Jesse's Blog

Halo weenie

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Sat, 31 Oct 2026 01:50:37 +0000

Halloween!

Hallowed e’en

Sacred evening

Scared in the dark

Dress up and be something else

Be something spooky?

Get candy

Trick or treat

Who does tricks anymore?

I have a blind friend who can take out her eyes! (now THAT’s a trick)

I bought almond kisses, York peppermint patties, and Hershey’s nuggets

Probably no one will come, so KRT and I will eat everything ourselves

Hello weenie (greetings, hot dog)

Satan says Happy Helloween! Muahaha

You can’t spell Halloween without “allow”

Welcome to the darker side

Days can be pretty dark, too

Freeze Frame

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Thu, 29 Oct 2026 03:31:34 +0000

sausage and JESUS (susej)?

Jesus (geezus) or Jesus (heyZeus), Isa (arabic), Yeshua, Yehoshua (YHWH is salvation)

Christ (not his last name) (means messiah, anointed with chrism)

Last name? Of Nazareth, Nazarene

Aramaic? Yeshu Mshikha

The carpenter’s son, the son of Joseph

YM, JCON

Yada yada. The most talked about person in history.

Jess U

okay, me

I go by Chuy, Isaí, Jesse, too

Chewy and juicy

Ay, AI, aye

Art of fish’l intelligence

Understanding fish psychology

Averse to x, desirous of y

Averse to getting eaten, desirous of food/sex

Right?

So, herding fish, like dolphin pods do

Attract them into the net with fish food

What is irresistible to your kind of fish?

Stupid fish

Ghoti

Bfd

Miracle of the loaves and fishes

Well, OBVIOUSLY he froze time, and went and gathered it all, then turned time back on again

Reality is like a video, and you can pause it. Everyone knows that!

Non-Christian does not mean Non-Good

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Wed, 28 Oct 2026 02:34:20 +0000

Antichrist

Jesus is just alright - The Byrds/ The Doobie Brothers

What is Christ? It means anointed with chrism (olive oil).

Who cares if you’ve been anointed or not? I don’t

Olive oil is healthy, but I have no opinion, even if you swim in the stuff

I believe Jesus is dead

Even if he rose from the dead, and outlived his crucifixion, he was only human, and surely died of old age, right?

People believe in vampires, who are supposedly immortal

And the same of Jesus, that he never dies

But, uh…Nobody lives forever, okay

People need to believe in Heaven, sometimes

And it’s interesting to think about

(immortality, paradise, heaven, utopia, the kingdom)

His message lives on, of course (the bible, the church, the religion)

I’m not for or against him - turn the other cheek is good advice

Prince of peace is a good thing, too

The scare tactic of eternal damnation was a bit much, if you ask me

Everyone dies, those who deserve heaven, and those who deserve hell

(nobody has ever deserved eternal torment)

Jesus and Hitler are in the same place. Dust to dust. Sorry.

Even if you’re against “Christ”, like you think he was evil or something,

(maybe you especially like fig trees? Or pigs?)

also, There’s a non-canonical story of Jesus killing someone

Because Flying Spaghetti Monster is far more virtuous and happy and fun-

Or HeyZeus was just wrong (Atheism holds more water)

(And christian services are boring and annoying?)

OR, Jesus was dark (get behind me, Satan), and actually pro-evil

(sending someone to Hell is the ultimate evil, right?)

Or you think other religions are better (I prefer Buddhism)

Maybe you just don’t believe Jesus was God, or all that

Just a guy, not born of a virgin, or capable of miracles (but magic, though…)

Seriously, though, who cares if Mary did it or not?

Are we saying semen was teleported into her by advanced aliens or something?

I’ve seen YouTube magic of walking on water

And magicians can make water into wine, too (Google it)

Necromancy is fraudulent

Souls don’t even exist, but if they did, I probably wouldn’t give mine to Jesus!

Word play

Ant eye cryst; (ants don’t cry)

aunty Christ (a nun); Yes, actually

antique rice (eucharist contender?)

anarchist (sounds like)

Whatever

A Debate in my head:

Only God is good

God is love

Goodness and love exist

God’s name is I AM

Atheism

Fun because believers are so annoying?

Strong and weak

Asserting no god exists

And, in fact, it is Not Possible for a god to exist

A need to define our terms (a lack of evidence for what?)

well, the word God exists

“and the word was God” - bible verse John 1:1

Withholding belief in any god due to lack of evidence

Just look around. God is everywhere.

Reality is all the God there ever is. -Adi Da

God created the universe?

Absurd

Who created God?

God is the source of all things good?

You mean, sex and love

God is One

We’re talking in circles

It’s a philosophical merry-go-round

wheeeee

Irene

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Mon, 26 Oct 2026 21:06:22 +0000

The premise of this blog is that I am God. But not just me. You, too. Everyone, really. If God is everywhere, He is in all, interpenetrates. If Reality is all the God there ever is, then God is You, always and already. God is good. It’s linguistic. Just like the devil is evil. It doesn’t have to mean any more than that. What is good? Kindness, compassion, love, charity, comfort, contentment, bliss. I’m sure you can think of others. The cardinal virtues and such. Refraining from criminality, whether that be petty or capital. To be good is simply to not be bad. It doesn’t have to be saintliness. If the requirement for an eternal life of bliss in Heaven after you die is to be good, that’s really a low bar, if you ask me. But only God is good, so you have to be God.

There are lots of Gods, names for God, and even room for new religions and improvements of those already laying claim to your faith and religiosity, your attention. What does the Bible and Koran say God is? God is beneficent, merciful. God is a man of war. God is love. God is One. And plenty more. Vanity of vanities, all is vanity. All is frustration, futility, absurdity, nonsense. This is the word of the Lord.

So you don’t have to change yourself to be God. You were made in the image of God, by God, and if you are good, are God Himself. So be good. That’s what all the religions boil down to. Don’t be evil- Google. Do a good turn daily -Boy Scouts (slogan). Love all, serve all -Hard Rock Cafe. Be good for goodness’ sake - Santa. Don’t worry, be happy! - Bobby McFerrin. Love the sinner, but not the sin -Mom. There is no sin, only crime -Me. Morality is just about preferences, opinion. The golden rule comes in several forms: Don’t do unto others what you would not have done to yourself. Do unto others what you would have others do to you. And neither - People have different tastes. :-)

Personally, I don’t believe in souls or an afterlife (of reward, punishment, or ongoing normality). Once you die, you’re dead, that’s it. Oblivion is the universal fate. You can leave behind a legacy, and kids, and things like books. It doesn’t hurt to hope, though. Break on through to the other side, yeah. But I’d rather be surprised. We have one life to live. So do what you want, make this life heavenly. I do believe in karma. You get what you give. You reap what you sow. Life is good! I’m a firm believer in positivity, service, pleasure, nature, music, libraries, good food, travel, movies, fitness, beauty, dreams, humor, and things like a dip in a pool, sunning yourself, writing, good conversation, and creativity. Lifelong learning, staying curious. Virtue, service, and making lots of money. Amen.

So smile, laugh, tell jokes, have fun, play, and ham it up. Life is ridiculous. Life is a cereal. You can be a cereal killer. Like a comedian that kills. You can be a man of war, that fights for peace, to prevent war from starting in the first place, that fights the psy war, the war of words, the irenic diplomacy we all want. When I dip, you dip, we dip. Ha. Peace be with you.

Stan and Lucy

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Thu, 22 Oct 2026 18:54:14 +0000

Everybody is NOT fuckin’ good, Jesse -v

Thought experiment

Everyone IS good? Really?

It’s all good.

There is no evil.

No crime.

Everyone is free to do anything.

There is no God’s law

No law books: chaos, anarchy

The natural state, The State of Nature

The most wicked is a kind of goodness, actually

Says the devil

Says god

Says me

AMC theaters: anarchy, mayhem, chaos

MCI mad crazy insane

CVS Cthulhu Voldemort Sauron

WAG the dog, Walgreens

MAD SLB. Mephistopheles Antichrist Devil Satan Lucifer Beelzebub

Stan and Lucy Duvall (Satan and Lucifer Devil)

Stan and Lucy are famous fossils (T Rex and Australopithecus afarensis)

Damon's demonic dementia

vile violent violation

Dave, Devan, Devo, and Darth Vader

diva, deva, devil

I dunno. Full freedom might actually suck.

Might makes right and such

Everyone paranoid

The police would still lock people up

Love

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Thu, 08 Oct 2026 05:10:23 +0000

Unconditional, True Love

People change, but true love persists, as a grokking of identity (both identities) and the relationship. Love is renewed, as a committment between two different and changing beings, who would rather be together than alone, and feel they are and will be happier in communion. Honestly, it takes work, and can be a bit of a gamble. Cupid's arrow can be random, but some of us take what we can get.

Unconditional- no matter what. If you love one, you love all (all in all is all we are), SO a relationship between two expands into your overall relationship with society. Love is wanting the other person to be happy, not suffer, almost as an extension of self, with compassion and joy.

True, not acted or pretended, natural and organic. Deep affection, and loving yourself around your loved one. God is often defined as Love, the source of love, and can be a helpful belief for a committed relationship, grounded in an unchanging ideal of goodness and support and kindness.

Loving Reality, life, yourself, everyone. Love is happy, helpful, hopeful (Heaven itself).

Sex is just a part of it, called "making love" for a reason, but not strictly necessary, especially if the love isn't mutual, or is unrequited. Intimacy is a kind of maintenance, a language of touch between a couple who enjoy each other, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually.

Love should grow and be reinforced, and be pleasurable, in every way. Life can be hard, so having someone to deal with it all is important, even necessary, because solitude, alienation, isolation, and loneliness don't hold a candle to Love.

The sex act does not equate to love. But knowing each other's turn-ons and turn-offs is part of it. Really, really good sex, good chemistry, is foundational for many relationships. But not all. Lovers should be best friends, too, if you ask me.

UTL also stands for Unable To Locate (in police lingo)

Love is inclusive, if universal. Even for haters. People who wish ill on others. Like burn in hell for all eternity. Or crucify him. Even dumb dicks, stupid shits, idiot retarded wicked reprobate sinner criminals, monsters, demons and vicious villains. Infested rotten whore things. Arrogant bent corrupt depraved evil fucks. Cruel and twisted. Yada yada. Every single one of us, the devil inside. They say God loves everyone, including sinners. God says I don't even know you. But to know know know him is to love him. I don't know you, but I love you. You're a person. I get it. Get the picture?

I suppose I should add that God has his favorites. Those he loves most (and least). Right?

Hats off, yessir, to yetzer ha-tov! Have a Buddha-ful day! Or an even butter day with cheeses rice :-)

I Noah guy. Why didn't Noah go fishing? He only had 2 worms!

G-D: God Dick, Gigantic (Orgasmic) Dick

Mom and Dad are MAD about Meat And Dairy, Mutually Assured Destruction, and Making A Difference

InTIMidation, reMARKs, eJACKulation, BILLionaire, sugJESStion, GREGarious, hilLARRY-us, TOM-ato, JIM-nasium, formMATT, JERRY-atric, glutTONY, banJOE, genERIC, SAMurai, naBOB, and uhh....conFREDeracy, caDAVEr/ affiDAVEit, pELIcan, bALLENce, EDucation (Edgar, Edwin, Edward; Ed, Edd, and Eddie), ROBot, DANgerous, CHRIStian, running an AARONd, KURTains, ALgorithm, KENTucky, broKEN, JUANderer. JOSE, can you see?

