ROSES . . . . . and the thorns

DVM UPM graduate

2017-06-20T01:22:00.000+08:00

Allah, Allah, Allah

Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal.

Salam alayk semua!
Today was a memorable one, as it was the day of result announcement for my Comprehensive Examination !
Ya Allah, I couldn't ask for more, I did it! Yes, biiznillah, I did it. I completed my degree journey successfully. Well, not saying it was the flying colour result, but I pass !

For medical students, passing exams were heaven. Right?
Not excluding us, veterinary students!

Today, 19/6/2017 marked another beautiful day for me. I am officially Dr Safwah Nabihah. Alolo comey.

My prayers go to my friends and I, for us to wisely use our knowledge for ummah and being the little caliph for ourselves dunya and akhirah. May the force and faith always being with us, performing to the optimum level to support the industry, and always have the strength to do good and fight for the truth, working in integrity and love our patients and teach the public to love the babies as much as you love them.

To my friends, congratulations!

I know, people out there, especially, the working adults will say "It's a lot more to be explore after this..." Yes, I agree.
I am going to few interviews, pray for me!!

I cannot list down my hurdles I went through these five years, but what I can say is, as long as there is always will, there is a way for success. InsyaAllah.
To the new intakes, welcome to our world, our sanctuary. It is full with love and happiness, chill and challenges, adventures and in the same time, full of surprise!

#DVM2017

You're So Fine by Yuna and Guba

2017-02-11T18:44:00.000+08:00

It has been few years, but I am still loving this song !
Can I put a smile on your face?

It feels like December
The birds flew across my bedroom window
And the spiral staircase
That we used to hang around 'til 3 in the afternoon

I remember that day
The purple hoodie that you're wearing
And the smile up on your face
Your hair was flowing in the air
As you were sitting by my side
You moved me with your tides

You're so fine
And I wouldn't do anything
To deny you
And I would die for
You..

Oh baby don't despair
You're not alone I'm always there
I wish I was the one who's scared
Of the sickness that you bear
For as long as I could stay
I'll be happy just to see you smile for another day

But you're gone now
Oh so far gone now
Where the trees are green and cloudy grounds it seems
But my time will come
Oh so let it come
Where we'll meet again
Until the end of time

❤
You're So Fine

Lelaki Teragung by Dayang Nurfaizah

2017-01-23T00:35:00.001+08:00

Hello love!
Baru habis tengok #AJL31 !! Through live streaming, hahaha gigih tak gigih.

AJL ni antara medium untuk tgk live performance yang menarik, boleh mengeratkan hubungan sbb akan mesti tengok sesama kat tv dan boleh jadi juri tak berbayar!

And this year, #LelakiTeragung menang juara lagu. Tahniah Dayang! (bajet dayang baca pulek)
Pada aku lagu ni di samping kekuatan vokal Dayang, dia punya strength pada lyrics. Dan arrangement muzik. Pendek kata semualah. Lyrics dia bagi orang biasa pun dah memukau, kalau bagi orang yang ada meletakkan seseorang sebagai lelaki teragung beliau, pehh lagilah, the feels memang menusuk. I like part 'Kaulah.... Kekasih di dunia, dan di syurga'. Arrangement muzik pula kena dengan lirik. Lagi-lagi dengan suara Dayang, dan series #7harimencintaiku. Aku tak tengok sangat drama tu sbb episodes dia banyak juga, dan Mia... Aku tak suka watak Mia. ( then tahniah untuk si cantik manis Siti Saleha, kira dia dah berjaya 200% menjadi Mia) cuma bimbang kalau kalau ada Mia di dunia nyata, tak mungkin ada Khuzairi kedua. Dan lukisan kehidupan orang takkan sama. Mungkin Mia di dunia nyata (kalau ada) takkan sebahagia Mia #7HM. Atau jika ada Khuzairi kedua, mungkin pasangannya bukanlah Mia. Takut menjadi Mia.

Mendengar #LelakiTeragung yang boleh membuai kita semua, the feels from Dayang, created goosebumps all the way. Memang meremang. For now, I wish I can dedicate the song to my dad! My 23 nearly 24 years living, he has been so supportive, so loving and very responsible towards me.
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And me, as a girl, wishing:Kalau satu hari ada seorang lelaki yang akan menjadi pembimbing aku, biarlah dia kekasih di dunia dan di syurga.

Dan dia juga seorang lelaki teragung. Mampu menyayangi my mom and my dad as how he loves his parents.
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Love.

Selamat Tahun Baru !!

2016-12-31T23:02:00.001+08:00

Apa kenangan terindah anda pada 2016?

Aku?

Banyak..... Tapi tak semua indah.

Namun yang tak berapa indah tu wajar dijadikan pengajaran.

Selamat menyambut kedatangan 2017. Semoga kalian sentiasa dalam rahmat Tuhan, sentiasa bersabar menempuh dugaan dan dikurniakan kekuatan super sayaa dalam menakluki dunia dan akhirat.

May this coming 2017 showered with bless and bliss. Love.

During vetchecking for Pertandingan Kucing Cantik kategori bulu panjang anyaawww

Save The Best For The Right One

2016-12-22T11:41:00.000+08:00

I am one of Neelofa's fan ! Dahlah cantik, cantik, cantik pulak tu.. aku jatuh cinta banyak kali, pandai dah tu, and good with words.

Tapi sememangnya , artis, actors and actresses, singers dan semua penyeri inductri hiburan mesti pandai bercakap. Sedang dia nak join industri je pun dah menunjukkan dorang ni extrovert..... introvet banyak tak jadik pelakon, mostly orang belakang tabir atau pelukis !

Well, baru-baru ni heboh cakap tentang kisah cinta #Neelofa dan #FattahAmin. Sampai dengan aku aku sekali follow Fattah sebab dia dah tak macam pelakon yang aku tahu pasal dia dulu.... Aku tak minat pun Neelofa berlakon hahaha. Kan aku kata sebab dia cantik, dan pandai. And she is one of successful businesswoman exists in Malaysia. Berbalik soal cinta dorang... so banyaklah fans fans angau buat account IG atas nama #LoFattah, aku pun makin syoklah, eee... berchenta bebetul, drama sangat uolls.

