Gogo/Mother/Daughter/Sister/Friend

The Building and completion of "My Home"

2012-08-26T10:59:00.000+02:00

The Building Begins

The Roof is on... YAY!

Almost at the finish line

Our little splash pool

Moving Day.... Phew!


Beds are done..


The Den... Shutters still coming

Dining Room

My New Stove

Kitchen

Living Area

Main Lounge

Verandah.... Bliss

What I want from my "Love"

2012-08-17T22:36:00.000+02:00

Here are some of the things I love about you.

2012-07-20T22:54:00.001+02:00

I love the way you look, your spirit and your soul. I love the way you walk dress wash and dry yourself.
I love waking up knowing you are there. I love cuddling you holding you, turning over and feeling you right there.
I love kissing you and feeling you tight next to me. I love feeling your skin all over.I love making you tea or lemon water.
I love running your bath and putting toothpaste on your brush, bathing with you and drying that wet spot on your back.
I love just watching you bathe creme and dress and talking to you while you do. . I love eating with you, and working with you,
and relaxing with you. I love playing with the kids. I love going places with you, like the organic market, or for long walks.
I love talking with about every subject there is. I love dreaming and visualising with you. I love thinking dreaming and visualising
about our life together. I love when we do it together. I love listening to spiritual motivational truths with you. I love walking
in the rain with you. I love us deciding on how to decorate design and plan houses and homes together.
I love helping you with all and everything you need and want. I love walking with you and holding your hand.
I love having my arm around you. I love how we sing hymns together. I love traveling with you where ever we go.
I love being with you. I love laughing with and crying with you. I love taking your plate to the sink and doing the dishes for you.
I love fixing everything in your life that is broken. I love when you look at me so lovingly. I love when you touch me.
I love how you love me. I love that we are a perfect fit and how perfectly our bodies fit together. I love how our minds and hearts
seem to want the same thing. I want us to be on the same plane spiritually, emotionally, physically and mentally in all we do.
I love that we both want to strive to be better every day in every way in every area of our life. I love going for drives with you
and just speeding time with you without any interruption from the world. I love the thought of providing for you. I love being your
Man and being the only, the one and only true love in your life. I love that you fell and rose in love with me. I love that I love
You in ways you have never been loved and loving knowing only I can love you like you want to be loved and love you perfectly.
I love knowing I have opened your heart and that i was the only one that could do that, and only I have the key to your heart.
I love making our new friends together, and love dreaming with you of our life in France and, or Italy together, away from the maddening crowd.
I love dreaming and visualizing of a quiet peaceful life with you where there is no stress and strain, no harsh words or feelings and only love
for us our family and all whose lives we may touch in this earthly existence here..
Only love and joy and happiness and service and a melting of our bodies souls, spirits, minds and hearts into one.
I love having lazy pj days with you and me alone and just shutting out the outside world and watching movies together
and just spending the day in bed and being totally consumed and engrossed with each other. I love being so deeply intimate with
you and just loving you and squeezing you and touching and massaging you. I love doing your feet for you every day and love
when I get to rub them for hours. I love going for walks with you to all sorts of places we love. I would love to hike in nature with
you. I love going shopping with you. I love how you have your system of going up and down the aisles. I love snuggling with you
on the couch as we watch a movie together. I love reading to you and having you read to me. I love deciding on goals dreams morals
ethics, thoughts desires wants and values together with you. I love the thought of being one perfectly aligned unit soul as we negotiate
our way through this life together. I love the thought of give and take and growth as we both rise together in the direction of our true potential.
I love knowing I am a good kind honest hard working intelligent spiritually oriented trustworthy transparent man and you are the same
kind of woman. I love knowing my only agenda is to love grow improve strive to be better and do the best I can each and every day.
I love my Heavenly Father and desire to be close to him and his Son. I love that you are spiritual too. I love that we can both desire
to feel and act on the promptings of the Holy Spirit. I love knowing you and I, although imperfect, desire and know the value and importance
of following promptings. I love that we both desire to be better each day. I love that I was blest to open your heart and awaken your dream, your
Soul. I love that we both love to be with each other and touch each other. I love the thought and feeling of becoming one with you in every
way, on every level. I love how deep and intimate our love is. I love how safe I feel when we are one. I love how happy I make you.
I love how ecstatic I make you feel. I love how I make you feel so amazing like only I can make you feel. I love being able to all the things
I do with you to make you feel so happy satisfied thrilled content. I love blowing your mind and taking you places you have never been.
I love making you happy. I love traveling with you. I love exploring you and exploring with you. I love holding you. I love learning with you.
I love that I mostly get you. I love looking at you and knowing what you want. I love your hand on my leg. I love praying with you.
I love reading the scriptures with you. I love reading and listening to inspirational literature with you. I love the thought of an eternity with the one
I love. I love loving you. I love the thought of getting to know every curve and crevice of your body mind heart and soul.
I love you DeborahMary, forever and for always.
Your Timothy