TriSARAtops/ SARAHmony, AmERICA, halLUCYnoJEN, mALICE / fallacy, KARENgo (an edible seaweed), BerKELLI, blue hERIN, mESMEric/ linESMEn, SUMMERsault, VICtorY, fauna and fLAURA, moROSE, meMIRANDA.

Wherever I go, Hugo; Augie the logical yogi; Pierre and the peerage system (UK), the excitement and variety of feudalism, few-dull ism!; peasants and serfs and pheasants and Smurfs; the perfect society for the stressed and anxious: calm-you-nism :-). Phosphorus is fun for us. Houthi youth seek Yemeni hegemony. I can go to Iran, like Ivan. Jedis in Jeddah. I miss the missus' missiles. I left the key to my EV in Kiev. my darling uses Starlink. You think this incense smells nice? I dissent, and dislike the scent. Barbaric Barbara is not as bad as Ruthless Ruth. Flavor-flav knows Flávio? Rounding up numbers and supporters, and pointing down. Kids in the halal. Yahoos crossing the Yalu. Kevin in Kevlar. Pogrom program is pro-Graham. Blind and in a bind. Sighted and cited. Pneumonia and old Mona. Hanna- Barbera and barbaric Hannibal. Doctor Pepper and Nurse Salt (Lot's wife?). Meursalt drives a Murano (mucus, urine, o!). Bi-sick: Antisocial Personality Disorder, with a social disease. Abih and Abigail. Red Foley and Helen Reddy and Red Ryder, and Vida Blue. Chopin (show pan) on a chopper. Colonel Cornel eats corn with Commander Seaman (corny). Get up! Get on up! Kilmartin and Bradbury. MD and VP. e.g. Marlene Dietrich and Vincent Price. Foetus feet. Nefertiti's titties. Leiningen and the ants, as read by the defend-ant :-)

tv faves: National Geographic does Nature, and I like Miracles of Nature too; Anthony Bourdain does food, Rick Steves does travel, and x does History (drunken history?). Artcast is fun. You should be able to pay x dollars for each museum, and get access to ALL the work!

WTD, what to do, walk the dog, wait to die, write the deity

Home of the Gods

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Thu, 08 Oct 2026 03:23:21 +0000

In your head? In your house or room? In your heart? In your pineal gland? Somewhere in my blog?

Or in Heaven, Asgard, or Mt. Olympus? Mount Kailash and Mount Meru, too.

Then again, some say God is omnipresent (EVERYWHERE!), as big as the universe itself!

Where are you, God? Can you hear me? Are you out there?

Come into my heart. Make me a vehicle of your peace. You know, that kind of thing.

Enjoy the ambrosia and nectar (food and drink of the Gods). You are welcome here :-)

Testaments say tent, tabernacle, temple - transformation, (dwelling and residing permanently, not just as a guest). Betwixt and between the two temples of your head! (This temple is temporary, though- memento mori). ROD, reminder of death. Meditation, mindfulness, and Moksha. Sukhavati does not suck.

Nirvana is a band, and City of God is a movie, too

my happy place- a land of contentment, without greed or hatred, and omniscience (with wisdom, without ignorance). You can be happy anywhere, they say. For no reason whatsoever, in fact. Right here, right now!

the holy throne seat? no shit! or, where the magic happens, places of pleasure...

New Bike!

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Mon, 05 Oct 2026 03:31:18 +0000

The Trek people are amazing

My Trek e-bike (pedal-assist), which I bought for $1400 in May of 2019, had a problem with the kickstand, and a piece of metal came off the frame, and my warranty meant I get a brand new bike! Phil at the Berkeley store helped me get my $1999 brand new Trek electric bike, which I rode home from the nearby store just today. It's all black, except for tan tires, and it looks smart. I hope it lasts.

I'm charging it now. I rode out to Safeway for chinese food. My only complaint is it doesn't go over 20 miles per hour. Like the pedals get sludgy, even going downhill. But it's got turn-signals, which are awesome, and front and rear lights built into it. It's still heavy, but I don't mind, because it's fun. It accelerates quickly. I have to adjust to the new configuration. The seat is higher than the handlebars.

I'm told a single charge will take me 75 miles, depending how much juice I use. Of course, I like going fast. It's fun going uphill, because it's effortless, and I know how much harder it would be without it.

Thanks, Trek!

wp (wordplay)

Two-face uses toothpaste!, new shoe goo for you; Joe Palooka fires a bazooka; bloody bludgeoning; toxic topics; angel anger; gnome enemy; albino from Albion; hostile at the hostel; orgasm organism; Amy and Erica, for America! Electric bill: elect Rick and Bill! Karen caring about cairns; torture in an orchard; abbot in the habit of stabbing rabbits (at the abattoir); HALF (have a little faith) in me :-)

God's prayer to Himself

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Mon, 28 Sep 2026 23:56:25 +0000

Hey there, everyone, howzit goin’? I’m good, fine, well, doin’ my thing. Y’know, writing, thinking, napping, walking, talking and such. Hope you are also in fine fettle. Anyway, if I had omnipotence, which I don’t think I do, but what if, right? - I think I’d end war. I could outlaw militaries, and make it a crime, in international law, to arm up and threaten your neighbors, or anyone else, fellow members of the UN. The whole world are international citizens, and have human rights, which include peace, and peaceful leadership. So, just as an individual can’t rob a pedestrian walking down the street, Putin can’t threaten to steal $26T from Ukraine, which is really what it boils down to, if you ask me. That’s the value of the Ukrainian economy.

Anyway, I would also -after criminalizing war- have libraries, and digital libraries, available to everyone on earth. Because reading is fun. And education should be free. And this includes exercise regimens for everybody to keep themselves in really good shape, for strength, and endurance, and general health, in addition to beauty.

Let the robots do the work. Do what you want to do, yourself, right? Amen.

where do you hail from? hale and hearty, and it's hailing outside.

aisles in the supermarket, isles in the ocean

sewers and people who sew garments

flowers and rappers who spit a flow

integrity and out-tegrity!? ha

(Patrick) Mahomes is my homie

Charlie Chaplin's chaplain

Get your act together, marine corps chaplain!

oxymoron? huh? 1600 military intelligence

thou shalt not kill, Exodus 20:13

there is a time to kill, Ecclesiastes 3:3

I have some time to kill

these are some killer shades, dude

comedians that "kill" :-)

drinking Killian's red in a kilt before ascending Kilimanjaro...

1 world is enough for all of us

the UNI-verse IS a multi-verse

multiple psyches in one fabric of spacetime

"fabric" doesn't do justice to a 3D grid of cubes

but diversity is a good thing, in my book

it's already one (composite) world, if you ask me

different worlds, countries, planets

men are from Mars, women from Venus

Americans have freedoms of speech, petition, assembly, religion, press

can have any or no religion

in god we trust, on the money

you can define any which way you like (any witch?)

race, religion, region, books, music, nationality - worlds

diseases and wars and money and weather/climate do not respect borders

love doesn't respect borders, either

even if irrational hate sometimes does

it's a complex system

small things ripple outward

sheeple zombies and alive! thrill-killers?

it doesn't have to be that way

can't we all get along? - Rodney King

some of us Get Shorty

shit I'm shot, thought the shoat

shoot the sheets (ghostbusters), in Shetland

Is the God of the Universe a space alien?

is there anybody out there? -Pink Floyd

Jews on Jupiter, listening to Neptunes, driving a Saturn, wiping Uranus

In Plutonic relationships (that's cold!)

Star Wars biology

midi-chlorians and mitochondria

amidala and amygdala

F=ma

Jed die, Jed eye

tomorrow is a new day (and a new month)

new year's resolutions can be renewed, monthly

every night you can review your day, and plan the next

you don't have to do anything, you can do nothing

relax, take it easy; work hard 24-7; do what thou wilt

an old soul, newness at noon

elegy for an intelligent religion

stupid Stuart, stupid cupid

love that fits like a glove

www.love.gov

Bigots, got bi, big O tires, Big OT, big it

Brigitte the bigot, irked by jerks, annoyed Boyd

Bob Saget and the maggot faggot

icky Vicki, smelly Kelli, messy Jesse

Schroeder's odors, heaven-scent

Lionel clean and neat :-)

what's the anemometer reading for Soledad?

mm, mother's cookies and dad's root beer

San Diego Padres and the Sierra Madre

Clarence and Terrence are my parents

not Anne and Saul, or Erin and Darren

Wonder Woman and Barbi

Amazon and Barbizon

Amazing Barbara

rebarbative Barbara, eats rhubarb

Sheikh in an earthquake: It shook the shocked sheikh

pay shekels to shake the love shack

Ferrari in Harare, zooms in Zimbabwe

a record by wrecked Kurds

listen, glisten, and kiss the missus

Angelica the angel, nimble in her nimbus

it's hard to please a plesiosaur

yellow-bellied rednecks and greenbacks

Cincinnati reds and Cleveland browns

UPS, the power of brown

Violet Beauregarde sing the blues with the indigo girls

Blue Angels, blue devils, yellow jackets, green party, green bay

Orange County and red square, oranges and blueberries

red apple, strawberries, watermelon, cranberries,

cherries, pomegranates, raspberries

orange oranges, yellow bananas, greens, purple eggplant

plus, blue spirulina, corn, potatoes

Mariah the pariah

febrile in February

re zent mint of my inability to spell correctly?

valetudinarian valedictorian became a veterinarian veteran aryan

Hi Gene! what does genetics say about brushing your teeth?

Police policy

Gals at Cal

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Thu, 17 Sep 2026 05:46:52 +0000

The City full of witty kitties, says Dirk, about Berkeley

Many Jennys, a few jews, some bums, and a lot of hotties at the pah-ty

Alison eats venison

Betsy shops on Etsy

Christine is pristine

Danielle the spaniel

Erin dares to be carin’

Francesca Ceaucescu

Gladys from Addis (Ababa)

Helen Ellen Lenore Melanie Kelli and elle

(irenic) Irene the Sirene (mermaid)

Jackie plays hacky sack with Mack

Kathy gets mathy

Laura’s aura is as bright as a white light at night

Maura knows the score-uh

Mariah’s messiah is Jeremiah (was a bullfrog)

Natalie is battle-y, and fights with spite

Pat is all that, but Patricia wishes for contrition from Titian

Queen Latifah is married to King Kong?

Rebecca from Tribeca

Susan is losin’ her mind (what a find!)

Tara is scared o’ makin’ errors

Uma’s pet puma is a fat cat, but scarier than Larry

Veronica plays harmonica

Wanda is fond of Uganda

Xandra the panda

Yvette is all set

Zora’s aura is as bright as Laura’s

Melinda, Melina, Melania, Melanie, Melissa, and Mel :-)

Jay Leno, Alan, Leonard (Lenny), Glen...

what do you want to eat, girl? grill or gruel?

birth, school, work, death.

awake, aware, alive, alert! al al aw aw? allah!

which is better: a poor pair (in love) or a rich wretch?

when it reigns, it poors!