Namun, baru-baru ni dah banyak cerita tak best pasal dorang...

What I can say.... jadikan apa yang berlaku di sekeliling kita sebagai pengajaran.

Lofa adalah seorang public figure yang ada followers IG sampai berjuta-juta. Apa yang dia share, semua orang akan save kan dan reupload untuk 'kenangan'. Apa inspiring posts of hers, sangat memberi impak kepada orang lain. She's good with words, I said. Selepas drama #SHMP juga dia banyak share dengan fans pasal dia, pasal Fattah..... sometimes, I think.... macam overboard. Macam hmm ni buat-buat macam ni, mesti ada hati nak ending up things dengan perkahwinan... Well kita boleh baca body language orang kan? Benda bukan norm, kita tak buat dengan orang sembarangan. Unless, kita rasa hmmm hmmm u got what I meant?

So pengajaran kita kat sini.....

-Don't simply berikan hati, sentuhan, tubuh, jiwa dan rasa kita pada orang yang masih tak layak. Kita akan rugi, kita akan sedih dan kita akan meroyan juga. Macam aku, aku cepat meroyan. T..T

-Jangan cepat mencanang sesuatu yang tiada pasti. Saya sedih juga pasal ni

-Jangan lupa untuk :

😉 Sentiasa berdoa, dan berusaha menjadi lebih baik

😉 Doakan kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat untuk kita, utk dia, dan untuk semua

😉 Sayangi diri, keluarga kita.... dan letakkan sayang kita hanya pada yang berhak

I can unserstand Lofa.... Hahaha. berdekah diri sendiri kau samakan diri kau dengan Neelofa. Nilopah ye lah.

Berdiri di tempat perempuan yang sentiasa berdepan dengan perhubungan yang complicated and undecided, sangat menyeksakan... Bercerita pada orang lain, ibarat kau mencanang cerita, padahal kau perlukan orang lain untuk membuat keputusan dan meminta pandangan. Tak bercerita pada orang dan kau buat keputusan sendiri akan buat kau murung bila tersalah langkah. Berdekah sekali lagi.

Apa-apa pun, aku berpegang dengan #DoaYangBaikBaik bukan hanya untuk my dearest Neelofa dan wanita-wanita cantik lain yang aku follow. Hahaha, tapi juga untuk diri ini.

#Sapekatatakartistakdehubungancomplicated ?

Good luck to all girls out there, #SaveTheBestForTheRightOne

I accidentally watched #MehSandarPadaAku and this quote is from SyedNadzhan.... Another catchy drama I am so into......

:) Adios

Suri Hati Mr. Pilot dari kacamata bukan surihati dan bukan pilot

2016-11-06T14:32:00.003+08:00

Hello bro !
Salam alayk. Dah makan? Wuuhhuu... Tengah buat apa tu?

Okay, nak tanya... Siapa peminat drama melayu?? Angkat tangan ! Ok. Mungkin ada yang angkat. Since aku pun antara penggemar drama *ehhemm* so, aku pun actually tengah angkat tangan.

Sebahagian dari kita, mesti ada yg menonton #SuriHatiMrPilot kan? Ha, jangan tipu... sebab kalau korang tak tengok, mana datang rating 5 juta penonton tu??!!
Yes, mereka mencatat rating tertinggi drama melayu sebanyak 5 juta penonton. Banyak tu...

Sebagai seorang penonton yang dikira terer jugak bab nak nilai2 orang ni ahaha bongkaknya engkau, aku juga bersetuju dengan lagi ~5 juta org tu.
Makin tua ni dah jadi akak-akak tak dan dah nak tengok drama... melainkannnn melainnkaann ianya memang sgt catchy dan menarik.
Drama last aku tengok bebetul, ialah : Alif Imani (yang ni aku takmoh terlepas episod pun hewhew)
Yang lain haram lah aku nak follow. Penat tengok drama orang drama kehidupan sendiri pun dah banyak konflik.

Ok. Back to #SHMP
1. Drama ni adalah antara drama melayu yang pace dia laju takde lagging dan tak meleret I can say. Sebab tak terlalu lamalah masa dorang happy pap pap pap dah konflik. Hence, dia cuma ada 16 episod sahaja. Cepat kan? Walau macam manapun, dalam 16 episod tu dah cukup, intro yang romantis, konflik, dan ending... ada happy, ada sedih ada geram adan marah, ada kecewa, ada bahagia... orang kata kalau benda ni adalah masakan, dah cukup rencah.

2. Para pelakon yang mampu grab attention penonton.
Ini adalah keypoint dalam drama. Pelakon kalau sedap mata memandang memang ada potensi nak naikkan rating drama. Ahhaha dah fitrah mestilah kita nak tengok benda cecantik je kan. Neelofa tu punya cun, feat Fattah yang boleh tahan kacak dan sasa puleekk tu, Menggeletis la para penonton hewhewhew. Nak jadi cerita, Fattah dan Lofa ni punyalah ramai peminat suka kat derang sampai ada yg doakan dorang bercinta dan kahwin in real life ! Ini lagi normal, bila pelakon tu ada chemistry yg kuat, dan maknanya they made Ejaz and Warda real !! Wuuuu tahniah!
Satu lagi point ialah relationship dan chemistry antara pelakon dan team produksi akan menghasilkan drama yang sangat dekat di hati penonton. We can feel that bro! Memang kitaorang dapat rasakan ini adalah antara team yang bagus.

3. Skrip yang real.
Even ada scene scene dalam drama ni yang macam pelik... dan tak make sense haha, but it's okay. Nama pun drama uolls, dramatik la sikeett. Tapi apa yang aku nampak, skrip dia best. Matang. dan realistik. Tak meleret dan straight serta mudah orang nak paham. Sesuai untuk entertainment. Walaupun pada aku drama ni sebenarnya berat, tapi dia nmpak santai sebab skrip dia real...U got what I meant?

