Hanee504

You Give Me The Strength For My Desires

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Thu, 25 Mar 2010 18:25:00 +0000

Greetings, blog-hoppers!
It's past midnight and I'm still wide awake. Blame the holiday for my eff-ed up sleeping pattern. lol

Scratch out my previous post. This holiday is getting exciting! Now that the weekend has arrived. Sudah atu. haha. Unfortunately, college will kick off again in less than 3 days. Don't get me wrong. I am absofuckinglutely excited to live my daily life as a knocker again but the thought of my unfinished assignments and more bombardments coming up sink my heart down.

Forget that.

Here's 5.10am. I've never mentioned them in my blog before but I've been adoring their songs back in the youtube days when their name was still Hambutit Crew. No kidding.
They are the most "supporting" Bruneian Artistes ever! and I MEAN IT.
No, I'm not saying this because I've won a free limited edition CD from them but because they share music with their fans sincerely.
Well okay, the CD was a first; allowing other ~~unlucky~~ fans to download their singles for free was second, and third, despite the fact that they make good musics, they're still VERY humbly-down-to-earth.

"Although their passion is clearly in music but 5.10am will never be a celebrity nor artist. They just love to do their music and share work with others." - 5.10am

What more can I say? I 'fan' them. Though FR & ABO are still leading in my heart of local acts list, but 5.10am make the best public figure of all the local talents I support.

Below are some other photos taken during 5.10am gig last Wednesday at Holiday Lodge. I shall thank Eeraz, Wadi and Awang for 'mendulur' me to go there in a rush due to my last-minute decision. hehe. Some of my photos are featured in 5.10am's photo album as well. Click here if you want to view it. :)

with Alwie, the lead vocalist for 5.10am.

with Abang (Khai) and Ijat (Izzat) of ABO!

with another local talent, Feefy!

The twins & the twins. Kami saja faham tu mengapa. haha

with my bff, Nabilah. Didn't expect to meet her there. haha. but I'm pretty sure she's one proud niece of 5.10am members ;p

p/s: fan and support has two different meanings altogether ;)

till next update.

Taking My Thoughts Away

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Tue, 23 Mar 2010 18:33:00 +0000

It's 2.33 AM and I'm still wide awake. Thanks to Mocha Frappuccino from Starbucks and my chemistry assignment, I am subjected to stay awake at this hour. I'm not even close to half-way done for my assignment yet here I am, blogging. hehe.
This term-break has been pretty dull, I must say. No photography outings, no gigs, no parties and no ..... well, you name it. Majority of my plans got canceled and my time is mostly filled with finishing off my homework. Sucks. I kinda miss those 4-long-rusty-months of holiday when my time was mainly busy being on the move yet enjoyable. If only I could turn back time.. ahh well. Life IS wonderful :)
Oh, just ignore my jibberish talk. HAHA.

"Sometimes it's good to be busy than doing nothing at all" - true that.

till next update.

Life; You Can't Stop People From Talking

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Sun, 21 Mar 2010 10:20:00 +0000

Salam everyone.
It feels like it was just yesterday when I first started my life in 6th Form - or fancier to call it, college - at PTEK. Now it's the holiday all over again. Though this only lasts for 10 days, I'm already missing school where my life has been happier than before.

You might seem to find me fretting or loathe out about college at times, but then again, I'm a normal human being and of course, living life as a typical student always face such dilemmas in terms of studies.Well, thank god, having to see great people 5 days a week push those dilemmas away. Though not solving it, at least, it lightens up the pressure I undergo. But yeah, the awesome knockers have made my life exciting these days.

On another note, I miss STPRI and all the familiar faces. I went there last Thursday to receive the Academic Awards Prize Presentation and that was probably my final walk to that school - I hope not. My 5 years there was worth it! which was why on my little 'speech' I wrote:

"Growing up being part of STPRI's sisterhood family has made a huge impact in my life. Here was where my weaknesses were exfoliated as I was guided to be more wise. Of course, an infinite THANK YOU goes to all my teachers who had taught me and showed me the light to my future ahead. :)"

The first two lines were inspired from FR's spanking new song, Experience, for which I didn't know it was gonna be released a couple of days later. LOL.

I guess that's it for now. My homework and assignments await me and oh hey, it's my final 16 days of being 16 then hello 17!

till next update,

My 2010 Has Just Started

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Tue, 09 Feb 2010 16:00:00 +0000

HI DEAR BLOG.

It's only the first 10 days of February and here I am, trying to stay strong living this hectic life. Yes, I've been pretty busy these days.. Running house errands, CiHM family events, outings, polishing up my photography skills and currently, taking a life-changing step; COLLEGE.

