Go With The Flow, Innit?

I Should Be Grateful

2011-10-16T22:06:00.003+01:00

It's like it's so much better now, so much better always. Always ever. Ever ever so great. Getting these funny tickles in my stomach where butterflies used to be new-comers and feeling like things are normal, so normal and great at the same time. So refreshingly relaxing that I doubt my clock moving, so I check the time over and over again. And yes, time has flied by, through some painfully

Re of the Keen

2010-06-14T10:43:00.000+01:00

I'm back.And it's all pretty f-f-fantastic down here.How am I?

Lies, No More Lies

2010-02-19T20:48:00.001Z

I'll update soon, it's a PROMISE!!!!!

Bitter Sugar

2010-02-05T20:14:00.000Z

So everyone's hyped up about their blueberry phone back there whilst I watch Timbaland's Morning After Dark on my Xpress Music in medium quality: what's the big deal? You know, the hype might get me so friggin high that I might even lose my insanity and go hit an iPad incoming with a dark, sexy iPhone. Is that alright with them?PS. Not even a fucking decent holiday, so I'm allowed to rant.

Master Minute

2010-02-03T11:25:00.006Z

Best part of a film, you gotta admit, is when the good-old Irish priest bows down in front of Jesus' ceramic charisma and stutters "Father, help me, I wanna be a good man," then swallows hard for fruitless mercy, then roughly gently sneaks his pale hands inside his 'coat' and takes out a crystal bottle of whiskey and before God has a chance to play dice, downs it way down with no grace spared.

Bleach

2010-02-02T18:30:00.005Z

He says he's like his mum; he stereotypes. It's faster. Apparently. I dunno. I guess it seemed like a pretty fucked-up philosophy at first, but now I kind of like it. Most are bound to live by it anyways. PS. I'm pale as hell, sth seriously wrong with me? Or I'm just white...

Me Sorries

2010-02-01T11:09:00.005Z

Yet every sub-entity is gracefully oozing verifications of its minor existence and so many times at the moment, I've failed to even give a petite hint. I am ashamed. I'll fill you up soon with it all. PS. Promises will be promises.

Bi*ch Day

2010-01-19T14:36:00.003Z

I cheated today, you didn't notice. Is everything fair recently, tell me?I've lost touch with good music at the moment. "I mean, I love him, but, it's gonna take a lot more than love to make this work."Help me.PS. Happy birthday, li'l sis.

I Cry Every Time

2010-01-18T15:20:00.001Z

I find the map and draw a straight lineOver rivers, farms, and state linesThe distance from 'A' to where you'd beIt's only finger-lengths Jobby that I seeI touch the place where I'd find your faceMy finger in creases of distant dark placesI hang my coat up in the first barThere is no peace that I've found so farThe laughter penetrates my silenceAs drunken men find flaws in scienceTheir words

Drastic

2010-01-17T07:51:00.003Z

I've changed it all around.It's warmer now.But the bed stays."And poems are bullshit."

Meh! Yeah.

2010-01-01T06:04:00.000Z

Happy new year, I suppose. (You'd know exactly how I feel if you were in Tehran right now). 2008 was a pretty SHIT year though, if you ask me....and I'd no Friggin idea snow weasels actually exist, but they're cute as hell and no, I can't adopt one for the obvious reason, so there.PS. This post was actually written on 30th of December, enjoy my fascinating so-not-bothered-ness. Innit!

Bella Ciao

2009-12-30T18:24:00.000Z

یا حسین

2009-12-24T13:37:00.000Z

With the dim light of the crescent moonThe New Year unfurls insidiouslyLike black clouds of MonsoonCasting shadows of doom and gloom Thick shades of black that drape the earthWrithing and bleeding as the wind brings images -A Severed arm, a pierced throat, a headless bodyO my Abbas! O my Ali Asghar! O my Hussain!Dripping black blood like black goldThat energizes the rusty dead soul The black garb

Do I Do

2009-12-11T07:26:00.003Z

Dude, what hectic days. Joking, of course. I haven't sweated a bit since last week. It's all the exam schedules and classes gone topsy-turvy, I tell you. Some insist we should quit all classes till the head resigns but I, for the first time, don't think for a second that's a good idea. It's all so complicated, you know? The flow's going rather mentally and I'm afraid I might lag unintentionally.

