mother says

because she has a cps file and arrest record fifteen inches thick(detailing very well and documenting my

activities for the last twenty five years) that yes indeed I Am An Addict! But never actually look at any of this
documentation because gosh that is a lot of reading isn't it! You might find that given just a little support and

help(about half what it costs to place and support a child in foster care)I would have been a great mom! But

that does not get your agency any of the kickbacks or reporting bonuses does it?! And Cheryl OConnor this
is the third set of my children you have taken and placed in a home where they were beaten and molested!

Do you get an award for that or are you a member of LAMBDA(secret society of people who believe they

should be allowed to have sex with any child any age any time)! You Should Just Kill Yourself! You are doing
a Bang up Job! And any personal injury lawyer reading this is all true! No Slander or Libel! Every word in

this entire Blog is True! My family has fallen victim to Monsters of all kinds but I never expected to find one

working for CPS(Child Protective Service)Oh that's right, Fresno's Larry Dyer (chief of police)(lower case

on purpose) knows all about* LAMBDA don't you?!

* For those members of Lambda who are not monsters I apologize to you, but you know better than I do how prevalent monsters are in your little niche. You also might look at the prevalence of molested or abused children in your society,I don't think you will be surprised!

Court

2012-08-29T12:36:00.001-07:00

Isn't going to court just soooo much fun? You have to be there at 8 o'clock in the morning even though the

judge usually does not take his seat until 9. Now he probably gets there at 7 to start looking at cases and

things but it is a known fact that the less money you make, the more work you do and vice versa, the more

money you make the less work you do. A case in point; look at politicians, they make more money then

anyone and if they get one of the good federal appointments they get paid 85% of their salary for the rest of

their lives! All the governors in every state,all the congressman and the rest(I don't know a damn thing about

our government or how they run it but I do know this is true)they work for 2 or 4 years and then get paid for

the rest of their lives. So the next time you feel sorry for a poor president making only 100,000 a

year,remember he is going to get paid 85,000 for the rest of his life and secret service protection and a

million and one perks he will get for being president for the rest of his life! And they blame welfare for

breaking our country's back! Welfare costs less than 3% of our country's entire budget to support. Welfare is

not breaking our back in costs, defense budgets get 85%. Welfare is breaking our back another way. The

children of welfare mothers usually don't work ever! They have no drive because they have never had to

worry that if they do not work to support the children they create those children will starve. You see, before

the institute of the welfare works(money,food stamps and medical) if a person created children and the

mother did not work the children would starve. An adult can do lots of things to get food a child alone

cannot. But with the institute of welfare people stopped worrying about starving to death and as far as I

know there is very little death from starvation in this country; elsewhere I could not say. But I will get off my

soapbox now, oh, one more thing,I know what I know about welfare because I have collected for many

years, I also worked for many years so I figure I am just about even! I paid enough into Social Security that

if anything happens to me,whoever raises my little girl will get almost a thousand dollars a month. Not a great

deal of money but in the Central Valley of California it is enough(just enough)to live on for two people. Now

there won't be any money for those incidentals we like so much,like FOOD! But it is enough to pay the

rent,PG&E and utility bill. They can either work to buy food cause my little girl goes to school all day or they
can get food stamps for one person. And what is breaking the Social Security Bank Account is all the people
who did not pay in a dime who access its funds! I don't believe that when they were setting up this deal that

the people who signed it into law ever thought they would end up supporting people who never pay in, and

there is the welfare to blame again! All those people who never had to worry about starving to death are

now in their forties and maybe younger when they get kicked off welfare. And they have never had a job and
have no desire to go and get one so where are they going to go get money to live on? SSI they don't

deserve! My mom got SSI for about five years until her SSA kicked in, but she paid in plenty and got real

bad arthritis for the jobs she did(see above;less money-more work)she has it in her fingers so bad they are

about three times their normal size! And I am sure there are lots of people just like her just like there are lots

of people who pay in and die before they can access any benefits so the problem is the people who don't

deserve it getting paid!

2012-08-26T00:49:00.000-07:00

I walked into my garage and ran in the house!
Man my stomach dropped to my feet and I felt all those things that telll you your gonna die
it is some scary shit but we decided that it is because I only took half my dose that I feel like this cause my reactions are scewed!

Outbreak of square-butte women in Fresno Ca!