Yeahuh. Results were out last Saturday, 6th February. It was indeed a date to be remembered. Tonnes of reasons why. I've always loved Saturday anyway. :'D

I got 8Os again. ALHAMDULILLAH.
I cried and screamed the moment I saw my results on my facebook wall posted by Azimah Nasir - thanks pinky :) and oh, screw bmobile for not sending me the message till now!
Anyway, my results are:
Mathematics - A1 (improved from A2)
Physics - A2 (improved from C5!)
Chemistry - A2 (improved from B3)
Biology - A2 (improved from C6!)
Additional Mathematics - B3 (maintained)
Bahasa Melayu - B3 (maintained)
Geography - B3 (maintained)
English - C5 (dropped from B3 :/)

So basically, my November results saw a HUGE improvement than my June :D :D :D
except for my English, of course. I feel guilty to Miss K for screwing it up but she said, it's okay, at least C is a credit. but stiiiiiiiiill. heh :/
and I still can't believe that I scored ACES for all my fcking SCIENCES!!!!
I proved ~~everyone and~~ myself wrong. HAHA. I am actually good at science huh?
Syukur Alhamdulillah, all those sleepless nights burning the midnight oil really paid off. :')

Honestly, I'm quite dissatisfied with my Add Maths though. Y'all know I'm a maths freak. According to my breakdown, I screwed my paper 2. Damn it. I thought I was careful enough doing it but perhaps I was too excited and rushed it through because it was my final O level paper? lol.
As for Geo, I know I should've scored an A if I studied. I was wrong to have followed my hatred emotion not to study at that time.. but there's no point regretting now. At least I scored a B3 despite writing crappy essays on my answer papers. HAHA.
Malay and Maths are of course, as expected ;)

So ....... college.
Alhamdulillah, both my leaving form for STPRI and registration for PTEK went on smoothly yesterday.

To tell you the truth, I was fretting the whole Monday morning when I was given the PTEK's registration form instead of MD's due to my catchment area. Somehow, after thinking it through and a guidance from Allah on my zohor prayer made me to finally decide to just settle in for PTEK, which I eventually did and I haven't regret it, yet.

PTEK's surroundings are superb. The school compound is humongous! I might as well get lost on my first day. lol. I saw lots of familiar faces among the teachers body, mostly were former STPRI teachers as well. I was surprised they all waved and smiled to me. In other point, they still remember me! hehe.
I feel welcomed, especially after meeting two of my friendly seniors, Fauzul Azhim - my lifetime bestfriend whom after ages, I'm finally reunited with, on the very 1st day of February - and Hjh Nazehah - my twitter buddy who coincidentally has the same date of birth as me.
and now, I can't wait for college to start even though I know my life will become busier and much more hectic.
With no maid and my sister's flying back to Sydney soon, I can only say, "bismillahitawakkaltualALLAH" to balance up my life as a full-time student, part-time secretary and photographer of CiHM and running house errands.

p/s: I'm taking Mathematics, Chemistry, Psychology and English 'AS' as my subjects. :)

till next update,

Welcome to the new decade!

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 05:27:00 +0000

Assalamualaikum.
I guess it's still not too late to wish you readers (well, if there's still one) a blissful HAPPY NEW YEAR. May we all have a splendid 2010 as we breathe :D

Not to forget, every school in the whole nation reopens today. So happy schooling & happy teaching to you people as well while I pamper myself being a lazy bum-bum at home. HEHE

There are definitely a lot of things this ancient blog of mine missed to update on because my 2nd half of December was awesome while it lasted. It was filled with life lessons to remember and bittersweet memories to treasure. Unfortunately, I won't be blabbering on those things as it was so 2009 and I'm so 2010. haha

As I have less than 2 months of holidays left, I will TRY my best to update this blog while killing my time off rather than lazying my ass off watching movies on my laptop's tiny screen. Hey, at least writing is productive! Don't you think?

Just in case I don't, do catch my updates on twitter. Click here to follow me!

Okay, till next update.