I'm a Pony, Look!

2009-12-10T10:03:00.001Z

I think that nowadays when I watch films I’m looking for something, something that shouldn’t be there but I want it to be for some reason. It’s like I set aims for the director and however good a job he’s done, I’d be critical if he hasn’t achieved my goals. Being such a harsh critique, it’s no wonder that I don’t find any of what I watch worthy of awards and Oscars. It’s not important or

Me Madder

2009-12-09T06:00:00.001Z

Dad moans when I take the remote control from him. I snatch, really. Then snap, actually. "They arrested my friend yesterday. Got the news this morning. Niloo." It saddens him. I throw my bag on my bed and slap vaio open. What a wicked feeling. Your friend's in prison and you got to revise FA sweet. Fuck it, I tell myself. No, wait. I sit down and revise for a bit, but I can't concentrate. The

One Day

2009-12-08T06:37:00.000Z

One day, my beloved one, one day, we'll break all the walls and burn all dead leaves and free all the doves and scream all the screams and laugh all our laughter and run like wild horses until we reach the land of light and life.Bear with me, my friend.Be with me.

Dear Diary,

2009-12-07T16:56:00.008Z

This day should be marked in history. I don't think words suffice feelings today.Let actions and voices and pictures tell our story.Happy University Students Day, green army.16 Azar 1388.My signature. مرگ بر دیکتاتورمرگ بر دیکتاتورمرگ بر دیکتاتورنصر من الله و فتح قریبمرگ بر این دولت مردم فریبدانشجو می میردذلت نمی پذیرددولت کودتااستعفااستعفا...

The Nascent Morning

2009-12-06T08:54:00.006Z

With every downside in life, with every woe and mishap, with every ugly event, there follows something really good - something miraculous, something you never thought would happen after all your misery. It's Eid today and people around me look pretty happy. Gloomy day and looks like snow's lurking around, waiting to surprise, but I'm chuffed anyhow. Snow would make it better in fact. Those little

Perished Prerogatives

2009-12-05T10:51:00.008Z

You know, I'm supposed to be enjoying a 3-day weekend at the moment. It's Eid tomorrow and people will celebrate around me, but I've got a little one I need to stick to and look after: Communication Systems. It's a pretty crap thing, very impossible to digest and pretty tough to get your head around, but it's worth so much marks it makes you wanna forget partying with the coolest lot ever and

The Red Revolution

2009-12-04T06:07:00.008Z

Blood. It's red. It's fragrant yet repulsive. It runs. It runs fast. It livens up. It revives. It's vindictive. It's majestic. It's insane. Blood is revengeful. It goes around, around and around,...,and it comes right back around.Blood is intoxicating sometimes, sweet heart. Blood heals man and kills blood. Blood heals blood and kills man. It's fierce like a lustrous weave of murderous desires.

This Is the Life, Amy

2009-12-03T12:27:00.006Z

Alarm clocks make me feel obnoxious, do they do the same to you as well? It's that little continuous flow of squeaky, admonitory tone they have - you get what I mean, I'm sure. It's a worldwide pain. I'll make sure I'll build my own peaceful analogue clock with a beautiful noise when I grow up. Yeah, so it wakes I up this morning at roundabout 06:30. I shower for 15 minutes and too bad Dad's not

I Say All

2009-12-02T14:49:00.002Z

No, I don't have to put up a post everyday and no, I don't have to write when I have a lot to say but a slightly unorganised mind. But here we go anyways: Modern Control is not straightforward like I thought it was.At all!

For Sara, Again

2009-12-01T06:24:00.004Z

For a start, it's December and secondly, I can see the beautiful Eastern sun for the first time in a while this morning. I need to make a start soon...Just smile back (remember, Sara?)

When We're All Gone...

2009-11-30T18:27:00.008Z

Yeah...It's my life...My own words I guess...Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?When they know they're your heartAnd you know you were their armourAnd you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'herBut what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?What