2012-08-25T14:30:00.000-07:00

Juliet Finch

I thought I posted this one here but it must be on my FB Page. I thought it was pretty funny until I n,oticed I had the same thing behind me! You see, this happens when God(or any power greater then yourself) Is trying desperately to tell you something and you are not,will not,can not listen! I had my TV on too loud and I was too freaking high on anything and everything I could smoke! I would have smoked kitty litter,dirty kitty litter at that if I thought it would get me high(except that then Sillycat, my cat woulda been kickin' my butt too!) So I am running around Fresno and Clovis with my behind a whole bunch of pretty colors, black,blue,purple and it was getting very uncomfortable but I still would not listen! So he arranged for some people to come and take my little girl from me because like I said, I was acting a damn fool! But the problem was then, when the people took my girl they put her in a household of real monsters, the kind who end up with grandchildren that have babies at 12! Twice! And with a license to Foster children in the county of Fresno Ca!!!! Now if that does not raise eyebrows it sure as hell should! And all the rest are telling me"Go into inpatient drug treatment so that you cannot talk to anyone or try and change anything for about four months! Leave it to us" says CPS. But they are the ones who placed her there in the first place! Now I am not saying I am not to blame for her being taken, I own that one lock stock and barrel. But placing her in a houseful of monsters? That belongs to them. And I have disregarded myself to the point of almost losing her completely, but be that as it may, I will not rest until she is in my other daughters house safe from the monsters! Then I can rest and get my shit straight! But keep praying for us, me and Jada and Michelle too! We need it bad. And my behind is no longer bruised or square, even though my whole life in the world of men is falling down around my ears, God is no longer kicking my buttt cause he knows I am listening!

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Cannot See The Forest for the Trees

2012-08-24T19:45:00.000-07:00

Okay Family, in this analogy the forest is all the people all of the child protective services in all of the world are investigating and the trees are drug addicts,alcoholics and sad sacks of every description except for pedophiles(amonster by any other name is still a pedophile!)

I am a tree family, and I imagine that most if not all of my siblings and immediate family are all trees. When a child is molested in any way during those oh so important formative years; you remember dontcha? Those years from 0 to 5 which are supposed to permanently cement us into the person we are meant to be. Well, In My Experience; when a child is molested in any way by anyone during the formative years it makes scars(see Elonda Warners FB page post about the letter). Now this molestation is not necasarily done by an adult and it does not have to be sexual in nature. All the sexual molestation does is convince the child that they are the dirtiest, nastiest creature alive and that no one decent will ever love or want them because they are nasty now too(does this sound familiar family?)I know this cause guess what? I felt that way for almost my whole life, even after I read and believed a book called I'm Not My Fault. And I proceeded to become the dirtiest, nastiest most unloveable person I knew and I attracted people to me who also felt like they were the dirtiest, nastiest people alive, but being male and bigger and stronger then me, they also beat me up everytime I said or did anything to remind them that they were still the dirtiest nastiest creatures alive!

Am I getting through to anyone here!? Cheryl,Viv,Cliff,Bob(God rest his soul)Chas Tone,Connie,Phyllis,Jim,Cliff Sr,Tone Jr,Stan,Stan,Jackie,Rosie,Manuel(God rest his soul),Nicole,Michelle,Dorothy,Edward Joseph Sr,Jr and on and on and on!!!!!!!!!!!! How
many children have to suffer needlessly before somebody stops the powers that be from cutting down all the forests and destroying all the trees in the world until the only thing left are the monsters! We have not talked about them yet have we? If you ask a normal person who just happens to weigh about three hundred pounds, nothing wrong with them right? They like to eat is their only problem and they cost more in medical bills and treatments then cig smokers but there is nothing wrong with them no sir, lets focus on the forests because they are easy to see. They get arrested and go into lots and lots of institutions so they must be monsters right? Wait, how can a tree be a monster? It cannot move! But all those arrests and convictions and sexually transmitted diseases and they do nasty things like sell their bodies to buy drugs to try and feel almost normal. And when they sober up what becomes of them? I will bet nine out of ten become food addicts and blow up to the size of beached whales and call themselves bbw and big boned and the men, well everyone loves a great big fat man and wants to hurry up and get into bed with them because they are so sexy and appealing right? And everyone knows how good natured big old fat people are because being big boned doesn't bother them or anyone else right? In the famous last words of Arsenio Hall, Hmmmmmmmm!