My weekend

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Tue, 15 Dec 2009 03:31:00 +0000

It was just a few days ago that I felt like I want to delete this dusty blog but somehow, I am inspired to write again.
My december had been very unproductive. I've been staying at home everyday entertaining myself with my little black notebook and the super slow internet speed. Well, I only go out on Saturday with my babes. It's like our official day out to catch up on things together and enjoy. It's weekend hell yeah!
The first Saturday of this month, I had a blast. From waking up in disappointment to ngechill at McD to karaoke-ing at the Mall to vaining at DST Carnival and finally to my lil bro's birthday bash. Siuk lah ah siuk.
Especially when I have gorgeous friends like Bee, Syidah, Syiqin & Adeq and of course our one and only 'KewL' Feez to spend my quality time with :DNot to forget the guys, Azeez, Marcel & Wafie who came to my party. Though I ended up having bruises here and there, and my back hurts terribly, they all made my day. :)
The second Saturday was again awesome. Well, the night part, that is. I screamed my heart out the entire show of RTB Appreciation Night especially when A Band Once, Fakhrul Razi, Aziz Harun, Feez Madea, Juju, L.One & Maria performed. Their talents and showmanship are just AMAZING! or superb, as what FR puts it. Other local artistes were great as well. "Now I totally agree with you that Brunei Artistes are not that lame, hahahaha! =p"
haha SOME, I must say. Thank you Syidah, Feez, Umi & Ziyah for accompanying me that night :)with Adieb of L.One
with Feez Madeawith Fakhrul RaziWith A Band Oncewith The Seedswith Maria
Okay. That's it for now.I can't wait for next Saturday because Year End Showcase Carnival, here I come!
till next update.

Sacrifices

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 08:24:00 +0000

I've been staying at home for 3 days now. It feels totally lifeless. I can only entertain myself with the fcking slow internet and the illegally downloaded tv shows or movies. Even so, my laptop keeps on crashing repeatedly resulting in having to wait it to restart all over again. It's more to annoyance than entertainment, you see.

Albeit the annoyance, I feel a little thankful that I've been staying safely at home. Why? Because staying at home means that I don't have to spend a single buck. The thing is; my income has been put to stop ever since school ended. I spent the first month of my holiday going out every day like there's no tomorrow - meaning: spending dozens of money per day - and I still have 2 months plus plus of holidays left with only little money to spend. Yeah yeah, so much for money issues! (sense the sarcasm, B)

buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut
at the same time, I feel guilty for not being able to join my friends having fun out there. Not that I'm rejecting your offers but there are certain reasons why I must wisely choose who I'm going out with. Apart from money issues, of course. In case you're wondering why I don't want to go out with you anymore; it's not that I hate/dislike you or something but I just want to avoid such ridiculous people who always see the negative side of us hanging out. You know, once a person bad-mouthed someone, the others follow the will of devils and forgot about the forbidden teachings from God.

kay. yada yada. Wow. It's been a while since I express my thoughts out writing like this. It feels kinda good that it will be one less stressful thought within me. I know there are always consequences in writing my thoughts out but shut up, you ain't getting anything from me.

Staying at home is just one of the many sacrifices I have to make in order to maintain my dignity of not getting into trouble in the wild outside world. Anyway, below are the photos taken from CiHM sacrificial occasion last Saturday.

till next update.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISTERRRRRRRADHI

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Fri, 27 Nov 2009 03:13:00 +0000

love you always, kiddo!

till next update.

Getaway

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Wed, 25 Nov 2009 05:14:00 +0000

Wow. It feels like it was only yesterday since I last blogged but in fact, it's been a week now. Not that I'm not fond of blogging anymore but hey, I have a life outside my cyber world too okay! Living without internet was torturous and it was the only time when I realised that I am too dependable on internet. I guess, even if I have life outisde my cyber world but internet is still PART of it. OKAY~ Ignore my crap-less thoughts.

I went to Lion City last weekend. A little getaway after pushing all my efforts in the O level exams.
Ahh, the city life. Busy. People moving very fast. It's like they are racing towards each other or something. Something you can't feel the vibe here in Brunei. So fast yet so wonderful.

You know, one thing I like about living outside Brunei is that, we live a simple life. Simple yet affordable. You don't have to think about doing any cleanings. You don't have to think about what to prepare for lunch or dinner. All you gotta think is 'exploring' out of your comfort zone.
Anyway, long story-short. I met my twinning program buddy, Anisah, again. Though it was a bit awkward but it was nice to finally meet her again. It brings back all the memories which the TKGSSTPRI sisterhood build over the years. :')
Okay. I think I'll stop here. View my facebook if you want to see our photos. They're too many to choose from. ;)

till next update.

BACK!

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 10:39:00 +0000

I'm supposed to post this few days ago but I was hooked up with my dearly Tumblr so I'm sorry dear readers - well, if there still is one.
Whatever.
Exam is efffffffffing O-V-E-R!

There are a lot of things this dusty blog missed out. From Big Bro's Graduation to Mom's lucky draw award function and finally to Pelangi Awards and TelBru High Tea Reception.