4. Improvement pelakon. Yang ni best. I heard before yang Fattah Amin berlakon kayu... and tbh I don't like Neelofa berlakon k.(Walaupun macam mana cantik dia). Tapi still director amik dia berlakon and nahhhhh ! Fattah tak kayu dan Neelofa had played Warda so well. Dengan lakonan yang natural dan real. Kalau sape cakap Lofa gedik dan control cun, well hello... dia memang cun k buat apa pun cun....
And this drama adalah highlight untuk Lofa sebab lama sangat tak berlakon, so when she did good, hurrmm takleh nak kata apalah, mesti jadi satu platform untuk karrier dia berkembang lagi. Lagi semua orang suka, macam quality over quantity... Buat comeback yang gempak lah begitu.

5. Ok. Aku paham... sekarang they tried to be real. Macam ada scene dalam kokpit etc etc, it's a good try.... And I like that. Nampak lah drama kaya, sebab kalau miskin scene airport ada kat entrance jeee hewhewhew. And they wanted to play macam brilliant, boleh buat lagi cemtu tau semua pengarah. Penonton suka. Fefeling hollywood ngan korea.

6. Sampai sekarang ia memberi kesan. Memanglah baru je beberapa hari habis kan. Tapi sebagai penonton, kalau ada impak macam ni, memang drama ni adalah kejayaan yang besar.

Ok lah. mungkin itu sahaja. Dah kata kan aku bukan surihati dan bukan Pilot. Kalau tak byk lagi comments. Ahahaha.
Untuk rekod, sebagai orang yang pernah menyertai sesebuah produksi (tak kiralah kecik ke peringkat sekolah ke peringkat universiti ke negara ke) salah satu benda yang sangat2 diterapkan dalam team ialah trust dan kerjasama. Nak bina chemistry ni tak mudah, kena ada usaha untuk faham ahli2 team kau dan kena sama-sama sepakat. Once dah dapat chemistry tuu, ish nak buat kerja lain pun teringat-ingat. DAN YANG PALING SUSAH NAK DIBUAT IALAH NAK MOVE ON DARI TEAM walaupun apa yang kita usahakan tu dah tamat. Macam dorang, aku paham wehh kenapa Fattah takleh move on, Neelofa tak leh move on. Berbulan buat kerja sama-sama. Aku yang sebulan lebih ni dulu pun susah move on. Hal-hal teamwork kalau dah lekat, susah nak tanggal. Ahahahaha. Tak salah nak terus jalinkan hubungan baik sesama untuk future, eh!

Kudos to #SHMP team. You guys did well untuk bagi hiburan dan pengajaran untuk kitaorang semua.
Till next time. adios!

*nak stalk deme ni kau bukak je IG melambak fans gigih buat account, post buat video la bagai. :)

A Final Year Student

2016-10-01T16:07:00.001+08:00

Being in medical field is tough. And only those who gone through it will feel it.
I admit, Malaysia is few steps behind when compared to the world in veterinary medicine, hence, we were treated as not so important. BUT I KNOW WE ARE THAT IMPORTANT (and those who directly working with the otais of #VetMed know it)

It was so long since my last blogpost. Starting my final year with AVVC (Australian Accreditation thingy) was so tiring.

Now I am working out with few things :
1. My Clinical Conference presentation for both small animal and large animal- Diabetes Mellitus concurrent with cystitis in a Cat
2. My Final Year Project (impatiently telling you guys) - It will be Seroprevalence of Newcastle Disease Virus in Psittacine bird.
3. Struggling with rotation

4. Scheduling my timetable so I can attend your wedding. (Tell me earlier if you got one) TT

#tazabar

#INeedToPostThis

2016-09-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

Semester is starting soon !
#FirstDayGotRota

Bye holiday !

Too sweet to handle?

2016-08-31T22:48:00.001+08:00

I am a single girl. No attachment, no commitment, no engagement DALAM DUNIA CINTA MANUSIAWI ANTARA LELAKI DAN PEREMPUAN.

But in my real life, yes, I do have commitmentS, I am engaged and attach anywhere there's hooks. Eh #failedjokes

Despite being single with no special boyfriend or potential husband, I still got people care for me. They are really Heaven sent for me from Allah. Syurga dunia orang kata.

They are being sweet in their own way.

Be it about feeding me good food.

Sending me off until my car disappear from their sight.

Come, car pooling with me.

Post about me on their Instagram and Facebook with warm wishes and du'as (I don't care the reason behind it. When it is, it is.)

Invite me on their wedding.

Well, personally booking me on their special occasion....

The list goes long.

That minus my mom and dad. If it is about them, I'll write until my fingers numb... then I can't feel any circulation going on and it ends with both my hands are necrotized. Hua hua hua. #failedjokes #facepalm

I am talking about people around me with blood unrelated.

They are too sweet to handle. I, sometimes cannot properly react against good deeds. I am shy.

But what I can do is, continuously be their friends, respect their trust, be myself, thanks them, thanks to Allah for sending them through many ways I asked for.

MasyaAllah.

Even I do wrong in so many ways and times. Allah has always remember me, taking a good care of me, and I hope that will last long. I... am always walking in the true path.

#SelamatHariMerdeka awak !

2016-08-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

It was so hectic in clinic. But I managed to fit myself in. Alhamdulillah. I actually finished my practical in clinic, but yeah, dah dekat kan? So, whenever free, I'll be joining them. I said, it was freaking fun. (read:tired ) Hahahahaha.

No seriously.... it is fun.

Mak and ayah are off for Hajj. Did I tell you guys about it? I posted in on Instagram and FB btw. By then, I am an incredible responsible eldest sister !
I need to check on my two brothers, fill up car fuel so that they can use it when I am not home, arrange all the meet ups for my aunt and little bro and both my grandmas. I am a supergirl now, I feel it....
And I need to reschedule my rotation.... I was ~~luckily chosen~~ to be on rotation during Hari Raya Haji and Hari Malaysia. They are going to be public holidays that mean nothing for me *criesflood*

Last time, when I was a junior, I secretly hoping that I will not be on my rotation during holidays cause it sucks to replace it.. (we already be on rotation during holidays few times walao so unlucky aa that group) but seems like, Allah has better plan... and I am hoping that I can accept it wholeheartedly. *criesapail*

And it worse, as my mom and dad are not here to look for my brothers. A sister here wuuhuu is not really confident that her two brothers are fit to be on their on feet. But guys, please pray for us !