Cindy Lou-Houthi

gilts? in no sense! (bonds issued by UK gvt. for public spending)

the answer to cancer is blowdrying!?

blow drying, oh my, foe dying, dough buying, no lying

Joe the jew

Jah's jaw

yes, yeast is of use

no, I don't know if my knee is new

Bjork plays New York

trust and treachery

TLHFCKOCTBCR

Scout Law

God of deities, god of gods, lord of lords, king of kings

GODs: game of dominoes, game of darts,

dice, dots, draughts, dominion

game of diplomacy, game of death

games of destiny, deceit, dragons

"guess (it's) over (and) done"

global oil demand, ahh the good ol' days

G-D, grave danger, gloom/doom, grave digger

genius diplomacy, government of democrats, growth of debt

guilty of DUI, defamation, dc (disorderly conduct)

devil, guilty of "possession" (Ha), GOP

This blog (Jesse's Blog, a philosophic and poetic god blog) just went over a Million (page-views), since 2008 :-). There are 2541 posts, as of 9/25/26. Influencer, without the flu!

Thanks, everyone!

p.s. actually, Cal (UC Berkeley) is only like 43% enrolled men (!)

GOD G officially dead

how many gauss is anyone's guess

a paucity of curiosity

top o' the mornin' to ya

good day

cheerio

toodles

ta ta

owl's bowels!

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Wed, 16 Sep 2026 22:45:02 +0000

your life CAN be good

it's alimentary, dear Watson!

GI gastrointestinal, general infantryman

gastroenterology, abandon all hope ye who enter here (lol)

in the bowels of the building (huh?)

the book: GUT, by Giulia Enders (inside story)

colonoscopy and Cristobal Colón (Columbus)

Devo sing's 'I've got a gut feeling' (slap your mammy)

bird turd. coop poop. shit of a blue tit. guano, y'know?* sigh, why. cat bat rat scat

*phosphate fertilizer fff

hell's bells

incense and out scents

GGs and BGs

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Tue, 15 Sep 2026 00:18:33 +0000

Cops and Criminals

Saints and monsters, demons

Upright, virtuous, good, innocent, moral, ethical, righteous, honest, with probity, angels and god-beings

Perpetrators ("perps"), reprobates, unethical, illegal, unlawful, devils, pit of hell entities, sinful, wicked, evil, corrupt, depraved, guilty, dangerous, offenders, culprits, felons, miscreants.

Good Guys, Bad Guys (and Girls)

pure, holy, blessed, sanctified, sacred

unholy, filthy, cursed, dangerous, desecrated, impure

and everything in between!

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heavenly host and hellions

earthlings and "the heavens"

there is no heaven or hell but thinking makes it so; frame of mind

living the good life, or - instead, suffering

there is a path from dukkha (non-attachment, let go)

ignorance, delusion, confusion; attachment, aversion

equanimity, still-pointed concentration, nirvana

from discontent to bliss, suffering to joy, dukkha to nirvana

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maybe a little aversion is called for. Kidnappers, assaulting and beating the living daylights, around the clock; diseased whore-sluts, lying murdering rapist cannibal terrorist piece of shit goddamned witch-snakes!

good-hearted comedians and miscreant transgressors

GUILT does not necessarily correlate with depravity (or virtue). Horrors have been justified in the minds of the mad, and the (Relatively Innocent) sometimes believe they are wicked, too. It's a mess. One person's "sin" is another's "good deed". A steak, anyone?

Join the Marines? Or, become a Holy Man, locked away in solitary contemplation and prayer?

instructions: struck chin! Love all, serve all. - Hard Rock Cafe

I see a birthday coming up

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Tue, 01 Sep 2026 01:39:58 +0000

9/3

Another trip round the sun

Long strange trip it’s been

Trip-indicular, trippy, triptastic

Sun go down, sun come up again

Tomorrow is another day

Day by day, time goes, on and on

Light and dark, dark and light

Same ol’ same ol’

The future is the past

Holy frijoles, batman

The child is the father of the man

———

Difference between sacred, holy, divine God/deity, and merely just human

Whatever you want it to be

You get to decide, yourself

I say they’re equal

Humans could even be ranked below some other animals, actually

But I like who I am, so - equity

From tiny bugs to biggest whale, we’re all just animals

Variations on the form of a tube

From mouth to anus

We eat, drink, piss, shit, think, talk, move around

e.g. Bees do logistics, and elephants talk

Humans are fancy apes

Holy cow, batman!

same category

angels and unicorns and santa claus and tooth fairy and GOD

deities and dark lords and vampires and heavenly host and hellions

Imaginary, but carrying water, holding truth

ooh, Heaven is a place called Earth

(war is hell)

"be humble, be human, be authentically yourself" -kzsu deejay

Now the Easter Bunny.... That's real! lol

Good Or Disobedient?

both, neither

"GOD only knows". (Gathering Of Data)

still pointed concentration, meditation, mind-maintenance

SPC, social-purpose corporation

Group Dynamics

spacetime, energy/matter (2 things, not 4)

space has length, width, height

time has past, present, future

matter is solid, liquid, gas (and don't forget plasma!)

not quite the neat trinity of trinities I heard invoked

but anyway

is it not always now? so to speak

and what am I to make of "virtual particles" that pop into and out of "existence"?

Is Heaven like a Playboy Mansion? filled with bunnies and pets.

Or maybe a ride on a Space Station in zero gravity.

Or a hike in the woods, a trail ride, lounging in the sun by a pool, etc.

(Virgo?) birthdays in Sept of people I know: 9/1, 9/3, 9/8, 9/10 (2), 9/11, 9/15

I turn 55 yy

Does God exist?

Define ‘god’!

Creator of the universe? (parents made love)

Most powerful being in existence? (“all-powerful”)

(devil? morpheus? pope? power-lawyers? president?)

Perfectly good

Corporate entity with best of everything

strongest, most beautiful, wisest, most intelligent, best at....

speed-reading, olympic events, writing, thinking, saying, doing

father, son, holy spirit (male sexuality)

Brahma, Shiva, Vishnu

Jesus, Mary, and Joseph!

YHWH, Yahweh, Jehovah (H why, backwards)

Jehovah, Allah, Waheguru

Shangdi, Zeus, Ra

Me myself and I

holy holes, spiritual spurt

communion and cum union

1 God, multiplicity of names, characteristics

YHWH is also El Shaddai, Elohim, and Adonai

Father, Son, and Holy Spirit are 3 aspects of 1 (triune) God

There is a list of 99 Names of Allah

I like

starting with Al Rahman, Al Rahim (the entirely merciful, the especially merciful)

- Avalokiteshvara is the Buddhist bodhisattva of infinite compassion

- and Krishna is the God of tenderness, compassion, and love

a trinity of mercy and compassion. :-)

(vs. gods of hell, punishment, destruction, and evil)

Hell is a nightmare (but makes Oblivion comparatively welcome)

roast and burn and bake and fry

greek (19)

Zeus, Poseidon, Hades, Athena, Apollo, Hera, Ouranos, Cronus, Rhea, Hermes, Hephaestus, Aphrodite, Ares, Artemis, Hestia, Demeter, Dionysus, Chaos, Gaia

roman (14)

Jupiter, Mars, Neptune, Mercury, Venus, Vulcan, Pluto, Juno, Minerva, Vesta, Ceres, Bacchus, Janus (GOD, guardian of doorways), Diana

bible (1): YHWH, Yahweh, Jehovah, El Shaddai, Adonai, Elohim;

3 in 1 (Holy Trinity: F,S,HS)

Quran (1): Allah (99 names and attributes)

YAHTzee

Zzz, Morpheus

Egyptian (15)

Ra, Osiris, Isis, Anubis, Amun, Horus, Set, Thoth, Hathor, Bashet, Sekhmet, Ptah, Sobek, Nut, Geb

Norse (13)

Odin, Thor, Loki, Frigg (of Friday fame), Feyr, Freya, Heindall, Tyr (Tiu of Tuesday fame), Hel, Baldr, Njord, Idunn, Bragi

Hindu (15 )

Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva, Saraswati, Lakshmi, Parvati, Ganesha, Murugan, Indra, Agni, Vayu, Yama, Rama, Hanuman, Krishna

Shinto (8)

Amaterasu, Susanoo, Tsukuyami, Izanagi, Inari, Raijin, Fujin, Hachiman, Ryujin

Aztec (7)

Huitzilopochtli, Quetzalcoatl, Tezcatlipoca, Tlaloc, Coatlicue, Xipe Tolec, Mictlantecuhtli

Mayan (6)

Itzamara, Kukulkan, Chaac, Ixchel, Ah Puch, Kinich Ahau

Celtic (6)

The Dagda, The Morrigan, Lugh, Brigid, Cernunnos, Danu

Mesopotamian (7)

Anu, Enlil, Enki, Inanna, Marduk, Shamash, Erashkigal

assorted mix:

Ahura Mazda

Ahriman

Shangdi

Waheguru

Wakan Tanka

Read Camus and worship Comus!

comus, the god of comedy

G-D, Greatest Delight

and, there are zillions of obscure, smaller deities

make your own: god of dishes, god of television, I dunno

Let's call them Glorzak and Vetrunio

116!

Syncretism of all of them. Who knows where one ends, and the other(s) begin?

corporation God

gods are virtual realities, unless:

a)you are god, and/or b)reality is god

God is my copilot, significant other, Reality itself

after. birthday went down-

God the father, Mother Earth, and Dad's root beer, Mother's cookies

Thanks bro and gang, ma, aunties V and RM for cards, messages

Starbuck's and Amazon and Target gc's, cash

cookies, root beer, irish chips, coke, tiramisu, croissant sandwich, fruit salad

55! Halfway to 110. Inshallah, god willing.

tomorrow, Friday, free pair of passes from KALX (worth $66 ea) to see The English Beat

Make your own grouping/syncretism!:

e.g. JESSE (Jupiter, Elohim, Shangdi, Shiva, Enlil). :-)

or, CHAMP (Chaos, Hel, Apollo, Marduk, Pluto)

I AM (Ixchel, Ahura Mazda)

"cash in with Caishen"

from awake to sleep, the realm of Buddha to Morpheus

god of life to god of death, like Persephone and Thanatos

inspire and expire, respiration, in and out, breath

Vayu and Ruach, (prana life force, breath, wind, and spirit)

pantheon's big tent

fun with stench, gas, filth, and rot: Matshishkapeu, Ah Puch, Tlazolteotl,

Sterquilinus, Mefitis, Crepitus

Koalemos (greek god of stupidity, foolishnesss)

Aergia (greek god of sloth, idleness, laziness)

Lila (play! purely, spontaneous, having fun!)

So, if you're like me, and like stupidity (always up for some Beavis and Butthead), drunken revelry, filthy sex (and forgiveness), money, and of course Love, you might be a pantheist syncretist of

Koalemos, Comus, Tlazolteotl, Caishen, and Krishna :-)

Get Off your Duff, Get Out of Dodge, and Go OutDoors!