I won't blog about it all as I had posted some photos to my Facebook and Tumblr. They are freaking outdated already bah.
Well, I'm gonna update about the Pelangi Awards & TelBru High Tea Reception though. It was held last Sunday at The Empire Hotel & Country Club.

There was a competition for this and my twin, Eeraz, won a place and she brought me along. I guess I was lucky that I don't have to sweat myself out to meet with our local talented stars. Unlike others, they had to attend the packed concert. It was a hit, yes, I can't agree less, but ugh, I would have lost my consciousness in the flooding crowd.

Okay long story short.
I got to meet all the winners of the Pelangi Awards 2008/2009.
They are:
Maria - Chosen Female Vocal & B.Mobile Most Voted Artist. SHE'S EFFFFING GORGEOUS!

A Band Once - Chosen Newcomer. They're awesome!

Fakhrul Razi - Chose Male Vocal. GILA LAWA NI SUARANYA!

L.One - Chosen Song. CAN'T AGREE LESS :)

unfortunately, I didn't get the chance to take photos with The Seeds- Chosen Duo/Group. :(

Anyhow, they are super talented. Here are some the photos when they performed.
A Band Once with their new song Tunjukkan. Can't wait for it to be officially released in January! :D

The Seeds with Cerita Aku Dan Dia.
Well, all my photos with both of them were poor so yeah, only this photo of Dillah is sorta nice. Sorry.

Fakhrul Razi belted out medley songs consist of all the winners' songs; Pertama Kali, Tentang Kita, Cerita Aku Dan Dia , Bisik Hati & Te'a. Honestly, I had never heard of him but the moment he sang, he awed me. Best Bruneian vocal ever. Hands down.

Maria also sang her new song, I'm Over My Head. It's as beautiful as her.

L.One with Tentang Kita. My favourite local song ever! Can't stop singing this song eversince I heard it during pelangi awards. This and ABO's Kembalilah indeed swept me off my feet.

Other photos and videos can be viewed on my facebook. :)

p/s: My apologies for the off quality photos. The background was silau wah and the lighting was poor. So ... yeah. I will keep on polishing my skills.

It was indeed a great pleasure to meet them. They've changed my mindset about our local singers. ;)

till next update.

Eid 2009

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 11:13:00 +0000

Eid had been great but the greatness seems to fade as exam season is just around the corner.
1st day was of course, very tiring. Spent the whole day at tutong. Got the chance to meet every relative from dad's. The last visit was nini bungsu next door and finally arrived home at 5.

The main disadvantage of being a photographer is that you're always behind the camera. huhu~

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22nd October
It was only the 2nd evening of Raya, I was feeling fatigue and helpless. My phone suddenly rang when I had just lie on my bed. It was a call from my bestfriend, Zilah. Being a good friend, I welcomed her and her brother as well as a couple of friends at 10 pm. Yes, 10 pm!
I asked my parents' permission to allow them to kidnap me at that instant hour. Both of them were half-dead like I was, FYI. They granted permission and so we headed to Bee's open house. Had a good time there and off we zoomed to Zeez's. Yeahhh, we were the one who came at 11 as he mentioned :P
This is Zel's brother. Haven't talked to him in 2 years(?) but coincidentally we wore the same colour. HAHA.

Yada yada, I got back home before midnight as promised. ha!

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28th September
Mom's birthday was lovely. We had family lunch at Pondok Seri Wangi with Angah. Though the service was mellow slow, the food served were a two-thumbs-up. :)

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2nd October - 12th Syawal, my birthday!
Open house was a huge hit! I didn't expect that my friends would come because seriously, I thought everyone is already in exam mood or something since the school reopened. But thank you, all 20 of you who came - yes I counted.
Sorry I didn't really layan all of you because the house was tightly packed in the afternoon. The flow of guests coming in and out were just continuous. Plus, most of you came at the same time and were seated from one end to the other end of the living room. So sorry if I weren't a good host. I hope you guys had a great time staying at the buzzing house for more than 2 hours.

Below are some photos I took:
The were my first friends to come. They were supposed to have addmaths tuition but my teacher, Mr.G brought them along to ambush my house instead. Haha. Well, except for Julia. She arrived earlier ;)

After my tuition mates left, these beautiful ladies came.
Perempuan melayu terakhir :P

These joyful guys also came at the same time. Berjanji kamu kah?
Well thankyou guys for helping me to finish up our biscuit stocks rather than being thrown away :D
These two then added up the pack.
Then these three, who waited from 5 to 8 for our beloved teacher to finally arrive.
Queen -.-' she came at night while the house was losing guests already. She was the one who left the latest. ha!
They came while Ms K was there and dudes, sorry, I gotta layan my ~~evil~~ teacher at that time. Thanks for coming ;)

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3rd October
The most favoured highlight of the eid is my final hari raya celebration at STPRI. Of all the five awesome years I had, this was the most heart-touching celebration. The crackle-lacking show was hilariously awesome! Open class session was bloating with fun! Everything was enjoyable. Photos were of course not forgotten as special memories.