Huh.
It is been a post with complaints and sighs. Yea, I know. To blog a frustration is not good, hence the title today ! Aha. Today... yes, it is still 11.23 pm when I type this. So it is not merdeka day but we called it #AmbangMerdeka

A merdeka for me, is having a holiday.... and a plan to bake !

Okay guys.. I am going to bake again for those in the clinic ! And the day after tomorrow will be one of the staff''s birthday, so we gonna have a celebration?

To be honest, I will miss to be in my practical again.... I learnt a lot... despite knowledge that I gained, I get to know people. Some are extremely awesome cum the best person I can put them in my list of people I look up for, some are gooood, oh God you made me met with good people to give me positive vibes, some are okayyy, likeee okay la. Not that bad to know... some (with my countable fingers) are meant to be a history, taught me lesson to face the future (just in case there are 10 x 10 people like this).
I'll miss how people tease me... how they treat me, how they make me feel like a family..... May Allah grant you happiness and success in your life !

Last but not least,

Whoever you are, think about a millionstone success..... aim the highest star..because once you fall, you don't fall to the ground straightaway, I believe.

That's how I define merdeka.... A dream that seems impossible to be achieved, yet an encouragement for you to get it. Though I am not yet to be in the line I said I am a successful person. I am creating my path to it.

Salam kemerdekaan... Semoga jiwa anda semua subur dengan hidayah, dengan usaha yang penuh tawaduk dan tawakal fillah.

P/S : I got parcel from Makkah, a jubah with blinks in arabic style. My mom said, it is baju tunang, whattttt??!! I hope it is not going to rip off before I get the chance to wear it, it's gonna take years guys TT
And I feel so alone, accidentally done my online shopping. Two palazzos and a fishtail top to be shipped to my house. Haiipp, I am being more girlish, don't get jealous okay?

Adios amigos
so many tired eyes typo, editted only in the morning. *keluarkanbarangbuatkekody*

I miss my family so much :')

A Muslim and Dogs

2016-08-25T21:23:00.002+08:00

I am now in my practical period at H. Vet. It is one of BP's private vet clinic that I guess a good one.
Before I proceeded to choose the place for my practical, I'd asked few friends and family members on where they usually send their pets to. I heard, it is at Bukit Perdana. When I was told about an unpleasant story about that clinic, and my friend suggested H. Vet, I was scared.

How I can survive in small animal practice? Am I fit to be one?
Small animal practice in my university had give a verryyyyy bad impact for me, and it was untrue haunted stories, and I believe, to be in a right place, small animal practice can be an enjoyable one ! Yeay !

_______Intro_____ hahahaha so long.

I had to attend few clients with lots of problems.
But, as learning processes, I bet that was good... and I feel so cool liao!

And this morning, this one encik come asking me how to deworm cats and best ubat kutu to give to his cat.
He also came in the consultation room where we attended other case, I bet to get to know how we treat cats?
When he brought his cat, I get it for weighing. He asked "Dik, ni penimbang guna sama dengan anjing?"
"Aah"
"Boleh tak lapik dik"
So, I brought out a paper to lapik the weighing machine. My first time facing an owner who is sooo concerning on what should be done to his cats.
As this is small practice, they only provide shared consultation room, weighing machine etc etc. But in UVH we separated it.
When we attended his cat, he asked me "Eh dik pegang anjing jugak ke?"
"Ye, takpe kita boleh untuk tujuan2 tertentu"

How we, muslim attending a dog?
What is the purpose of you attending a dog?
For fun? As they are adorably cute?
For uploading pictures on Instagram, FB?

Adalah harus kita menyentuh anjing bagi tujuan....
Saya ulang....
BAGI TUJUAN.... yang diharuskan syarak.....
Untuk mengubati anjing yang sakit...
Untuk merawat anjing yang perlu rawatan..
Untuk memberi makan anjing yang lapar....
Untuk memberi tempat berteduh kepada mereka...

But don't forget to sertu !

I met this one lady, a Muslim who voluntarily saved some dogs. She brought a dog to vet clinic, whose she said being stray for some time. She named it, Sayang.

Semoga kita sentiasa dilindungi.... baik di dunia dan akhirat.

K lah. I penat. Adios amigos

Hectic

2016-08-10T00:12:00.001+08:00

There's a lot of things happened to me in these few days. But I don't dare to tell my parents. Or aunties and atoks.

I am tired.

😢😢😢😢😢

Be Universal and International

2016-07-21T10:31:00.001+08:00

I have this one bad habit. Whenever I am surfing internet through laptop I tend to lengthen the period. I was actually searching for Japanese Cotton Cheesecake recipe. Yes. Later I'll share it with u guys out there.

Now I scrolling my pictures sigh. Dah la baju tak sidai lagi deknon.

But I found my face is kinda changing according to whom I take the pictures with. Before my IVSA Thailand event ended around last year, we had this selfie session. Everyone will take selfie with everyone. It's like that how it goes.

I am wong jowo + malay by blood

but !

Be a Thai girl

sbab mata tu lain kit

Korea look! Lol Lol

An Indonesian one

Malaysian chinese muahahaha but i got the eyelid, we both got no eyebrow (less)

A Korean skin complexion. Thanks lighting..

Thai guy

And I force this 2 Taiwanese to have big eyes. Look like a malay a bit

Gila.

Start

2016-07-19T09:46:00.001+08:00

Aku orang yang berlewe-lewe. Maksudnya pemalas la tu.
So. Aku tend to procrastinate.

Dan aku baru sedar aku dah tak banyak masa.
Aku kena start mengayuh dah.

Comprehensive exam within few months.

Start.

#despite getting fat. I am gonna work on my degree.

When Things Didn't Go As What You Expected.

2016-07-03T06:03:00.000+08:00

My mom is a book-type person. She wants everything handy. If you guys think that we don't need to buy newspaper in these days, my mom won't think that. She wants the newspaper, easier to be read. So, in case for kuih raya, she believes books. She'll follow the recipes from book.

But for me, I believe in internet. It's not that I don't trust book, but do you think we can do quick search on books like how we did trough internet? No Control 'F'?