ISLAM means submission (not Ignorance Sex Love And Money)

Allah means The God (not Arm Leg Leg Arm Head)

'gworbic' means anything can mean anything :-)

Psychic says, I see a casket in your future!

God has loved us all into existence, just as time inexorably brings us closer to xx

Virgos and the urge for virgin vagina

Leos and Law Enforcement Officers, lyin' lions of Zion

Watching the Harlem Globetrotters with Job's daughters

A collie named Kelli, juicy Jesse, Korean corn for Karen, a fsh dish for Patricia, eggs for Greg, pink zinc drink in the sink (wink wink), a moment with mom, dead dad, oh brother- if I had my druthers!, seminarians at a seminar, then at the pub or club! Followers with flowers! Sumerian seminarians! Mr. Pibb's at the pubs. Republican pabulum. Soldiers drink Folgers, and are blessed with a blast. Swiss Miss bliss. Fairies on the ferry. Happy hippies, cheerful queers, glad Gladys, and jolly Jill. Miserable lizards, and weepy in my teepee. Buffalo wings with my ruffles. Yahawashi? Geezus. How many names has the guy got!? Superstition about perdition, and a prr dish (eating pussy?). mm, cat. you can't spell 'meow' without 'ew'! yak is yucky, and grass is gross. nice and nasty. Eminem, and mind-maintenance, the master and margarita, morbidity and mortality. schizo bin laden, bin there, 'did' that (dissociative identity disorder). DID, disintegrate into dust. Pee did he?

Piggy Peggy, scary Larry, begging Greg, and messy Jesse

(just kidding)

PB and J

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Thu, 27 Aug 2026 08:00:01 +0000

What the world needs to know

Everyone should have a punching bag

No one should have a gun

Everyone should learn martial arts

No one should fight

Everyone should be happy

No one should be depressed

A variety of good (delicious, healthy) food for everyone

Max veggie, min meat.

Peace, not war; Travel, not battle

Have fun, minimum of misery

Laugh, play, dream, pleasure, read

Music and movies and books and magazines

To wile away the time

The right drugs for all, pharmaceutical, medications, medicine, meds, chemicals

Best friends, and happy families, and shared interests

Live until you die; love never dies (god is immortal)

peanut butter? punching bag? pat brown? lead (pb), personal best, paperback

everyone dies. hate always dies. LN dies. No 1 lives forever.

God thinks he's all that. High and mighty. But the LAW is for the Low And Weak!

I ate a broken fist for breakfast

she made me breakfast, she makes me nervous

I made a blog, I made money, I made friends

I made mom and dad mad

I spent my time spending money

after a hard day's work playing softball, I'm spent

dairy diary (and diarrhea)

donate and detonate (and Nate)

purr-puss in life, porpoise in life

GOD, get it over and done

UR what you think, say, do, are, become, and have?

what you read, write; who you know

peace, love, happiness, money ☮🧡😁💰 OVUS

a Parsi in Paris

execration at the execution

howling owls, slow

captain beef heart and lieutenant bee fart

the sister insists on being persistently resistant

possessions in position

eminem, and morbidity and mortality

God, god, GOD, G-D

Godot, Godiva, Godin, Godzilla

Jess, Jesus, Teshar (from Magic The Gathering), Ra, Zeus

Which god are you referring to?

deity, godhead, divine figure, sacred being

Nobody knows what they’re talking about, seems to me

Noise, noise, noise

G-D

Guinevere's Delight (yum)

D.O.G. woof

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Wed, 26 Aug 2026 23:07:41 +0000

writing about writing

Just put an empty page in front of you, and start typing. Like this. I have wprb playing music in the background. Very nice. Pleasant. What do you want to read? That’s always a question. But more importantly, what do I want to write? Something humorous, light-hearted. You know, like ‘the meaning of God’.

God, with a capital G, is the God of gods. Numero uno, head honcho. Up there, in heaven, doing whatever it is a God does. He does good, and he does it well. He has freedom, but since He is perfectly good, He always makes the best choices. If you ARE God, then it really is all good, right? I mean, by definition.

So, good and bad is defined by who you are? That can’t be right. You step into your God suit, and play the role for the audience in your head, and it all comes up roses, with shiny happy people holding hands? Well, if the definition of God is Love.

If God loves something, does he hate its opposite? Like loves peace, and therefore hates war? Or does God love everyone, both sides of the chess board, as it were. God may love bullies, but he’s on the victim’s side. God has His own law. He loves (and hates) everyone equally. He does not have his own people. God likes beetles more than humans, maybe.

Anyway, I got sidetracked. God is a concept, role, identity, status. God is good, love. God is merely a word that people rally around, if you ask me. Something for a group to identify with, to define inclusion and exclusion, members and outsiders. God loves humans, male and female, and everything else. God is happy. They say "only God is good." You should Be Him, too.

Create something. Like an origami box balloon. Or a crane. Or a blog post. Or a book. Or knowledge, do some research. Use Wikipedia or google, trivia cards, whatever. Make yourself into the body you want to look at. Make money. Make friends. Make love. Be a maker. Make do, with what you got. Make bacon. Bake a cake, as fast as you can. Make a choice.

Shiva is a destroyer. Part of creation is replacing older, inferior, broken things. Brahma and Shiva are not at war. Shiva is not trying to nuke anyone, destroying our planet, or anything like that. But to dust we shall return. Time creates, destroys. So create before you die. Make yourself happy.

How would I presume to know anything about God? Well, I’ve been to church, to Mass, to the Wikipedia page, to a Theology class in college, to a dictionary, in love relationships, and in front of a computer (the word was God!). Reality is all the God there ever is, said a guru (Adi Da Samraj). God is good. It’s linguistic. It’s the universe, multiverse, all. All? Aha. Allah.

So what is the meaning of God? The word ‘God’ is the creator, ruler of the universe, the source of all moral authority, and the Supreme Being. Like the alpha male of Reality. For all us human gorillas. The best. That could be Mr. Universe, or Olympians, or the greatest geniuses, in a complex relationship of melded mind. I mean, if you ask me.

Strident euphony of Biggie Smalls

A savior named Xavier

Grace Obedience Devotion

AMOR

alpha male of reality, absolute master of reality

AMOR

Alpha Male Of Reality!

Who’s in charge? What’s the measure of charge?

coulombs

Don’t start some static, with a deity!

Rhee’s re-ality

Ality, all over again

Itty bitty Al

Cyclical, repeating, iterative

Yet another one, tomorrow

Day after day, year after year

Nothing new under the sun

Nothing nude under the sun

Nothing over the sun, around the sun, in the sun

All nada, who art in nada, nada be thy name

Re-petition

Please God, something new?

Real reel, the living movie

Constructing meaning from the world’s slowest moving movie

Need more time?

Here, have an infinity of spacetime

You don’t know what that means?

Maybe you will in a billion years

Hahaha

Alpha beta gamma delta rho omega

Omega male of reality?

The first shall be last, and the last first

Or whatever

Like I care

Beta Female Of Reality?

Before!!

Huh?

litany of evil

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Tue, 25 Aug 2026 07:42:15 +0000

satan, mephistopheles, antichrist, lucifer, beelzebub, devil, demons, monsters, criminals, wicked, evil, sinful, turpitude, depravity, diabolism, misery, sadness, grief, depression, anxiety, stress, worry, panic, terror, melancholy, down, under the weather, weeping, mourning, inconsolable, torment, torture, pain, agony, suffering, anguish, despair, hopelessness, gnashing of teeth, hell, locked in, neuralgia, oppressed, enslaved, abused, beaten, whipped, beheaded, dismembered, guillotined, electrocuted, defenestrated, raped, victimized, unforgiven, cursed, called a pos, hated, accused, lied about, ruined, disrespected, slander, libel, calumny, defamation, kidnapped, neglected, bullied, ignored, assaulted, violated, possessed, poisoned, infected, broken, starved, disfigured, wounded, abrasions, slapped, confined, isolated, stolen from, misfortune, abject poverty, privation, unmet need, drought, famine, war, pestilence, plague, mindfuct, hypnotized, stomped, sleep-deprived, yelled at, tattooed, waterboarded, thumb-screwed, blinded, abacinated, tongue cut out, asphyxiation, suffocation, forced, discontent, unpleasantry, dukkha, alienation, loneliness, helplessness, weak, deprived of rights, insulted, injured, persecuted, ill, affliction, addiction, stimulus-deprived, experimented on, objectified, a pet, a toy, a mere thing, a loser, a guinea pig, made guilty, gaslit, punched, hit, tripped, kicked, elbowed, kneed, strike, choked, strangled, pierced, impaled, cut, slashed, burned, lesions, scars, bruised, madness, snapped, anger, hatred, rage, wrath, fury, ire, spite, malice, resentment, unfair and unjust treatment, inequality, pushed, aggravated, hurt, sinned against, force-medicated, misunderstood, unwelcome, outsider, scapegoat, labeled, delusional, psychotic, hallucinatory, schizophrenic, mad crazy insane, manipulated, treated with cruelty, brutality, savagery, ruthlessness, merciless, unkindness, rude, unloved, murdered, genocide, cannibalized, dumped, forgotten.

being shunned: lesions, contusions, abrasions, delusions, confusion, and tension, depression, aggression, collision, concussion, perversion, transgression, subversion, compulsion, obsession, derision, aspersion.

AIL, alienation isolation loneliness

(grief of, guilty of, god of) devilishly demonic diabolical depravity; death, disease, depression, despair; destruction, disfigurement, deprivation, disaster

Buddha is a genius on dukkha

whoever says, "it's all good" has got a screw loose, I'd say (when speaking globally); but your life CAN be really, really good!

Hapi

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Tue, 25 Aug 2026 04:29:20 +0000

You are free, have agency. Do what you wanna do, say what you wanna say. Be free, think and be what you want. With freedom, to choose your own life. Be around friends. Fun activities, like reading books, going for a swim, having sex, riding roller coasters, going to concerts, movies, restaurants. Eat what and how much you want. Like ice cream, or baklava, or a steak, or sandwich, or sushi, or pizza, or nachos. Banh mi, afghan burritos, pho. Travel to other countries. Work out, and feel pumped. Laugh, listen to stand up comedy. Write your own book. Surf the web, listen to new music, take a long satisfying nap. Love life, don’t worry, be happy. Meditate your way to enlightenment, Nirvana, bliss. Make someone happy. Love all, serve all. Sleep, nap, dream, relax, sun yourself, have a beer. Learn stuff, go to a class, teach stuff, be a role model. Create the life you want. Or, submit to someone else’s ideas, go with the flow, and see if THAT turns out any better.

Hapi is the Egyptian god of the Nile. God wants you to be happy. Stay out of trouble. Stay out of crocodiles. Or, as John Lewis said, Get into trouble. Good trouble. Necessary trouble. Get it? got it. good. You should feel good, in any 'hood. I would, if I could.