Love this... and the Lyrics are so apt....Marlon Roudette - New Age LYRICS

2012-07-19T15:16:00.001+02:00

All the Beautiful Children

2012-07-15T08:35:00.000+02:00

My Suzy

2012-07-11T23:03:00.002+02:00

My Beautiful friend and I

Sue Van Der Linde

Rumi

2012-07-11T21:47:00.003+02:00

"Looking at my life
I see that only Love
Has been my soul’s companion."
~Rumi

i love you

2012-07-11T06:08:00.000+02:00

Poem to my by My Timothy

2012-07-09T20:31:00.000+02:00

Your magnificent eyes, dark emeralds aflame

Your silky burnished bronzed hair, still perfect in rain

The way that you walk, a light antelope prance

So cheerful and happy, ever ready to dance

Your lithe gorgeous figure, I marvel through the days

How beautiful you are, in the wondrous suns rays

On those sweet moments, when your eyes meet mine

I feel a warmth of pleasure and a chill down my spine

When I hear your sweet laughter, a melodious tune

I feel alive, full of joy; I could fly to the moon

I sit idly nigh always wishing you'd see

Perhaps even come and sit down next to me

I watch how you smile, and send jolts through my heart

Your sensual features a fine work of art

Sometimes I watch the evening's amber sun

And I calm myself down, from thoughts weighing a ton

The soothing brook bubbles and invigorates my mind

As do you, always in every way

"Jar Of Hearts" - For You, cause I don't have the courage to say it...

2012-07-08T20:42:00.000+02:00

"Jar Of Hearts"

No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

[Chorus: x2]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

who do you think you are running around leaving scars ♥

2012-07-06T19:17:00.001+02:00

Michael Bublé - "Feeling Good" [Official Music Video]

2012-07-06T18:57:00.001+02:00

Are there Angels? By Timothy Howden to me

2012-07-06T17:52:00.003+02:00

Are There Angels?

It is said there are Angels
In Heaven above
And they shine with the light
Of an inner love

Of these things
I had not a clue
But that was
Before I found you

For in you I’ve found
A love that is so right
It shines all around
With the brightest of light

It comes from somewhere
So deep within
That it has no beginning
And knows no end

Your love is a light
That brightens each day
Of all of the people
You see on your way

Where ever you go
Or whatever you do
All see the love
That you have inside you

That God sent you here
To a place where you’d be
Sharing such love
With someone like me

Is proof for me
That angels exist
And are filled with a love
That man could not resist

I thank God each day
For finding the time
For looking down on me
Bringing you into my life

So yes there are Angels

In heaven above

I know because God

Sent me one to love

Rihanna - Don't Stop The Music - 90's memories

2012-06-29T21:22:00.001+02:00

My Gorgeous Children

2012-06-28T08:29:00.003+02:00

Emma Playing for the Methodist Old Age Home

Precious eating at Gogo's table

Dane and Leah at Dane's 21st

Beautiful Hannah

Britt and Hillgard

Perfection

2012-06-27T20:12:00.001+02:00

Belief

2012-06-25T11:57:00.000+02:00

Me!!

2012-06-24T08:04:00.000+02:00

My dearest darling DeborahMary,

2012-06-11T17:37:00.000+02:00

My dearest darling DeborahMary,

My heart is full of love for you and I am drenched with this constant feeling of warm love for you and you only. As always... And it never goes away. I have been fasting and praying about US and for US this weekend. I have a splitting head now but have been buoyed up by an incredible spirit of peace. I love the gospel and the atonement and my Lord and Redeemer. And I love you.

I am true to you. I see why now you felt like you did to David with all the made up garbage about you. It just seems to get to be too much. I first wanted to get a lawsuit of libel then I remembered what you taught me with the Power. I prayed and am going to speak with my Bishop about this nonsense. I also told my mom and she said that I had attracted it... I had not forgiven Matthew and many others for all the false accusations and my mom said so by dwelling on it I just created more of this false made up garbage. Well she is right. Satan is trying to destroy me and you and bring you and me down as we try stay on the path to God, but in the name of Jesus Christ I rebuke him and his forces of evil from you and me and our children. And you know how you say focus on the positive... Well you are right too.