Because of this, scene like yesterday happened :(

I wanted to make Biskut Milo. So I search on Biskut Milo on internet, last time we used recipe from book but I was wayyy too lazy to get the book, I said to my mom "Boleh guna resepi internet"

But it never tak jadik with internet recipes as I mostly using shared recipes blogs before for my baking. I never know that using this unknown source recipes will be this bad.....

I was confident that the biscuits turn out good as the smell was promising. Haha.

After baking the first batch biscuit......I nearly gave up. It was so so so 'baling dinding tak pecah' or 'baling anjing boleh mati'.

I iz sad.

I keep baking. But I lowered down the temperature.

It has good taste, I swear. The presentation was also nice. I rarely made things so nice and sell-like cookies. My cake is very home-made looking, but this cookies are pretty.

So, once again. Don't judge a cookies by its look, smell. Have a bite first

I am still sad :(

Peraduan Duit Raya..! Mulai 27 Jun - 5 Julai 2016

2016-07-01T06:55:00.000+08:00

Duit raya sinonim dalam musim perayaan. Dan percayalah, berapa juga amaunnya, pasti menerbitkan kegembiraan buat penerima.

Hakikatnya,

عَنْ حَكِيْمِ بْنِ حِزَامٍ رَضِيَ اللهُ عَنْهُ عَنِ النَّبِيِّ صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ قَالَ :اَلْيَدُ الْعُلْيَا خَيْرٌ مِنَ الْيَدِ السُّفْلَى، وَابْدَأْ بِمَنْ تَعُوْلُ، وَخَيْرُ الصَّدَقَةِ عَنْ ظَهْرِ غِنًى، وَمَنْ يَسْتَعْفِفْ يُعِفَّهُ اللهُ، وَمَنْ يَسْتَغْنِ يُغْنِهِ اللهُ

Dari Hakîm bin Hizâm Radhiyallahu anhu, dari Nabi Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam , Beliau Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam bersabda : Tangan yang di atas lebih baik daripada tangan yang di bawah. Dan mulailah dari orang yang menjadi tanggunganmu. Dan sebaik-sebaik sedekah adalah yang dikeluarkan dari orang yang tidak membutuhkannya. Barangsiapa menjaga kehormatan dirinya maka Allâh akan menjaganya dan barangsiapa yang merasa cukup maka Allâh akan memberikan kecukupan kepadanya.”

peraduan duit raya reen ri :)

Dan pasti akan membuahkan kegembiraan pada hati-hati yang menerima. Salam 26 Ramadan :)

Masa yang pantas 2

2016-06-30T11:35:00.001+08:00

I remember the first time I entering my forth year rotation. My senior was Liyana. Very cute and pretty. Sampai Ikram masa tu dapat senior siapa ntah. He said "huntongglaaahh" mula mula tak paham ler. Pastu i got what he meant, senior i lawo. Dah tu, it doesn't mean anything ler. I pompuan ye pun. Tapi she's indeed so pretty la.
And my senior buddy Fahmi, tanya sape senior.
My answer tanpa ragu was "Kak Liyana.... Yang lawo tu"
Dia macam blur. Liyana mana. Aku emphasize lagi liyana yang lawo. Lah, yg lawo tu la.
Aku tanya dia berapa liyana dvm5 ada. Dia kata ramai jugak. Tanpa ragu lagi aku kata "Ha. Antara dorang yg paling lawo tu lah"
Masa tu aku fikir, Fahmi ni mesti tak sampai hati nak kata Liyana lain tak lawa. Hahahaha.

As time flies, and I knew most of the seniors, they have 3 Liyana yang memang panggil Liyana takde nama lain.
AND ALL THAT 3 LIYANAS ARE PRETTY. Sumpah tak tipu :')
Hahahaha. Now I know nape Fahmi pelik asal aku kata Liyana paling lawa.

Masa dah berlalu jauh from the first time aku partner dengan Kak Ana. Being junior I tend to compare the seniors I'm working with. Comparatively, they are good in different things.
Now. They passed CE graduating soon. OMG tahniah.

Our time comes. As final year students. A year before entitled as a doctor. Gila. Bukan haritu aku baru belajar yang arnab tu melompat bukan berlari ke?

Adios amigos.

Masa yang pantas.

2016-06-30T10:46:00.001+08:00

Rasanya, macam baru je terima jemputan kahwin Syue dan Faezy. It was in 2011/2012 I guess. My first day enrolling UPM.
Banyak cerita aku dengar, not directly from them, but I love how strong they having each others back and how they manage the amanah as a student while being a wife and husband, mom and dad. They have it all. :')
Since raya dah dekat, I'm planning to visit these 3 people. My first time ever if Allah's will I would be seeing Syue. My last time was in 2011 masa amik result SPM. *tears*
Tapi bila fikir balik, baru 5 tahun.
Tapi Ayla dah besar. Dan yang paling memberi impak sebab Syue was one of classmate, duduk sebelah.
Believe me, yang paling senyap dalam kelas, dia akan kahwin dulu. Syue can be the example hahaha.
How time flies :')

The Career You Should Have.

2016-06-28T06:49:00.003+08:00

Is what you guys doing now, your dream career?

For me, I kept changing my ambition, and I still can't figure out what I am going to be and when is the best time to stick to one that I reallt wanted to be. Sometimes, I want to become a doctor, and what I remember my last dream career was an ANATOMIST ! But learning anatomy now, I don't think I can pursue in this field ahahaha. There's a lot (Everest like amount) things to memorize. What was on my mind that time when I claimed I want an anatomist as my ambition, haih...

And fyi, Vet is never be my ambition. In fact, I was not really interested in animals thingy BUT I LOOOVEE WATCHING DISCOVERY CHANNEL AND ALL DOCUMENTARIES ON NATURE AND WILDS. That's all I remember why I agreed to choose this career, never linked to any of stray cats and dogs in my housing area.

Once, I wanted to be a geologist and it happened after the tsunami (around 2004), like I wanted to be in team where we done research on why that happened. I felt the excitement as the team was. I collected all the journals and read it from estidotmy (during my time, Utusan had this booklet called Estidotmy, it was all about science) and as we were rarely to get connected to internet for infos, I had all things in my hand with hard copied versions ! Bless.