Self

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Sun, 23 Aug 2026 04:38:34 +0000

Hi everyone. All you monsters and demons, all you saints and deities, all you normal just-folks. Anybody can be anything. Whatever you identify as, it’s not you, it’s just a role. You are a body, with the potential to be almost anything. From minimal to extreme. You’re not even your name. That’s just a word, a sound, a collection of letters, designating your body. And you ain’t even your body. I mean, adults aren’t babies, and elders aren’t young adults. We all change. We are a product of things beyond our control. People, events, situations. We can stop and process what we REALLY are. A combination of things, factors. What you eat, less what you excrete. Who you surround yourself with. The company you keep. You can be mind. Sometimes, mind is under control. Sometimes, it goes by itself, where, who can say, nobody knows. Words, images, sounds, concepts. But you are there, kind of, while you sleep. Sleep is a form of meditation. We all interpenetrate. Dreams come from within, and without. Mind is interactive. If there is no self, you can be everyone and no one. Thoughts come and go. We’re all actors. All the world’s a stage. Who am I? Me, myself, and I - we're all kind of plural. We have microfauna. I am the walrus. Look good, feel good. Dress for success. Exercise endorphins, and feeling pumped. Getting juiced from playing, and winning. I’m writing about self, identity, non-existence*. I’m listening to music. It’s pleasant. Rhee is talking to herself, over the din of a blowdryer, which is of course unpleasant, because she’s wasting electricity and money, making noise and heat, under an apparent delusion that the constant blowdrying cures AIDS and cancer, neither of which she has tested herself for, or even talked to a doctor about, as far as I know. But I don’t need to be bothered. I can just let things be. Even the insanity. Who knows? Maybe the placebo effect is keeping her healthier than she would be, otherwise.

Of course, there are personality types and traits, interest inventories, diagnoses, labels. INTP-ESFJ spectrum (16 possibilities), yada yada, etc etc. Actors get to expand their limits and boundaries. So you can choose roles and personalities, like clothes. (Types A, B, C, D (personality, not influenza!)/ OCEAN (open, conscientious, extraverted, agreeable, neurotic) / average, reserved, self-centered, role model / whatever, I AM. You can be an endo/ecto/mesomorph body type. And there's the enneagram (9 types) : perfectionist, helper, achiever, individualist, investigator, loyalist, enthusiast, challenger, peacemaker.

Introversion (inward focus)..........Extraversion (outward)

Ntuition (big picture), ..................Sensing (facts, 5 senses)

Thinking (logic over emotion), ....Feeling (values and people)

Judging (Structure, plans),..........Perceiving (flexibility and spontaneity.

So. Sweet 16. They are: architect/mastermind (INTJ), logician/thinker (INTP), commander (ENTJ), debater (ENTP), advocate (INFJ), mediator (INFP), protagonist (ENFJ), campaigner (ENFP), logistician (ISTJ), defender (ISFJ), executive (ESTJ), consul (ESFJ), virtuoso (ISTP), adventurer (ISFP), entrepreneur (ESTP), entertainer (ESFP). IMJT (lol).

There are people with multiple personalities (performing for different audiences? in different situations), different roles, sometimes even Jekyll-Hyde bifurcations. I don't know about being possessed, but lots of people think it happens. "schizophrenia" literally means split-mind. Which is different from the brain having halves (I think). I can't do the splits.

crypto-sex organs; concave, convex: keys, pens, cigars, bananas, ones, trucks, brooms; cups, zeros, letter o, flowers, cowrie shells, inside entrance admittance, oysters.

Dreams are personalized movies from God? Or Morpheus. GOD, god of dreams. Interactive, choose your own adventure stories. Psyche, processing. Brain-brain interface. Or, brain-computer. Mind, mine, mined. Nuggets extracted.

aside, a list of favorite Bears: Cal, gummy, cinnamon, bear claws, Teddy (e.g. Snuggles, Buttons, and Bubbles), Carebears, Smokey, Paddington, Br'er Bear, Barry, Oso, Grateful Dead marching bears, Fozzie, Disney jamboree, Chicago, Memphis Grizzlies, Winnie, Yogi and Boo-boo, koala, and Ling Ling. And don't forget the Berenstein bears, and Baloo. And Po (Kung-fu panda).

*not much to say about non-existence. We're here, then gone. That's about it. Like what, alive a hundred years? Compared to an eternity before, an eternity after, of Oblivion and Nullibiety. Plus, we barely exist, while we in fact do! Know what I mean? Like what's so special about lil ol me? Teeny tiny juicy Jesse :-)

Jesse T and juicy tea

Life itself is a terminal disease (no one lives forever!, hey! -oingo boingo)

Few in church

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Wed, 12 Aug 2026 06:23:37 +0000

Humanity’s Future

Elon wants us to be a space-faring species. Inspired from things like Star Wars and Star Trek. Space is a harsh, unwelcoming environment. Its main feature is It is utterly, incomprehensibly, Vast. Massively, insanely, stupidly Vast. The closest exoplanets themselves are impossible. The space between. The “heavens” are cold, dark, requiring immense speed to traverse, and therefore threatened by the tiniest particles, that could collide with our expensive craft, en route. Requiring so much time as to be utterly boring, in the inhuman confinement of a craft, that it seems would require robotic, not human, control. Compared to Space, Earth IS Heaven.

If only we could move our star and planet, together, toward our (destination?). Presumably we’d need the moon, too.

We are racing through space already. They say everything is getting further away, though. Space, like a rising, expanding bread loaf. But some things are attracting.

En route. Avatar (movIe) scenario? Something to keep minds occupied.

And other needs.

Good food? Exercise? Worlds of information, virtual worlds. Food, food, food. Hungry.

Anyway. I’m not theoretical physicist. I don’t know the possibilities, scientific and technological. I’m just intimidated by the Vast. Seems like the priority should be Human Life on Earth.

Is it possible? Is it worth the time, money, effort? Will the computers generate viable answer(s)?

Lots of time to think of Heaven. Perfection. Bliss. Longevity. Meaning.

Beyond just a blowjob robot.

All the movies, books, music, internet, experience.

Sex, nature, hiking, swimming, surfing, rock climbing, varieties of religious experience, drugs, bodybuilding, restaurants, raising families, conversation, education, debate, imagination, thinking, philosophy, writing, exploration, sleep, dreaming, and for those inclined, battle, justice. Every manner of service, employment, invention. Roles to play.

Every mind is its own world. From the littlest bug to the biggest whale. Let love rule.

My life is my blog, reading, trivia, dog-walking, eating, exercise, rest, movies, music, and variety, keeping busy, doing different things, entering different worlds (like books), and occasional travel. Some conversation, of course. Meditation, medication.

It’s pretty simple: We live, we die, that’s it. Do what you want. Be good.

Can’t know people. Possessed. Roles. Situations. Identity is a farce.

Who am I? What did I hear: we are what we imagine others think we are?

We’re actors on the world stage. We choose our roles. Or sometimes, anyway.

I imagined my family thought I was a savage carnivore, when I ate all that skirt steak at my grandparents, when I was little. It was freaking delicious! Sometimes I drool about it, 50 years later. They kept serving me more. Then again, I shouldn't indulge TOO much, because the meat industry is freaking heinous, and it's probably healthier, anyway, to eat veggie. I bought kachava, and I like meals like spicy tofu thai, and I read The Omnivore's Dilemma, so "moderation in all things." I don't think I could or should go fully veg. I've had it a couple times. Greasy, coated in flour, slightly crispy. Yum. I was also voted Most Kind, in grammar school.

We are our bodies. Our gender. Job. Sexuality. Our past. The places we go, we’ve been. The books we’ve read. Influences, teachers, movies. Some say we are imaginary, we don’t exist, like physicists, or buddhists, or nihilists. I (my DNA) could’ve been in another culture, family, religions. I could be in relationships with a menu of millions, or more. Or is it fate? Is there no free will? I walk my dogs through a cloud of possibility. I could have gone to any number of schools. I could live anywhere. I could do a zillion things tomorrow.

From zero to zillion. Zilch to infinity. Zz. Zz top and sleeping and nullibiety to Allah. Flies buzz. Mosquitos to mosques. A mosquito, my libido. Hey!

What could I do tomorrow. Die. Wake. Dream. Read, watch, listen, eat, exercise, sleep, write, talk, create. What do I create? Like maybe origami, or muscle. Make money. Serve, be of service, get things done, busy busy. Work, and play. Laugh, listen to comedy. Watch porn, masturbate, cum. You know, the usual. Go to a restaurant. Order something new, or maybe a favorite. Make life fun, stay in heaven, avoid hell. Stay informed, read the news, Wikipedia, The Economist, 1440 email. Sit. Name things. Ponder my navel. Well, you know, my breath, in and out, being alive.

Mortality.

No one lives forever. You can be a God, a human, a demon, an angel, a saint… You’ll die, like everyone else. I was thinking, is a Saint better than a God? God’s are warriors, saints are good, virtuous. It is better to stay out of a fight, I think. Like, not even acrimonious debate, or going to court, or -especially- combat. Just let it be. If you step out of the situation, you can probably relate. You know, empathize.

What are we all doing? Making a living. Getting by. Trying to be who we want to be. To live up to expectations, or have integrity, or do right by others, by God. Fighting evil, like prayer warriors, or spiritual combat, maybe politics, or police work, or the other polii (politesse). Don’t be rude. Respect.

Pleasure, a little treasure. To quote Depeche Mode. Do unto others as you would have them do to you. Also, the inverse. Don’t do to others, just as you wouldn’t have done to yourself. And a corollary: Don’t necessarily do either; people have different tastes - George Bernard Shaw. And, as a few have said, “It’s all good.” (!?!)

What is evil? Santa knows if you’ve been bad or good. It’s your parents, your conscience, the law, and God. Opinion, basically. My roommate in college said morality was based on pleasure or pain. Which is obviously a big part of it. Situational ethics is a thing. The greatest good for the greatest number, I forgot what that is (utilitarianism, thank you internet). And of course, Self, the primary thing. Look out for number One. Freedom, happiness, survival. Protect your neck. Staying alive, staying alive. Eudemonia, human-flourishing (no, not floor polishing, flourishing). We’re all just animals. From bugs to whales. We all want to live. From the littlest baby to the biggest VIP, we are all tools of the conspiracy! -Dead Milkmen (I think they were kidding). We all want the Good Life, that is to say.

Bad words? Like ass, bitch, cunt, dick, fuck, pussy, and shit. Look, I even alphabetized them. The n-word, of course. Puta verga chingon culo, o así. Yada yada. It’s all just noise. Good noise and Bad noise. I ain’t tryin’ to hear that! The tv is just light? Well, kind of. But not really. Static is seriously annoying, of course. BART can be especially grating sound (strident), at times. I don’t like commercials, usually. I don’t like pain. Like everybody else. There are some evil smells. A lawyer might say crime is evil. Some things are more heinous than others. Stealing a candy bar is not torturing a baby. It’s not binary. Good and Evil, that is. Greatest Good and greatest evil? Everyone in their own heaven, or private hell. Most of us are pretty much the same. But MY heaven may not be yours. Just like one person's trash is another's treasure.

incrementalism. to change, do something daily. part of the routine. incorporate who you want to be, what you want to do, your goals, into every day's life. For instance, I want to lose my gut. So sweat, daily. Don't oversleep. Get to work! Move around. No couch potato!! Yah! Mush! Dance!

wordplay

dead satellites (like 3,100 of them) are stranded in their orbital paths (orbit obit!)

onward and upward, word! (word up, word to your mother)

Moth's mother wonders what the big deal is about flying to the light

oh brother. oh, bother. oh boy. broth?

ponder this, grasshopper: a monkey is key to being a monk.

sometimes a cigar is just a cigar. but a key is a penis, as is a pen.

come in! I made a dish with cumin

a knob is (Ben) Kenobi? The Chinese alone are Han Solo?