Amidst all the fun, I also sighed in my heart realising that I'd leave my highschool filled with annoying bitches and awesome people. It feels sad to leave this prestigious school because I grew up with it. Next year leads to a new stage in life and a new air to breathe.Before it's too late, I'd like to thank everyone involved in my STPRI years for growing up with me especially my teachers.

I'll miss all of you and the all-girls surroundings.

For now, what matters the most is of course, the big O level. I'm hitting on hiatus from now.
Best of luck to everyone sitting for the exams. Let's rise the pride for the sake of the future.

p/s: All the photos were of course, out of quality. Do tell me where I could polish up my skills after O level. :)

till next update.

Spot the MAIN difference

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Mon, 21 Sep 2009 09:15:00 +0000

Raya 2008

Raya 2009

love,

Eid Mubarak

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 14:00:00 +0000

Selamat Hari Raya.
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

I'm really terribly seriously sorry for all my wrongdoings be it direct, literally or without me realising them.

"Sesungguhnya Allah maha pemaaf. Mengapa tidak hambanya?"

I'm keeping it simple.

p/s: You're always welcome to come to my house this raya.

yours truly,

So what

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Sat, 19 Sep 2009 14:09:00 +0000

Assalamualaikum. :)

Every Muslim around the globe will celebrate Eid Mubarak tomorrow except our dearly abode of peace. ALWAYS.
The speculation now is who's to blame? The dispersed group of people sighting the moon or the ancient telescope?
Hear this C-L-E-A-R-L-Y.
There is no one to be blamed but you, yourself for being ungrateful enough that Ramadhan is extended. Allah gives you another chance to do more good deeds. So be thankful and sujud to him.

Anyway, leave that.
My days had always been hectic and super time consuming. Despite all that, it had been great too because keeping myself busy helps me to survive from getting over-thoughtful. Deep and hard thinking sometimes can make me feel rather insane and emo-tic.

Wednesday was wonderful.
I had great times with the single ladies - literally single. All 14 of us broke the fast at Coffee Zone and ate desert at Charmy Snowhouse together.

It was fun to catch up on things about each other because we haven't really hangout ever since puasa. Everything seemed so fast and boom, the limit of our curfew stroke. Lepas O level lagi lah ah. :D

*My camera was a bummer. Gonna fix the settings soon. Fyeah the worthless 8MP if it can't be fixed! The good quality photos were from Nadz while the group photo was from Syiqin and sorry, zilah wasn't included in the above photos :)*

Thursday marked the 2nd CiHM Family's Khatam Al-quran occasion.I didn't join reciting due to something. Such a boo-hoo. Everything was perfect down to the last detail. Now this has to remind me that I need to make a report on this before the next occasion or meeting -___-
*sorry, no photos available*

On the same night, we all had a skype-ing session using a projector!with my brother who's currently on the other side of the world. Too bad that there wasn't any proper sound system but it was cool. :)

Friday. Oh the Friday~
I was love bug again. Hate to admit. In fact, it makes me feel disgusted now knowing that I should've really moved on. Yet here I am right now. =.='

Okay, skip that! Today, I went to Uda's new crib. It was spacious and westernised. I love the upper storey! It has a hotel-like look. (literally) Very catchy. :D

To finalise my great week, I'd like to wish my dearly best friends a spread of love. It's been 3 years now. Click here if you have forgotten. I almost had tears running down my cheeks. I really miss the good times. Now we're heading our separate ways. Apatah lagi next year! tsk tsk.
Happy 3rd, SHABZ!

till next update.

Lead The Way

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 16:07:00 +0000

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
*oh!
*have i told u?
*aku mimpi pasal kau wh

hanee.hmad says:
*nope
*what did u dream of?

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
*amin
*Kau dpt 7A
*hahaha

hanee.hmad says:
*AMIN!!!!

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
*And i was there with u
*hehee~

hanee.hmad says:
*i've been wishing that since my bro belayar

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
*then kau dump aku for england
*then aku bngun..

hanee.hmad says:
*awww. was it when i was receiving the news? haha
*HAHAHA!!!

