I don’t know if I still continue this life cause seems I’m carrying the whole world already.

Though my family is there and they are helping me. There are also people that hate me and I don’t hella care!

I always think of a way I can get out of my damn fucking hella life but WHY the heck is it hard to do?! This is so unfair…

All I need is to be with my two daughters and someone looks after them and go home to see them playing together. Go to work without thinking that they are far from each other cause they can’t be together because of the complicated situation and shit.

Hurts that I see Kassandra not talking still and can’t hear… makes my heart bleed and no one to play to Kate is in the other house.  Hurt that I can’t give them all they need because I’m the only one that’s working everything. Hurt that I am always away from kids cause I need to work and HURT much more that I can’t do anything to make a change.

I’m just tired of thinking all the ways that can give my kids a damn good life but unfortunately, even if I’ve done everything already, it’s still the same…

WHAT THE FUCK?

Well, I was out in the office this morning because I need to get all the requirements that are needed to get an ATM cash card from the company that I’m working now.

I came into the office 2 pm already but I asked Jon if I can make it up this evening… luckily, he let me… now I am here in the office until 12 midnight and do all the social media tasks that should be finished.

A bit tired but enjoying

So, before I leave, I’ll help my friend see funeral planning checklist. Shucks! I wish I can really help her!

Having fun Twittering today. I didn’t really expect that I’d be addicted with this network… but yeah, here I am, can’t get Twitter out of my mind.

As a Social Media Marketer, I went to Twitter and market our products… previous week, I got 400+ unique clicks from Twitter site, which is really a big improvement compared to my reports last weeks.

I can really say that this site is a big impact for business if they want to get noticed online. The only technique is be really ACTIVE!

If you want to buy gifts for the important guys in your life on their special day and you are confused, don’t be, cause I have an idea for that.

For me, men value their watch much because it can add some good appeal when they have that. So I think it will also sweet if you value things that are important to them. To do that, say for example the watch, you can buy men’s leather watch case to keep it safe from scratches and all. It would really make them happy!

I’ve been to a challenging task now than I used to have. This one is just the same, social media marketing, but the goal is to increase total visits to 20% which is a bit “POKERING” my face. LOL! It is what our company wants me to achieve and accepted the challenging tasks with all my heart. Not because they want it but because I know this will make me grow as a newbie Internet Marketer. Not also that, I also want to achieve “SALES” from it. Though a very hard one to attain but a fulfillment for me if successful.

Anyway, Buy Real Marketing is a site wherein you can Get More Twitter Followers, FB fans, Vimeo and Youtube views, SoundCloud plays and more… though some people think it is illegitimate, but the truth is, yes it is to some of companies that offer it because they offer FAKE ones.

Here in Buy Real Marketing, they offer “REAL” ones and it is one great strategy to increase your online credibility and boost your online presence which is really needed to make it easy for you to market your business in the future. This could really be helpful for those who just started their business!

Anyways, that’s all for now as I need to finish my other tasks online and to find mounting bracket for tv at home. Good luck guys and for your who wants to be successful in marketing their niche, visit Buy Real Marketing site now!

I’ve been blogging since 2007 and since then, I am earning money from my blogs. I know I don’t have the most beautiful or attractive blog but at least I am earning on it. But if you are a passionate about what you are doing and would also want to earn from being a blogger, I can give you tips.

• Be relevant – If your blog is about Kids and Parenting, all you have to post on your blog should be about kids and how you are as a parent.
• Be Active – As a blogger, you should update your blog at least once a day to feed your readers with new information everyday. That would make them visit your blog more often.
• Be Creative – Make your blog worth to be visited. You can host a contest, choose a best commentator for the month or something like that to motivate them…
• Blog Hop – This is what some calls it when you visit another blog and leave comment.

Once your blog get high traffic, you can now join sites that pay by writing advertiser’s product or pay you by linking advertiser’s link on your blog roll or join a site that offers writing job.

As for me, I am earning money from sites that offer task to write review of a certain product for $5.00 and I am earning good from it. In fact, I am going to write about “Employee Pricing” now. See yah later and hope that this article helps

This coming June, deaf school is open for enrollment again. There’s one very thoughtful person that offered me that he’ll pay for the monthly tuition fee for Kassandra. That is really heart-melting knowing that are still people that care for a deaf child like my daughter.

But still, I am doing my best to find another people with big heart to help us with the entrance fee which is 5,000. This amount of money is a big amount for us and can’t afford to pay it wholly. We already asked the nuns if we can pay little by little but said that we have to pay the whole 5k for the entrance fee (or whatever they call it).

So before the starting of the class, we are knocking everyone’s heart to at least help us a little by this. It would really be a great thing for me, as a mother of Kassandra, and for my deaf daughter.

I don’t understand why White people wants to be white and Asians want to look fair?

As always, I dream to have fair skin… but even if I buy all the whitening lotion and soap, still not working on me. LOL!

But anyways, to white people who want to become tan, I know where you can buy tanning sprays… it’s on The Tanning Store online. hehe! I am telling you this purposely cause I also want to know where I can buy an effective spray to make my skin fairer.

I don’t know where you are today, I don’t know what’s happening with you, I don’t have any IDEA what is going on… Damn I miss you BIG TIME!

I don’t know if I made a HUGE mistake in my life by loving you, but even if I did, I don’t regret everything. But if I have to stop loving you for the better, then I am giving it all up even if it hurts me BAD.

But you will stay in my heart, in my soul and my whole being for the rest of my life.

I miss you BIG Time!

Absolutely true!

You Have the Fears of a Teenager

You are still finding your footing in the world, and a lot fear stems from your own insecurity. You feel ready to be more independent and successful, but you’re worried if you can really do it. You fear failure, and you also fear humiliating yourself. The less confident you are, the more afraid you are. Over time you are learning that everyone is afraid… you just have to act as if you’re not!