But, nowadays it is more easier to collect info. Just Google ! They say. It has lots of benefits, you get your things in just one click. Easy.

Thus, we are pampered much.

And I also had this one ambition. Where I think it is very impossible. Astronaut. Ehe. But that was before Dr Muszaphar was selected to be the first Malaysian astronaut. Then only I knew that an astronaut needs to be physically fit, which I wasn't :|

Other than that, they were lawyer, judge, journalist, physiotherapist, psychiatrist and pharmacist.

Then of all these, why I chose vet?

It happened when I needed to fill in UPU program. My mom insisted my not to choose medical course.

'So why not vet'

Yes, it was just that. Nothing fancy like dreaming or a call from a seminar or what.

I never expecting that I will be chosen. My first list and I guaranteed I will have it was, physiotherapy. As the course need less prerequisite and my result was far better for this course made me thought that.

But I got Vet course. Knowing the excitement, it was started well and now going... well? Ehe. Subjects are tough. And you learnt so vast. Until you realized you are going your final year. A year before entitled a doctor.

A vet is only a vet if you think that way. Treat animals, gain new knowledge and get scolded. But for me, I want it to be an impact for myself, deen and ummah.

What we, vet can do? It is all depending on us. How we treat human and animal in humane. How we serve the community with halal food source. How we handle both our patients and clients. How we pray hard to make sure 'things' on Earth are healthy and wealthy. How we control diseases so it doesn't harm public and creating a panic public. How we control everything. It is on us.

After graduating, then what?

Work for the community? Hmm, I'm still thinking. People say (reliable source) a vet should be specialized. Go for post-grad courses. It is a new grown field, ordinary experience and knowledge won't help to increase awareness and protect the community. Remember Nipah outbreak in 1998? It was chaotic when you never know what was actually happened. Even the vets that time thinking it was JE. And doctors treated patients according to JE (Japanese encephalitis) which wasn't effective as cases increases day by day and treatment was wrong. More people get sicked, more pigs affected. And until they figured out Nipah. And then only the outbreak slowly went down. Thus, we need to get exposed to everything newest as emerging disease is unpredictable. Same goes to Avian Influenza. Zoonotic and emerging. It wasn't transmit human to human in old days. But it was on 2009 which we had the H5N1 pandemic. Before this, are we aware if we feel safe? That's our job. To create public awareness and keep protecting the community. If all don't do it, WE HAVE TO GET 1 PEOPLE DOES IT. It's fardh kifayah.

Pray for me, for us and for ours. Love.xoxo.

Eh, I wasn't intentionally typing a long entry btw. It was just the thinking of sharing this puzzle.

And I got pastry chef. Ehe. Ok bye, nak google resepi.

Salam 23 ramadan :)

Kolej 17 UPM

2016-06-27T06:38:00.001+08:00

Nampaknya banyak trafik dari sini. Maksudnya most people are searching on this place. Ok aku admit yang Kolej 17 tak banyak review sebab dia dikira antara kolej baru dalam UPM. Dari Kolej Pertama atau Kolej Muhamad Rasyid sampai yang last (yaitu Kolej 17).

Kalau ada dengar cerita kolej last tu 18, make sure cubit orang tu. Sebab dia tengah cakap pasal kubur cina sebelah Fakulti Bahasa tu :)

Tapi setakat ini, kecuali mengenai beberapa perkara yang tak dapat dielakkan, Kolej 17 yang paling convenient sekali. (marah cikgu BM kita. Dah paling pastu sekali pulak) Punyalah paling best. Sebab apa, Sebab ia kira besar, masih baru dan kalau korang kaki shopping paling dekat dengan IOI :3 Ahaha. Jalan kaki pun boleh deknon.

Macam mana jalan ke Kolej 17?

Ok. Ni part agak sukar. Kalau waze atau guna Maps, janganlah korang Google UPM. Alamatnya sosat la ekau. Sebab bila kita tulis UPM dia akan bawa kita ke main campus. Yang agak jauh dari Kolej (sebab Kolej 17 ni agak isolated)

So, korang guna keyword 'HOSPITAL SERDANG'

Kolej adalah paling sebelah dengan hospital. Tapi bila hospital is on your right, jangan turn kat traffic light hospital. Terus lagi. U turn baru boleh masuk kolej.

Kalau it's on your right, korang kena u turn

kalau ini yang on your right takyah u turn

Nampak bangunan dia macam ni

Pandangan atas kolej. Tapi of course korang tak datang naik helikopter kan? So just nak tunjuk court je

Walaupun sebenarnya banyak lagi facilities yang takde contoh macam dewan tertutup yang kolej-kolej lain ada, kalau korang ada transport boleh je pergi dewan-dewan kolej lain. Free. 1 UPM kan ? ehe. Kat Kolej ni pun ada je open court contohnya futsal boleh buat main netball handball lagi, main takraw, main Volleyball, Basketball, Badminton (tapi open court), Tennis court dan sebuah padang ada track untuk runner jugak. Tapi bukan track macam kat padang tu lah. Asal ada ye dok?

Ada ni jugak. K. Tapi bukan free.

Masuk2 jangan pelik lak asal jumpa B dulu bukan A. Aku pun tak pasti apa gila dorang punya sequence abjad.

Jemputlah datang ke surau. Walaupun kecil, besar pahalanya.

Teruskanlah aktiviti rohani. Kalaulah korang memang dididik kat sekolah, kat rumah dengan selalu melakukan aktiviti kerohanian, please, jangan berhenti bila dah masuk U. Teruskan amalan.

Ingat masuk U tu masuk syurga?!

Kafe kolej.

Entah meja sape aku curi gambar ni. Agak terabur :') Nak kata kalaulah korang bizi ha canilah nanti meja korang

Cantik pulak budak ni kemas bilik. Ahahaha.

***Sumber gambar semuanya dari Google image***

Begitulah sedikit sebanyak pasal Kolej 17. Students sini adalah terdiri daripada pelajar Sains Kesihatan, Perubatan dan Perubatan Veterinar. Fakulti semua dekat je dengan Kolej. Jangan risau. Kalau risau kena jalan kaki banyak, takut kurus pulak kenn, boleh pi kafe makan, singgah IOI jugeekk. Ngahahaha.