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
*Yeaa..

hanee.hmad says:
*lol.

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
*dont leave me!!!

hanee.hmad says:
*even if i were, i wont forget u
*u're my longest bff!

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
*Hahaha
*Awwww

hanee.hmad says:
*:']

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
*thats the most happiest word i have received
*for the past 2 days

hanee.hmad says:
*yeay

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
*:')
*yayy!

hanee.hmad says:
*wait a sec

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
*Okee...

hanee.hmad says:
*SOULMATES! :D

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
**gasp*SOULMATES!!
*u did it again!
*hahaha
*(l)

hanee.hmad says:
*hahaha (L)

Rainbow (Interlude) (R) says:
*U are truly one in a million...
*:)
*and i mean it...

hanee.hmad says:
*why thank you ;)

See, this is why I love my best friend, fauzul azhim :D
Since KG 2 man. That's 11 years ago! On and off. It's like what Serena VanDerWoodson had said to Blaire Waldorf, "we've gone through everything together. We raised each other"

He's currently having a break down. Stay strong, best friend. :)

Of course, I don't forget my other best friends too. Even if I don't contact any of you that often again, you know I'm always here all along. ♥

till next update.

As time flies by

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Mon, 14 Sep 2009 04:49:00 +0000

2nd - Hana’s birthday

4th - Hani’s coming back home!

6th - SAHA’s kubur visit and CiHM’s sungkai gathering

7th - Nuzul Al-quran

9th - Doa Kesyukuran at 1189 crib

11th - Yoshi’s flight to UK

12th - Hani’s flight to Sydney at midnight >.< & STPRI’s massive hajat prayers 13th - HOLIDAY!

YES! HOLIDAY IS HERE! :D
I'm just excited for waking up late, relaxing my mind, outings but certainly not raya. Don't ask me why.

Anyway.
We had doa kesyukuran/selamat and tahlil last 16th. Nothing much.

Thursday ... well, physics class equals to vaining session again. I forgot to post up the photos last week so here goes.Jaz to yours truly to Zati to Nisa.

Zati candid.

Nisa candid.

Jaz candid.

Moving on.
Bro Yoshi left for UK the next day.Well, I didn't want to cry but seeing Sis Hana cried while hugging him, an electric shock made me touched and *puff* tears went down my cheeks as I hugged him.
Well, we cousins prayed that it'd be our turn to pursue our study there next year. amin :)

Sis Hani left for Sydney too later that midnight. So it was a double breakdown for the family.
You bet!

The next day.
I was awakened by the noisy sound of dad fixing Sis Hani's wardrobe and my oh my, I had those ugly-looking eye-bags once I saw myself on the mirror. FYI, I didn't sleep all night long and only had the chance to sleep after sahur. tsk tsk. So that Saturday went by really slow. The house was very silent. I'm used to that but I don't know why it felt empty but oh well, life moves on. I was supposed to attend STPRI's hajat prayers that day but I fell asleep and was only awake few minutes before sungkai. Silly me!

Yesterday, I broke the fast at Rizqun Coffeehouse. Yummy! The food was scrumptious. Thanks to Em :D
Fidah was supposed to join us but too bad something came up at the last minute and so Em brought MJ along as a replacement. Hey I don't know what else to write okay!
but fck that they spelled my name with a 'Z' -_-'

As for today, I had no plans aside from Bio tuition. I'll try to finish off my homework by tomorrow. toodles!

*****
Watch this. I'm sure you'd be as pissed as I am right now. Kesian Taylor Swift ;/
and wth kanye!

till next update.

Hectic week

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 06:06:00 +0000

Hello bloggers
It's been a week hey? Time flies so fast, I must say.
I wasn't planning to post anything today but tumblr upsets me a couple of hours ago, I've decided to put it on hold.

Anyway, the first week of September had been pretty hectic. School has always been VERY tiring. With only 4 hours of sleep, lessons just passed in and out at an instant. That's why I'm seriously looking forward for the holiday which is in 5 days time! wheepee.
But I cannot slack off this holiday because the big O is coming up. Nonetheless, Eid Mubarak is first on the line :D

Oh yeah, before I forgot, Selamat Menyambut Hari Nuzul Al-quran to all Muslims :)

So what are the highlights of the week?

Wednesday
I had my first biology tuition after 1234 FIVE months! It wasn't bad but class was really really really short. Today is supposedly my second class but since it's a public holiday, the next class would be this Wednesday again.