BullShit! You all know what I am talking about, all you have to do is cut through the bullshit and stop the lies! If you do not remember who molested you, ask your parents, and if they lie too, ask your siblings, maybe they will tell the truth. Hell, they have been making jokes about children getting butt-fucked by grown men with little tiny peters(and thank god for the little tiny peters cause otherwise they would have ripped those poor babies in half(Know anyone that has happened to? Maybe one of your anscestors had that done to her))So when you get through all the lies, and there will be a ton of them because(personal experience again)sometimes the molested become the molester and then they really feel like the dirtiest nastiest creatures who ever lived unless of course they are washed in the blood of the lamb which supposedly washes away all sin but if you still have skeletons in the closet and shit swept under the carpet you are gonna get tripped up! Just like faith without works is dead, so is confession without change! You can pray all you want but if your side of the street has not been thoroughly cleaned up and the victim of your crime has lost their mind and does not even remember being victimized and you have not told God yourself and one other human being "THE EXACT NATURE OF YOUR WRONG" you will suffer over and over again. And until all those alphabet agencies begin to look for and prosecute monsters and leave the mother flower trees the flock alone, we will not have peace, societies like Lambda will flourish and the planet will be destroyed by the earth blowing away because all the trees have been destroyed and there will be nothing left.

Any of my chidren who read this, if any of it rings true in your ears and heart, start asking questions and start acting more like me and less like a monster!

Monsters in Human clothes

2012-08-22T17:40:00.001-07:00

I think my next door neighbor is a monster! Does anyone believe me? Of course not, because she can

quote scripture and talks about God and Jesus like they are her next door neighbor and I am just a dope fiend

and a harlot right! But what church does she go to? None

She and her son of 26 years live in that dusty dark house and they fight all the time, she says it is when

he is drinking but I think he drinks so she can have her way with him, and that is why he is so angry all the time!

You see, he is 26 but only 5 in his mind and I have an idea how that happened too! A home birth with a

twisted abused young mother. Was her daddy at her too? Who knows? But if you talk to a monster long

enough you will hear the truth, it just comes out backwards, shitwit!

Hello Family

2012-08-22T08:30:00.001-07:00

Well, I have an appointment to talk to a patent, copyright and trademark attorney tomorrow,

but I believe I read somewhere that you have to put your ideas down on paper and publish

them in order to be the first one who gets credit for the idea. So now I will tell you all, I believe

I have solved Alzheimer's! Yes I know, sounds nuts but it is true. I have thought a lot about this disease since

my grandmother started showing symptoms in her forties. When she died she was just a little tiny shadow of

her former self and as rotten a person as she truly was, she did not have to go that way. And all the elderly

people in the world who are in asylums or whatever they call the places they put old people who have noone
to care for them anymore all the old people whos lives and usefulness have been cut short by this terrible

disease. And now, very soon it will all be over. As soon as all the governments get together and start

researching what I say is true then there will come an end to it.

My other idea and it is a doozy, is going to settle the question of why men NEED and I do mean need more

sex then women do, why the Catholic Church is out of their mind for using men as priests and that celibacy

thing, when it should be obvious to anyone and everyone that women are better suited for celibacy but to be

perfectly honest, I think its nuts! I believe we all as adults need sex just like we need air to breathe and that

one is going to have to be researched and about all those scientists out there researching the mating habits of

bees and insects and wildlife, why is it no one has researched the mating habits of people? Is it because

America is still run by the Puritans? Come on people, didn't the sixties and seventies teach us anything? Yes,

I understand about diseases and sexually transmitted diseases better then anyone I know, but when you have

a good man and a good woman together, what is the problem? Well, guess what I know the answer to that

one too!

Monsters plague the world! They walk around in human skin an clothing and act human but they have some

very strange beliefs and they need to be put down! Yes, I said it. Children are born innocent, not in sin! Yes

all hat bullshit about you have to teach a child to be good but they will turn out bad left to their own devices

but who on earth thinks a child should not be taught? Nobody with a brain thinks that! And the monsters

exist because somewhere in their family someone was having sex with a child and that is so wrong, abhorrent

and repellant to me that I loathe even having to write it but someone got at me, a monster. And he was at all

my moms kids and she did not know because her daddy was at her and her mama must have been gotten to

as well because otherwise she would have protected her daughter instead of treating her like the other

woman. So if any of this rings true to you, if you have a monster in your family tell somebody now! As much

as I dislike CPS, I have to admit that I could not do their job! I would be imprisoned for the rest of my life

because I think they should be put down like the animals they are. Well, I am going to publish this and talk to
my attorney tomorrow and wish me luck, okay?

2012-08-20T14:44:00.000-07:00

Jada is Coming Home!

Only The Strong Survive

My Landlord is Garbage and Wait til You Hear This!

Alienation

Alan's Plan Backfired!

I could use a little help from a friend

To Theo,because you do!

Oh Happy Day!

To my Loving Family Beloved by Me

I Never Talk to you People Anyway!‏

I Now Understand Why Jada is Afraid to Come Home

Aquarius by The Fifth Dimension

WHAM!

My Greendot Card Online

I have tried very hard to be patient

I Don't Need You

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