Jika ingin mencari cinta,

Jangan dicari sekadar rupa,

Jika mahu menjaga rupa,

Jangan lupa mencuci muka.

Jika mahu mencuci muka.

Jangan kau bazirkan pula air paipnya.

Please, kadang2 kat sini kalau ada masalah air, aku marah betul dengan sape yang time tuuu jugaklah dia nak basuh baju, takde dah time lain. Aku simbah dengan kicap karang.

Selamat menempuh alam Universiti. Adik-adik, tuntutlah ilmu, kerana orang yang paling berilmu dalam dunia ini, ilmunya kalau dihitung dengan seluas lautan hanyalah ibarat buih buih. Bayangkan kau malas belajar, berapa micron sangat ler ilmu kau nak.

All the best :)

FIRST GIVEAWAY RAMADHAN 2016 BY AYU BARBYDOL

2016-06-27T05:43:00.000+08:00

Giveaway by Ayu Barbydoll

Salam 22 Ramadhan.
Harini aku join Giveaway lagi. Mana tau adalah #RejekiLangetRomadon kita.

Apa khabar puasa anda? Iman anda? (kalau nama awak Iman, ketahuilah bukan awak yang saya maksudkan. Ehe)
Menjengah hari-hari terakhir Ramadhan, mendekati pengakhirannya, adakah kita bersedia untuk meninggalkan ia. Yang mana tak pasti lagi untuk kita bertemu dengannya tahun depan??

Selingan :

Tersebutlah kisah seorang anak muda. Kacak bergaya. Menjadi bualan gadis-gadis sunti di Kolej. Tidaklah jejaka ini sedikitpun terkesan. Katanya 'Kuatkanlah aku Ya Allah untuk menghadapi ujian godaan mereka'

Maka Allah perkenankan permintaannya. Takde gadis pun yang berjaya mencuri hatinya. Semua tersungkur. Tiada. Nil. Punyalah si gadis bagi hadiah, bagi PM di Fesbuk. Nan hado yang memikat hatinya.

Namun, apabila semester baru dibuka, datanglah seorang gadis Kristian, Heidi. Cantik. Takdelah terlalu seksi. Just nice orang kata. Lemah lembut. Yang penting bukanlah antara gadis-gadis yang cuba merebut hati anak muda itu.

Nak dijadikan cerita, anak muda itu yang tertarik dengannya. Ironi?

Apalagi, mengamuklah anak-anak gadis di Kolej. 'Rasakan kau, aku harap pompuan tu takan layan pun dia' 'Asal doh, lawa no ke pompuan tu' 'Ah sorang kuat ke mesjid sorang kuat ke gereja. Tak pi jauh punya. Takpe aku ada can lagi'

Apa korang rasa?

Pelbagai perkara yang dilakukan anak muda itu. Cuba mendekati Heidi di kelas. Di kafe. Di library. Di dewan apabila ada event kolej. Sehingga... dia berjaya mendapat nombor Heidi. Bila mana Heidi juga seorang debater seperti dia.

+Hi. I'm Naufal. We are going to be partner in next tournament. Just send u this to let u know my number :)

+Ok.

What's next? Stay tune for my next entry.

Madinah and Vietnam Souvenirs Giveaway by Nafas Baru

2016-06-26T07:07:00.001+08:00

Terjumpa sesuatu yang sangat sangat menarik. Ehehe.

Nafas Baru ni aku baru follow dan subscribe Youtube channel dia. MasyaAllah sis, sis dah pergi berapa negara dalam dunia ni. Impian kita tu. :')

Asalkan syaratnya mudah dan tak menyusahkan berbesar hati aku join ni ha.

http://www.nurinaizzati.com/2016/06/madinah-and-vietnam-souvenirs-giveaway.html

klik madinah and vietnam souvenirs giveaway

selingan :

Jadikan melancong satu ibadah.

Firman Allah "Tidak mereka menjelajah di muka Bumi, supaya mereka mempunya hati yang dapat memikir atau telinga untuk mendengar. Kerana sebenarnya bukan hati yang buta, tapi yang buta ialah hati dalam dada" Surah Al-Hajj ayat 46.

Islam memang menganjurkan kita untuk melancong, sambil berehat menikmati keindahan alam serta mensyukuri nikmat kehidupan. Bukan semua orang berpeluang , ya. Maka dengan itu gunalah peluang itu untuk tujuan kebaikan. Dunya wal akhirah.

Salam 21 ramadhan :)

Don't judge a book by its cover.

2016-06-26T06:30:00.002+08:00

Though the cover always shows what it looks like, kan ?

Tapi sebagai manusia yang sentiasa ada prasangka, walau kau rasa kau cukup 'alim, cukup 'abid kau tetap bukan hakim !

Hakim yang sebenar-benarnya adalah Tuhan ! Dan kau, bukan !
*amboi kak semua nak jerit*

Aku sentiasa berperang dengan inner me aku. Aku cakap 'Jangan judge orang weh.' Ewah ewah, aku tetap akan memberi hukuman setimpal kat orang tu. Tak makan saman.

Tapi tu fitrah kita sebagai hamba... yang lemah gila. Lemah. Tetap nak rasa ada je salah orang yang kau nampak dengan mata kasar kau. Padahal nak hitung kesalahan kau, punyalah macam cukai kat Malaysia, tinggi kemain !
Kitalah kena berusaha nak kawal diri, kalau diri sendiri pun payah nak kawal apalagi nak kawal hidup berumahtangga nanti, eh.