The Gospel according to Luke (use the force!)

Start being a star, stop being on top, Finnish him!

Retired retard, tard again (tired of being tarred and feathered)

stupid stew, and hebrew brew (gold star? maccabee?)

beer for Bears (at the Bear's lair)

shut up, submarine! Bee quiet (like Buzz Aldrin)

horny at the horn, honking at honkies

traverse the universe, the metaverse, and quran/bible verse.

poetry flow, the rhythm is with 'm

spear fisherman and the Holy Spirit

one-eyed trouser snake (with a foreskin mouth?)

don't snakes eat cocks

if a cat eats a serpent, the snake is in the pussy

coxswain rapist (cock sin)

a longing for sex that lasts mere sec's

Microsoft and Large hard drives

Devan the devil in heaven

shot and killed in Bankok

G Unit, gunning for it

go away, get lost, beat it, scram

scrambled eggs, egg beater

my way or the highway or the Yahweh

get lossed, said the chess opponent

a lacrosse loss, Owen's win

Van Halen's "jump" is some awkward rock (on a bridge)

S takes a nap (oh snap!)

Snapple is a crime-fighting drink!

serial killer, may the force be with you

poisoned cereal

Frankenberry and Count Chocula and Life

dirty thoughts need a brainwashing

turn, for eternity

Jolly Roger and jolly ranchers

take your turn as a top (bottoms? bought 'em)

spin like a top, go for a spin, God go dancing

wrestling Satan, S pin

aikido, eye key dough

red ink is incredible; red hats do not mean hatred

seeing red, communist republican from Cincinnati

ants, antelopes, and canteloupes

Bob Dylan, Matt Dillon, you be illin

Illinois is the Land of Lincoln, lol

zombies rowing: in your scull

ewe and mee

sheeple in Ram trucks

no jews in Juneau, except juicy Jesse

Buddhist? boo! dissed (actually, Buddha is my buddy)

Jesus plays lacrosse

Chinese plus Czech, a chinese checker (Czech mate?)

Judge John Hodgman and lawyer Tom Sawyer

whoopee! I found a rupee

poopy Snoopy and loopy Droopy

a meteor with pigs on it? when pigs fly? meatier meteors

Venus is bright (what's her IQ?)

Irenic Irene and bellicose Belle

Virgin Virginia and loose Lucy

Napoleon kidnapping a sleeping baby goat

Buddha ("awake") and Sleepy (the dwarf)

Barry Manilow, 6 feet under

Lukę Skywalker, floating in the troop/strato/meso/thermo/exo- spheres

I believe I can fly, said the pilot

stoning the stoned to rock and roll (St. Stephen?)

GD, Grateful Dead on Groundhog Day, & Green Disaster (Warhol)

Good Online Dating

aryan veteran veterinarian providing relief and repair to rhesus monkeys

Laurel tree and the Hardy boys

kicktail on a skateboard (Tony Hawk can kick your ass!)

the earl's url

osprey prays for offspring

Mighty Mouse and Eminem

Mack is into macrame

Karen hikes the cairns

from Atlanta to Atlantis (in the Atlantic)

xocolotl and atlatl and nahuatl

take a peak at Topeka

fired from your job in Kansas

Peter Pan eats at Wendy's

I got a camp tan, and lived in a sampan

playing scrabble with the rabble, and beating the elite

Austin ain't Boston

Venison in Venice

Fleischmann's flesh

Wiliam Taft ate too much taffy

rich like an ostrich, poor like porridge

hanky panky between a funky donkey and a stinky monkey

The Rolling Stones getting stoned at Stonehenge

Jim Thorpe, John Travolta, Justin Timberlake, James Taylor, Justin Trudeau, and me

Jess T, gestation, and jest. Jessant Jesse :-)

playing slap jack over flapjacks

Charlie Chaplin and Cheech and Chong and Chachi (Fonz's cousin) at church

caribou in the Caribbean? farms in Berkeley?

smoking tobacco on my toboggan in Tobago

Prague rock

(like the Plastic People of the Universe)

auntie! the antelope has ants on his antlers

Pele didn't use prostitutes?

Napoleon from Naples took a nap in Napa

carnations, reincarnation, and a car nation

Central African Republic, Madagascar, and USA

oka cheese and okra pickles are okay, said the Oklahoman

Penthouse pets and trophy wives and sex objects (like Steely Dan)

the sacred heart of Sherlock Holmes

the chosen boatswain

Fay Wray shouts mayday! (* you can highlight what you don't know for the computer to tell you)

school of hard knocks, in Knoxville, TN (Fort Knox is in KY)

umiaks, kayaks, and yakkity-yak, don't come back!

Brett wears barrettes

Daniel Boone and his dog, Boonah

plumb dumb plumber eats a plum

Gandalf, goblins, gnomes, gorgons, gremlins, ghosts, and ghouls!

the blind and deaf girl? the jewish kid? Helen Keller and Anne Frank

insane: insult or insight? insouciant! insurance! insolent, insidious, and insipid!

a white bull drinks Red Bull in Istanbul

Haskell in high school; & a cold snake: hiss cool

bonded to a blonde, in bondage

Dirk the daring, and Wyatt Earp

play Baal!

if you wanna ride... (song by Laid Back)

Shadowfax (Gandalf's horse), and Silver (Lone Ranger's horse)

in the song, there is agreement that white horse is heroin; white pony is cocaine

making a difference; they killed Kenny! minus Linus

subtracting a submarine; ur what u eat (less what you excrete)

aware of Delaware, oblivious of Oblivion

Andy Capp and cap guns

ballerinas and the barre exam

Chuy and his pet swallow

St. Tony from San Antonio; a lamo from the Alamo

Honda Accord, and the supersonic Concorde

Hercules and His-cules (what are its pronouns?)

The Wright brothers and the wrong sisters

the moth did math? are you on meth? take that myth out of your mouth!

kiss me in Kissimmee (FL), bite me in Delhi or Turkey

eat a hero? break your fist eating breakfast

my piano is upright; Robert Craig is Evel

a tick attacked my toe

a marble made of marble

sail on to Ceylon

danke, Sri Lanka. (Slim Shady, Fatboy Slim, Fats Waller, Biggie, Chubby Checkers)

the lumber jack cut off his entire left side (he's all right now)

a thief stole the seat from the police station bathroom (they have nothing to go on)

the kid stole all the the town's signage (when they found the collection in his room, they said, we should've known: (all the signs were there!)

the alcoholic walked into a bar (s/he said: ouch!)

Butterflies can't swim all that fast (ha)

Boar hunting is boring? For the blind, sight is exciting

MW, Merriam webster, maturity and wisdom, words and wards

the dolphin and dauphin play with their dolls

weeping willows, the blue sky, and sorrow islands, mount despair

an ocean of tears, Crimea river

a coconut isn't a nut. Nutty!

'all sad' in Dallas; see here, cheer!

Howard Stern, take a bow

Irving went to UC Irvine

sea men, semen, and the Seminole

x-men and c-men

lemme have some lemon with my lemming

buttercup, buttermilk, and butt

ass, grass, or gas

Boy Scouts and ballerinas do good turns

feed Martians their Mars bars

Plutocrats on Pluto

Hank Snow and Rain Phoenix and Phileus Fogg

chief Red Cloud, Gandalf the gray, Kai Greene, Violet Beauregarde

Indigo Girls, Blue Man Group, Redd Foxx

ow, that's low, said Yellowman

GOD, George O'Dowd (Boy George)

Boxer, keeping the box scores in a box in the box seats

the lion of Orion and of Zion

Old MacDonald selling beef to McDonald's

McGee and Magee (and Maggie), muggy out, mugshot

a demon named Diemen

eland has elan in New Zealand

fireplace station during the holidays on the idiot box

"fire is the devil's only friend"; lonesome Jim alone at the gym

tonight, 2 knights

Bixby wears a busby

HARM: harassment, assault, rape, murder

alcohol bars, the bar exam, ballet barres, and monkey bars

I majored in collage in college; minored in mining

doctor Dexter

dominant and submissive commanders

fusilli (pasta) to F- you silly

peace hammer, in Warsaw

Grover in a Range Rover

you can't spell rabbit without a rabbi

you can't spell studios without dios

Mars (war), Jupiter (thunder, lightning, storms), Saturn are Roman gods

taking turns as Saturn (feeling saturnine about an urn)

Venus Williams driving a Mercury

TP on Uranus (sky), a song about Neptune (fresh water and the sea)

shooting a pair from a parachute

Woden is my God on Wednesday (war, wisdom, power, and magic)

Papa like papayas

a borzoi at the Bolshoi

Pan (goat footed god of doing dishes)

Scotch tape, hopscotch, scotch (whiskey), butterscotch

Oscar the grouch, and Groucho Marx, and grumpy (dwarf)

Daffy Duck plays screwy louie

a shrewd shrew

wise guys in guises of different sizes

whackos from Waco

Sara from Sarajevo

brother, kin, and broken

Tolkien in Hoboken pays tokens? You must be jokin'!

a stock of sweets in Stockholm, Sweden

chocolate in the Chaco

quirky quarks, strange strangers, weird Bob Weir

Barbie, Bambi, Bibi (Netanyahu), and Bobby, baby

walk through Milwaukee

drag racing in drag

Columbine in Colombia

Bartholomew rides BART (Bay Area Rapid Transit)

The Simpsons, OJ, and a simian simpleton named Simeon

Jess-O paints with gesso? I guess so

Mimi said Mamie, my mommy, is a mummy

all-star game, Star Wars, and star search

starting Starsky and hutch, stark mad, stark naked

Fanta soda, asian fantasies, Fantasia

empire emperor, vampire vamperor

author of bullshit, in the bullpen

R and D, Rodney Dangerfield

Tokyo, Kyoto, taiko, tacos, and aikido

Larry's lair, Lawry's

get outta dodge, god

it rains in Ukraine

marrying Marion in MD

duck, duck! (skipping rocks)

merry-land, ire-land

Jerusalem crickets and Salem witch-crickets

RBI and Arby's

Long Island and why die land

bionic man and trionic robot

pac-man and pokemon

Yoko Ono and Yokohama, oh yes!

serving gar with garlic

Trotsky and his horse in the sky, near Luke

weight? wait! (water wates?)

bmw, bantam middle welter

spit some spite

going to Mass in Massachusetts

watching The Thin Man in Sri Lanka

badgers and goodgers

mon amis in Miami

pal it, palate, pallet, palette

carrots and carats, care for it?

legal tender and the goal-tender

HH Harry Houdini, happy hall, his holiness, hands high

Andy hikes the Andes (candy comes in handy)

drizzling on the grizzly bear, fo' shizzle

busy, not dizzy, drinking fizzies with Liz

gosh, I need to wear galoshes

Guinea, eq. Guinea, Guyana, Papua New Guinea (wear are the pigs?)

buzz off, fly. Flea, fly. flew with the flu. go with Flo.

gawd, Godse. Mahatma shot. Ghandi gone.

kids in keds

kid code

Manila ice cream

go fer molé

Paul Revere, appallingly reverent

Paul Bunyan's bunions

a walrus at Walgreens, Walter at Walmart

gooooooool! The game of life

watching chitty chitty bang bang in Bangkok and Bangladesh

Mondale on Monday, Frida on Friday

Friday and Robinson Crusoe

Roman Catholic, remote control, Rivercats, Rancho Cordova

Sonny Bono and Bono (of U2)

I'm fond of Henry Fonda, and fondue, too

of phonics, phonemes, and phonetics

how long is the donkey's dong

mewling mules? catty cats

boo hoo, said the baby baboon

Beetle Bailey, the English Beat, and the Beatles

lady bugs and gentleman Bugsy

and now for my latest magic, the metric

which witch said, "double double toil and trouble; fire burn and cauldron bubble"?

ferry tales

the Panama Canal is so pc

MT, Margaret Thatcher, empty

wretched Rett smokes cigarettes

you reek! Eureka!