So I am not focussing on that nonsense anymore. I am doing my best to forgive everyone and just focus on the positive.

I love you DeborahMary, with ALL my heart. I think of you constantly. I sat next to the aisle today as usual and kept 3 seats as usual for you and the girls. Tell them that. I love and miss them. Also I could feel you next to me. I moved from fear to faith. It was divine sitting in church and feeling you next to me. I could even see and feel you and the girls with me in my place today. You are 100% constantly in my thoughts and prayers and I literally feel you right by me. You are my dream come true. I know that as we move closer to Heavenly Father we may experience trials, but the joy and peace we desire will be there in great abundance. I think I need to talk to Andy about us, as he is your home teacher and can receive revelation for you.

I love you.
Seeing you at the airport, the trip to the coast, the toll booths, the kitchen in Ballito, the bath, the whole time, the couch outside in the moonlight, your period, our walks and talks, Melissa's place, shower, bedrooms. Value place over here, PG, my place, yes we need to watch that video together someday about that French wine farm, my ring from you... New York.. Our drive to Vegas and you draped on me in the plane, a stunning week together, a thousand happy memories in New York, Tiffany's where I bought you that locket. Utah where I got you your ring. Eccleston...I felt like I was home...remember the girls pic's for me and how lovingly you and they greeted me. Helping fix the house. The songs, the dinners, the day to day life, Durban, Cape Town, Stellenbosch, the Strand, the drives, the train trip..., the flights together. Our dreams together of italy and france. The days working together, the car rides with your hand on my leg. The organic market. The many days looking at houses. Pulling the girls on the blanket, swimming in the pool. Christmas a little late in the motel..wow I loved preparing that for you, our drive through zions, Phoenix, lake havasu.. Our walk..remember how you were amazed that i didnt mind turning back around to see the London Bridge..that mex place...las vegas, the stratosphere, that other hotel, LA, the castle up the coast, the redwoods, Golden Gate, back in SA...helping with the house. Shew we are good at that together. Getting your car. Being in uitsig together. Going to Zim together. I loved that. Seeing the chapel there and singing hymns on the way back and praying the gas would last....Slowly but surely starting a new life together. I love your children and you you love my son. And much much more happy memories.
Now both of us turning to the Lord. Thats the most important crucial step. You having visions of my church callings and you next to me. Knowing we were always meant to be together. Knowing there is a work to do together.
Shew......... you are my world DeborahMary. A flood of warm emotions....I love you forever.

Your

Timothy

Undecided

2012-06-10T03:41:00.001+02:00

As sleep eludes me the questions linger
What is the meaning of this love you profess
The Longing and the Agony
The Happiness and the Bliss

Soul-mates, of that I am certain
but the contradiction and pain of it all,
fills my soul with thoughts that make me uncertain
of who you are and the love you give.

The path I am on is sure and steadfast
my role is clear and decided
where you fit in is still unsure
and what to do is in the air

The love we shared when together
has left it's indelible mark in my heart
my soul is changed forever
by your love which seemed so pure and clear

Tonight I leave it in the hands of the Almighty
who fashions and molds me
to do the work I've been sent here to do
to decide my future with or without you

Adam Lambert - Never Close Our Eyes - to new friendships and moving on...

2012-06-10T03:15:00.001+02:00

For everyone who doesn't accept me as I am..... I'm waiting for no one

2012-05-31T08:15:00.002+02:00

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe

And my best is on it's way.......faster than you can blink

Beyoncé - Halo- beautiful memories of "us"

2012-05-30T08:33:00.001+02:00

Women In Business is having a face lift

2012-05-28T08:56:00.001+02:00

Just a note to inform you that my Company "Women in Business" is going through some changes and is having a revamp. Please watch for the changes...

Only girl in the world

2012-05-21T21:12:00.002+02:00

La la la la
La la la la
La la la la

[VERSE 1]
I want you to love me, like I'm a hot guy
Keep thinkin' of me, doin' what you like
So boy forget about the world cuz it's gon' be me and you tonight
I wanna make your bed for ya, then imma make you swallow your pride

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only one...

[VERSE 2]
Want you to take me like a thief in the night
Hold me like a pillow, make me feel right
Baby I'll tell you all my secrets that I'm keepin', you can come inside
And when you enter, you ain't leavin', be my prisoner for the night

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands, like I'm the only one who knows your heart, only one...

[BRIDGE]
Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Oh make it last all night
Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Make it last all night

[CHORUS]
Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I'm the only one that's in command
Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man
Only girl in the world...
Girl in the world...
Only girl in the world...
Girl in the world...