And I must say, I don’t even know if I’ll be happy with this one! But we’ll just wait and see. <3

Got awesome blue coloured mesh cover nowww, mommy bought!

How would you feel if you know the both of you love each other to bits but you just damn right know that you can’t be together?

What would you do?

This hurts to the core.

Will I ever possess enough strength to pull through this?

I’m really on the edge over some things right now and its not helping with getting used to the new semester, the list of assignments are already giving me the creeps.

But life goes on, aint it?

And no matter how much we try to love ourselves and just freely be who we are, we know we’ll never be contented.

Sometime last month ze girls and I had a random sleepover at Kai Yun’s awesome new place! And YEAP, that’s her soooper preeety wallpaper!

The objective of the night was to get Bell drunk, but that obviously didn’t happen, hahah! Twas a night of mad laughter and TONS of fun!! <3

Ring of Fire with Kettle Chips + Lay’s + alcohol accompanying us all night! Oooh, and also my favourite microwave popcorn!

Syd also brought this drinking card game, exactly like Uno, except you’d have to drink! LOVE THAT! Forgot what its called tho. O.o

Us, tipsyyy. HAHAH. Cannot explain what happened that night, YOU’D HAVE TO BE THERE TO FIND OUT.

And I puked that night of alcohol. Yeap, never EVER got so wasted but yeahhh, it happened. AND IT WAS ALL WORTH IT! Let’s do this again sometime! Oh and this is Cass, red frm head to tooooeeeeees!

Another round girls?

CUTE TINY TURTLE!

Okay, damn jakun. But I’ve never seen a turtle before in my life! Until I was at Lang Tengah. Damn awesome can?!

I didn’t mean for that to happen.

Kay, much better.

You know what’s the cutest?

WHEN THEY SLEEP! Hahah, TELL ME THIS IS NOT CUTE!! <3

And the people at the resort were doing something for a good cause! To let them mature till they’re old enough, then they’d be released to the ocean again. EVERYONE SHOULD DO THAT!

I thought it was like the number ONE golden rule of friendship, between girls at least. That when you know your friend likes the same guy you like, the only thing you should think about doing or practically doing, is to BACK OUT!! Not try to push forward and create a really awkward position for the other spectator friends who are standing by the sidelines, seeing either one of the friends get hurt to the core.

Okay, I know you should fight for the one you love yada yada, but HELLOOO?! Your friendship is at stake here!! AND FRIENDS ARE NOT EASY TO COME BY.

I absolutely have no respect for people like that so YES. I’m sorry.

THINK before you actually do something you’d regret forever.

I swear if someone was up for suicide, go there for a week just for an escapade and you’ll love everything and everyone again. L-o-v-e!

Throughout my blog posts about Lang Tengah, I’ll include Did You Know facts!

Bell, Ali and I on our way to Terengganu.

A random shot of the pooofy clouds, heeee.

Bestie <3

And then we arrived at Kuala Terengganu!

#1 Did you know that citizens in Terengganu are super conservative?

I wore a spaghetti top and everywhere I stepped my foot, people kept staring at me!! At first I was kind of insulted, but Bell said that NO ONE in Terengganu wears spaghetti or tube tops, wth? Seriously?

And SHE DIDN’T TELL ME EARLIER!! Damn. Only had 3 t-shirts.

People kept eye-raping me! Females included. =.=

They had these toilets everywhere. And they’re not “exclusive”, trust me, HAHA.

I had my first shot at REALLY DODGY RM1-per-song karaoke booths! LOL. Damn dodgy lorr, but it was fun though. We sang 5 songs, all songs which are freakishly old.

Hanson!

See!! It was horrendous la. And their videos weren’t even real videos. They were like .. old raunchy stuff. HAHA. I kept laughing the whole time I was in that stuffy booth filled with cigarette smoke, I DON’T KNOW WHY!

So there’s a sneak peak of what’s more to come! I haven’t even reached to the part where the amazing island is yet. <3

I’m heeerreeee! Just slacked too much to blog, teeheee.

Anyway, will be updating about both my trips to Terengganu soon. Went to the Lang Tengah Island with Ali and Bell + Awana Kijal @ Kemaman with the unimates a week after!

Double suntan, IMAGINE THAT. People can no longer call me f-a-i-r. Isn’t that awesome? I’ve been living with that my whole life.

What I’ve been doing during the holidays : Planning impromptu outings + cooking + working + SLACKING. <3

Dyed my hair yesterday! I’ve always wanted brown hair so I finally did it. I don’t really LOVE it so I was planning to redye again, lol.

Staying up for the Germany + Spain World Cup semi finals match tonight! You totally should too. XO.

HOLIDAY IN : 3 DAYS!

Woooots! I cannot wait. Uni is REALLY stressful, mind you. It can take your whole social life away, if not handled carefully.

Grinding on my last assignment for the semester! Public Relations sucks balls. Urgh. Thank God Wan Nee agreed to lend me some of her books to research on, heeeee.

The assignment’s due on the 21st but that’s when I’ll be leaving for Terengganu! So I have to finish by the 20th, effff.

To jumpstart my holidays, I’ll be off on an island for a week! Mwahah, no internet + no tv. Just the beach and me + 2 best friends. <3

I love island getaways. Sitting on the beach stoning, thinking of whatever crap you could come up with = love.

So, SEE YA PEOPLE! I’ll be updating often during the holidays.

Okay first of all sorry I chose Bangsar! It was super damn jam during the time all of us were rushing there and I myself was half an hour late.

Anyhow, IT WAS FUN! El Meson serves good food! But unsatisfactory service. I waited damn long for my food and almost wanted to throw a bitch fit and scream at the waiter but OH WELL. My birthday so just sabar.

At first the theme was to look stupid, and then to look la la, but nobody agreed with me T_T . So in the end it was PINK. . Simple yet special.

All ze girls and I except Yi-Vonne in PINK! Oh, special thanks to Kat for lending me her AWESOME SMEXY DRESS! I love it omg.

Mich ze model. <3

Mich, MYSELF, Syaza and Alison. O.o

Now you get why I love the dress ? . And the most awesome part of the whole dress was, when you put it on your FAT TUMMY automatically disappears! AWESOME ANOT ?!

I haven’t finished my meal and they brought me cake!

I forgot how many candles I had. O.o

Makin’ ma birthday wish. <3

I’ve never had rainbow colored cake in my life so thank you, heee.

Groupie shot. I’mma name everyone. Here goes.

JT, Cruz, Azhar, John, Suki, Sean, Keith, Kent, Lyon, Philip, Nick, Yi-Vonne, Alison, Mich, MUA, Pinto and Joannie and Syaza who went home early. <3

And another.

Philip, Sean, Min and I at MIST for some partyinnnn’.

When the clock hit 12, my unimates hugged me. Awwwww. <3

I hate Mist, omg. It was super packed and not to mention, we were dancing with tissue paper in our hands to constantly wipe off sweat. And there is no proper dance floor. Self-explanatory.

Thank you people, I really never expected so many people turning up! LOVE YOU ALL. I had an awesome birthday!

Photos by Nicholas Chin and Philip Rom.