Friday
Look who's back! Yessssss, sis Hani.
She bought me;*photos taken from my tumblr.*We had a family reunion at D'other Office. The food was superb! Bonyam and Mee Rebus Singapore were scrumptious! :D

Sunday
Dad changed plan to join SAHA family visiting the cemetery due to the rain.
but but but CiHM outing still went on with 19 of us cramped at Aneka Rasa Restaurant. It was indeed a perfect getaway. :D

As for today, I'm heading out to Tutong soon. Sungkai with Nini <3

Wake Me Up When September Ends

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 13:42:00 +0000

Hello September.
Oh my God. It's September. 2 more months to freedom! hehe
This means that in less than 50 days would be my O Level exam! Argh. Here comes the extreme torture again. ;/

Lucky for my two sweet girlfriends who do not need to sit for those torturous days anymore. Syidah and Syiqin, welcome to college life. I miss you girls already! I've known Syidah for almost 7 years now and Syiqin since my freshman year in STPRI.

Syidah had been always my partner in crime at school, apart from Zati, of course. Now, it seems so sunyi without her around. Kurang sudah pasanganku kan ber-sign language ;/

As for Syiqin, before we were just good friends. This year pulang baru kami rapat berabis because she's my partner in crime at tuition and in committing crime kan menjealouskan orang2 lb di luar sana! Just look at our picture above! HAHA. Ani ia nada lagi kan menyelurukan orang lb :(

Well goodluck for your college life, ladies! Never forget meeeh! AIGHT.

Anyway, look on a brighter side. Tomorrow's my sister's birthday. I know won't be able to blog tomorrow so here goes;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HANA AZIEMAH!

Before I go, I know I've mentioned that I would TRY to udpate this site daily/regularly but my apologies. I've recreated a tumblr account and boy, it's as addictive as ever. So catch my updates there or on twitter. I'll try to post up here weekly. ;)

till next update.

Sometimes you gotta have to lose

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 10:00:00 +0000

It's been a week of puasa. alhamdulillah :)

I've quit tuitions! yeay. except for physics and addmaths, of course. I'm still struggling with these two subjects. I don't know why I keep on forgetting all those freaking formulas! So yeah. I registered for bio this morning. I can't wait to join them Zati, Jazz and Nisa, and cracked up. LOL

So today's my final geo and chem tuition. Man, classes felt so long but glad it's over.

okay okay. skip!

Mom promised to buy me this if I get 8'Os for my June and wallahh. :D

I want to write more but unfortunately it's almost time for sungkai. I'll blog tomorrow (maybe)

till next update.

Once in a blue moon

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Tue, 25 Aug 2009 09:36:00 +0000

I don't know what to say.
Clearly I know I just achieved quite an excellent result but somehow I currently feel demotivated to achieve any higher for my November exams. Not that I'm confident enough but I am actually feeling very insecure.

I have a new school application form right beside me now and it's still empty. I know best that my heart cried hard wanting me to go and achieve my dream but for certain reasons, I have to decline the offer.

Sigh.
Life isn't a fairytale after all~
because you don't always get what you want.

:-) <-- keep that smile, Hanee!

till next update.

The wait is over!

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 09:02:00 +0000

Earlier this afternoon, I was about to post about how upset I was knowing that the results had not been out YET. Little did I know that everyone around the net had been panicking with the mind-triggering news; Yes, results are out!
Adrenaline rushed through my veins and I quickly searched for my DST-phone's whereabouts. THERE. 'one message received'ENGLISH - BBAHASA MELAYU - B
GEOGRAPHY - BMATHEMATICS - A
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS - BPHYSICS - CCHEMISTRY - BBIOLOGY - C
I then shouted and jumped around my room like a moron. HA-HA.I just can't believe I passed all though I expected better grades.ALHAMDULILLAH for now.Insya Allah my November O's will have more distinctions. AMIN!
So I'll be sitting for my English Oral Exam tomorrow. Wish me the best of luck~

Before I go, CONGRATULATIONS to everyone of you. You know who you are ;)Do better in Nov yeah!

till next update.

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Sun, 23 Aug 2009 07:39:00 +0000

Assalamualaikum :D

Before it's too late, let me wish all of you Muslims out there a very Happy Fasting! May this month brings us miracles and doubled good deeds in everything we do. Amin.