Sue and Moe are into Sumo

Curtis Strange is a strange name

L'etranget, The Stranger -Albert Camus (al bear cam moo)

august (venerable) Augie in Augusta, ME during the month of August

high on pot in a noose? no... hypotenuse!

right triangles and wrong triangles, lol

needle work, on heroin

is the hokey pokey the looby loo? no, nein, nyet

radios are not radioactive

daddy longlegs and mommy shortlegs

cirrus cloud over the circus

Norteños and Surreños in New Zealand

wahoo fish and yahoo email

tt and pp, table tennis, ping pong

you know, Uno

Napoleon blown apart

nuts and bolts, Usain is nuts! crazy fast (27.8mph)

halves and have knots

staring, bored on starboard

gonzo, is gone so?

heroin horse, pommel horse, sea horse, screaming hoarse

Big Muddy, (Missouri River), Muddy Waters in misery

Charles Dickens cd, David dvd

Godolphin isn't the god of dolphins

iglesia san Pedro, isp (internet service provider)

catholic cathedral for cool cats

drought is no game (draughts is, though)

doh! I doubted the bread dough was worth any

hem and haw, Hemingway

Porgy and Bess, porky Jess, poor boy bless

Sapporo is not suppuration; (brew, not ew)

Constantine, the immortal (constant teen)

Howard and Richard, Mortimer and Alvin

The imbibe beer triangle: Iberia, Liberia, Siberia

wearing a fanny Pakistan (I call it a hip pack)

axis, ack sis

I reign, Iranian

You reign, Ukraine

Thai Juan

a drone in the madrone

total eek lips of the son

BIG difference between lava and baklava

kinky kings and drama queens

having sex is not halving six

nor is halving your sex (ow) or halving kids (yikes) right-

all right? lol

half (the audience) left

Adeline, add a line

teeny tiny Tony listens to Tunisian tunes on Neptune

asylum for Cylons

an additional summit, this summer, might make a difference

cost and benefit analysis, cba; caba of wearing a qaba to the Kaaba

it is my duty to charge a duty on deuterium

struck chins, were my instructions

various places, spaces, faces

race pace, the case of lace and mace

grace of ace of bass

numbers

13.5 B phone calls in the world, per day (4.9 T/year)

I saw a (microwave safe symbol) plus (bumpy equals) = (heart) graffito today (huh?)

the OED lists around 171,000 active English language words

cowboy rounding up, lol

36 inchworms in my yard (ha)

produce a professional deuce (me, too!)

2b or knot 2b

three trees, a pair of parachutes, a single singer, zero heros

a McDonald's hamburger in 1967 was 15 cents

the average person sweats 10 cups a day

pyramid of Khufu/ Cheops: more than 2 million blocks, over 2 tons each (a ton is 2,000 lbs)

12 astronauts have walked on the moon (9 Apollo missions, with 24 astronauts)

yards in a furlong, years in a life

one quadrillion ants on earth (or so)

fun facts

after a shower, you have the same number of bacteria on your skin

the longest word you can make with the top row of letters on your typewriter?

qwertyuiop: "kwert you e op"; TYPEWRITER :-)

The Super Bowl was named after a toy called the Super Ball

Little Rock is named after an actual rock (outcropping)

the Bombay Duck is a fish

Rhode Island isn't

Buenos Aires isn't in India (worst air quality)

Mars has a pink sky

Russia, Canada, China and US are the 4 largest countries

India, China, US, and Indonesia are the 4 most populous

JOKES: some jokes I heard, passing on-

1.I burst into tears, and told my friend, my brother has three feet! my friend replied, surely that's not possible... Well, I just got a letter from my mom, to tell me he's grown another foot!

2.a sign read, "shoes are required to eat in the cafeteria" (graffito below: socks can eat anywhere they please.")

3.me for you and euphemy

4.I went into the pet shop and asked if they had any dead hamsters. why do you want those, the clerk asked. I make jam out of them. He replied, you don't eat that, do you? No, I put it on my tulips. What?! I don't believe that. Yes, I said. Haven't you heard? Tulips from 'amster jam.

5.children are told not to whisper. Because it's not aloud.

6.country boys are smarter than urban kids. The population is denser in larger cities.

7.did you hear about the fire at the shoe factory? 150 soles were lost.

10 minute timer

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Thu, 30 Jul 2026 22:57:08 +0000

10:00

Breathing Mindfulness

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Thu, 30 Jul 2026 01:51:28 +0000

Meditation

Sit. Cross-legged, or chair. Turn off stimulus. That's hard for me. I like my music. Set 10 minute timer. Concentrate on breathing. Inhale, exhale, in and out. Be aware of your breathing. Note your mind, whatever pops up. Return to focus on your breath. In and out, inhale and exhale. Nose, and mouth. Fast or slow. It's all good. See, hear, smell, taste, touch. Associations. Distractions. But you can analyze what your breath looks like, sounds like, smells like, feels like. Your breath is like food. Your body is ingesting the gaseous air, just like solid food, or liquid water. The oxygen, specifically. The nitrogen (78% of what you're breathing) just goes right back out. You are in chemical exchange with plants. Even this thought was kind of a distraction. Return to breath. It will take many iterations to stay joyfully focused with single-pointed concentration. You might want to close your eyes, or focus in front of your nose? It can be difficult to turn your mind "off". I habitually, almost automatically, name things I see. Other external things, like smells, the feeling of my clothes, what I'm sitting on, classifying everything, like sounds or odors or all the objects in front of me, and tangents about their purpose, origin, etc. Curtains, desk, books. Curtains makes me think of the phrase "curtains for you" or Kurt Cobain. The word "diaphanous". How did they automate the stitching. What things are made of. How old they are. Where they were made. Yada yada. Books are knowledge and wisdom, in concentrated form, that take less time to read than they took to write. Facets of the diamond, for others' Reality, knowledge, experience, imagination. Dead authors "live" on, through their works. By reading them, they come back to life, kind of. Many books are "immortality projects". Like dreams, warning of nightmares, and guides to utopia. Vicarious experience, depth of understanding. And loads of fun, ways of escape, learning, how to write, think, and be. The mind needs things to chew on, too. Feed your head.

Just reset the timer. You want to get to 10 minutes of glorious stillness of mind, even beyond. They say it's a prerequisite to Nirvana. Stick to it.

Heads or Tails

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Mon, 27 Jul 2026 02:58:27 +0000

Abortion, revisited

Killing your baby, basically, before birth. Is it like cutting your hair? Or, is it snuffing an innocent, heavenly being? People may be like rocks, philosophically speaking, just objects - but a hundred years or whatever of LIFE, is certainly nothing to sneeze at. Denying your own flesh and blood the opportunity to LIVE, in all it’s ups and downs, glory and error, seems to me to be irreconcilable with self-regard, irreversible, shameful, if not evil. The virtue of adoption far outweighs the cons of birthing pain, in my book. You want to prove you’re a bad ass, who killed her own child, for street cred? Or maybe snipping a pea from the pod seems far less excruciating than pushing out a bowling ball, as it were. Or, Nature is red in tooth and claw, and life is hell, and life isn’t worth living in the first place, so you’re doing your child a favor? I mean, you just KNOW it’s a little piece of shit, future Hitler or something, and you’d be doing society a favor, too. OR…. It’s not a human (yet). It’s an inconvenience, a clump of cells, a blob of tissue, like the germs you wash off your skin every time you take a shower. So it goes. Whatever. Life is meaningless, anyway. Unless your baby is a future president, Buddha, deity, or “happily ever after” story (can you predict?).

Let’s dive into that, more. What lives have the most merit, and deserve to live, in the first place? People who will fall in love, and make their partner happy, is one answer. Outstanding servants of society, like say a political leader or pope or scientist who cures cancer, or something. I’d like to think authors and philosophers contribute to social well-being, just as scientists reveal truth. Comedians rank up there, for me. If you ease the pain, make life fun, you get a pass. On the other hand, I’m not saying there are people who would’ve been better off dead, or will be detrimental to society, or too unimportant to matter (like, say, a mindless agglomeration of a few cells). Is pruning a bush the same thing? I like people more than bushes. I’m not sure what to say. A lot can influence the outcome of a blank slate like your bouncy baby boy or darling princess. The thing is pretty much out of your control. Flip a coin.

objection! obstetrics is not about objects! objective is to be objective. Everything is a thing. good things and evil things? or, all just neutral matter, like Matt the mad hatter; thinking about thing-king. What's the matter with you? huh?

rime and thyme, rhyme time: secular sex and divine dining, food boo'd and beard cheered, hairy and scary, comfort from Mumford, magically pelagic, trite bites, delicious and nutritious, chow on cow, eat meat, ingest pests, consume whom? fine dining with wine, sleep deeply, the best rest, relax with the facts, enjoy your toys, celebrate being celibate, mirth on a birthday on earth day, read about deeds, watch your crotch, protect your neck, attack back, aikido libido... be happy in your nappy says Pappy, love the doves, kiss your miss, I triple dog dare you to go fuck a duck, nevermind said the Buddhist, stream of consciousness in my sociological socks, awake aware alert, asleep oblivious gone, la la land and the law of the land, lol. Laos police, Copernicus the copulating cop, and Sharif the sheriff. Rock the casbah with asthma.

who am I

what am I

where am I

when is this?

why am I doing this?

how are you

which am I?

huh?