Back to my main point, tentang kita ~~manusia durajana~~ yang sentiasa anggap diri lebih sempurna dari orang lain...
Aku ada seorang kawan lama. Lama masa main kejar-kejar kat sogame. (kau rasa sogame ni apa haha. Suspen kan?) We were meant to be rivals. Sebab N (bukan nama sebenar) ni pun terer. Pandai jugak. Dan aku pun bolehlah. Bukanlah genius sampai No 1 peringkat antarabangsa, tapi kami ni kira otai la.
So, mesti la background si N ni pun dari family yang baik-baik. Dan si N ni pun boleh tahan cun. Lagilah kitaorang rival ahahaha. Eh?
Dan long story short, kami pun membesar dengan jayanya. Sampai aku ada kat Asasi dan dia ada kat Matrikulasi (aku dah kata dia pandai kan?)
But my pride having a pretty with brain friend terus berkecai. Aku tak tahu kenapa dia tetiba free hair. C'mon, kau cantik kot, tak payah buang tudung pun kau cantik. Tapi masa tu aku kecewa gila. Sebab aku kenal dia. Aku tak suka. Buatnya aku pi jalan-jalan dan aku terjumpa dia, aku nak react caner? 'Eh N, mana tudung kau?' atau 'N, lawalah rambut baru, I loooiikee'
Dan masa tu berlalu sampai aku masuk UPM dan dia di U... buat course yang agak glamer jugak pada aku. Course yang placing dia kat tempat yang kalau kau hanyut kau akan hanyut terus tak jumpa jalan pulang.

See, teruk aku punya judgement. Aku akan judge orang berdasarkan the way they talk, how they move their eyes when talking, their posts in facebook or other social media. All. Semua aku akan analyze dan aku akan diam, do nothing. Tapi hati berperang. That's bad.

Berbalik pada N.
Pada aku, N dah jadi teruk. Dia free hair. Sebab aku punya pandangan teruk sangat sebab firstly, dia adalah orang yang bertudung dan dia jadi free hair with unknown reason. Sebab mak ayah dia pun kira orang terhormat jugak. Dan dia dapat Pangkat 1 dalam sijil darjah khas ! Darjah khas tu apa? Sila google. Maksudnya dia memang jelas gila gila pasal aurat.
Tapi memang betul, hidayah tu milik Allah. Boleh jadik orang yang paling 'alim ilmu agamamya, paling tekun ibadahnya boleh jadi paling derhaka pada agama. Apatah lagi kita manusia biasa-biasa.

N ni dah lama aku tak jumpa dia. Dan antara sebab aku menulis hari ini sebab aku terserempak dengan dia masa kat Masjid semalam. N, yang sekarang aku kenal adalah yang teruk dan NAMPAKNYA AKU SILAP MENILAI.
Kalau dihitung semalam mungkin amalan dia yang Allah terima mungkin aku tak.
Mungkin semalam dia lebih khusyuk aku tidak.
Mungkin semalam dia lebih tawaduk berdoa, aku tidak.
Mungkin semalam dalam doa N terselit seribu kata taubat, aku tidak.
Mungkin semalam dia ada mendoakan kesejahteraan semua orang, aku tidak.

Aku sedih dengan diri sendiri yang cepat membuat penilaian tanpa benar-benar menimbang.

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a, bahawasanya Rasulullah saw bersabda "Jika ada seseorang berkata, banyak orang (sekarang ini) sudah rosak, maka orang yang berkata itu sendiri adalah orang yang paling rosak antara mereka" HR Muslim.

Janganlah kita mencari lagi keburukan orang lain lagi memperkatakan tentangnya.
Kalau kita jahil dulu, tuntutlah ilmu.
Jika kita jahat dulu, cuba menjadi yang baik.
Jika kita dah baik, teruskan menjadi lebih baik.
Jika kita dah berusaha menjadi lebih baik, jangan rendahkan orang yang belum jadi baik.
Mana tahu, satu masa nanti dia yang membantu kita sama-sama ke syurga.

Sorry N. Aku yang perlu jadi baik.

Sebelum jadi cantik bak rama-rama, jangan kita cemuh mereka yang masih lagi buruk dalam kepompong.
Taken : Zoo Negara

Memberi Inspirasi

2016-06-25T06:30:00.001+08:00

Masa awal-awal aku cipta blog ni, memanglah untuk suka suka. Walaupun ada tika tu terdetik gak nak jana income macam yg orang duk canang dulu, tapi yelah, bukan rejeki hakok dikkk. Takde lah menjana income. Dah ada orang nak baca pun dah macam wow wow sangat tau!

Tapi tulah, buatnya satu masa nanti aku nak screening blog ni, tinggalkan entry bermanfaat, aku yakin cuma ada 2-3 entry je.

Punyalah entry lain macam
.
.
................sampah.

Tapi aku terkesan, bila mana tulisan aku memberi impak.
Memberi ilmu.
Membantu.
Serius terkesan.
Macam tak percaya, yang tulisan aku ada nilai.

Untuk itu, mulai bulan yang mulia ini..... Aku berjanji, untuk memulakan semula zaman kegemilangan entry bermanfaat.
Bukan nak sangat kejar trafik kak, takkk.
Tapi sebab aku pun mahu menjadi asbab untuk orang lain melakukan kebaikan, untuk orang lain mendapat manfaat juga.
Aku suka tengok kawan-kawan aku juga mempunyai bakat menulis yang memberi inspirasi. Kerana dalam setiap tulisan, kalau ia membawa kebaikan, pasti ada sikit ganjaran dari Tuhan. Tu dah pastilah.

Kalau ia memang hiburan semata, itulah yang kau dapat. Hiburan. Keseronokan. Padahal kau boleh je nak ubah pandangan kau. Kerana dalam Islam pun ada hiburan tau!
Penatlah kumpul dosa deknon. Tak tertanggung dah.

Adios amigos! (⌒o⌒)

untuk u jauh di mata jauh juga di hati

2016-05-03T21:59:00.001+08:00

My heart is easily touched.

Senang je nak fefeling debunga cinta. Haha.

Tapi biasanya it doesn't last long.

Tatkala aku rasa Oh My God He's sooo awesome. Hensem nau nau. (Hensem tu subjektif, boleh jadik hensem angat pada aku, tak siap pada kau) Tetiba time aku stalk, nampak dah dia nak kawennn.

Hahahahhaha. *facepalm*

Sumpah le memang malu dengan diri sendiri. Tulah kau, ada lagi crush orang tua. XD

Tapi tahap crush aku biasanya tinggi, tak terjangkau akal. Hahaha.

k. bye. xoxo