Mind you, this will be the longest post ~~with no pictures at all~~. *edited; photos added* Be ready to close the tab if you get bored with the oh-so-outdated-stuff that I'm going to post. Okay? Just saying. (:
August 14th, I went to BRIDEX where awesome is an understatement man!!
Yeah, saw it all over the internet news and that has attracted me to go. I think I was so fortunate that my eldest brother offered me a free ticket. Big kudos for that bro :D

I can't agree less, the weather was effing HOT but the defense show was wayyyyy COOL! Fast flying air jets were an awesome opening.
Grenades bombardments triggered the excitement of the awed souls.
Followed by helicopters which blew the sands from the beach towards the fascinated audiences.
Next, a number of parachutists came down like pouring rain.
Last but not least, the terrorist-attack demo that made a mind-blowing ending of the show.

I was accompanied with Abg. Raqiib and Ka Ina by the way. We later went to the exhibition at the exquisite halls (Wing 2 then Wing 1) which were both rather packed with people who craved for the cold air than exploring the boring booths.

Here are some random unprofessional shots by yours truly (:

The weekend was further AWESOME.
Bro Yasir and friends hosted a farewell party at my house the next day, August 15th. A humongous sliding bouncer was rented. Yes, much bigger than the previous ones that we ever had. Only sister and I were girls and others were big guys, FYI. The most hilarious part was when them Bro and friends slided down in a group and one of them, Kcap specifically, slided out to the grass outside. Not once but TWICE!! lol. hahaha
That must have hurt but we all had a good laugh :D

The next highlight is waking up at early birds last August 16th for CiHM's annual activity visit the cemetery which has yet to put me in reminder to make a report. It has been a week so again, reminder to self, make the report ASAP.
Imagine waking up as early as you have to be on weekdays for a Sunday after having fun all night long! Sigh. Glad that's the first and last. HEHE.

For those of you who didn't know, I was still having exams the next day but to my relief, it all ends last Thursday with this long weekend to spare. Yeay.

But all good things come to an end but what goes around comes around. You might think today is the end but tomorrow will be a brand new beginning with brand new challenges to face. Patience is a true virtue, we shall keep that in mind. :)

p/s: I'll try to update daily from now on. Uhumm, I'm not abandoning my blogger like others because here is where my passion for writing first started.

So till next update!

1189!

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Tue, 11 Aug 2009 10:40:00 +0000

Hit the play button.

I have no school tomorrow so yeah, it's not wrong for me to use the laptop right?
I'm just here for a random update. :)

Ooh, happy belated birthday, sister!
Sorry I didn't greet you. I actually ferrrrrgot. HEHE :x
Do good yeah? Have a miraculous year ahead. ;)

I'm currently feeling miserable. The June O Level result has been released yesterday by Cambridge but the Brunei government hasn't launch it to the public yet. So I'm here waiting every seconds worrying what my result would turn out. With Qualifying exams still going on lagi. Hmmmmmm.

Okay okay, I should study for my next paper.

and .......... PAUSE!

till next update.

No more words, no more lies

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 03:20:00 +0000

Happy Birthday, Ka Ina! ♥
Sorry I don't have any recent photos of yours but may you have a great birthday ;)

August ani ramai tia orang birthday ni. :s
I haven't post much of birthday greetings here so in advance I would like to wish all of you birthday celebrants out there, a Happy Miraculous Birthday(s)!
I don't want to list out names because I don't want to miss mentioning anyone's.
and erm,
sorry if I don't get the chance to post a special birthday greeting for y'all, especially my beloved family members.

aight.

I know I mentioned yesterday that I would be on hiatus; but with my deleted tumblr&plurk, deactivated facebook and frozen twitter plus the boring msn, I can't help my itchy fingers to blog. HEHE. Besides, it has been REALLY a while since I write my heart out on this dull blog.

Each day I'm getting more and more nervous when people mention about the rumours of "June O Level result sudah keluar!!" Seriously, I'm much more afraid to know what my result would be than sitting nerve-wrecking-ly for my qualifying exam. So much for my atychiphobia - fear of failure. I wasn't afraid to say that I would definitely fail certain subjects before but now ..... GAHHH. It seems like it's eating up my future career choice. Feeling insecure much? HAH.

I used to be so confident to predict what my results would be but now it's just so unpredictable. Whatever it is, may I obtain a jolly good results for the best I can achieve. amin.

okay, till next update.

HIATUS

noreply@blogger.com (hanee504) — Sat, 01 Aug 2009 03:29:00 +0000

Qualifying exam had just started.
Good luck to whom it may concern. :)

The provisional results for the May / June 2009 Cambridge International A/AS Level, Cambridge IGCSE and Cambridge O level examinations will be released onto the CIE Direct website on Monday 10 August 2009, 00:01 BST (UTC/GMT +1).
source from http://www.cie.org.uk/news/announcements/detail?announcement_id=28041

I'll be back in 3 weeks! :D

till next update.