I recently bought Kachava. I like it. I got coffee flavor. Much much better than the mushroom coffee I've been getting. And Jelly Bellies. Also good. 30 flavors, 3 pounds. I'm listening to Paul Oakenfold on my new Bose headphones. Life is good. I trimmed my beard. I got new shoes from REI, and some coasters from Goodwill. The house needs a new fridge/freezer. Mike is on that, I think. Our popsicles melted. I'm visiting my mom in SF this Friday. I gave Rhee a carton of cigarettes. $75. 10 packs. Seneca. Cheapest in town. If I don't just douse myself in a cold shower, I'd like to buy a pass to go to one of Berkeley's public pools. You know, free swim. I'm not into laps, really. I just wanna splash around in the sun and enjoy the water. I have a beach towel. The reclining chair I found and brought back home with me has been rejected for being torn and used. Oh well. I thought it was cool. At the Rialto, I want to see the Cat video fest '26 coming up, as well as the Grateful Dead concert. I always wanted to go to one of those. It was big among my crowd, growing up. Class of '89! Go cats! I bought a pair of ergonomic pillows - I hope they help with my drool situation (from clozapine), as well as my hearing. By that, I mean the last 3 days I've woken with something like "swimmer's ear" in my right ear, that doesn't just shake loose. Yesterday, I was hoping and trying to pop the bubble or whatever most of the day. It was disturbing. Riding my bike impaired with some added anxiety. I tugged on my earlobe, pressed behind my ear, and messed with the pressure with my finger, until it actually went away (WHILE I was on the phone to Kaiser!). Plus, my junk plumbing is haywire, if you know what I mean. Anyway, Kelli and I both have new backpacks, and I'm always busy with reading, whether trivia or Economist. Just finished The Washington Book, by Carlos Lozada. I checked out 3 movie dvd's from the local branch library. I do a lot of running around on my bike to get stuff for K and I. Daily exercise, like pushups, planks, shakes, and jumprope. I'm highly motivated to lose my gut. I don't know how much I weigh, though.

ant eye matter

even ants, I grant, are giants

i.e. a (myxobolus shekel) is 8.5 micrometers long, fully grown

(0.0085 mm), like 10 could fit in the width of a hair

MSF, mxobouls shekel fart? they don't have digestive tracts.

so, the tardigrades (like the "water bears") do, though. (0.05mm)

water-bear fart?, WBF, (they lack complex gut bacteria and fermentation chambers that make gas)...

also known as a wood-burning fireplace,

to re-enter humanity

there's a fish that communicates by farting

Manchu cannibal says "I cannot stomach you"

wish for a dish of nutritious fish

vampire omits vomit, includes lewd

me and you on the Menu; delicioUS

a vision for fission; confusion about fusion

democrat demon-rats?

ew, evil wicked, Elizabeth Warren

bc, bent corrupt, Bill Clinton

political wordplay- reaper republicans with hatred / red hats

I'm now affiliated with the Green Party

me and the other little green men

And I have cool emerald Vuarnet shades

I liked Schwarzenegger. Barack should've quit smoking while president, with more attention to the President's council on physical fitness. Donald? if they throw a shoe at you, Donald Duck!

Do you buy what Dubai is selling?

Paris is parlous and perilous

Marty the martyr

BC and AD, Bill Cosby and Aliko Dangote

Erica from America, says

Sheinbaum and her shiny new bomb

Jack's jackal hides from Jekyll, in Hyderabad

What's the rush for Russia?

San Luis Obispo is SLO

Fast times at Ridgemont High (I got friends in Low places)

speedy Gonzalez and slowpoke Rodriguez

Hurry up, hurricane

Star Trek and start wreck, Finish in Finland

Spacex and space sex and getting it on

Get On With It!

family cars

Larry Teshara and Tesla, Peggy T and PT Cruiser, GTO, Jetta

4x4 equals sweet 16

clarity about Larry T

Happy in an electric vehicle in Madagascar

Floating down the Seine, remembering Madrid and crazy town :-)

strawberry shortcake, with a longing for longevity

brevity levity. (whoopee we're all gonna die!)

demonic Jesus and Saint Satan?

killing fig trees and distributing toys to children on Xmas

panjandrum, generalized Lord High Everything

World Wide Web

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Sun, 19 Jul 2026 04:53:56 +0000

Internet, offering

music, porn, joe frank, comedy, news, satire, encyclopedia, answers, video entertainment, workouts, blogging, and email.

www, sounds like something from Interpol

internet sounds like a net, say, for butterflies, or falling off the Golden Gate Bridge.

wordplay (wp): identical (I denti-cal), leg ass foot (legislative assembly footage), Chinese chin (and knees!); Hi Larry T (dad)- Hilarity, Adopt- ad o' PT (mom, Peggy Teshara). Ingest, in jest, in Jess T :-)

g.o.d.'s: government of democrats; gravely offensive debasement; good ol' divinity!

demon: devil (either mad or not), dangerous evil monster of night; -crat (can't remember a thing)

dog, demon of greed

freak freedom for a slayer's slave

vile lint! vile Lynn! vile vial. vile veal! vile vowel. vile veil. vile isle. vile aisle. vile Lyle. Vile while Kyle runs miles with style next the the Nile, vile pile of tiles, vile dial soap, vile wiles of guile. Heil, vile! vile smile.

desecration of the dreadful despicable damned diabolical depraved dangerous demon devil-dragon of darkness, despair, death, doom, and deceit!

good gawd, I'm giddy I passed the GED

goading a guide, goo would be good

Berkeley in a burqa; sects intersects with sex

reaction to recitation; reciting verse about regaining sight

cinematic cinnamon, amores perros, GU032 (global underground, Adam Freehand), Lomas de Chapultepec; emcee (master of ceremonies) in MC (Mexico City)

random scribblings

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Sat, 11 Jul 2026 02:44:32 +0000

Yo yo hello hi-o

Wussup dawg

Matshishkapeu

Innu

If God could talk, what would He or She say?

Be perfect, as your Father in Heaven is perfect

So go to heaven. Be a dad. Motherfucker.

God says, let there be light, my burden is light, can I get a light? Sun says sure.

Devil, the darkling, says shadows, nightmares, and blindness, of black evil, spreads its tentacles in the gloom, across the land obscured by darkness, in a pit of doom.

Jedi police, forces using the force

Use the force, jedi

Use your fork, edi ble

Norse force, of course

Like a horse

What is the source of the force?

God is imaginary; The world is God's imagination

put that in your pipe and smoke it

booze, broads, and action! wine, women, and song! sex, drugs, and rocknroll!

brahma shiva vishnu, father son and Holy Spirit! Me myself and I! sit, do nothing, meditate. Good, bad, neutral. here there everywhere. past present future. joy bliss happiness. breathe, note, be. read watch listen. eat exercise sleep. write talk create. mad bad sad. think say do, thoughts words actions. triune triple trinity. tripartite triad triangle. if you don't succeed, try try again. suck seed? cess? Try tricycling in Trinidad :-). 333. query, learn, discover. curiosity, research, education. knowledge, wisdom, understanding.

(seals and ling cod) naval semen on the ceilin'; love, hope, peace, and joy! awake aware and alive! faith hope and love, peace love and happiness, peace and freedom, liberty and liberal aryans? life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. Hot pursuit, hot pink, that's hot! haute couture and stone cold Steve Austin listening to Coldplay during the Cold War. That's cold. Ice cold. Frozen. Freeze-frame. Chillin' like a villain. Son, Is the sun going to sin soon?

insects on your herb: thyme flies

sisu, if you say so

demonic dementia, on Mondays

inquire, query, question - like Curious George (Margret and Hans Augusto Rey); "curiouser and curiouser" (Alice); who what where when why how which?

experience, vicarious and actual. truth, fact, science, reality, data, information, input, processing, enlightenment

fun, play, laughter, joy, bliss, happiness, comedy, jokes, satire, leisure, treasure, pleasure

Brain is the thinker I use to think thoughts with (use your head, your noggin, brain cranium, skull, melon). They say you can think with your dick, or follow your heart, or use god as your co-pilot, that is, let go and let God, which is like being possessed, except "access granted"...

G-D, Glad Dad

Frozen zen, burning Bern, cold old, warm worms, hot pot, what's that fly doing in my soup? (waiter: it looks like the backstroke, sir), freezing free, expensive pens, afraid of AIDS, scared of getting scarred, no car in NC, and reading about Eid (feasts)... there's also a Mecca, California, FYI.

strong fit healthy well sane; see hear smell taste touch; best good neutral bad worst;I can't drive 55! Washington Monument is 555 feet tall.

Omniscience (but not everything is science), omg, god only knows

imagine: I am a G in E (girl, guy in ecstasy, e.g.); God is good without an o. You can't have evolution without love. Live, love, leave. The lawyer believes in All law. There are lawgivers and lawtakers. la la la. a note to follow so.

Elmo? hell no. techno? heck no. a parade in Paradise, sí. the witch in the gingerbread house (home sweet home). Anne'd eye Kant fined Mai weigh holm.. casting spelz. A Kraft sandwich, and witchcraft. They ain't no next life, so I'm living my best life. Seize the day. See's candy today! LSD, luminous soul of divine light! hermaphro-deity?? e-mail from a she-male. Intersex, the preferred term. (FYI, For dioecious humans, It is biologically impossible to inseminate yourself). Prodigy progeny, and androgynous Roger. Noble notables. Lucifer in tights, and Jesus the geezer. Old man in a gold van. An elder welder. Carpenter fishing for carp. Carpe diem, seize the day. carpe carp, carpe carpet, seize the fish, seize your rug, Seize the candy. Diem, Demi. Mojo juju (spirit vibe). Turquoise turkeys. Discontent continues in the country. Dick indicates his appendix. Evan in seventh heaven. Smells like Mel in hell.

woof

noreply@blogger.com (Jesse L. Teshara) — Mon, 29 Jun 2026 22:55:38 +0000

DOGS definitions of god

The Creator of Everything, the Universe
Love, the source of everything good
A man of war, One
Reality is all the God there ever is
Omnipotent, Omniscient, Omnipresent
Benevolent, Merciful, Kind, Compassionate
Perfect being, infinitely perfect, perfectly good
Always and everywhere
Supreme Being, Creator Sustainer and Ruler of the U

different names, genders, attributes

the "source of all moral obligation"

I Am (whatever that means)

large and in charge, the divine deity-entity of heaven

God the Father, Dog the puppy (Papi)

Xander, Giles, and Dawn, RIP

BTVS was a fun show

(Nicholas Brendon, Anthony Stewart Head, Michelle Trachtenberg) xx

lamp

illuminati

illumine naughty

illumine nutty

vamp lamp

amped on the damp camp ramp

the road to Royaneh

spider monkeys, pig fish, and god-humans :-)

an elephant shrew is neither, though

did God create Himself, like a bodybuilder?

What is God made of?

Food, of course

stinkle stinkle little fart, how I wonder not to make it start

flatulent gas of nasty smell, all who smell it go to hell

stinkle stinkle little fart, masking you is quite the art

GOD, greatest of detectives, gobs of disguises!

G-D, Giuseppe Dosi

coyotes are god's dogs, according to Navajo

alpo to climb the alps

oh! my (pair of) knees, after the Pyrenees

The Shaggy Dog (movie)

Shelby is a bitch (no, really)

I'm a bastard

Shaughnessy and Hennessy and Nessie

wept Schweppes, Crimea river, criteria for admission

calamari, kalamata olives, calamansi lime, calabrian chili peppers